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Want to say I'm very sorry to people who send me asks and I don't end up answering them!! I promise you I do see them, it's just that I get new asks almost everyday so it's very hard to keep track of and answer them before it gets overwhelming.
Not to mention for some asks they take time because I either want to respond with a drawing, or a long yap (sometimes both even), or it even might just take me a while to think of how to answer them. If I could, I'd answer all of them at once, but sadly I'm one person who gets busy every now and then. I promise you I love all the asks you guys send me, I love reading them, whether they be just simple questions or full on rambles about things you guys wanted to share with me, I love them all.
But yeah- I'm very sorry for not answering your ask if you sent one, I swear I do plan to, it just might take a while for me to do so. But I pinkie promise that I do appreciate it a whole lot, and I thank you for taking your time in sending one, lots of love!! 💜
#I know it's probably not a big deal for alot of people but I just can't help but feel bad for it I needed to make a quick post about it#I absolutely adore all of the asks you people send me I love reading them a whole lots#I just can't answer all of them cause they take time/don't know how to/I'm low energy and there's just too many fsdfsdfdfsdfds#this isn't also me going “stop sending me asks” NO keep doing it I love it#I have my inbox open for a reason and that's for people to either ask questions or to just talk with me in general through anon#I love hearing peoples questions and rambles. I sadly just need a lot of time to answer some of them. But I do appreciate them#and I thank you for it#okay it's like 2:35am I'll quit my yapping now my badd I just had to get this off my chest dsfsdf#monoduke
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Aragon and Cathy being silly in honor of the dressing room duo of all time Sydney and Gerianne

this post has a target audience of -1
#i think the target audience of 0.1 people is likely my good mutual evanems on account of <mentioned sydney parr>#hi sorry this ask has been stagnating in my inbox for 1.5 years and idt this cast even Exists anymore belated happy trails???#but was listening to WATT in concert 2015 and went Wait Hold On bc gerianne perez??????????#anon if you see this and don't get it i Need you to check out we are the tigers sydney parra shut up and cheer#and then high school experience gerianne perez watt in concert.#please. what are the freaking chances#presumably if you're talking abt dressing room duo i am Taking It as you were watching insta lives and lowkey unduly invested in their#previous works though. god the watt six venn diagram overlap. god i can't draw simplistic stylised animals for the life of me
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I feel like if our Colins' ever met, my Colin would just go "Wanna commit war crimes together?"
Blud is the most reasonable and idiotic person in the group in the group.
(Not really, the award for most reasonable goes to Tony and most idiotic goes to Stacy, aka Spinach Can, but yk)
This is just me being an idiot :]
yeah wholeheartedly agreed

#the worst offence hv! colin ever commited waz absolutely destroying people in argumentz#and doxxing them but thatz honestly not that big of a deal ahaha !!!#¥_^#hez great at insulting otherz . if thatz a plus – he tendz not to do it unless they're completely insufferable#and hez not super good at expressing emotionz with hiz voice – it can be very stilted and “customer service”-y#but y'know . maybe thatz what makez them sting so much more#i certainly don't#dhmis#dhmis au#high voltage au#dhmis colin#colin the computer#dhmis hv colin#tysm for sending thiz ask !!!#i love the colinverse so much and waz genuinely hoping to make another drawing about it soon#y'know . when i get the motivation needed for it#ahah#but yeah !!!! tysm !!!!#<33#asks#answered asks#my ask box#my inbox#spooky's postbox
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'tumblr if you snipe the quality of another post of mine im going to break into your cellar and ruin all of your wine' translation: click for better quality
80's version
#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza 7#masato arakawa#masumi arakawa#jo sawashiro#snap sketches#almost finished the line art of this during stream but had to run before i could complete it !!!! sad !!!!#anyway. this was supposed to look sillier- or at least jo and arakawa were supposed to look dumbfounded#idfk what happened during sketching for me to change it but this isnt terrible either i dont think. s'alright#ill mourn that alternate version tho... i wanted the vibe of a gag manga if we know what i mean#but again This Is Fine. i also havent drawn in about ten days so i should post SOMETHING to remind people i draw LMAO#maybe if i make an 80's Version of this i can go with that idea... hm....... might fit better too... we'll have to see don't quote me#you CAN throw a brick into my inbox and say you'd like to see that tho. if you want.#anyways im done looking at this i need to be consumed with existential dread again byyyyye
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right. i keep thinking about it and chickening out, so, finally: i'm gonna take a break from tumblr for the rest of june.
