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Just gonna manifest here:

I will get a job where I can utilise my skills and technical expertise

I will get a job where the company appreciates my effort

I will get a job where my manager is understanding and kind to subordinates

I will get a job where colleagues are helpful and willing to collaborate

I will get a job at a company that put the people first

I will get a job where the compensation package is 20% more than my previous salary (RM 5k) with other benefits eg. phone allowance, car allowance etc

I will get a job with more than average annual leaves (>16 days ) that I can take to travel to places

I will a get job with international exposure aka overseas travelling for training/seminar/trial

I will get a job that is not too far from my place (distance within 10-15km)

I will get a job in December and first day starts in January

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(grabs you by the shoulders) you have to make room for new experiences in your life. you have to go through the unpleasant work of leaving your comfort zone, even if just for a few minutes at a time. because if you don't, your brain will trick you into stagnation. you will start to believe that the world can barely fit you in it. but that's not true. it's the opposite way around. you can fit the whole word inside of you. your task is only this: to welcome it with open arms

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Okay so now my wedding is done and still unemployed, I've been submitting resumes since the past 3 weeks+, no news came back. Like nothing. I wont deny that I kinda feel defeated and disappointed but I'm getting bored being at home with nothing much to do. I'm just gonna pray and hope for the best while getting some part-time job by helping my friend with his canele business.

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get around people who talk about ideas, growth, visions, success

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Start

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the only way to get what you want is to be brave enough to move towards it. if there is a willingness to be momentarily uncomfortable in order to live the life that calls from your heart then fear loses much of its claim over you and your decisions

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giving birth sucks tbh. not only do you and the baby you’re birthing almost die, usually you shit yourself and often you tear your taint. then you have to push an organ out of your body (placenta) and if even a little of that remains in your body, you can hemorrhage to death or develop an infection that essentially rots your body from the inside out. even if you had a relatively “easy birth”, you bleed for weeks on end. even after that stops, your body and brain is changed for the rest of your life, the pregnancy leeched minerals from your bones, that can cause osteoporosis later. minor urinary incontinence is not uncommon, brain scans of people who gave birth show permanent changes in their brain, you’re never quite the same.

I say all of this not to say giving birth is disgusting but it is a harrowing and visceral experience. society downplays how fucking awful it is and makes it out to be a ~magical~ experience but it isn’t a magical transformative experience for everyone. it can be an extremely traumatic experience for someone who wanted to carry a pregnancy to term, much more so for someone who did not want to be pregnant in the first place or someone who knows their baby won’t survive the birth. anyway, abortion is a right. pregnancy and birth aren’t just inconvenient, it’s fucking awful.

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Vincent Van Gogh

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Anyone who ever said the key to life is always having something to look forward to is so right . The days are so much brighter when there’s always something to look forward to

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what’s meant for me will find me yes but I also have to meet it halfway and encourage it to happen so it does

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i dont agree or disagree i just thinks its intetesting

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Mexico Weekly Ledger, Missouri, November 20, 1879

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Turns out true love is real and it’s your friends

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This picture of the sun rising from behind Mt. Fuji (Japan) was taken Yoko Okamoto

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Nakazawa Motoki & Kobayashi Toranosuke for TVガイドdan vol.52