#i feel so incompetent lol
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afro latina but the latina is not latina-ing today.
#nonsims#it���s days like today where I’m reminded I really don’t know Spanish#I feel so incompetent LOL#text post
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son who fucking hates his jerk dad until he becomes an adult and does a 180 and becomes clingy, trying desperately to wring out some love and affection his dad never gave him x his boomer dad who was never taught how to show affection, reflect or apologize, suddenly having to awkwardly turn down advances from his son who's always practically grinding against him when they're alone
it's called healing 💘
and also revenge 💘
#dadson#dead dove#dadcest#shipcest#fauxcest#it's like this - you look at your parents differently once you're an adult#you realise they're individuals like everyone else#and their shortcomings which hurt you so bad were not out of malice#but just like a lot of things - out of incompetence. which is also infuriating and unfair#anyways take that weird feeling of hurt and wanting and make it dadson lol that's how I deal#dubcon?#dad doesn't really want it but his son NEEDS this. and wants to see his dad suffer anyway so he dgaf if dad wants it or not#alex and konrad#yeah this is actually about my OCs :3#ocs
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nobody is surprised i'm talking about italy yet again
but this funny scene that always stuck out to me from the gakuen hetalia ds game is the one where
the axis are training for their party thing? and they have italy pretend to be a receptionist, and they make him pretend not to know seychelles so he treats her like a guest
and so in his mind, this means he should flirt with her, but his flirting is to compliment the bows in her hair, saying he likes girls who wear ribbons, then saying she looks "girly" and "privileged" as a compliment
and then germany and japan get mad at him and he seems offended by the idea that he should, in fact, not be flirting with a party guest if he's a receptionist, even if the party guest is a cute girl
this is all going off the translations someone else provided so who knows how exact they are but it's SO funny. i know some people prefer him as a decent flirt, but i think him trying to flirt and failing is so silly and endearing.
#( 💭 faun thinks )#i'm interpreting his annoyance as him not liking how germany and japan are making him feel incompetent actually#he is doing what they said after all and if he was a receptionist it is in character for him to flirt with a girl lol#anyway oogh i wish i knew japanese so i could play the gakuen ds game#i'd translate it for everyone too it'd be fun but alas
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Need to watch my favorite movie again sometime soon
#have a dvd at home but im at college rn also my new laptop doesnt have a player#ill have to see if its streaming anywhere ig#pro im gonna be so stereotypical at postgrad w this no 1 movie choice have to take advantage of it now before i become a cliche#also can whoever is blasting music rn stfu its monday night and everyone in the dorm can hear you#let me write my portuguese essay in peace in the middle of the hall bc we have no lounges#its a school night 😭😭😭#godd if i could be sleeping rn i would be ughhhhh but 400 more words to go#she said due on the 14th but technically past midnight#im assuming before class (which is at noon) we need to email it but i could play the incompetence card and say i thought it was by midnight#on the 14th... but then id have to do more tmrw...#ill try to do a bit more ig#i could never pull an all nighter honestly#not that i would for this but i just stop caring once it hits like midnight. which is bad bc i love procrastinating like 27482828 assgmts#til 7 or 8 pm#but my mom taught me to just give up and go to bed and take the F lol. not that my academic weapon ass wld ever do that but i feel the#temptation. what was i saying#SHUT UP THE MUSIC#if i have to move to the stairwell omg its so coldd there#im such a stairwell warrior (wrote all my essays there last year bc that dorm was also loud)
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brought a new pc with 2 terabytes of storage and the power of a small space station last night <3 for solas <3
#IM SO HAPPY U DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND#the way veilguard isnt even hard to run but i need to be able to play the game in 9k . i NEED to see my rook's every individual pore#or what is actually the point. lol#anyway for the australian girlies id def recommend nebulapc if ur thinking of buying. esp w coupons i saved like 1k lol insanity#i only bought one harddrive so later on i could potentially buy another and have 4 tb LOL 🤪 but like girl i think 2tb is enough for now#like my current pc has literally 250gb of space. KJHDFGJKHFGKDJ#also i think i'm going to give cyberpunk another try on pc this time. it would be crazy if it STILL ran like shit after all this jgkfjgkfjg#ANYWAY. CANT WAIT TO FEEL LIKE A HUMAN AGAIN now that im not saving every single dollar or feeling guilty for any purchases that werent Thi#now i can go back to my true nature while i wait for my build to ship :) financial incompetence <3
