#i dont know WHY it was miss american pie

[geraskierfanficprompts]

Read two good fics about a ship from a fandom I'm not in and today as i napped, I dreamt about them kissing while "Miss American Pie" of all songs played First one to guess the ship gets a cookie

[adidegmez]

spn s12 spoilers

s12 ep1(keep calm and carry on)

33 years. Sam was 21 and Dean was 25 when all this started, time passed so quickly. toni might be right. it would be a good thing. but some monsters deserve to live like garth or benny(he is dead but he was a good vampire). so i dont know. wow cas is violent. they hit baby. dean will kill them. There's a lot going on but Dean and Cas pushing the car seemed funny to me, idk.

s12 ep2(mamma mia)

sam, he is telling everything to toni. mary is right to be afraid. yes everything happened beacause she made a deal with the yellow-eyed demon but if she wouldnt have done that then sam and dean wouldnt have been alive. so i am not mad at her not so much at least. what does lucifer want? dean and pie one of my favorite duos. crowley ran. i hope winchesters can be happy i always wish this but its usually dont happen so…

s12 ep3(the foundry)

family hunting trip. i love winchesters. Dean got his taste in music and food from Mary. agent beyonce and agent jay z:) . an angel and a demon i love them. okay i feel sorry for mary but she just left them. i hope she'd stay dead, then all of them would be happy. Dean and Sam had gotten over it. Mary was happy in heaven. Now Mary misses her family in heaven, so she leaves Dean and Sam heartbroken. Maybe they would be happier if Darkness brought Bobby back. Or Charlie (I still haven't gotten over his death, I'm still in denial).

s12 ep4(american nightmare)

the early seasons. i miss it. things were more simple. winchesters are gods(chucks) besties, they are not lying about that. seeing dean smile makes me feel good. ketch killed magda.

s12 ep5(the one you've been waiting for)

dean didnt eat the pie:(. is it really about mary? The scene with the ship was hilarious. Harry Potter! dean killed hitler. it is awesome. he is so happy he get to do that. did i mention dean killed hitler:)!

s12 ep6(celebrating the life of asa fox)

i love jody and her relationship with the boys. and yes dean killed hitler:) . winchesters are famous and i like it. billie is annoying. but she has a point. rules must be followed and winchesters always break the rules. most of the times its good but still they break rules. asa seemed like a nice guy and a good hunter. twins are cool. i hope mary will come back home fast. i dont know how much dean can wait.

s12 ep7(rock never dies)

i love cas and crowley. theyre so funny. Cas is tired of being the babysitter. the water scene might be the first spn video ive seen before watching the Show. i totally forgot about it but seein it now is different now i know dean i know sam and their relationship. and this makes perfect sense now. i love them. Maybe Cas couldn't follow, but couldn't Crowley follow his manager or the other band member and find the concert? crowley's with cas till the end i guess(for now at least). cas' famous word:) . well lucifer is kinda right, Chuck left again. he couldve taken lucifer with him or at least do something about him.

s12 ep8(lotus)

agents(in unision:)). an angel and a demon beat the two best hunters in the World. its amazing, their reactions everything. when sam asked anything missing i didnt realized the cross i said his soul because he want smiling and i knew it wouldnt make sense but i said it anyways because thet was all i could think of. well i just saw something about Charlie on my phone. I still haven't gotten over her death. I don't think I'll ever get over it. this Show is supernatural we saw characters' deaths but they returned most of the times. even bobby he is dead but we still see him some of the episodes. Why do we never see Charlie, they never even mention her. she didn't deserve such an end. I thought we might see her at least in 1 or 2 episodes. But she died, unexpectedly, and I still can't believe she is dead. I've said this many times, but when I watch new episodes, I think of her every now and then and I still can't make sense of her death. I miss seeing Mark Pellegrino. he is great as lucifer others are good too but I want to see him more. rowena is crazy at first i didnt like her much but i started to like her this season. What does the table with the color map in the Men of Letters bunker show? like how much of a monster there are? If anyone knows, I would be glad if they could tell me. I've been wondering for a while but I couldn't find it. I tried to read the writings on it, but it didn't work. i think i know WHO the nephilim is. i saw spoilers again and i was wondering about that character. i am so excited. I'm not sure if we will see that character in this season, but I think the chracter will be in the 13th season. i thought ketch was crowley:(. still he saved them so no problem for now at least. i forgot about lucifer and i thought dean asked because of cas. If it's going to bring the angel out, they would make sure cas' not near it. i love the team so much. they are amazing together. Rowena and Crowley are starting to get along well. In previous seasons, I was always afraid that the Winchesters would get into trouble with the law. This fear of mine had diminished considerably. But now I think they're in even bigger trouble. kelly is a mother but the baby is lucifers child. If they raise the child well, I think good things can happen(i hope). an angel, a witch, the king of hell, The two best hunters in the World they are amazing. the best team up

s12 ep9(first blood)

i dont know what i expected but im disappointed that crowley didnt help cas. Mary gets angry at Cas, but she wasn't there. The boys didn't even ask for help because she was gone. she left. 6 weeks! whatever they will get out idk how or when but they will. winchesters… i love them so much. How did they deceive the men? They didn't really defeat Lucifer, did they? He'll come back again, he can't be gone. I don't trust the men of letters either, but I really hope they can help. The guys don't stand a chance against Dean and Sam. cas!!!! What he did was very reckless. I'm glad the Winchesters aren't dead, but they've done things to disrupt the order of the universe too many times. What Billie said scares me. Billie is dead, the others are alive, this is a good thing, but what they will encounter next will be worse. and that is scary. The Winchesters took an angel and added him to the family and changed him, and it was great to watch this change, but it's not for the better, cas will die i know it but i dont want to see it. i knew ketch would kill them. mary! what The British Men of Letters saying is a good thing but like i said some monsters are not monsters. they deserve to live. and although their methods are effective, they are a bit extreme.

s12 ep10(lily sunder has some regrets)

Okay, Cas did something careless, but Dean needs to let it go and look at other things. Sam is right Cas saved all of them. cas is talking back to dean now, this scene is so funny. cas had a woman vessel! im glad he changed he no longer blindly sticking to rules. he is in team free will and this team always saves the World and i love them.

s12 ep11(regarding dean)

this ep is funny but is kinda sad. i have mixed feelings. i watched some clips of this ep. and ive been waiting to see it. jensen is amazing. hunting is the best job?! dean forget about his traumas. he is so happy full of life. It will be nice when Dean remembers everything, but I will be sad. Now he has forgotten the bad things and is in a happy state. But when those memories come, he will be sad again. Dean's eyes sparkle. deans love for scooby is precious. i didnt think this ep would be this sad. dean is frgetting himself and everything hes been through and the people he loved… its too much. how could dean aim that good and remember how to use a gun? i think he is born to be a hunter. when dean and rowena tricked sam sam's face told everything. he amost lost his brother again. thanks to rowena dean is back. and dean i love you.

s12 ep12(stuck in the middle (with you))

yes everything is fine. Wally is definitely not dead. Cas is not injured. right everything is allright. What kind of demon is this? He's not really azazel, is he? mary is working wth bmol its okay but she is hiding it from the boys that cant be good for any of them. well, at least its not azazel. others are bad too but still im glad its not him. so, thats how crowley became the king. crowley loves them. and i love him. he is trying to save them and they dont even know that. this ep was kinda like memento(nolan movie). and i think this is so cool. yes cas you are a family and this family wouldnt leave a member behind. dont say goodbye you aer gonna be allright. the trio, they all changed and their character development their stories are amazing and im glad i witnessed their stories, im glad i know them. theyll be a part of me forever. Mary, what was so important that you would let everyone die? crowley saved cas:) . mary stiil didnt mentioned the item to the boys. did she say cas is one of his boys? the item is the colt!! lucifer!!!!! i knew it was him from his voice but i wasnt sure.

s12 ep13(family feud)

I don't like that she works behind boys' backs. i missed seeing Mark Pellegrino. he is brilliant. i think rowena loves gavin. crowley loved his son. it was for revenge. i didnt see that coming. but crowley and rowena are even now. i hate to see the boys sad. mary shouldnt break their hearts.

s12 ep14(the raid)

-you are not a child -i never was. i knew this scene was coming and thats why i couldnt love mary. okay she needs time but the boys need their mother she was gone their whole life now she is back and she is rarely with them. things are never easy on this Show. i wish mary didnt returnn. that way she couldve been happy in heaven and the boys would be okay without her because they accepted her death they were never good there is always something but the two of them and maybe cas they would be okay, together. i hate seeing them hurt. and this time the one whose hurting them is their mother and this is worse. and now she is not even mom she is mary. I wish Bobby had come instead of Mary. If there is no bullet, why do you take out the colt? To drive a wedge between Sam and Mary even further? Sam, are you going to lie to Dean too? brits are doing some good things, i dont know what to think of them yet so I'm with dean(as always). When Sam said he was choosing a side, I thought he was choosing Dean, now does that mean he's choosing Mary?

s12 ep15(somewhere between heaven and hell)

and sam is lying to dean, great. Cas has gotten better at lying, but he still keeps his badge upside down. I wish they'd worn glasses to see the hellhound, just in case. After all, the girl also told the sheriff that the dog was coming towards her. im scared for crowley i dont think this will end good for him. i sometimes forget crowley is evil. what he did to lucifer was just, wow, i never see it coming neither did lucifer. dean hates bmol beacuse they tortured sam they hurt him not dean. he probably would be okay if they hurt him but they hurt his baby brother. and now his brother and his mom lied to him. He would find out eventually. Do they think that Dean wouldn't understand if they said it from the beginning? see, he is okay with it, im just sad thathis family lied to him, they didnt trust him to make the right choice.

s12 ep16(ladies drink free)

hogwarts! well then i want in. that wasnt wise. i hope they wont do anything to garth. i love dean. i love how he is happy for eve little things. i love seeing him happy even for a little moment. i love the referances. i kinda like claire but she lies most of the times, to jody to dean and sam. i love how dean acts like claire is his sister and protecting her. and, this reminds me Charlie. why did she die. she couldve lived, and we coldve seen her time to time like claire i miss Charlie. i dont think i could get over her death. dean is right(as always). they gave mick a second chance but i dont think it will work. They will finally learn about the things Ketch did. But this is not about Mick, he is just following orders. I think we saw today that he can actually be a good person. its not ketch'S fault either, he is just following orders too.

