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Embroidered mothman makeup bag!! Because we all need some more cryptid in our lives
#mothman#cryptid#embroideries#embroidery#i made this in like two days help#my hands hurt from holding the needle too tight#i dont even wear makeup???#oh ho ho#i love him#myart
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i still just cannot get over beyond birthday as a character because everything id ever seen in fanon before reading LABB indicated that he was some kind of dark spectre haunting L's past and then i read LABB and not only is he just a weird crawler freaking it crab style on the floor, L does not even interact with him one single time. he just makes naomi deal with it. like sorry can you fucking imagine being BB and spending your entire life obsessing the fuck over the guy you see as the bane of your existence and your eternal rival forever and you try doing murders so you can finally defeat him and he fucking delegates you. and then he goes and becomes eternal rivals forever with a gay high schooler
#death note#funniest possible character#i also dont think he looks anytbing like L because of the heavy makeup hes said to wear so like#not even the evil twin. just an evil cosplayer#and so desperate to get caught you can peg him as the killer literally immediately like in a matter of pages#rookposting#i know the book is trying to get you to think 'ryuzaki' is L but did anyone actually fall for that like come on
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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why is it that youre a lesbian but all you do is fetishize gay relationships based off of how you perceive floyd & riffs dynamic as well as how much you fetishize him
i almost didnt reply to this cause i think you're a loser but my buddy made this meme so i had to reply </3
Me when I'm genda fluid (chucky voice) and draw the canonic make up wearing pink troll in mascara and fishnets standing next to the scruffy drummer troll (its fetishization cause he's taller than floyd) if i give floyd a beard will you finally be happy
#beard floyd is on its way man im not allowed to draw floyd with lashes anymore#this ask took me a while to answer cause i was actually so flabbergasted by it#i dont even draw floyd or riff that much#if you think a gay character wearing makeup and fishnets is fetishization you are homophobic#ask eddie#im not a lesbian sad face emoji
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anyone else a little weirded out by one of the first things sonia and rauru did was putting zelda in a little white maiden uwu dress even though the clothes she arrived in didnt seem damaged or dirty at all and fit her much better
(also that dress is way less practical for a battle against a super powered evil guy)
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#totk#zelda?#more like sonia 2.0#idk i dont like that they show her with her cool new haircut and practical clothes#only to throw them away for a seemingly less well made version of the previous pretty white uwu maiden dress from botw#even if she stayed there longer than it seemed can they not?? wash them??#plus the extra makeup and earrings#seems so unecessary#maybe im reading too much into it but its kinda .. weird#and arguing that its a cool new outfit for her or sth doesnt work#bc both oufits she had were all over promotional material + its boringly similar to botw#youd think being put into a dress so similar to the maiden dress from botw would be soemthing zelda would never want#after being forced to do so much shit she didnt want to do wearing it and spedning a hUNDRED YEARS FIGHTING AN EVIL GOO MONSTER IN IT#give zelda a cool armor set#like actual armor
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oh no. something's happening to me
#😭 i had to take off one of his sets of eyelashes so he could wear the accessories i wanted#and his legs are broken. dont worry about that.#such is the life of a behooved man. 😔#simoleon#my kiddos#yknow what im not even paring this down.#you get all of the maybes.#bc theyre all yeses#i wasn't gonna jump on this train but i needed to calm myself down before bedtime#and also he looked too good not to post.#even tho his legs are broken 💛#and i didnt bother doing his makeup 💛#and he isn't allowed to wear socks (due to hooves) so i had to find leggings that were cute 💛
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I need to see more character designs that don't treat wearing makeup as the default for women I'm so freaking tired of it. why do female characters always have to have eyeliner or mascara or lipstick or eye shadow or some combo or all of the above. why is wearing makeup so expected that in cartoons you can tell if a character's supposed to be female by whether they have lips or not
#bambi's rambling#i'm Having a Moment here#as someone who doesnt wear makeup this aspect of character design has been bugging me lately#like i saw the inside out sequel recently and like. even though riley doesnt wear makeup sadness joy and disgust all clearly do#they have lips and outlined eyes when the male characters dont (disgust even has eyelashes when no one else does)#and its just. one instance of many#its so ingrained into the way we think about characters (especially cartoons) that a lot of people dont even question it
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🫖🐭☁️🍚
