#i don't know 34 writblrs

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The imitations cast them in a strange light creating shadows on the wood, new monsters rounding the center as I fall asleep looking at them, the drawings engraved on the back of my eyes.

PÚLSAR - Chapter 7: Ira - Karma's POV

34 words, oh okay

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In the waiting room outside my therapists' office, it's now 36 minutes past when she usually calls me in. 37. I think it happened again, where it didn't show up in her system that I'm here, and she's letting her other client stay late. That's okay. They probably need it.

38. It's been a weird couple weeks. Lost my closest friend of ten years two weeks ago, but we had been lost for at least a year. and we weren't each other's closest friend anyway. we were just the ones that stuck around, and replaced the attention we actually wanted most.

40. I'm tired. The grief is so strange. It's just that twinge when you enter a situation that ends differently than it did before, simply because they're not a part of it. It's been ten years, starting in second grade. We gained consciousness at the same time, but that feels like the only thing that kept us together. I was always kind of a shitty friend. I could be the best, and I could be such a dick. But I was a kid. I was a kid who got fucked up. I can't keep apologizing for that.

42. 43. This is a weird feeling. She's gonna feel so bad when she comes out and realizes that I've actually been sitting here the whole time, and I don't know how to tell her that it's really okay. I've spent the last 34 minutes letting writblr break and heal my heart, and I feel okay. I do. but my chest is starting to ache. I addressed the grief, so I don't know what else I was expecting.

Of course it hurts. every birthday, every Christmas, every Valentine's day after my family stopped sending gifts to my school for me, she made sure I wasn't one of the kids in the class with nothing on their desk and a hopeless look in their eyes. At least not that day.

Her mother called herself my mother, and I did too. She was more of one than mine. But she never reached out. I thought it was unconditional. She looked at me like it was. but it wasn't.

48. She's not the first mom I've had that I've lost. First was mine. Second was her. Third was pretending. Or at least, spiteful enough to scream at me that she had been. She was the first adult to ever choose to use my name and pronouns. She sucked in so many ways, but still made me feel that I was worthy of the respect enough to do so. But that was conditional too.

52. I think I should just leave. But idk if I have the heart to tell my nanny that this happened. She'll be pissed, and I love her for it. But my therapist is so genuinely human in a way that makes us feel so akin. This isn't her fault.

53. I'm gonna leave.

54. In the elevator. 3. 2. 1. This sucks. I am still disappointed. but oh well.

I'm not ready to leave.

I'm pissed that she pretended it wasn't her fault too. (friend*)

25 days. 19 will be my first birthday without her in ten.

I didn't tell nanny. I'm hungry. I hate that. Hunger is cruel, around the corner at every turn, waiting to hurt me. It never stops, it's never over, you can only pause hunger. It's a sick joke, really. I don't want to eat, and I'd go without a little more if it didn't make life feel unlivable. (Again, I was hungry when I wrote this. I'm not the same person)

[therealabbyham]

I posted 289 times in 2021

127 posts created (44%)

162 posts reblogged (56%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 1.3 posts.

I added 109 tags in 2021

#greek mythology - 20 posts

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#taylor swift - 8 posts

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Longest Tag: 116 characters

#im going to write a story where the wise old woman teaches the young girl how to kill and the boy learns how to bake

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

T.V. Shows I Refuse to Watch the Last Episode of

Community: By the end of the show [SPOILERS] We are missing both Shirley and Troy (and Pierce, but who cares). I like a majority of the episodes without them despite this, but when you get to the last episode it doesn't help my sadness to be missing two of my favorite characters.

The Good Place: This episode just makes me sad and existential. I'm just going to pretend the gang stays together forever.

A Series of Unfortunate Events: I refuse to believe the show ends.

How I Met Your Mother: Just... The show's so good and the ending is so bad. The alternate ending is good, but it's not the one on Hulu. I'm enraged.

Chuck: What was that ending? This show is too long and too short at the same time.

88 notes • Posted 2021-12-06 18:42:09 GMT

#4

The hardest part of No Way Home (no spoilers) is after the film there's no

Spider-Man will return.

We have no idea if when we will see him again and it kills me.

95 notes • Posted 2021-12-18 03:34:31 GMT

#3

More things I learned from musicals

(first post blew up so I have more for y'all)

That weird girl in your class isn't actually the bad guy, you're just racist.

If you murder someone, make them a better person (or gay) in the suicide letter.

A dead couple is the best found family.

