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Shit, I completely forgot about the whole left hand writing thing aaaaaaa why am I like this😭
#i don't want to practice today#im too exhausted for that#AND i had both guitar and piano classes today#i was hellbent on playing Jingle Bells right to the point of my teacher telling me to relax and take rest and come back tomorrow to practicw#yeah it got THAT bad#sigh#abhi rants
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[ID: A black and white digital sketch of a character with long messy hair and a black shirt. A speech bubble covers their face with the kanji for 'who.' A crying eye adorns the top of the sketch. /End ID]
Who are you....
#jjk leaks#jjk 270#geto suguru#kenjaku#WHO ARE YOU#daily doodle:#065#WTF GEGE#DON'T PLAY ME LIKE THIS IT'S THE PENULTIMATE CHAPTER#sketch by this machine#gonna ramble a bit in the tags cause why not#went for an interview type thing today#and fumbled at all points#took the bus for an hour just to fumble....#was asked why i wanted the job and my dumb neuroweird brain went 'I'm going to tell the truth' and my mouth went ''you're hiring''#i need to practice interviews#jujutsu kaisen
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Are true riverdale fans of the opinion it is a very good and nearly flawless show or does being a true riverdale fan mean being able to mock writing choices
it's long-running serial television plotted a season/half at a time so definitely not even "nearly" flawless.
BUT. i'm not doing combat with the writing team. i'm not actively reading against the text the way i have to in order to enjoy something like supernatural or the 90s robin comics or the fucking sopranos, which are patriarchal christiancore copworld rapeworld white supremacist horrorshows that hate their minority audiences, with like 2 good creatives involved and martyring themselves to fight the good fight on sparse rare installments if you try to approach them sincerely.
riverdale writing staff are like a favorite smart problematic tumblr mutual to me. I don't always like what's on their blog or who they're referencing. but we're in the same community and i'm interested and inspired and i trust their agenda overall, even when i see shit i wouldn't have fucking posted. but bc i'm not being condescended to or actively spited i'm not gonna condescend to or spite them, you know?
i expect rvd to age like twin peaks (another very uneven, highly referential serial juggling a couple of intensely cool metanarratives on top of its core story). and twin peaks fandom mocks twin peaks all the time. twin peaks includes some CLUNKY shit. it's kitsch. it's camp. it has a second season that is largely ASS. james is there. and on top of that it also includes some genuinely offputting-to-me stuff that just bothers me to sit through, even though i feel like i understand and respect what they're going for with it. i just don't want to watch someone sweep the fucking bar for minutes and minutes as entertainment. OK!!?
...so yeah. mock riverdale but in the right spirit. is that an answer? do i sound like i'm chugging the flavoraid koolaid fresh-aid? probably.
#i like the way people mock the flop parts of twin peaks and i enjoy it when people mock the flop parts of riverdale in the same tone#but rvd NOT one of those shows where the fandom is the thing that makes it good by appropriating and rearranging it. like some listed above#riverdale isn't dumb. it's not thoughtless. it's a lowbrow postmodern love letter to trash media and it takes a lot of big risky swings.#and its juggling act does NOT always work in practice. i don't always agree with the tradeoffs it takes to balance like.#the mainline text AND the queer subtext AND the fanfictiony iterative media riffs AND the genre meta AND the actual canonical metaplot#but it really does reward curiosity and close-reading. it's like a little puzzle cube you have to turn over a few times sometimes to solve#i feel judgmental about people who hit 'post' on what's obviously like a very surface level reaction without much thought put into it#ohhh the show challenged you? the show folded continuity over on itself and you can't hang anymore? you didn't get what you expected?#and now you're being dismissive instead of sitting with it? ok. dork.#riverdale#(it's not really that serious. but you asked and i'm feeling so so very earnest about Posting today. love you thanks for asking)#(would love to know what parts you most want to mock. i have my own list. eNdGaMe is at the top of it. jughead's mommy issues era too)
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( ' ▽') "It's soft!!" (˚ ▽ ˚ )
Sorry Geo, they couldn't help themselves. But you have to wonder, are anime spikes always gonna be razor sharp or is it like natural hair?
