#i feel like im an elder emo now

[selfhateandteacakes]

I don't think I ever posted this here

[selinas-ships]

OKAY IM LATE BUT I GOTTA ASK ABOUT UR LORE WITH KUZCO BEING HIS OLDER SIBLING AND ALL-

SORRY IM SO OBBSESED WITH THIS MOVIE but seriously how do you deal with him all the time- I feel like he’s such a little shit (well he is but he’s sweet….at times😭)

(And also Lore for Uncle Hades would be nice too 🤫🧏‍♂️)

⭐️(a gold star for you!! :D) @pastelpousay

AWAAAAA HOORAY HOORAY HOORAY

OKAY OKAY OKAY SO my OC's name is Quya!! here she be, she is soooo pretty :3

shout out Azalea's Dolls Arabrian Nights maker <3

anyway the story I've got so far is Quya is the elder sister to Kuzco and was originally heir to the throne. Quya was fifteen years old when Kuzco was born (and in my AU, when they lost their mother, Empress Sayri, who Kuzco is a spitting image of <3) and she was eighteen and Kuzco three when their father, Emperor Uqllu, set sail for an overseas trade agreement with a king of India. However, his ship was caught in a horrible storm that sunk it, leaving no survivors.

my story/AU is based heavily off of Kingdom of the Sun, what Emperor's New Groove was going to be before the tone was completely changed. so weeks after their father set sail with a promise to return in a few months (effectively leaving Quya in charge of both her brother and the kingdom with Yzma and the imperial council's help), Kuzco started having nightmares every night.

Now the thing you most need to know about Quya is that she loves her family, especially her baby brother, more than anything in the entire world. And she is reckless and impulsive with her own safety.

Quya had snuck into Yzma's lab before to tinker with her elixirs and stuff, and so she snuck down there in the middle of the night to find something that might help her brother. What she ends up finding is an incantation meant to chanted during a very specific sacrifice to a very specific deity. She uncovers a plot to sacrifice a son of the sun (aka Kuzco) to unleash Supay from his prison beneath the earth.

Quya takes this incantation, fearing for her brother's life, and runs to the temple of Inti. She is seen and chased by Supay conspirators all the way to the temple. She throws the incantation into the fires of Inti, is attacked by conspirators, and (I've actually just changed this a little lol) Inti in his rage turns the conspirators into ash with his flames and turns Quya into gold to protect her.

For the next fifteen years, Quya is believed to be dead, and Kuzco is raised with the ghosts of his family, barely able to remember them.

Until Quya is found during a Chipmunk Scout field trip to the temple of Inti. When she is found, she is turned back into a human, and now has to grapple with the fact that so much time as passed and her baby brother is barely a year younger than she is now. :3

IT IS SOOOO MESSY AND SOOOO COMPLICATED AND THEY LOVE EACH OTHER THEY DO BUT THEY ALSO HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO HAVE A SIBLING AND HOW TO BE A SIBLING AND RAHHHH THEY MAKE ME EMO!!!!

[cloverwood]

rambly thoughts but ive had this odd experience for the last few years where; while im 100% ID-ing and passing as a femme genderless creature person, whenever i visualise myself in the future the most correct-feeling appearance is just... wizard. like beard and all. like i dont think thats weird or anything, and i def imagine wizards as this sort of grey area between human and not-quite human like myself.

but like, its more the projecting of a future appearance/gender even? like is that common??? do ppl imagine themselves presenting super differently as an elder? XD like its been like this for a while and a big contributor of my love of wizards, just this sense that i will one day become a wizard. mostly for shits and gigs but also it just feels, like correct? like not even in a magical sensetho i do believe in magic to a minor effect, i mostly just like idea of looking like a wizard and making people smile. like rn im all cutesy emo fae manic pixie dream girl vibes but when i imagine myself 40-50 years from now its just 🧙‍♂️

[x3aspiration]

hazeldine bacc 3-1 hazeldine

last / last of this household

we are back with the hazeldine household and i managed to sort through the 80-smth screenshots i took and picked out thirty to post:)

starting off with a bigger baby bump!!

i love the silly look on her face she looks like kermit the frog

new addition to the house!! richard wanted a piano so he got it as an early birthday present :]

wilma has been hard at work preparing to take over the family business when the time comes , the parents are so close to being elders :(

welcome our newest member, amelia!! im sure it wouldve been twins again if i had the 8+ family members mod installed (like i thought i did) but that has now been resolved so endless babies for the foreseeable future!!

meredith maxed the logic skill!

:OOO wilma got abducted!!!! meaning a slot in the science career is now opened :D

she was ... trying her best at the shop! except she kept autonomously going to play god damn kicky ball with every single customer

amelia's a toddler now!!!! i love how all the boys got blonde hair and the girls got red hair

her traits are brave and heavy sleeper , her fav color is orange and her least fav is purple

amelia with pepper and the family enjoying their new playground !!

amelia learning her skills :)

jack's oth is fitness and based off his interests i feel like he would be a wellness kind of fitness person , tbh ive been wanting to make a hobby archetype calculator type of thing

i really wanted to show wilma's room setup, everything is fully functional (well idk abt the bookshelf i havent tried, they typically all read together on the couch)

birthday time!!!!

