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giving birth sucks tbh. not only do you and the baby you’re birthing almost die, usually you shit yourself and often you tear your taint. then you have to push an organ out of your body (placenta) and if even a little of that remains in your body, you can hemorrhage to death or develop an infection that essentially rots your body from the inside out. even if you had a relatively “easy birth”, you bleed for weeks on end. even after that stops, your body and brain is changed for the rest of your life, the pregnancy leeched minerals from your bones, that can cause osteoporosis later. minor urinary incontinence is not uncommon, brain scans of people who gave birth show permanent changes in their brain, you’re never quite the same.

I say all of this not to say giving birth is disgusting but it is a harrowing and visceral experience. society downplays how fucking awful it is and makes it out to be a ~magical~ experience but it isn’t a magical transformative experience for everyone. it can be an extremely traumatic experience for someone who wanted to carry a pregnancy to term, much more so for someone who did not want to be pregnant in the first place or someone who knows their baby won’t survive the birth. anyway, abortion is a right. pregnancy and birth aren’t just inconvenient, it’s fucking awful.

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Vincent Van Gogh

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Anyone who ever said the key to life is always having something to look forward to is so right . The days are so much brighter when there’s always something to look forward to

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what’s meant for me will find me yes but I also have to meet it halfway and encourage it to happen so it does

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i dont agree or disagree i just thinks its intetesting

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Mexico Weekly Ledger, Missouri, November 20, 1879

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Turns out true love is real and it’s your friends

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This picture of the sun rising from behind Mt. Fuji (Japan) was taken Yoko Okamoto

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Nakazawa Motoki & Kobayashi Toranosuke for TVガイドdan vol.52

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Ah, look at you. There's grass all over your head.

I HEAR THE SUNSPOT ひだまりが聴こえる (2024) EPISODE 10

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"It's late July and the university is on summer break. Nacchan and I… Well, especially Nacchan, were spending most of each day just lazing around. The other Danchi residents were not taking things as easy. Because the Danchi's Big Summer Event, the 'Yūhino Summer Festival' was coming up." — Danchi no Futari, Episode 5

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Miracles always happen when I least expect them and I think it’s because they’re meeting me halfway

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After math of a ice leaf formed by freezing rain in China

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Looking back at this post on how excited I was to be hired to the job feels surreal right now. Today was my last day at work, without another job planned next. Can't believe that 4 years+ flew by just like that. I have definitely learned a lot during my time there but I feel like it's time for me to go and explore the world outside. Future is still an unknown for me right now but I'll embrace it while trying to find where my heart really desires. I feel like I don't only bid farewell to my job but also a part of me. It was my first job right after graduation so it will always have a special place in my heart.

New adventure awaits and I can't wait to see what the future holds.

Wishing myself the best of luck! 🤞🏼🍀

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It’s already 1st of August and I’m still… well unemployed…

But!!! I just submitted my application to this company that I’m really interested in so hopefully I can get some good news from them later!

Wish me luck! huhu

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The Fish Tale (2022) ‘さかなのこ’ dir. Shuichi Okita

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lijiang丽江, yunnan province of china

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walk slow time ゆっくりしてってって