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I do not disagree with what youâve said here. I would only like to add: SOMETIMES it absolutely is easier to destroy something than to create meaningful change ⊠however ⊠sometimes effecting long lasting, meaningful change is quite easy.
I am loathe to use him as even a negative example, but by denying Obama the opportunity to seat his SCOTUS choice (ineffective and milquetoast as Merrick Garland is), Mitch McConnell very easily made a long lasting change. Trump and the Republicansâeven though some of their edicts will undoubtedly be overturnedâare giving a master class on how easy it is to make lasting change (yes, even though itâs change for the worse).
And I want to be absolutely crystal clear here on two things:
1) Not all marginalized and oppressed people who are desperate for meaningful change are bomb-throwers who are being âtoo impatientâ or ânot being pragmatic enough.â I feel (perhaps wrongly) as though that may have been an unspoken implication/accusation in what you said in your post. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. had quite a lot to say about members of the oppressor class calmly calling for âpatienceâ and âpragmatismâ from the people who are being marginalized and oppressed 24/7/365. The people who arenât hurting, who have some privileges - they do not get to dictate what is or is not âthe appropriate timeframeâ for change to occur. Time and pragmatismâą are luxuries that many oppressed people simply cannot afford. Taking the same approach for every problem isnât wise; sometimes pragmatism might actually be the wisest course of action, but many other times, we need to adhere to the fierce urgency of NOW!
2) As a very simple example, I want to highlight times (for immigration policy and to raise the minimum wage) when Joe Biden and the Democrats actually could have effected long lasting and meaningful change, but opted not to because they were supposedly ïżœïżœoverriddenâ by an unelected officialâthe Senate Parliamentarianâwho Republicans have overridden multiple times before to swiftly make their changes into longer lasting law.
I guess what Iâm saying is, sometimes you need elected officials in power who not only âunderstandâ the pain of marginalized groups, but who also actually want to be supporters and active partners with said groups to help make long lasting, meaningful change possible.
Being practical, pragmatic and patient absolutely do have their virtues and benefits. No doubt. BUT ⊠sometimes, maybe just maybe, sometimes simply taking full advantage of a low hanging opportunity that is right in front of you, that is also prudent, practical and pragmatic,no??
Sometimes, being âpragmaticâ just means fucking going for it while you still can! Stated differently, do all the good you can while you have the power to do so, without worrying about whether or not your opponents will say mean things about you. On this concept, Republicans understand and execute. Republicans sure as shit were not worried about what Democrats might think or say about them as they rolled back Roe, elected a fascist, and cheered for a Nazi doing a Nazi salute at the presidential inauguration.
I am not suggesting that Democrats break the law and lie and disinform voters the way that Republicans always do. But what I am suggesting is that Democrats swing at slow moving balls that lazily come straight across the plate. They donât gotta swing at everything, but they dO gotta stop trying to bunt at absolutely everything and anything. In other words, they cannot be so damned afraid of (gasp!) offending conservative voters who arenât everrrr going to vote for Democrats in significant numbers.
Democrats have already tried this strategy:
Maybe just for shits and giggles, they could try acquiescing to ⊠Idk ⊠the progressive base??
And before anyone goes there, I am not a âtraitorâ or a closet Republican because Iâm demanding that my elected officials (Democrats) work harder for me than for white conservative voters. They work for me, allegedly.
Sometimes, the easiest and best way to help people is to just help them, without making any political calculations. Maybe not always, but damn, having those immigration laws and a higher federal minimum wage codified into law would have helped BIG time. And it was before Trump stacked the court.
Sometimes patience is a virtue. Sometimes it ainât.
And quite frankly, if the Democrats cannot stop Republican fascists, then what good are they?
Anyway, I really hope that I didnât come across as hostile or anything. But I am unambiguously Black and I have LGBTQ family members, and non-English speaking relatives, and I am feeling the fierce urgency of, not now, but right now. âđżđ«Ą
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â Patience is a Virtue â (Domina Mea, Chapter Four)
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A/N: Smut finally! We all chant in unison
Pairing: Geta & Caracalla x F!Noble!Reader
Warnings: NSFW, +18 MDNI, Macrinus is a rat fr, tensions rise, both the Emperors patience snaps, teasing, dirty talk, caressing, masturbation (M), making out, oral (f receiving), nipple sucking/breast sucking kink, pure infiltered want, caracalla being upset and pouty :(
Summary: Tension rises as you carry the heavy burden, when you tell the Emperors, they reward you for your good behavior.
