#i don't think he has tumblr thank god 🙏🙏

[dgaftilwedie]

i used to be friends with this one guy who got kinda famous in a specific fandom for a (super unfunny) joke and when i tell u he was one of the most off putting individuals i've ever talked to?? h

e wasn't trans but he made a bunch of really weird jokes about trans people, like he couldn't get trans people out of his brain. he also claimed he wasn't racist because he "ate black pussy" before WHICH IS SO WILD BECAUSE LIKE?? WHAT?? THAT'S LIKE SAYING UR NOT RACIST BECAUSE U HAVE BLACK FRIENDS BUT WEIRDER 😭😭 he was also really fatphobic and claimed it was bc he's fat, but i've seen him before and he very much was not. super weird guy.

he also made a bunch of goofy allegations about people. like he would call people groomers all the time. but in my personal experience, he would bring up nsfw topics all the time?? i just know if i'd turned 18 before i stopped being friends with him he'd try to say some whack ass shit about me when he was the one being a freak in the first place 😭😭 like he claimed some girl groomed him because HE ASKED HER ABOUT A SEXUAL TOPIC AND SHE EXPLAINED IT TO HIM??? LIKE BRO WHAT THAT ISN'T GROOMING THAT'S EDUCATION WHY WOULD YOU ASK IF YOU DIDN'T WANNA KNOWWWWWWW

[yeonsols-garden]

loving your works so much! may i know if we will see more spicy stuff between them and yeonwoo's jealousy side? im very interested to know yeonwoo's pov whenever he is thinking about haesol :>

Oh my goodness Hi Hi!!!

Thank you thank you thank you!

I am so happy every time I get an ask!!

Send me more please I'll be sure to reply 🙏 🙏 🙏

I'm so sorry it took me so long to reply to this one 🥲

I've been so busy lately with school and college has been a lot of work and I've been getting so tired lately but thank you so much for this ask it really made my day!! When I checked my Tumblr mailbox after like forever to find this ask I actually screamed thank you thank you!

Answering your ask:

Oh. My. God!

I have so many headcanons about jealous Yeonwoo he is just such an interesting character to write whenever he gets jealous!

For me I have two headcanon's about him when he gets jealous the first one (and honestly the more fun of the two in my opinion but that's just because I love drama) is that he gets super clingy and when I say clingy I don't mean like all "Haesol hold me how could you leave me for so long."

NO! I mean like he gets angry clingy!

Like when they're married and their relationship has solidified his clinginess is going to be more like, if he sees someone eyeing Haesol and if he sees someone trying to hit on Haesol he is immediately going to go towards her cling to her arm and hold on to her so tight that she's going to automatically know that they need to get out of wherever they are because Yeonwoo is pissed. (Isn't that so cute the wolf scared of the bunny!)

I love headcanoning Yeonwoo as the clingy angry jealous type because his jealousy is so cute!

Think about it!

Yeonwoo is sitting at there restaurant table waiting for her, the door opens and there Haesol is looking as beautiful as always in a stylish outfit of dress pants and a very well made dress shirt, jewelry that accentuates her already stunning beauty and she even wore heels! Yeonwoo's already turned on flattery remarks to 100 and he's ready to praise her beauty to the high heavens when she pulls him in for a hug.

Then Haesol sees him and Yeonwoo sees the way her eyes light up even though her face is as stoic as usual He's practically jumping out of his seat to keep himself from running towards his beautiful spouse!

But then gasp! He sees her coming only for her to be interrupted by some random person and he's forced to watch as Haesol has to pause and talk to this person out of politeness when she should only be focused on him! This is there day. There time together after they've been apart because Haesol has been on a business trip!

Yeonwoo cant stand for this!

In a rare fit of anger he puffs his cheeks up steam is coming out of his ears his face is red with anger and he disregards all normal conventions when out in public (because remember normally Yeonwoo is very particular and very aware of how other people see him and the world around him) so him walks up to a surprised Haesol visibly pouty and mad as he pulls her away from whoever is trying to talk to her. He tops it off with a glare towards the person who disturbed there passionate staring contest with a look so icy on such a cute face the poor guy is flushed with embarrassment!

Haesol has no clue and is just busy focusing on her beauty and cuter then ever husband as he clings to her arm and disregards all social norms about PDA just to show everyone that Kang Haesol is taken thank you very much!!!

Aauughhh it is just such a fun thing to think about.

There's that headcanon and then there's the second one which is probably more in line with canon and probably cuter but it's still just as fun to talk about!

The second one is that when Yeonwoo is jealous he just becomes very silent. As in it will be clear that he isn't happy because his body language is obviously down but his facial expressions are going to be surprisingly calmer than you would think.

He would see a situation where Haesol is talking to someone and they get close. Closer than usual and he will instantly feel jealous, his brows will furrow he'll have a little pouch on his face but the moment Haesol turns to look at him he schools his expression and he is surprisingly calm.

The thing is, when Haesol is finally not talking to someone anymore and they are alone he is extremely clingy.

(I think we're starting to see that I love clingy Yeonwoo)

Normally Haesol is the one who will not let Yeonwoo out of her sight when they are within a few inches of each other. But when Yeonwoo is jealous it is him who will not let Haesol out of his sight. He will constantly be showing some form of a need for physical contact whether it's holding on to the hem of her clothes or holding her hand or wrapping his arm around her in a hug. Any and anything. (Let your imagination is going wild with that one.)

He also becomes extremely willing and is literally willing to let Haesol do whatever (even in the bed room) and we already know Haesol is down bad she will take that chance while Yeonwoo is suddenly so open to physical contact even out in public!

And, when they finally talk about why he's been acting so strange recently Yeonwoo just pouts at her and he crosses his arms and he's just so adorable as he tells Kang Haesol he saw someone getting too close for comfort to her and it rubbed him the wrong way. To him going on and on and on about how people getting that close to her made him feel and how he doesn't like it when that happens and Haesol is just looking at him like he's the most beautiful thing in the world.

Safe to say Haesol also loves jealous Yeonwoo.

I need to write this!!!

