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Back to [city where i study] tmrw!!!!! Dont know if i wanna go by i dont wanna stay here either!!!!
#tbh it was the same before coming here only im not having a panic attack about it#im speaking it into happening i am NOT having a panic attack tonight🙏‼️‼️‼️‼️#ill miss my cats#but i wont miss anyone here enough#i think my family. specialy my mom are hurt over me not particularly missing here and therefore them more#they havent said it but#ive been trying to understand why they keep asking if i like it here or there better and i think thats what theyre actually asking.#if i miss them#how do i tell them i dont miss ppl. like at all. of i dont see them#like ill see someone after a long time and be like oh!!!! this is so nice i wish this happened more!!!!! but in the time i am not there wit#with them i just dont. feel it#i mean#i miss my mom and i miss my partner#i dont think i miss anyone else#i mean i miss my former best friend but thats because we are not talking like ever again its different#but when i know ill see someone eventually even if its over 6 months and i dont see them irl ever then i just. dont think about them#im an awful friend and relative 💀
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not the same anon as before but am also searching for om fanfic scraps
please drop some more author recs 🥹🥹🥹
hi nonnie!!! here are some more (i got tired of typing like half way through so some of them are short in description but i truly recc all of these authors okay!!!! also all sfw unless stated otherwise) <3
@aspiringtrashpanda : my recent discovery and love love her writing so much. do check out her obey me month, as well as her masterlist here
@devildom-dedicated-daydreams : suggestive content; this is just a blog dedicated to one fanfic but i highly recommend if you're into like those manhuas/manhwas with secondary character who gets revenge with a system in place. (brain kinda stopped so just check out their work on tumblr or AO3.)
@leviathans-watching : they have a variety of fandoms, so if ure multifandom, u can check out their pinned post for more. if you're only interested in obey me, you can check out their masterlist!
@demonfamilytherapist : i actually got recommended this account from a reblog on the previous ask but i havent had the time to go through their works. but here is their masterlist for reference <3
@shabootldoo : they write for a multitude of fandoms which you can check out in their pinned post, but if you're only interested in obey me, they specialise in writing for character/character (e.g. Solotan, SoloSim, etc etc)
@once-in-a-blood-moon : love jo's brain and im always having fun reading her thoughts (especially as a solomon enjoyer) and you can check out her sfw masterlist here and nsfw masterlist here
@obeythebutler : rosh has many many works for you to check out from one-shots to headcannons to series! you're in for a ride <3 this is their masterlists here (do note that there is nsfw work here so DNI if ure a minor, thank u)
@eraofkalki : vee doesnt have a masterlist yet but im tagging her works here for you to have easy access - young master, solomon's paradox, cor meum
@elsecrytt (NSFW): they havent written for the obey me fandom in a hot minute but i do come back to their masterlist from time to time to READ
@three-realms-archive : one of the first few blogs that i followed when i made mine <3 they do a variety of content too from oneshots, short snippets, hcs and series! they have quite a bit of work so you'll def have fun checking out their masterlist
@books-and-catears : another one that was recommended in a previous reblog on the last ask. i also havent had much of a chance to check them out but this is their masterlist for reference!
@obae-me : they have some nsfw works but they are tagged as such! they do both HCs as well as longer works here. have fun checking out their works hehehe
@meggs-wonderland : they have a mixture of both NSFW and SFW, so do check it out at your discretion :> this is their masterlist , they also do self-ships if ure interested to check it out!
@zephyrchama : if you love writers who specialises in comedy, they're the one for you. their writing always gets a chuckle out of me and i also want to applaud their effort for revamping their masterlist because theres so many works that they have written so far
@mochatsin : this was also another creator that was recommended in the previous ask and i also havent had the chance to check out their works but this is their masterlist
@denpa-dere : was recommended by @/zephyrchama in the replies, do note that they do both NSFW & SFW content! just binged their house arrest series (NSFW!) in the morning lol. (great read, 10/10 recc) this is their masterlist for reference
@thebellearchives : also recc by @/once-in-a-blood-moon!! this is their masterlist for reference, they have a mix of NSFW and SFW as well as write for JJK and Trigun if you are interested in these fandoms as well :>
here are a variety of other accounts that dont really write fics but i enjoy reading/browsing as well <3
@akuzonprime : the blurbs are very cute and i hope u take the chance to go through their account!
