#i don't really like it

[timid-robin-redbreast]

Day 16 of Suptober – Falling

Sometimes I wish for falling Wish for the release Wish for falling through the air To give me some relief Because falling is not the problem When I'm falling I'm at peace It's only when I hit the ground It causes all the grief

– Falling by Florence + The Machine

Someone definitely gonna catch him

[evgencat666]

Maybe i have 24/7 anxiety and i need to go in therapy. But at least i have Gabriel ultrakill.

[ruru-me]

Discarded part of hertha's lore that I found lost in my files and I'll probably never finish

CW: BLOOD (?(

Here hertha would be the one to find strade after the victim attacks him

Not ren

[tonyloom]

Arya and Her boys

[sanddollarpoems]

I wrote your name

On the shower door

Just to see what it looked like

In my handwriting

I know you'll never see

The way the letters curled

Or how my fingers lingered

Over the lines and curves

If I could write you into being

Everywhere I go

I would be leaving your name

On everything I touch

[pandazai]

soo... I was playing around with digital drawing a bit and after maaanyy boring lectures and several days, I decided to recreate Heizou's (Genshin Impact) official art :P

Idk but I felt the urge to share it with the vast world of the internet, so here you go if anyone wants to see it <3

[daily-airimomoi-vitamins]

[You need to know, need need need to know!]

"Just tell me straight forward! stop being cryptic! Just tell me!!"

[The pharmacist stared at you with an inhumane glare. Her existence made you sick. You couldn't take any more of this. You stomped up to her, grabbing her by the collar]

"FOR FUCK'S SAKE! TELL ME!"

[you felt overwhelmed by your own anger. Why did you feel so strongly? Such strong feelings leave you weak and vulnerable, and you hated it]

hm..interesting..

"What! What's interesting!?"

Nothing it's just...you've lived all this time in an ignorant bliss, and now you want to know everything? What will you do when you know the truth, hm? Will you be distraught, unphased...happy?

[you shook your head, you can't let her get to you, no no no no no, shut up!]

"augh! Just- fuckin' tell me! I-I'm sick of your repetitive games and questions-"

[your head started to ache again. you let the pharmacist out of your grasps and latched your hands onto your head.

"Gah-!! For fucks sake-"

-Well if anything, you're the one being repetitive. Coming in here every day for the same exact things. And now, when you're off your vitamins, you're consistently repeating yourself! "Tell me this"..."tell me that.."

God, do you ever shut up!

..

[after yours and the pharmacist's moment of synchronization, the room became silent and eerie. You took a second.]

..

Perhaps you are experiencing withdrawal?

"Not possible."

It is perfectly plausible, no?

"..."

[Breathe, in and out. You took another moment to think over her words, backtracking to your fuzzy memories in your fit of rage]

"what do you mean, living in ignorance..?"

Well of course you wouldn't know. If one were to live in ignorance, you'd never really know, right? Because you are too busy forgetting things to realize what you've forgotten! It's the entire purpose, to forget.

"..can you tell me, why would I want to forget?"

..Well, everyone wants to forget. They want to forget their past, their present and all their other memories. Sometimes, they may want to forget themselves as a whole!

[this moment of calm between you and the pharmacist didn't feel right.]

[nothing felt right]

[You haven't been feeling right]

"have you ever wanted to forget?"

..That's a good question. I have nothing to forget.

"You seem to know a lot about me."

Hah, yes I do. Yet you know nothing of yourself. Quite sad, if you ask me?..

[what]

"Huh? No I know plenty about myse-"

What's your name?

"Easy! It's-"

[what]

[whatwhatwhatwhatwhatwhatwhatwhatwhatwhatwhat]

[She's smiling. Why is she smiling!?]

Go on, spill ♡

[You found your mouth empty. You switched the topic]

"you still haven't told me what you did to her! You-"

Don't avoid my questions. You know exactly what happened.

"No I don't just say it! Say it say it say it!!"

Hm. Okay. She's dead.

[Huh]

What else were you expecting? She's dead. Gone. Hell, wouldn't be surprised if she was never there! Maybe she died yesterday, or today in the morning, or maybe she died 2 years ago. No matter what, she is gone.

[That- no- nonono- you heard her voice you did you did she was there shes not shes shes shes- "I am airi momoi" no shes not she is because then she would be de-]

[oh.]