Oh my God I talked so much with this one! Hehee

[bigtedbear]

I can't believe your back 😭 I've been so upset and I rarely opened Tumblr these days ever since you've been gone like oml I had no hope that you were coming back but thank God you did. LIKE WE FR BECAME DETECTIVES WHEN YOU WERE GONE JESUS

Also dw take your time rebuilding everything, I'll try to remember and list all the requests that were pending since I always look at the pending reqs (but I may not remember all)

1. Is the merman reader x Explorer luocha thingy where the reader is rude at first but then as time went on they develop feelings and luocha doesn't know that reader is giving jewelry or gifts to luocha cuz it's actually a sign of marriage yada yada

- req by yours truly.

2. I think Sunday?? I forgot the prompt I'm so sorry, I think it's about halovian heat??

3. Uhm the boxer reader x actor Kaeya, your prompt said that reader went to shoot as an extra in a film Kaeya was in I think and they get into a dating rumor

— req by yours truly.

4. Monster blade x Himbo/gentle giant Knight, like blade gets preggo with the knights baby even though he's supposed to be a killing the monster but he got baby trapped instead lol.

- again me sorry about that.

5. Alhaitham I think?? The spy x mafia?? JAJFJW YOU SAID YOU HAD UOUR OWN PROMPT, BUT IN CASE YOU FORGOT: it's like alhaitham got tricked into thinking it's a mission but he's actually sold off by his agency due to debt or smth. Like reader is very manipulative

- me.....

I don't remember anything else I'm so sorry but I hope it helps??

—🪷

🪷 ANON I MISSED YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE SO BAD LOCA

in regards to the requests:

luocha merman one is still on, even though I have to rewrite everything cause it was in my drafts 😭

Sunday heat fic is on 🤞

monster fucking blade is defo on 🥳

Alhaitham and mafia is iffy just cause I can't remember what I was going to do with the plot,,, my mind has been in shambles I lost all my gay smut 😛😛

I might also cancel the Alhaitham mafia one cause I'm so upset abt the fact I wrote like 2 chapters of a long form book for him in my notes app and it's all GONE

fr gonna have to mourn my alhaitham writings IM SO UPSET

Might pick that request back up with a different character 🙏

[codecicle]

Read the intro post

wow what a cool and awesome person...

FUCKING 14 YOU ARE A CHILD MY GOOD SIR??? /LH

1: YOOOOOO YOU THINK IM A COOL AND AWESOME PERSON?? THANKS MAN :DD and 2: LMAOOOOOO YEA I AM!! I've been on here since I was like, 11-ish? not sure. my friend introduced me to tumblr during the beginning of my 7th grade year! (and fun fact: that same friend is both my mutual and the person that gave me my nickname actually!! which turned into my url ^_^)

anyway, I'm going to rant underneath your ask about being a child now im so sorry 😔

It's always been so weird being as young as I am both on tumblr and in the fandom space I'm currently a part of. Like realistically, a 14 y/o boy liking minecraft/mcyt sounds really normal but I don't know anyone my age that is open about being a part of this space. I think growing up on tumblr instead or twitter or tiktok honestly really helped when it comes to being happy in my intrests, since almost every other freshman to ever exist has no idea what this website is and they have no chance of ever finding my posts to make fun of me with them. I still use the other two, but I don't post and I only really open them when a cc like Charlie or Ted posts.

It's hilarious to me that because of my current intrests (jrwi and charlie in general) almost everyone that I'm friends with on here are much older minors or adults, mainly because charlie has a pretty mature and well rounded audience (THANK FUCKING GOD 🙏🙏), but also because everybody else my age that are in this fandom are on tiktok. Using tiktok for me and actually posting is kinda unsafe because of the way the tiktok contact sharing works? if someone from my classes finds it through "recommend accounts" then they can look through my account and harrass me if they recognize who it is. Not to steal a Charlie Slimecicle quote for a second, but I was rewatching an old podcast episode from the very beginning of 2020 and he described it as "elevated highschool" which I 100% agree with. Even 3 years later it's still very much just a higher form of highschool bullshit to have to deal with.

But since I don't post on tiktok I don't really have much to worry about!! My account is blank and it's the same @ as my url so nobody should recognize it and put a face to a name which im grateful for. However, being on tumblr isn't the greatest either;

People on here are all adults and I feel a little bit intimidated? In a sense? I understand that I'm a LOT different than most kids my age and I don't typically have anything to worry about but!! I feel like that's what makes it worse. The other people my age that were or still are on here don't understand tumblr etiquette, don't understand not to act like this is twitter and not have stupid cubito discourse, or just aren't funny? Idk I've just never found anyone my age (with the exception of like 3 of my mutuals you guys are amazing and I love you) that I can really talk to on here, so all of the friends I've made are much much older. I'm smart with who I talk to and how I talk to them so I'm safe don't worry!! My parents raised me right and online safety is such a wonderful thing, but one of my closest mutuals on here is in college right now, and the others are juniors or seniors in highschool. I kept my age out of my bio for so long but honestly that was because I was terrified I would scare away the people that I trusted so much because literally obviously it's going to feel weird for them to be mutuals with a genuine honest to god child. I'm relatively close to turning 15 so I'm getting less and less worried about stuff like that happening but eh that was still a real fear for a while.

Anyway sorry for the rant!! TLDR; highschool sucks, I'm scared of being this young on a platform and fandom full of adults and I have to be extra careful, and also charlie slimecicle is a pretty cool guy to look up to so I feel like him being [vine boom sound effect] my COMFORT STREAMER kinda works out in my favor ngl :D

[katana-zero]

TUMBLR USER GAMMANULLZERO I LOVE YOU

Hold on let me try to answer to all of your tags dkdmmfmmc I woke up this morning and it was the first thing I saw AAHHH

Also sorry english is not my first language so I might struggle with some sentences!! (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

I'M GLAD THAT THIS PIC CAPTURED HER WELL 🥹🥹🥹 I wanted to draw something chill because!!! Well!!! She is chill!!

TY I love when people like my coloring (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠)

I LOVE YOUR MIND

I think actually he would feel trouble feeling anything. He'd probably regret killing kids if he ever done that (because of LG) but otherwise I think he wouldn't feel anything. At first I thought that he'd feel alive, since canonically he feels alive only when taking someone else's life, but I'm not sure he'd feel anything just watching the record.

