#i draw a lot more physically dont i
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day 95: very very old doodle from physics notebook. they.... . .
#kale art#jean gunnhildr#jean genshin#lisa minci#lisa genshin#kaeya#kaeya alberich#amber#amber genshin#amber genshin impact#mod🥬#i draw amber so mich more physically lol#i made this account assuming that i could post the physical amber but. i dont have my own phone hwo would i do that#but theres like a 100 legible amber doodles at least. ok theres definitely more than that but i want to pretend im sane#i draw a lot more physically dont i
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i think my biggest problem in time management is that i totally overestimate how much energy i have
#so for example ill be like Oh ill play one game. and sometimes i do play more than one lol#but a lot of the time i get to the end of that game and... im too tired to do anything dhbdjdj????#i dont know if its mental or physical but. theres a problem lmao#hmmm i guess if i try to switch it around. but hmmm.#i want to say 'maybe its just about motivation i bet if u switched the tasks around u would#have enough energy left to play a game' but that doesnt necessarily say anything about motivation#it might just mean eg 1 hour drawing takes less energy#also really fucking annoying how autocorrect doesnt want to work in tags
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the challenge of i should commission art of my ocs. would love to commission like, siiyr or bokrae, maybe krachyn or jula. siiyr or bokrae would make the most sense, maybe krachyn. i think theyre the ones with the most detailed notes on their anatomy
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oh god i cannot subject another artist to the anatomical war crimes i committed in making these ocs
#toy txt post#ig id be best off commissioning someone w a lot experience w like. centaurs. let alone commisioning them actually doing anything#interesting. the good bad news is ai cant do it either. fucking i cant even do it. why did i make these bitches. i gave bokrae a gf#but shes not. she cant even. her lips dont really do a kiss shape shes all teeth#siiyr has too many fucking elbows and a weird skull situation#bokraes skull continues to break my brain. i think it does break physics in universe. birdie did weird shit w that eye#its constantly trying to explode#the art ideas i have for bokrae and siiyr have plagued me for years even now in my depression funk of no new ideas#i cant bring myself to subject other artists to them?????#i should specify Bokrae's teeth more tho probably. i used to jokingly explain it away as she has all the teeth/they change#and. they do. canonically birdie has to replace all of her bones over time especially her skull. but also#that was me being lazyyyyyyyyyyyy#idk i know you dont necessarily need like a super detailed ref sheet to commission things but like. if i was commissioning my own ocs id#want that probably?#maybe i will try to draw the girls today. probably not doing anything interesting#bc i have not drawn for One Billion Years and im out of practice with Normal Human Anatomy let alone#these fucking Monsters#also maybe one day ill figure out Jared#pigeon head on a deaths head moth body with gemstone eyes is something i can see in my head but when i try to draw it it doesnt look right#so. need to work on that? the main thing about jared is that he needs to Scuttle#and id like to incorporate a pigeon#hm#hmmmmmmm
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I think there were some serious growing pains when katniss and peeta were starting to "grow close" again.
#NOT TAGGING THIS but yeah this would be maybe a few months post?#when katniss and peeta are just starting to be friends again#while peeta is still kind of adjusting to the new person he is and coming to terms with what he's done in that process#which ends up making him come across as a little bitter? but i dont think he means to be. weird situation obviously.#and i think it's particularly hard for katniss considering she's someone who gets so much comfort from physical contact#and for the person from whom she got so much comfort to have snuck up on her and tried to kill her. twice.#because theres no denying that THAT person is closer to who peeta is now than who he was before being tortured in the capitol#so it takes a long time for her to not fear his touch. i think. and i think although he knows better#peeta's still kind of burned by it. like he understands it but it still hurts kind of thing#... IDK sorry i have a lot of thoughts about how their dynamic would have to fundamentally change post-mj#and its kind of weird how that's glossed over i mean its not plot relevant i guess but if theyre....#WHATEVER anyway yeah.#id like to do smth more with this idea of them adjusting to their new relationship so this is rly just a draft :)#sorry can you tell i could talk about peeniss for hours??? can you tell????????#ive really gotta practice drawing burn scars also because at this point theyd both have pretty angry burn scars on their faces and hands#i also think im rambling a lot here bc i dont want ppl to get the wrong idea or anything bc i hold both of them so close to my heart#same kind of thing as mommy katniss i guess i udnerstand it doesnt portray them in the best light but at the same time i really do think.#realistically they just wouldnt.... be well adjusted? sorry. anwyay. diddle out.
