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arionaleilani Ā· 1 year ago
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asexualzoro Ā· 1 year ago
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it's december 9th, meaning today is my 23rd birthday (which is my favorite number!), which means it's time for...
Lew Writes Wrapped 2023!!!
im including anything that happened after my last bday, so we have some works from december as well. this one's a bit of a weird one for the total word count, you'll see why
it's all treebark from my sideblog / alt ao3. i cannot change. i will not change. for these im just gonna specify the relationship that's the main focus bc thats easier than fandom bc all but like one are third life
dandelion wishing
(Dec, 2.4k, treebark, oneshot) (link)
op movie 6 au for dogwarts in which Martyn is the baron and Ren doesn't know he's dead
id actually plotted out a whole third life au for this movie like months prior and really wanted to write it, so i took it for treebark week and focused it just on these two. it's my fave movie of all time and i obvs had to give it to my fave completely dead team <3
i will admit tho. it did make me back search martyns twitter to see if hes ever posted abt watching this movie. bc i know he likes One Piece and i realized this would bring me into the danger zone (he hasnt ever posted abt it if hes seen it)
A Romance Route for the Doomed Villain?!?
(Dec, 5k, treebark, oneshot) (link)
treebark dating sim isekai parody that spiraled out of my control made in a day-long possession
im still baffled by this one. why was the response to this one so insane?? there was smth in the water the day i posted this bro. a 1:2 kudos to hits ratio for the entire first day is literally fucking unbelievable. 70 comments?? what hold did this fic have on you people. i got fic written about this one?? my friends goncharov'd me in front of my face
really fucking fun to write and the insane response was smth im always gonna remember. i appreciate you guys so much
treesekai also turns a year old in a few days!
Until the Angels Realize You're Not One of Them
(Feb, 7.2k, emerald duo, oneshot) (link)
a traitor phil au which was mostly just me talking about all the reasons i love technoblade
this one... wasnt actually written this year for the most part? i didnt want to not acknowledge it, since it's on my ao3 in this year, but i wont be able to count it toward the total
still. traitor phil au my beloved. hearing him say on his stream he and techno wanted to do a betrayal arc made me feel insane bc i already had this written at the time
missing or obstructed
(2022-present, 12.9k, Grian & Ren, ongoing) (link)
post 3L fic about Ren and Grian seeking out closure with a lot of funny little sleep metaphors
same deal as the last fic, i, uh dont think i actually wrote anything new for missing or obstructed this year either? just uploaded chapters i wrote last year,,, i didnt wanna now acknowledge it, but i wont count this in my total later
i miss her. one day ill actually sit down and write more missing or obstructed. in my doc im JUST at introducing Martyn and i havent written it yet
to reach my mangled debut
(Sept, 4.2k, treebark week, ongoing) (link)
it wouldnt be me if i didnt have an execution somewhere in here. another op au!
THIS. I LOVE HER. when rev and i were plotting out the whole storyline for smop renchanting i was begging please give me this scene i need it and i had so much fun writing it. i rlly need to finish soon but i havenā€™t had time but please. please check out smop. sheā€™s top of my priority list to update
Three-Dog Night
(Sept, 6.7k, treebark week, oneshot) (link)
BIG DOG. beauty and the beast au!
god im so fond of this au. thereā€™s some rlly good scenes written for this and unposted bc i just need to link them together. honestly i think if i took a month and focused it on this fic alone i could fucking finish it but i donā€™t have the time ;-;
that said iā€™m so enamored w this au genuinely. o dunno what else to say i just think. puppy
Cover Me In Roses
(Sept, 3.3k, treebark week, oneshot) (link)
lamplight roleswap! put Martyn in a flower pot
i donā€™t feel as motivated to work on this one when i have lamplight unfinished so itā€™s lower on my priorities but know i have like an entire arc of this written and unposted. we just have a few paths for this one and i have to decide which one to use
itā€™s so wild to me lamplight has like. aus. like this isnā€™t even the only one? a roleswap. thatā€™s insane? itā€™s wild that you all like lamplight enough i can even get away with this
First Sign of a House Fire
(Sept, 2k, treebark week, oneshot) (link)
i love superhero stories for two reasons: plots about secrets and adapting the characters to give them powers. this had smth fun for both of them
yellow rose isnā€™t super high on my list of priorities to update (i think the oneshot is interesting on its own) but one day,,,, itā€™s part of the many aus cherri and i have but itā€™s the longest for sure. the doc for just this au is like 100k words long on its own. at the time i draft this cherri and i are actively writing smth else for it in another tab. theres like 4 offshoots and im obsessed w all of them. we had to make ocs about this one. iā€™m excited to eventually add more to this series
actually thatā€™s one of the scenes iā€™m most excited for and most dreading adding. we made a backstory oc and im SO attached to him and im excited to post a thing out there w him but. ough. whatever cringe is dead iā€™ll get there eventually and brute force my way into attaching you to our funky little robot guy
also love that this fic forced me to be decided on a docv characterization that i have to stick to. he may be a canon guy to martynā€™s vtuber lore but heā€™s my oc now too
Blindsided
(Sept, 2k, treebark week, ongoing) (link)
pirate au and royal au based on a big secret and also stuffing a guy in a box and it's all stupid dramatic literally what else do you want or need in life
this is my wife. my favorite. my most beloved. blindsided gives me new illnesses and diseases. i have just one scene to write before i can update it and then i can continue unleashing her. god i love this fic the drama of it is SO fun.
