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Assumption: someone’s going to die in Pùlsar before they figure out how to fix things? 👀

technically incorrect because someone dies after they figure out how to fix things, but yeah. and indeed the dying is related to the fixing

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Tag the OC that’s defying god’s will <3

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do you ever have thoughts about your characters and it feels like being gutted but you cant tell anyone because it makes no sense since theyre your ocs

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if i say "i imagine" or "i think" in regards to my ocs its because i dont knowwwwww. theyre living their own lives im just filming them at occasional moments and calling it a day

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Being obsessed with your own ocs is so so good for you i seriously can't recommend it enough

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after a year and a half, i finally finished a piece i started for the three year anniversary of starting writing púlsar 💀

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About wocwog HJ. I love him. He's so raw, and there's so much pain and rage.

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—Fyodor Dostoevsky

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they're infodumping

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me while writing very niche fanfic: there’s literally no way that, like, anyone is going to read this. you are writing this for you and you alone. you must accept it. you must be zen about it. you must expect nothing except the validation that comes of being able to go back and reread it yourself when you’re in the mood for this kind of fic.

me after posting said very niche fanfic: (obsessively checks ao3 every thirty seconds)

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hopeless time loop. the way out isn’t to save everyone. the way out isn’t to save even one person. the way out isn’t to change anything. the way out is accepting how it happened the first time is how it always will be. that’s how you acted, that’s how they acted, that’s how you would have acted every time if you weren’t given the curse of hindsight. the way out is accepting you can’t fix the past; you can only forgive yourself for it.

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@walkman-cat thanks for the ask! (answering on the writblr sideblog for housekeeping)

púlsar fake dating au my beloved ira and karma and níniam from the fake dating au you are everything to me

so ira and karma are the main characters from Púlsar. karma's demiace (not that he's aware) and ira's in both the ace and aro spectrum (not that she cares), and their whole relationship is basically like when you get a puppy to socialise a big cat while it's a cub and so they grow up together being bonded *points at karma and ira* that's them your honor

and in púlsar i can't go all in into their relationship and how it would evolve because Plot reasons (it's still a big part of the plot of course but they don't really have the words to describe it beyond this is my person no we are not in love)

also i thought it would be funny to have two ace characters do the fake dating trope there is no horny excuse you WILL face your feelings head on (and also i deserve a fake dating story with ace characters that explore relationships through ace (and aro) lens and because no one else will do it I'll have to do it myself to cater to my specific needs) PLUS níniam content. who would say no to nin content

here's an intro post I made a while back

and this is the tag where I talk about it (there are a couple of event explanations in there too. idk if I'll ever write it properly but it's fun to read)

here's them. and them again. here's a movie night sketch. more them (recent). and again

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you want to die by his hand so bad it makes you look stupid

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“We talk so much of  light, please let me speak on behalf of  the good dark. Let us talk more of how dark the beginning of a day is.”

— Maggie Smith, from “How Dark the Beginning”

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they are so silly <3

@my-cursed-prince

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happy sts!

what’re the Top Three Weirdest Things you’ve had to do research on for a story? :0

you can add more if you’d like, or less!

and as always I hope you’re doing well <3

happy sts!

i don't really do research for my stories lmao. only one i can think about is brain structure and how each of them works for p:n back when i was in high school. i still haven't gotten to write p:n tho so i never went beyond reading the wikipedia page

my stories also don't require much research because they are fantasies and i can make the rules be whatever i want them to be (and i'm also not focused on realism regarding clothing and stuff)

have a great day!

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