s12 ep17(the british invasion)

everyone says the nephilim is an abomination. but i think if they raise him well he could be a good guy, 'cause why not. Genes don't define who you are, of course they do, but I think upbringing will have a bigger impact. And I hope so because he's just a baby right now. I was starting to like mick. and the colt is back where it belongs. im not even worried. winchesters will be fine but im not sure about the others

s12 ep18(the memory remains)

come on cas. you have to come back. satyr. saving people hunting things the family business, dean's face wen he realised that was priceless. you are legends dean. normal people wont know you but the people you saved the hunters they will remember you. i would remember you. i hope boys will realise the device soon. things wont work out with the brits thats for sure.

s12 ep19(the future)

cas, finally. i love team free will. grace extractioni its brilliant. wow. yes, they always find a way. and cas is gone. cas stole the colt. cas team free will is all you need. you are saving the boys thats such a winchester thing to do. you are a winchester. but dean will be mad. and sam will be sad. kelly was right. im glad cas changed his mind. of course, im sad that he keft the boys but hell return.

s12 ep20(twigs & twine & tasha banes)

dads on a hunting trip and he hasnt been home in a few days. they did it again. they have mary and another mary! i would say a clone but is she a shapeshifter or something? mary doesnt know. She could have escaped, but she made a reckless move and was caught. i love the way dean holds the wine glass. mary fought good i loved the twins. i think we will see them again someday nad it wont be good. bevell is back, i hope sam will kill her.

s12 ep21(there's something about mary)

Eileen died?! i thought ketch would get her. crowley isnt dead. he is a rat, right? i think crowley will save dean and sam. because he needs help with lucifer.

s12 ep22(who we are)

they are geniuses(lunatic geniuses) and i love them. jody is a good mother to the girls ad the boys. i love her. hope she wont die. i hate you? dean couldnt have said that. why would he saiy that? dean is hurt. but he isnt saying waht happened to him he is just talking what happened to his brother. he did everything to keep him safe but he failed, so many times. he blames his mother yes but i think he blames himself more. he was never a child he tried to give his baby brother everything but how could he, he was just a little boy whos lost his mother and his father was just seeking revenge. he did best as he can. yes mary is back. they killed humans and i think they are ok with that. i get it its kill or be killed and they chose themselves. but idk i thought they would hesitate a little bit. so, what does lucifer wants? he was cool with his father, now he created something and he wants it then what? he wants to rule the World? the family hug, finally. this is who winchesters are. they try to make World a better place for the other in doing so they hurt the family, but in the end they always forgive each other and then turn back to the beginning because its a cycle. and im not complaining, they save the World always.

s12 ep23(all along the watchtower)

i missed carry on. They haven't put it at the beginning of the episode for a long time. i will give my life for your son, i hope you wont need to do that cas. crowley is not a cockroach, he is a rat. is rowena really dead? i dont believe it. she cant be dead. kelly wouldve been a great mom. i mostly like crowley he is strange but he mostly helps the winchesters so. i love cas i love his character development he is amazing. hi bobby! he is back once again. i missed bobby. i hope we can see our bobby again. i loved the DC referances. Did Lucifer really think the Winchesters had escaped? crowley! cas! why did crowley did that? he wouldnt kill himself? well old crowley wouldnt but like everyone winchesters changed him too. and cas he has changed by the winchesters too. but this Show is supernatural how can someone stay dead. how can we be sure they are rally dead. right now they look like they wont come back but in this Show everything is possible. and Mary was taken from her boys, again. she might still be alive. im 99% sure kelly is dead(after all this is supernatural). dean and sam lost everyone they cared about again. jack came. i hope winchesters will raise him. and thats all for this season. last 3 seasons. and im still not ready to say goodbye i dont think i ever will be.

[taejeonie]

taehee in america!!

— i can’t find a gif from one of their interviews :// also the events aren’t in sequence,,whatever i remember watching will appear here so if i missed something, u guys can tell me!!

okay so taehee’s like

different

like most of the tweets were ‘american air changed taehee’

like in korea she’s chill, semi-shy but still chaotic

but in america it’s that but x82848, minus the shy part it’s like gone now

and she’s more interactive with czennies so that’s probably why (*^_^*)

like in one of their interviews someone asked, “okay, so i have a question from tumblr...do you know tumblr”

“yes i know tumblr ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)”

and she loved doing rpd with them it’s so cute

she kept hyping them up and dancing in the sidelines

but when cherry bomb comes on

she was like: this is my song. must. dance.

and she was center for the nananananana part so it was p e r f e c t

when they did flinch she was paired with doyoung

james was trying to talk to them but they were mODELLING

let them do their work james

“oh i see how it is now”

her eyes flinched a bit when the fruit came out but they didn’t notice....hopefully

anyways youngtae won

speaking of interviews

awkward faces. disgusted faces. bored faces. fake smile faces.

‘oh shit did they just say that?’ faces.

“so how’s it like being the only girl in the group?”

in her head she’s like: stfu i didn’t go to america for this ಠ╭╮ಠ

but outside she’s like: hahahaha looks like i gotta answer this ∩^ω^∩ gotta pay rent u know?

the genius interview oh god markhee was a MESS

they kept pinching each other when they had to explain the s t e a m y parts of the song so johnny did it for them

in the end they just gave up on explaining so she said “you don’t have to take the lyrics word by word, line by line. you can take it however you want and the feelings aren’t just limited to a significant other. it’s just love between two people and that could be a friend, a partner-“

inside they’re like “good job, taehee. good job,” until she says

“-your mom.”

and when they were teaching cherry bomb she couldn’t keep her mouth shut

“okay so you spread your legs like this” - johnny

“that’s when you feel the air coming in” - mark

and when doyoung thought it couldn’t get any worse

“oh, really? i don’t” - taehee

and yuta, taeyong, johnny, and mark just try to hold their laughter

doyoung @ the rest: just smile and wave boys, smile and wave

also stayzens got crumbs of (han) jisung and taehee’s friendship when they were guessing the dance based on the silhouette

when the choreo for ‘get cool’ showed she immediately answered

“oH OH GET COOL STRAY KIDS”

she scared everyone with her excitement but that’s okay bc they got a point

“that was fast,” the host told her

*proudly* “yeah i’m friends with one of them”

taehee stans were served

she wore dresses to award shows bUT THERE WAS A TIME SHE WORE A SUIT

everyone died

she looked amazing hot spectacular show stopping

#miamiwithtaehee

“hey guys! welcome back to my channel ( ◠‿◠ ) so today we would be going toOoOoOo miAMIIIII *fake sound effects* um so like we’re going to buy some stuff for the beach coz like it’s really hot hahahaha but that’s because i’m here *slowly pulls shades down*”

“why do you talk like that”

“just let me be, mark. let me be.”

but she went back to taehee mode so it’s aight

“taeyong oppa broke his slippers and the sand’s really hot so i don’t know how he survives.”

“noona~”

“hAECHAN I DONT WANNA GET WEEEET”

she gets caught anyways

and hyuck drags her to the deep deep deep part

but she knows how to swim :>>

#athletic

she came back to shore to dry off,,,so she watched the surfers with jungwoo while the others are having fun

“waahh, that’s so cool. did you see that?”

“my dad taught me how to surf back in australia”

“really? :OO”

“yeah but that was when i was still younger. i think i forgot now.”

“woah” jungwoo’s amazed by this girl

OH MY GOD WAIT I FORGOT ABOUT 19 EMOTIONS

so when she was asked to do flirty

she got shy, that was the shyest moment of her life but you gotta do what you gotta do

*starts twirling a piece of hair on her finger* “hey,,,,” *winks*

then she starts playing with her hair more aggressively until she had to stop and fix her hair bc the manager told her to

producer: is that how you flirt?

taehee: i don’t flirt. *confidently* people flirt with me ;))).

johnny, off-screen: excuses! this is why we don’t let her out

her and johnny just kept giving commentary on poor mark it’s hilarious

*mark raises his eyebrow*

“you’re so flirty”

“damn, that eyebrow tho. i’m swayed.”

taehee kept eating ice cream

like everytime the camera pans to her she’s just eating ice cream

when they watched alicia key performing ‘if i ain’t got you’

she was star struck

markhee: Aw sHIT

when she rapped “knet knet talk talk” she blew up the whole bird app

she was feeling herself everytime they performed it was sexc

american air really is different

concerts omg don’t get me started

johnny started shaking his booty as a joke but then there’s taehee on the side of the stage lowkey twerking

you know how bp were feeling themselves during their cons?

well taehee is just like that and czennies wERE SO LOUD

her ‘baby don’t like it’ fit .....

it was different from the boys’ since she’s wearing like a dress like damn what if she sLIPPED

she was wearing a blindfold too

her performance is still flawless tho i mean it’s taehee come on

and when they performed ‘superhuman’

istg that markhee part everyone flipped

they were so close (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡

like i swear they could feel their breaths on each other’s faces

but it’s what the czennies want and you gotta give it to them even if the management said nO

#rebel

markhee stans were fed this season they kept hanging out with each other

they rode that horse carriage thing together

they ate donuts together

they shopped together

they messed up their korean and english at some point together

best friend goals

taehee was so excited for the dodgers game she was so adorable in the jersey

she was more than glad to be the first pitch and list off the names of the players to the members

jungwoo and hyuck trapped her so they could get on kiss cam

she was struggling

but that’s okay bc she still gets to see the dodgers play

brooklyn boys

the title’s still boys the producers are like whatever just name it brooklyn boys

after they ate they went shopping right

taehee was in the ‘don’t forget your tools’ team

taeyong mom johnny dad jungwoo child mark child taehee child

“i wanted to be the cousin!!”

“.....taehee child”

#markheebesties we love it

markhee separated from the group for a while to buy ingredients to make cocktails for the older members + staff

“you know how?”

“yeah, my dad taught me.”

“your dad is so cool.”

