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What is your rottmnt Dawn au about? I have already just seen a few pages about it and I'm already curious about it and like it as well!
God, I Have Some Questions (or Dawn AU which is far less of a mouthful) is about a young Donnie losing his way home and getting nabbed by a religious sect. they dont seem to mind that he's not exactly human, and in fact, keep telling him that everything he knows is completely untrue.
Basically, Don (Dawn) grows up in an extremely abusive cult and Deals With It.
Every single small peek into her his life is almost word for word my experience being raised in a similar cult... minus the mutants. Not all of the things discussed happened directly to me, but i was a witness to a lot until i started stepping more and more out of line. then i wasnt permitted to leave my room.
There was never a time that i believed in anything they said - i dont know how or why, but since i was small, i always questioned everything. i figured Donnie would behave similarly.
anyway, this is a way to work thru it with my FAVORITE PURPLE IDIOT :)
he will not be having a good time :D
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#god i have some questions#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise donnie#rise donatello#donatello#dawn au#heck draws#i escaped when i was 20#and lived a semi-free life for a brief period of time and then joined the military#arguably another cult in its own right#and now im going to college for art#it took me a while BUT I GOT HERE#heck asks#tw cult#tw religion#tw abuse
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The first five illustrations are done for my little project - a full illustration for each chapter of my fic🥹🫶
Which one is your favorite???
I really only started drawing fanart back in April because I wanted to be able to do this eventually🤭💓 I remember the first time I tried to draw in a more illustration style back in March, I was like🤨😐🤔 how do they (the amazing artist here) do it😔😔😔 (IT WAS REALLY BAD OKAY). I started drawing all of the HL characters like crazy and posting my progress here, eventually working up the courage to post about Eloise, and then eventually bits and pieces of my writing🥹
IM JUST SO SO HONORED YOU LIKE MY YAPPING ABOUT THESE TWO…MY THOUGHTS ON THEM…MY ART…all of my interactions here really make my day so THANK YOU!!!🙏🙏🙏🙏
#honestly even seeing the progress in these illustrations is SO COOL!!!#like I want to redo the first one already bc I know I can do a better job😭#but I have 20 more chapters to illustrate and more as I keep writing too🥰#so I’ll just keep going#& I’m SO excited for the next chapters bc they’re when my fic gets canon divergent and I start to have a lot of fun with the story🥹🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶#I just wanted to put these all in one post to document my progress with these#I think my favorite is still when they’re escaping madam scribner#or when Eloise was sorted🥹🫶#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc
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okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#not art#fhjy spoilers#its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical#like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real#like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this#yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out#meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring!#theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it#its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started#the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show#which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them#and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear#that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others#thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and#a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he#wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude#its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others#and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT#Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere#Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually#Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!
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ALSO if prisoners could get educated then prisons could run themselves more reliably and function like communities which is conducive to a growing/healing/learning/absolving mindset
#sorry i just have so many opinions on prison abolition thanks to being the child of a prisoner#former prisoner#tho prison basically ruined his life forever and now he's a crazy old man#what did he go to prison for?? a few things but most damning was when we has like 19-22 or something he stole a car to impress a girl#he also lit it on fire which I will admit is worse but#a 19 year old kid (who got kicked out at 16 mind you) just trying to impress a girl and he went to prison for basically his whole 20s#he did uh. he did actually allegedly escape at one point but my aunt turned him back in. snitch#anyway yeah#i was born when he was 34 and like a handful of years if not months out at most#i was an accident rebound baby but then he ended up being a single father lmfao#said it taught him more than prison ever could#if you read all these tags that turned into a rant have a cookie
