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omg guys i just realised lisa the director is not the same as lisa ambjorn the writer.....
#young royals#lisa ambjörn#WTF THIS WHOLE TIME I THOUGHT IT WAS THE SAME PERSON#i thought lisa ambjorn be doing the writing AND the directing#i feel stupid 🤡
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I apologise in advance for any mistakes with instruments (<- doesn't know much abt them) but!!! I really really wanted to at least sketch @shiraishi-kanade 's amazing prsk OC unit, Kawaakari Orchestra!!
Here's your guys jay!
I messed up the heights and Akari didn't turn out that well... but they were a lot of fun to draw!!
#a bit sketchy and not detailed#because my stupid ass decided to draw 6 characters on a very small fragment of a page 🤡🤡#but i hope i did them justice!#didnt rly know whay kind of outfits they wear so i just went with the picrews and a bit with my gut feeling#anyway i looved loved this they are so fun#i tried to show a bit of their personalities - at least how i understood them - through their poses and all but idk how well i managed#hope you like it!#kerizart#prsk#prsk art#prsk oc#kawaakari orchestra#kwko#project sekai oc#project sekai fan unit
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I can not believe that Jason Grace has wormed his way into becoming ✨The Boy✨ when 90% of what I remember him doing canonically was get concussed and be confused
#pjo hoo toa#Jason Grace#Literally my favorite character is Leo#But I just feel a strong emotional connection to jason. He’s my blorbo#heroes of olympus#percy jackon and the olympians#Rick did him dirty canonically#Jason is such a normie#And he thinks he’s a rebel when he’s literally authority#he’s so stupid i love him#I feel like only real reason people compare him to percy is because he’s a protagonist and a son of Jupiter/Zeus#*percy jackson voice* and EVERYONE’S a son of Zeus 🤡#But he and Percy are not the same at all#Literally if he was a son of the roman equivalent of hermes i bet people would love his character potential#He and Leo could’ve been the bestest besties of all time canonically#Too bad he doesn’t interact with people in the seven (that aren’t piper) as much as he does with her#i’ll shut up now
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Draconophobia
Dragons are a manifestation of things we fear - Richelle E. Goodrich
#this post is for me#inkblade#oisin hakinvar#adaine abernant#maybe its just me#the angst#i'm funnelling my past self into Adaine#having a crush#feeling stupid#anxiety#aaaaaa#and they related to each other#two wizard from long lineages#having a clown moment 🤡#no trackerbees#no donospring#all i can depend on is aroace Riz#As long as he keeps winning#d20#fhjy#ren’s collages
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does anyone else get moments where, like, you're lonely but don't actually want to talk to anyone?
#hedgehog talks#the part of me that wants to yap abt stupid shit to anyone who'll listen#vs the other part of me that's convinced myself everyone hates and only talk to me bcs pity#vs the part of me that thinks i don't deserve friends#vs the part of me that thinks maybe i should be alone#sasha's semi-regular depression/self hate rant#my psychiatrist just had a bad feeling bet 😂#im so terrified of being a burden that my mental situation is permanently fucked#somehow#this probably relates to my dad but i don't want to talk abt that 🤡
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omg what do you mean bc you’re railroaded into choosing between minrathous and treviso that you can fail some secondary companion quests??????????? HELLO??????? i just wanted to snag everyone bc the difference in companion levels/bonds was worrying me, i would’ve just done the quests before getting davrin otherwise ☹️
#well i won’t let this stand. even though the only way for me to fix this is going back to 4 hours into the game 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡#it’s a stupid complaint i know but i really hate not knowing these things i feel like just a general warning that you can lose a quest#before the usual thing of going into the finale is like???? the least that could be done 😭😭#it’s not fun for me otherwise and maybe that’s something that could be turned off if you wanted idk#dragon age#dragon age spoilers#rambling
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I have brainrot rip
#born to write thematically interesting longfic forced to write h*rny t*dolf oneshots#i have another idea and i'm afraid it'd be stupid but i feel like it has to be done 🤡😞#skkslflflf#writing
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i'm livid 😡😡😡
#found out today that 2 of my coworkers went behind my back..#they arranged for themselves to work less on saturdays while i still have to work 9 hour shifts 🙃#nobody told me about about it or let me join the conversation#obviously we all hate working long saturdays but the fact that they only arranged shorter hours for themselves is such a slap in the face#i feel betrayed disappointed and angry all at the same time#i thought we were supposed to be a team but clearly not#everyone only cares about themselves and their own interests#i feel so stupid rn they left me completely in the dark about this#i just noticed in the work schedule that they often only have to work short saturdays while i'm still planned for the entire day 🤡#asked my colleague who does the schedules about it and she told me those 2 arranged that with management#lol thanks for letting me know 😀#now i know why my dad loves working alone like fuck these fake bitches!!!!#☁️
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Y'know I've never cared about mercury retrograde but recently I've been going through it full force
#like wow#i became stupid suddenly#lost a vinted package worth 25€ 🤡#also keep making silly mistake everywhere i feel like my brain is off#help me#need euthanasia#also broke my phone screen it never happened in my whole fucking life
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chronic pain begone pls, i beg!!