the first time ive ever made someone a pleasure sim myself, he really would be though . i use the weighted aspiration calculator not to pick exactly what they'd be but to see what makes the most sense to me and him being "the modest enjoyer" felt fitting , his second asp being serial romance

like her older sister, meredith is a knowledge sim!! also like her sister (and mother) her otp is also science . also funny thing red hair being a turn off was put their automatically (same for wilma) leading me to believe they dont want to date someone who looks like their siblings xD i respect it 100%

makeover time!! here's how meredith looks <3

richard asked his older brother to do his makeover for him

omfg he made him emo .. makes sense the poor boy is a pleasure sim bc he doesnt feel any :( LMFAO but hes had that emo ass haircut since he was like a baby so its finally time

this picture kills me dude he punched the fuck out of richard 😭😭 they were genuinely beefing right after this too bc of it

and finally an updated loading screen!!!! look them all omg i love them

i have soooo many extra pictures from this rotation i love this family so much its crazy , if anyones interested (or maybe even not) i might post some of the extras bc there were so many good pics

im finally caught up with these posts and that is so awesome !! im doing the next wittaker rotation rn :P

next / next of this household

[sumarmz]

Helpp guys I need to rant it's not me being emo its more a shit why did I say that thing but anyway tw, mentions of pedo behaviour and I think sexual harassment??? Idk dude yeah anyways

I need to explain backstory first so basically back when character ai first came out me and my cousins kept harassing random anime bots bc it was funny at my elder cousin who is like late 20s (28 ish I think) made a whole big deal about it but whatever. Anyways one time he called my younger cousin who isn't his sibling they're also cousins (WHO ST THE TIME IS 9) and we pretended I wasnt there bc why not and their conversation wss lile

Adult cousin: "Is sumayah there?"

9 year old cousin: "no she went home"

Adult cousin: "is she still on that chat gpt or whatever it is?"

9 year old cousin: "idk"

Adult cousin: "watch when ai take over she's gonna be like 'oh I spent so much time with you and now you're making me cream you" (IM LIKE 12-13 ATP?????)

*Awkward silence as my younger cousin looks at me*

Then they like continue their convo beforehand and we don't speak about it, anyways actual rant time now. So I've like maybe brought it up in passing to my friends but I've never like gone into detail about it bc it makes me uncomfortable and part of me is like "ohh ur being dramatic" or "maybe you misheard him" or whatever so I don't rlly make it out as something bad more like "oh yeah my cousins a weirdo haha" thing but anywaaaays

Me and my sister are talking about older cousin for reasons I forgot already and bare in mind I'm not close with my sister for multiple reasons (but to give u an idea, she outed me and ignored me for majority of my life) but I still want to like try and be close with her bc I crave that bond blah blah so when I feel like the convos ending I'm like "did I tell u about that time where he made a weird joke about me to [younger cousin] and at this point I can't back down so I tell all the details and she's like that's really serious we need to tell mum then I start crying and then I bring up my younger cousin and how I'm scared for him bc he's saying shit like that to a 9 year old then my sister hugs me and is like we don't have to tell anyone if your not comfortable you know [younger cousins] family knows he's a bit weird so they'll be keeping an eye out anyway I just want to protect you blah blah then she is like i want you to come to me with these things I want to be close with you and at this point in my life I've kind of accepted the fact that I'm just never gonna be able to forgive her for multiple reasons many which haven't been mentioned bit then this like rlly changed my perspective on shit and now I'm rethinking my choice to mentally disown her and what if she tells people about what he said to me and it causes family drama and its like WHY DID I SAY THAT OH MY GOD

[negapansy]

feeling like we are in a very strange place bc I see 26 year olds calling themselves elder emos online but Im almost 24 and was only 13 when they broke up? I barely knew them when they were active I saw wttbp video for the first time when I was like 10 or 11?

and i’m feeling so much like we are on the precipice of this emo resurgence (so sorry for the term) but like. the world is full of terror and political hatred and it feels hopeless and desolate and like. sort of like it did in 2001, I think.

like I don’t know what point i’m making just yet but i’m thinking about danger days! and folie a deux ! how they were so negatively received to the point that both bands took a break after their reception bc of it but they were almost CLAIRVOYANT in their awareness of the sociopolitical and cultural landscape they were conceived in.

like. someone help I have no idea what it means except that those of us who were too late to be on the original band wagon but too young to be on the newer trends and who have existed in this limbo of growing up in (and I know this is a american centric analysis i’m actively working through this) an america that was never not at an unjust and useless war and a world that was never not under the threat of global warming and nuclear warfare

and the. the juxtaposition too. the way that they got back together and are doing what they want and presenting how they want without the constraints of successes of albums and aesthetics just existing authentically and enjoying the limelight of the legacy they’ve created it just. feels like we are in a pivotal moment where we need them like we never have before. like music and media are at this crossroads where it can become cemented in this easily and uncritically and rapidly consumable cycle of trendy media or it can begin to break from that structure in areas that aren’t just underground, but in closer proximity to mainstream music and media consumption. like we could have bands and music and performances that are motivated by changing the world more than capitalistic gain and critical acclaim. if we can push for that. if we can stop tearing things to shreds because of their relationship or lack thereof to trending aesthetics and marketability. does that make sense?? the desperate need to create space for art that isn’t dictated by its ability to be consumed according to trends . it’s like what mcr has stood for from their conception and we need to exemplify and enforce that ideology now more than ever

idk what point i’m grasping at exactly yet but it just feels big. this tour feels big foundations of decay feels big the things they stand for just feel so big these days

[askkaimeilu]

"What cryptonloids say about each other" chart (my hc :3)

Im sorry if it is so bad!!

Rin Kagamine 🍊

Len - My brother is a boring gremlin, like.. When and where i can sale away him and get my cashback?

Miku - She may be a weirdo. But i like her much more than Len.

Meiko - U CAN'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO! YOU - NOT MY MOM >:c

Luka - Dunno where did she got a patience for my pranks..>:/ But i will do my best to annoy her to see her true self! >:D

Kaito - really love playing video games with him is fun. At least he's not acting like an crybaby when i winning him. >;3

Len Kagamine 🍌

Rin - my sister is a gremlin, like, remember those weirdos from that movie, y'know? I hope that it isn't her true form yet.