[ohhhhh oh hahaha okay I you see what this is]

[some sort of liminal....lucid dream! You started to laugh]

"Hah! hahah..haaa..I'll just head home no-"

What home? You have no home. You haven't in 2 years.

[It's just a dream, don't think about it- any minute you'll wake up! you will!]

I told you what you asked for. Why are you so weird, hm? In denial, or have you forgotten?

[I wish to forget]

[no I YOU don't!]

. . .

[You are tired]

[what if this wasn't a dream? what if she's dead? What if-]

"I couldn't- help-"

Oh don't even start...

....

[spookky-aint-spooky]

"Your debtor 'friends' won't be very friendly once you confront them."

[cloama]

You can always tell when people on here are used to twitter.

There's tumblr attitude but then there's that shitty twitter combativeness. Like girl why are you yelling? Also when they get a bunch of reblogs and replies they treat it like a hit tweet and I cringe. I'll peek into their replies and they are in there acting weird.

Relax, babe, it's a blog. Just scream into the void and enjoy.

[fairystarstorm]

So like while I was gone I got into Utena and specifically fell in love with Shiori and Juri. So three months ago, I wrote a little au where Shiori wrote Juri letters and Juri only gets to read them in their old age. It is not set in the canonverse (maybe more of a modern au).please excuse how rusty I have become.

Arisugawa Juri, 70 years old, renowned fencer and in the eyes of a the public a spinster . She lives in penthouse appartement. The biggest appartement building in the city. High enough that the hustle and bustle never seemed to reach her. She has a balcony she would spend her evenings on, looking over the city with a cup of tea. Isolated except for her equally old cat and the frequent visits of the friends she has made over her life. It was a good life with many regrets she didn't wanna think about. Until one day a box arrives

Letter 1:

Dear Juri, 

I wonder if you hate me. For lying, for stealing him. When you see me with him, does your blood boil? I hope it does. I hope you hate me as much as I hate you. Because I do hate you Juri. I hate that it seems like you float through life so effortlessly. I hate how much you shine. I hate your smile the most. The one you only give to me. I hate it. Because I know you pity me. For not being as good as you, or as pretty or as popular. I know. So please hate me all you want, because if you don't I will hate you more.

Shiori

Letter 2

Dear Juri, 

I wonder if you despair because I know your secret. Will you throw your locket away now? You haven't yet. It's been days too. Do I have your heart so tightly in my grip that you cannot throw me away? It makes my chest feel so light. Knowing that I have won. I wonder if I get closer to you, will you be able to resist me? Hey Juri, if I give you a sliver of affection, will you cling to it? Should  we do a little experiment, Juri? 

Shiori 

Letter 3

Dear Juri, 

I do not understand you. Why do you never push me away? Have you deluded yourself that you love me this much? I do not get it. Do you truly not see me as I am? Are you like those guys who just see some version of me I have constructed for them? Do you see me as a pitiful girl that could never act malicious? Am I too innocent in your eyes?  Do you think I love you too? I truly do not get you Arisugawa Juri. 

Shiori 

Maybe I will finish it eventually but I thought I should post it here too

[wanderingmind867]

Well, um... this is dark. I'm pretty sure Flash just brainwashed Al Desmond into being good. So that's really messed up. Again, this feels like accidental advocacy for lobotomies. (Flash #153):

[cittadellascoldtea]

Hermitcraft but make it Octopath AU 

aka I finally saw that Nintendo dropped Octopath II trailers and got obsessed again

Xisuma - Hunter

Pearl - Thief

Gem - Priestess

Grian - Dancer

I’ll probably draw the other 4 later bc I haven’t quite figure out which hermits to do yet

[qwazyquetzalcoatl]

*offers drawing* Hello there! How do you like my first ever Krita drawing?

...I hope you complimented it. The interface sure is a heckuva lot different then I'm used to. The fill bucket tool wouldn't work properly! If anyone has some tips/tricks, I sure would appreciate it ;)

[purplecladmerchant]

Do you ever wake up thinking on the queer icons

[itachi86]

if they do something romancey like rayla is callum's star or something i'm not gonna be happy

[dudeshusband]

that's the first and last time you'll see my smile