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they should make podcasts more visual for me specifically to have an easier time drawing fanart
#i know its an audio medium but why do half the scenes happen in vague unclear locations???#WHERE THE FUCK ARE THE TWO CHARACTERS HAVING THIS CONVERSATION!!!!#and YES i get why podcast creators tend to leave out physical descriptions to allow for more headcanon space BUT.#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO MAKE IT CLEAR WHO A CHARACTER IS!!! I NEED VISUALS I CAN REFERENCE#also... more symbols that can work as visuals PLEASE im BEGGING...#^^^ guy who has the most nothing problem ever#I WANNA MAKE AMVs AND ANIMATICS BUT NOTHING FUCKING STANDS OUT ENOUGH!!! !GRAHHH#i AM thinking about the grotto btw i have so many questions about the locations and settings of the latest episode.#this is just like that time i forgot that apartments could be on the ground floor and was endlessly confused#i am also thinking about woe.begone fucking impossible ass podcast tghat is stupid hard to draw because the themes are so abstract#and there are rarely visual symbols to use!!!#and a lot of the visuals rely on cultures i don't really understand (i didn't clock that the crust punks were crust punks)#(i dont understand what a valley is )
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Vent piece idk
Ok to reblog but ignore the fucking tags hhh
#Charles ii of spain#Charles ii#Carlos ii#17th century#You know I havent really spoken about the grief of losing your mobility but it is so much more than that#It's also the loss of your freedom physically and socially#And it eats you alive the longer it draws out. I mourn everything i cant do and everything i could.#It's also a financial nightmare having to go to the hospital and being unable to take public transport#AND losing your job#I know it's not a lot compared to what a lot of people have gone through but#The strain has literally killed me i cry like two to three times a week now#And i just dont know when its going to get better or what worse is in store#Or how much ive fallen behind even when it does physically get better#Also there's the autism thing about freaking out if ur body doesn't remain the same so fun fun#So anyway ive thought about committing a LOT since june!! Hahahhahahahah
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Questioni, whoms art thou? (What does your toon look like?)
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Orb Giblets (Imagine I'm looking off to the sky)
If you're talking about ingame, here's what he looks like!
I usually go with the right one bc I think it looks better, but the yellow hypno glasses were apart of the fit for so long (++ they help bring out the yellow) that sometimes I still wear them for fun
Art wise, here's a quick sketch-that-got-out-of-hand of him
I have an older post of the first time I drew him so the styles a bit.. outdated but its colored.