“i know right- *immediately* mom, i still love youuu <3333”

“we’re both minors and we’re the ones getting alcohol”

“mark, we’re in america. we’re not minors anymore.”

but later on they don’t drink alcohol to respect their korean culture :>>

when jungwoo wanted to get the pie thingy and taeyong won’t let him it was comical

mark’s like that youngest good kid

jungwoo’s like the middle kid who wanted to bUY SOMETHING BUT THEY WONT LET HIM

and taehee’s the eldest bad influence kid

*whispering* “just hide it. yeah, hide it in there. then just put it out when they’re paying for it*

mark’s just laughing off cam they were so serious

anyways they’re cooking and taehee made the guac :p

she kept on laughing at markwoo it’s cute

but she kept on eating the other group’s pasta

“hey! why do you keep eating our food?”

“diversity.”

they complimented her on her guac since she doesn’t cook that much

but she’s a great cook she learned from taeyong!!! and her dad

when they were playing beer pong the maknae line was sOOO HYPED

“LIKE A WHAT?” “LIKE A LIGHT”

“LIKE A WHAT” “LIKE A LIGHT”

and hyuck’s just looking at them weirdly like wtf hahaha markhee tingz i guess

she acted like a ring girl every time they switch to the next round

“wAIT LET ME WALK” *catwalks from side a to side b*

while they were karaoke-ing she made the cocktails and mark watched her

she kept doing tricks with the cups to make mark laugh

she let the staff taste it and they were amazed she’s such an angel i swear

“this one’s for you!!!!”

“is it good?”

“oh i should add more of this? okay, hold on”

and then the older hyungs came and were amazed

doyoung doesn’t even drink but she managed to get him to have a taste

when they were all going to sleep, she chose the bed at the very end

she used mark’s arm as a pillow

they all kinda...didn’t shower...

jk they still smell great ig

“mark you stink”

“shut up”

and then they fell asleep but the others caught them

“mark and taehee are asleep”

“really?” *laughs*

“i’m not asleep i’m just closing my eyes”

“okay but taehee’s already snoring”

*sleepily* “i DONT SNORE!!!”

[that-demigirl]

Basic Information:

Full Name: Skylar Watson

Nicknames: Sky (Leo, Piper, Percy, Annabeth, Grover, Clovis, Katie, Conner, and Travis)

Age: 12

Age Within Stories: 15 when Percy comes to camp, 19 when they become the Hypnos cabin counselor, 17 Goes on the mission in Titans Curse, 19 Major part of the Battle of Manhattan

Birthday: January 21, 1990

Gender: Non-Binary

Ethnicity: American

Nationally: American

Birthplace: Augusta, Maine

Hometown: Long Island, New York

Previous Places: Augusta, Maine and Camp Halfblood

Languages Spoken / Read: English

Height: 5’0”

Weight: 120

Blood Type: A+

Sexual Orientation: Biromantic Asexual

Greek Zodiac: Aquarius

Ruling Planet(s): Uranus, Saturn

Element: Air

Hair Colour: Blonde w/ dyed red tips

Eye Colour: Chocolate Brown

Physical Description: Pale with sunken eyes. Constant bags under their eyes even with the correct amount of sleep. Freckles.

Tattoos / Piercings / Scars: N/A

Clothing:

Everyday Clothing:

Summer:

Winter:

Camp Clothing:

Personality: Drowsy, spacey, kind, strong, determined, self sacrificing

Good Habits: Always checks in on their friends, never misses an important event

Bad Habits: Sleeps for too long, bites their nails when nervous

Strange Habits: When they meets someone new they always gives them a poppy flower

Fears: Going to sleep and never waking up, their friends dieing while she stands to the side

Favourite Food: Blueberry Pie

Favourite Places to Eat: Their grandmothers house

Least Favourite Food: Shrimp

Favourite Drink: Camomile Tea

Least Favourite Drink: Sparkling Water

Favourite Colour: Silvery-White

Least Favourite Colour: Forest Green

Favorite Scent: Lavender

Favorite Sound: Rain on pavement

Favorite Sight: A Starlit Sky with no obstructions

Favorite Time of Year: Mid-Fall

Favorite Time of Day: Noon

Favorite Animal: Koalas

Favorite Song: Love Me Now by John Legend

Favorite Movie / Film Franchise: Harry Potter

Activities / Subjects:

Best Activity in Camp: Hand to Hand combat

Worst Activity in Camp: Archery

Best School Subject(s): Science and Math

Worst School Subject(s): Choir

Family / Friends:

Mother: Keira Watson

Occupation: Therapist

Relationship: They have an ok relationship. Sky tends to think that their mom is trying to analyze them more than be a mother.

Father: Hypnos

Relationship: They are ok with their dad, they give him offerings and stuff like that but they dont have a big opinion on him

Siblings at Camp: Hypnos Cabin

Who do they get along with most?: Clovis

Who do they get along with least?: N/A

How do they feel about their cabin mates in general?: The Hypnos cabin doesn’t have a huge amount of occupants so the ones that are there feel a strong bond towards each other.

Closest Friends: Clovis and Katie

Demigod Friends: Katie, Travis and Connor, Annabeth, Percy, Grover, Leo and Piper

Boyfriend / Girlfriend: N/A

Enemies: Any monsters

Fighting:

Weapon: Short dagger

Mist Version: A short pipe

Armor(?): N/A

Range: Close

Style: Hand to Hand mixed with their dagger

Strengths: Close combat

Weaknesses: Archery and long range combat

Fatal Flaw: Feels the need to sacrifice themself for “the greater good” and will throw herself in front of any weapon for other demigods

Abilities: Sleep inducing, memory retrieval, memory alteration, dream travel (when asleep)

Quotes:

- “Why am I the mother hen?”

- “Who put the fate of the universe in a twelve year olds hands?”

- “Who know, this may be the first quest I actually get chosen for.”

- “Is their a reason the Big Three feel the need to break their oath?”

Trivia:

- Sleeps with a poppy flower hanging over their bunk

- Strongest of the four Hypnos kids

- Trains with Percy even if they lose every time

- Wishes they weren’t a demigod

- Always cold

[amessinadress]

••Giant List Of Mickey Milkovich Quotes••

“I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK YOU’RE SAYING!”

“Must really clear your mind watching the sunrise after a long night of gurgling old man balls.”

“You came all the way down here to talk about my pubes?”

"You ready to go again or you need some time, firecrotch?”

“Fuck you is what you were invited to."

"Those fingers go anywhere near that cock, Imma break every knuckle on your hand."

"You're going down, Army!”

"Red-head. Bat-shit crazy. Packing 9 inches."

“Not everyone just gets to blurt out how they fuckin feel every minute.”

“Nonook of the fucking north, why don’t you lose the parka, unless you’re planning on banging Eskimo’s.”

"You wanna chit-chat more or you wanna get on me?"

“Whatever. Likin’ what I like don’t make me a bitch.”

“Does this violate my probation?”

“The fuck are you looking at?”

“GUESS WHAT WE’VE BEEN DOING DADDY? WE’VE BEEN FUCKING! AND I TAKE IT! HE GIVES IT TO ME GOOD AND HARD AND I FUCKING LIKE IT! I SUCK HIS DICK! I FUCKING LOVE IT!”

“Missed ya.”

“I like fucking carrot tops.”

“I just want everyone here to know, I’m fucking gay. Big ol’ mo.”

“Don’t do this.”

“Fuck you Gallagher.”

“So go do yoga, sing fucking Taylor Swift, I don’t give a shit. Just get out of the fucking car.”

“Can I go with him?”

“You’re under my skin man. The fuck can I do?”

“His parter. Lover. Family. Ya know?”

“Don’t fucking tell me what’s impossible.”

“I can take care of him. Okay, let me take care of him until he's better.”

“Sorry I’m late.”

“Look don’t worry, we’ll get a dick in you as we can!”

“Of course we are.”

“C’mere”

“Ian what you and I have makes me free.”

“Together.”

“I love you… It means we take care of each other… It means thick and thin, good times, bad, sickness, health, all that shit”

“Fuck you, fuck you and especially fuck you!”

“Well this ain’t Macy’s bitch, and you ain’t window shopping.”

“Sure. Got nothin better to do than watch a bunch of pruney queens slap their sacks against your ass cheeks.”

“Yeah, I'm sure you're gonna turn him into a nice, upstanding citizen since you've blown so many of them.”

“NO ONE’S GETTING LAID UNTIL THEY GET PAID!”

“They’re not climbing Everest, They’re climbing dick.”

“no that’s illegal in this country”

“anyone can jerk a cock. I jerk mine, he jerks his. Learn a unique skill or shut the fuck up.”

“I got bottom, so you're on top.”

"Yeah whatever. Tell em you got AIDS."

“Iiiiiiiian Gallagher! You messed with the wrong girl!”

“You wanna fuckin’ die?”

“Don’t think you’re getting off just because you’re about to drop a patty from your fur-burger.”

“the fuck they can! Look at her, she’s fuckin’ dead!”

“I'm worried about you. I love you.”

“I want you to come with me.”

“He stays here, he’s staying with me. He’s fucking family”

"Tell fuckhead this is not over!”

"Oh. Never thought I'd say this, but I'm glad I finally found Jesus."

“Fuck you and your weird ass kid”

“You wanna get paid a little more for putting a strangers dick in your mouth?”

“... you mean horny? What 17 year old gay kid isn’t horny?”

“Yeah, please, check your phone. I'll just yell at the wall.”

“You ever think back in the day that this is where we would be?”

“I was ‘til shit for brains here pulled his Glock out.”

“Leave the goddamn stealing to the experts. fuck.”

“Hope Damon knows how to hitchhike.”

“I could pull it out, but I don't want to scare all the kids.”

“Oh, check it out. Ian Gallagher putting his big boy pants on.”

“I'm thinking a little bit of nipple pinching and some ass eating.”

“Sun all year round. No more freezing our asses off. Just sandals and tequila from here on, man. It's what kept me going in the joint. The beach. Us.

“Bet your white ass burns like a mother fucker.”

“Something else I want to hit.”

“Like stab that fat fucking mick who keeps trying to steal my jello!”

“Jesus Christ. You wanna spread a blanket out and look for shooting stars next?”