caveats: cleaning out any tabs i've still got open, answering tag games/asks, and making moodboards
#the caveats let me tackle stuff that either a) i've been avoiding#or b) is actually beneficial for me#but i will not be checking notifications or looking at my dashboard. i Will Not <- saying this out loud to hold myself to it#and if the inbox/ask games end up not being helpful then i'll stop those too#i'm just. i know this isn't a long-term solution but i'm really exhausted and i think#instead of waiting for a solution to appear i need to take a step back first#i love you all very much! you're in my thoughts & my prayers & i'll miss you but i have GOT to find a better way to manage my time on here#and make it a space that is actually Good for my brain instead of leaving me feeling worse or unsettled or upset or something else#idk. i don't know how to find that equilibrium when there are people i Do care about and want to stay in touch with on here#but other things feed into my anxiety/[***]/etc and just make my brain Worse#elle rambles#gonna delete the app from my phone and block the website from my browser until i can sort this all out
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#// ooc. ( quill is talkin' out their ass again )#cw vent#cw negative#all in the tags bc I don't want to really vent on dash#going to take a few days off from this blog and my others and see if I cant finally tackle my inbox#I've been really hard on myself about getting them done and#feeling miserable because I keep not having muse when I want#I need to remember this is a hobby and not get so caught up#I want to write and engage and I've been feeling like I'm letting people down#because all their efforts hit a wall#I know I'm being hard on myself#I just miss and want to get writing done and I feel locked in place#so I'll be taking a short hiatus and step back while I try to sort out my head#and hopefully come back with a healthier mindset and capacity for writing
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self indulgent perhaps but i like to imagine there were at least a handful of people that used to crush on yingxing back in the day. but it's not that friend crush type of thing. it's more of admiration mixed with annoyance because he is oh so infuriatingly arrogant and all but he's also so strong and handsome and beautiful and
#ooc.#i don't talk enough about yingxing but#i do have some thoughts about him#his lavender eyes and the black hair that gradually turned white#the smile wrinkles and all#charming craftsman stunning artisan#plus i think his dedication to his craft would be a big +#anyway hello ive been struggling to write as of late#i think i am going to focus on my inbox before i even look at my drafts#i also think i do better with semi-plotted things#so i think maybe i'll make a plotting call#not necessarily to plot but to at least get an idea of what we wanna do#it gives me more inspo that way#i dont need to talk to people on a daily basis but#just some conversation to put us on the same page would help#because i'm feeling a bit lost rn ngl
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repeating myself here, but for good reason: the Silliness of the dafpork dynamic, however you determine the definition of Silliness, is really so integral to me and i think a big part of what makes them so special and personal. and i think that's a big reason why i was so afraid to post even the most innocuous stuff on main--even if they're not being clingy or cute together in a drawing, even in the comics where they're bickering like children or just being Themselves, there's this undercurrent of love beneath it that feels so comparatively intimate. they can have their moments of Unabashed Earnest, and they stand out much more and feel more special when you have them being dumb together to contrast it with... it's hard to pin down and they're hard to pin down, and that's why i love 'em, y'know? the variations on their dynamic is boundless, and so is their love, and so is their hijinks. they're not easily squeezed into an identifiable little box, and while i think that can trip some people up, i think it works to such a great strength with them. it's why i have trouble doing ask memes or drawing prompts with them (though i should try more!), because Dafpork Is Dafpork--they have minds and emotions and dispositions of their own and this blog functions to just sit back and observe what that all is, rather than force it. and that's how you get such a broad spectrum of Stuff, too; them being cute together, or being obnoxious, whether at each other or with each other, or they're not quite anything at all because the only one who knows what they are is each other. there's just truly so much and i really don't think it can be condensed into a bite sized trope or sweeping label.. and considering Daffy's anarchy and Porky's stubbornness, that feels very fitting. maybe it's a reason as to why it's difficult for some people to get on board with them, but i feel like it's such a great strength, and it's a great motivator to spread their gospel all the more, too! to try and get people to understand! so thank you for reading this, because if you're here then it shows you're curious and want to uncover more about them. me too!
