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spicana · 4 months ago

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this is the last day at my mom's house until the next TWO WEEKS

#yall its not funny #i hate it there at my dads #there is his stupid girlfriend and the girlfriends son and oh god i cant fucking stand them #and at my dads i dont have air conditioner #which is terrible #and i have to share room w my sister #i dont have any problem with her i just feel like its hotter if were two people sleeping there #guys no #i dont wanna go 😞#gia yapping

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ace-lost-in-motherfucking-space · 2 months ago

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truly i am a huge fan of characters who need to crash out more often

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isatoru · 29 days ago

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need to do this with oliver so bad

#SORRY I DONT WANNA BE CRINGE ON DASH BUT FUCKKK MANNN 😭😭😭😭😭 IVE BEEN ROTTING ALL DAY OVER HIM #sorry ill get to notifs in a bit 😞 im gonna go shower i stink #sora.txt

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atomic-rattz · 5 months ago

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I think you should give me all your adopt me pets 😁😁 Or even better your whole inventory

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#WAIT TILL I GET TO YOUR HOUSE 🤬🤬🤬#I DONT WANNA GO ON ADOPT ME 😞#atomic’s irrelevant talking

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ruikaa · 6 hours ago

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how abt i just,,, slit my throat and not go to school tmrw 😊😊

#joke obv #i just rlly dont wanna go #😞#i love my bed

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pcktknife · 2 years ago

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I'm tryna actually do shit everyday that's not playing games or being online but the second I start getting bored the current task isn't worth it anymore and it really ticks me off

#i wanna study japanese again and im passionate abt it but give up SO easily 😭#i wanna get a job in smth art related n im probably gonna have to go to school to do that and i dont even know where to start on that tbh #i wanna do stuff but I'm not really motivated 😞#grrrrr #kae.txt

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bunnihearted · 6 months ago

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it hurts so bad !!!! i dont know what to do i feel like im freaking out it's like i need to scratch my chest and just keep scratching and scratching until i can crack my ribcage open and rip my heart from my chest im !! i cant calm down i can barely even breathe T-T

#always aloneeeeeee #and idk idk it just gets harder and harder to deal with this on my own #i have been surviving this heavy intense feeling all on my own for 15yrs #but it only gets worse and worse and i just #it gets harder to deal with it i dont want to #i just want everything to be over T-T #i cant stop cryingggg #i wish i had someone to text and be like hi i wanna kill myself plz keep me company uwu #u know what would distract me? being someone's sex toy!!!!!! 😭💀🙏 plz uwu??? 🥲#whateverrr i dont care i'll beat the shit out of myself and cut a bit and hopefully calm down 😃#tho genuinely everything gets worse and worse and i freak out worse and worse im scared bc i cant hndle it #it's been 15yrs i cant deal w it anymore #bro just let me have a bf who beats me and makes this feeling go away and then holds me nd babies me while i cryyy 😞

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todayisafridaynight · 8 months ago

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getting wigs for characters with the same hair color as myself make me feel like the biggest dumbass around but youd have me fucked thinking im burdening myself with daigos 2000's emo cut just for a weekend

#snap chats #a weekend is generous im only going to the con on saturday #i like how im making it sound like anime nyc is this weekend when its at the end of august LMAO BUT NO LISTEN #unfortunately beauty influencers have finally done their job right and this one guy was reviewing an eyebrow pencil #but the twist is that this pencil was like. SUPPPER STUPID FINE im talkin .08mm and he demonstrated how it could imitate stubble #SO OF COURSE. my ass wanted to see for myself cause as much as i like my sponge-stippling method its not super precise #and that shit gets annoying when most of it looks fine but then i press too hard or i angle the sponge wrong and now i gotta start over #In Any Case the pencil i got did exactly as i hoped and its actually p fun putting on LMAO. i prefer how it looks too #anyway how this all relates to this post. im probably gonna go as y2 daigo again for anime nyc in august #and I Repeat im not cutting my hair for that LMAO so. Wig 😩#i like it when i cosplay him cause i just go by his actual design cause if i even breathe near skinny jeans ill wanna kms #also i just like to be as accurate as i can be yk. plus the leather pants i have are cozy and theyre one of my fave pairs of pants 🤤#in any case. whenever that wig comes in ermmmmm i dont trust myself to take pictures 😞 my selfie game is dick #maybe ill stream yk2 LMAO but anyway. good night i think im gonna force myself to sleep now #i got back to my dorm like four hours ago or whatever and i am not looking forward to doing school shit again. alongside comm shit #OH WELL we ball good night #wait before i Good Night cackling as i have my meds next to my aoki tablet and plush #great reminder honestly. Take Your Meds Or You'l Convince Yourself To Be A Republican #ok goodnight fr now im gonna giggle and kick my feet thinking of cosplay