Or he'd feel the stinging feeling of regret, if church monologue is actually his (I have a theory that it's actually Fifteen's thoughts, but I'm not really sure so!! Just a fun thought) and he felt bad watching all those people cry.

Or he'd feel everything at once like one big complicated feeling (⁠*⁠﹏⁠*⁠;⁠) I don't know how to describe it.

THANK YOU!!! 🥹🥹🥹

I love SnowHunter SO MUCH my favourite lesbians. They have me in chokehold since I first thought about them I just. Need more of them in my life.

I think Snow uses something similar to chronos! Like that green thing Psych used in boss fight. He mentioned that the government created more than just one drug for war, so it's safe to assume that she will most likely use something similar. Or it might be something that organization Snow works for created, since they somehow recreated chronos. I hope we'll see what she uses in the dlc 🙏

I LOVE USING RED THANK YOU SM

🥹 jsjxjjsk Zero and Fifteen cuddling Leviathan and Behemoth... The eepies

Fifteen stop being mad just hug a biblical creation bro chill out

:3 I love drawing Zero with a scruff, I'm glad someone else likes it too!

Fifteen katana zero I need you Fifteen katana zero

AHHH I'M SO HAPPY YOU NOTICED THE EFFECT!! I like drawing it on my artworks with nulls because it shows how their time is running out yk yk (⁠｡⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧ mentally ill guys

THANK YOU AGAIN FOR ALL THE FEEDBACK I LOVE YOUUU AGHHHHHH

YAYYYYYY IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKE ALL OF THESE!!! I GOT A FEW THINGS TO SAY BACK

ykw ykw. i think he'd feel so much about everything that he'd just go numb. his normal blank expression on his face but somehow even more unreadable than normal. idk if he'd be able to feel anything after that. him feeling "alive" while killing is just him feeling like he's actually having an effect on the world around him yk? that's how he was raised, a child soldier. but losing your memories of that and then running with the mindset that only the lives of criminals and corrupt police deserve less value only to see yourself killing children? beings that physically cannot have less value because they have so much more life ahead of them? brooooo brooooooooo he's done for he's donneeee. I really like the theory that the monologue is from fif instead of zero too- and it makes sense! fifteen has such strong connections to his past that of course he'd have such strong thoughts about what it was like. zero for sure could say it himself but he's so warped about whats real and not that i dont think he could form that strong of an opinion (and if it IS his thoughts then its just what psych planted in his head)

SPEAKING OF PSYCH im pretty sure the green mega chronos or whatever the psych uses was confirmed to be not actually canon and (speculation from here) just a hallucination from zero's end considering the path to getting that boss is just by pissing him off. BUT but but i do think her amping herself up on the fake chronos that the company is making is soooo real. i hope we see in the dlc god ugh. either way i definitely gotta draw some snowhunter myself since i havent stopped thinking about it.

anyway YEAHHHHH RUNNING OUT OF TIMEEEEEEE. i loveeee how subtle it is in your art but also directly staring you in the face. youre soooo good at it !!!!!

[peter-quill-is-so-fine]

hello tumblr! this is my mini guide to Disneyland Star-Lord.

So at Disneyland California Adventure, there's a dance-off show that happens like 6 times a day.

Most of the time, it's Gamora and Star-Lord that do the show. I've only ever seen one Gamora actress and omigosh she's gorgeous. That's not the point. Stay focused, man. I've looked it up, and occasionally Mantis does the show with Star-Lord. I've only seen it once, and according to my sources it is a limited-time thing. But the last time I saw the show, it was Star-Lord by himself.

There may be more, but I have seen two (edit: now 3!) Star-Lord actors. I've given them names, so that we can tell them apart from more than just their looks.

On the left side, we have Lame Peter. He's kind of funny, but doesn't look a lot like Star-Lord. He's also not very good at pretending to be Star-Lord.

On the right, the picture without me in it, you'll see Fun Peter! Also you'll see the very pretty Gamora actress I was talking about earlier. Fun Peter has been labeled as such, because, well, he's fun. He looks more like Peter than the other guy, and he's kind of funnier than the other guy too. (god i hope no Disney employees ever see this.)

Edit: I found a third yesterday! I call him: Interactive Peter!

That's his name because he stays out after the show for a long time compared to the other two! He gave out a lot of high fives.

I don't think I have any pictures from the show that was with Mantis, but you can just look up "Disneyland Mantis" and I'm sure you'll find her.

Well, that was my short guide to Disneyland Star-Lord! Thank you for reading! ...If you work at Disneyland (I doubt this post will ever get big enough for anyone from there to see it) don't tell Lame Peter I was talking shit about him 🙏 alright bye!

[magicalmanhattanproject]

Hi I'm gonna be on anon cause I'm still kinda newish to Tumblr and I am ✨ nervous ✨

Anyways "if stainless steel could love you back" has to be one of my favorite qsmp fics so far and I have read pretty much all of them. I think you have both Cellbit and Forever's personality down really good. I one day inspire to write fics as good you 🙏

-Bit Bitch

thank you!! ngl writing forever especially was kinda terrifying bc i know his english voice doesn't match his portuguese voice but i don't actually speak portuguese so i was just using guesswork and translated clips (god bless fan translators) to try and figure out how he would sound in his own language

[sharpth1ng]

It's me, the local HW and liver laugh love anon.

Same tho, saaame @ being here for Stu pining and listening to sad songs. He is so soft about Billy and I find it adorable. I can also totally picture him watching certain horror movies when he's pining after Billy because they're Billy's faves/they remind Stu of him.

good shit HW (thats your nickname now) lmaooo this is perfect seeing as how I literally signed up for tumblr yesterday after reading the latest chapter of your Debaser fic, purely to send the HW headcanons. me coming to your inbox like https://i.imgur.com/BzCAtuA.gif

bold of you to assume Billy wouldn’t just break his phone for that. I think that phone is going out a window tbh. Stu’s phone is always backed up because he has to replace it four times a year. — he totally would and I am convinced Stu would remember the date of them hooking up to it too, so it's literally treated like an anniversary every fucking year by him and this happens every single time. He also never misses a chance to play the song when they go hunting (and I think Stu would find it hilarious that this is his dad's legacy). speaking of their dads, I didn't even think of this yesterday but the fact that Billy's dad's name was Hank is ending me because I'm picturing Stu's dad asking Billy "How's Hank doing?" and Stu giving Billy looks that only he understands during this.