Miku - she is a diva, okay? The, as you say, creator of minecraft and that wizard with lightning scar. From self i can say that i'm addicted to her, i think? ¬///¬

Meiko - i love hanging out with Mei-san, i guess. Like, she can give you some good advice, if you want to of course, because if its opposite, Meis unneeded advices are so-o freaking annoying...

Luka - Uhh.. what can i say about her? Shes sweet and very nice woman.. Luka-nee is that one whom i can rely.

Kaito - "best friend forever". i think i can rely on him when i`d be need this.. Plus, i bet that he'll beat Rin in the videogames.

Miku Hatsune 🌱

Rin - my bestie! I love hanging out with her! And she is actually really kissable, just, look at her cheeks! >w< Isn't she cutie?!

Len - another bestie!! I think he has that thing that elders call "emo phase"..? By the way, i really really really like him! As a friend of course! ^w^

Meiko - my sensei! She taught me everything i know! Except using wrist-world bands, i taught it by myself :). Mei-chan doesn't tell me but i think that she overgood friends with Luka-nee.

Luka - nee-chan! The one, who always here for me! :3 I dunno why some peeps think that Lu-nee is cold - she is really warm and sweet 'loid! If she wasn' t shy in front of others - many people would've seen her good nature!

Kaito - onii-chan! He is my big emotional support! X3 I'm so glad to be his friend! Actually, cause of Kai-nii loyality, he reminds me of labrador! XD

Meiko Sakine-Shion🍷

Rin - who raised this child? She needs some milk.. And oranges. Pretty sure that she overwatched some spy-movies and now thinks thst she is the one.

Len - thinks that he has a mid-life crisis, even though he is a 15 years old. Pretty sure that Len-kun is in love with Miku, but she doesn`t know about it.

Miku - I taught her some skills i know by myself. A little thing that i find weird is that MiMi is into some weird technologies.

Luka - cotton candy baby! We've know each for a long time, and i think i can't stop finding her as a cute one. I really LOVE making LuLu red-faced. UwU

Kaito - my childhood friend, first love and husband! (pretty much titled, isn't it?) I never found and never will find someone who is so nice and sweet as KaiKai. I can even proudly say that he is the love of my life.

Luka Megurine 🐟

Rin - little sister figure. She may looks very naughty, but i believe that she`s a good girl inside.

Len - little brother figure. He is such a baby boo. Really hope that it's just a phase..

Miku - she is really sweet girl. Miku-chan looks like a air head at first sight, but she is an extraordinary one. Who knows, maybe one day she will be the first one to be on planet Venus?

Meiko - Mei-chan is.. *dreamy sigh*.. She and Kai-san are my world, i can`t imagine my life without them. Mei is very beautiful, attractive, kind, reliable and everytime when looking at her eyes, it feels like something out of this world.. U////U

Kaito - when we were teens, i've never considered Kai-kun as my lover. I always knew him as kind, sweet, honest and loyal one. But slowly, i realised that we can be more, than just friends.. Now, Kaito is one of the few people whom i trust more than myself. ^^

Kaito Shion

Rin - oh! She is funny yet naughty little one. When i have weekends, Rin-chan invites me to play video games.

Len - Len-kun is a little brother i've never had. Sometimes, he wants to do a revolution, but it is just a teen phase!

Miku - she is a good girl! Since she is a teen, i feel like a big brother figure for her, sometimes Miku says that i am just a dog is really..! ..something?

Meiko - my wifeyy! ;w; Love her so much! She is my first my last and my everything! I will do everything to her to make her the happiest woman in the world! So happy that i'm her husband!! TwT

Luka - my another love! She is the sweetest girl i've ever met in my life! Lu-chan is so fragile, it makes me want to protect her at all costs! >< I know that you can't marry to third parther, but i consider her as my wife!

[yakumtsaki]

You like to play elders in ts2?❣️ Why so many players hate them? 💭

i love playing elders, it's really interesting to see how sims act in their later years, i feel that it's almost like new traits develop once their major life goals r out of the way, i.e im still not over victoria autonomously interacting with her own kids when they were babies/toddlers ONCE but then as a grandma being super into the grandbebes. idk, do other players still hate them? i remember ppl didnt like them way way back in the day when i was a kid/the exchange was still around and we were all posting like emo teens and crap but from what i see now on simblr everyone plays them and ppl like the elder premades etc

[soulvomit]

I feel I need to talk about how old mall goth really is and how lots of what we think of as serious goth was seen as the equivalent of mall goth in its own time

Like, goths were generally seen as having less cred than other more established scenes, and were always seen as a bit poser even then, lots of what we now call goths, weren't actually calling themselves goth and lots of the people from the subcultures that spawned goth, saw goths roughly how Gen X goths saw Millennial goths. Maybe we associate goth cred with some early scene but the thing is, some form of goth has been more suburban than you know, for longer than you think. (Just like emo is much older than you think, and originally much edgier.)

What im saying is... all goth is mall goth and when I realized that, I truly began to enjoy life

Every elder goth you know, was probably a mall goth early in life.

From the mall we were born and to the deadmall we return

[cyberdragoninfinity]

(grabs YOU) yami bakura.