Word count: 2.7k
A tingly feeling had spread across your skin, face still painted with a reddish hue, all evidence of the wine you had consumed an meager hour ago. Your eyes felt glossy as you stared at the Praetorians marching over to you, Macrinus was still posted at your side. Nerves and impatience knotted in your stomach, the information you had retrieved tonight was sensitive and you wanted to inform the Emperors immediately.   Â
âMy Lady, come with us, we have been searching for you.â A taller Praetorian said, before he was joined by six others, all were ordered to take you to the palace. The fresh cooler wind of the night cleared your head a bit, something you were quite grateful for. The wine had been so potent, and as it had been your first and only cup, it had a strong effect on you. Macrinus followed you as you were escorted by the guards to Palatine Hill, not speaking a word along the way.
The thought of what you were about to tell the Emperors made your skin cover in goosebumps, you had no idea how they would react to this information, this insurrection. But you knew you had no choice but to tell them, it was your goal after all. From the start Macrinus had been off putting, a little too kind and serving. Now you know why, it was all to gain their trust, to distract them with a new toy so he could manipulate them. You just hoped that Macrinus fell for your trap.Â
Upon arrival at the hall near the throne room it was eerily silent, and for a moment you wondered if anyone was there. However when you turned the corner, you were met with those four pairs of familiar eyes. âWhere have you been?!â Your father stressed while he walked towards you with long strides, arms open to hold you close. âIâm so sorry-â Your voice got muffled when your face met his shoulder.Â
âItâs all right, I was so afraid, but youâre safe- youâre safe.â Acacius whispered, his strong arms almost squeezing the life out of you. âI forgive you- for everything, just please donât ever just leave again.â He continued. âI promise, I wonât.â You vowed, tears stinging your eyes. Mind now clear, you realised how stupid it had been, to just leave like that. But mistakes were made and now all that could be done is to forgive.Â
âShe had sought me out, General. For advice, although, perhaps next time it would be better done accompanied- and during the day.â Macrinus spoke up, stepping closer to the Emperors before bowing. âDaughter.â Lucilla murmured before embracing you as well. When she let you go, it was then you noticed the state of the Emperors.Â
Getaâs hair was messier, his robes as well, his makeup smeared and distraught. Caracalla did not look much different, both looked like they had been fighting. âYour majesties, I beg for your forgiveness. For just... leaving and not saying a word. I hope you too, can forgive me.â You pleaded, curtseying lowly. âEveryone out.â Geta ordered, he didnât yell this time. No one opposed him as they all quietly left the room, leaving you with the twins.
âDid- did you try to escape? Our company?â Caracalla croaked. Immediately you rose, âNo! No, not at all!â Your voice rose as well while you hurried over to them. âNo?â Geta asked, he was clearly not very convinced. âNo please, it is nothing like that.â You begged, accidentally getting closer to them then would be considered appropriate. âThen what? Why would you just leave us like that? We had a thousand Praetorians searching for you, we thought that you had been taken- or worse, killed!â Caracalla yelled, his voice breaking more with each word.Â
âI cannot speak about it here, I donât think. It is very sensitive information, where would the most secure and private room here be? Caesar?â You spoke with widened eyes. Geta looked at you as if you had gone as mad as his brother, perhaps he had infected you. âWhat are you talking about? Have you lost your mind?â Geta scoffed. You could feel defeat wash over you but you knew that for the sake of the Emperors, you had to push them.
âPlease, Caesar, trust me.â You had a feeling you would be begging even more tonight, but if that was what it took, you would. Caracalla nodded at his brother, Geta looked from his twin to you, and your pretty pleading eyes- and gave in. They did not tell you where you were going, but as you passed doors and wandered through hallways, you could guess. The decorations turned more and more expensive and grand with every step.Â
The hallway that led to a dead end was riddled with guards. There was one large gold double door that was opened for the Emperors, you behind them. As you stepped inside, the large bed chamber must belong to Geta, it was neat, organised and a large four-posted bed stood in the middle of the room, all kinds of fabric adorned it. Geta gestured for you to join them in the sitting area of the room, they each sat in a large cushioned chair, while you settled on a settee that matched them.Â
âSpeak.â Geta said a little too cold and curt for your liking. âThe reason why I left so abruptly was not only because of the fight I had with my father, but also because I had to follow my gut. So I followed Macrinus to his estate. And I know it was stupid and ill considered but I was right. From the moment I met him, something about him seemed so sinister and so off putting. So when I had successfully followed him inside, there was a man visiting him. They talked about some plan Macrinus has, a plan to one day rule Rome- he did not give specific details as he didnât want to involve the man, but he has definitely been plotting.â You rambled as the memories came back to you.Â
Geta and Caracalla were speechless, both stared at you intensely. âHowever, on my way out. I ran into guards, so I lied to them that I was seeking advice from Macrinus so he wouldnât suspect anything, hopefully that worked-â Geta suddenly interrupted you. âWhat kind of advice did you speak of?â He asked with narrowed eyes. âA-about you, Caesar. Both of you, I uhm...sort of told him or rather asked him how I could- charm you? All to make him believe that I was there for that of course, to make him think Iâm just...a girl with an affection for the Emperors.â You mumbled, it was clear your face was flushing red again.
