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hinamie · 7 months ago

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some quick jjk eye paintings

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #megumi fushiguro #yuji itadori #nobara kugisaki #yuta okkotsu #gojo satoru #geto suguru #ryoumen sukuna #fanart #jjk fanart #tagging everyone feels like it took longer than the actual painting my god #i believe ive gone on record waxing poetic about how i love lower eyelids and how i could paint them fr hours #so i put my money where my mouth is and thats what i did today . self care :)#i had a cool idea fr gojo where i wanted to do like an abberated effect to show 2 extra sets of eyes #but god it looked cluttered and awful no matter what layer mode i put it on sdgdgjsdg #settled fr chromatic abberation on th irises :')#quickish painting but i am ! happy !#very proud also of the different eye shapes i ws able to achieve while keeping them consistently sized #was worried abt geto there fr a sec #but tbh he turned out to be one of my favs ????? surprised myself #anyway this is my love letter to eye skin <3 i love u lower eyelid folds mwah <3

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naggascradle · 2 months ago

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#asoiaf #a song of ice and fire #valyrianscrolls #i feel like i see people bring up this line all tje time to criticize theon and call him awful but its like.#the most blatant obvious line where he looks in the camera and says Haha My Dad Would Beat Me and Call Me Names. Fathers Do That!#and its like. oh my fucking god i knowww . I KNOW people think hes annoying or a piece of shit and he is atrocious dont get me wrong but #hes literally the most blatant metaphor of how abuse can affect a person into who they are #like no shit sherlock he desperately wants the starks to accept him. his actual dad would fucking beat him and he got taken outta that home #and placed in a new one where like one guy liked him as a friend but everyone else was kinda cold #<- WOAH! a metaphor about the foster care system and the way it affects a person.#like fucking obviously he bends over backward to try to get the approval of his peers or have fatherly approval #What else did you expect. Why do you think he makes all those choices ramsay suggests to him about trying to #get the respect of all of his men. he doesnt want to lose the respect. like.#Okay. Done now thank you #grace post

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fox-guardian · 3 months ago

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I can't get over that last scene from this episode. that long pause where sam was quietly grabbing a drink and you could barely hear celia talking to jack as she put him to bed in the other room. nothing was happening in that moment that needed to be recorded. no terrible events no big revelations. just sam and celia quietly going about their lives, sharing a domestic moment.

as something watched and listened. and we don't know why it's listening.

#ramblings with major #the magnus protocol #tmagp #tmagp spoilers #its like. its so unsettling because a) that faint ambient music did its job Very Well #but also b) we didnt have that in tma!! anything soft and domestic was left to the imagination!!#we got a couple establishing bits from scotland and then The Mass Ritual statement was recorded for obvious reasons #upton house also had very little on tape after the statement was done #i dont think there was ever that kind of quiet slow 'fluff' scene like that in tma #and there was always some reason things were being recorded. usually someone was aware of a tape being on #now theres just colin being colin and everyone else is only vaguely aware that their Computers are listening #no one knows about the phones not really. or the personal laptops. or the nanny cams.#and this is just. so much more unsettling. i love it sm it feels So invasive and awful ough

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aenslem · 2 months ago

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THE RAVEN Star Trek: Voyager

#trekedit #startrekedit #star trek #treksource #startrekgifs #mine*#sd*#tvedit #voy #kathryn janeway #seven of nine #kate mulgrew #jeri ryan #the lighting of this scene is awful uuuugh #i just love the way she touches her face??#like... okay it looks like seven did not just say good night #but also kissed her and left #and she is sitting there thinking about it touching her face #ma'am mA'AM!#anyway im hating the catsuit even more on my rewatch #every time seven's on screen i feel like i can't breathe it is so tight it feels so uncomfortable #yall can hate picard all you want but im so glad it gave us seven in normal clothes #praying for captain seven show to happen PLEASE PLEASE UNIVERSE I NEVER AKSED ANYTHING BEFORE #except the times i asked something #but we need seven as captain we need her have her own ship and crew and show and her girlfriend as number one #we need it WE NEEEED IIIIIT