Anything can happen in the woods.

People suck in Indiana.

The guy who asked you out because you're ugly actually likes you.

The gods are real (like the Greek gods) but they're terrible parents.

Affairs are a bad idea.

Cats believe in reincarnation... I think.

A lottery ticket will solve a your problems.

Ohio is terrible. Don't go there for the summer.

Dentists are creepy and don't feel plants blood.

Don't get weed for the girl woman you love, she's a narc.

Don't trust meat pies. Or barbers.

Turning 30 is the end of the world.

103 notes • Posted 2021-11-29 18:58:09 GMT

#2

While movies like Amazon's Cinderella and Dear Evan Hansen get all the spotlight in the media (for being bad) FANTASTIC films like In The Heights and tick tick BOOM are getting slept on.

733 notes • Posted 2021-11-20 00:13:29 GMT

#1

Things I learned from musicals

Don't be gay in Indiana.

Say no (especially to "this")

Stop. (Especially when it comes to tattoos, alcohol, boys, and sending pictures).

Do a background check on your mailman boyfriend (he could be a Nazi)

Don't say his name (don't make deal with a demon straight from hell)

Don't do drugs from Japan.

There are giants in the sky and it was his her fault.

Good deeds don't go unpunished.

Make pie = get men

Don't lie about having friends don't betray your friends for a dead guy you didn't really know

If you see your dead son, go to therapy not a psychopharmacologist

If he says he would die for you... He might be serious.

Don't live in a fantasy world when your best friend is dying if tuberculosis.

A smile completes a wardrobe.

Most men have it coming.

You have to kiss a fish to be a citizen of Newfoundland.

DONT MAKE A DEAL WITH HADES IF YOU HAVE ANXIETY

Don't trust men named Henry.

990 notes • Posted 2021-08-13 23:23:13 GMT

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I posted 614 times in 2021

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#this story has a little bit of me tucked under the floorboards and that scares me half to death but it's also a threshold i want to cross as

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

Was anyone else gunning for Bel to be gay?? She just gave me very gay vibes throughout the episode and then the Vinder reveal went down.

Like don't get me wrong, I love Vinder - he's probably one of my favourites of Thirteen's run - and Bel x Vinder, from a writing perspective, fit in with the narrative really well, but

g a y

just made sense for her you know?

54 notes • Posted 2021-11-16 15:49:06 GMT

#4

I would totally be the kind of person to name my kid after fictional characters but what if their creator pulls a JKR? What then? Everything may seem peachy at the time of naming, but what if the creator goes and pulls some shit? I'd have permanently associated my kid with a bigot.

Or what if that character goes through the rest of their arc and turns out really shitty? What then? Sure, I could wait until the series is over, but what if there is a revival?

Same problem with naming your kid after ancient gods. Sure, if you try really, really hard you might find a slightly unproblematic one, but what if new research comes to light? Then what?

Ok, rant over, buh-bye

60 notes • Posted 2021-11-21 08:54:21 GMT

#3

I saw someone point out the problem with Swarm calling the Doctor by that name because that name is a promise they made, not their actual name. A promise that, it's safe to assume, wasn't made during their time with the CIA, which is the period from which the Swarm knows the Doctor.

What really gets me about that though is that the writers could very easily have solved that problem by adding one little line: "...what is it you call yourself now? Doctor?..."

It wouldn't have changed the story or the narrative flow or anything really, but this problem would have been solved. Swarm could then continue to call the Doctor by this name because he could see it as mocking them or pandering due to a perceived upper hand or whatever reason you want to attribute it to.

115 notes • Posted 2021-11-08 11:09:07 GMT

#2

Nico: My intentions were pure.

Will: Your intentions were to hit me

Nico: Yeah, but not where it hurts the most. Only where it hurts a little.

Nico: I'm a good person

202 notes • Posted 2021-09-10 11:13:09 GMT

#1

When Doctor Who said:

900 years of time and space and I've never met someone who wasn't important

Human progress isn't measured by industry. It's measured by the value you place on a life, an unimportant life, a life without privilege.

Because love, it's not an emotion. Love is a promise.

That's the trouble with hope - it's hard to resist

An ordinary man - that's the most important thing in creation

It's not small. It's important to me.

Look at me, I'm unforgivable. Well, here's the unforeseeable - I forgive you. After all you've done, I forgive you.

And above all, it's kind. It's just that. Just kind.

Why wouldn't I help you?

Well, it changed my world

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