@obeymeinfo : they post character (outfit?) sprites of the characters and its a great place to look at, if you are looking for a particular outfit hehe
@devildom-fashion-week : they archive the character battle outfits and voicelines hehe, if ure ever looking for a particular outfit (to write or draw), highly recommend checking them out
@sheepthatgobaa : highly entertaining art. 10/10 recommend. also your token luke fan. (Familial btw. Do not Perceive Kelo Wrongly.) anyways she does a lot of requests too for fanart and it’s always so funny ehheheheh
@enoe-of-noen : they have a variety of content on their blog, from art, to fic, to hcs to, whatever you are looking for, they most probably have it HAHAH you can check out their pinned post here
@featheredcrowbones : love vy's art so im adding them in too lol but do check out their art tag!!!!!
@marsvlog : so actually im also a fan of mystic messenger and seeing their pinned post of belphie and saeran artwork (made me a little feral but i digress) so if ure a fan of both fandoms, ure in for a treat hehe
@dailyraphael : my daily serotonin for fanart of raphael + bonus of cute artstyle yes
@devildomwriter : theyre a great account to check out, they do quotes, lesson summaries, writing, and a plethora of other things!!! i especially love the obey me cast as cats series that they currently have going on.
@solomams : if youre looking for someone who's dedicated to their ocs + solomon & mammon, look no further because lupe is here to save the day
@yoyvmii : also does fanart for multiple fandoms but her mammon in boothill’s outfit artwork lives in my head rent free yes
@nevvn : was recommended by @/once-in-a-blood-moon in the reblog! love love love their solomon drawings, this is my personal fav from them
@solomiracle : was also rec by @/once-in-a-blood-moon! how could i have forgotten abt this, It's one of the staples of the solomon lover community! also what I love abt them is that they consistently reblog old artworks/works of obey me and its always pleasant seeing these artworks floating around again~
@starry-miki : recc by @/once-in-a-blood-moon!!! i did a customary scroll through the account and omg the marketable plushies artwork is so cute LOL, I also love this solomon artwork of theirs, its so pink and he's so cute lol
@sane-omblog : recc by @/in-the-bushes-miki! another one that I forgot to include lol. anyways love their art style, its so cute and whimsical!! (sidenote, i was rooting for teenage satan to win the poll but the art of baby satan was so cute that I was like yeah nvm)
@susujelly : another one recc by @/in-the-bushes-miki! its my first time seeing the account but the pinned post of solomon as the cat made me lol'ed so hard
@afraidofbee : also recc by @/in-the-bushes-miki! also another one that I forgot to include again lol, love seeing their posts of sheep!MC just absolutely getting up to mischief. and the artstyle is super endearing and this is one of my recent favs from them
+ some others i want to recc but I forgot in my initial post so im adding them as I go (im def forgetting people again lol): @bearakero : only posts about thirteen!! love love seeing fanarts of thirteen and this is my personal fav, just think that u do so much justice to her!
guys my brain died btw
Edit #1: guys wait let me self promo also lol hahahahah um my writing blog is @satanghulu if u wanna check me out 💖 okay fr bye
edit #2: this is the previous post if you are still looking for more writers in the fandom!