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atoriv-art · 2 months ago

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older designs for my specialest guy

#you actually could pay me to watch boruto the payment is reviving any of madara-obito-itachi in a cheap fan service moment. itd work on me 👍#neji hyuga #hyuga neji #art #fanart #naruto #2024 #i think konoha would love to project the will of fire shit onto neji after what he did. ya know. trying to give your life 'for the village'#in that way hed probs have a lot of respect from others but respect has never been enough when your life still isnt yours 😛#the pessimism would likely take a bit to return to him but it Would return hes just like. less interpersonally volatile #the realization you had two whole very public meltdowns and no one that matters cared will do that to you #anywayfor the happy ending one. i think while neji is always going to be a little bit bitchy hes bound to soften up a lot when he's not #under constant stress and has to micromanage his every thought #i like to think that if he were allowed to hed grow into a very outwardly warm person. sunflower :)#and my general opinions of neji and boruto are:#1. yes it is a blessing to not be made to be straight married #2. however consider: what if i wanted to see neji be a dad. i dont care for romantic njten but i do not hate it. it would be acceptable #when i think abt this guy in boruto hes chronically single but still.talking about what CANON could be. it would be acceptable #3. yes hiashi shouldve gotten his ass killed in the war but i would be lying if i said the awful family reunions #are not fun as a concept #are they fun on purpose? no #but the rule is: A situation can suck if it sucks on purpose #and 4. i know about the time travel episode i have mixed feelings on it.#anyway no hate if you like boruto i like being hyperbolic for fun but its just anime. the kids seem cute #but if any other hyuga-brained person ever wants to get unimaginably angry you should also watch the hiashi birthday episode of boruto #thats my special recommendation from me to you

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somegrumpynerd · 9 months ago

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When you find out years later that you accidentally named one of your henchmen

Image ID: A multi-panel comic featuring au sanses. Panel 1: In Killer's original universe. A dark figure stands in the foreground while Killer is sitting back in the snow, covered in blood. Killer says "wh-what are you?" Panel 2: The dark figure is Nightmare but only his smile is visible. He says "I am Nightmare, guardian of all negativity in the multiverse ...and I have a proposition for you, Sans." Panel 3: Nightmare's hand is outstreched, he says "Come with me willingly and I'll take you out of this desolate and barren universe and let you loose on many others." Panel 4: Killer is looking back at Nightmare warily, a thought bubble shows he is thinking "other universes...?". He says "...in exchange for what? What do you want with me?" Panel 5: Nightmare's tentacles are reaching out towards Killer. He says "I feed off the fear and misery and hatred in this world, stirring these up will keep me powerful enough to fight against the guardian of positivity. In short," Panel 6: Nightmare is looming over Killer now, his tentacles surrounding him. He says "I just need you to be a good little killer." The word killer is in red text. Panel 7: Killer is grasping Nightmare's hand, having accepted his offer. Panel 8: Now in a different au, Nightmare stands beside Killer as he taunts Dream, who is out of frame. He says "You're outnumbered now Dream, I have a killer with me this time." The word killer is in red text again. Panel 9: Dream is lying on the ground looking hurt and ruffed up. Killer is standing in the background, looking ready to continue beating Dream up. Nightmare says from out of frame "You should know better than to turn your back on a killer by now." The word killer is in red text again. Panel 10: Nightmare is standing by Killer again, looking smug. He says to Dream, who is not shown "You'll need more than that pathetic bow next time you meet with my killer here." The word killer is in red text again. Killer is looking towards Nightmare, pleased with this. Panel 11: We are now in Nightmare's castle, present day. It is revealed to be Killer telling these events to Dust, who looks bored. Killer says "-and the name stuck, so that's why I'm called Killer now." Dust says very quietly "did I ask" Panel 12: Nightmare is standing in the corner behind them, he looks very surprised and concerned after hearing all this. Text with an arrow pointing to him reads "Didn't realise he had done this." Killer from out of frame says "he doesn't really call me his killer anymore tho" with a frowny face. Dust, also out of frame, says "that's nice now shut up" End ID.