#so i did meet my old friend from years ago yesterday. i was sooooo nervous omgggg. and i was waiting outside the café we agreed on#and then saw them walk in and i was like omgggg. the anxiety... but then i gathered courage and walked towards it and thry saw me thru the#window and came out and immediately hugged me. then they were like 'omg i've been so nervous. even more than before like a date!!'#so that made me relax a bit. i feel like i dont really fully estimate what i mean to them. maybe they care about me as well haha !!#then we just got our stuff and i chose a smoothie and was ready to pay but they just got it with their stuff (they work at this chain so#they got a discount). i feel so so bad & anxious when someone else pays for me. like i feel like a burden#but i asked twice if i should send them money for it and they were like no that's fine. so i had to tell myself to just shut up abt it 🥲#bc if u keep asking u make it into a thing and make them uncomfortable etc. so i really appreciated that and it was nice even if i felt bad#but yeah then we just sat down and talked. and it was so much easier to talk to them than i had been worried abt#like it flew nicely and yeah.. i feel like i forgot a lot abt them. like they're good at conversating. so they kept it going & even if i was#awkward it was fine for them. i did however get swept up in my own anxiety so as they asked me questions i answered#but then was too whirlwindy so i didnt really ask as much back and there were things i wanted to ask but didnt :')))#then they had cards and a card game with them. so we played for a bit too. and it was a lot of fun!!! (i was anxious and kinda slow lmao#bc when i dont know smth or the rules etc already my brain stops working so yeah.. even if it was simple games i was like um um what do i do#felt stupid but yeah again they didnt do anyhing to contribute to me feeling stupid but i still felt slow >.<#but i still thought that was so much fun. i wanna do more of that T-T like yeah...that was nice#then we took a lil longer walk to a bus stop before hastily said goodbye bc the busses came T-T#it was really really really nice tho. i have missed them a lot#and i didnt .. think we would ever see eachother again. i really didnt think this could happen#im so glad i somehow got brave enough to message them and im so so glad they wanted to see me too#i cant help but wish i could go back to when we were younger#and we spent every day in school together and messaged during the days and evenings and spent sm time together#when we went into the city like several times a week and took long walks. ahh... well. im glad we got to have those moments#& idk what will happen now. i really really want to see them again. even if we'll never be that close friends again i'd *wish* that we could#still be in touch. but im so bad at replying which doesnt go over great with them.. i'll try my best to reply quicker to them#*if* they message me. sadly i cant erase my avpd but i'll try my best to reply faster if and when they message)#they also complimented my sweater i was wearing (which is my fav sweater) !!!! and yeah.. they looked so cool. which they always have#and i kept thinking abt how nice their eye makeup was (i was too shy to compliment it tho bc im really bad at like 'nice' affectionate and#anything feeling related. like im so bad... so i couldnt say anything </3)#ugh it was just so nice to sit and talk with them. im so glad i went despite my fears. bc this was so good and nice :')))
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Can we talk about mitsuham I think we should talk about mitsuham yes I’d like that very much
Imagine Mitsuru her life has been planned out for her by a bunch of men her choices are not hers to make every move is political she is nothing but a tool forced to fight as a child never allowed to burden anyone with her feelings. Her life isn’t hers, it’s never been hers for a second, she exists to further the careers of the men around her. The first two friends she makes are both boys and she was in charge of leading them, using them just to further the Kirijo agenda. Genuine friendship did blossom between them, but things fell apart pretty quickly. Shinjiro can’t control Castor, something is seriously wrong with him, he kills someone, then he leaves and the Kirijos cover it up. Was it to protect him, or to protect themselves? Mitsuru certainly doesn’t know anymore but she’s lost a friend and can’t reach him again, he’s too traumatized by personas and Akihiko is still there but he’s always so stuck on Shinjiro and Mitsuru feels like she failed both of them. Just more men for her to let down by not being good enough
Then there’s Kotone. Sweet, strong, clumsy, talented Kotone. She’s so bubbly and friendly, but behind those warm smiles is horrible loneliness. Pain. But she’s never ever gonna let anyone see that. She busies herself by taking care of everyone else, listening to their problems and never burdening them with her own feelings. She can just fix everything and make everyone happy if she works herself hard enough. She just has this way about her, so reliable and so kind
And Mitsuru watches Kotone from above. Trusts her to be the leader, or maybe she just wanted to push a burden onto someone else for a change. Someone who’s able to take on burdens with a smile for fucks sake. And Kotone leads, seemingly effortlessly, and is able to recruit several members in a short time and achieve just so much more than Mitsuru could in her entire lifetime. Just, perfectly. Without even possessing any prior knowledge of the dark hour or personas. And she does this while being so emotional, so social, so weird, so fucking cute, it’s absolutely nauseating. This should be fine, right? It’s what Mitsuru’s always wanted, for someone else to ease her burden. And hell, it’s a woman too, a woman who’s perfectly capable of doing it all without a bunch of men helping her. It’s inspiring, isn’t it?