the funny thing abt blindsided is i know all the plot chronologically but now how to Present it which is part of why i havenā€™t continued too much. eventually i will but until then know that one of the scenes im sitting on which has been fully written is one i think about constantly. hopefully when i post it cherriā€™ll let free the comic she did for it
i actually have the ending of this fic written i just need to get there lmfao. second on my priority list after smop i think
Cradle of the Leviathan
(Sept, 1.5k, treebark week, oneshot) (link)
i just love mer aus man. whats the point of it all if you cant have mer aus. just get a big ol fish
i have the ending of this au written as well and literally so little of the lead up. but this is pretty low on my priorities. i think this one stands just fine on its own. mer aus are nice like that
we actually have a few mer aus but for now iā€™ll be focusing on this one. i do have a few sweet post story things written for this one. maybe one day iā€™ll write enough to post em lmao
Lamplight AU
(2022-present, 47k, treebark, ongoing) (link)
renchanting dnd/fantasy au, martyn's a paladin and ren's a lamp
so i started this au last year. my wrapped last year said my total was 20k, so that means this year's total is.... 27k!
andā€¦ it was just lamplightā€™s birthday and i did all my appreciation for the fic and its readers then, but god. i love this fic so much and i love you all who have read it and been so kind about it. the amount of popularity it has makes it a bit nerve wracking to work on, but i still really want to see it finished. i hope to see the bulk of it done by this time next year!
Six Sentence Sunday
six sentence sunday is a challenge where i try to post six sentences i wrote that week every sunday, to keep me writing every week of the year! i do it over on my writing blog, @driflew
i did not keep up on my six sentences,,, i had a lot of sunday fencing tournaments. i did for ~33 weeks this year! thats a pretty good amount! iā€™ll have to be more on top of it next year tho
unpublished work
the last few years i havent included unpublished work, but with the extreme bulk of it, i wanted to note it down. cherri @/cherrifire and i have been writing a lot back and forth at each other in discord dms this year, and i wanted to include those in my count! bc holy fucking shit is there a lot of them
i didnā€™t include collab pieces, just pieces i wrote alone. i also only included the renchanting aus i share w cherri and scarian aus i share w flowey, nothing elseā€”no unfinished lamplight or other independent pieces or oneshots, no original fiction for class, nothing. i also missed a few u havenā€™t moved to docs yet. so iā€™m lowballing by a few. thousands. of words
the total for those is...... 135k words! there is,,, something wrong with me
total and end notes
our total this year is...
187512 words!
that might be my highest word count yet! because i caught treebark disease. wild.
something really fun about this year to me is i really loved everything i wrote.
if you want to get me a gift or support me on my birthdayā€¦ maybe try reading my work and reblogging it or leaving a comment! you can find my writing at driflew or skelew on ao3, follow my writing blog at @driflew, or even consider tipping my kofi!
thank you for sticking with me and supporting me this year! i really appreciate it! hopefully i can break 100k next year too!
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clearskiiess Ā· 3 years ago
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HHII TIKLS HOWRE YOU??1?
i hope that yourr well and also have leanred some cool guotar songs :)))) hope youā€™ve had a good nap and a good breakfsst and a nice rest and stufu!!!!! i kinda wanted to like also just state random characters tiy rmeidn me of even though i donā€™t really know what stuff yohre into because i havenā€™t been on here in a hot minute :((
rrovin from st!!1! you rreally remind me of robin cause youre really cool and smart enough to break into an indeground base thinf .. and also would hit someone w an ice cream sxoopter !!!! :))) also yknow that ghastly pokemon and also the purpke evolution of evee!!1! and also the main character of wicked im super tired and donā€™t want to mispronounce her nameā€¦RYAN FEOM HOGH ACHOOL MUSICAL like that scene where heā€™s like i know you can oalalalala and chads like i donā€™t DANEC ā˜¹ļøā˜¹ļøā˜¹ļø tdlr i love ou very much!!!!
AHHHH IEHEHEJDNDN HIIII FINCH!!! OMG šŸ„°šŸ„°šŸ’“šŸ˜­šŸ’•šŸ’žšŸ’˜šŸ’šŸ’•šŸ’–šŸ’—thank you soSOSO MUCH im so happy to see u in my asks how r u??? i hope ur doing well too!!!!! šŸ„°šŸ„°šŸ„°šŸ„°
i havent learnt any new guitar songs yet bUT DHDHD i m gonna set aside some time tomorrow once i finish rewriting my fic chapter and do some drawing to practice :)) im very excited to start back on it because i REALLLLY want to like omg i LOVE the guitar bro ... i really wanna be able actualy play shit on it i don't know barely anything yet :')
BuT ITS OK BROSKI BDHDHD dw dw!! even if it's stuff imļæ¼ not into i dont mind bc like AAAA šŸ˜­šŸ˜­if stuff reminds you of me at allLL LIKE ?:!:!:$3$3$ GAH that is so sweet and cute !!! ur amazing !!!!
HSURUEHSHFJSHD IM NT SMART OMG šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ’€šŸ’€BUT THANK YOU OMG !!! ME BEING ?:)37372&28383 ME BEING ROBIN IM?:?3$3&38282828283 literally LOSING IT ... i fuckign LOVE robin she is AMAZING and that is The highest compliment ... ME reminding ppl of ROBIN?? omfg ..!;$4&:&;$5! FINCHYYY UR AO NICE <3 yeah i would hit someone with an ice cream scooper. i would hit anyone with anything i can get my hands on really .
