#i feel like im losing my mind why is the bible so incredibly whumpy

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im aware how this sounds but hear me out. when u properly get into the bible the characters get so cool. especially jesus. (but honestly, many of them.) i know the image of jesus is usually like... peaceful suffering shepherd. the image in MY head has transformed into smth so much cooler😭 man braided a whip from scratch hello?? not to mention the constant mind reading he does. the constant "oh i know u said this but consider: i know ur heart. i know ur lying and im going to subtly pressure u until u admit it." and then obviously the miracles that just made everyone go holy shit this man is god. LIKE DO U UNDERSTAND ME. DOES ANYONE UNDERSTAND. MAN SAID IM NOT HERE TO BRING PEACE IM HERE TO BRING FIRE AND I HAVE A SWORD TO BACK IT UP