YEEEAHHH LET'S GO!!!!

favorite thing about them: GOD. A LOT. he has one of my favorite voices in the dub and im just like. obsessed with the “this ancient Egyptian ghost (who is also technically a demon) duels with a real Spirit Halloween store of a deck” thing like ryous cards or not it’s HILARIOUS. Also I’ve thought his hair ‘wings’ were the coolest design choice since i was like 14. They just rule. an elder god of the white hair anime boy pantheon. also his backstory does make me emo :,) man. i appreciate it

least favorite thing about them: god this isnt really his fault but whatever was going on in the anime where he just doesn’t... really have a proper resolution to his storyline in s5. he Detroit Becomes Zorc again and then just fucks off. bro get back here YOU DESERVE A PROPER ENDCAP TO YOUR NARRATIVE...BRO...

favorite line: its from the dub IM SORRY but i think about “i hear the shadow realm is lovely this time of year” CONSTANTLY it was my discord status for like two weeks.

brOTP: *yells into a pillow* YUGIOH IS A SHOW ABOUT THE POWER OF FRIENDS I THINK RYOU AND YB SHOULD HAVE COMMUNICATED MORE AND ESTABLISHED A FRIENDSHIP!!!!! i am thinking Way Too Often about surrogate sibling bakuras. THATS where it’s at, gang

OTP: 2021 truly the year of the thiefshipping sleeper cell in the back of my brain reactivating Very Much.... this is what ygotas exposure at an impressionable age does to a mf. mean teenager couple making fun of me at the mall ass guys. I just like them. ;__;

nOTP: i am Not into t*ndershipping i cant do it im too siblingpilled with the bakuras. it also feels like a Lot of the time with that ship some people are immediately like “oh i have GOTTA romanticize abuse or i’ll DIE” like!!! knock it off!!!

random headcanon: dying on my hill of YB being a little Too jazzed about trying all the food of the modern era whether ryou’s food intolerant body can handle it or not. you know this guy’s gonna find out about garlic bread and lose his entire goddamn mind. gonna eat a whole tray of lasagna and go skedaddle back to his soul room for ryou to deal with the fallout.

unpopular opinion: AGAIN I DONT KNOW WHATS POPULAR AND WHATS NOT IN YGO FAN SPACES FDHGHDFG i guess, again, i don’t like ryou/yb as a ship lmao. i guess im also mildly intrigued by the argument that YB has effectively become a separate, different person from the original TKB, but again, I have no clue how popular or unpopular that is fhgshg I JUST THINK ITS A NEAT CONCEPT TO POTENTIALLY EXPLORE

song i associate with them: oh my god i can actually answer this properly. getting into knives by the mountain goats!!!! makes me stare out the window and Feel Things About This Bastard. 

favorite picture of them: any picture that makes him look disgustingly cute :/ and for some reason there’s a lot of those :///// this one is one of my favs: 

>:]

i just think hes neat!!!! i have written proof that i claimed i “cared more about this guy when i was a teenager than i do now” back in like march. look at me now. this is your brain on bakura worms.

[i-simp-for-gintoki]

Shikamaru with an Uchiha!S/o

“I saw that you did a Yamanaka!s/o for that anon, it was great! Can I ask for another one with Shikamaru, but this time with a Uchiha!s/o? Like, idk, if Sasuke had a twin sister and she stayed on the village, but she's a shinobi too? And she uses a sword like her brother, and some people of the village look at her suspiciously because of what her brother did? Thank you!!!” -anon

This came out kinda way longer then i meant it too be and wasn’t 100% focused on you and shikamaru so im sorry about that. 

Oh b o y

Where do i even start?

Being an uchiha, especially directly related to sasuke did not make you look good what so ever

You two were close at one point, inseparable even, but once your elder brother slaughtered your whole clan, you both kinda drifted a bit.

Don’t get me wrong, sasuke still cared for you and vice versa but he was much more cold and closed off about his feelings

No more “lets train to impress nii-san, y/n-chan” type of shit anymore

You still tried to remain a bit positive, and be nice to others unlike your brother

You didn’t agree with wanting to kill Itachi, because what good would that bring? How would killing someone because they killed solve anything?

During the first few years of school, shikamaru might not care much for you

Just another classmate in his eyes

Might even have a few negative thoughts in the back of his mind since you guys are twins

He never cared for sasuke since he’s never anything but an ass to people

And when he’s not he’s acting like a cocky shit

He thought you guys acted the same but that proved to not be the case when he saw you outside of class once

He was out getting some dango at a new place with choji and thats where he saw you

He didn’t really want to greet you but much to his surprise you greeted them with a smile

Even offered some of your dango and choji was extremely grateful for that

You guys held a pleasant conversation and ever since then have hung out at the dango place after school

After you guys became official shinobi, you didn’t have time to hang out every day but you did when you had the chance

You once got shikamaru to wear his headband actually on his head instead of his arm and boy did he look stupidly handsome

During some point in the chunnin exams, you noticed your brother’s desire for power has grown an alarming amount

It was no longer “lets train and ask our sensei’s to give us jutsu” but “I will do anything and everything in order to gain more strength”

It honestly scared you and so you went to shikamaru and ranted about it

He acted annoyed that you went on and on about someone he didn’t care for, but did truly listen to your words

“Don’t worry, its just his teenage angst faze kicking in.” “...maybe”  “I’m pretty sure everyone gets it, it’ll pass” “Even you?” “my emo faze lasted three whole minutes as i watched choji eat the food i was looking forward to all day”

Sasuke basically stopped showing emotions to you after the exam and it really saddened you

He basically treated you as someone he lived with

Not family or friend but like “oh thats my room mate i guess”

You were out with shikamaru when sasuke ran off to find naruto, he didn’t bother to explain and you honestly didn’t care

He wants to brawl with the loud blonde? Go for it

What you didn’t know is that he would run into Itachi

Or that itachi joined some terrorist group

You didn’t hear this news until later on when your sensei sat you down and explained the situation

shikamaru cheered you up as best as he could

when the Nara became chunin, instead of sitting besides sasuke all day who was recovering from a mission, you hung out with him