âHm.â Was Getaâs only response. Caracalla bit his lower lip. As if they hadnât heard you talk about the treason you had discovered. âWhat will happen to him now?â You decided to ask, breaking the ever growing silence. âI want to make sure that I have multiple sources that can confirm...some sort of conspiracy being formed.â Geta spoke while he ran a hand through his hair. âExactly, for now, we might reward you. For your loyalty and devotion to your Emperors.â Caracalla added.
âI just wish to serve the empire- and my Emperors of course.â You smiled, adjusting the bracelet on your wrist. You were slightly afraid to look at them, even though you wanted to know so badly how they would reward you- how they would maybe touch you. âWhat do you think, brother?â Caracalla asked, looking to his side. âI agree, you are so very devoted, and you have our ear, and trust. For that we must thank you.â Geta grinned.Â
Your heart sped up as Geta then stood from his seat, walking over to you. Caracalla was quick to join him, afraid of missing out. âHas a man ever kissed you?â Geta asked with a lowered voice. âWell yes,â You answered, the brothers both sucked in a breath, trying to hold in their anger, âon my hand. Is...that what you mean?â They almost both released it at the same time too before Caracalla laughed. âNo, not quite.â Geta smiled.Â
âLet me show you, show you how good we can make you feel.â Caracalla breathed heavily, each word dripping with want. Geta licked his lips, his stare was captivating but terrifying at the same time. You nodded at his words, you could feel your skin grow hot, breathing feeling more laboured. It was then Caracalla lost all resolve and surged forward, pressing his lips hard against yours. His tongue then forced open your lips and you couldnât help but moan in both surprise and desire.Â
Geta joined you on your side, letting his hand roam your body before settling on your breast. Caracalla put one of his hands at the back of your neck to keep you in place while he moved his tongue inside your mouth, he couldnât help but let out groans of relief. Finally they had you alone, and finally they could take what they wanted. It was then you felt Getaâs mouth in your neck, his warm tongue licking your skin. His mouth sucking the flesh from time to time.Â
Caracalla then was forced to come up for air, to which he pawed at your toga. You noticed how he now had a bulge at his groin and wondered if that was because of his excitement. Geta helped his brother with your clothes, unclasping it at the middle while Caracalla worked on the clasps at your shoulders. âWhat are you going to do?â You almost whimpered out, you still felt the need to know their next moves.
âGeta is going to make you feel very very good, for everything youâve done for us. And then- perhaps you can make us feel good too. Would you like that?â Caracalla almost heaved out, finally he had undone the clasps and his hand was quick to tug down your toga to reveal your bare chest. Nipples hardening at the cool air that blew through the room. âFuck.â Caracalla whined. âGods I need to taste you-â Geta rushed out before he slid off the settee and knelt before you, forcing Caracalla to sit at your other side.Â
Lust completely overtook your senses and all you could think about was them, more importantly their hands on you, what they looked like bare and what they would do next. âPlease- I want more-â You confessed, forgetting all your manners. Geta chuckled lowly as he spread your legs, lifting up the skirt of your toga slowly as if to not tease you, but himself. Geta could feel how hard he was, something he hadnât been around anyone but you ever since you met. You did not only just leave their company earlier, you left them aching, with full balls and unmet needs.
Caracalla turned your head to face him again, before he kissed you hungrily once more. It was now his hands that groped at your breasts. âSuch, irresistible tits-â He panted between kisses, when he broke off, you could feel Getaâs hands caressing your now bare thighs. âAn irresistible cunt too brother- so fucking wet and swollen-â Geta mumbled before he spread your legs further and dove in. A cry left your lips when he licked your folds with his tongue. âYeah? Does that feel good?â Caracalla teased, still massaging both your mounds. âPerhaps Iâll have a taste of these while my brother feasts on your cunt.â He whispered in your ear. Â
You nodded impatiently, you had no words for how Geta was lapping at your pearl. Strings of moans and cries left you, you felt like pushing Geta away while at the same time pulling him closer. Geta whined and shuddered himself, while his mouth sucked and licked at you, not wanting it all to be over too soon. Caracalla couldnât resist anymore and kissed from your mouth down your neck. Sucking on the skin at your collarbone before he took your left nipple in his mouth.
A loud whine escaped you at the feeling of one brother between your thighs while the other sucked at your breasts. You didnât even notice how Caracalla was touching himself over his toga, he couldnât help it- all the excitement and teasing had made him so hard, his own arousal started to leak on his thigh. Caracalla sent vibrations over your skin while he moaned around your nipple, his own stimulation adding to his arousal.
