#i don't now but i did at the time and childhood SA fucks your chances because they think *you'll* do it too

[im-jesus]

so my dash has been filled with a shit ton of disability and chronic illness/pain posts and i am realizing that my hands always hurting and my ribs hurting and my neck hurting and my knees or elbows hurting isn't normal? but i grew up in a house with a mom with severe kidney and thyroid issues and a dad who fractured his spine trying to lift a 60 gallon fish tank, so they're both always in pain, and therefore my pain is incomparable to theirs and therefore largely ignored. and now i'm just sat like, "wow, constant pain is not a normal thing. huh. wow."

[lyssak09]

Yandere childhood family friend/ bully

This is one of the many ocs I have created. I do have a set story / story lines in mind. But I don't know if anyone would be super interested in that so please read this and if you'd like to hear more or have me released story I have in mind (it's not completed yet just saying) just let me know and happy reading! Don't forget to love and read blog. Happy reading 💙

Luke is a very obsessive possessive control of yandere.

He has known you your whole life since your parents were best friends.

Luke never left you alone as kids. Everything you did he did it with you. 

Luke was the trouble maker all through school. 

He has had a thing for you ever since he learned what love is. But you didn't reciprocate

So basically he is one of those "waaaah, this girl I'm in love with doesn't love me back, so now I have to take my anger out on her. Maybe this will make her love me." guys. Great, right?

In first grade he tried to kiss you and you said no and kinda wiggled away from his hug and went to your friends. Luke was so angry. He flipped a desk and started to stomp towards you, but he was dragged away from the principal.

So he may or may not have anger issues. 

Later at recess that day he chased you down. Luke caught you and dragged you to a secluded area and kissed you. He told you that you're his. Very straightforward.

As you guys grew and got older he got angrier.

He wouldn't go out of his way to harass you in school. But if you guys shared a glass or walked near each other then he would mess with you.

If he went out of his way to mess with you then it might count as "bullying" and he can't have that. Luke will lose chances to be around you if that happens. 

In your shared classes he would always be your partner and pick the desk next to you. It was a great opportunity to get you to himself. 

If you ever tried to tell your parents about his bullying then they'll just tell you, "oh, he just is trying to show he likes you but doesn't know how to show it properly" or the "boys will be boys" card.

Luke will blackmail you. He knows any and all secrets of yours. So expect to be forced to be in a relationship with him. 

He'll also force you in the relationship by threatening to kill people you love. And after seeing him beat the shit out of your desk mate for flirting with you, you know he'll do it if needed. And feel no remorse

But to him he isn't forcing you. He already believe that you two are in a relationship so him blackmailing you which he doesn't believe is blackmailing is really just him kind of giving you the little extra push to accept your relationship

Once he gets you as his girl, you will get SA. Luke will gaslight you into thinking it's normal for couples to do that. And if you when he does it then be ready ro get brateed by him. 

Your parents are so happy to see you guys together. They've been rooting for you guys.

You'd think the parents wouldn't let you two be alone now you're together, but you'd be wrong. They're ecstatic that you're together. So why not let you have alone time to let the relationship blossom. 

Luke will beat other people to the point of death for you.

He once heard a rumor that some piece of shit, small dicked dude (his words, not mine) liked you. The next day the dude was found nearly dead by the highway. He couldn't remember what happened. So they never found the assailant.

You also got a punishment that night. 

He'll do anything for you. But he wants something in return. 

"Oh? You need a ride home? Okay, tell me you love me"

Don't ever piss him off, he has anger issues, remember?

"I need you to start working on slides 5-10" you told him while working on the first half of your project. He sighed, "I could but don't really want to. Why don't you do it?". "Because I can't do the whole damn project luke!" You screamed. "Who the fuck do you think you are talking to me like that?", he questioned you. You realized your mistake and started to crawl away in tears. "Don't run away from me!" He yelled and snaked his hand around your ankle, pulling you towards him. Luke pulled you on his lap, bending you over his lap. "You act like a brat then you get treated like one." He growled out and slapped your ass hard. You cried out and started to plead with him, trying to get him to stop. Luke smacked you again. "You what's gonna happen next right?" He scolded you. You started to beg him not to, telling him you're just stressed and didn't mean it. He bent down to your ear, "Tell me you're sorry baby, and maybe I'll be nice". You started blubbering about how you're so sorry and didn't mean it. Then you saw a chilling smile form on his face, "Not good enough baby, take off your shirt."

He's never done anything below the waist. But god does he think about it. And he's more than happy to f*ck you if he gets tired of waiting. You promised him you'd have sex with him if he waited for you two to finish highschool, hoping you'd escape him or he'd move on by then. 

Now he isn't just after you for sex. He does love you and wants to do all sorts of cheesy shit with you. And he will. He'll force you on so many dates with him. 

Luke is very very much into PDA, and just touching you in general, but having a hand on you or kissing you in public just proves to all the worthless scum out there that you're his. 

He also loves taking pictures of you. His locker is covered in photos and mementos from your many dates. And his bedroom has thousands of pictures of you. 

He is just so obsessed with you. You're on his mind 24/7. 

Did you know he has a dream wedding? Yeah, this crazed psycho has a dream wedding. You first heard about it while he held you on his lap during a movie marathon at his house. He randomly just spouted out how the wedding will take place. You started to feel nauseated. When he told you that you're getting married a month or two after you graduate and how your parents and his have already started putting down deposits you had to run to the bathroom to puke.