Sasuke wasnt that injured anyways and he may or may not have told you to quit worrying about him

called him handsome and he basically turned into a tomato 

got some bbq with his friends and when ino started commented about minding your weight and looks and stuff you kinda became slightly insecure in the moment

he cheered you and choji up by making a few jokes

you gave him a peck on the cheek and dude he had such a dumb smile on his face

ah man ive written too much and havent even reached shippuden yet im sorrryyy

lets speed threw this then

when sasuke left the village you were distraught but he did his best to cheer you up

reassured you he and his team will bring him back

you wanted in the mission and he was hesitant about it

you were a damn good kunoichi and you also had the sharingan too so that could help 

he eventually agrees

when yall fail the mission you cry because your emo duck-bitch of a twin didnt even bother to say good bye

Shikamaru does his best to make you feel better but he feels so guilty

he sincerely apologizes and chokes up a bit when hes talking about how he failed the mission and broke his promise on getting him back

you hug him and say its okay

from then on you guys get closer than ever

You dont remember exactly when but you got a sword, almost like a katana 

you learn how to use it and love it

Add some fire or lightning to it, man you feel like a bad ass

you carry it everywhere with you

little do you know you basically chose the same sword as sasu-gay

by the time shippuden starts, shikamaru awkwardly asks you out and you agree

as much as shikamaru loves you, the village doesnt think to well of you

your eldest brother slaughtered your clan and joined a terrorist group

and now your twin goes rouge and is proceeding to head down a darker path with orochimaru

they probably expect you to do something similar

some people even think that you only stayed in the village so you can give them intel and sell out the leaf’s secrets

basically the village cares for you as much as Tobirama did for the uchiha

not too much. 

in fact if you were gone they could finally be free of any uchiha

If your bothered by those rumors or things people say, shikamaru can’t really do anything to stop them

But he can do his best to take your mind off it

Might get you some dango and say to go cloud watching, or nap under some tree to let you relax

But remember this isn’t a one way relationship, you do stuff for shikamaru as well

When he was feeling stressed (though he didn’t really show it) about planning the next chunnin event, you gave him a massage and just let him relax

You got him his favorite food and took him to his favorite hill

He doesn’t really rant or talk a lot about his problems

He’s too lazy too and doesn’t feel like its that important

You make it clear to him that every opinion he has matters

You two some times go on little small lunch dates

Ino and choji are always somewhere in the background watching

Ino probably comments that you got the uchiha good looks and with out thinking shikamaru just agrees

Definitely became embarrassed when ino squealed and shook him around

Ah man there is actually to much drama around sasuke and itachi in shippuden and im lazy so lets forget about that 

I think shikamaru with an uchiha!s/o would probably be an 8/10 experience depending on how angsty you get

[randombubblegum]

Hey Sydney elder emo lj girlie here and as a stan who used to write (bad) mcr/the used fic I highly recommend u start with the first two albums (The Used and In Love and Death) also if you’re feeling frisky the live DVD maybe memories has some great interviews, real fun hot girl crazy/whore vibes

AW I LOVE THAT ok ill check those out..... i do love the way they seemed kinda like Fucked up and wild back then but obvi im glad theyre healthy now.... also LMAO no way was that a coincidence i know geoff loves the used so i have to assume awsten did too....

[samandmaxanotherway]

i had planned forever ago to make a full fan soundtrack for AW (fic) but then never finished it/lost in interest in trying to find songs, so i figured instead that i would just share the songs tht were as insp for me while writing AW instead!! bc hey, why not lol. im just listing these in order on my playlist BUT im also gonna give context as to why these songs were insp if/when possible which will have spoilers to AW but tbh im assuming if ur traversing this blog u’ve already read it gkjhg. songs listed under the cut!!

-kira 

ok so this was being written when i was like. rlly into hadestown & i kept making connections between the story & the songs sOOOOO we’re gonna list all the hadestown songs first gkjfhg

Doubt Comes In (mostly for the scene prior to sam’s revival, where max is questioning if he’ll even get him back)

Epic II (sort of like a song to depict max’s feelings of isolation & anger toward sam growing distant from him over the years)

Wait For Me (BIG song for sam whenever max loses his brain......)

Hey, Little Songbird (this song reminds me of the scene where skunkape’s trying to convince max to side w/ him ok)

Chant (Reprise) (listened to this song w/ the mental image of everyone pulling together to make their final move (primarily whenever sam’s fighting skunkape/trying to stop the maimtron to save max) & also specifically imagined this w/ sam as orpheus, superego as eurydice & skunkape as hades so ✌)

Epic III (takes place aFTER sam gets revived & idk i associate this w/ sam confessing that he got scared of losing max & that he let it consume him to the point of it damaging their relationship & apologizing to max for kinda neglecting him)

Wait For Me (Reprise) (u know damn well this happens between sam & superego before sam goes to stop the maimtron from killing max)

ok now we’re done w/ hadestown here’s some other songs now lmaO

I Will Follow You Into The Dark - Death Cab For Cutie (during the scene w/ sam & superego as sam’s fading away........idk im emo 😔)

I’d Give Anything - Tangled (sam song, specifically during the week or so when max is a monster & he misses him a lot)

Far Away - Tyga (I ASSOCIATE THis mostly with the part where sam finds out max had his brain removed, actually the pic for tht part is named after this song lmao)

I Bet My Life - Imagine Dragons (overall just a sam song, more leaning to right before he goes to skunkape’s ship to stop the maimtron)

Caraphernelia - Pierce The Veil (max song, post-breaking up w/ sam. it’s his angry break-up song basicall y gkJKHGKJGH)

Sleepwalking - Elliot Lee (also a max song, upset abt his rocky relationship w/ sam :( )

Better Than Me - Hinder (SAM SONG, lamenting abt the fact tht he realizes its mostly his fault tht him & max broke up & how he believes max deserves better than him. mostly during the week where max is mia bc Giant Monster)

Come Hang Out - AJR (this is mostly pre-AW but it kinda fits w/ sam progressively growing more distant bc he’s trying so hard to be careful)

Zombie - Damned Anthem (not really fitting for anything tbh but i DID listen to this song while writing skunkape attacking max & it WAS almost the trailer song as well so there’s that lol)

