#i explicitly state this post is not pro weight loss so dont fucking like for ~ inspiration~
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I've lost quite a bit of weight over the past year - I'm not assigning any positive or negative value to it, it's just a change my body went/is going through - but it's so fucking weird how different I look??? I've honestly never really known what my body actually looks like because I grew up as a slightly chubby kind in the early 2000s (god that time period was especially fucking miserable for anyone who wasn't a size 00) so I've been taking a lot of photos of myself over the past few years in order to get a more accurate image of myself and be comfortable with it. But I was looking through pictures last night that I took just a few months ago and I look so different??? Like obviously I'm not a complete different person but idk putting a photo of myself from 1 year ago and one from today right next to each other was really fucking jarring. It's so weird how much our bodies change throughout our lives
#again this is not pro weight loss in any way shape or form#and if im being honest most if not all of it has been fairly unhealthy and has absolutely triggered a lot eating disorder & body image shit#but at this point im just trying to have a healthy relationship with my body and figure out what im comfortable with#also i kinda just want to know what it's like to be smaller??#like when i was younger and actually smaller I didn't know because i was constantly being harassed by pretty much everyone about my weight#so idk i just wanna know what it's like#statically im most likely gonna gain a bunch of weight back anyways so 🤷#but yeah its just weird seeing how much our bodies can and will change#also i should probably add some trigger warnings to this#tw body talk#tw weight#tw weight loss#tw body image#tw body dysmorphia#personal#oh also fuck you to the eating disorder page that liked this post#look im sorry you're obviously dealing with your issues but fuck off#i explicitly state this post is not pro weight loss so dont fucking like for ~ inspiration~#god i get so use to everyone ignoring my posts (which is great im definitely not complaining about that)#but sometimes i forget this shit i public and assholes can find this shit#seriously i lived through 2013 eating disorder tumblr so imma need you to stay the fuck away bc i am not dealing with this shit again
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