#I KNOW I KEEP SAYING THIS but i'm in a I Wanna Talk About Pig and Duck mood today#i'm really trying to embrace... gosh i don't know how to say this without sounding conceited so please pardon my lofty wording here#but i'm trying to embrace being a bit of a pioneer with them yknow? i have to beat 'nobody's doing what you're doing so you need to stop#because it's wrong' out of my head#like that was why i was so mortified with this not-so-double dafpork life.. i can't be a respected industry artist and also... DRAW CARTOON#CHARACTERS *KISSING*!! I CAN'T WRITE DEEP SCHOLARLY ANALYSES ABOUT THESE CARTOONS AND THEIR HISTORY AND APPLY IT TO MY PIG AND DUCK SANDBOX#ON THE SIDE!#...why not?#stifling myself is only going to encourage others to do the same and considering i am absolutely desperate for dafpork interactions that's#not a good goal!#and i'm not completely out of the woods. i'm keeping all of this to tumblr and discord#but it's progress#i just really want others to see Their Greatness and it's been effective! never did i think i'd be using this blog#but i want MOREEEEE i want random people who don't even care about these guys to like them and talk about them#i want people to be able to feel what i feel about them and i can't force people to#but i can maintain my quest of hopefully articulating the full extent of the love i have for them#which is very difficult... but that love is infinite which means i have infinite chances to do so#BUT ANYWAY. again reflecting on how i wanna do so much with these guys but the more conventional stuff like ask games and drawing prompts#are tough for me because i have a hard time fitting them into those prompts. their personalities are too big for that? i guess? it's weird#to describe. and it stinks because i want to do these things! and i mean i'm sure i can if i look hard enough#it's just hard bc i wanna talk about them but i have so much in my head i don't know where to start and prompt games aren't as helpful as#they could be. and a lot of what i do want to talk about i gotta keep a surprise somewhat/way too far along in the actor au to make much#sense right now#i'll figure it out someday though#📝#but anyway if you want to talk about the pig and duck with me this is your chance! my inbox is always open
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stop sending me shit asking me for donations i don't have money
#i get excited every time i see my inbox light up and it's always the same crap#i really don't want to have to close anons#it's really disheartening because i rarely get asks about the things i post about and when i see my inbox light up i need to remind myself#not to get my hopes up#i'd really love asks about my otp but i hate to seem like i'm begging or wanting people to coddle to me#i can barely afford surgery i need please stop sending me asks begging me for donations#people don't seem to hit me up here unless they want me to promote for them and i'm starting to feel very used
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What kind of prompts are you looking for?
Hmm, the more "specific" a prompt is, the more fun it is for me I suppose 🤔 If I'm already feeling low on inspiration "draw Character X" or "draw Ship Y" doesn't really help much, but silly scenarios or what-have-you's are fun to play with and imagine!
As for fandoms, obviously I'm deep into mxtx hell at the moment so those are what I'd probably latch onto first, but honestly any fandom I'm familiar with can be fun, especially if it's one that I don't have an excuse to draw for very much ^^ like revisiting an old friend
#getting to draw tintin art the other day was very refreshing that one had been sitting in my inbox for a hot minute#so was the hogan's heroes and discworld art from earlier this year#at the moment i'm definitely most interested in fandom related prompts though#every so often i feel the urge to draw ocs and make a call for them but i have to be in the mood for that#it's just nice to have fun ideas to play with after work when i'm feeling stressed and want to think about my blorbos u.u#honestly though any prompts are nice to get so honestly don't sweat it you really don't need to overthink it i just like messing around#if there's something you'd like me to draw send it my way!#i may or may not draw it depending on what my free time is like but i always appreciate them#it's just FUN to get to play with other people's ideas and it's nice to think someone is appreciating the end result#bene speaks
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Don't have energy to draw. You know what that means according to my ADD brain? We're writing angst! :D
#Opal speaks#Apparently writing sounds better than drawing atm. Which alright fineeee I'll writeeee. Apparently people like when I write stuff#I really need my energy to draw to come back tho I have like three asks sitting in my inbox for Misfits of War and I wanna get those done!!#Aside: I have ADHD without the H part but I forget and ADHD just looks better visually to me. Same thing technically but still *shrug*#I think it's all lumped together now and just has subsections but I don't remember! ADD go brrrr
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Let me just uh, set some hard fucking boundaries with some of you people in regards to MY relationship.
Do not keep questioning my choices on MY relationship.
First of all, you're not in this relationship. Let me mess up and find out, if worse comes to worst. Let me fuck around and find out. I'm not going to blame you for not warning me, don't worry. Seriously. So stop questioning me.