I'll write more about him in the tags as to not make this post longer than needed
#orb giblets#clemart#not putting this in the ttcc tag#nevermind it went in the tag anyways im embarassed#anyways the first time i drew him i didnt really draw his snout bc i didnt understand how to.#the theme with him is graduation bc of the hat so the gown he's wearing is supposed to be a sort of graduation gown. this was mainly just t#match with the hat but also bc i started to pick back up ttcc a lot more when i was closer to graduating hs#he has a little mouse tail as a reminiscence of his old self (used to be a mouse) and also bc i like drawing long tails but have found out#loathe linearting them#ongoing bit that after he graduated he runs a berry review channel on yt but theyre all rotten. all the berries in his basket are rotten an#smell really bad and also he loves to burrow and dig so the gown is torn and dirty at the bottoms and hes not helpful at all to the#resistance. no one invited him . he sees a cog and starts burrowing#also his fingers are claws but i decided to be merciful and give him cartoon physics so he can move them now#also clem funfact the star on the top part of the gown is not a button its just a design with the shirt bc ever since i was young#ive had this weird discomfort of (the texture of) buttons which is also why if you've noticed. i dont draw suits or anything with buttons#felt the need to share just for clarity . scratches my head you probably didnt need to know that#anyways i hope this answered your question ! smile#i might color that drawing in later i kindof like it#clemask
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ive been in a bit of a music discovery drought recently (have only found 2 good AMV imagining songs in the past couple weeks) and i think ive come down with my first case of art block in months but as you can imagine im handling it perfectly fine (explodes on impact)
#i know 2 songs in a couple weeks sounds like a lot. music fans in the 90s would kill to be me with my beloved internet#but im GREEDY and i want MORE fkjsljhkfdlsjkgrslfgrj#also jk jk im good i just gotta draw stiff clunky doodles until it feels good again#art block for me has always felt like. maybe like if an athlete doesnt warm up? but like not in a like dangerous painful way#or maybe closer to if u make like a recipe you make a lot and you made it perfectly fine but it just tastes slightly off#like because of humidity or something? its like i can draw perfectly fine but theres just something off in the physicality of the action#dont feel quite right. like warming up before an exercise though sometimes just pushing through the block gets me back in business#so we'll get there. but i am desperate for more AMV imagining music at all times though
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ive been thinking so much about f,naf things its unreal
#ummm thinkkng about#m.ike....#i need him to be okay#theres a lot of weird technical stuff from the movie but i was going off to my friend about my brain lore ive been crafting and aaasufhkdhg#i was thinking about mik/e being anxious about any type of physical affection and me drawing him a little thing of us cuddling or smth and#it helping him still feel better ( << CRIES SO LOUD)#i want to clarify its the movie m.ike not the games cause i dont know too much about what hes like in the games so forgive me :sob:#ill give him an emoji at some point but uh#theres so much lore#ive drawn a little doodle for it but i wanna make more#i also want to make a halloween drawing of all my favs and their outfits (i think it would be really funny if he was like. Why are you and#A Literal God Damn Angel dressed up as the ani.matronics ?!?!!?!#teehe#ok#i need to go back to work#but cringe post#i care him#thumbs up
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looking through the art i have saved on my laptop and god i used to draw SO much... i need to get back to that
#i did a full month of inktober years ago and dont think i ever posted any of it ??#like i guess i shifted a lot more into experimenting with textiles and making clothes and more physical things#but i rly did love the drawings i was doing and theres surprisingly a lot here that i still love :')#planning out an art section for rosti.neocities very exciting
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moo do you have tips on how to draw
oh god uhm. these are vague more mindset-based things, warning. u can look up tutorials for how to actually draw if that’s what ur looking for… i know that’s how i started drawing. but okay. sure let’s go:
draw what makes u happy for realsies!!! i am never motivated to draw if i don’t like what i’m drawing. also find materials that make you happy (what digital brushes you like, what traditional mediums your prefer) because motivation is higher if u like what ur working with ive found
study the world around you. this goes for everything. people and clothes and backgrounds and animals. you’re living in it right now! i like to look at what i’m wearing and draw jade in it. or like. reference pictures!!!!!! gives me something to go off of. traits + such. i really want to work on just. going outside and drawing trees. because i can just see them! and i suck at drawing trees which has got to be a fixable problem
don’t be afraid of messing up or creating something that looks “bad” because it’s impossible to create something truly bad + u r ur own worst critic. if you’re just starting out it’s not gonna be how you want it to be right away because that takes time. my art style is always always evolving i am always growing. practice practice practice draw everywhere. get used to the feeling of pencil in ur hand. draw fanart on math sheets when you’re bored (i promise u no one’s judging) carry around a sketchbook and draw when ur inspired if you like traditional doodles
on the other side of “don’t be scared” is be proud of urself when u make something you like… celebrate that!!! yay!!