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tinakibed · 14 days ago

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i wish tumblr had something like a priv twt

#i dont want to have to go to twt to post and make a new account 😞#wait actually i do have a priv that i could start using again lol #but that doesnt help the fact that i dont like posting on twt #but if i did.....mutuals would u follow me......😳#sometimes i just wanna post thoughts but i cant keep doing it on main

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thedrotter · 6 months ago

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now that im talking guys. first day of college in a few days SHAKING IN MY BOOTS. TAQUICARDIA. so terrified is college scary gamers... so scared bye its so over for me (being overdramatic but i dont want this to be school 2.0 if it is IT IS SO OVER)

on the same note i'll probably post less frequently due to it soon. PROBABLY, because then again i was still posting like crazy a few months ago during school finals IN A SYSTEM WHERE I WAS DOING TWO SCHOOL YEARS AT ONCE WITH A LOT OF HOMEWORK so... it depends on the people ☺️🩷 (so, on luck!)... do wish me luck on having nice professors and nice fellow students 😭...

#not art #i talk!!!#(colapso)#i was fine with it for some months now that is a few days close i am going to have a stroke #dun want it to be school 2 i will cry #havent been to an educative stablishment for nearly more than a year and do not have good memories of it IM SCAREEEDDDD😭😭😭#im just really stressed that this factor i cannot name about me will cause me to have trouble #as ive grown older it seems something about my attitude is not socially common AND ITS BEEN GETTING AT ME IN RECENT YEARS IM SCARED #do my best to imitate others i still seem odd!!!!😭 what if it comes after me again!!! 😭😭😭#HAVENT HAD TO INTERACT WITH SO MANY PEOPLE REAL LIFE SINCE 15 GET ME OUTTA HEREEEE!!! SO SCARED!!!! 😭😭😭#is it the possibility of neurodivergence ive been getting yelled at by my friends i might have I DONT KNOW😭😭#whatever it is . i hope this year's good so very scared😞#will rip hair out if i need to be moved to online classes again to accomodate for mei just wanna make friends physically😞

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tsukasalover · 2 months ago

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(credits to ssruis)

This song is the only thing keeping me going I do not play about mr showtime 😞 nothing ruined me (made my life better) the way this song did

(Sendn. Me songs to do this with in my ask box… sniffle…)

#circuses? heh.. yeah.. im familiar… jesters? oh #even better…. rellakinoko? now hold on this is already gonna be good… tsukasa tenma? im sold. the fish has been captured. im followinf the #sirens into the deepest parts of the sea and wont be coming back. Unfortunately i had gotten t1k (t571) on ensekai for phoenix and am still #bitter about it. Emu and nene came home but the ugly blonde didnt. This is why we’re having problems tsukasa #i have a mr showtime themed custom profile that needs to be finished aand i gotta work on my one for #tsukasa4 #ill be more prepared for that one im certain of it #knocking on wood #PRAYING.#t500 would have been nice you know… unfortunately i ran out of resources.#i think the amount of time and love ive poured into making everything abt this event makes up for this though. Also this is gonna sound #obnoxious but i feel like one of the five people who actually. You know. Get the event. Like its importance which ill elaborate on in a #future post. Everybody wants to talk about this event but nobody wants to read the story #and the side stories Guysss ur missing out its so good when youre not forcing urself to think tsukasa has an ed and dont even know a single #thing abt acting yet believe one google search can prove that method acting is Absolutely Totally Going To Ruin His Life #i dont think fasting was alright it was pretty stupid but what he did doesnt make him have an ed or this or that #I do think you should be very. Very careful with method acting by the way. That can mess you up. But i dont think thats where theyll be #taking tsukasa in the future. Yes itd be nice to show the risks and get a You know be careful but its not as dark and This is gonna ruin hi #😞😨My poor baby!! As people think #omg i got sidetracked LET ME TALK ABT THE BINGO???1?1? Easily distracted ass #Uhm. Where do i begin. Nvm i dont wanna write too much more but this song truly does mean the world to me #And rella’s art is so goood my eyes are always glued to it. For some reason i keep having trouble fcing the expert chart for it on ensekai #ut was just fine on jpsekai. Frowny face. I could listen to the song all day though #Those instrumentals are popping offff i tell you #hidden circus #wonderlands x showtime #wxs #wansho #commissioned song #prsk