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what if we held on to whatever we get the idea of as Normal as unquestionable & think all you can do to this normal is apply some veneers overtop it to be more polite & also resent that. maybe we could project that everyone who seems to be Annoyingly Disruptively doing more than this must be putting on a performance to look good &/or humor others b/c that's all we ever believe we're doing, & again, we resent even that much....maybe we could use our show of More Polite language to make the same points blaming everyone who our Normal mistreats for their own mistreatment
#perhaps we could lecture autistic people on their; ah; Lacking Social Skills or Intelligence. it's just matter of fact#completely neutral what Annoys those who do well enough when thrown into any group settings; completely neutral how they React#like yeah can't possibly take issue w/anything Acceptable to Encouraged in the realm of even ''successful'' ''normal'' social interactions#infinite ''smh this is why nobody takes ableism seriously'' like oh you mean b/c of the ableism? is why you don't take it seriously?#infinite ways of phrasing that everyone alleged so Annoying With It is just like you but someone actively Putting On An Act too much#all it can possibly be. just as someone's Anti Ableism would be knowingly ''humoring'' / ''tolerating'' an autistic person e.g.#ah you see to this Person Who Identifies As Nonbinary's face i will try to mostly use Their Preferred Pronouns. that's that done#but it's sooo annoying. what's next; multiple &/or changing pronouns? god even worse. so Inflicted Upon my correct norm#if i'm not feeling actively malicious & devious in how i treat someone i am surely as righteous as it gets#having to improve on perfection by occasionally feeling Put Upon to perform politeness around some individuals? ughhh#that's why it's actually illegitimate. shouldn't have to be Put Upon like that. (finding the norm Questionable? out of the question Lol)#shocked ppl report that casual usage of the r word is having a revival. by shocked i mean [already clear ppl didn't care abt that]#& again just the current ''polite'' rephrasing of ableism like oh um :) disabled ppl are just a Specific kind of unintelligent & unskilled#& unprofessional & incompetent & a harmful scourge :) & maybe if they learned to be otherwise they wouldn't be punished :)#just formalized ABA vs the less formalized ABA huh. & the [the Real ableism] it ostensibly is to be saying all this i'm sure#something something not a real ally if they encourage behavior that will Make other ppl treat you badly. helpless neurotypicality :(#just as the ppl saying ableism is baked into terms & phrases used casually well beyond the [bad but lol guess not That Bad r word]#were definitely the ones Advancing Ableism by annoyingly overdoing the Polite Veneer you imagine they were Demanding#(rather than a more thorough questioning of language & accepted ''norms'' in pointing out the logics in their usage / basis)#simultaneously as being too much to ask it was also always so Frivolous as to not be worth the apparently infinitesimal effort#hmm guess we'll never solve the contradictions there....#not even with the ''openly saying 'see? i don't take ableism seriously & now it's Your Fault b/c i saw this & scoffed at it''' clues#& a final shoutout to the classic ''it's called being Realistic'' language in this & wherever else relevantly applied lol. we could go on
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time to look up some study with me livestreams and do fuck all
#jk today i really really need to finish this assignment lol#it will be hell but dammit i will do it#it's not even a lot of work#at least it shouldn't be#but this teacher has made me feel so incompetent
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well not every shift is good it took me a while but i have taken notice of this
#i don't think she likes me. it's not her fault and probably not personal#but also to be honest some people could use a lesson in explaining stuff and giving orders. bc some aren't good at it#but also it was just one of those days when the other person is tired or not feeling it and i'm a burden#and also i think it might be her style too i mean it's like with my mother that she assumes i just know stuff/can guess what she means and#with certain stuff (to me seemingly almost on random but mostly the social stuff) she overexplains. like i'm an idiot or i spent my#years before this under a rock#and it's also that. i do something a hundred times according to an unspoken rule or like logically or how i saw others do it‚ and then the#one time i mess up or forget or something (bc. i mess up more than with others bc she makes me anxious. that's at least partially on me)#so the one time i do something differently or not perfectly she talks to me like i have never heard of the rule and have been messing up#all this time. which I don't appreciate#idk i just feel like my total incompetence was assumed at times today (← what i said earlier was a nice surprise‚ i mean that this#never happens here lol bc i'm kind of used to being treated like i'm stupid) and then at other times it was assumed that i know things i#haven't been shown or told about yet. some contradictory demands ig#and i just don't handle it well ig and it makes me feel like i'm at home.#but she was just tired it's whatever#kata.txt