drawing is legit my everything i think. some days i hâte what im drawing some days nothing works and that’s okay too though. i pour my heart on paper and that’s what’s important. to me
#asks#nova coffee tears#i don’t know if like. this is really what ur looking for#but i dont knwo how to explain a process for drawing itself#like i can say draw accirclecstufy noses get comfy w it#but i’d also be a hypocrite cuz i don’t always do that stuff#genuinely though i think the thing that helped me the most with art#was finding styles i wanted to draw like#and then carrying around and filling out a sketchbook#i fill out like two a year which feels like a lot but i know people who do more#it’s just a way for me to always have paper to draw and have soemtbing physical to go oh look how good i’ve gotten
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U know how sometimes you feel a bit (and that bit can vary wildly) sad about how many flaws you have (which is normal and human) and how much growing you can do (which is a good goal but perhaps self destructive once you're putting off A Certain Amount of life until you've done "more work" with that goal post of "more work" always moving farther even though at a certain point you should probably accept that every person is somewhat flawed and always needs to grow more and it's okay to Actively Live one's life and enjoy it DURING that endless process of growing)
Well I certainly feel that way again. I feel like all I should do in my free time for the next 3 months (rather than play or create or self care) is do workbooks for healing and growing. And that I shouldn't bother with my life goals again until I've completed the workbooks At Minimum. (And my instincts are saying ummm that plan sounds like a touch workaholic and avoiding actually living life and isolating)
#rant#i just. i decided i want a loving relationship. its been many years. id like to date again#so i. as usual when i have a problem. looked up HOW#well i read 1 book about physical and thought process changes i can make. and it suggested date within 3 weeks. among other tjings#and so i looked up INTERNAL work to find love. because perhaps if i can fix whatever INTERNALLY draws me to only run into unavailable people#will allow me to start running into AVAILABLE options instead. so i need to complete this 300 page therapy workbook.#and theres no point doing the date within 3 weeks if im only able to ask out unavailable people currently.#so ill do the date in 3 weeks AFTER i complete the workbook.#the workbook is exhaustjng and makes me cry but hey maybe itll help. anyway i wish someone had given it to me 5 years ago#but anyway to hqve time to do with workbook ASAP i dont have time for shows#and i rarely have time for Play anyway. something i hear i need.#because i got chronic illnesss wooh and a lot of my free time i need to go to doctors and physical therapy#and manage my diet (cause i have gastroparesis so if im not careful i Cant eat)#and also i need more muscle so my back stops fucking up.#and also i need time to meditate so my pelvic floor relaxes at least a little to lower the gi issues and pain.#so like.#and then also im sure friends would like to see me more.#meanwhile all i really wanna do? is go to a#cabin by the beach in rhe woods and sleep 2 days then eat cake then read and write my fucking novels
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My train of thought with the spider king is that I want to fatten him up sexily, but I also want to take his fat ass to the beach as my trophy sexy fat boyfriend and go seashelling picking with him. And I put seashells I like on his fat gut as he gazes at me lovingly.
#bîg's text#the spider king#I'd like to actually draw that beach scene one day. Maybe soon#something I forgot to mention about him is that A. he has spider children that fetch him bugs/food#and B. He's nearly constantly on his throne and doesn't get out of his cave... Until Reader shows up that is#they manage to take him outside as he's pretty soft physically and personality wise#He likes seeing the world but mostly getting food more easily. He can only eat bugs but#he can eat honey and insectivore paste (which is a thing- for zoo animals like anteaters)#and as you can guess he eats lots and lots of those and gets even softer...#also about his children- he's afab but can asexually reproduce on his own but he doesn't do it much anymore esp as he gets bigger#I dont know if it was clear that he's afab. But if you saw it then you saw it you get it
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yeah that’s far those damn short have to go 😭😭😭
excatly!!! like genuinely every other pant in existence is better then them 😭😭 I will encourage literally anything else. I like whenever men take control over their appearance and are expressing themselves through fashion. even when it's not necessarily my favourite.