“I like em sweet.”

“It’s a fucking snickers bar!”

“What the fuck does a squirrel have to do with waffles anyway?”

“YES I FUCKING KNOW I GOT SHOT!”

“Fuck I missed you.”

“Yeah ya know when someone robs me with my own fucking gun, they're not my friend. I’m kinda funny like that.”

"Mary Poppins here is on a warpath.”

“Look, if you dont want to hang out with me that's fine but you need to call your family.”

“Rise and fuckin shine, Cinderella.”

“I love banana pancakes!”

“Yeah I called for a Youber!”

"Whatchu going down for then, huh?"

"Card carryin, apple pie eatin, born on the fourth of July American fuckin citizen.”

“Fucking cheat on me ian. Wont get out of bed and you’re fucking bouncing off the walls- I came out for you, you piece of shit!”

”Do yourself a favor and put a bullet in my chest, cause if you don’t, you’re in serious shit.”

“Okay you need to push the fuck back, nutjob.”

“I meant we were fucking getting gas!”

“That’s all you think he is? some twink?”

“Say cheese, mother fucker!”

“If I wanted to fuck a guy in the ass, I would have stayed in prison. - Get the lube, bitch.”

“My name's Ian. I can't turn the page like a normal human being. I have to put my whole goddamn paw in my mouth.”

“EAT MY CORNBOLE, COCKS!!”

“It's like getting screwed by a bowl of potato salad every morning.”

“At least my shit gets flushed, unlike your coleslaw-smellin' dick.”

“Mind your business, Enzo!”

“Yeah, please, that'll be the day, when Ian Gallagher doesn't nag the shit outta my ass and tell me what to do about somethin'!”

-Let me know if I missed any that I should add.

[iris-ymir]

Never-ending survey: Lareine

RULES: Repost, do not reblog. Tag 10 blogs! 

Tagged by @blood-of-the-dragons & @under-the-blood-moonlight 🖤

Tagging: @umbralich @vylette-elakha @lavender-hemlock @archon-ffxiv @illia-ast @torr-sceadu @istolin @rael-eryut @alun-ura & @cyrillien

BASICS.

FULL NAME: Lareine Kira, Iris Ymir (formerly).

NICKNAME: Young miss (by Arsene), Patient (by Varg).

AGE:  31

BIRTHDAY:   13th Sun of the 4th Umbral Moon

ETHNIC GROUP: Viera (Veena)

NATIONALITY: Othard, Skatay Range

LANGUAGE/S: Common, hingan & Ishgardian

SEXUAL ORIENTATION : Lesbian

ROMANTIC ORIENTATION : Lesbian (Iris), uncertain (Lareine).

RELATIONSHIP STATUS:  Its complicated...

HOME TOWN / AREA:  Ymir, Skatay Range

CURRENT HOME:  Pillars, Ishgard

PROFESSION: Assistant to Varg Blacksoul, thief (formerly).

PHYSICAL.

HAIR: Short, raven-black hair with purple highlights.

EYES: Light purple, but appears almost black in dim lighting.

FACE: Inverted triangle-shaped face, and a rather sharp nose.

LIPS: Bow-shaped lips, usually painted purple.

COMPLEXION: Morbidly pale, with a hint of purple.

BLEMISHES: Dark circles under her eyes.

SCARS:  Five scars from stab-wounds on her torso (Three on abdomen, two on the left from her heart). Several smaller scars run all over her arms and right shoulder (Most of them hard to notice because of her pale skin-tone).

TATTOOS: Purple markings tattooed around her eyes. Rose-thorns and purple iris-flowers on her left thigh.

HEIGHT:  178cm

WEIGHT: Slightly underweight.

BUILD:  Slender & feminine. Somewhat toned arms, legs and abdomen.

FEATURES:  A beauty-mark below the left corner of her lips, long and sharp stiletto nails, usually painted black.

ALLERGIES:  None.

USUAL HAIR STYLE:  Seems to stay as a spiky mess, no matter what she does with it. A single braid on the left, sometimes decorated with couple of purple pearls.

USUAL FACE LOOK :  Impish smile, wide-eyes or slight pout (Lareine), pissed-off, tired or cynical (Iris)

USUAL CLOTHING:  Black or purple blouse with a corset, either long skirt or hotpants, long coat or a leather jacket & high-heeled boots.

PSYCHOLOGY.

FEAR/S: Being tied down / restricted, locked doors, losing control.

ASPIRATION/S:  To one day be able to pay back to one man who took her life away, and to another who gave it back.

POSITIVE TRAITS: Extremely loyal towards those she holds dear, adaptable, witty.

NEGATIVE TRAITS: Clingy, childish & whiny (Lareine persona), trust issues,  violent & unpredictable (Iris persona)

TEMPERAMENT:  Sanguine (Lareine), Choleric (Iris).

SOUL TYPE/S:   Artisan

ANIMALS:  Black cat.

VICE HABIT/S: Rather heavy drinker and a stress-smoker.

FAITH: Not much in the religions.

GHOSTS?: Absolutely. Living and the dead ones.

AFTERLIFE?: As long as its not some boring, white space with nothing interesting to do.

REINCARNATION?:  Might be interesting.

POLITICAL ALIGNMENT: Does not understand rat’s shit about politics.

EDUCATION LEVEL:  Street-smart.

FAMILY.

FATHER : Unknown father.

MOTHER :  Irene Ymir (Deceased).

SIBLINGS : Possibly half-siblings from father’s side.

EXTENDED FAMILY: Varg Blacksoul (Doctor / caretaker), Arsene Dreadeois (Butler), Silke Doomflare (Best friend, possible love interest).

NAME MEANING/S: Queen in “ishgardian” (Lareine), name of a flower (Iris).

HISTORICAL CONNECTION?: N/A

FAVORITES.

BOOK:  Old fairytales.

DEITY: N/A

HOLIDAY:  All Saints’ Wake.

MONTH: The months of midsummer & fall.

SEASON: Fall.

PLACE: A victorian style mansion, a room docorated with old dolls.

WEATHER: The gust of wind and the first drops of rain, before a thunderstorm.

SOUND / S: Crackling of a fireplace, grand piano, rain drumming on the roof and windows.

SCENT / S: Incence, fruity / flowery perfumes & rain.

TASTE / S:  Whiskey, sweets & rolanberry pie.

FEEL / S:  Soft fur, skin-to-skin contact, hot bath.

ANIMAL / S:  Anything furry, especially foxes & cats. She is a huge animal-lover overall.

NUMBER: Does not care for numbers.

COLORS: Black, all the shades of purple, violet, silver & red.

EXTRA.

TALENTS: Adaptability in different situations, lockpicking, speed & agility, self-learned with daggers & trained with ringblades, drawing.

BAD AT : Teamwork, manners, staying focused on one task, reading, controlling her feelings.

TURN ONS: Wanderlust, confidence, sense of humor, tattoos.

TURN OFFS: Untidyness, celf-centeredness, rasism.

HOBBIES: Bathing, drawing, people-watching.

TROPES: Guess she is a weird mix of femme fatale, dark lady & hopeless romantic..

QUOTES :  “My Varg-Varg, my knight in shining armor.”

                   “How dare you?! How friggin’ dare you, you creep?!” 

                   “Yesss...”

                   “The anal what?”

MUN QUESTIONS.

Q1 :  If you could write your character your way in their own movie,  what would it be called,  what style would it be filmed in, and what would it be about?          

A1 :  The name of the movie would be “My name is Iris”. It would be a movie about her time in hospital. Pretty much the recent backstory, turned into a film, where the reality and events going inside her head would mix into a twisted nightmare. Something along the lines of Rob Zombie’s film “Lords of Salem”!

Q2 :  What would their soundtrack/score sound like?          

A2 :  Something eerie, with bells and such. A music that would fit into haunted house, full of creepy dolls. Bloodborne & Alice, Madness Returns soundtracks are quite spot on!

Q3 :  Why did you start writing this character?          

A3 :   I think the very first reason was that I somewhat lost touch with my old character. A bounty hunter named Fenris. I liked her, but somehow she did not feel like my own. So I started from scratch! I guess Lareine is one of those children who are not planned, but still end up being much loved. She ended up being my dearest character of all time, and the one I can relate most.

Q4 :   What first attracted you to this character?          

A4 :   I guess Im kind of a sucker for dragic types with an attitude and a hint of sillyness to balance it all.

Q5 :  Describe the biggest thing you dislike about your muse.

A5 :  She tends to be a huge extrovert, while Im more of an introvert. So writing her can get bit “draining” time to time.

Q6 :  What do you have in common with your muse?          

A6 :   Fashion sense! We also have similar sense of humor, and as I have mentioned before, some of her problems mirror certain events in my life.

Q7 :   How does  your muse feel about  you?          

A7 :   We would most likely get along! If we lived under a same foor, one of us would end up dead though...

Q8 :  What characters does your muse have interesting interactions with ?        

A8 :  While Lareine can get along with almost anyone, for Iris, I think the most interesting characters to interact with are the ones that can match her temperament! It might also be interesting to match her up with some nobility, because of her lack of manners. Pretty much anything that will lead into juicy disasters, in one way or another!

Q9 :  What gives you inspiration to write your muse ?        

A9 : I mostly get my inspiration from music, soulsborne- and American McGee’s Alice-games, I mentioned earlier. Sometimes also from movies, if they happen to have some beautiful scenery. Rare these days, but the Nun was some serious eye-candy!

Q10 : How long did this take you to complete ?          

A10 : I dont know, as I made this on side with other stuff... Too long?