âI canât- I-â Your back arched and you instinctively gripped Getaâs hair, your breath stuck in your throat as your first orgasm sucked the life out of you. Your soul felt like it was departing with the way Geta did not cease his actions, instead he lapped at you faster. âNo! Please-â You choked on air as your legs began to shake, Geta noticed then how overstimulated you were and ended his torment. His own scalp was aching from how you pulled it but he was desperate to feel it again.Â
Caracalla was still suckling at your breast, his hand massaging his cock over the fabric covering it. Geta came up to kiss you now your lips had a break from his brother. Pausing before he spoke, âDo you taste yourself on my tongue? Such a delicious cunt you have- all ours- only ours.â Geta rambled. He didnât even give you time to answer before he resumed kissing you, his tongue now lapping inside your mouth instead. Then Geta moved your hand to his bulge, encouraging you to squeeze it, massage it. He hissed when you did, whispering praises in your ear as you jerked him over his clothes.Â
He was about to remove his toga to resume your activities when three heavy and loud knocks pierced the room. âWhat?!â Geta screamed, making you flinch as his voice penetrated your ear. Caracalla paused his movements too, looking up with ragged breath. âI apologise your majesty but General Acacius is asking for his daughter, he would like to take her home.â An unknown voice explained on the other side of the large doors, probably a Praetorian. âNot now! Fuck off!â Caracalla then screamed. They were both good at that.
âIâm afraid he is insisting, Caesar.â The voice continued. You had almost completely forgotten your father and Lucilla were still somewhere in the palace, waiting for you. âPerhaps, we could- continue... this, when we have more time?â You meekly suggested. Geta looked at his brother who shook his head no, but Geta knew better. He did not want his best General to know yet what he and his twin were doing to his precious daughter, if he decided to send you away or even leave with you, it would ruin everything.Â
Geta knew the best course of action was to have you return later, to avoid suspicion and to keep you around. âYou will come back later, perhaps tomorrow.â Geta decided, you nodded. âNo, no, no! We have not finished yet!â Caracalla almost cried, he finally had you, and now you were being ripped away from him? âBrother, she will come back, now to avoid further suspicion, she should come back tomorrow.â Geta insisted. Caracalla let go of you and sat back with a scoff.Â
âIâm sorry Caesar, I will come back, I promise.â You told him sweetly, before making the bold move to kiss him on his cheek. That little goodbye kiss was not enough for him, he turned you and kissed you on your lips before reluctantly letting go. Geta then helped you with your toga while Caracalla definitely pouted next to you, refusing to help. And you knew you were in too deep when Geta finished dressing you, helped you stand and kissed you softly before caressing your cheek and bringing you back to your father...
#gladiator 2 fanfic#gladiator ll#gladiator fanfic#gladiator ii#emperor geta x reader smut#emperor geta x reader#caracalla and geta#geta x reader#geta and caracalla#caracalla smut#emperor caracalla x reader#caracalla x reader#emperor caracalla x reader smut#caracalla x reader smut
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so i know you're trying to process Coming Home being the top fic now but bestie are you aware that you hit 30k kudos?
ok. ok ok okok.
As a warning, I'm going to get really weird and personal here.
I got these this morning. Just like with the last one I have no idea what to do with this or how to appropriately deal with it lmao but to everyone who has been so nice - thank you. so much? this is a number so unfathomable to me that I've been trying to sit with it all day and simply cannot process it as real.
I don't want to care about numbers. I want to be super cool and chill and above that. but this is a really big one. and I think it also is really reflective of how big this community has grown. I've decided it would be odd not to acknowledge it.
This is one of the craziest, kindest, most lovely things that has ever happened to me. It feels so incredible and validating to know my work reached some people. That is quite literally all I want to do with my life. And now it feels like I might be able to with my own stuff. But its a lil deeper than that too. All the comments and support have genuinely been such an amazing balm during a really dark time in my life.
At the start, this fic was always a method of escapism for me. I've been under so much pressure in my real life. I'm in a really weird, really competitive transitional point. everything I write irl may make or break the rest of my career. It is a type of pressure I'm incredibly grateful and privileged to have, but still stressful nonetheless.
But then, as i was writing this fic, it became way more of a lifeline. Not to get too personal, and idk if people paid attention to my end notes, but if you did you'll note I fell victim to the ao3 curse last October in a really big way. I lost a dear friend of mine very suddenly.
Starting coming home was a way for me to write something just to write it, knowing that I could be myself and do whatever I want and just throw shit at the wall without worrying about anything. after my friend passed away, the escapism of it became that much more valuable. (btw I would not post about it were I not in a much better place with it so don't worry about me <3)
I feel like maybe it's important at this point to explain the meaning of all the support because I've genuinely been unable to express it in a way I find appropriate. every piece of art every sweet comment etc. etc. helped get me through this really weird, sad, shocking time. As "cringe" as it might seem... fandom and fanfic can be really meaningful, powerful, and connective.
All this being said. coming home was definitely released in the right time for this to happen. A multichapter released right before and during season 2 as well as in the months after? Like. It was primed for this a bit (not intentionally but still) So many fics that get posted now deserve the same amount of love and support.