OMG LEMME SEARCH UP THE GHASTLY POKƉMON cuz i know next to Nothing about it
djdjfjf JDRBEJIERUEJ???
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THIS IS SUCH A CUTE LITTLE GUY!!! OMFG !!!!!!!!!!' AAAAA I LOVE THIS FELLA !!! i am so glad i remind you of ghastly.. that is so cute and i LOVE him
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AND THIS OJE IMDNFJDJFNTNDJD AAAAAA SCREMAING ON THE FLOR i love you tbis is so NICE !!! AAAAA a lot of purple pokemons omg i love it also main character of wicked AAA COOL!!! OMGHRJDJD thank you that is amazing
HDHDHDJ RYAN FROM HIGH SCHOM MSUICLA IMSBDH NDHRJDJDNDH HAHAHAHAHAHAH i haven't even SEEN high school musical (it's not thag popular here lmao) but i wanna see it just so i can see this ryan guy. though i know a bit about it from like youtubers or american friends etc he's like the guy with the fedora right and blond hair and he's like i wanna dance hehe
tldr i love YOU very much and i hope u have a great day or night!!!!! and i hope u enjoy urself :')) it's ok if ur not on tumblr rn as long as ur happy !!!
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anxiousnerdwritings Ā· 4 years ago
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not a continuation (for once lmao) but this is just a funny story I was thinking about for venom bc I feel like I dont incorporate him enough. also I'm in my bed and I'm too tired to get up and get my computer to type in so this is gonna have many mistakes as usual lol - knull anon
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waiting all day for your "dad" to come home wasnt fun, especially considering the fact that he only had random books on crime rates and how its impacted different cities. however, eventually it became the only thing you were able to read.
not being able to watch tv, not being able to talk to anyone else started to get on your nerves. you were usually just fine without any human contact, so you dont know what the difference is, but maybe it's just that you actually had something to do.
and although they were boring, the non fiction books were more entertaining then the doorstopper on Eddie's door, so what was the harm in reading them?
each day, when venom and eddie left for their "work", you would pick out a new book to read. the ones that were shorter you usually got through in a day, but there were some where it took you a couple of days. however, since you really didn't have much to do, eventually when the days went around, there were no more books you had yet to read.
all of them, had been read through in, what, a month? how long had you been there? you didnt know. you just decided to reread the first one you picked out.
however, you eventually finished that one as well.
so you picked out the second book you had chosen. and you got through that one too.
you were starting to go crazy from the boredom. venom and eddie kept on promising that they would back sooner, and that you wouldnt have to be re-reading the books they had for a while.
but that didnt happen. sure, they had days off. but somehow that was even worse, since they coddled you and treated you like you were 5. which you werent.
one day, they picked up a new book. this one was also non fiction, and it was about how most criminals work, from gangs to serial killers, it had everything.
but eddie had to read it first. he had to read it for his job. the job that he cared oh so much about.
you weren't getting jealous, no. this guy had taken you right off the streets, had taken you from your home, while not perfect, was still your home. you havent seen your parents, you havent seen your friends, and it was starting to become insane for you to handle.
so one day, eddie had told you that something was up in the city. he didnt specify what, he just said that he might be a little later then usual. you're late every day, you wanted to say but you bit your tongue so he wouldnt stay with you.
you needed him to be gone, especially for your plan. you had managed to sneak a peak at eddies computer, only to see that only 2 months had passed since you've last seen anyone who you recognized.
there still might be people looking for you. there still might be people who are trying to find you.
you might as well make their search easier by walking down the street.
jumping from a broken window and onto a fire escape was part of the plan, you had told yourself. climbing down the fire escape and running in a random direction hoping for anyone to recognize you was part of the plan. almost running into a strange ginger haired man who seemed to be confused by your presence was part of the- no, no it wasn't.
you fell right on your ass, and tried to hide a short hiss when you braced yourself with your palms. you brought up one hand and saw that it was scraped.
you looked up to the man in question, who was just staring at you. he didnt seem angry, he didnt seem to recognize you, but it was just this face of confusion.
you were the first to break the silence, saying "I'm sorry, I wasnt looking where I was-"
"do you happen to know eddie brock?"
you stared up at him, wide eyed, as his face started to form into a more understanding face. like he was putting pieces into a puzzle.
"you know, that symbiote of his always leaves their damn scent everywhere, doesnt he?"
you said nothing as he offered his hand with a weird smile on his face.
"oh dont worry, I know what he did. he took you, didnt he? took you right of the street. I was wondering who that was, and I'm so glad I get to meet you."
hesitantly you took his hand and he pulled you up- up over his shoulder.
hanging down, and feeling the blood rush to your head, you saw his feet- no, his body start to morph into something else. something red, with black lines over it. it seemed to incase his entire body.
"I know you dont know me very well, but I'm sure I'm gonna be a good father!"
and as he jumped off the ground and started to swing wherever he was taking you, you started to wonder what wouldve happened if you had just decided to reread the books on eddies shelf.