#UTDR #UTMV #My Art #Truce au #Killer Sans #Nightmare Sans #Remember when I said I wouldn't have that comic done? Sike I finished it earlier #Anyway you ever accidentally name a guy and don't realise until years later when he brings it up #Killer loves it because he feels special for getting his own name that's not just his au #(and also because he wants to be Nightmare's favourite and this is his evidence)#Nightmare hates this. He did NOT mean to name his henchman like a pet he feels awful #Maybe down the road Dream can convince him how much Killer loves it and he'll let it go #Killer absolutely hates being called sans he doesn't want to think about his old life #So the new job and name were kind of just what he needed at the start #Anyway I'm rambling. I just thought it was interesting Killer was one of the few to not be named for his au #And given the name it might be something Nightmare had a hand in #He also helped him find his signature look with the inverted clothes colours but we'll get to that another time this is already too long

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evenmyhivemindisempty · 6 months ago

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My controversial opinion about Hob Gadling is that I believe he’s absolutely the sort of guy that “puts things behind him”, and tries to wash his hands clean of the things he feels icky about. This is implied pretty well in the show, with him blithely moving from soldiering and robbery to printing, from slaving to… whatever it was he was doing in the 19th century instead. That being said, this is not at all the same as actively trying to atone, or even making a concerted effort to be a better person, and I really wish fandom could tell the difference!

#the amount of times I’ve seen people argue that Hob has redeemed himself and ofc feels really horrible about his role in the slave trade #but there is ZERO textual indication that’s true #in fact judging by how he acts in the 19th century and how he was after all the other shit he did that he maybeeee feels kind of sheepish #and would just like to move on thanks!#i love flawed characters and I love monstrous characters and I love hypocrites and I love friendly amoral assholes #Hob is genuinely a super compelling character and embodies the sort of greed of humanity we see in other forms in Madoc and Burgess #he’s got a more friendly face and he’s a slightly lighter version of it but sandman presents humanity as fundamentally flawed and greedy #and Hob is that to a T #I’d really love it if fandom embraced this version of Hob #making him a fluffy anti-racist progressive hip college professor is just so weird #or especially when they have him espouse progressive views… in the past???#look Hob is actual facts a worse person than the Corinthian in a lot of metrics #when I see 17th century Hob talk about the beautiful diversity of humans I just lose my mind a little #also he’s clearly a wolf of Wall Street yuppie asshole in 1984 #hot take Dreamling would be more fun and spicier if people leaned into Hob’s canon traits more #both Dream and Hob are kind of awful #I actually like Hob!#but… man I do not like fanon Hob one bit

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die-tenebris · 3 months ago

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don't wanna derail the post I saw this discussion on- it was all in the notes anyway, so it certainly isn't op's problem. I'm gonna say this with so much love:

Calling somebody a 'theyfab' is not punching up. If someone's being transmisogynistic, say that, or call them a bigot. Naming the tangible harm done to you will always be the most effective thing to do.

The cis people who created that term made it with the explicit intent to mock and insult people's identities. No matter what you mean when you say it, this is its origin and to most people, its only meaning. It describes nothing about the discrimination you face.

People afab are marginalized, especially if they're queer. You cannot "punch up" on a fellow oppressed group. I understand the specific vitriol that they inflict on you hurts.

You don't need a word to call somebody, you need and deserve adequate justice for the tangible harm done to you; and my heart aches that nobody queer- especially trans women- ever seems to receive that.

I'm aware I can't make anybody do anything, so I'm not gonna try to tell you not to use that word. I just want to say it can't ever address, undo, or heal any harm done to you. It can only redirect it.