I really hesitate with numbers. sharing them, abiding by them, gaining value from them. I also get nervous about how people will feel entitled to treat me because of them. But this is so insane it feels weird not to say a bigger thank you.
#i'm on my period and recovering from a migraine and TWO things just hit the coming home towers i'm#anyways.#will i delete this#probably not but maybe i'll wake up in the morning with post migraine clarity#DLKFJHSDF#also queen AND bestie?!?!#ok gay ppl#also love how both these anons broke this to me like this was bad news i would take badly#im just really bad at attention LDKFJHSDF#and dont know how to deal with it#so sorry about that dklfjsdf#lets try to keep this from twitter for as long as possible i fear people will get weird about it in ways i cant even begin to predict
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soooooo we're making Sub Rosa Day a thing, right? I mean, I just don't want the folks whose fave series is TNG to feel left out (nor us DS9-ers, but I can't decide the best candidate ngl, Move Along Home Day??) (also other folks whose favourite series aren't TNG, DS9 or VOY please feel free to argue amongst yourselves about which is the Threshold equivalent episode in your series)
also I want to see what kinds of incredible art and crafts people make inspired by Bev fucking the ghost candle
also also "you're not Nana, Nana's dead!" after Bev's dead grannie rises from her coffin needs to be plastered all over my dash in various forms for at least 24 hours, like come on guys, it's at least as iconic as the lizard-salamander babies!!!
the only problem I foresee is that apparently January was THE time for the most iconic episodes of Star Trek, cause Sub Rosa aired on the 31st of Jan, which is way too close to Threshold Day
any suggestions for an appropriate date in some other month @mylittleredgirl ? (only cause I saw in your tags that this was your fave ep growing up) (also yes this post is in response to you also putting the idea of sub rosa day out there last week, I just immediately forgot all about my intention to write this post til I saw a gifset of Bev from Sub Rosa on my dash just now)
anyway I just feel like one Tumblr Trek holiday a year is not enough :( we need to inflict more of our unique brand of incredible nonsense upon our poor mutuals :3
#tng#ds9#voyager#star trek#tagging for the appropriate series#in case anyone else finished threshold day thinking :( we need more trek holidays!! :( like I did this year#all good if this fizzles though idk how threshold day even gained enough momentum to become a thing
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Are true riverdale fans of the opinion it is a very good and nearly flawless show or does being a true riverdale fan mean being able to mock writing choices
it's long-running serial television plotted a season/half at a time so definitely not even "nearly" flawless.
BUT. i'm not doing combat with the writing team. i'm not actively reading against the text the way i have to in order to enjoy something like supernatural or the 90s robin comics or the fucking sopranos, which are patriarchal christiancore copworld rapeworld white supremacist horrorshows that hate their minority audiences, with like 2 good creatives involved and martyring themselves to fight the good fight on sparse rare installments if you try to approach them sincerely.
riverdale writing staff are like a favorite smart problematic tumblr mutual to me. I don't always like what's on their blog or who they're referencing. but we're in the same community and i'm interested and inspired and i trust their agenda overall, even when i see shit i wouldn't have fucking posted. but bc i'm not being condescended to or actively spited i'm not gonna condescend to or spite them, you know?
i expect rvd to age like twin peaks (another very uneven, highly referential serial juggling a couple of intensely cool metanarratives on top of its core story). and twin peaks fandom mocks twin peaks all the time. twin peaks includes some CLUNKY shit. it's kitsch. it's camp. it has a second season that is largely ASS. james is there. and on top of that it also includes some genuinely offputting-to-me stuff that just bothers me to sit through, even though i feel like i understand and respect what they're going for with it. i just don't want to watch someone sweep the fucking bar for minutes and minutes as entertainment. OK!!?
...so yeah. mock riverdale but in the right spirit. is that an answer? do i sound like i'm chugging the flavoraid koolaid fresh-aid? probably.