#if i so much as move i know my hip is gonna pop right out#i can feel it#also my knee is acting up now which is 🤡#stupid cold weather
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tell me your failed/embarrassing flirting stories to make me feel better, i’ll go first: today i said ���get out of my way” forgot to say “i’m kidding” then immediately said “bye”
#it is awful having feelings for someone you know and have an established friendship with#but crushing on someone i barely know is knew to me and i legit feel like an idiot every time i do something stupid like this#i can’t just. talk to the guy#if i say hey and he says sup i say ‘sup indeed’ like what the fuck is that#i can barely even say hello to him#don’t get me wrong i’ve DONE it but most days i’m like#ah fuck there he is#okay you can do it just say hi#just say what’s up#and then he’s already gone#also. like. the setting we’re in is soooo not good for talking or flirting realt because um. it’s work he’s my coworker.. so um. do i fuckin#ask him for his number?? or to hang out??? but like. he’s kind of a stranger to me what do i want to hang out for 🧍#but like. i dont want to do that until i have at least one successful interaction#or like. an actual conversation.#which is gonna be really hard to manage because he doesn’t talk much at all to anyone and i really only talk if someone talks to me first or#i’ll say something absolutely idiotic and ridiculous (and honestly i do that no matter what)#anyway so um. i guess i’m just gonna keep making a fool of myself until i get it right and hopefully i don’t screw it up 🥴#i lost all my confidence in the last year and i cant do anything chill or smooth anymore (i was never that good in the first place but at#least i could PRETEND i knew what i was doing. like i could sell it. the whole weird and lost bit.)#anyway. i felt better for like 5 minutes when some guy at the gas station flirt failed with me on the way home. but that’s partly my fault#too oops. in his defense he probably could not see that i had headphones on bc upon mirror inspection they were well blended with my hair#but i was waiting to cross the street and this guy tried to like nod and smile and i did not know it was to me until i got to the other side#where the gas station was and and like. tried again and i awkward half smiled and saw his face get all mushy and confused like mine FELT 20#mins before when i’d flopped so hard trying to flirt and by the time i’d processed WAIT i think he was FLIRTING WITH ME i was already gone 🤡#but at least it ended better than the poor 14yo who very confidently asked for my number#who. i shit you not. SCREECHED for a solid 44.5 seconds and bolted the other direction when i said sorry im 21#his friends were standing there like wtf too and one was like i am so sorry about him 🤦#cheers to being fools universe
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thinking about the fact that if I'd have to pay for all of this (university) i would've already dropped out
#i feel like a true 🤡 I'm headed into finishing my stupid degree in 6 years instead of 4 just because i absolutely#cannot stand real analysis and be responsible#🐌
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wouldn't it be funny if I could write again lollollol........