[ahhhhpuck]

ways ransom and jack bond over being canadian

ransom has made jack watch telefrançais so that he understands what the anglophones have to go through when being forced to learn french in school

ransom and jack have also full on argued over The Hockey Sweater (1979) because one hated having to read it every year in school (in both french and english) and the other thinks it’s a classic piece of french canadien literature, justin! 

sometimes they casually just sigh in longing for tims together

they watch corner gas together (which literally nobody else in the haus thinks is funny but they just dont get it, eh?)

they also watch letterkenny, which everyone does think is funny

Bob and Doug Mckenzie also come up every so often and smh thinks they’re just mutual friends of theirs, after all it’s canada - everyone knows everyone right?

they definitely both joke about knowing Steve from Canada

Ransom is a good toronto boy he supports the leafs, and jack supports the habs and it can get awkward but its fine because they can bond over hating the canucks

their canadian slang slips out sometimes and it catches the others off guard

ransom is from TORONAH so he has some of the fucking dumbest sayings

anything is good? then it fucks

ex. “this pasta fucks man, its so good”

a lot of something? it’s bare

ex. yo, bare baking in the haus kitchen rn

someone being real good a pumping you up? they’re fucking gassed fam

attractive girl? she’s a bitty

ex. yo guy look at that bitty in the yellow top over there

yes this was very confusing when bitty joined the team

he says lowkey or highkey before everything and its so annoying.  he knows its annoying but highkey he. cant. stop.

nobody: 

ransom: aight, bless up, i hear that

i dont know montreal slang but i bet jack’s got some great ones

canadian insults: ransom will never live down the time he called jack a “fuckin chuckleheaded hoser” in response to jack’s “pas fort”

someone also may have implied the other’s mother fucked a moose, but who’s keeping track

sometimes they get homesick

there’s little things that get em

like people not holding doors open

snow days for like 5cm of snow

always having to translate temperature to celsius because it makes more sense to them

having the american anthem played before games just hits them sometimes

the american flag being everywhere instead of the maple leaf

when a canadian goose is a real asshole to them and they suddenly miss their childhood park

when they get homesick there’s things they do:

ransom keeps a reserve of ketchup chips and all dressed ruffles

and jack keeps real maple syrup - and if it’s winter they 100% do maple taffy

“JACK ZIMMERMANN WHY IS THERE A BUCKET OF SNOW IN MY KITCHEN”

“Euh?? oh don’t worry about it bittle”

the others dont get it, but they’ll let them be

bitty gets it though - that’s why sometimes there’s an abundance of peach pies and biscuits and gravy and sweet tea

so he learns to make canadian desserts like butter tarts and flapper pie and nanaimo bars and he’ll just set them out for them

so they’ll throw on some tragically hip, crack open some molsons, put on their team canada jerseys (ofc jack’s is from his world juniors series) and watch the 2010 Vancouver olympic gold medal game 

bc nothing quite feels like home like watching crosby score that game winner with another canadian

because other canadians man, they just get it

hockey is canada’s game and it really and truly brings the country together - and its also a language both of them speak fluently

so it helps

big time it helps

[kim-isnt-seaweed]

I'm in the mood to overshare so here goes.

1. I pour the milk before the cereal, but theres an actual reason for why i do this.

2. I hate Cheetos and have never tried the spicy ones.

3. I dislike oreos, although i recently tried the peanut butter ones and i liked those.

4. The only holiday movie i have ever watched was polar express, i tried watching the grinch cause i love Dr. Seuss books but couldnt finish it. I cant deal with holiday movies

5. I don't like mean girls

6. Dark chocolate is my favorite

7. I have never had pie before

8. I dont like tea, i hate green tea.

9.i like pineapple on pizza and believe me Pineapple isn't the worst thing people can put on a pizza.

10. I hate iphone (just iphones i like ipod and ipads)

11. I find gucci very ugly

12. There are certain artists i am tired of, i do NOT hate them (i dont hate artists) but i am just tired of them, but i am a coward and i am afraid of their fans

13. Paris as the ideal travel destination is overrated

14. European food is highly overrated and i believe asian food is deserves much more credit and should be considered fine dinning too.

15. TMI i never learned how to use tampons

16. I like soggy french fries

17. I dont like most korean snacks

18. I am terrible at technology, i didnt know until T and his friends judged the fuck out of me

19. I am terrible at technology, i didnt know this until T judged the fuuuuuck out of me.

20. I let T manage all our money, my mom already judged me for this but honestly giving me any power over money is a very bad idea.

21. I was never ever to relate to those movies where the kid looonggs to meet their parents or the one parent that isn't around, like i know my biological fathers death affected me but i dont miss him, i never met him so i Dont miss him, im curious but i dont feel sad a out it.

22. I believed in santa until i was 13. My mom did a really good job brainwashing me.

23. Colombian blood sausage is delicious, sounds gross but man its so good.

24. I hate getting my hands greasy if physically makes me want to chop them off. I have to grab food with a tissue or gloves or i aint touching it

25. In highschool i would COVER my french fries in sauce all types of sauce, i would still do it. My favorite sauce is pineapple sauce, adding it to french fries or burgers its amazing...fight me americans! But y'all would have to fight the whole of Colombia because we all do that, pineapple sauce is a fastfood staple.

[aestheticvoyage2018]

Day 230: Saturday August 18, 2018 - “Midlands Meander”

Today’s plan was to drive from JoBurg to Durban - we didnt really have many expectations of what we’d see along the highway; a 7 hour drive under grey skies  that would land us down a mountain to the coast of the Indian Ocean.  Audrie drove the whole way, bravely - we passed semis, transit vans, pedestrians, goats, and the like. We’d see corn fields, Ostriches, and even crop elevators....wait a second - that looks an awful lot like back home Gratiot County!  We got comfortable with the 120k per hour speed limit, and the blinker switch being on the right of the wheel (which means up for left and the wipers controlled by the normal switch) and it looked mostly like what we thought Africa should look like as we drove along.  But then as the big mountains of the Golden Gate got closer, the temperature dropped, the grey socked in, and the rain started  -��“it might snow” - and then it did.  Then it did some more.  Wait a second - this looks a lot like Denver!   Complete white-out as we went up and over the pass with the snow sticking to the ground, and us completely astonished.   “I miss the snows of Africa” - “is that really how that song goes?!”  “no.”    I wasnt dressed for the occasion - shorts, button up short sleeve.   When we pulled in for Gas, and the guy came out complete with a winter hat, he definitely didnt know what to think of this American turkey.

The gas getting situation on a road trip like this certainly was a trip as well.  I went in and asked for the bathroom; I was led out and behind the building to a door which behind it had a shower.   “got any of these with a toilet in it?”     Audrie was  having a similar circus - as she tried to pay the gas, the same guy in the winter hat asked her for a 2 liter.  “I dont have any 2 liters”  “no, you want a 2 liter” “2 liter of what?”  Then he comes back out with a 2 liter of apple flavored pop.   I told Audrie he probably took part of his lunch.  She wasnt convinced.   We had no idea why as we drove away with this 2 liter of flavored apple pop.  I mixed it with some white wine to make apple wine.  AC was not into it.  And we drove on.

We got a great maps app that allows us to navigate and find our way without turning on the data and today I was the navigator and so I got her off the Toll Road when we got back into whats call the Midlands.  I had scouted out a great place to stop off to break up the drive but didnt tell her that.  I told I just wanted to get off the freeway for some blue highways for awhile.  Really I was hoping for an experience with some locals.  I imagined a full biergarten.  She got the giveaway when the app told her that wed arrived, far from Durban.  We pulled into the old school estate and up the long drive in the wooded rural area to find a brewery.  Id forgotten (even through the snow strorm, that this would be comparable to February back home and at 9degress celsius there was no one in the biergarten!  They made not only beer, but also the gin.  We sipped the beers *about $2.50 a piece) and wondered if there were more people in the pub (also on the grounds).  We stepped in and found, next to a hot fire, some friendly locals that were indeed happy to make friends with us.  We practiced some good foreign relations on behalf of the state department, learned about biltong, enjoyed a mug of porter and a pickled pig pot pie while learning all we’d want to know from Ruan and his wife Christy.   An older guy bellied up next to me and pretended to hate me for pulling him into our conversation but taught me about New Zealand Rugby.   We shared about being on our honeymoon and asked the beligerant drunk guy for some wedding advice - he spun an awfully profound retort about being married to your best mate and then introduced us to his own wife, whom he called Switcher then promptly turned himself in to a huge racist that was awfully hard to get rid of.   We enjoyed connecting with this gang, and it was hard to say goodbye.  They sent me a way with beers on the house, and a pack of biltong, a facebook friend request and cheers for safe travels.  It was dark (630p here) as we rolled back down the estates driveway back to the toll road happy that wed pulled off and had this different experience.  Exactly what Id hoped for.  A taste for the social life in this predominantly dutch area.

We continued on down the mountains and through another town, Pietermartzburg - I wanted to see what a University looked like.  Then we continued on to Durban where we arrived on the coast to some warmer air.  We got a great hotel for $50 on the waterfront there and our 7th floor room faced the sea.   Better yet, it had a slide window with no screen.    For the second time in 2 nights, Audrie was out to the world by 830p (no funny business on this honeymoon!) and so I laid in the bed listening to the waves crash and the breeze blow in and thought about the brand of roadtrip we’d experienced today.  I wish Audrie was awake to talk to about it and wondered if we were ever going to fill out our ZSA Travel Journals that Id gotten - probably not now that we’re almost a full week behind, and thats a shame.  After an hour of reflecting I decided it was time to get down and get my toes in that water, and so I strolled out, rolled up the pant-legs and lets the salt water flow between my toes with few stars showing up above.    Breathed in that sea air and felt it was important to put myself here so that I could imagine it better while I laid in our room straight up above.   Back in the room, the black shirts were playing on the TV - and I only knew what the drunk racist guy told us about them. They are as good as he said they were.   Uninterested and bored, I flipped it off and just fell alseep listening to the waves, still pondering how the heck we hit a snowstorm in Africa.   Thats the best kind of roadtrip - the one that answers questions you didnt know you had. “The average yearly snowfall in South Africa is???” Unknown!  But apparently rare enough to have a webpage for each time!

The sun sets early here - but also comes back up early.  I woke suddenly about 6 and got up to see the sun blow out of the horizon over the Indian Ocean.  Technically now the next day, but all part of this story - the one about getting to Durban and seeing the ocean for a night.  I enjoyed its sounds in the dark, but to see it in the morning’s sun was something to behold.  Looking out to the east, felt a lot like the views from Michigan last week - in reverse.  It wasnt that many hours ago that itd had gone down over the big lake.  The world going round and round.