#i like the way people mock the flop parts of twin peaks and i enjoy it when people mock the flop parts of riverdale in the same tone#but rvd NOT one of those shows where the fandom is the thing that makes it good by appropriating and rearranging it. like some listed above#riverdale isn't dumb. it's not thoughtless. it's a lowbrow postmodern love letter to trash media and it takes a lot of big risky swings.#and its juggling act does NOT always work in practice. i don't always agree with the tradeoffs it takes to balance like.#the mainline text AND the queer subtext AND the fanfictiony iterative media riffs AND the genre meta AND the actual canonical metaplot#but it really does reward curiosity and close-reading. it's like a little puzzle cube you have to turn over a few times sometimes to solve#i feel judgmental about people who hit 'post' on what's obviously like a very surface level reaction without much thought put into it#ohhh the show challenged you? the show folded continuity over on itself and you can't hang anymore? you didn't get what you expected?#and now you're being dismissive instead of sitting with it? ok. dork.#riverdale#(it's not really that serious. but you asked and i'm feeling so so very earnest about Posting today. love you thanks for asking)#(would love to know what parts you most want to mock. i have my own list. eNdGaMe is at the top of it. jughead's mommy issues era too)
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#i went to sleep at 3am and its 6am now bc i criedmyself to sleep đđ#sorry to ventdump my annoying insecurities again#i cant bring myself to do something i really want anymore#been having these thoughts since last year but this year its a lot more apparent#ideas are not scarce but the motivation/time to execute them are#i wish i could take an indefinite break on taking commissions bc by the time im finished with all of them im too burnt out/1#to draw for my blog and by the time it passes my motivation for these ideas also vanishes/2#I cant actually stop now bc im still an unpaid internee working for experience+portfolio so I need the money#I feel like shit whenever i can't get art done at the appropriate timing (ex: thematic holiday/character bday/event etc)#everything passes too fast and its already too late and the hype dies#its so hard to stay relevant and charismatic enough#Looking back I can't say im 100% satisfied with ANY art i posted this year#âwas it worthy? is it still relevant? did I waste my time doing this?â#im too overly emotional over this (unfortunately) popular fictional lion beastman#âI want to yume/draw him more often/talk more about him!â#why? hes already popular enough. He has louder and more popular users who do that for him. nobody would care if it's you.#you'd get a swarm of hate. nobody would send you nice asks about it.#you don't get nearly half of the asks you used to receive back then. people just aren't interested in you anymore.#maybe you should delete your blog and start drawing trendy doodles of whatever is being hyped up at the moment.#.#if I can't execute original ideas what's the point of it?#I hate HATE having to do trendy art of whatever unfunny meme is being hyped up at the moment#but sometimes its necessary for the algorithm to boost you and to get some actual crumbs of engagement and new followers#what else can I do? being interesting on your own or having an interesting oc is no easy feat. I envy those who manage.
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#tw neil gaiman#respectfully how is the conclusion some people are coming to all of this âgood or bad doesn't existâ#by all means use that as a comfort that the media you are consuming isn't 'tainted' by the creator#but if not for comfort then how is your main takeaway that you want everyone to know after someone has done horrible things#to be that that person can be good.#it's not an inaccurate statement most of the time but neither do i think it's an appropriate one at this time.#anyway where's that post that said âare people going to stop dickriding neil gaiman now or was the zionism not enoughâ#because yeah. i get some people are devastated by this news and if this is your first rodeo with liking a celebrity#then i suggest you step away from idolisation or the mindset that what someone shows online is who they are#because i understand objectively why you might feel that way and the inherent connection between art and artist#and i understand feeling like maybe some of that toxicity could have bleed into the creations#but if you're crushed just because you thought he was a good person i hope this is a lesson going forward#because the reaction should not be this intense. you should not be having parasocial relationships with anyone#in the end you don't and will never know them no matter how good you think they are#feel free to disagree. but this is my take and has been my take for a long time#and it has been my take on neil gaiman since i joined the fandom
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Days without getting water all over myself while cleaning the penguin enclosure: 0
#it wasnât as bad as the three separate instances last week#but like I feel like I should know how to use a hose by now#at least I have quick dry pants for exactly this reason#I also have water resistant shorts but shorts arenât the best attire for a 40 degree room full of knee hight creatures who occasionally like#to bite#well itâs more like one specific knee hight creature who likes to bite the others largely donât do that unless you get in their space or#they think your finger is a fish#(<- got nibbled on many times by one penguin while trying to feed him today)#at least thereâs Mickey and I can pet her even if I manage to point the hose directly into my boot somehow#j rambles#looking at these tags that really seems like an appropriate tag for my posts
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on spoiler tags
since reload is coming out soon, i wanted to give people some heads up for tags i'll be using as a courtesy. please curate your experience accordingly! if you haven't used the mute feature, here's how to đ
i will continue to use #persona 3 for all posts related to p3 (it's my main tag)
for posts about reload specifically, i'll be using #persona 3 reload, but it might also be worthwhile to mute the abbreviations #p3r and #p3re.
for the people who don't know anything about p3, i will attempt to tag spoilers for p3's events as #persona 3 spoilers but i cannot guarantee that i will remember to do so...
i hope everyone enjoys their experience with the game! i will still post here occasionally, but in general i'll be steering clear of socmed until i'm finished with reload.
