#i feel like i could run a marathon.
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sunflowermp4 · 15 days ago
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ITS DOECHII BITCH MISS D-O-E DON DADA BITCH YOU NOTICE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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darkshrimpemotions · 2 months ago
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how we doing nandermo nation
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th3e-m4ng0 · 1 year ago
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i do not know why i decided to watch a clip compilation of es optimus at 9pm fully knowing i Will get an extreme adrenaline Rush
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darkwood-sleddog · 8 months ago
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This cold is SO odd. Was feeling like utter crap this morning, lots of sinus stuff, but now it’s almost fully drained and that’s all normal and all but it feels like I’ve also sneezed/drained the last of my Covid fog/fatigue from earlier this year? I feel? Alive??
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punkrock-bottom · 4 months ago
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Being awake for long enough that you get through the tiredness and get your second wind literally feels like this
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seventh-district · 3 months ago
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again and again i find myself lamenting that audio roleplay isn't taken more seriously by some people. like yeah, they often have a romantic element, and by nature they usually directly involve/address the listener- and i totally get that those things aren't to everyone's taste. no art or entertainment is universally appealing, and that's okay! but.. it still makes me a lil sad that the "cringe" reputation of asmr/audio rp precedes it. there's a whole lot of talent and creativity being poured into these audios by so many people that i feel goes unrecognized and/or disrespected simply due to the medium that the stories are being told through.
#this post brought to you by: me bingeing Sam & Darlin's entire storyline over the past few days and having a Lot of feelings abt it#asmr#audio roleplay#rp audio stuff#redacted audio#anyways i don't have a conclusion to this post. and i'm not Mad or Upset or anything i'm just thinkin' out loud#and i mean it's not like it doesn't get plenty of praise within its respective audience bc it does. at least for the more popular creators#but i feel it'll still always have the shadow of its cringe reputation looming over it#which makes it hard for some ppl to openly appreciate or share with others that aren't already fans of the medium#like do u know how many comments i've seen along the lines of 'this is great but i'd die if anyone knew i liked this kinda stuff' ?? :(#idk maybe i feel strongly about it bc i'm a self-insert fanfic writer. and i feel like the two have a lot in common. including a bad rep.#like. not every audio will be well-written or produced and neither will every fanfic. but that doesn't mean it's a less legitimate artform#and i'm lucky to have never (yet) received negative comments on my work. but that doesn't mean that it doesn't make me sigh when people-#-say shit like 'this reads like fanfiction' as a way of calling something bad. or other similar sentiments that make the same implication#and i wouldn't be surprised if audio creators feel the same way when they encounter certain comments or statements#like. those YT videos where ppl will 'try bf asmr for the first time' or whatever and it's just 20 mins of cringing and over-reacting? eugh#tbf i haven't watched many bc why do that to myself. so Maybe there's some that are respectful but still. imagine getting roasted like that#and yes yes i know that by posting stuff online you're inadvertently sighing up to be criticized by Anyone but still. man. i dunno#i'm going on a tangent but my point is. i'm grateful for the creators that still make their art in spite of the public's perception of it#bc some of the most impactful emotional experiences i've ever gained from fiction took place in audio rp and i'm so serious abt that.#anyways. this post almost feels like i'm 'making up a person to be mad at' but i promise it's not that serious i'm just yapping. mostly.#certainly not trying to start any kind of debate or anything either i just have a lot of fixation-induced energy and nowhere to put it#this is Eric's fault (/lh) for cooking Sam up in a lab catered exactly to my taste and making Darlin' waaaaay too painfully relatable#but it's also My fault for bingeing the Inversion /and/ the Quinn arc /and/ the Summit all within a couple days. but i can't help myself#feels like i've run an emotional marathon. triathlon. The Emotional Olympics if u will. i'm feeling Everything#who knew that beating the shit out of ur fictional abuser could feel so goddamn cathartic! it's a nice replacement when u can't do it irl#anyways i'm off on a tangent again. thanks for coming to my TED Talk i'm gonna crawl back in my hole now#actually i'm gonna go relisten to a few audios. as Research for my Sam & Darlin' playlist as well as a post i'll be making about it soon#u Know i've got it bad when i not only make a playlist but start Posting on here about the songs that remind me of them. i'm cooked guys.
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theyarebothgunshot · 7 months ago
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me rn and also probably tomorrow morning while i watch the ep
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rulesforthedance · 6 months ago
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I LIVED, BITCH
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lvebug · 1 month ago
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first sign of the apocalypse: dee going cuckoo bananas over abby clark from 911
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stillfruit · 3 months ago
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i love not knowing if i'll ever be healthy again i love all of the time i've used to move my body become nothing i love spending my adulthood wasting away year after year for various reasons baby!