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I cannot BREATHE at the Wanda Childa’s fake death performance. Everything about it was so fucking funny and peak intrepid heroes of them
#fig using a luck point at the beginning to make sure Ruben was actually even there#or else all of it would be nothing#Kristen 2.0 with a terrible fake British accent FLIRTING with Fabian#the rest of them crouched in the bushes to help in various way#KRISTEN WITH NO PROFICIENCY TAKING THE SHOT EVEN THOUGH FABIAN IS RIGH THERE#fig being chaotic af and using her acting feat to get above a 30 deception roll anyway#when they realize the death ward means fig literally cannot escape herself#Adaine enlarging gorgug to pretend to be the figure and take Wanda child’s away#peak chaos#peak intrepid heroes#peak comedy#I love them all so much#wanda childa#emily axford#fig faeth#intrepid heroes#BRENNAN WITH THE WHATCHA SAY REFERENCE#dimension 20#d20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#the name#fhjy ep 17#the name spoilers#fantasy high spoilers#live reaction
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at sundown yesterday, my baked potato went biting and snarling into that good night. i love and miss her with all my heart. 🧡
#yeah i haven't been around because every spare moment was spent with her#we took her on many epic end-of-life adventures swaddled in a baby wrap#20 years old and barely able to walk but trying to escape into the forest#i want to be her when i grow up#roz#cats#/not plant related#i should be back with new content and shit soon
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The really cool part about being an artist is that you can just draw whatever you want
#zero escape#ztd spoilers#ai the somnium files#phi zero escape#mizuki date#kaname date#sigma klim#hitomi sagan#diana ztd#when i realized that mizuki would be 21 in 2028(when phi is 20) i knew what i had to do#this could be the world's most convoluted sitcom lets make it happen Uchikoshi#my art
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with the help of the notes on my last post i escape my captors and sprint for the door, screaming over my shoulder—
jammer is!!!! such an amazing character and no one talks about him enough!!!!!!! no one talks about how he has two worlds that don’t mesh with one another that he is struggling to keep from colliding too much!!!!! no one talks about how he works so hard to make sure he’s taking care of everyone else that he is neglecting himself!!!!!! k and evan are the poster children for self-neglect, sure, but showering regularly and knowing that it’s going to make things awkward if you thank someone for not attacking you suddenly makes a guy not need the help and support of his friends i guess!!! the fact that he had to literally be knocked on his ass to be made to think about the fact that he does not HAVE to do it all to be worthy of the love he receives is perfect storytelling by lou and aabria!!!!! he is just a normal guy but he is not just a normal guy because a normal guy isn’t being pulled in a thousand different directions and constantly adding more because he can’t say no when people say they need his help!!!!!! a normal guy doesn’t put on a brave face and set a timer for 30 seconds to cry it out when his best friend dies!!!!!! a normal guy wouldn’t stick around and save magic after his mission was technically completed!!!!!! people forget that jammer is an innately curious and inventive person and his relationship with tabby being fraught until he has the moment of clarity and empathy and connection because tabby just wants to know and to be a part of something and that’s what he wants too!!!! jammer’s dedication to his team and family as a part of lou wilson’s never ending parade of characters who foster community wherever they go is one of the best parts of watching this season!!!!!!!
#dimension 20#d20 misfits and magic#whitney jammer#lou wilson#d20 spoilers#I don’t know when I went from like drunk at a party to escaping from capture but here we are#still haven’t watched this weeks episode so shhhhhh
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i just won an escape room with some friends but only because we were singing and dancing
#We were given like 20 minutes of extra time just with singing and dancing#Escape room#WHY DOES PRISON AND JAIL SHOW UP WHEN I TYPE ESCAPE ROOM#escape rooms#Escape room win#Win#W
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I read just lovers and now I am not the same
#I can't believe I escaped the marauders fandom during the height of my hp obsession when I was 13 only to get into it at 20#james potter#regulus black#jegulus#fanart#sad draws#zeppazariel#marauders fandom#starchaser
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honestly thank god it’s looking like kristen and fig dont want to/couldn’t get into college cuz. there is no way in hell that jawbone and sandra lynn would have been able to put three kids through college at once
#i say this as someone who was only able to go to college cuz my sibling didn’t it’s like. a relief. it sucks but it’s true#i watch this show for escapism when really it’s just fucking hs flashbacks#d20#fhjy#fantasy high#dimension 20#kristen applebees#fig faeth#adaine abernant
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I feel like no one has mentioned that dan OFFERED TO GIVE HUNCH UPPIES????