tangentially related- i expect splatoon 3's side order dlc to come out during this time. all stuff related to that dlc will be tagged with #side order and will also be tagged as #splatoon (main tag)
thank you for your time! enjoy gaming, and remember to drink water đ„€
#lizzy speaks#of course i will continue to tag the appropriate characters and ships and whatnot#but i wanted to get the main tags out there to whom it may concern... im very particular about spoilers so i want to curate bc i know there#are people who are also like me in that respect...#regarding my posts on reload it'll probably be stuff like art depicting the content that reload specifically added... gifsets... or meta#though for meta or analysis thoughts whatever i'll probably end up throwing that under the cut tbh#if you want clarification about my tagging system feel free to ask if it's unclear :D#i probably won't be browsing the tags that much but ITS OK because tumblr is an awesome website and you can easily find old posts again#was going to wait to post this but i heard from luca people were getting their copies of reload early SO. now is the time to mute methinks#oh and to those who have me on discord i'll be broadcasting which date im at in-game on my status. please don't message me about things-#i've yet to experience in reload. thank you! or at least ask where i'm at in-game before talking to me about it. LOL#take care everyone! love you all to bits :3
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maybe I should get back into writing, I used to write so much more in college--mostly poetry as a way to vent (which I occasionally still do, but I never go back and workshop to what feels like a passable endpoint to that process), but a few drabbles here and there. never went for anything longer bc it felt like something out of reach for myself to realistically want to complete. but idk. maybe it's today's adderall kicking in and the fact that I've gotten relatively good sleep for the first time in a bit but what if I just tried and it was kind of awesome
#been going back through college coursework and recently went through some files i had on an old google drive#where i found a bunch of old writing. and some of it was half-decent and/or did some cool things! which is funny bc#i once went back and read through one poem that i thought was like my best work at the time and it. well i physically cringed at it#mostly bc i submitted it for an anthology thing that the club i'd been part of was pushing everyone to submit to and like.#i remember thinking that there was no theme so i could submit whatever. but the anthology DEFINITELY had a theme and my poem was not it#regardless the poem was pretty mid#but yea i'd written a lot more than i'd remembered. i'd kinda gotten to a point in my head where i'd convinced myself that when i used to#call myself a writer that i'd kinda appropriated the term. but no i was writing!!#anyway. massive theme in my life rn of trying to figure out what actually went on in college vs the story i tell/told myself of everything#EDEN fans when the memories bend and the past changes: đ«đ«đ«#actually yea this entire personal ramble post is actually a plug. go listen to the ICYMI album. the first song is one of my fave poems#i think i want to wormshop. woah meant to type workshop there but like. wormshop. sorry where was i.#i think i want to workshop all my older stuff and maybe then see if i can make a coherent collection out of it. i feel like i have a much#better understanding of things that were sorely lacked in many of those. like a sense of cadence in a lot of the free-verse stuff id written#of course i'll probably unearth anything i work on now in five years and cringe but thats how creating things and growing goes!
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Because I keep questioning my own writing a lot; especially in terms of ending a short story... sometimes, it really is easier to just treat what you write like a movie or a TV show you're watching. Especially if it's a short fic that is basically just a single scene. Like... Would there be a scene change now and it'd feel complete? If yes, then it's an appropriate ending. If no, then either you write one more paragraph or let it rest for a bit, come back to it, and see how you feel. Or you find a spot a little earlier because sometimes scenes can drag on for too long and need to be cut shorter in order to be satisfying and make sense.
#i treat all of my writing like it's a movie or something because i'm a very visual thinker and i imagine everything vividly#so it comes naturally and that's the only way i can somewhat assure myself that the cut i made or the ending is appropriate enough#sometimes i'll still be unsure but heyyy it is what it is i guess#if i keep rewriting it any more i'll delete the whole thing eventually so whatever#anyway this is about the fic i just posted because holy fuck i was so proud when i finished writing it this morning#then i kept re-reading it to make sure it all makes sense and there aren't any grave mistakes#and every time i read the ending paragraph i got more and more confused#until i had rewritten it like 10 times and deleted the entire paragraph to end the scene a little earlier#because if this short fic was a scene in a movie or a TV episode it'd have been fine#there's no more to it necessarily#and the ending paragraph was just to wrap it up some more but it wasn't at all necessary#hopefully it doesn't feel too abrupt now tho omg hdsffhkds#jesse.talks
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#photos of my guitar my dad posted to his blog years back when he bought it#itâs the most beautiful guitar in the world. it feels warm and alive to play#as you can see in the first two pics it used to have a newer pickup installed on the bottom. luckily he found an era appropriate online#itâs from 82 if you were curious#it says squire on the headstock but it was made on the fender line. they bought squire out and swapped in the name soon after this#but he got it a little cheaper than it was worth at the time because people arenât as autistic as him and donât know about production lines#basically it wasnât brand name#basswood body and dark rosewood on the neck đâïž#itâs actually a replication of a â62 model! which was 20 years old at the time. mines now twice that. isnât that incredible#i actually saw a modern fender replication of this exact model in an op shop yesterday#for more or less exactly how much this was bought for#dad finished his blog post by saying he thinks this is better made than the original. and despite not knowing the og iâm inclined to agree#people in the comments of his post are saying that this era was supposed to be something special. hehe. theyâre right#iâve played many guitars. i own this one because my dad collects them and he let me try them all out#and i have a lot of friends who play guitar and ive hung out with them to do so#and iâve never felt one like mine before or since. itâs so obviously beautiful#when i picked it out i hadnât played much but i knew right away how good it was. i prefer strat bodies because i can hug my torso around#them without getting poked like a tele and the necks are thinner than acoustics (small hands. bad)#unless weâre talking parlour#love a wee parlour. pa has a little one he got for 30 bucks thatâs one of my favourites of his#heâs insanely good at finding deals#he fixes them all up#anyway. the body feels#how would you even describe it#heavy. and alive. warm and wet and still full of sap#i feel like itâs breathing#itâs sort of the only thing that motivates me to be better. i could cry just thinking about it. i want to be good enough to play it
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Okay small rant time !!!!