#next step: pet omega-xis and see what his are like#and y'know geo had them ever since he was a bapbi so I assumed the latter#I wanted to draw him making cute faces also because I felt like practicing his eyes today#so. there ya go.#I'm sorry I feel like I'm bullying him again (it's not my intention;;)#doodle-daas#megaman star force#ryuusei no rockman#geo stelar#subaru hoshikawa#hey whose hand is that?#I don't need to tag him but I think you can figure it out
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#ok but fr marking undergrad essays is such a rollercoaster#i gave two very high marks today and was genuinely impressed and then the next three i marked were practically incoherent#one just copy and pasted their intro instead of writing a conclusion. like it's verbatim the same paragraph#i dont mark down for minor grammar and syntax errors because there's a high rate of ESL students...#... but some of the papers from native english speakers have me more concerned about functional illiteracy than I've ever been#these are 19-20yos in a humanities field at a top university! even the highest scoring essay had basic basic grammar errors and vocab misuse#at least i could tell what the student was trying to say there but some of the others...#if your punctuation and spelling and syntax are all so bad that i literally cant tell what you're trying to say there is a serious problem#even setting aside how many errors like these there were there's the flip side of the issue: actually writing an essay#the last one i marked yesterday had no structure or thesis or secondary sources#everything between the intro and conclusion was the same claim phrased in different ways with some irrelevant non sequitur quotes thrown in#no analysis other than the words 'analysis of this shows' which is *gasp* not a substitute for analysis#OH AND OMG#one made a direct claim about a figure's political stance and attached a footnote. i went to see what the student's source was.#the footnote literally said something like 'i know i should have a source here but it's only context and i don't want to waste my word count#like what???? do you think claims about relevant context don't need evidence??? and the audacity to not give a citation...#... and claim it's because it would take too many words away from your main argument??#just providing the actual citation for the claim would have been 3-5 words max but the footnote about not having room was 30 words#kid do you think i can't tell that you dont have that citation? do you think anyone's buying that you didn't include it to save space?#it's the very first footnote and most of the others are full-length bibliography entries jammed into the footnotes (which we don't require)#so either you were 'worried about space' at the first footnote then changed your mind as you wasted 250 words on unnecessary formatting#or you were over the word limit and were like 'gotta cut something!' and the only footnote you 'simplified for space' was a short basic one#^assuming i believed you. which i dont. because why would you think that would fool anyone.#i still have half the essays left. im tired and so disappointed in how little we're told we should expect from them
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I wish I had some expired NyQuil so i could take it and get mildly high during my 3 hour class instead of being bored out of my mind as it takes the entire class period for all 15 students to present their projects
#i want to go home#i have many things to do and I'm sick and im not feeling up to do ing anything#also i don't have enough friends to socialize with so im just wikdlh lonely most of the week because the few ones I do have are always busy#lilac post#today is just a hashtag negative day#class is 3 hours because it's an art class. And there's like 15 students in class who need to present#What I SHOULD do is practice presenting but I feel so fucking emotionally dead inside rn lmfaoooo#I'm going insane#I think the daylight savings and season change might be getting to me
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january 15 is the best day for me as a vocaloid leon fan because i'm guaranteed to see at least 2 leon fanarts posted that day
#also hi long time no tumblr other than posting and leaving#leon fanarts spotted today: that's right. 2. not including mine#before today i used to say more than two but for some reason there were not a lot of fanarts posted this year#vocaloid fandom is so funny bc we have a handful of vocaloids who would get 1000 fanarts minimum on their anniversary/bday#and then there's the other 70% who get 3 to none#if you drew leon and lola today and i haven't shared it yet please tag me 🥺#anyways off to a different topic#i will be creating less of finished vocaloid illustrations and do more of comics/doodles since fandom seems to enjoy it more#(and i don't mind since it takes WAY less time for me to create)#for illustration i want to practice and create more originals so that it could help with my understanding of certain techniques#starting with shadows maybe#i'll probably be posting my originals to my bsky which i won't be sharing for now (but if you find it good for you)#gonna go sleep gn#waffula talks
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TW eye contact and swearing
Was watching a Terrible French series for my sister when I came across this banger scene and it just screamed THEM
Transcript under the cut !!
Clive : I'm not going to kill you for what you did to me or because you are and always will be a terrible prime minister. No, you are going to die because of Léonie Renond.
Bill Hawks : ... Who ? (Disappointed voter maybe ?)
Clive, listing the names of some of the explosion's victims : Léonie Renond. Renaud Mastri. Louise Berne.
Bill Hawks, off screen : Wait, hold on- I don't understand-
Clive, leaning in : OF COURSE you don't understand, you don't give a FLYING FUCK about any of this you son of a bitch !!!
