#i feel like al ot of ppl

[hiyari8]

lol be hilarious if somehow ppl won like 10k through gambling

Altho with lotto tickets, i remember some things being lableed "helps support state education" (which sounds like bs but it prolly goes all the way to the top as opposed to say, repainting a hallway or getting good books for the library if not just something t o make ppl feel better for spending money on it)

Tho other than ppl going to a convenience store just for a ticket, shame you don't get afree one everytime you buy something like a 'points' system, or like those JP marketplaces where you spin some kinda wheel and can get a guarantee of a 'smaller' prize even if it's just like "2 free bags of rice"/20% off buying meat at (local butcher name)" or so

I know ppl buy 'dumb' things but i can see the appeal of spending al ot just to have one. other than like a 5k backpack being 'bulletproof' wouldn't be surprised if someo f those brands existed specifically for rich kids or so to buy at or whatever even if it's not as good quality/wouldn't last a full decade

(but, on the practical side other than liek, immediate spills and dust buildup, it'd be great to hire some kinda maid team to fully clean your house every year or 6 months to spend like 24 hours and such since stuff like that can be tedious even if you don't have like infestations)

id probaby spend all my money on fun outfits if i could afford it lol

[raredrop]

my personal sorting of all the main starters

*note that just bc i have some lower doesnt mean i dislike them! all are good in their own ways !!!!!!!! u go funky starters

gen 1

Squirtle - out of the whole line my favorite is wartortle

Bulbasaur - like squirt, i like ivysaur

Charmander - im not really strongly for one specific part of the line, but charizard x is COOL if charizard was always like that i’d use it more often 

gen 2

Chikorita - in order, the first grass starter i liked

Totodile - probably actually equal to cyndaquil but i think ive used toto just a liiil bit more

Cyndaquil - i dont have anything in particular to say cynda just nice :)!

gen 3

Mudkip - my FIRST actual main game was sapphire so for me mudkip is my very first starter

Torchic - like gen 2 i dont have a strong feeling for either of the other two but ive used all three often i cant really figure out where to place them

Treeko - ^

gen 4

Piplup - diamond was the first game i REALLY got attached to my team and the story and what not, both piplup and empoleon are actually very high on the list of my all time favorite pokemon!

Turtwig - only slightly higher bc torterra has an interesting design

Chimchar -  but as u can see sometimes i dont have much to say on other starters, shout out to ash’s chimchar tho!!!!

gen 5

Oshawott - while gen 5 is my favorite gen i dont think in like a total list of starters they’re up very high. doesnt mean they’re bad. oshawott is still adorable and of course i tend to gravitate towards water starters 

Snivy - fancy final snake

Tepig - i used a tepig mainly in black 2!!! if i can get more than one game i try to get all three starters

gen 6

Fennekin - first time the fire starter was my first choice! funky fox! i am a horrible braxien main in pokken thanks for asking

Froakie - Greninja cool

Chespin - bc theres only 2 game i didnt get to really bond with chespin but chespin  just tryin to enjoy life 

gen 7 

Popplio - rare case of the first two actually being tied. i was originally more team rowlet but popplio really grew on me and primarina is my favorite final of the trio.

Rowlet - lil borb!

Litten - listen....smash ult....playing incineroar is fun im just very bad at the game but very interesting and fun

gen 8

Scorbunny - BUNNY!!!!!!!!

Sobble - small, cute, round, kinda sad lookin....i just worry for it bc of its name.. do not cry babbey

Grookey - funky monkey but again rabbits are usually something i really like and i dont often gravitate towards monkeys in general. i respect u tho and who knows what all three will look like as they evolve my thoughts can change

[lovecore-ashe]

after the whole. sai situation i feel kinda sick ngl that shit's gonna have an effect on all black trans ppl and it. hurt a bit. n after reading the entire post it just. makes me sick h wjat

[fly-for-a-lifetime]

lisetning to today’s american lit lecture abt James Baldwin and i can feel me brain expanding. .. so much of his stance on how contemporary (for his time) racial advocacy misses the central point makes sense to me . . i feel like it’s still like that today in a way

[whatthefuckistevvs]

okay now that’s it’s over I feel safe to ask; what the *fuck* was lost light and who are the characters.

anon it’ll never be over!!!