#also to the blogs mentioned here; if i inputted something wrong please let me know!!!! (i didnt do a 2nd check before posting this soooo ya#i probably missed people out again but i dont think i can look thru my followings again ! i am tired! ok bye going back to write my fanfic#sorry i lied let me yap a bit more#obey me#satang has a mail!#i went through my entire following list for this op im dying#if anyone else has other reccs; please leave them in the replies or reblogs thank u very much#also i have no one else to recommend because i already went thru my whole following list LOL so if other anons want to ask me... i have nth#to share anymore#thank you very much#byebye
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Leafs v Rangers | 03.02.24
#toronto maple leafs#mitch marner#hockeyedit#egifs#2324#anyone else miss this guy or what#jflkdsjfkls i dont think i giffed this but i had it clipped and im cleaning my desktop off#he's baby. i miss him
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something i find interesting!! there's 10 ocurrences where the game will play the knight's walking animation instead of the usual running one, 6 of which are really significant moments for it, taking the game's story into account
3 others that i believe it does just out of politeness
and the one added on the godmaster dlc !!
obviously this has no gameplay reason since its more inconvenient than anything, so i like to believe this is added to add personality into the knight
#If anyone else knows of any i missed please let me know i really ran out of ideas of where else it could possibly do this#also they dont do this with quirrel's death nail which i think is the funniest thing ever#hollow knight#the knight hk
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idk guys i'm feeling pretty discouraged about writing fic lately :/
#maybe it's my fault for only getting into unpopular ships or fandom lately after having enjoyed really active fandoms for a couple of years#and i know i know i know that it's not all about kudos and comments and whatever i know. i dont write it for that#but i do share it expecting some interaction#and the way my fics have been just aggressively skydiving in that sense this whole year is just kinda sad to me#it gets me thinking is it my fault? did i get into too many fandoms? am i just annoying? are the fics bad?#should i have gotten different accounts or pseuds for different fandoms? do i need to join discords servers? be more active in some way?#write more? write less?#is it just me? is anyone else experiencing less interaction on fics this past year?#like i know i've been into unpopular ships lately but i just posted an arcane story and isn't that fandom thriving right now??#did i have to get into m*rvel? 😭#not really begging for comments i'm just venting#maybe over 100 fics in 6 years was enough and i should give it a break give up at least for a while#like i'm going to miss that much needed validation on my writing but if i'm not even getting it with fic then
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if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.
#i cant let go of it. i cant even enjoy good moments without thinking about how they'll just be memories one day#how they're already memories since moments pass so fast#everything is I'll Miss This and i already miss it and i cant believe once you're gone you're gone forever#and ill never ever see you again. and your shell is in the ground but where did the rest of you go?#should i look at your body one last time? on one hand itll be the last time i see you.#on the other hand it will be the last time i see you.#and the memory of you will die with me too. as if neither ever existed#it impacts me so much too bc i dont feel close to anybody really...and i dont make friends easily#so whats going to happen when the people who have always been there arent there anymore?#im going to be alone for so much of my life.#i will record your voice so im ready for when i cant hear it from the source while also knowing it wont be enough and one day#ill be wishing it lasted longer. it could be 12 hours long and ill want more.#how do you surpass this? it hasn't even happened. when it happens i don't know what ill do. considering my whole life has been#the timer. the countdown. hours and hours of anticipatory grief#and then ill be next. me. some of all thats left of you. it cant be true.#sorry. this gets worse every single year and its been going insane lately#id surprisingly been managing it well for months somehow ! it wouldnt cross my mind...and now its there again#like it accumulated and its all coming out right now. ive been crying for hrs tonight and last night#one day his things will just be things. things ive made and given him will be in my hands again.#talkys#i want to go hug my dad but then ill just cry over how one day i wont be able to....! how do i store it? how do i save it?#how do i preserve it forever....even as i take my own last breath....#i cant believe im the only one of me. and my dad is the only one of him.#i wouldnt want to be reborn as anyone else. i cant believe one day i wont get to draw or eat or be comfy in bed anymore.#i cant take it !! im so scared. ill be scared until the end. and you wont be there to hold my hand. im going to be alone.#and none of those years of grief and joy and memories will matter.#i wonder if it would help to tell him about this. i need something to hold onto for when it happens. anything. but i also know it'll make i#hurt more; obviously. just another piece of him that'll be gone one day
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idol cdrama combo chart 笑
L猫 ZLH has been busy fill out the chart gogo-
#cdrama#the legend of shen li#the princess royal#zhang linghe#love's rebellion#honestly hdsjkfhsjdk#i would add snowfall but :thinking: are GWG and OYNN idol drama regulars?#anyway this is a crack WIP doc sorry if i missed anyone's blorbos this is a wip wip so lmk if anyone else should be on here#some combos dont happen but then you have 二搭 here and there looking at u lgx and zly and the lyx and bl#this is very het cdrama list that is what is churned out from the sanctioned cdrama machine tho fyi not including any bl or gl bangers
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As much as I truly enjoy the ways the ygo anime developed and added to Mana's character, I can't help but be left with such a bittersweet pang when I think of her.