Billy: Yeah fine I’ll still have sex with you but you’re sleeping on the fucking couch tonight. — totally lmao and then Stu has the audacity to fall asleep with his arm thrown across Billy and Billy is like annoyed that he can't STAY annoyed, which tbh is his brand @ Stu lbr. (Bonus: when Stu is asleep, Billy says something like I love you, dipshit).

I’m also gonna write some older them at some point! — Yesss! I can't wait to read that too, I love your writing and characterization of them so much. Debaser is canon to me and no one can tell me otherwise. I love the idea of them mellowing like 2% and only 2%. And also grown up Billy having some “Yeah I’m gay, fuck you” energy. — This is so valid. I'm so here for older Billy finally having acceptance for himself and being like "Hmmm, that sounds like a you problem" before he guts some homophobe while Stu watches with this expression: 🥰

And I am once again apologizing for the length of this on anon too fdsfdsjkd (I still haven't had time to choose an actual username - sending this in between working lmao - and rly don't want to be randomusernamebunchofnumbers)

Welcome back HW! No worries on the anon, no rush on the username lmao they’re so hard to choose. And Ahahah I thank you for the nickname!

Ok Stu sad watching horror movies and pining is great, definitely canon lmao.

LOL at the Hank Williams/phone breaking anniversary that is very much something Stu would do. Omg before digital music he bought so many copies of this CD because they, like the phone, mysteriously keep being shattered into pieces (it’s not a mystery Billy does it right in front of him).

GOD SOMEHOW I FORGOT HIS DADS NAME IS HANK BAHAHAHAH GOD Billy would die. Such exquisite torture tbh. Artisanal. Bespoke.

Lmao yeah the only time Stu’s ever heard him say “I love you” Billy clearly thought he was asleep and when he realized he wasn’t he just fucking left, put himself on the fucking couch.

Yo that’s so sweet Gah I’m legit so touched 🥰 my and my dumb lil fucked up fics thank you 🙏

Lmao and yeah Middle aged Billy absolutely destroying homophobes is my fav tbh. Billys like “You should be afraid of the gays because we’re fucking coming to get you.”

[clown-avian]

I am the angel that asked for your protection on your strawpage, however, the word limit made it so that I couldn't fully explain the situation, which I believe would give you better insight on how to protect us. 🙏

If you get triggered by mentions of EDs, technical abuse, and sexual mentions, it's okay if you delete this, I completely understand!

[people]

-the "demon" as I will refer to them as

-my friend

-a few other friends

-myself

^^^

The "demon" has been tormenting my friends and their friend group for the past ~2 ish years, pretending to be one of them. Examples of what they've done that I haven't seen are:

- them "Idolizing" my friend out of jealousy, telling my friend that they must 'loooove' being so perfect kind of way, and that they(demon) could never be like that. It was backhanded.

- failed to uphold people's boundaries about not wanting to be touched

-hit people (AND lied when confronted about it)

-before getting here, they were expelled for beating a girl up

A year ago, I met them. I was invited to sit at the table with my friend and their friends (including said demon.) I immediately got a word feeling about them. It was the way they acted towards me- cold and detached whenever I tried to come into the conversation. They never talked to me when I tried to talk to them, instead they would look at me like I was nothing more than a grain of salt to a god. They looked down upon me.

while I knew them, they did these things:

-admitted they judged people for eating (during the middle of lunch) and how that felt superior for having more "willpower", and prompted the group to agree.

-yelled at friend(2) for something he didn't do, swearing at him and making him severely uncomfortable

-said that they wanted to fuck my friend's dad (made EVERYONE uncomfortable and EVERYONE disgusted, especially since this was re-occuring)

-defended their incest proship, telling me I was on the "wrooong side of Tumblr" (I'm the one with a friendly community and cute cat memes, I don't think the wrong side of Tumblr) (also made everyone at the table uncomfortable)

Because of this, we decided to confront them. Well, I confronted them, but I wasn't alone. I was with another friend who was there in case things got too escalated.

It didn't go as expected, as they ran from the confrontation before it could go very far. I scared them. I got under their skin. It was very plain to see. You can't keep friends if you're going to hurt them. Their cowardice and refusal to even own up to their actions put me into a divine rage the rest of the day. A coward, a manipulator, and a liar.

Well, until the end of the day. They yelled at my friend, flipped out. My friend handled it well, and this gave us the upper hand.

The next day they sat away from us, good call! There would've been an argument if they tried anything.

However, iveI've recently noticed that they're trying to get closer to oouterter ring of friends. I am worried that they might be using t m hurtingurt them the way that they did to my other friends, whiis it why I am asking for your protection 🙏

I am sorry you and your friends are living through this, I can understand how horrible it must be to be near an individual so despicable.

I will gladly wish for this demon to go away from you and your friend’s life’s, you all deserve to live in peace and be comfortable in your environment.

Know that even if I am not physically with you all, I am rooting for your ultimate victory and for you all to be safe.

Thank you for reaching out, and keep faith for a better tomorrow without this demon.

Know that change takes time but that doesn’t mean it won’t happen!