Don't keep asking me, "Why don't you label things with him? I think it's bullshit that there are no labels. What's the POINT of this relationship if you're not labelled as such and such? You're just wasting your time. Stop that. It's weird. This doesn't seem right to me. Why call it exclusive if there's no labels?"
Let me fucking date how I want, damn. Let me be in a goddamn relationship how I want, without me needing to explain myself to you. You, who I don't even know. You, who's not even a mere acquaintance of mine. Even my friends aren't questioning me, so who are YOU to question me when you know virtually NOTHING about our relationship?
Why are YOU, as someone who doesn't know the full fucking picture, trying to enforce your rigid little rules onto ME? If you like labels and only commit strictly with someone once those labels are established, good for you! Do you!
But don't go on the internet, read the stuff someone shares (which doesn't paint the whole picture, mind you, because I'm not sharing my whole goddamn life biography on here) and then go running into their inbox and yell at them for their choices, or because their choices differs from yours. Don't do that because you don't KNOW them. Don't act like you know everything from the small details you've read. Yes, I share things on here, but only things I'm comfortable sharing. Surface level shit, basically.
What you think is normal isn't always someone else's normal. Please remember that.
The way some of you act in my inbox... It's embarrassing at best and disgustingly rude and kind of intrusive and also insulting at worst. And because you've got the anon feature on, you think you can just say anything. (That's a whole other rant I've been wanting to get off my chest. I've got a few drafts I've never posted that are from months ago lmfao).
Now, to tone down the aggressiveness for a fraction of as second, I get you care about me and it's probably coming from a good place, but I am TWENTY. THREE.
Let me remind you.
TWENTY THREE.
Not three.
Not thirteen.
TWENTY. FUCKING. THREE.
I can make my own decisions. I am a legal adult, probably moreso than some of you out here coming into my inbox and full on trying to start an interrogation with me like I did something wrong for wanting to do things MY way for MY relationship.
And SLIGHTING me for my choices is where I'm setting the hard boundary at.
DO NOT, and I repeat:
DO NOT...
...under any circumstances, come into my inbox and act like I'm a dumb fucking bitch. (I am a dumb fucking bitch, but I'm also a self aware dumb fucking bitch. There's a difference.)
I know what I'm doing, I know the consequences, I know what I'm in for. I'm not fucking stupid and naive. I'm not a 13 year old about to start her first relationship with her high school crush.
So stop treating me like a donkey, and stop questioning my choices. Remember, as harsh as this sounds, some of you need to hear this and REALISE this: You've got no place in my life to do that. Absolutely fucking none.
Learn to read the room and learn that there are lines that shouldn't be crossed.
OH, I need to add this here. Before some of you come into my inbox and ask me WHY I'm sharing shit if I'm not open to opinions on my choices... There's a difference between opinions and civil discussions, and crossing someone's boundaries and questioning their choices because you think YOUR way of doing things is the right way to do things.
Just because I share some stuff on here doesn't mean that warrants you an automatic pass to shit on my choices. Fuck that bullshit, because that's just shitty behaviour and you need to look inwards and realise you're doing a lot more harm than good by being a piece of shit to someone you essentially do not know.
Remember, if you won't say this shit to someone in real life while looking them in the eyes, then don't fucking say it on anon in some stranger's inbox. That's a dick move, and you're a prick if you do that. Fix yourself, for the sake of humanity.
That is all.
#long post#i've had had it up to here with some of you ngl#boundaries need to be set#long rant about some people in my inbox#rant#vent#i'm not adding a read more because i need some of you guys to read this whole thing#esp those anons sliding into my inbox and bitching about#don't go into my inbox and dress yourself up as anonymous so you can shit on my choices#i fucking hate that and i can tell you right off the bat if you do that#i do not want to be associated with the likes of you#i'm about to shame anyone who comes into my inbox after this and acts like assholes lmao#idc bc you deserve it if you read this and still continue to bitch about
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patch is all done since yesterday, i'm going to fill the queue up this weekend and try to send unprompted asks rather than reblog another prompt myself. all dms / ims that have been waiting for me will be responded to tonight though.