#got a very sweet comment on a fic today and I was like oh my god. oh my goddddddd. ppl *still* like my stuff.#ppl still like my silly little stupid little stuff that I had stupid silly fin working on & it's dumb and silly but I shared it!#and ppl like it!#and I'm like not pushing myself anymore. like before I was kinda trying to force shit to happen#like sitting in bed with an open notebook/laptop like CREATE BITCH!#and I'm not doing that anymore lol and being on my meds has really made me feel SO much better#but also like I just don't.... have any ideas anymore. can't rotate blorbo like a rotisserie chicken anymore#I lay down to go to sleep now and because my body is not operating under severe extreme toxic anxiety levels anymore#I just fckn fall asleep. like I'm OUT. good night. sleepin. snoozin. zonked. 7+ hours.#no more blorbo thoughts at the end of the day I'm TIRED and my brain FINALLY shuts off#I hope one day I'll write again. I had so much fun with it. I have had a couple Thoughts#since I have been on my meds#but they're nothing more than a few quick sentences scrawled in a notebook.#it's like I'm doing so much other stuff and having fun in other ways and SLEEPING FINLALLY SWEET GOD ALMIGHTY#there's just like zero processing left for original blorbo ideas#this doesn't make sense and I bet you were all relieved cause I haven't ranted in tags in like months but hahaha#🤡 I STAY HONKIN'!!!! 🤡#(I'm actually really in a really good place mentally rn I promise like the best I've felt in years I'm just ahhh!! tonight lol)#erin explains it all
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#im so tired of this lalalalalalalalaa#something is Wrong lol#i really need this therapy on wednesday but guess WHAT im not going. im going to a funeral instead 🤡#and ill be singing in that stupid fucking church because have to but i dont fucking wanna i hate doing it and i hate churches#all i feel rn is the overwhelming urge to selfdestruct and like obv im not gonna kms now#but im so fucking angry that im not even *allowed* to do that anymore. like it was such a comfort all this time to know that i can just Quit#and now i cant because guess what someone has to take care of my mother 🫠 and im so fucking tired of being someone people depend on#to handle THEIR feelings and THEIR emotions and just take it all with humility and acceptance and kindness and never snap and bite back#like i dont WANNA hear about your dead husband i dont wanna hear about your stupid fucking boyfriend#i dont wanna hear about the new guy/girl who's hitting on you because you're so hot and perfect#i dont wanna be responsible for how people feel. i should just shut up and take it and be humble and never ask or expect anything back#but when is it MY turn to call at 1 am crying about how im tired and want to kms#or to start expecting shit of people and allow myself to get properly angry at them for not meeting those expectations#or to braggingly 'complain' about something the other person clearly lacks without any consideration for their feelings#or to just openly cry and say deeply personal shit without any filter not caring if that other person is clearly uncomfortable af#because *i* need it right now and i need someone to listen and let them worry about how to even respond to that stuff#im just so tired of people expecting shit of me im tired of being made responsible even tho i clearly cannot handle that responsibility#i wanna be mean i wanna snap and get angry and openly say that i dont give a shit and am tired and cant listen to this rn#but i cant because i have to be a motherfucking mother theresa and never dare to demand something for myself#and idk where that comes from. idk if it's coming from the fanatic catholicism of my childhood or my mother or just from myself and idc#i just feel so horrible and guilty and wrong for wanting anything for myself#and it once again feels like im making myself the victim and the tortured martyr here when i should just shut up and take it#i just wanna lie down and die and not care about who'll get angry or judge or blame me for it im tired and i dont know what to do#i want someone to take care of ME and reassure ME and make ME feel like i matter and that they really will help me if i ever need it#and that they'd be kinda sad if i were gone not because i had a role to fulfill that i failed at by killing myself but because i am a person#<- math calculations flying around my head as i come to the terrible realisation#of just why exactly im so deeply obsessed with my voice teacher (aside from her being literally the most beautiful woman alive lol) 🤡#like babygirl stop being so utterly overwhelmingly kind to me my knees are weak i would do anything for you queen and I MEAN IT
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you really thought i'd make it that easy little hero?
kurwa
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