Song: Bob Schneider - Round and Round

Quote:  “There are as many Africas as there are books about Africa -- and as many books about it as you could read in a leisurely lifetime. Whoever writes a new one can afford a certain complacency in the knowledge that his is a new picture agreeing with no one else's, but likely to be haugthily disagreed with by all those who believed in some other Africa. ... Being thus all things to all authors, it follows, I suppose, that Africa must be all things to all readers.

Africa is mystic; it is wild; it is a sweltering inferno; it is a photographer's paradise, a hunter's Valhalla, an escapist's Utopia. It is what you will, and it withstands all interpretations. It is the last vestige of a dead world or the cradle of a shiny new one.  ― Beryl Markham

[mariah-can-dream]

30 Questions Tag💕

I was tagged by: @slobonmyknobbob, @kara-dolan, @justanotherdolanblog, @aint-ships-a-wonder, @dolanspacemendes, @juicydolan, @xxohmydolantwinsxx, @notanotherdolantwinsblog and @holytishdolans THANK YOU BABES. YOU ALREADY KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU💕💕

RULES: Answer the following questions and tag 5 other blogs.

1. Nickname: Riri is basically it

2. Gender: Female

3. Zodiac: Libra

4. Height: 5′0 YES IK IM SHORT LMAO

5. Time: 9:13 pm

6. Birthday: October 15th, 2001

7. Favorite bands: The 1975, Fall Out Boy, Nirvana, and 5SOS😍😍

8. Favorite solo: Ariana Grande, Harry Styles, Selena Gomez, Niall Horan

9. Song stuck in head: Show Me Love-EDX Remix/ Radio Edit by Sam Feldt, Kimberly Anne, EDX!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS A MUST LISTEN

10. Last movie 👀: Justice League

11. Last show 👀: Pretty Little Liars

12. When did i create my blog?: Ummmmm sometime around 2014 i think. but i was a Harry Styles

13. What do i post?: Dolan Twins and things i find true or relate to

14. Last thing i googled: this economic reform stuff in islam for my ap class

15. Do you have any other blogs?: nah

16. Do you get asks?: I USED TO GET SO MUCH MORE BUT NOW I DONT GET AS MUCH UGHH WHAT DID I DO I MISS GETTING ASKS

17. Why did you choose your URL?: uhh well the dolan twins and then they were born in 1999 so yeah

18. Following blogs: 554 I NEEDA FOLLOW MORE OF YOU

19. Followers: 1,109! THANK YOU SO MUCH UGHHHH💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

20. Favorite color: BABY BLUE

21. Average hours of 💤: 0 lmao insomnia’s a real thing u guys oof

22. Lucky number: 17

23. Nationality: American

24. Instruments: None but i can sing so imma learn how to play the guitar soon

25. How many blankets do you 💤 with?: 1

26. Dream job: Marine Biologist

27. Dream trip: LONDON!!!!!!

28. Favorite food: Chicken Pot Pie, ughhh thats my shit

29. Ethnicity: Latina and proud as hell💕💕

30. What im wearing: Nike spandex with a big t-shirt

I tag: @ethxndolan, @castledolans, @thedolansss, @grethanss, and @warmsweaterdolans💕💕💕

[lokbobpop]

Emotions

1570s, "a (social) moving, stirring, agitation," from French émotion (16c.), from Old French emouvoir "stir up" (12c.), from Latin emovere "move out, remove, agitate," from assimilated form of ex "out" (see ex-) + movere "to move" (from PIE root *meue- "to push away").

1a : a conscious mental reaction (such as anger or fear) subjectively experienced as strong feeling usually directed toward a specific object and typically accompanied by physiological and behavioral changes in the body. b : a state of feeling. c : the affective aspect of consciousness : feeling.

Emotions emo tions e motions em ocean he mo shun

Writing the word emotions

God well i have lived a life of emotions i think im one of the very emotional people im up there im not supper sensitive but i have it big time well not so bad now ive worked on myself a lot over the years and it has helped me move through some tough ones but i still have energy there im working on and i know one day soon i will overcome all of them it’s inevitable because i wont get it on me i will be there fro me for others i will do the best i can within this energy i thought was me but wasnt me at all it was all a mistake and now im living out this misatake so i dont ever do it again so this never happens again for us.

Reading emotions

The English dont wear there emotions like the Americans do we hide ours i dont know if thats a goos thing or bad thing in the long run of things at all in our out its all damaging so id say no different you just need to stop the energy thats it just stop.

People that are highly emotional are people I swear clear of as in anger emotions i cant stand to be near of them they frighten me because ive been hit within emotions i find i get scared of being hurt thats all i dont want to feel pain emotional ot physical

When someone is crying i will hug them but when someone nowadays who cry’s over the same thing and doesnt work out solutions i have no time for i see like they cant see what’s they are doing and just repeat repeat repeat and after time ive had enough like my poor friend Dawn she repeated over and over spiraling down nor i cant hear whats wrong anymore i dont want to hear it i feel bad about doing this but im waisting my time she doesnt listen she doesnt want to she cant see her way out of it she try’s ot act nice all the time but its just a cover to talk about how bad her life is and i cant do it anymore im boarded but maybe im missing something here maybe i should see myself within this ?

I hate my emotions and wish they’d just disappearing really do like i dont want to deal with them even though i created them i just want them gone to stop upsetting me but i just see i can stop them at any moment at all i just have to say enough no more and thats it i just need to take self responsibility for everything in my mind and its as easy as that.

Saying emotions

Crying comes up my daughter cry’s like no other load uncontrollable and i feel this energy come up within me when she does like i feel nervous then i feel anxious then i feel i cant cope with whats going on within me and i have to react to them or her as i see its like contagious my heart beats faster i feel agitated and then i say to myself thats it ive had enough im going to show you how i feel now and i start shouting it come up in my chest a big ball of it and i poor it out with words and it keeps fall them i realize i have no control over it what so ever and so I justify why im doing it like well she did thsi said this so im quite right to say these things and i let it poor until theres none left it all gone i feel relax i feel better to get ot all out all over with.

After a big emotional row i feel exhausted wiped out i need to sleep relax or something its like ive let al this energy ive been bottling up for a long time come out of me and bam im exhausted

Im dealing with mine i hope people see they have to deal with theres pretty soon or we are in fro a tough ride ahead.

Sf

Does this definition support me no i have lots still left within my personality’s and i still have to deal with other’s emotions i see but im a working progress i will get this done i am moving in the right direction.

Emotions in motion

Emotion

Having everything in order to change the energy within to use that energy to support my change to evolve

The energy you use to change stand within calm and seeing realizing and understanding

I will live this word seeing who i am at all times within emotions to use that energy to live a new me and free myself of the old me it will support me from now on.

[frommainetospain2020]

The Quest for Peanut Butter

Anyone who has been to the parts of Europe that I’ve been in probably knows that peanut butter is a hard commodity to come by. Not impossible, but still pretty difficult. This blog post talks about my experiences with locating the ingredients to make Peanut Blossoms.

It all started last Saturday, November 14. I knew that I was lacking three things for the Peanut Blossom recipe I wanted to use: shortening, peanut butter, and Hershey Kisses. Luckily for me, Madrid has a store called “Taste of America” that sells imported American foods and other things at extremely high prices. For the sake of wanting the cookies to come out as close as I’m familiar with, I ventured to this store.

The experience with public transport is relatively easy for this case, thankfully. I got on the train in Orcasitas, where I live, and got off at Embajadores, where the store was. Only one train ride, and no switching, so that was nice.

When I got to Embajadores, I didn’t know which street exit I should take, and I ended up taking the wrong one, but it wasn’t too difficult to correct. The Taste of America store isn’t tremendously far from the station which was also nice.

Eventually, I made it to the store.

I didn’t take a tremendous amount of pictures in the store, except this one to show the extremely high import prices. I later learned that this is a relatively expensive brand anyway, so it was a bad example, but there were plenty of others to choose from. For example, a regular sized box of Lucky Charms for 10 euro a box. Oof...

If you want to see more of inside the store, Google has plenty of images, and you can browse their website at tasteofamerica.es

https://www.google.com/maps/uv?pb=!1s0xd4227d3c53f2cd1%3A0xae5c78b4ecb7ebcc!3m1!7e115!4shttps%3A%2F%2Flh5.googleusercontent.com%2Fp%2FAF1QipPXB5mjPJkNBE2cjSm4DKKGx5GnTzj1YuAkpoo3%3Dw213-h160-k-no!5sembajadores%20taste%20of%20america%20-%20Google%20Search!15sCgIgAQ&imagekey=!1e10!2sAF1QipPXB5mjPJkNBE2cjSm4DKKGx5GnTzj1YuAkpoo3&hl=en&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjl2bGDk4_tAhVEZMAKHZeCDLwQoiowCnoECBIQAw

So anyway, I ended up getting a small can of shortening, 2 small (30 kisses) bags of Hershey’s Kisses, and some pumpkin pie spice, just in case, you know? My total for these items came to almost 20 euros. I’ve also previously mentioned that pureed pumpkin is difficult to find here. The pumpkin for my past pumpkin chip cookies came from this store.

I didn’t end up getting peanut butter, because the kind that the store had was just a generic brand that was priced at like 9 euro for a regular sized jar, so I thought against it...

So, because I didn’t buy peanut butter, I still needed that to accomplish my cookies. I checked at Mercadona (the local grocery store), who normally does sell peanut butter, but wouldn’t you know it, when I need it, it’s sold out. I then checked the “chinos”, which in itself is probably a super racist name for these stores, but they’re corner stores normally run by people from China. Here’s an article about the messed up nature of the name. https://medium.com/@jannyle/why-i-dont-call-corner-stores-chinos-in-spain-21ee3b5d60d

But anyway, there are 4 of these within a stone’s throw from me, but only one had peanut butter and they were only really small containers. I went to another store around the corner from me, and they told me to check a place that I wouldn’t have thought to check. The fruit store. There are fruit and vegetable stores literally everywhere. The store I went to was the same one that I purchased the strawberries for my strawberry jam from. Wouldn’t you know it, they had a normal sized jar of peanut butter for a reasonable price. Around 3 and a half euros.