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oOF- ok so like I like this and then I don't if that makes any sense it's like, I wish it was better but I also like how it is ya know. anyway I saw that ur not feeling well and I thought this would cheer you up šŸ’–šŸ’–šŸ’– while I'm still too shy to start posting stuff (especially since I'm not known for writing this stuff lol) I still like writing this stuff and you were a great inspiration for me, so I just wanted to say thank you for writing your writings and just writing what you wanna write. I really like how you write hcs and drabbles and it doesnt matter what the length of the piece is for me, if it's from you, its gonna be good. cheers love, hope to get the courage to reveal myself in the future šŸ’– - knull anon
Youā€™re an absolute sweetheart and I love to read what you send inšŸ’—šŸ’—!! It really means the world whenever someone says Iā€™ve inspired them so thank you so much for thatšŸ’—šŸ’žšŸ’•šŸ’ššŸ’—šŸ’•šŸ’ž!!
The whole time I was reading the part where Reader is reading all Eddieā€™s books all I could think about was Rapunzalā€™s day to day montage from Tangled. You did a really good job on these.
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crafiet Ā· 6 years ago
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1-50 of the writerā€™s ask thing, go!
BITCH UR RUDE AF
The Basics1.Ā Ā Ā Ā  Do you listen to music when you write?mostly yeah but it depends on my mood2.Ā Ā Ā Ā  Are you a pantser or plotter?both, i was a complete pantser up until recently but ive been trying to outline big scenes so i know where im going3.Ā Ā Ā Ā  Computer or pen and paper?computer for drafting. pen and paper for outlining/planning4.Ā Ā Ā Ā  Have you ever been published, or do you want to be published?not published, dont wanna be5.Ā Ā Ā Ā  How much writing do you get done on an average day?none but yesterday i wrote 2k /shrug6.Ā Ā Ā Ā  Single or multiple POV?usually single but ive been trying multiple!! its hard!!! idk what voice is!!7.Ā Ā Ā Ā  Standalone or series?ugh again mostly standalone, but ive been dabbling in series8.Ā Ā Ā Ā  Oldest WIPmy spies one which went though a fantasy and scifi phase and was originally dystopian9.Ā Ā Ā Ā  Current WIPmy mages! i have no titles bc who10.Ā  Do you set yourself deadlines?nup
The Specifics11.Ā  Books and/or authors who influenced you the mostuhhhh to be fair im v easily influenced so if i read a book and really like it i subconsciously try to implement that style of writing or try out that genre in my own work12.Ā  Describe your perfect writing spacea desktop next to a big open window where i can play music without headphones13.Ā  Describe your writing process from idea to polisheduhhhh i dont have a finished wip yet so idk lol usually: ideaā†’ charactersā†’ plotā†’ spur of the moment 10k word vomitā†’ more planning, outliningā†’ more wordsā†’ repeat planning and drafting until finished14.Ā  How do you deal with self-doubts?i just take a break, read some bad books, read some good books, look at writing tumblrs and just marinate for a bit before going back in15.Ā  How do you deal with writerā€™s block?i perpetually have it and since i dont have deadlines or a publishing contract i just ride it out, writing is strictly a hobby for me16.Ā  How many drafts do you need until youā€™re satisfied with a project?i edit as i go, im onto draft 2 of my mages but its technically a rewrite bc i changed most of the plot17.Ā  What writing habits or rituals do you have?i have none atm, but i usually pick a time where i know i wont be disturbed/distracted so usually at night18.Ā  If you could collaborate with anyone, who would it be, and what would you write about?idw collab sdkksdlkbnsd die19.Ā  How do you keep yourself motivated?i just really really like my worlds lol conceitedĀ 20.Ā  How many WIPs and story ideas do you have?i have!!! 5?
The Favourites21.Ā  Who is/are your favourite character(s) to write?oh mannngggg i like all my protagonists, ary is the easiest bc shes the one i work with the most, but its super entertaining to be in remyā€™s head, and i like calypā€™s bc hers is so different AAHH22.Ā  Who is/are your favourite pairing(s) to write?remy and seth orrr red and kieran. if im answering this correctly? or do u mean types of pairings lol idk23.Ā  Favourite authorhummm idk every author i really like have books i dont like so i cant say24.Ā  Favourite genre to write and readfantasy25.Ā  Favourite part of writingworldbuilding *.*26.Ā  Favourite writing programgoogle docs. it would be word but im too poor to buy it lol27.Ā  Favourite line/sceneidk if this is my favourite butā€œI am at least trying to be civil.ā€ā€œI am being civil. You want me to yell at you? Turn into a wolf and fight it out like youā€™d want?ā€Kieran closed the file and stood. ā€œI donā€™tā€”remā€”ā€ā€œRemember.ā€ā€œI donā€™t remember you being soā€”ā€ He searched for a word, but gave up and growled instead. Red got the idea.ā€œAngry? Callous? I ought to reteach you the English language.ā€ā€œI know how to speak,ā€ Kieran blurted. ā€œRemember, I spent twenty-four years a full human.ā€ā€œAnd look how fast thatā€™s disappeared.ā€28.Ā  Favourite side characterwhat are side characters lol ENSEMBLE CASTS29.Ā  Favourite villainossssshhhh probably michael bc i love him30.Ā  Favourite idea you havenā€™t started on yetive started on all my wips im one of those bastards who can multitask
The Dark31.Ā  Least favourite part of writingactually drafting lmao32.Ā  Most difficult character to writeprobably christine bc shes meant to be relatable and down to earth and thats boring smh33.Ā  Have you ever killed a main character?yes, not a pov one though34.Ā  What was the hardest scene you ever had to write?probably any scene that requires a lot of research on a topic i know nothing about, like hacking or sword fighting or whatever35.Ā  What scene/story are you least looking forward to writing?bridging scenes suck theyre necessary but they SUCK