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also tbh if i ever did make a relativity falls au where mabel was the author, i wonder how different the concept would be between bill staying as a man or if i made him a woman instead
i just feel like a small change like that would affect how the whole thing felt by... a lot
#it sounds like a wild thing but im thinking about portal 2#portal 2 to me feels feminist but in a way that i dont even think was necessarily intentional? maybe it was idfk#cause theres these incompetent yet overconfident men that decide they know whats best more than the woman#and going as far as to control her and change her against her will. and then by the end she wins against both of them#and i just... no matter the gender the whole abuse thing between bill and ford or whoever is in that role. is a lot#but it being between a man and woman just feels especially all too real#dont get me wrong if written well it could be really good actually. like a really good story#but if *i* wrote it... i dont know if i would be able to use my words correctly to thread that needle#cause to me if mabel was the author she wouldnt do it for riches and fame. she would do it for something like keeping her family together#and this man comes in promising a solution and she goes along because its all she wants and this guy seems fun and cool#and then it goes... very wrong instead.#its such a fledgling of an au concept so dont take anything i say about it as concrete lol#my post#gravity falls#<- just for blog tagging purposes lol idrc if anyone actually sees this post im literally just thinking out loud
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i think it should be mandatory that everyone watch The Social Dilemma at least once every six months
#dear everyone saying that tumblr doesn't have an algorithm: yes it does oh my GOD.#i see people say this so often irt twitter and reddit migration#just because tumblr has a different feed system to facebook/inta/twitter doesn't mean the only things you see are exactly what you want#free of influence or coercion#simplest example is tumblr suggesting users and tags for u to follow. what do you think is informing its suggestions?#how does it know which blogs are similar? it's not by fucking chance#please i know we all clown on what a mess this website is and how poorly it delivers ads but let's not forget that that's a choice they mak#if tumblr wanted to deliver ads in the way other social media sites do they could. but it's part of the image they've created for themselve#hence why they feel they can offer a paid subscription to remove ads that has an off switch so u can still see their weird crazy zany ads#because they know how much we love to clown on their shit ads. they know users will screenshot and share ads if they're weird enough#and they want you to. they're not so incompetent that they can't get us classy ads lol. this is their brand. let's not forget that!#anyway this is all triggered by me sending someone (hi bunni <3) a post of misha collin's sfx make up in gotham knights that popped up as a#recommended post despite me never having watched it or searched for it etc. what triggered that post appearing was me searching/tagging spn#a couple times recently. and of course misha collins and spn are frequently cross tagged. anyway since then i have been bombarded with that#godforsaken show constantly on my dash#sorry to gotham knights enjoyers i get the appeal and i am a dc simp but it's just not for me ig#if u read all this i love u im kissing you sloppystyle and or giving u a firm and warm handshake and or a friendly nod like we're walking#past each other on a beautiful day <3#my post
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my life has just turned into an endless grading cycle. i spent 6 hours grading one hw set today (and may not even be done with it lol). i ALSO have two more hws and a midterm (+ 1 more midterm once it hits wednesday) to grade. just kill me now lol
#why am i such a fucking failure that i cant even grade basic shit from A CLASS I ALREADY TOOK FROM THE EXACT PROFESSOR#why am i such a fucking failure that it takes 6 hours to grade 14 people. lmao#nobody cares aj#i havent been able to do any research at all in WEEKS and its destroying me because its proving even more that i should just quit while im#ahead no matter how much i fucking LIKE DOING RESEARCH. LOL. ANYWAY#im so fucking behind in everything (grading research the whole lot) and i feel like im drowning but its because of my own incompetence.#just fucking k*ll me now lmfao. god. christ. what am i even doing#(all of these are rhetorical questions. i dont want an actual answer or reply to any of those lol)#(that said. liking this post if you read through all these godforsaken tags would be nice.)#(not required in the slightest but you know. would be nice to be acknowledged. anyway
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You are newly orphaned and given to the nearest Wise Old Man to raise. He will be your guardian til adulthood and may or may not come to care for you, who would you rather that man be?