Sink or Swim - Castor Troy (i think is insp primarily bc of /scourgadow’s awesome s&m edits but i do remember listening to it on a loop while writing sam going through his ‘trial’ for the chthonic destroyer)

Main Theme - Pacific Rim (associate this a lot w/ the overall part when max is a monster)

Miracle - The Score (hhEY i’ve rbed this song on this blog before gkjfhgj. yeah this is a sam song, specifically during the week when max is a monster)

A Violent Encounter & Revived Power - Chris Baines (u already know damn well what this is for but i’ll say it anyway; whenever sammy’s scaling maxthulu. shadow of the elder god babey /j)

The Forgotten Children - Aranzazu Calleja (its the trailer sonnngggggg)

Army of One - Shelby Merry (i think i listened to this on a loop at some point, & also its a girl stinky song)

Saving Metroville - The Incredibles (put this bad boy on a loop while writing sam & stinky going up against skunkape bc it is, in my opinion, one of the hardest hitting final fight osts)

Happier - Marshmello ft. Bastille (sam song, specifically for the beginning chapter when he decides to break up w/ max bc all theyre doing is fighting....)

Trying to Save Stitch - Lilo & Stitch 2: Stitch Has a Glitch (this is during the part when max is transforming into a monster!!!!)

[skrs-cats]

lost stars

obligatory thoughts post TM bc this book was definitely interesting to say the least

under read more to avoid spoilers n avoid this being too lengthy n the like!!

oh and this is in no definite order regarding how the book follows (srry asdhf)

* shadowpaw is a biiit more ok for me now, i just felt really irked when they named him that way, but i want to give this guy a chance

* one thing i noticed is that, cats were actually following the code for once?? they werent being sneaky and THEY WERENT PASSING BORDERS and rootpaw!! actually!! asked for permission!! the madlad!!

* thats a good one bc usually i dont notice what the erins are trying to ‘foreshadow’ until they actually explicitly say it

* was no one gonna tell me that shadowpaw was struck by lightning or

* bristlepaw is so fukin dramatic i love her

* i feel bad for shadowpaw tbh, he’s just trying to help and i think its obvious that whoevers messing w his head is evil and when shit goes down more cats are gonna turn on him

* jayfeather, still a grumpy ass i see

* alderheart being the only one who could stay level w him w/o getting annoyed is amazing

*i love. how the main trio have their own siblings tbh, i think thats a neat thing idk why

*have i mentioned how i love tree

* and his weird son

* violetshine having ptsd w needletail dying broke my heart

* i miss. twigbranch. n lionblaze. RIP 

* i had a visceral reaction to when they were breaking the moonpool that was frozen over, mainly this;

* wooo codebreakers. god. i am not ready to see my fav characters suffer. honestly, jay, moth, lion, twig??? bro i cannot

* the cats grieving over bramblestar made me sad, alderheart especially :’(

* also is it me or is the cat possessing bramblestar a fucking dumbass

* elders also had me emo, can u BELIEVE they didnt go thru w firestars promise of giving brightheart another apprentice im disappointed

* cats who deserve gold stars in this book: puddleshine, leafstar, tawnypelt for not being afraid to call out tigerstars shit

* i live for rootpaw being so mad tbh he reminds me of his granpaw, honestly hawkwing n rootpaw should interact moreeee

* oh! ‘nother weird thought i had was that. tree reminded me of sol a lot for some reason

* pwease erins give us the goods of rootpaw hanging out with thunderclan’s ghost leader

* thunderclan was being a hypocrite btw, calling out shadowclan for having shadowpaw when they had Plenty of the Bias(tm) of starclans powers before, *coughs* *coughs* jayfeatheryoushouldknowstarclandoesshitlikethisbynow

* i am dreading. the future of these cats. that is all. bye

*why is mistystar still alive

(also erins pls show me lionblaze grieving over leafpool hes the only one in the family who I havent even read getting sad, i liked the bonus, but wheres my boi)

[sawyersick]

1 through 69 because you gotta twin with me

OMG ASDFGHJKL

aight here goes bitchez

1. are you religious?

nahh but my parents sent me to church camp when I was in elementary school??? For the cheap childcare I guess???

2. what animal do you think you’re most like?

I haven’t thought about this much but I think a field mouse!!

3. how do you take your coffee?

never……………………… I hate coffee

4. how old were you when you had your first kiss?

my mom’s bosses son forced himself on me when we were 6 lol so I don’t count that……….. so 15 i guess (according to my friend, if there’s no hormones it doesn’t count lol)

5. museum date or aquarium date?

AQUARIUM AQUARIUM AQUARIUM

6. do you have any tattoos or piercings? do you want more?

Just my ears are pierced and I have a whale (badly) tattooed on my hip I’ll post pix if you want but its pretty uggo

I want another whale on the other side so I’ll be symmetrical and a triangle hand tat….. maybe an eyeball tat (a tattoo of an eyeball…. not one on my eye lol)? I’m not really interested in anymore piercings tho

7. favorite fruits?

strawberries!!!

8. favorite vegetables?

when I was 12 I ate so many carrots my skin turned orange and my mom thought I had jaundice

also I heckin love mushrooms

9. i’ll only date you if _____. (fill in the blank)

I’ll only date you if you treat me with respect :(

10. do you cry a lot?

yeah lol at least twice a month minimum

11. who are your closest friends?

I don’t really have any? I’ve felt distant from my irl friends lately so idk probably just demo

12. have you ever been a part of a protest or a march?

I did the walk out for gun violence

13. do you play any video games?

helllllls yeah but I usually only play 3/ds

14. did you ever have an emo or scene phase?

yes and I think I’m still in it rip

15. what color is most of your wardrobe?