The Fun36.Ā  Last sentence you wroteā€œMy plan would go smoother with you involved, but I can find others. Many want his head.ā€37.Ā  First sentence or your current WIPShe squinted in the harsh light.38.Ā  Weirdest story idea youā€™ve ever hadugh this girl who could see deaths coming and she worked for the fbi but she was like 15 so she still had to go to highschool lol39.Ā  Weirdest character concept youā€™ve ever hadprobably her, only bc i was 13 when i created her and was reading this banshee series but somehow didnt connect??? and didnt realise she was a banshee?? without the screaming40.Ā  Share some backstory for one of your charactersomg all of my characters have purposefully murky backstories bc i find that trope cool af lol. i guess ary has that typical woe-is-me backstory where her parents were killed, she spiraled and got involved with the wrong people and then was betrayed and arrested lol
The Rest of It41.Ā  Any advice for new/beginning/young writers?literally i swear by: trying anything out. fiddle with pov, tense, perspective, genre, character identity, hell take a story you like and try to put your own spin on it. writing as a craft only gets better with practice and my best work is when im going outside of the box/my comfort zone42.Ā  How do you feel about love triangles?is this even a debate anymore, this trope got flamed so hard i havent seen it in ya in years. i dont really care about it43.Ā  What do you do if/when characters donā€™t follow the outline?good lol my outlines are usually done on the spot and i come up with more creative plots/scenes if i can think on it a bit44.Ā  How much research do you do?i edit as i go so i research as i go. my pre-drafting research extends to saving links on things i might wanna write about and thats it lol. i would say i dont do as much as i should45.Ā  How much world building do you do?a lot lol i LOVE worldbuilding. but i find it hard to incorporate it into my draft naturally so a lot of minute details get cutĀ 46.Ā  Do you reread your own stories?all the time lol i forget what i wrote half the time47.Ā  Best way to procrastinatetwitterā€“OR if u wanna seemĀ ā€œproductiveā€, writing blogs are a good way to get distracted48.Ā  Whatā€™s the most self-insert character/scene youā€™ve ever written?bitch there was a time where i only wrote self insert characters lol49.Ā  Which character would you most want to be friends with, if they were real?im too lame to hang out with any of my characters. they would be nice to me but i wouldnt get to know them like how i know them from an author perspective50.Ā  [Other questionā€”ask me anything]u didnt ho
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chickenfetus Ā· 8 years ago
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softly whispers all for the flower ask
babyā€™s breath: 5 things you associate yourself with
chickens/eggs
lance lol
cerealā€¦.. everyone in class is stealing my trademarkā€¦
water
memes
bleeding heart: what makes you heart go mushy?
fuck,,, my fav characters?? and if i like someone then them i guess? but rn my heart belongs to 2d
bell flower: whatā€™s the title of the song that makes you want to jump around out of joy?
mm it changes?? right now its either this coverĀ (its in japanese) or this songĀ (english but its a tad bit scream-y)
evening primrose: whatā€™s your sleeping playlist (give me 5 songs)?
its all soundtracks from anime lmao,,Ā 
from kimi no na waā€™s soundtrack we have this, thisĀ and thisĀ 
from free!ā€™s ost we have this song that killed every mh shipper lolĀ 
and lastly, not from an anime ost, its shelterĀ 
none of these actually help me fall asleep but i like them,, hell i dont think theres any song that can help me fall asleep
forget-me-not: who is your favorite blog who isnā€™t following you?
miyu//keis does this ensure it doesnt show up i hope it does i recently followed them while lurking in the mi//sawa tag lol theyre a good graphic person??? idk what theyre called;;
daffodil: what is one plant that you want to have but can never get?
the succulent things but i wouldnt be able to care for it bc i succ (perfect match)
calla lily: are you more of a sunny day or a rainy evening?
im a sunny day and rainy evening personā€¦ ok maybe sunny day if im not directly under the sun because i do enjoy the sunā€™s warmth rainy days are nice too,, only if im indoors.. rainy evening is perfect,, as long as no bugs can get it im safe and secure and chill
foxglove: what is your favorite color and in what shade?
blue!!!!! is sky blue a shade
lavender: what is something that youā€™ve always wanted to be/have/get but can never have?
a catā€¦..
love in a mist: what is the latest dream that you remember?
ok ive had dreams every night this week but now i cant re oh wait i do remember last nightā€™s dream but only the lame part,, ok so i dreamt i had a 4* hina on bang dream..,,, i dreamt of another thing but i forgot :-( the 4* was indeed a dream though sad i havent gotten a single 4* yet lmao my luck is awesome oh but i did get a 5* and two 4*s on enstars so thats cool
daisy: what is your favorite flavor of cotton candy, ice cream, and juice?
cotton candy,, has flavours?????Ā 
cookies and cream!!
i like water juice
painterā€™s palette: are you more of a singer, dancer, painter, or instrumentalist?
none??? i guess i paint when i have to although i rly wanna paint but im just a lazy fool
tulip: what is your most favorite make-up product? do you like it more natural, dark, or etc?
i dont use make up i am a youngin also what does the second question say i dont understand
waxflower: are you a bee or a butterfly person? a dog or a cat person?
neither lmao i have a fear of butterflies and beesā€¦ bees fear me i fear bees its mutual fear i like cats better but i like dogs too
sugarbush: do you have sweet tooth? if yes, whatā€™s your favorite sweets? if no, why?