ALSO MY APOLOGIES, THIS WILL BE LONG AS HELL

Okay, so- The Lost Light is a comic book series. Its the direct sequel of Transformers: More than meets the eye. Both are written by James Roberts, and the artist vary, tho, for MTMTE the main artist was Alex Milne and for Lost Light the main artist was Jack Lawrence.

Its a transformers comic that takes place in the IDW continuity of comics, though, I actually was able to get into it without knowing anything about the story of the IDW comics- it is pretty good and self explanatory like that.

The story is as follows: the extremely long six million (iirc) war between autobots and decepticons is over. the autobots won. Now, Cybertron, the home for the cybertronians (most transformers), is damaged. I mean, it still stands, but its nothing like it used to be.

Rodimus Prime, a hotshot leader, decides he wants to go find Cyberutopia and the knights of cybertron- legendary robots that millions of years ago created a “better cybertron”, so to speak. So, he gathered up about 200 other cybertronians, got Into the Ship Lost Light, and set off to find the planet.

MTMTE is about 58 issues long iirc, and the sequel Lost Light is 25. It is, honestly, my favorite comic series of all time. James Roberts is a great writer, the art is fantastic, oh also it has incredible LGBT+ rep

i mean, its a race where 90% of them are men. you expect them to be straight?

Anyways, this comic is extremely good. It is a little bit difficult ot follow at times, but honestly- considering how convulted the lore of transformers is, specifically IDW (that goes back since 2005), this one is a comic you can pick up without knowing anything about transformers. ITs really, really good. it is considered the BEST piece of transformers media of ALL time. including movies, cartoons, other comics, etc. It has beaten Saga as the best comic awards. 

And just this week, it ended. so i am pretty emotional about it, because the ending was also very good. Unforutnately, the writer had planned for the actual series (at least hte lost light saga) to be twice as long- but the IDW continuity is “cancelled”, aka its finally going to end. RN the current comics were Lost Light, Unicron and Optimus Prime- Lost LIght was the first one to end, though tbh i dont follow the other two, i only know that they will end soon too cus the IDW continuity will end.

AS OF CHARACTERS- there are many characters (i mean, transformers), but honestly through the series it follows a certain group of characters:

Rodimus Prime, the hotshot leader who is sometimes a little bit over his head but, fuck he tried

Ultra Magnus, a shithouse of power who is a huge gigantic nerd that is extremely anal about rules and is extremely intelligent. i love him.

Drift: used to be decepticon, now he is autobot. one of Rodimus BFFS and also a huge dumbass twink. love him too.

Ratchet: The medic, Old as hell, also kinda anal, he is very skeptic of stuff and normally always feels bad he is nto a Better Doctor

Swerve: little shit that never shuts up and opens a bar. He is charismatic and he is kind of very meta. not deadpool levels, but yeah he is kind of meta? idk

Chromedome: Kind of a memory doctor- nice and good and tall and orange and i love him.

Rewind: he films everything, tiny and black, also love him. Him and Chromedome are married (literally).

Whirl: crazy ass shit autobot- the only reason he is an autobot is because optimus prime himself did not want that kind of shit crazy being a decepticon. Batshit, gets into the ship by accident kind of.

Cyclonus: Not a decepticon, not an autobot. Used to work for Galvatron, but defected and helped the autobots save the day when he realized galvatron used him. Big purple old guy who is sad al te time and also is a shit powerhouse. he is my favorite.....

Tailgate: 6 millions years ago, before hte war started, he was going to get into the ARK, but he fell down a hole and went into a coma. woke up, missed the entire fucking war, and is trying to adapt to everything. stupid and dumb, i love him

Rung: Psychiatrist, pretty forgetable by almost every1. but he has huge eyebrows and i love him.