#da #the og post was about transmisogyny and transfeminism and that was an important discussion I did not wanna elbow into #I'm addressing the people in the notes who were saying they 'NEED' this word in order to 'punch up' to their oppressors #I do feel for every trans woman and transfem having to exist on the internet rn. everyone's being awful to you all from every side #Dearly sorry that fellow afab people are making all your lives such hell #just also know that nothing about the word theyfab describes a bigot. nothing about it explains what harm was done to you.#it serves solely to mock an aspect of someone's identity. because hateful cis people created it to do that #you don't 'need' a targeted insult to use against someone directing hatred towards you.#cannot stress enough that the only group who can reclaim a harmful term is the one it's used against #i completely understand afab people can be particularly awful with their transmisogyny #calling them a theyfab will not help anything. I know. I'm sorry. you're hurt and it sucks. name calling cannot change that

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electrozeistyking · 2 months ago

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POURRIR DISEASE (AS DEPICTED IN THE “IN ROT AND INFECTION AU”).

STAGES OF POURRIR.

ADDITIONAL NOTES:

Pourrir disease seems to progress faster when ingested, or when infected individuals have a lot more power for stronger Craft.

Pourrir in bread and pastries appears similar to mold at first, then progresses into unusual lumps if left unintended for too long.

Currently no proper name for the gunk. Looks like blood, but is far too thick, smells far too foul, and tastes far too rancid.

Infected individuals appear not to be cognizant in final two stages. Mainly unnaturally happy at all times.

Distancing yourself from an infected loved one as they progress through pourrir disease may limit your risk of getting infected.

#yeah babyyyy you know what time it is #everyone’s favourite staple of an infection au: the only one i’m actually doing/including!!! look at this awful stages!!!#especially the fourth one how did i draw that. vile vile vile #siffrin looking at this: ahahah im in danger #tw body horror #tw blood #tw veins #tw drowning mention #tw gore #in stars and time #in stars and time au #isat au #in rot and infection au #in rot and infection #zeisty’s heavy hitters #zeisty’s in betweens #feel weird putting down isat au tags without the isat characters #but people do need to know how pourrir disease works so. heheheheh >:3

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dailynakaharachuuya · 1 year ago

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10. Painters AU 12. Coffee shop AU 15. Dazai Chuuya 15 16. ADA AU

#bungo stray dogs #bungo stray dogs dazai #bungo stray dogs chuuya #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs chuuya #bungou stray dogs dazai #bsd #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #skk #soukoku #inktober 2023 #(I did the ones I missed!!)#(Been feeling so awful today haha like genuinely what am I feeling so down about)#(Anyway I hope everyone else is enjoying their day)#(I streamed these drawings today~~)

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courfee · 1 month ago

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for day 9 and 26 of @jeguluskinktoberr <3

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mirroredmasquerader · 2 months ago

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This is one of the first few things I drew in color for this nonsense I think

#art #drawing #dayshift at freddy's #dsaf #traditional drawing #traditional illustration #traditional art #illustration #colored pencil #colored sketch #peter dsaf #dsaf peter #jack dsaf #dsaf jack #jack kennedy dsaf #peter kennedy #i did this one before i played the game actually #i was at a convention and rot gave me a fuckton of non-spoiler-y incorrect quotes as prompts and I just. went for it.#i ended up doing all eighteen to some extent of quality. if there is interest i shall share whichever i deem least awful.#the same can be said about the first drawings i actually DID for anything dayshift related #but i refuse to let them be seen without being asked for them. i have improved much at drawing these fellas since those first sketches.#anywhizzle! i do feel that this one in particular holds up in my own mind at least for the most part!#i need to stop rambling about nothing in the tags! this isn't even interesting or funny! I'm just saying nonsense words!!#wait no i've got it hold on #one might say...#that everything i just said...#amounts to... *jack*-shit.#...#anyone?#yeah no I'll just see myself out

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neilperryismine · 1 month ago

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when am i going to learn not to read anderperry fanfiction and then watch anderperry edits (which are all sad) at like 3am????