yes,,, i was gonna ask if it was even possible to have a favourite but then i remembered i do actually one although its more of a jellybean thing its poifull!!
sunflower: would you like to be a fairy or a mermaid?
mermaid bc i wanna live in the water
sweet pea: what would you like to call your significant other?
ok i just finished acca so naturally i still think abt it and jean called nino hisĀ ā€˜partner in crimeā€™ so nnow i want one (a partner in crime i mean not a nino but thatd b cool 2)
sea lavender: can you swim? which strokes can you do?
yes i havent been in a pool in like 3 years oh boy,, breaststroke is the easiest lmao i forgot how to do any of the others
windflower: list 5 of your favorite blogs and explain why you like them
softshouyous, well i followed her bc she talks in her tags so thats one thing,, shes also super nice?? and helpful!!! a good friend and mutual!!!! im also comfy enough with her to like,, be sarcastic and we can shame each other freely.. without worrying abt offending one another,, theres also the fact that she understands me (ok this may b what i like 2 think and falen actually doesnt get me but its COOL) idk man i just love her,,, my bud whens our one year friendsivary i gotta search that up :0
(i almsot forgot to do the rest go me anyway) next is,, youhavebeentraceyd bc shes one of my first mutuals (sorry to the one who was actually my first) who i actually talked to!!! we both watch daiya and i didnt rly follow anyone who liked daiya previously and oh!! we had the same notps LOL i love traceyā€™s art and hell i think she dragged me to mochi hell kudos to u tracey idk i jsut enjoy her presence on my dash and get v excited to see her art on there we may not talk as much anymore but i still appreciate her a lot!!! bless u tracey and thank you!!! (for being alive i wish u all the best in life)
alpacarara i like her bc shes basically my tumble mum,, the mum i actually talk to and ask for help/advice she gives good advice too and shes v approachable,,,,,,, a v good friend,,,,,, u r appreciated by me,,,, yes........... shizu chan also appreciates ur existence momther,,,, thakn u 4 all youve done 2 helpme a good pal.... bless u,
clearly these r Ā getting hard bc my mind is goddamn empty rn but ill manage,, kacchan whose url is not spelt like that but thats ook bc one day it will be but now im starting to think i shouldnt leave it as that bc someones bound to stumble upon this extra post in the kacchan tag goddammit,, annYWay i like kacchan bc theyre friendly! and also v relatable,,,, theyre also kinda scary but thats ok bc its the good kind of scary idk man kacchan is just, great?? we dont talk but thats cool bc ik weā€™re still friends even if we dont have full blown convos!!!! id b 2 nervous 2 talk 2 them not bc theyre bad or anythign im just a ??? a bad conversationalist and also v lazy ok Ā thats besides the point i like kacchan bc kacchan is kacchan so??? theyre a good friend and we tag each other in things and i like that friendship its a good type of friendship,,, idkdkdk?? theyre just. chill not literally chill but just chill. this doesnt make sense anymre gomenasorry
lAST ONE uh hhhh every one of my mutualā€™s blogs why i like all of them?? bc theyre not problematic!! they post good content trademark and r lovely even if we dont talk much!!! i love everyone period
golden rod: are you more of a baker or a cook?
i am more of a Disaster in the kithcen
bloom: what is something that you would like to tell your children?
u guys shld b surprised yall even exist (if i am the True Parent)
if not,, then itd b u guys r with me and my partner in crime,, who is actually a real person,,,,,, be shocked idk im just trying t o make it clear that in the event i do get married id surprise myself bc me/?? have a good and lasting relationship????? impsossibleĀ 
peony: what is something that you wish your parents couldā€™ve told you?
they shouldve told me to stick with cereal
prairie gentian: do you have a significant other?
doe s lance count
september flower: are you more of a sunshine or sunset person?
was this supposed 2 say sunrise,,,, anyway sunrise i guess bc im a morning person (when i WILLINGLy wake up by myself) on hot ass days sunset bc then i wont b sweating 24/7
bird of paradise: do you wake up early? do you sleep early?
yEAH LOL i wake up early on weekends bc i want to and i have to wake up early on weekdays so,,, i prefer not to sleep later than 12am bc i am Fear and in the event that i do sleep later than 12 its bc im talkin 2 a friend i like a lot
marigold: whatā€™s your favorite tea?
water tea english breakfast,, havent had that in awhile tho
peruvian lily: what are the names of your pets?
i have non
hyacinth: do you name your plants?
i have nnone but i dont even nickname my pkmn soĀ 
lilac: would you rather sleep and be cozy or hang out with your friends?
depends? on the tme??? if its late at night id rather b asleep and cozy if its in the day then maybe.. .. .
poppy: do you like to dip your fries or do you like it as is?
i like all of my food plain and dry (cereal) unless its noodles,, i need my noodles iin soup
dandelion: any special talent that you have?
drinking water
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Episode #3:Ā ā€œNew Tribe New Tribulations.ā€ - Ben
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That joint tribal went almost perfectly besides the fact that a dean voted for me for whatever freakkkkiing reason, but I really came out of that tribal with close allys in Johnney and Chloe from the other tribes so I really think that is dope I would type more but Iā€™m shot
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wow ladies so im sitting on the toilet rn and i am fucking shaking in my boots. do u know how worried i am rn. im so worried. johnny said at the joint tribal that we were SOMEHOW not a part of that the 13 of them had already gotten to know each other and meet each other and everything that hit me rly hard bc like.... shit. shit shit fuck. fuck fuck shit. fuck. theyā€™re friends already and more likely than not lono is gonna get picked off one by one at the tribe swap or whatever im literally so scared
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Omg omg omg I just went to like my first ever live tribal and it was soooo exciting omg omg omg. I really loved having the chance to sort of better connect with these people and have a moment with them that you wouldn't otherwise have really. And, I survived so that's a massive plus as well!! Eek I'm just so excited right now to be playing this season and everyone on the other tribes seem so active and happy and I'm really looking forward to getting to know them more throughout the season. It sucks I had to lose Dean but we all have to make sacrifices somewhere.