I think I wear a lot of blue! and black and white too i guess…… I’m trying to add more reds tho

16. what do you like to do for fun?

I bake and sew and draw! and listen to music

17. what is your biggest fear?

body horror tw for this one rip

being abandoned, being forced to do horrifically gross/unclean stuff, getting my eyes gouged out, getting the bones in my hands broken, getting acid poured on my face, the people around me dying, being forced to eat live slugs, getting my skin peeled off with a knife

18. name a subject you know a lot about.

whales/the ocean in general and baking!! and the band Liily

19. favorite fictional characters?

hm idk? Link and Zelda from LoZ, Clover and Snake and Aoi from 999, rhyme from TWEWY, Maka and Soul from Soul Eater, Storm from the Xmen, Ariel from the Little Mermaid, Chun Li, the Kagamines, Rilakkuma

idk I just thought about characters I have merch for

20. do you read a lot? what are your favorite books?

I used to??? Haven’t had the time for it in a while though and I’ve been reading a lot of how-to books as of late….. I really liked the Legend trilogy though

21. how would you describe your style?

art style and fashion style would both be classified as “cute but tries to be edgy” I think

22. did you have a favorite stuffed animal when you were little? do you still own it?

Yes!! a pastel elephant with a rattle in it named Elephant (very creative I know) He’s in my stuff somewhere now and this question reminded me to go find him again

23. what’s something most people love that you hate?

hmmm…. sports? mustard? airpods???? idk

24. do you think you’re a good singer?

actually yes? I wanna be in a band but I’m lowkey afraid of singing in front of people I know but have no problem doing it in front of an audience of strangers hmu if you’re in the SF bay area I’ve written 6 punk songs

25. who do you live with?

my parents and cat

26. favorite desserts?

ice cream, anything with chocolate or whipped cream, creme brulee, lemon tarts

I’m not too picky though lol

27. what is the best decision you’ve made in your life so far?

realizing that I can actually do mostly whatever I want and most things have fewer consequences than I think

also cutting people out of my life that emotionally exhaust me

28. favorite makeup brands?

uhhhh whatever’s cheap and doesn’t make my eyes burn ig urban decay is good when I can afford it

29. favorite clothing stores/brands?

Goodwill??? I used to shop at f21 but I try not to anymore

30. what was your first job?

working at a lake teaching windsurfing and sailing and I still work there

31. do you take a lot of naps?

n o  I absolutely  h a t e  taking naps and try to avoid them

32. what is your favorite part about your body?

hmm I have pretty good hair i think and sometimes my eyes? I have huge (genetic) eyebags tho which gets me down

33. are you more dominant or more submissive?

In day to day life I guess I’m more dominant??? like I make decisions when nobody else wants to :0 also idk intimately since iM aN aDuLt vIrGiN and pretty sex repulsed but probably sub 

34. are you more outgoing or more shy?

outgoing but sometimes it makes me annoying

35. how tall are you?

short…………………………. 4′8/143 cm

36. what is your body type?

uhh hourglass????? maybe pear I got them Thunder Thighs according to the guy who got kicked out of drama club for peeping in the girls changing room

37. favorite flower?

calendula, sunflowers, lavender and dianthus!!

38. favorite planet?

Neptune??????????????????

39. what do you want to dress up as for halloween this year?

I wanna be the bride of frankentstein but in a shiro lolita coordinate to make her look ~fancy~ or the Nancy part of Sid and Nancy if I’m in a relationship by that time

40. do you prefer to date people the same age as you, younger, or older?

Ideally the same age and I’m wary of dating anyone more than 2 years younger or older than me but I’m more willing to date older than younger

41. describe the person you’re in love with/have a crush on in great detail.

yall know who it is already but

in a band, dark hair, kinda tall, very fashionable, coincidentally happens to be the same racial mix as me, good at art, very humble, really sweet, lives in SoCal, has a hand tattoo of milk and “aye yah” on his arm, paints his nails orange, wears a lot of rings, gets freckles in the summer, prefers vanilla over chocolate, ties his shoes the cool way

42. who is your biggest inspiration?

idk at the moment? I like to draw from many inspirations

43. do you have any kinks?

???????????????????????????????????

44. do you own any pets?

one (1) very loving cat

45. which celebrity do people say you look the most like?

……………………….. myself

I literally had to google mixed race celebrities and STILL none look like me lol

46. do you like sports?

not really except I weirdly like baseball

47. have you ever seen a broadway musical?

Yes!! I won tickets to On Your Feet and Charlie and The Chocolate Factory

I also won Hamilton tickets but saw it in SF yall should download the app

48. what is your favorite kind of food?

noodles!!

49. would you rather be a fairy or a mermaid?

MERMAID actually I have a mermaid tail too so

50. what is your instagram?

@wishwhale :)

51. glossy lips or matte lips?

glossy by default because I have chronically dry skin/lips so matte lips are sooooooooooooooo uncomfy but it looks good on other people lol

52. do you like cherry, grape, blue raspberry, watermelon, or green apple jolly ranchers the best?

grape because im weird

53. what are your best personality traits?

I’d like to think that I’m kind and sometimes funny

54. what is your ethnicity?

asian/white

55. what different hair colors have you had?

brown and brown with pink that was supposed to be purple

56. favorite disney princess?

Ariel! bc mermaid

57. favorite album of 2017?

Humanz by Gorillaz  or Deep Dream by Daddy Issues I guess

I was weirdly obsessed with Feel Your Feelings Fool when it came out but I’m not really into it anymore though

58. have you ever had braces?

nah

59. favorite holiday?

Halloween! Because dressing up is fun

60. post a selfie.

how do I make this smaller anyways I don’t normally wear this much makeup but I’m going to a small show tonight

61. are you a good swimmer?

Yes!! I swim once a week at my local pool

62. do you wear jewelry?