[lv-iceprince]

https://www.tumblr.com/lv-iceprince/763844563695796224/httpswwwtumblrcomlv-iceprince763842297608749

Ok not Tumblr crashing on me when I was almost done with my message and it was 4am but ok🌚I gave up and decided to sleep to rewrite this whole thing again right now lmao

Anyways TELL ME WHY I FELT THAT SO HARD?? I LITERALLY DOWNGRADED MY VIP TICKET BECAUSE I WAS CONSIDERING MY PARENTS TOO😭

The original plan was that my parents, my friend and I would go but my dad kept saying he was on a budget. So when I did the presale for Ateez, I literally had 4 Atiny vip tickets in the cart but because I considered my dad, I chose Sector vip and let the Atiny vip tickets go😭😭then later on, our plans changed and my grandma wanted to see them too and I wanted to take my sis so we got resale tickets for the back and since my dad didn’t want to spend so much, we let him sit in the back with my grandma and gave my sis the vip ticket. So practically the entire family went and it wasn’t the original plan😂😂My grandma was happy to see Mingi lol

Frr I’m waiting for Skz to announce their North America tour but I already know I’m gonna have war like I had with Atz😭

You’re asking me how I dealt with it? I didn’t, we fought demons lol. It was hard to enjoy the concert because we were already exhausted my feet were killing me and I was wearing heels on top of that. I felt more pain than anything but I did my best to enjoy it since were up there so close to them. Mingi kept hyping us up and was looking at us individually, I didn’t want that man to see me slacking/dying lol and my dear sweet Yeosang saw my sign and waved at me🥹♥️so that gave me strength but I was dying

Omg I love Final Fantasy and the dub voice actors. I will for sure check it out! Aww I felt that lol I especially love aesthetic looking animation. I have so much appreciation for that type of anime, simply a masterpiece

I laughed so hard at the “Mars was Marsing” energy🤣🤣but yes! It’s just so interesting

Thank you so much for taking my request, you didn’t have to do that😭🙏Yeosang is my ult, so I’m curious to see how our relationship and dynamics could be whether it’s pro or con lol. Aww then I’m glad I chose someone new!

Thank you so much again!🥹♥️🫶🏼

~🎶

Well I'm so glad you decided to save your sanity and sleep, I would have scolded you if you persisted with that message 😙

But wait! The only takeaway that I can't get over is that your grandma went?! And not only that she's a Mingi stan?!?!?! How iconic I swear to God, only queens stan Mingi 👏But seriously people who can go to kpop concerts by themselves don't get how much bartering goes into trying to get tickets for your family.

I didn't even realise Skz haven't announced North America their North America tour good luck 😬😬😬 I'm literally manifesting them for you because America is so big, so many people, so many kpop stans. In Australia, we have a lot, but the likelihood of scoring tickets is pretty good as long as you have money for pre sale.

I don't even think they've sold all of their tickets for the concert I'm going to since it's pretty big, like a capacity of 53,000 people big.

Yo to be hyped up by Ateez you are literally so blessed but boo to you wearing heels that's such a bad choice I'm not even going to sugar coat it.

And man my comfort is the final fantasy dub actors, they have so much flavour, Cloud's voice is my earworm, and I just love anime that has a good plot but is pretty, like she is dressed to impress🙌 the only warning I have for Free is that they drew highschoolers with the physique and abs of an Olympic swimmer and they aren't afraid to zoom up on a butt or some muscles but literally why not?

Mars Marsing is the rated G version, it was raunchy 😳 but again it involved Felix so I didn't deny it or say I wouldn't do that lmao.

And of course buddy, I didn't even know you'd request for Yeosang but I was so happy about it! It'll be so fun doing a synastry ship for Yeosang , I just love his personality so much!

And thank you for requesting buddy bud bud ❤️

[mtnkat3]

9.58pm.

Oh my loves..... how you get to me... twist & twirl me & make me think & really delve into whys...

Whys of nerves & anxiety & fears.

Mostly too personal for tumblr so will stay in my diary.

But to help other people,

Other surviving of domestic abuse & getting away from truly narcissistic misogynist bully personalities.

After living in isolation & mental/ verbal, etc abuse for 25 years

& the toxic damage its wrought my health, mental, physical & emotional.

I've done the work to force the divorce, it took TEN YEARS.

Being stalled by .. at every turn.

It's required legal pressure for compliance at every juncture.

IT IS NOT EASY.

But if a person is willing to do the work, I truly believe it is worth it.

.. is even making it difficult to move out.

Via manipulation.

Meals, groceries, meds, shelter.

Keep in mind that whomever the person is you're dealing with, what are the things used to coerce you.

For me, no children are involved.

Only my elderly cat that has ptsd now.

But dealing with having been with a person that isolates & controls a person to the point of being locked in a house for a month at a time, or not allowed to leave to visit family out of state, makes a person fearful & trying to "keep in the abusers good graces."

"The monster you know .. vs the great unknown."

Well. I personally am now to the point where I have the legal right to go out on my own.

But that's a scary thought isn't it.

It's not easy to go from being dependent on the monster you know, to going out in the big scary world & standing on ones own two feet.

For me, I made plans, oh how I made plans over & over & over.

It's one way this monster used to control. Whatever I planned for the day, would be blown up.

Hard to get things accomplished that way.

It took me multiple crappy jobs & sacrifices like not eating in order to get things done & get to where I am now.

Ready to walk away.

I just now have to clean up the mess I let falter after my emergency surgery Christmas of 2020.

Depression/"paralysis of fear" got the better of me.

Now I gotta clean up, pack up, move, & find a job to support myself.

None of these steps are gonna be easy.

But. I got something to prove.

To myself.

To God.

& to my loves.....

That I am the woman, better than so long ago.

Because when I get myself out,

I will be stepping out in faith.

It is scary.

But I trust in God.

I trust that He is Guiding me righteously.

I trust He showed me my loves.....now for a reason.

And I trust any one else can do this too!

Be safe. Be careful.

& God Bless you every one!!!

Thank You Jesus for saving me, loving me, & Guiding me every day!

I know I still got the heavy work still to do.

But with You Lord,

with my loves.....

I will make it!

To the life I'm meant to lead.

I pray for every single person struggling with the same decisions & issues find the way out.

Know this...

YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

unfortunately too many of us...

But.

YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

YOU CAN DO THIS.

DON'T GIVE UP.

EVER.

FIGHT TO LIVE!!!!

And please, reach out.

I found a good Christian counseling service that is helping me.

Having someone to talk to is really helpful.

You just never know how much until you've been isolated.

Please, seek help, advice, or someone to just listen.

Then get yourself out.

May God Bless all souls going thru abuse. Of any kind.

Go in peace.

With regards,

With God's Grace & Love,

With my loves.....