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Just got on new tribes and Iā€™m pleased. I think I should be able to make some strong connections here. Elmoā€™s on my tribe and that really helps. Also talking to Joey and he seems pretty cool. Hopefully we do a good enough job on whatever song we choose so none of us have to go home. Hopefully Johnny, Justin, and Taylor are alright. I still kinda donā€™t know what Iā€™m doing or where I am. Didnā€™t realize until half way through the last round that all 3 tribes were at the combined tribal. I thought there were 10 of us and that it could be a split vote. True flop? Yes. Maybe Iā€™ll decide to get it together.
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After a really crazy tribal council, we swapped and to be honest I donā€™t feel as bad about this as I probably should. I feel like during the joint tribal I bonded well enough with Chloe, Thomas and Taylor where I think that if we go to a tribal I have enough bonds started that will keep me safe at least for another round and on top of that we also got Cullen on our tribe which is honestly the best case scenario because that could honestly be a free round!
Trust Rankings (Early AF) 1. Chloe 2. Thomas 3. Taylor 4. Randy Whoā€™s Cullen?
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Well I knew I was going to be talking about the swap eventually. Cullan just got evacuated which is sad and I hope he is doing okay. I'm glad I swapped with Chloe and I feel Adam and Taylor are staring to see me and Chloe as a duo, which can be either good or bad. Randy I need to talk to more. Taylor and Adam both said they would be a number to me and Chloe if we need them, but I hope to hold that off for a little while.I just want to win this next challenge and avoid tribal :)
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WHAT IN THE ABSOLUTE FUCK DOES THOMAS THINK HE IS DOING RIGHT NOW? Ā  Taylor has messaged me saying last night they spoke to Thomas about maybe us 3 working together and that Taylor thought maybe Thomas should message me first about it. But here I am with Taylor messaging me about it and no word at all from Thomas. I've given Thomas a chance to bring it up, I've been sat talking to him about how he's now finished school so he has more time to play orgs. This could so easily lead into a conversation about how Taylor messaged him. But instead he's just said "Im gonna go get a slurpee" well while you're out go find someone else to work with you because you're gonna need all the help you can get because I'm fucking coming for your bitchass now and I'm not gonna stop until it's red raw from taking all these hits from me.
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New Tribe New Tribulations. I stayed with Elmo which is good, and I have been chatting up the rest of the tribe. Jared seems nice and I've floated the idea of working with him at a potential tribal. I've talked less with Lily, but she seems nice. People I've talked the least with are Ian and Joey. Joey never responded to my messages, and Ian I just don't talk to lol. I'm pretty confident ian would stick with me and elmo and I think we could successfully target Joey, especially if we hold the milo 3 over their heads and threatened rocks.
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So, my premonition was most indeed correct. We ended up swapping from 4 tribes to 3 tribes. Not that thatā€™s a totally bad thing. I mean, looking at OG tribes on Haumea 2.0, Iā€™m in a 3-2-1 majority. And we had a music video challenge. My tribe lip synced to I Write Sins Not Tragedies. The question is, will we be pouring the champagne in victory? Or will the goddamn door be closed on one of us at tribal council?
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whew. sorry i havenā€™t made a confessional yet iā€™ve been busy. but now i feel like iā€™m gonna leave out important info so letā€™s hope i donā€™t. we swapped tribes and that was... a bummer. i had my 3 person alliance over on my other tribe and i had elmo! i miss elmo so much and just hope we meet again soon. i donā€™t really loooove my new tribe.. i like justin of course and i think iā€™ve been hitting it off with johnny. and strayed talking to anbel a bit. tried to talk to bodhi and asya but nothing really clicked. hereā€™s something interesting.. justin told me he went idol searching and he looked where i looked round one and where i found the idol. he told me that a power was there but itā€™s now gone and he told me that johnny told him he looked there but said he just drowned in the vortex and didnā€™t say anything about a power being there. so i think johnny just messed up his words but now justin thinks johnny has a power and iā€™m just letting him think that and throwing scenarios out there and i can let johnny take the blame hehe. i also went idol aka advantage searching somewhere and i got somewhere asking if iā€™d be willing to give up 2 votes. i thought about how during the joint tribal a vote was missing so i assumed whatever power is there, somebody has it. so i said nope bye i want my votes! i told justin about this so i can kinda pin asya having this power since she was at the joint tribal and sheā€™s on my tribe now so it could be a good excuse to vote her off if we ever go to tribal and i can be safe another round.
so now justin thinks johnny has the idol or some kind of power even though itā€™s really me who has it. and thinks asya has whatever power she got for giving up 2 votes. idek if asya is the one who got that power but i needed someone to pin it out so we have an excuse to vote her out and i can stay safe.
i also wanna apologize for whatever spelling mistakes i make and if i literally donā€™t make any sense at all. itā€™s so hard to type up exactly what iā€™m feeling and put it into words kdkdkdkd.