#ooc.#did you guys play the new patch?#i fw it heavy alright#also gotta love how 'mistranslation' is the new 'typo'#the only thing twt will ever talk about huh#hmu if you have aglaea or hyacine thoughts#my girls. my beloveds.#anyway yes i'll fill this queue up and on my multi i'm gonna poke around and try to post more 'instantly'#i need to fix some tags too but i've been so lazy.#oh yeah and i was busy when shit went down on dash but#if you send anon hate to people don't bother following me.#if you're blocked by someone you're blocked for a reason.#as much as i get that anxiety is a thing and you might not know why you were blocked#or as much as i also get that we cant get along with everyone#there's no excuse for anon hate.#use your time and energy for something else.#if you're pressed enough to go bully someone in their inbox then i don't know what to tell you#sorrows. prayers.#tbd.#back to writing i go
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Not educated in much, but are all the real boys you post and in your header school shooters? Don't wanna follow anyone who posts that kinda stuff.
If not, explain who they are?
I'm a little confused by the question but I assume you're asking if they're real people? They're absolutely not, they're from a satire film called Duck! by Factory 2000.
I will say that they do play the role of shooters in the film, but under no circumstances will I ever or have ever posted about such things outside of a fictional setting. I don't indulge in that shit. Though I can still understand the discomfort, but I'd like it to be made clear I have absolutely no part in that community. They are characters with the sole purpose of poking fun at those types. Hence my use of the word "satire."
#inbox#i have 'not TCC' in my bio for a reason#again i get it if you still don't want to follow but last thing i need is people thinking i fuck with that shit when i absolutely do not
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Kind of a rhetorical question
Can someone (preferably other intersex peeps) please explain how dyadics/perisex/endosex are so hellbent on not being reminded of the fact that they're dyadic/perisex/endosex?
Like this doesn't even bringing up the fact they're so ignorant about their privilege and how their community, at large, is so inaccessible for the intersex (and questioning) community.
Why do they have such a knee-jerk reaction when we remind them that they, by large, (supposedly) benefits from intersex suffering?
#minty fresh#intersex#actuallyintersex#actually transintersex#dyaidc nonsense#i mainly use dyadics cause it was the first term i grew up with#but ik there's other intersex people use other terms so i thought i include them#i need to start a series to educate these people I swear#dyadic nonsense#dyadic adventures#i fully support dyadics with their contradictory labels but it's not about them right now#like you can have complex gender shit#but realize that you have privilege over a group of people#it's not the end of anything#i said supposedly bc i don't have any source on this and i don't want buthurt dyadics swarming on my inbox#dyadic#endosex#perisex
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Oh I am *cackling* at the producers trying to claim the show was driven by Loki and Sylvie's relationship when she refused to lift a finger to help multiple times (while platonic bestie Mobius was living out romcom moments by the dozen with Loki), and honestly they could have not had her in the season at all and barely anything would change. Like, I don't like that ship but it's still SO deeply disrespectful to give them NOTHING on screen all season while giving all the cute classically shippy moments to Lokius, and then come out after and claim it was some grand, sweeping romance and also there was nothing intentional about giving all the shippy stuff to Lokius. 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄
Also, as I said in some tags, the "we can't get into Loki's head" like is just....peek absurdity. My brother in Christ, YOU'RE the writers! This character has been in the MCU for like, 14 years, played by Hiddleston who is *obsessed* with Loki. Getting into Loki's head should have been a cake walk! And even if it wasn't, IT'S LITERALLY YOUR JOB TO GET IN THE CHARACTER'S HEAD. Maybe this is why shows are so shitty? Instead of letting the characters drive the plot by getting into their heads and making choices from that perspective, showrunners instead twist the characters into a storyline.
ANYWAY.
#loki#anti sylki#anti sylvie#to be safe#i honestly don't care enough about her to be anti and i think her character (and loki's) got shafted by shitty writing#but i don't need rabid fans in my inbox#i'm in a fair amount of pain so i'm being bitchy but honestly#what a clusterfuck#and after OFMD and GO this year pulled out amazing seasons you gotta turn around and pull this shit?#i am a person who LOVES love stories#i want to see the sweeping romance! i love cheesy christmas romcoms!#and i can tell you right now as a lover of romantic tropes the relationship you're claiming was romantic had ZILCH this season#while your 'platonic' male besties were hitting multiple romantic tropes and moments every. single. episode.#there WAS a sweeping romance being told (just ask your composer)#and if you couldn't see it or you think not showing it in the other pair and claiming it was there in an article after the fact#instead of PUTTING IT ON SCREEN which is your literal job to convey the story in a visual way to the audience#then maybe you shouldn't be the one in charge#if you have to tell people after the show is over that something was actually a romance and something else actually WASN'T a romance#then you did not effectively use your time in the show to tell the story you were trying to tell
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