#harry potter#naruto#albus dumbledore#hiruzen sarutobi#anti dumbledore#anti hiruzen#poll#pro dumbledore#pro hiruzen#been reading naruto ff and some of the hiruzen bashing reminded me of dumbledore bashing#both did very different things to their respective mc#and i feel you can interpret their actions in different ways#for me personally: hiruzen was incompetent and indifferent. dumbledore was scheming and arrogant. if that makes sense#there's much more to them than that but i don't want to go into like a fucking essay in my tags lol#me personally i think i'd choose dumbledore bc he doesn't smoke and he'd give me lemon drops. plus his funky robes would be fun to look at#i think he'd come to care about me... maybe#where as with hiruzen i know the village is above me always and he wouldn't spend any time with me either most likely#and the funkiest robes he owns are the hokage ones so not as fun
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#he's so insane omg.#just like the.#the way that HE is a little freak who beats around the bush#the implication that nisei is like. direct and polite with him is also really funny.#because like yeah but also lol. because like that's implied to be masking but mei at some point points out that masking is to a degree--#the real you like WE KNOW NISEI CAN BE SO CUTES AND NICEYS ITS JUST LIKE OMG. SCREAMS THEYRE CRAZY sighs#nisei is also the kind of person who is just like masking and hiding and pushing away everything and i think like a lot of the stuff he--#feels gets filtered through the lens of anger like omg.#when mei complains about nisei not liking her it's so sweet like she hates him but wants him to like her bc she's so cutes and stuff and--#like we never see him being directly rude to her to her face which is like. sweet FOR NISEI. in his own way.#she like doesn't understand that he's like crazy and hates everyone because he's crazy but also moreoever it seems like he especially--#dislikes like.#children but in really specific ways like he hates incompetent children because he's projecting and he hates competent children because--#he's jealous and also self loathing as always lmfao like HE'S SO FUNNY IDK idk.#he's so crazy omg they're all so crazy. i love nisei he's so great. omg.#*hits him with my car and giggles*#mine
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I think the funniest thing in tlou finale discourse is people's wish to either view the character's actions as 100% good and their antagonist's 100% bad because if we all agree that the same action can be both absolutely understandable but morally grey at the same time the universe will collapse.
#me being me#i think this whole thing was pretty well explained by Henry 'I'm a bad guy because I did a bad guy thing. But you get it'#tlou#i feel when i read the discussions in the tags it tends to get too overly 'fireflies were evil actually so it makes killing them#less morally loaded 🤔#which is like imo fireflies are dumb in how they are presented in the game/show because they are so incompetent lol#but still I do feel like Marlene didn't had any villain masterplan in mind
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when you’re so nervous for your first legit job interview and scared of city traffic that you get there over and hour early
#It’s starting to hit me now i feel so sick lol i am. nervous. idk why maybe it’s because it’s my first one??? idkkkkkk#i just don’t want to seem stupid or incompetent#also idk how early is appropriate like Should i just go in now or does that look weird#ahhhhhhhhh
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finisheddd furinas story quest 🫡
#i did like the little mermaid thing i thought that was so cuteness if albeit in your face#ive seen othwr ppl mention it but paimon/traveler did feel kinda ruthless w some of their dialogue options 😭#otherwise . idk it was nice. im glad people dont hate her but also havent wholly forgiven her either#love my girl but she was kind of exceedingly incompetent in a leadership position like no emergency evacuation plans or anything..#sighs she tried but. well ill stop there im just nitpicking now LOL#love her a lot conceptually but the execution was just not there for me. severe case of tell and not show#ironic considering fontaines whole thing on specatacle#but conceptualllyyyyy i think shes so funsies. thanj you white woman 🫡
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