The name of peanut butter has taken a journey in my knowledge of the Spanish language. First, I called it mantequilla de cacahuetes, which literally translates to “butter of peanuts”. Then I saw that Mercadona called it “crema de cacahuetes”. When I asked the lady at the fruit store for “crema de cacahuetes” she asked me if I meant “pasta de maní” which means exactly the same thing. The things you experience while being immersed in a language that you’re learning, I tell you...

So, fast forward to like, an hour and a half ago. Finally I can make peanut blossoms. I had all of the ingredients and I could finally attempt these cookies. I used the recipe directly from Hershey. I saved it as a PDF because it’s apparently region locked and I had to use a VPN to get it, so if you want it, just search Hershey’s Peanut Blossom recipe

It went fairly according to plan. Part of the egg missed the bowl when I cracked it, so I compensated by adding a splash more milk. I was questioning the consistency of the dough, but when I formed it into balls, I knew that the consistency was right. I rolled them into balls, and then rolled the balls in sugar. I made 18 cookies in total, and thank the Lord up above, they turned out right.

In contrast to the pumpkin chip cookies, I think these ones actually got better as they progressed instead of the other way around. The best part? Parchment paper made the trays super easy to clean.

So, I guess the moral of the story is that if you’re in a different country, don’t expect everything available in stores that you’re used to, to be available in a different country. You may have to buy things from an overpriced import shop.

[eversince-newyork]

Know Me Better

I was tagged by the wonderful @bleedinglove4h

relationship status: dying alone but in love with henry

favourite colour: green and yellow - i feel like if i cared for american football i’d be a packers fan

lipstick or chapstick: ooh tough decision, chapstick through the week and then lipstick for partying

three favourite foods: i just love food as whole tbh - OR actually if i had to pick summat; cottage/shepherd’s pie w loooadsa gravy, and all mexican

last song i listened to: Two Ghosts (it was playing in Boots)

last movie i watched: I started GOTG vol2 the other day but didnt get to finish...uhh why cant i remember the last full one??? ask lucy she’ll know lmao

top three shows:  RuPaul’s Drag Race, Stranger Things, I guess Friends again due to my current rewatch

top three favourite bands: Kings of Leon, Arctic Monkeys, Fleetwood Mac - (also its cheating but i cant pick 3 im sorry - the 1975, haim, muna,the xx, can i say one direction?)

top three favourite artists: Harry, Khalid, Niall

book i’m currently reading: Norweigan Wood - Haruki Murakami (yes harry did inspire me) I’VE MISSED HOLDING AN ACTUAL BOOK OKAY / plus the usual fics by my pals

Alright, thats me…lets get to know YOU better @looselucy @icanseeyourholo idk who’s been tagged i dont wanna bother anyone lmao

[astros-turf]

Tagged (a little bit ago ahhh sorry) by @jinjins-freckles  THANK YOU 💕💕💕💕

Rules: Answer 30 questions then tag 20 Blogs

Nicknames: bekah, bek, bex, b, pintpint, and a ton more. (i like nicknames lol)

Gender: Female

Star Sign: Pisces

Height: 5′2″ (5′3″ on a good day)

Time: 11:54pm but I’m queuing this for later lol XD

Birthday: February 25th

Favorite Bands: oh lord. where do i even start. Astro, BTS, Big Bang, Got7, Monsta X, Pentagon, FTisland, Honeyst... im forgetting people uhhhh just go with this for now

Favorite Solo Artists: hm, Adam Young (WOW ITS NOT KPOP), Miyavi, and any solo stuff any of the above have done lol

Song Stuck in My Head: Blankets & Sheets by Rival Summers

Last Movie I Watched: Guardians of the Galaxy vol. 2

Last Show I Watched: uhhhhh, probably a random old western show my mom had on this morning

When did I create my blog: like mid-June of this year

What do I post: sooooo, Astro... with random posts about any of the groups/bands/artists i mentioned above. the only original content I ever post are these tag games & aroha selca day posts lol

Last thing googled: "walmart mens white cable knit sweater” ...listen im trying to put together a John Watson cosplay okay?

Do you have other blogs?: hahah actually i do have a second blog... but only one person knows about it since i still haven’t decided what exactly i want to do with it.

Do you get asks: uhhh i mean i think ive gotten like 6 total?

Why did you choose your url: hahah sooooo @b-ace gave me the idea of astroturf as a url but that was taken to here we are. I’m Astro’s turf man, they own me tbh XD

Following: 505

Followers: 128?? where did you all come from. why are you here?? XD love you tho <3

Favorite colors: red, purple, black, pink (...blackpink in your area) ((oh hey, theres one of the groups i forgot up there^^))

Average hours of sleep: lollllll 3-4

Lucky number: 3 i guess? not huge into luck, but 3 is my favorite number soooo

Instruments: well, i own a guitar, bass, and keyboard... i cant play instruments.

What am I wearing: bruh. old tshirt and the coziest sweatpants i own. (pj time lol)

How many blankets I sleep with: 1 comforter and thats it.... i dont even sleep with a sheet lol

Dream Job: okay. so in general i have no flippin clue. but. youtube vlogger/gamer would be fun... librarian would be ahhhh fantastic. but im going to school for marketing so... im kinda thinking of delving into the consumer behavior aspect of marketing so i guess a job in that area??

Dream Trip: I honestly don’t have a dream trip? if forced to go somewhere i would go to canada lol. im close enough XD if someone else paid for it? I’d probably go to Israel or Japan

Favorite food: hm. probably pizza or chicken nuggets tbh XD or french fries... or apple pie (god im such an american) or ramen... okay ive made myself hungry ill stop

Nationality: *cough* ‘merican

Ethnicity: just your average caucasian lol

Favorite Song Right Now: oh no. this is impossible. uh. Daydreams by Breanne Duren (cuz i just remembered it existed while answering this and i’m in love again), The 5th of July by Owl City, Lonely by Astro, Like This by Pentagon, Sorry by The Rose ((oh hey another band i missed earlier)) oh god so many more thats just whats’s popping in my head rn

Tagging: @b-ace @bangtanboysaddicted @rockerchic93 @aspiring-ssr-agent @moonlitstories @jonghyunbase

[jaehwansrealnose]

Get To Know Me

rules: answer 30 questions and tag some blogs you would like to get to know better

Tagged by my awesome lovely friend @jooheonskitty

1.nicknames: Hanbin(only by my bestest friend), Kirby, Shamunchies, Shacenteroftheuniverse(Sha-everythinginbetween), Catparis(only by a few besties) 2.gender: female 3.star sign: Scorpio 4.height: 5′3″ 5.time: 10:30pm 6.birthday: November 12th 7.favourite band: Really!??!? (Kpop: BTS, UNIQ, Lovelyz, KNK, AOA, Blackpink, The Rose, Royal Pirates, SF9, Mamamoo, VIXX, Monsta X, Infinite, BtoB, Astro, Seventeen, Twice, Gfriend, Pentagon, EXO, etc 8.favourite solo artist: Ed Sheeran, Jung Joon Young, Gallant, Tablo, Loco, Gray, Giriboi, Hoody, Jay Park, Sam Smith, Heize 9.song stuck in my head: Mic Drop Remix - BTS 10. last movie I watched: Train To Busan 11. last show I watched: Grey’s Anatomy 12. when did I create my blog: uhh 5 yrs?? Maybe more cant remember 13. what do i post: kpop mostly, memes, tv show stuff, personal posts, a bit of everything 14. last thing i googled: How long after eating can you workout 15. do i have any other blogs: fanficguru (its my fanfic blog. I spam it sometimes but I dont use it much) 16. do I get asks: Only from like 3 ppl and when it happens my heart gets so happy :3 17. why I chose my url: Jaehwan is REALLY up there on my bias list and he got a nosejob and i miss his big ass real nose 18. following: I follow friends blogs, FY blogs, awesome group blogs, ask blogs, idk just stuff 19. followers: I keep getting suckers who follow me idk what they see in me but I humbly thank all of my lovely followers 21. average hours of sleep: 5 normally and on the rare days (almost never) when I have off I sleep for like 13 hrs haha 22. lucky number: I don’t really believe in that so yea 23. instruments: Trumpet and Clarinet 24. what am i wearing: Black shirt, Minions pajama pants, My big ass fluffy purple robe, black socks 26. dream job: Traveling from school to school revamping the foreign language programs  27. dream trip: South Korea, Japan, China, Taiwan, France, England, Ireland, EVERYWHERE!!! 28. favourite food: Honey BBQ chips, Chocolate cream pie, bulgogi, kalbi, kimchi fried rice, samgyupsal 29. nationality: Jamaican American 30. fave song: uhhhh not gunna answer this cuz it changes

Tagging a follower I would like to get to know better: @disarraydreamer 

[sleepytime-sugatea]

Flowers Pt2

Flowers | Part 1 

taehyung x reader

jungkook x reader 100% fluff;

— for @jungcooks​♡

“You’ve got to be kidding me Jeon Jungkook!” you exclaimed, rage in your voice as you threw your chocolate stained serviette down, staring him dead in the eyes.

“What? We have great chemistry and she swears on her life they’re just friends!” He retorted, eyebrows raised looking right back at you. He reached for his coffee mug, brought it close to his lips. “It was all just a big misunderstanding” he said lazily.

“Oh sure! My bad misunderstanding your so called girlfriend sleeping in her so called best guy friend’s bed, oh so conveniently on the same two days you were away.” you spat sarcastically, pushing your half eaten muffin away. “Easy mistake” you mumbled staring out the window, suddenly losing your appetite.

Jungkook put down his mug and made a sucking noise between his teeth. “I know you’re just looking out for me, Apple pie.” He smiled reaching his arm towards you giving your forearm a tight squeeze. A heavy thud came crashing from the left side of your chest, as that old nickname reached your ears.

He hadn’t used it on you in awhile. “Because you’re sweet, warm and remind me of home”, he would say when you asked why he was calling you an old American pastry. Not to your surprise, Jungkook had no association with apple pies at any point in his life, let alone tasted one. But it was something he came up for you, and that was enough to make you weak against it.

But today it made you fume.

You let the heat from his palm sink into your forearm without saying a word. “But I really like her and I want to make it work” he continued, eyes shining so bright you saw your own sad and jealous reflection.