....and far more characters.

HOnestly anon, i recommend this to ANYONE. even if you arent into transformers. its really good, user friendly for ppl who dont know the lore (hell, i had no idea about IDW lore when i got into it), and is extremely emotional. ITs my favorite comic ever, and i am alwyas happy to talk about it to whoever wants to hear.

Honestly a lot of ppl think know me for my OW works but i’ve always been a transformers fan, ever since i was like 10 years old. So, haha, this series brought me back into that stuff. I am still p excited about it, so i may post more transformers related stuff, but honestly dont worry- i wont forget about OW. Im just p excited!!

[drashleighreid]

i was reading last night all of the stuff about brittanys EDs and depression and self harm when she was younger and honestly it hurts my heart so much like i kno she got into the industry at such a young age and its a huge yike but like. idk. i hate hearing people have gone through that stuff and it makes me so sad and i actually cried when i read what she wrote about it but it’s also so inspiring and motivational when ppl actually speak up on it?? like knowing someone you looked up to suffered those things and made it out on top and are offering their experience to the world to help others is just... a lo t .t .... ... and i love her .. a al ot .... 

its just so important and i mean what else would u expect from a pisces dominant bitch but like here she is being That Hoe. and i love her so much for it like its so brave to talk abt these things especially when you’re a public figure but like ??

 its honestly the most inspirational thing to know that not every celebrity has had this picture perfect life and that you have zero hope bc that’s honestly what a lot of my thought process is when i have depressive episodes. i always think ‘im never going to accomplish my dreams or be that person or be who i want to be because im tarnished and everyone who’s happy and successful now had good family lives and great childhoods and were super happy so im never going to be that because i have all of this emotional baggage’ and its such a toxic way to think bc you feel like you have no hope !!!

but even tho i know our experiences are different and i would never in a million years wish that kind of pain on anyone and i wish she and others had never experienced it and didnt have to live with it but the reality of it means a lot and is v inspirational and motivating and offers a v helpful and metaphorical hand to hold in the dark g’night thems my thoughts

[loveg1rl-remade]

you'll be fine love !! you're spectacular and i know you'll get into an amazing college

I LOVE YOU THANK YOU 

[whatthefuckistevvs]

i take the company bus from home to work and work to home, and i take naps in it and i sometimes wake up, and can’t believe im there

like... idk. a lot of things change in a few years. if ten years ago you told me that i would graduate college with honors, and that I would be hired into a very important, worldwide company straight out of college and i was going ot be paid like a real human being i would have laughed and said that’s not true, im too stupid for that, i can’t do that, i dont deserve it

and sometimes i kinda feel like that? like sometimes im here working and i think... shit i dont deserve this. I stole this from someone else. People will find out im actually stupid and will fire me. people will realize i probably cheated. this was probably dumb luck and people will find out.

Honestly a lot of us probably fel like that about stuff. like we dont deserve the good things we have done, like we cheated and we are actually awful and people will find us out and its a hard thing to go through tbh. its something i still struggle with a lot. and like.. it’s ok. like for some reason our garbage brains tell us the nice things we have are because we heated or stole them or we juts straight out do not deserve them, and I get it. it sucks. I dont know why it happens but it sucks.

But man. we deserve it. we deserve the nice compliments, the good things that happen to us. We deserve the nice and the good because its you! you made it yourself. because due to your hard work, you got where you are. and like... it sucks sometimes and it feels like your brain is yelling at you and im sorry for that but the things you’ve gotten, the promptions, the friendships, the rewards- its because you deserve it. because you’re a good person. those ppl liking your drawings. you deserve it. those ppl liking your cooking- you deserve it. those ppl liking your fics- you deserve it.

IT is hard to believe that we as humans, and as flawed as we are are deserving of love and care but we are. you are. it is hard ot understand and it stings but, you have to remember that sometimes you dont have to listen to yourself, don’t listen to yourself at al

listen to those who love you and say you deserve to be loved