#i know i'm being dramatic and privileged etc etc right now but i hate living like this#i probably had covid in the beginning of august and since then my heart and lungs have just been fucked#so now i'm probably looking at at least 2 years of long covid and maybe permanent neurological damage#could i be lucky and get better in few more months? maybe. do i believe that will happen? no. optimistically maybe next summer id be better#my symptoms are not that bad considering what i know other people have suffered but at the same time that makes it feel not real#otherwise i'm pretty much fine except i feel like fainting alot after standing up or excerting myself and anything beyond walking#spikes my hr to 160 and right now even laying down my hr is around 80. this comes with the associated shortness of breath etc#what fucks me up about this is that my normal hr is low with my rhr being under 50bpm and i'm physically active#so basically i've went from regular running and half marathons being no issue to not being able to jog 1km at the slowest pace possible#without spiking my hr to zone 4#so now with the recovery time of this being however long if properly ever i'll have to basically start all over again with everything#i biked to the grocery store yesterday and that took me out for the rest of the day because my heart rate just didn't go down afterwards#outwards i look fine and i wouldn't be as affected if sports and moving wasn't a part of my life and relationships but it is#i've read studies about recovery times and a lot of them don't feel applicable because the test groups are either very different from me#based on the baseline health info such as activity levels or they're elite atheletes which i am not#some have given me hope that keeping my hr under like 130 by doing activities like walking until maybe someday things get better works#but who knows and even if it does this will be yet another thing that takes the littlest bits of muscle tissue i have on me away once again#because besides deconditioning muscle loss is yet another symptom. so i will be even weaker than i am right now#i don't know how much of what i'm experiencing in terms of mental effects is from anxiety over my physical health and how much is brainfog#but we'll see i'll just have to start walking a lot every day and keep up with simple and slow strenght training so i'll want to die less#i don't think my family will ever properly understand because almost all of them are athletes and the one who isn't never does any excercis#so either i just look like i'm weak but i was always weak so it's not a big deal or my experience isn't really that important#this is so so so pathetic both my reaction and the issue but it's difficult to not feel this way especially with the uncertainty#shit talking
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jackienautism · 1 year ago
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AAAHHHHHH AHHHHH AHAH YYHHA GHHHHHHHA HHHHHHHHH AH
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mostlydeadallday · 2 years ago
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Lost Kin update tomorrow!
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crimeronan · 2 years ago
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five days after my first positive i am still SO FUCKING CONTAGIOUS. my test turned positive as soon as the fluid touched it and reached peak saturation in Seconds. 1) immunocompromisation is a curse but i'll never doubt that i'm chronically ill again 2) i'm going to be inside forever 3) i actually feel WAY BETTER than i usually do?? 7 hours of sleep and totally refreshed and cheerful. it's like my immune system is too distracted to kill me. so maybe this is fine and good 4) THANK GOD FOR PAXLOVID OR I WOULD BE FUCKED. THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO MASKED AND STAYED INDOORS LONG ENOUGH FOR PAXLOVID TO BE APPROVED YOU SAVED MY ACTUAL LITERAL LIFE I WOULD BE SO SO SO FUCKED.
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skywalking-through-life · 1 year ago
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hellooo just wanted to say I discovered your fics a few weeks back and ngl they've been life changing. you're so talented and great at writing about these gaps in canon that I've always wanted to read more about..but I've never seen oh done as brilliantly as you do. thank you so much for writing and sharing it with us. I hope you keep going. Lots of love!
OHMYGOD, new friend, you have made my entire MONTH! I genuinely have tears in my eyes and my hands are a little shaky as I type this! You are the sweetest, and I absolutely treasure knowing that you've been enjoying my little stories THAT much! Writing them has brought me such joy, and I'm always really moved when someone tells me that reading them has brought them equal joy. 😭 I have been stuck on the ending for the next chapter in '[conduct] not unbecoming' for a few weeks, but you have given me the MOTIVATION to wrestle through it tonight! Thank you! And don't worry! I'm planning on writing so much more! 💙
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blueberryrock · 10 months ago
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Nothing really feels better then a nap that actually makes you well rested
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glitxd-shenanigan · 1 year ago
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Hey, if you follow my Warframe alt I'm sorry lol
Using Ekster as a muse is a good way for me to release caffeine so-
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