Her bond and devotion with Atem and Mahaad were all she had left after the events that led them to their places of rest. The millennium ring that she inherited from her beloved teacher Mahaad was now tainted by not only the bitter pain of his absence but also the hand of darkness. Did it change her? Or was that just the influence of time and the loneliness of losing both her closest friend and her mentor?
It must have been difficult to see Atem's name be scrubbed from existence for her. She knew him intimately, considering the nature of their circumstances. Perhaps her love for her friend was enough to surpass lifetimes; enough to wait thousands of years to reunite with her best friend and her mentor. We never saw Mana make the same open declaration to serve Atem for eternity as Mahaad did, but maybe she didn't have to. Maybe her devotion for them both was enough to be able to reunite with them when they needed her again.
#tai talks#yugioh#ygo dm#ygo dmg#ygo mana#dark magician girl#HAS ANYONE ELSE THOUGHT ABOUT THIS... NO... JUST ME? .. ALRIGHT#im kind of miffed takahashi didnt address it in the manga because its CLEAR dmg has the same thing dm has going on#unless i completely missed it but i dont think i did#i like to believe her love was enough to reunite them ^_^#(edit: I know Takahashi was very ill when he was finishing the manga so im not angry at him for forgetting her)#just wish that she got the same respect Mahaad did
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having the time of my life rn
#im just gonna dump this here bc i srsly cant go with this anywhere else cause my veins are about to pop#going on bsky really making me realize that my art simply got carried by the algorithm and not bc ppl actually like it i feel lol#i crawl back to twt bc im so addicted to the notification pop up there at least there i can feel like i actually matter#everyone has been getting serotonin from bsky but for me it was the exact opposite most friends also dont care for bsky so im just alone#maybe its also just the realization that perhaps there is nothing left for me on this earth#i put so much of my selfworth into the stupid numbers online and now im paying the price for it#my mental health is so bad rn i cant go a single day without feeling like i wanna end it today or i wont live past my 30s nor that i even#WANT TO live past my 30s my passions are gone dont have goals in life anymore like whats even the point maybe this really is the final#nail in the coffin for me lol i dont even think anyone cares for me beyond a personal surface level not even my family im so done with lif#im so eaten up by jealousy in every aspect of my life and i have had to bottle it up for so long bc nobody actually gives a shit even if i#openly talked about it to whoever how its making me miserable but its always the “just think about the good in life :)” there is none#i honestly wished for several years i shouldve been dead or at least not exist physically anymore and it was only the clout online that kep#me alive for better or worse but now im starting to believe this was all jsut lies too lol ngl i just wanna crawl into a hole and never ge#back out of it anymore i dont think anyone would even miss me anyways lol
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i can almost guarantee ive said it before but. he would thrive in a zero escape game
#an octopath ze au would be kinda fun actually.. especially the octo2 party#would love to see these guys in an escape room . it would be so awful#temenos would fit in perfectly and might even make a good mc given his 'truth lies in the flame' segments..#i could see partitio doing well bc of his creativity and general demeanor#osvald is great at math but idk how trusting hed be of everyone in this situation.. especially if they assume zero is one of them early on#throné . girlie im so sorry#i think shed do fine for the most part (hard to say how much her thieving skills would be of help here) but she did not deserve this </3#do not let ochette into any pantry or food storage room. i dont trust any of that food#i wonder if shed have her partner(s) here tho.. how do u handle an owl and/or jackal in this situation..#she would be great for morale tho#same for agnea tho i worry for her emotional state a lil bit . help her#who am i missing .. CASTTI#shes good at managing stress (both hers and others) in awful situations . thank god#and shes there if anyone gets hurt 👍#not that its likely outside of bad end situations ? tho i may be thinking of the 999 map too much..