I used to wear a lot………. like multiple necklaces and bracelets and rings daily but now I wear my ring every day and a necklace/earrings if I remember

63. can you play any instruments?

I’m learning guitar!!

64. do you have any siblings?

short answer is no but you can dm me for the long answer

65. are your grandparents still alive? how old are they?

just my maternal grandmother and she is almost 90! My paternal grandmother lived to 102 so I’m hoping for those good genes though (I think she would have lived longer because my family suspects elder abuse by my weird aunt)

66. who knows the most about you?

hmm probably Demo or Emily

67. are you a more quiet person or do you talk a lot?

I! Never! Shut! Up!

68. what advice would you give to your 13 year old self?

shut the fuck up you stupid bitch you arent cool

69. how many pillows do you sleep on?

two

[pantton-sandacers]

I’m in Love

~Summary: For the embodiment of emotions, Patton sure was oblivious when it came to crushes.  ~A/N: I saw a really cute post about Logicality and I HAD to write something about it. Read it on AO3 ~Ship(s): Logicality ~Rating: G Warnings: None Word Count: 888 ~Tag List: @artisticlnsomniac @insert-epic-blogger-name-here @juni-raptor @moonstonefox12 @mythicalquill  @screamingoutinrage @trashypansexual

For the embodiment of emotions, Patton sure was oblivious when it came to crushes.

He didn't understand why his face grew red when Logan was in the room, why he found himself smiling and listening intently whenever he spoke, or why he always tried to sit next to him during their movie marathons so they might fall asleep on each other.

The moment it dawned on him was during the Christmas video. He’d been smiling and singing to distract himself from his own internal conflict of his true feelings for Logan when he was suddenly pulled out of this thoughts.

Though Logan had been Rapping/Speaking his lines in the song for the most part, after switching lines with Patton he let his golden pipes be heard as he sang, “Five Crofter’s Jams,” and surprised everyone.

Patton heard the sweet sound of Logan’s singing and he stared, mouth open as his face heated. The only thing he could think was, “I’m in love.”

And that was the answer. Patton was in love with Logan.

~*~

Patton was able to keep up his happy, fatherly act until he could finally retreat to his room to cope with his true feelings.

After the video Roman went to check up on the fatherly trait, planning to invite him to a movie marathon with the others. However, he was surprised to find Patton hiding in the corner, clutching his knees inside his Christmas sweater as he sobbed.

Roman sent a quick text to Virgil, letting him know to start the marathon without them, before moving to comfort Patton.

That night they had a long talk about emotions and crushes, and Roman encouraged Patton to admit his feelings to Logan. He initially refused, but after Roman pointed out Patton had been trying to work on emotional honesty and vulnerability as of late, Patton sighed in defeat.

After that they talked about Patton’s confession; what he would say to Logan, when he would tell him, and how. Their brainstorming session lasted until they both eventually fell asleep, cuddled together on Patton’s sofa.

And that’s what led Patton here, in a short-sleeved, light blue, button-up shirt, khakis, and brown dress shoes- Roman had encouraged him to dress up ever so slightly. Behind his back, he carried a note in an envelope sealed with a puppy sticker.

When Patton walked into the kitchen Logan’s back was facing him, turned around making a pot of coffee.

Patton breathed in, then out again before speaking up, “Hey, Lo!”  

“Hello, Patton,” Logan nodded his head in acknowledgment, not taking his focus away from the coffee pot.

In for 4, hold for 7, let out for 8. Patton repeated in his mind as he attempted to calm his rapid heartbeat.

“Um,, I have something... for you, Lo.”

“Oh?” Logan turned around to face Patton, and for a split second Patton could’ve sworn he saw a small blush appear on the logical side’s face.

Patton hastily handed the letter over, “Here.”

This was it. No turning back now.

Logan nodded and opened the letter, freezing as he read the poem inside.

~*~

Hearing you sing, sound from Heaven above

Was the moment I realized, I’m in love.

You sang golden notes like no one else can

Belting the new lyrics, “Five Crofter’s Jams.”

I’ll have to admit, I was struck with awe

Your happy face, the only thing I saw.

As I gazed on with blush, my mouth ajar,

I’m certain my eyes were filled with bright stars.

You’re always so beautiful when you smile

Something that’s seen only once in a while.

Your cheekbones rise to give your face dimples

Making the corners of your eyes crinkle.

The message I am trying to convey

Is that, for you, I am indeed quite gay.

I understand if you don’t feel the same,

Still, I confess my feelings without shame.

I speak as the heart, my feelings are true

Logan Sanders, I am in love with you.

~*~

Logan stood there, reading the sonnet over and over.

Patton fidgeted nervously with his hands, waiting for an answer. He cleared his throat, catching Logan’s attention, “Um, That’s... all I wanted to give you, so,, yeah.”

He turned to leave the room, but before he could Logan called out, “Wait!”

Patton faced Logan again, a glimmer of hope in his eyes, “Yeah, Lo?”

“Um...” Logan glanced down at the note again, unsure what to say, “I like the use of iambic pentameter, you’re good and writing sonnets.”

“Oh... well, thank you,” Patton nodded, feeling his heart sink as he turned to leave the room once more.

“And...” Logan took a breath, steadying himself as Patton looked back at him, “I... I am in love with you too, Patton.”

A huge smile spread across Patton’s face, and there certainly were stars in his eyes as he blushed and asked, “Really?”

Logan nodded, his face pink.

Patton opened his arms to Logan for a hug, and Logan smiled, moving into Patton’s embrace.

~*~

The next day Logan would buy a frame for the sonnet Patton wrote, and it would hang proudly on his bedroom wall for years. After they married, it would be moved to their new bedroom together, and it would serve as a reminder to the day Patton confessed, and the day Patton fell in love with Logan.

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