#DRAWING FROM TODAY !!!! I'm finally drawing again guys I want to cry this is so wonky but I did it this stupid ass series inspired me!!#This series is sooooo bad and my favorite character (the Clive guy) is going away so rip#But this scene cracked me up and still does omg- it was SO uncalled for ???#'Wait- I swear I don't understand 🥺'#'Of fucking course you don't you stupid bitch -_-' HELP.#Oh if any of my French followers know which series this is no you don't. You are forgetting. You forgot#(Luckily there is practically no fandom. Literally one guy fending for himself. Bless his soul but I am NOT joining him this show sucks)#Anyway this scene takes place while Clive is trapping Hawks in the mobile fortress#In my head Clive told everyone to let him do it himself so he could taunt Bill/insult him lol#clive dove#Bill hawks#unwound future spoilers#lost future spoilers#(Just tagging the spoilers because this is removed from the game but not enough)#My art#TW : swearing#TW : eye contact
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needless to say, whenever harley came over to blamore's greenhouse that day, things really weren't going that well for him. the last week or so had gone by in a complete haze for him. and it had all but forgotten that it had obligations to fulfill today. one of these actually was a meeting he'd set up with harley, which he seemed really excited about a few weeks ago whenever they originally planned it. but something had happened since then that drove blamore to the point where he physically felt like he was unable to get out of bed... along with it vastly neglecting the health of its own plants, as well as just itself in general.
some of the creature's plants were starving for water to the point where they'd become wilted in fact. plus, blamore's own body besides that had been plagued with hunger pangs that only got worse as time went on. though he was seemingly so depressed at the time that neither of these things mattered to him. now, in response to the sound of a gentle 'pitter-patter' of steps heading his way, blamore stirred for the first time in a little while. its eyes opened as its tail lethargically swept over the sheets it laid on to this 'intruder' and tried to lift itself up; but failed as a result of its lack of energy.
blamore then thought about making the thorns inside of his legs surface, but stopped as soon as he felt himself being pulled into this person's lap. a barely audible hum left its lips as bleary eyes partially focused on harley's face, ❝ mm, what? what are you doing here? ❞ blamore could hardly keep his eyes open as all he'd been doing lately after he'd ran out of tears was sleep. its breath hitched as its head lolled to the side to rest against harley's shoulder. ❝ god's... you're so warm. i'm sorry, can i just — ❞ blamore let out a mix between a chuckle and a sob. ❝ can we just stay like this for a little while? ❞
#qu-tipie#tw: depression#tw: mental illness#AHH i don't really know whether this would count as self-harm but just in case#tw: self-harm#FORESTS HAVE SECRETS. ITS PRACTICALLY WHAT THEY'RE FOR. TO HIDE THINGS: queue.#GOD don't ask me why i put my characters in situations like these but JSJSJ i guess you could say i was def in an angsty mood today-#for this one. like all i could think about was a scenario in which blamore was really vulnerable around harley for (i guess this would-#technically be the first time? yeah AHH) the first time and it maybe having something to do with his bipolar disorder so yeahhh#i'm sorry for the angst and i hope this isn't something that's too heavy BUT i could always redo my reply to this if you want me to-#in the case that it is just to let you know!
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#mdzs#mdzs fanart#lan sizhui#a yuan#wen yuan#today I decided to practice drawing children and my sketches accidentally turned into this#and I thought why not share it with people#in my hc lsz chose the only black bunny as his favorite when he first came to cloud recesses#when he told it to lz#lz stood silent for half a minute before saying that it was his favorite too.#he probably wouldn't be allowed to wear a red ribbon but I still left it in#because i like the idea of him wearing his sect's (and dad's) color#he gets a new red one the moment he learns he's a Wen. in my hc#in the third drawing I have him wearing almost the same clothes I draw young lz in#I think it'd be really cute if at some point lsz copied lz#(I want him copying wwx too! gods I must draw him in black and red at some point it would be *so cute*)#there are no other colors cuz I actually suck at drawing in color. and it was supposed to be a quick sketch before I focus on studying#i skipped a lesson today and my teacher called me to ask what the hell while I was drawing#i told her I just woke up (lie. i woke up at 6 again)#I don't think she appreciated my response. if there's never another post. know that i was brutally (tho justly) murdered#anyway#my art
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Starting off 2024 with Nilou <3
#fanart#genshin impact#nilou#digital art#my art#I am so sorry abt the person I'm going to be in 2024#Gonna be a whole load of genshin fanarts#bc I really wanna work on putting more detail into my art#also gonna try a few diff ways of colouring/rendering in this year#I thought I'd never get into genshin but#I'm in a wriolette pit and I don't want to leave#Gonna use these two to practice drawing men methinks#but if my drawings suck I'll put them on my side blog tee hee#this was drawn on NYE btw!#was too eepy to post until today#(and also Furina was posted yesterday)
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hiiiiiii
#all my projects and practical files and labs and presentations for this sem are done i just got the last one spiral bound today and it#looks pretty i don't want to submit#i have all of october free <33#i love u all bye#and after that just one more semester and then this miserable degree is over
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checking.