~Tijgeress kat Phoenix. 🌺✝️☸⚓⛓🔗🙏🤲👣🐾🦉🐯🐢🐐🐛🌱🌟🗝🔱⚜💝🐻🦌🐺♠️🧩♾🧭🕯🕯🕯🕯🕯

Tu.4.4.2023 11.00pm.est. diary. Gifs, 11.28pm.

[mylittleredgirl]

somebody shoelace'd you irl??? don't let tumblr silence you i need this story 🙏🙏

YES okay you have convinced me to recreate this! (the original ask about this that got eaten was from @bethanyactually, so tagging you as well!)

it is not as spontaneous as getting randomly shoelace’d in starbucks, and also it has been literal years so forgive the inaccuracies in the retelling BUT:

years ago, when this site was more popular, i was already on here blogging about star trek (some people? blog about star trek?? to cope???). at some point, someone i worked with who also liked star trek started following mylittleredgirl dot tumblr dot com, not knowing it was me. however-many-months pass of him hopefully enjoying my content, and then in response to something, i post a gif of myself blowing a kiss to the ANONYMOUS internet where NOBODY knows me. might’ve been this one:

holy shit i was a baby

and i get an ask (or god it might have been FAN MAIL, remember FAN MAIL??) that says “i think i know you.” which is alarming! and i’m like, hopeful, “... from livejournal??? :D” no. from real life. i don’t remember how the whole exchange went, but i DO remember that eventually he admitted that he knows me from work, because i had a full on SHUT IT DOWN moment of “ARE YOU MY BOSS? PLEASE TELL ME YOU AREN’T MY BOSS”

(he wasn’t)

(i had definitely posted about slacking off at work before, while at work)

and he’s like lol no i’m not, you’re fine, don’t worry i’m not going to tell anyone (what were YOU doing at the devil’s sacrament 👀). at this point i’m no longer seriously contemplating deleting my blog and fleeing the county. he’s messaging me from an actual blog that is nerdy enough that this seems like a genuine coincidence. but of course i’m like “WHO ARE YOU?”

there is no identifying information on that nerdy blog (unlike me, he was not vagueposting about work at the devil’s sacrament).

he says i have to guess.

GUESS!!!

the moment someone asks me to guess anything, i forget every piece of information i have ever known. i become convinced that any wrong answer i give will have catastrophic consequences. we work with 500 people and i couldn’t remember any of them.

(i’m pretty sure this took place over 2-3 days, but it’s possible it was just like an hour and i’ve built it up in my memory over time.)

eventually he takes pity on me and offers to tell me who he is, but by then i am absolutely high on the adrenaline of the whole experience, and i realize this is a ONCE IN A LIFETIME OPPORTUNITY, so i say no, i will ONLY acknowledge him through THE TUMBLR CODE and leave it at that.

at work a day or two later, a nerd from another department (who i probably SHOULD have guessed would be on tumblr, if i hadn’t forgotten the name of every person i’d ever met) comes up behind me in my open-plan office and stage-whispers that he likes my shoelaces.

i get to say out loud, in context, “THANKS I STOLE THEM FROM THE PRESIDENT.”

(he and i are both apparently Known Weirdos to a degree that none of the seven coworkers around us ask about this exchange at all.)

honestly legendary experience, highly recommend.

[herofics]

Hey! Was wondering if you did suggestive content? (I was about to put slightly but this is very much out there, still not fully down and dirty though I don't think ((unless you wanna go there? 😏/hj)) so don't worry 💀💀)

So I was wondering, Dabi, Toga and Twice separately with a gn!so, right? And the s/o is like very open and expressive with everything, very important to note that it's very, very rare to actually see them like shyly flustered for this next part 💀

So basically, one day they're like in private with their s/o and like they're in the mood and whatever and it's building up to the actual thing but like when they're like just about

The *very* open and *very* expressive and *very* confident s/o just starts acting like extremely shy and flustered / embarrassed about everything... basically just a virgin... but... times... pi. Yes. Times pi.

"Oh my god naked bodies 😃😲😳😳🤯😳🤠😳🤯😳🥳"

"OH MY GOD SEX 😟🤓🙁😎😖😥😦😲🤪🤫😐🤭🤭🤗🤪🤗😝😗🥲🥰☺🥰🙃🙃🥰☺😅😝"

"OH MY GOD WE'RE *BOTH* NAKED 🤯🥳🤠🥳🤠🥳🤠🤯🥵🤠🥵🤯🤠😥🤠😥"

"STOP WHAT IF I DONT DO IT RIGHT 💀💀💀💀"

"UHH ARE YOU SURE ABOUT LIKE... DOING... *THIS*???? 😩😫🤯🥳😈😳😳😳😳"

Puts their arms around their head (kinda like deku actually! Just remembered he does that with homegirl uraraka) and just blushes at the fact that they're maybe, possibly, PERHAPS gonna go down. Honestly also just thinks about how beautiful their s/o is all the while 😇

PLS IM SORRY FOR THIS ITS BEEN ON MY MIND FOR AGES AND IF UR UNCOMFY I UNDERSTAND LIKE BEYOND CONPLETELY BUT AS THAT ONE IMAGE I SAW LIKE MONTHS AGO SAYS

"aw man! I can't find the fic that I want on tumblr! And not even the sickos on Ao3 have it, but I can't go about writing it myself!"

So I'm begging for help to my fav fic writer here 💀 I am so sorry that you had to be cursed with this ask 🙏 I truly am

I made you some HCs, since I didn’t feel like doing scenarios and I can fit more stuff into them. I’ve been meaning to add to the rules that suggestive stuff is okay, and I hope this is okay. Toga is aged up to 18 or over and the guys are with a partner of their own age too. I have this one NSFW Dabi post if you want something actually smutty, it’s older so probably not very good. If someone doesn’t want to see posts of this type, blacklist the tag: suggestive. Thank you for requesting this, it was fun to write

Minors stay away I guess?