#like it was such a small moment i nearly missed it#but its when Hunch is about climb the fire escape and Dan just casually asks do you need me to give you Uppies??#(or something along those lines)#and im like.... the episode was full of other ship content (A with both fawn AND flight and Imelda straight up getting engaded!!)#plus dan and Hunch were only really with eachother at the start#but its lowkey such a cute moment???#like if hunch needed the moxie and it was dan boosting him up?????#I NEED THIS!!!!#dimension 20#mentopolis#dan fucks#hunch curio
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#tmnt 2007#casey jones#raphael hamato#rasey#thank you to everyone who voted the lyrics for the caption#I love doing little things like that it makes posting feel more like a community#also using this to try out an art signature for the first time…it’s took just over 3 years but#the turts day posts are doing very well and someone mentioned making a video so it seemed time to sign stuff#I watched 2007 last week and I bought the dvd from my friend#I really love this movie and it’s concepts and idk if it’s because they’re 20+ and I’m in my teweties#or because the Rasey content in this movie is the best canon rasey rep we have BUT I had to draw them#April definitely knows what’s up with these two but she’s not going to tell anyone#and I love what they have lmao#this was a play with lighting exorcise and I found some great music to listen to while I did it and i I#I just wish I had the energy and time to draw more of these guys fully rendered#this is meant to be when they first meet up for the night#you can decide who’s saying what and weather ralhs lifting the mask up or about to pull it down#oh oh also shout out to Helen who is a lovely catholic lady who saw me do this in public and was very supportive and understanding#also listen I know this is like the other 2007 one I did back in March but idc#there just isn’t enough of these guys I want them to f*ck on roof tops and fire escapes#and ride motorcycles obnoxiously out in public and beat people up in the most sadistic way possible#I want them to drink on Aprils couch together#I want them to offload their mental health issues to eachother in supportive healthy ways#I want them to do it in unhealthy ways where Casey shouts at ralh for making him think he was bedridden for 2 years#I want the#to talk about boring adult things and rediscover silly things they did as teens#idk i hate how aprils main role in the film is trying tk change whk casey is thats not a healthy relationship dont romanticise it
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its wild just realizing how much people have done and experienced and how prepared they are for what's to come when i am . very much not . lmao
#having my daily ''oh my god i need to change my program'' crisis#its just idk . i feel like im woefully underprepared for doing any of this kinda stuff when everyone around me already knows#what theyre doing and what they wanna get out of it. idk.#and i have a slightly better idea of what i want to do but i havent figured out how im gonna get there.#and idk.#we were talking about what we want to do with this line of study after graduating and the only thing i could think of#was that i didnt choose this specific field because of what it had to offer#i chose it because it was the easiest way to get out of the situation i was in for a LOT of fucking reasons#and now that im out i guess i can start thinking abt what i really wanna get out of all this. idk.#probably gonna need to wait till next semester anyway but thats fine. ive been waiting for this for 20 years i can wait a little longer#but idk i guess its just a little frustrating feeling so Behind everyone else.#but i guess this is what happens when u pack ur whole life into 2 suitcases to escape a high control cult. who knew!!!#its time for dinner and i crave my daily portion of chow mien. and then i will watch show 3 inches from my computer screen so i can see.#winter speaks#overall i am vibing. a little frustrated with myself but it cant be helped. i am vibing :]#personal
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I've been really missing traditional watercolor painting ever since I switched to digital art 4 years ago, so today... today I'll attempt to get back into it with the power of anime and friendship Elden Ring
wish me luck so it doesn't turn out as if a toddler painted it
#last time i did watercolor i was still in my 20s.. that's wild#anyway i'll also start ds3 today hopefully#and still there's a fucking heatwave so I might scratch all of this#but the attempt is there#i also wanted to mod skyrim today but nah... skyrim modpacks scare me im too schewpit to concentrate rn#i cant concentrate on shit when it's 45 °C#i also should be staying away from tumblr but unfortunately i cant escape fucking idiots even on r34 / youtube or literally anywhere online#so in the end it doesnt even matter
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I finished Artificers campaign last night in one sitting, and honestly I expected to rage quit at least once, but it was great! The scavenger for karma system isn’t amazing, but god I loved not having to worry about my karma level. Karma grinding is the worst part of the game in my opinion.
I got the ending where you just murder everything, and it was awesome. I love killing stuff, it was so much fun.
The only parts I didn’t like was having to haul an elite scav back to the exit gate so I could go report back to 5p, and how the scav king mask took up a hand slot, but it wasn’t so bad.
Anyway, definitely recommend! It was awesome!
#the only other thing that was annoying was the lag#I don’t know why but some parts were extremely laggy and my inputs weren’t inputting#one time I went to this one area that looked a bit like a scav toll#it had a little tunnel underneath you could crawl in so I did when fighting them#just spearing a bunch of them as they tried to get me#until like 20 or so scavengers were there and I was trapped and there were like 30 spears and a few birds and it was laggy as sht#I literally could not escape because of all the bodies!#it was funny though so whatever#rain world#rainworld#rw artificer#rain world artificer#rw scavenger
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