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Trust List:
1. Joey 2. Anabel 3. Elmo 4. Ben 5. Bodhi 6. Lily 7. Randy 8. Ian
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so we swapped which is great! the initial numbers are 3-2-1 and im in the 3 so that's great! however ian isnt the most socially active player so i think he could easily be the target of the 2 and the 1 and i dont think either ben or myself would want to pull a rock for him right now
i think i will hint him to get close to like lily or someone so in case we ended up losing a challenge she'd want to target joey instead of him. thats the goal. i dont want to lose ian bc basically if lily sides with joey in that situation, jared will be the decider and while i do trust jared, i think it gives him too much power yanno and it might be enticing for him to stick to his OG tribe ally rather than two ppl he met at the swap
im not sure how that will go but i hope well hehe! ALSO I FOUND AN IDOL, ZACK'S INFORMATION PULLED THROUGH!!! i havent told anyone yet, in fact host made a mistake in the beginnin sayin that it was already found and then said like 1h later, oh u actually have an idol and that got me SHOOK TO MY CORE! the awk thing is that i told ben already that i didnt find it so hdiasfahsdif! i just hope that when / if i tell him, he wont be too upset with me bc i right now i consider us p close!
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Itā€™s hot as hell where I am right now. Better to be sweating over the heat than sweating over tribal, I guess.
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I got tribe swapped fucked and im annoyed.
So i got put on a tribe full of STINKY stinky players. And the challenge is a lipsync so im like "submit the lipsyncs ASAP" and theyre practically more than useless and do nothing. So we submitted practically nothing because theyre so fucking bad at time management. And now we're at tribal.
Nobody talking to me about the vote, so I'm going home. I'll try and pull a stunt but idk. Wish me luck
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Milu 2.0...hmmm... Where do I begin? šŸ¤” So my feelings on the tribe are mixed. Adam, Tom and Chloe were all part of the previous joint tribal so I had already had conversations with all of them. It made it easier to socialize when the swap actually did happen. Tom seems like a cool cat, and I had approached him with the idea of him, Chloe and I grouping up. Chloe seemed more than okay with it, but Tom never talked to Chloe about it like he said he would. That raised some red flags for me and Chloe. Adam and Randy I didn't feel as comfortable to begin with, but in the past day or two Adam has really came around and proposed we work together. Thus CAT was born. It's maybe not something long term but I think I could have great allies in Chloe and Adam individually. Tonight's vote is probably the most uncomfortable yet. Nothing feels solid, everything feels very much in the air, even if I have a majority alliance. This game is a rollercoaster and tonight I'm teetering on the edge and I have that sinking feeling in my gut. All I can do is put blind faith in my people and hope for the best.
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Milu 2.0...hmmm... Where do I begin? šŸ¤” So my feelings on the tribe are mixed. Adam, Tom and Chloe were all part of the previous joint tribal so I had already had conversations with all of them. It made it easier to socialize when the swap actually did happen. Tom seems like a cool cat, and I had approached him with the idea of him, Chloe and I grouping up. Chloe seemed more than okay with it, but Tom never talked to Chloe about it like he said he would. That raised some red flags for me and Chloe. Adam and Randy I didn't feel as comfortable to begin with, but in the past day or two Adam has really came around and proposed we work together. Thus CAT was born. It's maybe not something long term but I think I could have great allies in Chloe and Adam individually. Tonight's vote is probably the most uncomfortable yet. Nothing feels solid, everything feels very much in the air, even if I have a majority alliance. This game is a rollercoaster and tonight I'm teetering on the edge and I have that sinking feeling in my gut. All I can do is put blind faith in my people and hope for the best.
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This confessional is for the Third cycle where the end result was 4-1 (Randy, Tom) Loosing this challenge as honestly a rally hard pill to swallow I was absolutely pissed if weā€™re being honest, pissed at the fact that the final product was my video that as supposed to get snipped and trimmed because I didnā€™t know legit anything about that song or even lii syncing. I think me competing and being the one that submitted helped me when it was time to vote somebody out because I was told by basically everyone that sending me home would have been a silly decision. I honestly think my only option was too got out Randy because I think Iā€™m solid with everybody else individually where I was trying to force something with Randy. If we lose again things will honestly go from 0 to 100 real fast as I donā€™t think anybody knows if Tom and Chloe are actually tight or what the deal is there but that will one hunger percent come in to place. All in all very successful round for me in my opinion. I think I need to be careful not to build this huge target on my back but Iā€™m staying focused and just plowing through
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https://soundcloud.com/bodhi-small/week3/s-0kmTB
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Iā€™m doing wonderful! As far as this game is concerned, Jared and I are tighter than Ralphie Mayā€™s(RIP) pants. We know what each other is doing, and we communicate CONSTANTLY. Ian is tricky to get. He just says ā€œOh, okayā€ to everything, its as if heā€™s building up a wall to prevent me from having a social game, itā€™s highkey INFURIATING. I LOVE LILY, sheā€™s an actual angel, and sheā€™s a good player. I like Elmo alot, heā€™s definitely at a disadvantage due to his timezone. As far as everyone else, Iā€™m getting closer to Asya as weā€™ve put our ā€œbeefā€ aside and we realized weā€™re friendly. Johnny and I have known each other for 3 years, he was the first person I knew in this community, he was the first person who hosted me and got me into this community, heā€™s going to always be like a brother to me.
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Cullan is removed from the game. Randy is voted out 4-1.
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