#i need sleep but I’ve just been extremely happy and giddy bc anderperry!!!! and now I’m on the verge of tears bc i just opened tiktok #and the dps editors are never happy #i should know I’m one of them #and did i mention this always happens at like 3am and it’s literally 3am now idk how im going to sleep and im gonna feel awful tomorrow #i need to fix my sleep schedule and stop doing this #shoutout to our ours dps fic tho it’s sooooo good #dead poets society #neil perry #todd anderson #anderperry #charlie dalton #richard cameron #chameron

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babytoothbrain · 5 months ago

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I am the Same Person I was in August

"Oom Sha La La", Haley Heynderickx//"All That Wanting, Right?", Devin Kelly// "Funeral" Phoebe Bridgers//"Extracting the Stone of Madness", Alejandra Pizarnik// "Little Beast", Richard Siken// all photos are mine! Photography on @el3ctraaa

#web weaving #poetry #prose #spilled ink #intertextuality #haley heynderickx #devin kelley #phoebe bridgers #alejandra pizarnik #richard siken #sooooo it's been a sec since the last time i made a web weaving lollllll #this one is basically just me being at my parents house and miserable #like i thought to myself wow i was so happy in june but then july comes and reminds me I'm the same person i was in may!#who was the same person i was last may and the may before and wowwwwww I can't escape myself!#no matter how happy i think i can be and how long i think i can make it last i like have to face myself again #and this myself is like the awful thing but i know it's me because it just feels like it #and i feel like i did all this shit last year and i thought i had truly changed my life but I didn't i am still the same shitty awful perso #and that's what i wanted to convey with this

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simptasia · 2 months ago

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LOST: Season One

#lost #abc lost #lost one cap per ep #this was a project i was gonna do anyways but the timing worked out that i could post the first one on the 20th anniversary!#this is one cap per ep every season. from left to right. and this is important: its not a cap that sums up each ep #its a cap that REPRESENTS each ep. the way i choose them varies every episode #sometimes its an utterly iconic moment. sometimes it reps the theme of the ep. or it hits with a theme of the character themselves #sometimes the cap i use won't even involve the character whose centric episode it is. trust me. this makes sense #anyways i'll give a good example: for outlaws i was so tempted to use a shot of the judgemental soulful gaze of the boar #or perhaps sawyer in the rain after he shot that man #but! i used that shot of sawyer's dads legs as sawyer is hiding under the bed. i feel it worthy because this moment. this scene #is literally a core part of sawyer. it's a defining moment of his backstory. of his character. so yeah. makes sense yeah?#anyways some eps had Too Much going on (lord i could make one of these for exodus part 1 alone) and some not enough #or well they DID but like lacked in caps that Hit in the way im thinking. thank heavens charlie shot ethan cuz i was worried about that ep #i was like ''aw shit what am i gonna use'' and then an iconic lost moment happened kjhfdsjkhfd #anyways. there are 25 eps in season one. so im really glad that the last ep contains one of the moment iconic visuals/moments in all of los #oh i should add that these caps are unedited. i did not fuck with the colours or saturation in any way #i found 'em and i pieced them together. this is harder than it sounds. i browsed through all the screencaps of every ep of season one #and i will do so the remaining five seasons #some of these were super easy like i knew what cap i'd be using before i even started (eg. do no harm. the moth. in translation)#but some took some real Thinking. and some eps even had several caps that would have worked. this has all been quite interesting #also yeah. y'all already know damn well what cap i'm using for the very last episode

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iceclew · 5 months ago

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theyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosofttheyaresosoftmmmmmhhhhh!!!!

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yeah some mistakes, yeah i can't do proper backs yet, I don't fcking care honestly, i love it <3

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