#would it be more fun to use that as the setting or something else altogether.. more modern or more like octopath 2..#how the fuck would someone even make an escape room in . what is it like the industrial revolution. steam era#would it make sense to be able to use magic in universe to pull off something similar..#the canonicity of some ingame mechanics is dubious so its hard to tell how malleable magics uses and effects are..#itd probably be easier to place everyone in a modern setting but i have no idea what some of them would be that way#.. modern fantasy setting ??????#what if they had smartphones in octopath. would that be fucked up or what#also who the hell would be zero . would anyone be in kahoots w zero.. or at least Know Things but be unable to say smth abt it#i straight up forgot to mention hikari earlier but hes prolly like. fine#his intrusive thpughts would probably Suck Bad here but hed want everyone to get out alive as much as everyone else combined#wait who would even be the 9th person. would it be zero. but who..#if it were octo1 id say kit but its harder to get a good octo2 equivalent of him.. hm..#oh god im out of tags . tho what would the game style be like.. nonary game ab game etc etc.. what would be unique but fitting..#am i gonna look into actual scientific theories for this . and how would the morphogenetic field come into play.. and Why..#octotag
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i dont ship them per say i just think they understand each other in a way no one else can and while this could bring them together it’s much more likely for them to reject the horror of being known and cannibalize each other like oscars
#eunyung baek and haejoon goh. to me#i dont think they’re getting together i think theyre going 2 years without talking and then runners into each other and acting like no time#passed at all i think theyre just like adult besties that kinda hate each other#like yeah thats my best friend hes a shithead tho. kinda cant stand him. we’re going out for drinks thursday and i just know hes gonna be#a mess and itll suck. but ill go anyways#haejoon texts him like hey man whats up its been a few months whereve you been#and eunyung sends a photo of himself like in the mountains or some shit with no context#hes like yeah i joined an expedition lol ive been living in the woods for 3 months#they go like a full year without talking and haejoon goes wonder what hes up to and its always something crazy#i think thats how theyd have to be i think if the less time they soend together the better friends they are#eunyung: i joined a commune i think its a cult tho idk its kinda fun#haejoon: please just fucking use my guest room for the love of god#eunyung transitions and visits for the holidays because juwan invited him and haejoons like#something is different. is it weird if i ask. does everyone else know. will they think im homophobic if i ask#eunyung: hey can i bring my boyfriend to thanksgiving#haejoon: absolutely fucking not.#eunyung: homophobic.#haejoon: im gay bitch i dont want anyone youre dating in my house regardless of gender. im going to hate them.#haejoon sends him job listings and apartments and is like i will drive you to your interview please get a normal job#and stop getting involved in multi level marketing schemes#and eunyung goes no 🫶 die#i hust wanted to talk about them. miss them. i caught up to my translation im reading and now i gotta wait for updates
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also spoiler warning kinda
listen i know i said on youtube my next video would be explaining au lore. but i found the assets for this and i HAD to put it together.
#flash warning#final space#final space fanart#final space gary#gary goodspeed#fun fact#this is actually kind of a remake#i made the original version of this video a WHILE ago#and even posted it under a different name#but i deleted that account#and lost the video?#so now its lost media bc i dont think anyone else saved it#you could call this a restoration hehe#anyways i miss this show so fucking much everyday. god bless
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I thought Ursula was pretty Biologist-core but in the end her arc was less Biologistcore than others. Levi was also pretty Biologistcore. maybe even Ghost Bird core?