But there’s the pain. The envy. Kotone is perfect and she doesn’t even have to try. Mitsuru on the other hand has been shaving herself down to nothing just to be allowed a place. She makes the perfect grades and wears the beautiful clothes and applies the fucking makeup and is mature for her age and never speaks out or feels anything that could possibly make her be seen as a human, a filthy fucking human. So why does a woman as unashamed as Kotone get to have it all? And why is Mitsuru still here, still acting as the Kirijo tool, still doing whatever she possibly can to hurt herself to make a man feel better? Why isn’t she useful anywhere? It’s not fair
And then when she actually spends the time with Kotone she’s trying so hard to be that wise and mature figure she’s always been, trying so hard to force herself to smile through the pain, but she’s talking to someone who can see right through that shit cuz Kotone Shiomi invented lying through her teeth to make others feel better. It’s annoying really, how Kotone is supposed to be the childish one, yet it’s Mitsuru who can’t get it together and can’t seem to look into those bright eyes without breaking. And Kotone isn’t disgusted by what she sees, even though Mitsuru is being unreasonable and emotional and talking about wanting to run away and how much she hates her life and how she’s not only eating fast food but enjoying it, letting herself enjoy an indulgence that won’t make her pretty anymore. No, Kotone sees this and listens and encourages it and celebrates it, celebrates how utterly human Mitsuru is. She holds her hand and says "let me take on your burden". And it’s horrible, this kindness, Mitsuru hasn’t even broken all her bones to make Kotone happy, so why is she being so fucking nice? And then something breaks, and Kotone defends her. Stands up for her against a man. Lets herself once again take a hit to protect someone else. And it’s just too familiar, too much to fucking bear, and it pisses Mitsuru the fuck off. And she is able to tell a man to go fuck himself, because no one gets to fucking talk to this girl like she isn’t the most amazing person ever to exist. Not after everything she’s done, everything she still does, not after giving her all and never once asking for anything in return. And in standing up for Kotone, Mitsuru is able to stand up for herself for the first time in her life. And she looks at Kotone and says "let’s take on each other’s burdens"
Oh and also they watch a scary movie together and hold hands and ride a motorcycle and Mitsuru calls Kotone adorable I mean that’s pretty gay man
#persona#persona 3#mitsuru kirijo#kotone shiomi#mitsuham#girl is that even the ship name thats how fucking obscure this shit feels lol#but noooo you people dont UNDERSTAND you dont GET ITTTTTT they are everything to me your honor#atlus gimme the rights i can do this shit so much better#basically what im getting at here is that mitsuru kirijo is a lesbian and whenever i see her with a man I actually throw up#dont piss me off like that oooh#ive already decided that if i ever post that shinji fic im doing a mitsuru spinoff#cuz like first off her relationship with shinji is really interesting to me and i wanna explore it further but theres not much time in the#shinji fic its more just setting a foundation and i realized i didnt wanna leave them hanging like that#but i also wanna give her a fic cuz ive uh become a bit feral over her and mitsuham in particular#and basically i want her to maybe just uh. leave the kirijo group 🙊 and live her own life make her own choices#and kiss girls kiss a lot of girls and also she gains weight and stops wearing makeup and cuts her hair#she gets to be loved and she loves in return and i spray atlus with a gun shes mine now 👺
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I need to find someone who worded this better but. This is your friendly reminder that a woman can be as masculine as she wants. A man can be as feminine as he wants. A nonbinary person can be feminine and masculine and androgynous and whatever they want: everyone can! Your expression and appearance and hobbies etc do not have to conform within a box to be allowed to exist, do not have to match those rigid lines of societys expectation of gender roles in any way at all for you to Be the Gender you Are. You are the gender you feel you are. Your expression can be and is whatever you want, and does not have to match up to expectations.
