#i dont need feeling heavy because heavy alsooø | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

mitamicah · 2 months ago

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Post concert sickness has been especially rough today with a heavy, throbbing head (especially around the nose) and getting out of breath very easily. I am glad I managed to finish my hamburg sketch page but I think that will be all I have energy for today - fingers crossed that I woke up tomorrow feeling just a slight bit better so I can enjoy my 11 month hrt anniversary

#flashing #sort of?.quick movements at least #but yeah it had to be a gif of the plague george himself #also sort of random but scrolling to find this gif i looked at one where nace lifts bojan after ruissi #and for the first time in forever i actually craved/longed to be lifted #to be hold lovingly in somebodys arm and feel weightless in their strong grib #but alas today i ate way too much for i probably weigh a ton #i am already feeling self concious about being heavy and clumsy bc height #i dont need feeling heavy because heavy alsooø #*also #very typical tho that the one time i want to be lifted is when i am sick home alone and going to bed #and also all my faves are tiny #except for maybe nace #i wouldnt ask h or Jere to lift me #heck probably not even bojan #again i feel just like huge when next to shorter people #and while I know jere is more stocky and might be able to handle it (and h had a sickpack) i dont want to hurt them #random babble i will stop now #micahs thoughts

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