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famewolf · 1 year ago

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the best part of getting to party with ppl my age was how well people knew their boundaries. the balance of being able to get absolutely zooted until the late hours while also all of us waking up before 8am to make breakfast and clean was genuinely comical

i woke up just before 8am thinking i'd be one of the first to rise but i was the 3rd to last

#[static]#everyone had already cleaned and they were starting to make the group breakfast #ive not been to a party since ... gods 2016?? and we were all a little too eager to over do it back in the day #it was genuinely sweet in its own strange way #then cut to 9am when we went back to party mode #someone brought liquid iv and everyone was making sure we all had lots of snacks and water and sharing the different goods we brought #it was just sweet! a nice weekend to let loose but as my friend said #we are all the 'mom friend' so it was a really safe environment and a bunch of fun #i have never been so stoned in my life for so long but it made me feel more relaxed than I've felt in years tbh #not a worry on my mind and just enjoying the trees and the lake and reading my book and helping my companions who were playing in the water #i dont really like talking about Partaking in drugs in general for several reasons (mainly it makes me cringe @ me)#but i cannot emphasize how i had Zero Worry or Anxiety in my body for the first time in gods know how long #im home now and just ... ready to do things and my brain feels normal for once #no overwhelming chatter about things im anxious about or coming up with things to be anxious about #i will be grateful for the brain-quiet for as long as it lasts

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