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sincerelyaudri · 4 months ago

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i’m SICK AND TIRED OF WRITING ALL OF THESE STUPID ESSAYS!!!!!

#🌺 ❝ 𝙖𝙙𝙢𝙞𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 ❞ ; audri #anyway. do NOT take a criminology class to make up credits.#IM TIRED!#I DONT WANNA DO A RESEARCH ASSIGNMENT!!!!#🙁😞 i don’t wanna go to a stupid precinct ugh

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ichigosoju · 5 months ago

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#honestly cant stop being so sad about it #one year ago now in june we talked all day every day #and he was into me as i was into him #it was so intense and i loved it and i miss him #like no one else does it for me... i try to talk to others #especially because he hinted at him doing that lol #but i just dont *feel* anything for anyone else #all i want is to talk to him and share with him #i wish i could go back now that i actually am more comfortable with sending pics and audios and videos and stuff #like last year i was like omg but are u ok with becoming my diary kinda and he was more than ok with that #all that is what he wanted!!! but my stupid disorders messing with how i am social fucked all that up #i had never sent anyone anything because no one had ever cared about me before #so i was so lost and didnt know what to do with it #but now i know and now im not as scared sending anything!! the problem is that he is the only one i wanna share with #i just feel so heartbroken ig. im in love with him but he doesnt even want to talk to me skskk 😞

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aikuse · 6 months ago

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i am so fucking sick and tired of watching suits i can’t fucking DO IT ANYMORE

#DONT DATE YOUR FUCKING COWORKERS FOR ONE #and it’s SO BORING #and harvey isn’t hot enough to help 😞😞#AND THEY TRASHED THE HOMOEROTIC TENSION.#so honestly WHAT is the point #it’s all my partner wants to watch so i just silently go into the den and watch something else and i think he gets sad #but like sorry!!! i don’t want to watch this!!! if you wanna watch smth together pick smth i’m gonna like!!!#like dang. sorry i got boundaries and instead of sitting here watching a show i hate i go and watch one i like. fucking christ #ari announces

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thatoneweirdo14 · 1 year ago

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i was doing some research on fengqing and the dynamic and stuff cause everything i know comes from the donghua and spoilers but my current understanding is that it's basically just the sonadow dynamic but, you know, between them two. It's the type of ship you look at and go "ohohoho theyre rivalry is too strong for it to ever be canon and they dont even get enough moments together but am i gonna ship it anyway? Yes." Like the "this is never gonna be canon but it sure as hell is fun" type thing.

Did i get it right?

#i dont wanna be heartbroken 😞#if i should stop then...#too late lmao #book readers are probably yelling at my entire blog #im so sorry #but rival to lovers red and blue and cat and dog dynamics in one go??#its practically BEGGING me to ship it #maybe the books will change my mind idk #tgcf #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #mxtx tgcf #fengqing

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daughterthethird · 11 months ago

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OKAY since i finally have enough free time to do whatever now and im also super fucking bored-

Doooeesss anybody want a round two of Aggie io? 👉👈

#^^^ill send the link sometime tomorrow !!!#but honestly theres a 50/50 chance ill go thru with it <\\3 so dont put ur expectations too high #AUAUUAGGGGHGHH i just wanna experience drawing with a buncha people again 😞 i had a BLAST last time so no harm doing another one !!!#and like last time: any of my moots can join!!! no pressure ofc :]c #(…i might have trouble coming up with anything to even DRAW though so. uh. theres that)#aheem heem 💔💔💔

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