~Twice/Jin Bubaigawara~

•Twice has not had an intimate relationship since his incident with the whole personality split thing

•He’s very much into you, but he hasn’t pressured or even really asked about if you would like to get intimate with him, because things are enough for him as they are

•Don’t get me wrong he’s totally down to fuck if you want to, but he doesn’t bring it up

•So when you’re a stammering, flustered mess and you’re muttering about how you don’t know what you should do or what you even like really, he’s telling you he’ll make sure you enjoy it and have a good first time

•When the clothes come off you’re sitting on his lap and he’s kissing your neck and his hands are traveling up and down your sides and back

•He keeps talking the whole time, praising you and telling you how good you’re doing, but there’s probably just a little bit of degradation thrown in there too, because that’s just how he talks and is

•So don’t take it badly, if you’re not into that, he tries to keep it to the praising though

•Twice makes sure to keep asking you if you like what he’s doing, because he needs the reassurance too

•You answer his questions, and ask if you’re doing things right and if he likes what you’re doing, but otherwise it’s all moaning and whimpering from you

•Twice doesn’t care about his own pleasure that much, he just wants to make sure you enjoy yourself as much as possible

~Dabi/Todoroki Touya~

•Dabi hasn’t had many relationships, at least not very permanent ones, it’s mostly been about sex for him with the people that came before you

•But it’s different now, he wants to prioritize someone else other than himself for the first time in a long time

•So when you’re getting a bit hot and heavy and he asks if it’s okay to go further, you’re really not sure what you should say or do

•You get super awkward and whisper super quietly “I’m a virgin”

•Dabi can’t make out what you’re saying, because you’re so quiet, so he asks you to repeat yourself

•You’re a bit frustrated, sexually and just normally, so you repeat it pretty loudly

•Dabi chuckles and goes “It’s okay sweetness, I’ll take care of you”

•It’s pretty slow going at first, because he wants you to be sure that you like what’s happening

•He probably kisses every inch of your body during the whole thing, and you’re very much reciprocating

•Dabi is taking the lead in  the situation, but he makes sure you enjoy everything he’s doing as much as he does

•He can get a bit rough at times, but it isn’t his intention to hurt you, unless you want him to of course

•He doesn’t talk much but when he does, he’s praising you, telling you how good you feel and how beautiful you are

•Afterwards he holds you close and makes sure you feel alright and that you enjoyed the whole thing

~Toga Himiko~

•Toga hasn’t actually really dated anyone before you, not seriously anyway, and even if she did, she would’ve most likely just ended up killing her partner before it got intimate

•So she’s never had sex either, but she is very interested and she thinks you’d be a great person to have her first time with and maybe even experiment a bit with

•So when you’re making out and you’re both starting to feel like you want to take it a step further you ask each other if you’re up for it

•Toga is more on the “taking initiative” side, so when she’s straddling your hips and kissing and biting on your neck, she notices you seem pretty frozen in place

•So she lifts her head and you’re bright red and you’ve wrapped your arm over your eyes

•She asks if you’re okay and you start stammering like “Yeah-yeah, I’m totally fine, nothing to worry about here, no sir, I so-so know what I’m doing”

•Toga giggles a bit, because you’re so flustered and awkward, she just asks what’s bothering you and sits on top of you still

•You kinda squirm and try to avoid the question, but Toga starts tickling you and you give in quickly because you end up barely being able to breathe

•You tell her you’re a virgin and you have no experience with this stuff, so you don’t want to disappoint her or do something wrong

•She tells you she’s not experienced either, and that you don’t know how it is until you try

•You’re both fumbling around, you more than Toga but still

•Toga is taking the lead a bit and you’re both exploring each other’s bodies, inch by inch

•Toga takes your hand and puts it on her lower belly, letting you decide where to go from there

•It’s a great time for both of you, many good times are achieved, many times in a row, by both of you

•Toga bites a lot though, so there is bound to be some blood involved, but not too much, because she is pretty much like a vampire

•In the end you’re both pretty tired, but very, very happy

[helpistolethesecharacters]

Awwww that is so sweet of you! I can't stop blushing~ Your response literally made my entire day. 😂😂😆😍

First of all, before I write my request, I want to warn you...My usual requesting looks like this...: I think about my request, daydream about it how it should be, write it down, million hours struggling with simple "Can you write this and that" and eventually end up with something that looks like a blurb or really short one-shot of what I want (Idk what is this, I'm not the writer 😅😅). So yeah, it looks like I didn't let you have any space or your way with this story and drown you in useless information and I'm just UNABLE to do this in easy way...

But please, know one thing...You can read it, take what you like, remove something completely or add something, I'll be really happy with anything you write form me, really...😊😊

Okay here goes my request ⬇:

I hope you watched The Infinity War and The Endgame...it can be set in any time before Thanos, but you know, Tony is 53 in these movies so it makes sense.

Could I please request a one-shot with Tony Stark and Demon/beast male reader?

Some reader's characteristics which you can completely ignore 😑 (facepalm): He's super tall, handsome, young. Has pale white skin, his hair is white as well, has horns, a long armored tail, and lava-like eyes (color).

This is happening freshly after the events of infinity war and endgame (Tony survives). The reader starts to realize once again he's a demon capable of living 1000+ years and is witnessing Tony get older and older which makes him unbearably stressed, anxious, and depressed. He's so overwhelmed with these disgusting emotions so much his heart is literally melting and flows out of his chest at the same time as his tears (both look like and are lava). He hides somewhere far far away, cold and lifeless, but even here all his thoughts are eating him alive and he goes boom (his heart literally explodes which causes a volcanic eruption. Tony on the other hand is panicking because he can't find a reader but hears the news that somewhere, where volcanic activity isn't possible is suddenly literal hell on earth. Tony then notices a trail of magma and burnt places, puts one and one together, and goes to confront/comfort his partner. When he arrives he sees how bad it is, calls the reader's name as loud as he can, which the reader catches perfectly, and then Tony droops on him thousands of liters of seawater (with a plane). After a few minutes, he flies down to find his love which is in the puddle of water, a little bit shaken up. I leave the ending up to you, just please teeth rooting fluff, maybe some tears.

You can ask me If something doesn't make sense, and for a love of god, don't push yourself too much, I know lots of writer who decided to write for people on tumblr and with time they started to hate it and stopped writting or left because it was just too much for them and I want you to take care of yourself and be kind to your body and your mental health. You are seriously one hell of a sweet person and I would love to see your blog grow. 😁😁😁😙

This memes is everything I feel right now:

Thank you and have a nice day hun! 😁❤

Sorry for it being hella long. 😭😖😓🙏

Thank you so much hun! I've finished your request, and tagged you, but I'll put a link below for if you can't find it

All I can say is wow! This took ages, but I hope you like it because I had a lot of fun writing it. I left the ending sort of open but happy, so I hope it's good enough!