#artists on tumblr#digital art#illustration#anatomy#hands#rendering#red#not fc hshdhs#today I realized that it's probably not a great idea to make a portfolio out of the same two characters acting gay#also cause I don't wanna give off the fujoshi vibe#bdbsbs anyways I wanna start making more “graphic” like drawing#not only characters doing stuff#cause soon I'll have a stage experience and so I need a decent portfolio in case they ask for one#every thursday I get reminded that I'll have to work someday#I don't feel adult I don't know how to adult#cries#anyways#prolly gonna fix this tmrw I just wanted to try rendering skin again and practicing hands#aight#gn!!!#martyryo
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not even panicking . idek what ur saying why would ever be worried abt this
#head in hands#trial practice for tap class is in about 20 minutes and im just about remaining sane#GAHHHH this is so stressful#they do not really speak english and i do not really speak japanese so this will be exciting#plus the class is like..... 2hrs long lol#BUT WE FUCKING MOVE OK IM BEING SO BRAVE#IM GOING TO GO TO THE CLASS AND SEE WHAT ITS LIKE#ITS GOING TO BE FINE IM SURE THEY WILL ALL BE NICE AND LOVELY#tap people generally are i find#i will go to the class and do some tap and not die of a stress induced heart attack because ITS SOMETHING I LOVE#AND ILL DO IT#and if it sucks and i hate it then fuck it. i never have to see these goddamn people ever again if i don't want to#hopefully i WILL want to. bc its gonna be great and im gonna love it#I HAVE FAITH#I CHOOSE TO BELIEVE 😭😭🥳#i will update u guys when i get back 🫡#if its fab i will recommend it#and if it sucks we will roast it mercilessly#either way i am being very brave today and i am sharing this bravery with u as well 🫶🫡#the little gay people in my phone believe in me and i will not disappoint#just the same way that i believe in you too ✊🥳
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I had a good hornypost in mind yesterday but then I found out a friend from high school passed away and I've lost any motivation to do anything :((
#i don't even remember what i was going to post at this point#i practically cried myself to sleep last night#and i've cried a bunch today#sorry to sadpost but this month has SUCKED#i know they'd want me to be happy but i need some time to mourn#they were one of the coolest people in my life and i was always so happy to see the cool stuff they were up to#they had so much going for them and a bright future and now they're gone#and they were only a year older than me too#i'm tired of this year already man
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Not me glancing at my supervisor's SimplePractice calendar to see when she's probably out-of-office for the day and I can reasonably bounce without consequence
#Xayk Hates College#At Least My In-Person Client Showed Today 😭 I'd've Been So UGH If I'd Had Nothing After Supervision Ended At 1pm#But Like...I Woke Up Late And Had To Cart My Scooter All The Way Here To The Practice#And I'd Like To Avoid The CTA Sardine Effect On The Way Home While Carting It Back ;w;#Also There's Technically Not A “Consequence” Per Se But If She Wanted To Bop Over To Chat In Person#I Dunno How She'd Feel If I'd Left Without Saying Anything Or Asking#She Mentioned I Could Be Reading Clinically-Relevant Books While I'm Here -- Implying I Ought To Try And Find Something To Do#Instead Of Leaving Early And Making Up For Lost Time When I Get Home#I Also Got To Work Remotely Last Wednesday So I Don't Wanna Push It Y'know? ;w;#She JUST TOLD ME TODAY That During The Interview Phase She Was Really Hoping They'd Get Me As A Student#And Like...How Can I Just Take Advantage Of Them Knowing THAT? TT-TT#But My Shoulder Already Hurts From Rushing With The Stupid Scooter Up And Down The CTA Stairs And I Just Wanna Go Home And Ice It#UGH Anyway Time To Close The Door And Play Video Games Till 4pm At The Earliest I Guess...
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