#rant#gender#by this i mean: a woman can never want to have a baby. a man can love childcare#a woman can be butch and LOVE being a woman. a man can be feminine and love makeup and dresses and LOVE being a man#a nonbinary person can LOVE their beard and their suits and HATE#dresses and STILL BE NONBINARY#changing ones expression of masculinity and femininity to make yourself feel more awesome and happy? YAY#but also. many people have to be a certain amount masc or fem for societal pressures.#how many people wear makeup (a feminine expected activity) out of pressure and not joy#how many people NEVER wear a dress cause it will get them attacked or arrested in some places (even if they LOVE DRESSES)#their choice to wear makeup or to avoid dresses may not be THEIR preferred life. it may be the choice they make to fit in and avoid attack#if a trans person is not being respected at work pre hormones? is misgendered constantly? is disrespected?#then yes. hormones and gtowing a beard might finally get fucked up strangers to shut the fuck up#(also for many people the physical changes are cool and awesome! but its also like#a person should and does not Have to change anything physically or lifestyle wise for YOU to#believe them when they say im X gender. period)#i am a huge believer in people not needing to conform to stupid gender role boxes if they dont ficling want
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the maximalist in me is at odds with going into very Public and Family places lmao
#aristotle.txt#we're going to the zoo and to see a specific thing for our anniversary and i cannot figure how the fuck i should dress sdfjkfshdkj#i wanted to wear a skirt and blouse but i think itll look too formal. even though thats the shit i wear to like cvs#i dont want to dress Too Casual though either. like i want to look nice#im thinking maybe a casual ish outfit and a lot of accsessories and heavy makeup#like usual lmao#i was gonna dress girly but i think im just gonna dress how i usually do which is comfortable and emo
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A lot of my self esteem comes from the fact that im not as visibly mentally ill as i used to be
#idk why but during class i literally HAD to hand flap for a second#and i dont pick my scalp in public anymore (the fact im even typing this out is crazy i thought id never admit it) so im not ouwardly gross#to ppl anymore. and i wear makeup and dress in clean clothes and wash my hair#and my backpack doesnt have rotting food in it#ive really come a long way since hs. thats crazy…
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thinking more about being trans
#because i want the voice drop of testosterone because training my voice has not been enough for me. i want some of the body shifts with it#and i want top surgery at some point#half because aesthetics + dysphoria and half bc they're just inconvenient#but i dont want to be a “man”#i dont want the capacity to grow a beard or a bunch of hair and have to shave all the time to keep up my looks the way i want#i dont want to “pass” the way some people do#i dont want bottom surgery for sure and i don't have any desire to have a dick or anything. ideally i would be like a doll with no features#i certainly have no plans to stop dressing feminine#i like being my androgynous twink self#and theres certainly a lot of aspects of femininity i do enjoy#jewelry makeup skirts certain aestheitcs long hair etc#i just want to be able to wear those things in a way that i am no longer a woman but a feminine man instead#i want to be one of those weird 80s twinks who would steal your boyfriend while wearing your dress and looking better in it#or like half the men you see in regency shows with the long hair/fine features/gentle manner etc#idk. i dont want to be a man. i genuinely feel like im putting on the wrong skin saying im a transman#genderqueer/agender is the closest i think ill ever find#but god i just wish id been born a man and then had the freedom to explore looking like a girl#little fucked up freak femboy stuck in some body that doesn't feel like its mine#maybe going on t will help me feel comfortable with growing out my hair again tho#idk. spitballing#it doesnt even matter that much rn. i have to delay my t appointment because of other medical shit#but man are there a lot of thoughts up here that will never in any way make sense to most people or be accepted by greater society