“You’re just mad cause she’ll be taking up more of my time” He teased, “But I’ll keep my Sundays open for you, Apple pie.” He chuckled deeply, the crows feet you loved appearing by his eyes.

Enough.

You pulled your arm back sharply from under his palm, not averting your gaze from the brown-haired boy. Jungkook’s face dropped, trying to figure out what had upset you.

“What’s wrong, Apple pi-” he urged.

“DONT” you half shouted, making him jumped slightly, “…call me that” you mumbled looking down at your hands, realizing you were still in public.

You felt the pain, anger, sadness rising up to your throat. You squeezed your eyes, recalling the day you saw the text message bubble that had pop up on Jungkook’s phone during one of your meet ups. He had apologised and reached to turn his phone off, but you had already seen what it read, the damage was done.

“Awww you know I can’t say no when you call me Apple pie!”

You felt your stomach drop between your legs. You weren’t sure if he had called all the other girls the same nickname, but your stomach churned when you saw who this nickname thief was. It was the girl that had been draining Jungkook of his money, the girl that, you didn’t know at the time, would soon cheat on him while he was away at his grandfather’s funeral, the girl he had called you over today announcing their reconciliation. She was a liar, a cheater and all round skank. You were taken aback, a big slap to the face that she of all people had not only stolen your nickname but had also stolen his heart.

You bowed your head, not wanting him to see the tears welling up in your eyes, blurring your vision. Jungkook was half-standing, worry and confusion plastered on his face. “Hey hey Noona, what’s wrong?” He whispered, placing a hand on your stooped shoulder.

“If it was me, I would never do that to you” you whispered not looking up. The cafe was loud but not enough to muffle the words you had tried so hard to keep in for the past month. Like you had just cast a spell, Jungkook paused before pulling his hand back from your shoulder. You could still feel the traces of his palm on your now empty shoulder, evoking more tears to form in your eyes. You rose to your feet, still looking down, eyeing the coffee mugs and your unfinished muffin. I’m going to miss this, you thought.

“What are you saying” Jungkook mumbled, also on his feet.

You lift your head, vision semi-blurry as you lock eyes with his deep intense stare.

“I’m in love with you. Sorry”.

Jungkook barely had time to open his mouth, you were already out the door. The shock froze him stiff; he stood there in the midst of the dying peak hour commotion, processing what had happened. He was oblivious of your feelings, not once had he questioned the possibility of you feeling anything but friendship towards him. His mind raced, running through the file cabinet of memories he had with you, searching for a sign.

His phone chimed, he’s head turned sharply towards the noise, hastily reaching for the device hoping it was from you.

“Something came up I can’t make it tonight, sweetheart! But your Apple pie will make it up to you tomorrow ok?” the text read.

Jungkook’s eyes rest on his girlfriend’s text, recalling how you had raised your voice earlier. You were always the more level headed one between the both of you, but on the occasion someone did push you to the edge, ah his sympathies would go out to the poor bastard. Today that bastard was him.

Apple pie, he read. His memories bringing him back to the day he first gave you that nickname, and how you responded with a look of disgust that made him laugh. You were always making him laugh, he thought. No matter how you would protest, asking for a better nickname, he knew you had a soft spot for it and would use it to get his way. Just like day he was trying to convince you via text to join him and his newest girlfriend for lunch, so he could finally introduce her to you. You were so reluctant he had to resort to using his wild card, throwing in your nickname during conversation, hoping you would cave.

“Who’s Apple pie?” a high-pitched voice chimed over his shoulder. Suddenly feeling the need to be defensive, Jungkook sat up turning quickly to face the voice. “Ah she’s the friend I wanted you to meet. I call her that, well, just because.” The side of his lips turned up unconsciously, as he thought about the disgusted look you would pull whenever he used it. “Ah I want you to call me that too!” She squeaked, wrapping her hands around his neck pulling him close. “Can you?” She whispered eyeing him down, almost threateningly. Jungkook twitched, jerking his head back slightly.

“Uh yeah, sure” He answered quickly, pulling her close so that he didn’t have to look into her eyes. He thought about how would tell you about the ordeal the next time he saw you, predicting how you would react to the silliness of it all. However, days passed and he had forgotten all about it.

Jungkook stood rigidly, only coming to his senses when a staff member tapped his shoulder gently to ask if he was ok. He flushed, apologized quickly and left the cafe. He had no idea where you might have gone, he was so stunned by your sudden confession he didn’t even notice which direction you left. He checked his watch, 6:45pm. The shops and cafes around here would be closing; wherever you might have sought refuge would have kicked you out by now. Jungkook whipped out his phone, tapped on your name, his fingers doing a little dance as he figure out the right words to formulate a sentence. He noticed how shaky his phone was, realising he was shaking all over. He leaned against the cold brick wall, closing his eyes. He felt his heart thumping hard and his body vibrating under his coat. He wasn’t certain what he was feeling but he needed to talk to you.

“I’ll wait for you at yours, we need to talk” he typed, quickly hitting send before he changed his mind. Jungkook took a deep breath through his nose and pushed it out his mouth. Tucking his hands into his coat pocket he walked in the direction of your home.

You blinked your eyes open, greeted by the night view of a familiar looking lake and its cool breeze. Shit, you thought jolting up, feeling stupid for letting yourself be so vulnerable in front of a stranger. You tried to orientate yourself, figuring out where you were, when you saw Tae cross-legged in the driver seat, stuffing a chopstick full of cup noodle into his mouth, while banging his head silently to the tune playing through his earphones. He caught your gaze out the corner of his eyes, and pulled one of the ear buds out. “Morning sunshine” he chortled, “I got hungry waiting for you to wake up” lifting the plastic cup up. A cloud of steam escaped from the plastic cup and your mouth watered. You must have looked as hungry as you felt, causing Tae to chuckle. “Hey, hey, this ones mine,” he teased flashing his pearly whites slightly, “That ones yours.” He gestured to an identical cup tucked in the cup holder with a pair of disposable chopstick carefully placed on top.

“Wow thanks!” you grinned picking up the warm cup. You hunger making you disregard the drooling mess you were a few minutes ago, and that you were in a stranger’s car.

“So is this where you’re going to dump my body?”, tilting you head towards the lake. “Yup, sorry you don’t get much of a say about your last supper.” Tae joked back.

You exhaled out of your nose, bringing the cup to your mouth and taking a sip of its warm liquid before responding. “I would have much preferred cake, but this will do.” Tae’s eyebrows rose, “Ah I would love some cake right now”, he pouted, looking off into the distance.

“Where would we find cake at this hour?” you enthuse, forgetting completely you had no idea where you were with a man you just met a couple of hours ago.

“The convenient store I got these had cake, I’m sure of it” he chimed, his whole body facing you. His eyes sparkled as he looked at you, like he was waiting for your approval.

“Um sure, lets go” you smiled confusedly; feeling like you had made a choice to an already made decision. Your heart was racing, but before you could question yourself, Tae stepped on the gas and was heading a few blocks down. A weird happiness spread through you as you went along with his spontaneousness.

“Chocolate or vanilla?” you yelled from store door to Tae waiting in the car. “CHOCOLATE PLEASE” he shouted back, cupping his hands around his mouth, head poking out of the car window. You paid with the scrunched up notes Tae had given you, and carried the cake over your shoulder, waiter style, back to the car. You giggled watching Tae cheer with glee from inside the car, as if you were holding a trophy instead a day old chocolate mud cake. Tae reached out to take the plastic casing from you as you got in the car, settling in your seat.

He already had the clear plastic lid off and was leaning towards the cake with his mouth wide open, when you pulled out the plastic cake knife from your jacket pocket.

“Ah that… that works” he mumbled straightening himself up cheeks flush slightly, making you cackle. You drove the knife into the semi-frozen cake slicing two almost equal sectors. Tae had his long bony fingers wrapped around the chopsticks up and ready. You watched in awe as the he picked up the slice with the wooden sticks, and engulfed the piece while it still maintained its form. He closed his mouth around the slice, lips pouting slightly; licking the remaining icing that had escaped his lips.

“Ah that’s the good stuff!”  He proclaimed, nudging the other slice in your direction.

You cleared your throat, ready to take on the non-existent challenge Tae unconsciously set up for you. You angled your chopsticks and managed to pick up the entire slice just as he did. Ah, you thought, this isn’t so hard. You lift the cake to your mouth, stretching it wide. Half of the cake had already pass you lips when your nose knocked the top half off, landing right on your white-washed skinny jeans.

“Oh fuck!” you exclaimed. Tae’s deep laughter filled the air.

“Why did you do that??”  He let out breathlessly between laughs.

“You could do it!” you squeaked, picking up the brown fallen cubes and stuffing it in your mouth before brushing off the stain it left on your pants.

Tae’s face crinkled in laughter, his eyes falling on the bit of chocolate icing on your nose, evidence of your attempt to copy him. Impulsively, he leaned forward swiftly wiping it off with his index finger, and bringing it to his mouth to lick the cream off. Only when he saw the shock in your eyes and the redness in your cheek, did he realise what a provocative move that must have looked like. Your gaze was hot, wandering from his finger to his plump lips. Tae turned instantly to face the steering wheel, not wanting you to think he had deliberately done that to flirt with you.

“Um so the…um train station right?” He stammered, shifting in his seat. You swallowed hard, quickly covering the cake with its plastic lid.

“Yeah the train station.” you replied softly looking away.

Tae started the car and you reached for your seat belting, realising quickly you didn’t have the magic touch it needed to work. You held your breath.

“Um, Tae?” you called, not turning so you didn’t meet his eyes.

“Oh yeah” he sighed, leaning awkwardly over you to jiggle at the belt. Your eyes darted everywhere except the man in front of you, while Tae kept his gaze fixed on the seat belt as if it was the most fascinating thing he had ever seen. Tae tugged at the seat belt hard, hissing under his breath for it to work. He noticed how tense you were getting and leaned back into his seat.

“Its so stubborn!” he proclaimed dramatically, flinging his arms up. The tension in the air disappeared; you smiled at how animated he was.

“Your car must really not want me here.” you joked. Tae turned to face you, looking right into your eyes, he said

“But I want you to.”

Thud.