#i think george gets a lot of compliments#and obviously theres a lot of stuff people draw him in or whatever#and i think hes been very reserved about dressing 'flashy' or in anyway that could imply he was showing off his looks#cause hes a very humble and reserved guy when it comes to physical appearance#i dont think it was insecurity but genuinely it can be uncomfortable cause you dont want to come off as vain#especially because of the association of vainness and feminity somewhat#like 'feeling yourself' can sometimes feel as if it comes off as showing off#so it makes me happy to see him wear stuff thats a little more showy#he deserves to feel good#askies
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Not me straight up yapping to my therapist about my crush for 30 minutes
#this type of love is a new feeling for me#foreign but like... in a good way#like i dont understand it. but it feels right. feels like what i should be doing#ya know?#and i say crush but like not the stereotypical kind#p sure this is mutual#and im not tripping over myself about it#been building a relationship with them and honestly i have some feelings#and i want to share those feelings#i have a plan to as well#we're going on a trip at some point to a local island to bird watch and paint#honestly because of my philosophy in regards to romance#the friendship means way more to me than any romantic relationship ever could#but like. i think i want to be their partner#win lose or draw tho i know i want them in my life no matter what#ive never met someone who just gets me off the rip before#theres a comfort with them i havent felt before#i dont have to mask like at all#im free to go mute. im free to yap. im free to be quiet and reserved#they do the exact same#passionate. excitable. considerate. and a massive stoner to boot#we hung out all last week and just got high and talked#made some art and gone out and done some really fun stuff#im just really enjoying their company#i love how they ask permission of like everything#or rather consent#ive got a lot of trauma when it comes to physical contact#and im glad to know that doesnt have to be a worry with them
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Every second of every day I remind myself that I'm going to need to learn to draw gore and body horror and every second of everyday I simply keep imagining it instead of drawing it because I don't even wanna try finding usable refs for the shit I wanna pull off (it also doesn't help that searching up refs for skinless human anatomy is. Annoying to do if you wanna draw someone who isn't made of muscle and nothing else)
#rat rambles#there's also just a lot of stuff that I just sorta. cant find refs for just due to the nature of the image in my head#but yeah I know I can probably find the refs I properly need somewhere out there but its going to be a nightmare for me I hate finding good#reference photos for tings especially when it comes to anything gore or scar related#but yeah au snek you bastard I will draw you some day#she isnt helping me much by having fun bone body horror too :/#and then theres all the other snake stuff I want her to do thats going to be a whole other journey to learn to draw#but that one isnt as bad because it's much easier to find photos of snakes doing goofy snake stuff#aka anytime they use their mouths to do anything ever theyre so silly#au snek is also silly if you ignore the horrors#shout out to her for being the only one of the au antags that wasnt saught out for attempting to/succeeding at destroying their universes#although thats mostly just because snek is tied to physical matter which means that she has less of an inhernet connection to the stuff#pretty much everyone else does abt their universes#au snek was somewhat unique amongst sneks tho in that shes easily one of the most powerful sneks#these guys get a bit closer to the greater power of the function theyre tied to each time they die you see#and au snek has died a Lot#more times than everyone else in the au antag squad combined#which tbf isnt actually saying a lot most of them never actually died that many times if at all#owl for example probably never died herself. all her power came from her consuming her original universe#similar with mase but he might have died at some point idk#and while Id normally say tali is a similar case given the universe she came from shes probably died a fair share of times#and au bloom probably died like once or maybe twice if Im being generous#au fydd didnt die at all hes just built like that#and au aris only died once but her power again comes from her original universe aka uni hi uni#now Id have to do some math to figure out how many times au snek died but I dont wanna do that since itd be kinda complicated#but just trust me she died a lot and her friends also died a lot except for her brothers who only died once since they dont get revived#long story short: they stopped being supplied food
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