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i feel with lesbians, and im allowed to say this because im a lesbian, but honestly the punishment of individual lesbians is almost incidental compared to the fact its literally about making an example out of us. its like theres a potential lesbian in every woman and thats really who is being punished. straight women’s fear of acquiring that status VASTLY outweighs my actual lived discomfort as a lesbian. so much of the homophobia i experience stems from the perceived impossibility of my existence and the need to present me as repulsive, not directly to punish ME but to make other women afraid of being like me. so arguing like who would specifically be perceived as a lesbian in what situation feels so shallow when literally every woman is on some level perceived as like. a threat of hypothetical lesbian possibility
#because people will be like you HAVE to wear makeup as a woman or youll be PUNISHED#and its like. you absolutely can live a happy fulfilling life as a woman who doesnt wear makeup#the goal is not to stop the small percentage of women who dont wear makeup and shave#its to make sure the majority of women are so terrified of that punishment that you dont even need to actually dole out the punishment#straight women in particular are SO self-punishing its like the patriarchy doesnt even need to lift a finger anymore#and its a bit apples and oranges to me like personally id rather be crazy but free than safe and imprisoned but like#an understanding of lesbophobia that doesnt get this is pointless#the suffering that comes with being the one everyone points to n goes 'at least youre not THAT' is only half of the story#and personally recognising this has kind of freed me because its like actually so much of the punishment i experience is actually a threat#that doesnt actually come if you like. dont gaf what straight people and men think of you
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. . . Dress code color requirement . . . For your guests . . . At your wedding . . . What
#is this a new thing#i am not buying a new outfit for a wedding i dont want to go to and if im forced to the $$ is coming out of the Card Fund#listen i may be a goth but i have no problem toning stuff down for normal people at their events#all my appropriate clothing is black or very dark jewel tones with black accents#and i tone down my makeup to just a red lipstick and black eyeliner instead of going ham. i have never had a problem before.#but i wont be wearing Colors even if i can find something for 20$ at goodwill. die.#im just some dweeb u invited to get more money im not a background prop for your production#my mom says im being a bitch i think im just not going to go. rsvps arent out yet anyway its not like they spent money on my dinner
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getting her ready for her wedding SHES SO PRETTY!!
#they had the baby btww her name is thalia and theyre gonna hyphenate their last names*#*using izas human last name. si yes. its thalia strange-cross is the babies full name#(cross is andrea (pictured)s last name and strange is the simlished version of izas last name)#also andrea is SO much easier to dress than iza is OMGG. i thought it was just bc i have andys color scheme down better (its just green and#purple DJHANIJH and her main hairstyle helps a lot bc its got little beads that i can use to make a nice palette if that makes sense.#whereas iza.. well 2 be honest im never sure what to do with izas wardrobe idt ill ever be happy with it. but i futzed and i think her#wedding outfit is okayyy ill show u guys in a rb. but rn look at miss andrea#also makeup is difficult for me Normally bc i dont wear or observe makeup like ever but wedding makeup is doubly hard#thats why her eyes r just the ones that came with mws bc i was like That must mean theyre wedding appropriate#n then i just tried to match the lip. its difficult for me this is why normlly if i have a sim who wears makeup they justwear crazy shit#even miss andys normal makeup is a bit out there bc shes fun and whimsical and my bff...#i probably need to mature her wardrobe a bit tho now that shes out of college and nearing the top of her career And has a baby and is gonna#be married in abt a year. sim year not irl year. but her clothes r so cuteee :[[
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