#im literally losing my god damn mind#i went to get gas#and im pretty sure they have a card skimmer#it asked me for me pin twice and looked weird and inwas like huh#thats really weird#but was like eh whatever and then like 10 minutes later#i start getting attempted charges to my card for 175 dollars from the gas station#this is a gas station ive been using for a very long time and they never have beenna gas station to do holds on your card before#and also my actual gas purchase went through normally !#anyway i was already gone from the gas station at this point (and the inside would have been closed before i could get back anyway)#so i was like okay first im going to post to the group to warn people not to go there rn#then contact the appropriate people#so anyway i posted to the facebook group and it somehow seems like ive done something wrong !!#everyone is so angry!!#literally being like well did you try to fucking remove the device#and why arent you on the phone with the police RIGHT NOW#telling me that its probably juat a hold#and telling me not to say bad things about a business#when literally all i said was you might want to avoid going to this gas station right now because i think they have a skimmer#and stated exactly what happened to me to make me feel that way#anyway ive literally had to edit my post 5 times because people keep getting mad about different things#im so done !!!#never again !!!
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pops my head in here
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Every now and then I replay the first episode of VLD and I wonder why I thought it be a good show lol
#mostly just the part where Allura is assigning pilots to lions#why lol. the first five people who show up are just perfect fits?? hate it lol#i have no au plot ideas but itd have made more sense to draw out the forming of voltron. like for a longer time. like its the s1 finale#and to be traveling looking for appropriate pilots#or the s2 finale? like what if the original gang somehow stayed in contact despite not being Voltron paladins and they proved being the best#team despite not piloting immediately. i feel like a stronger plot of their forming teamwork outside of being Voltron would have also made#their friendships seem more real too lmao#like what if Lance IS Blue's pilot bit hes the only one for a long time. the other lions couldn't actually *just be* located#*but. not bit. and what if Pidge runs off in a stolen vessel to find her dad and brother. what if Shiro isnt.. so flat as a character and is#desperate to find his old team and runs off with them to help out and free others#Keith could somehow get involved with The Blades a lot sooner#and Hunk finds his footing as a leader in rebellion organization. i hate that he was just the funny guy allll the way thru#also (still not a plot bc my brain is unorganized lol) Allura doesnt die. Shiro actually gets to be gay with a husband. and we either need#to not make Lotor a villain or just go all out on making him the worst. i personally dont want him to be a villain bc it was stupid lol#also PULEEEAASE Lance is bi. Lance âI'm just getting a feel for the stickâ *obsessed with his rival who doesnt even know he exists* McClain#i want to see him get over his crush on Allura within like 6 episodes and then see him making out with the mermaids then Keith when everyone#starts reuniting lol. my bicon Lance deserves to kiss mermaids like we all do and then get on when the otp lol#now im nostalgic for s1 VLD vibes. ya know. before hell lol#it really just gets worse after ... s3? everyone feels different. i usually tolerate up to about the end of s3 before i feel like its donezo#aunt posting#vld#voltron: legendary defender
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instagram just recommended me the account of my childhood bully and lol, she literally has not changed one single bit since we were like 8
#she's like the most corny normie butch you can possibly imagine#except every sentence out of her mouth is appropriating aave#she's been dressing like she thinks she's a rapper literally since childhood#and what cracked me up on her insta was she took a visit home (she lives in florida now)#and posed on the steps of some house on the south side of chicago w a caption implying that she's from there#bitch i know exactly where the fuck you grew up and exactly what your childhood was like#your family was middle class and so was mine and you spent half your time with my family#we lived 30 miles out in the suburbs. it wasn't even technically a suburb because it was too far from the city and too small of a town#you loved the dixie chicks as a kid you cannot pretend to me.......#the way she still wears backwards snapbacks like. perched on top of her head đđđ#she had an outfit post where she had like edited it and made a png of just her & put it on a plain background#making her look like she was In The Void#i feel comfortable saying i have won#you may have fucked up my childhood but i definitely win adulthood#bri babbles
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