Death Does Not Discriminate Between The Sinners And The Saints (Part 1)

It Takes And It Takes And It Takes (Part 2)

[seelestia]

I FOUND IT >:) nyahaha take THAT tumblr

*pat pat* ofc!!! and that's fine, you gotta do what you have to do!! hot cocoa!! that sounds really good, i just had one the other day (well it was milo, but close enough-)

HELP THAT EMOTE JLFKJSKDLJFLSD I LOVE THAT SM (⁠｢⁠`⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠)⁠｢ 𒆙

WHEEZE- *sound of cyno clapping in the background* WELL i finished act 3 and 4 and i watched the livestream live... and he seems scary at first, but i think i can see why people really like him hehe beneath all that scary and stoic demeanor lies a gentle and good soul. he is indeed neat!! he's like a more cooperative version of xiao, u right

i have yet to play act 5, have you? i wanted to do it this weekend but we'll see if i feel like doing it haha

*hands you a high quality eyedrop i use to flash my puppy eyes at zhongli* i gotchu bestie /j

"heavy lore belongs in permanent quests, not temporary ones" YES THANK YOU LSDKFJLKSJDF as a non-day 1 player i find it a little annoying that i had to watch videos to experience albedo's backstory. like. are you kidding me hyv ;;;;

hehe you can always play it whenever you're free! no rush <3 and yeah.... we're all falling for the cheeky bad boy on the block *facepalms* /j

LDKJAFLKAMSLFGHSLJODLGFA LOOK AT H IM LOOK AT HOW HANDSOME H ELOKS OH MY GOD THAT SMILE IM-

meirin.exe has crashed..... rebooting............

not the uno reverse card >:| /j *pulls out dictionary* no looksie, 't' - 'talent' - "natural aptitude or skill." - synonyms: flair, aptitude, facility, gift, seelestia - YOU SEE even the dictionary agrees!!!

MY CUTEST CUPID I LOVED IT AAAAA i had to console zhongli as we speak BUT NEVERTHELESS you are right i think we would be compatible in the 'opposites attract' way hehe thank you again for the matchup <3

WOOHOOOO! i was so sad when i realized that tumblr ate your ask 😭 and apparently, it ate a fic from you too??? one inch away from giving tumblr a knuckle sandwich rn

SO TRUE. MILO IS A MIRACLE SENT FROM ABOVE. but i can't drink too much lest i get a stomachache, hehe. but idek know the difference between milo and chocolate anymore when i buy iced choco in a café 🚶 (was i scammed? was it milo that i could've bought from the convenience store all along? /j)

I KNOW RIGHT. I SAW THAT EMOTE AND CACKLED FOR AWHILE. rin jie, your hubby is so iconic he even got his own rock as an emote 💅

i saw that you completed act 3 & 4! hehe, how was it?? i love how everyone came together as a team even tho we're a rag-tag bunch, hehe. AND CYNO IS SO <3 (especially when i remember that he cracks jokes and then explains them in detail when no one laughs 😭)

yep, i did! i started the quest as soon as i did my comms because i have no more story quests or world quests left, so i gobbled that new content immediately 🏃 btw, lmk when you finished act 5! i wanna know what you think ;D OH AND i just remembered that there was quite a lot of alhaitham screentime in act 3-4, how was it? i assume you already saw the scene where he was reading a book about physics (and asked paimon if she understood it) because i loved that scene LOLLL okay, aristotle apprentice, chill. (/j)

FRRR. altho i'm not a day 1 player, i started genshin somewhat early on, but it always bothered me when they did that like the future players deserve to know this bit of lore happened 😭 and especially when the events had free weapons too! like festering desire in v1.2 <//3 i think they could've kept the events in the same way they do story quests?? claim a few keys and unlock thru the events you may have missed in the past for a few days or a week... but whatever can we do?? sigh. really sorry you had to watch albedo and subject 2's beef on youtube tho <//3 such great lore that new players couldn't experience first-hand because of that 😔

GENSHINBLR THANKS YOU FOR YOUR CONTRIBUTIONS 🙏 but fr, rin jie, we don't deserve you because good written content and good game content?? YOU ARE GIVING US THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS <3 when i say that you're the first person that came up when someone asks me for writer reccs, i mean it with my whole darned chest like seriously 😭🫶 (vv and truly /g /srs !!)

my dearest cousin, is one fanart all it takes to render you to a malfunctioning mess... me too, me too. (/lh) you sent me that little ayato with his boba addiction post and i kept smiling like an idiot fjekske AND I'M GLAD YOU LIKED THE MATCHUP <3 infj x intj duo never disappoints~ zhongli, please don't take it personally. jkekkske (fun fact: as an infj, i also find it funny that ayato is an entj 😭 does falling for e/intj's run in our family /j)

[gracefulweather]

"Welcome back" she says, only to attack me UnPRomPTED

No, I use google docs, I learnt years ago not to trust tumblr lmao but I was like am I bothered to restart 😭

JUYEON TERMS LMAO WKDKDKD okay but irl he is bodiless, he has no form, its okay, it's fine!!!!!!!!!!!

The interview went well I think, thank you 🥺 goodluck with your job searching, I know how mentally taxing it can be so don't pressure yourself <3

"unprompted" hmm but every day we exist on this planet is another day hyunjae exists along with us so. i am simply sending pics of something that exists in the world, like nature itself!!! besides, i'm quite sure i'm not the only one on this rani mirae agenda, nor the one who started it 😇

and pls u joined so many collabs how can u think about not restarting and just ditch them all AHAHA (but did u actually switch from writing hyunjae to chanhee? i was surprised..... LOL)

that's good to hear!!! hope u land an offer 🙏 but oh man i am like,,, the opposite of pressuring myself for the job hunt..... anyways may the employment gods bless us with money and bonuses and unlimited paid time off and benefits soooon 🤑💸💰💷💳💵