He followed you into the bathroom and held your hair (if it's long enough) for you, rubbing your back while you puke your guts out. "Oh baby, don't be nervous! Its gonna be the best fuckin wedding ever. We could invite the whole class to watch it. Then all those bastards would know you're mine." You puked harder. "Awe babe. Just think, in 3 months we'll be graduating and finally married. You'll be mine in the eyes of the law! And we'll finally fuck. God, it's gonna be great." You finally quit throwing up and just laid your head down. "Glad you got all those nerves out", Luke picked you up and took you to bed, laying with you. You noticed he turned on one of your comfort shows. "Just sleep babe."

Luke told your parents and his about how he is planning to propose. And holy shit did they lose it. They were so fucking estatic. They started helping him plan the wedding, because they know you're not gonna say no. Because you love him right?

And you'd just break their hearts if you denied Luke's undying love for you. And you can't do that to them.

So you're stuck with him for now.

Maybe you can escape graduation, or at most the wedding.

But, if you can somehow leave the state make sure you lose contact with your parents, and drop any social media you may have. Luke will stop at nothing to get you home, you're getting married soon, why would you leave him. 

If you escape and you contact your parents and let them know of your whereabouts then expect for a pissed off blonde to come stopping through your workplace. How he found out where you work you may never know. 

"Y/N L/N!" You heard a voice roar. 'Oh shit' you thought and scattered to the break room. You just have to figure out how to slip out without being caught. Now how were you going to manage that… Your train of thought was cut off by your terrified co worker leading Luke into your hiding spot. "Thank fuckin god!" He yelled and rushed at you. You tried to dodge him but he intercepted you. Your coworker pulled out their phone, about to dial 911, "LEAVE BEFORE I FUCKING DRAG YOUR BLOODY CORPSE MYSELF" Luke yelled and lunged at your scampering coworker with you in his arms. "I'm kickin your ass when we get home. How fuckin stupid are you?! Trying to leave your fiancée? Dumbass," he hissed. You kicked and squirmed until he threatened to kill any and everyone in the building. "Now, chill the fuck out and calmly walk with me to the car, or else they're all dead." He mumbled in your ear. 

Luke will punish you physically, maybe even sexually

Now, he won't rape you (its not rape to him tho) because he knows you wanna wait till the wedding but that doesn't mean he won't touch you.

If you do push him to the edge then him waiting is thrown out the window. 

"NO! LUKE STOP PLEASE!" Yous screamed and kicked up at him. Luke snarled at you, "STOP FUCKIN MOVING".  You slowed your movements. "Please Luke! Don't do this, I'm sorry! I promise it won't happen again!" You cried out. He huffed at you. "I know, I'm never letting your ass outta my sight again". Luke continued to hold you down, taking off his belt to tie you up with. "I can't believe you talked to that dipshit. Acting like a slut, letting him touch you like that.  You're mine!". You tried to plead with him, "Luke please stop, he was just a customer! All he did was help stead me before I fell.". Luke grabbed your throat, putting pressure on it, "I don't give a fuck what you say he might have been doing. No one, no one, touches you but me. You let him touch you, like a slut! I bet you wanted him to." Luke squeezed harder. You wheezed out an explanation but he didn't care. "Now, I'm gonna treat you like the whore you are." He ripped off your shirt with one hand. Luke loosened his grip on your throat. "Please Luke, he was just helping me! He means nothing to me, y-" you gulped, "you are the l-love of my life, I wouldn't do anything like that!". He thought for a moment so you continued, "And don't you want to wait till our wedding day? It'll be so much more special! Please don't do this just because you're mad Luke, please.". "Well, it is good to hear you agree that we're soulmates, but I deserve something after everything you put me through today. And baby, our wedding is gonna be special either way." He said then dove down to your lips, trapping you in an aggressive kiss while taking off your pants. 

Yeah, so if you don't want that to happen don't push him over the edge okay? There is only so much our lover boy can take.

Luke will threaten anything and anyone you care about, or random classmates, to keep you with him. And it does work.

Oh, by the way, he will make you quit your job if you're getting too independent. Luke wants you to rely on him. 

And oh my god is this man over protective. Not only are you not allowed to be around people he deems dangerous, but you also can't be around anything that might seriously hurt you.

You can cook and stuff but he wants to be supervising you and chopping whatever you need chopped. Luke also puts in and takes out things you put in the oven. Don't wanna burn your hand now do we?

Just don't deny him or his actions okay? It will not end well. 

Remember how I said Luke doesn't wanna be classified as a bully to you? Well he is a bully to others. And your classmates would say he is one to you as well.

He does harass you at school. With unwanted touches, stealing your supplies or school assignment and not letting you have it without something in return, and little mean comments.

"Luke! Give me my worksheet. I need that or else Mrs. Green is gonna have my ass!" You said, jumping up to reach your paper. Luke scoffed, "If anyone is gonna have that sweet ass of yours, it's gonna be me". You ignored his comment. "Just give it!" You jumped up again, not even grazing his hand. "Fine, only if you give me a kiss." Luke gave you a shit eating grin. "What?! No! Not at school.". He sighed, "No worksheet then". You thought for a second. "Fine" you gave him a quick peck but he held you there for a second. Finally he gave you the paper. You honestly wanted to die, being forced to kiss this jackass was not on your to do list today. You stuffed the paper in your bag then skidded away to your next class. 

His comments can be 'sweet' (he thinks they are) and teasing to mean and angry. 

"Hey sweet stuff, doing your homework, now? God you're such a nerd!" 

"I can't believe you whored yourself out like that" he huffed at you. "Luke, he was my project partner!". "Whatever, get your ass in the car."

God, isn't he sweet?

Just remember, don't piss him off, and love him back

So I hope you enjoyed this. And again if you want me to start working on his story I'd gladly do it just let me know. And, if you want you can request more head cannons about him or like request or scenarios you know things like other Writers Do. I hope you enjoyed and there will definitely be more of my yandere OC's on the way! 💙