#i dont know!!!

[fairycosmos]

i don't know how to make myself matter i don't know how to be vulnerable i don't know what i want i don't know how i am going to pay rent for the rest of my life i don't know how to find and sustain genuine human connection i don't know how to form new healthier neural pathways i don't know how to stop looking at screens i don't know how to cope with the never ending grief i don't know how to help anything or anyone

[redularium]

Woah . hi hollis……. what happened

[gemeenteurk]

answer the mf telefoon ik bel je en ik wil praten over treinstations!!!

[backhurtyy]

just applied for graduation. ahhhhhhhhh

[ratnurse]

This patient called because her daughter has chickenpox and she wants to know what the rest of the family should do to avoid it spreading etc and I was like "well it's only me and one doctor on today, she can call you a bit later but right now she's with a patient" and the lady said "well I have things to do later, can I just speak to someone about it now?" Bitch WHO? Me???

[uhaveeverything]

idk man I’m just thinking about Proinsias Cassidy, relatively new vampire, showing up in New Orleans for the first time in the early 1930s, had to get out of New York, it was too bloody depressing, and people aren’t doing any better in New Orleans but at least it’s warm at night and there’s plenty of booze and amazing music. He slips into a bar one night and gets approached by a curvy flapper with a sly smile — ain’t seen you around here before — they start hitting it off, she’s fun and bubbly and a little bit wicked but the guy she’s with keeps giving Cassidy sidelong looks; Cassidy, who’s barely started to figure out he might be queer, doesn’t know if he’s being checked out or about to be beaten up, but the guy is handsome so he figures he isn’t mad if it’s the former, and if it’s the latter he’d rather get it over with. So he asks something nonspecific just to test the waters and Mimzy assures him he’s fine — Alastor’s just protective of me is all, he’s really a kitten. Alastor, quit lurkin’ in the shadows and meet my new friend! — so they all start talking, and Alastor relaxes a little, Cassidy learns he’s a radio man, Alastor learns that Cassidy just moved down from Manhattan and gets strangely quiet again when Cassidy talks about the day the stock market crashed, but Mimzy has enough sympathy for the orphaned children for both of them. They all dance, Cass with Mimzy and Al with Mimzy and as the drinks keep flowing eventually Cass with Al, Cassidy still thinks Alastor might be gay but extremely shy or maybe just not interested in him. But it’s a nice night, and eventually Cass goes home with Mimzy, and the two of them end up shacking up for a while and the three of them have several enjoyable nights out, and Cass keeps getting the impression that’s there’s something dark underneath Alastor’s charm but he’s never able to put his finger on it, at least not before Mimzy gets tired of him — I never wanted to be tied down, hun, you gotta get out — and Cass goes off to find another girlfriend or boyfriend, and the two men part ways never really knowing the kind of monster the other is

Alternate dark ending under the cut

Alternately —

Either Cass or Mimzy ends up getting in trouble with the local mob, because between the two of them it’s really a question of who’s going to piss someone off first, but either way Alastor blames Cassidy for the trouble and ends up “dispatching” him for Mimzy’s safety, not knowing he’s a vampire and can’t be killed normally

And while he’s burying the “body” he’s shot by a hunter, and Cassidy waits until he can no longer hear the dogs, then heals himself from the still-warm corpse of his former friend

[monards]

HELLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MAAA'AAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

[darkclouud9]

it's funny how one morning can change your perception of life series

[heartz4shauna]

???? let me listen to the song they sang in the movie and not a cover??? what is this???

[neoninglitchen]

still reflecting on what the anons where asking me on.. a deep rooted mystery i guess

[soap-ify]

i just realised i have never written for könig before.

[pickleslice]

lestats "pov" of louis as predator, neglectful housewife, violent partner but then im supposed to believe the claudia and the fight flashbacks? louis continues to let people rewrite his own interpretation and memory of events

[sanguine-squid]

10 20 30 . not on purpose i just liek those.

10. jeans i think.... i dont know i just reaallyy love drawing them:3..

20. Hands maybe.... sometimes i struggle but other times its a jolly old time 👍

30. mercury wearing the autistic virgin shirt maybe

[candyn-gutz]

or perhaps dont make me feel like im a nuisance

[cloudsquills]

its taking so long because im redoing it , all of it

honestly its more 80s manga watercolor illustration so thats something

( its so much easier )