#toy txt post#sam was giving the psychologist almost. but he was also biologist the way he kept getting infected with shit and not saying anything#but in the end....i think Levi was probably most biologistcore? maybe even a bit more Saulcore. i say as if anyone has to be anything#within the framework of southern reach. also shout out to scavengers reign and southern reach having the same abbreviation lmaooooo#im glad Ursula made it through okay and largely unscathed but man imagine if she got a little bit irrevocably changed by the planet as a#treat for me. maybe in hypothetical s2#chris was surveyor core.#also man the fucking flowerssssssss whats up with those!!!!!!! they seemed to be growing everywhere for a good bit of the show so how did#they end up that connected to levi?? i want to know more about that physiology#anyway. uh. if you liked scavengers reign. you will also enjoy: In Other Waters#game in which you play as a robot mechsuit and see the world via a little gps map screen only and the drawings of the creatures your#xenobiologist catalogues as you investigate this alien ocean and look for her missing ex gf?#chill game interesting story cool art great soundtrack and you play as the robot trying to assist your xenobiologist and keep her alive#i think its on computer and switch. dont know what else. i dont think it was expensive. one of these days maybe ill spring for the artbook#if its still available
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Theyre very interesting to me, this one sided "lifetime rivalry" in who gets to be Eichi's co-author. Of course Wataru knows Keito and Eichi wrote the story of the Yumenosaki war, but what Keito doesn't know is anything from Blackbird. It's so funny, I don't think anyone actually explained to him why Wataru is Eichi's left hand man now. And at this point it's too late, it'd be embarassing to ask after 2 years.
#at least *i* dont remember keito ever finding out maybe i missed something?#but i dont think anyone else knows about blackbird besides wataru and eichi#unless anything got revealed in altered?#enstars
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Feeling a lack of empathy towards the struggles of others can be a direct result of prolonged dissociation in response to high stress and depression, as you would find nigh the baseline state of being in these historical events we live in- or it can be related to a fun little number called Anti-Social Personality Disorder.
I'm not naming names, but it may be something to look into if you'd like some answers? Let me know if I'm treading where I have no place.
-TA
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#you aren't intruding its your job after all (lighthearted)#i dont think that fits im not reckless#i dont intrude on other people's boundaries but it isnt because i feel bad its because it would be bad#and generally with palestine its like. okay this'll sound heartless i am genuinely trying to say it for once#WHY should i care. about other people across the globe dying#why should i. its not affecting me i have no reason to#everyone else does. why do they what am i missing#i say i support palestine because i do because that's morally fucked#not because i feel bad for anyone there#they're a bunch of numbers on a list. i looked at pictures of people dying once to feel something#i didnt. just detachment#as always
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#almost came unglued in my cubicle bc I got a bunch of queer instagram reels#and specifically these ‘what it’s like as a lesbian dating someone whose only dated men’#and it’s just like…oh I really Haven’t ever been in a fulfilling relationship with anyone huh#and then there were videos explaining hand positions and exercises to help with cramping and stamina and I’m just…#I just feel like the biggest loser#which is so stupid bc I would never even think to judge anyone else who is like me and has no experience#but gOD I FEEL LIKE A LOSER#ugh FUCK I’m so tired of feeling like an absolute outsider to the queer community#I’m so tired of feeling like I’m wasting time and missing out and like I’m going nowhere#but I can’t fucking navigate dating apps I can’t talk to women at the bar#had to delete the one app I was using bc I refused to pay $30 just to be able to filter for monogamous#I would run out of swipes on poly and causal only people#and then shit like ‘oh but THESE people didn’t meet until their 40s/50s/60s/etc!!’#and it’s just like!!!!! I DONT WANT TO WAIT THAT LONG!!!!!#i would like gay sex before menopause absolutely wrecks my body!!!!#bc if watching what it did to my own mother is any foreshadowing it’s going to thoroughly wreck me!!!!!#and that’s getting closer and closer every fucking day!!!!!!#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#negative
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