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alt modern uni/akademiya au where linguistic major haitham works as a part time bartender (gives him financial freedom and all that) and comes to work only to be met with a certain shit faced blonde architecture major who never stops whining over being a student in STEM.
the blonde; named kaveh( as his exhausted bob haired babysitter friend had once groaned upon witnessing his shit faced-ness) had found haitham to be a particularly aggravating wall to mount his grievances onto, and so obviously he figures to continue bothering haitham at work on the ball stools, rambling on about some assignment or philosophical ideology that haitham always feels the need to refute.
haitham doesn't realise it initially, but he comes to find himself in awe of his red faced senior's rhetoric, finding himself almost anticipating what kaveh feels like lamenting over next, and maybe kaveh anticipates being met with an infuriatingly handsome bastard to debate with as well. maybe it's worth the killer hangover that comes after
#genshin impact#genshin#kavetham#haikaveh#alhaitham#kaveh#au#making the brainworms worm#this has been in my head for days and yes i have a lot more to say but i'll stop here#btw bartender alhaitham was thought of over#a certain piece of fanart#haitham shaking a drink or_ whatever it is that bartenders do#i don't drink im sorry#kaveh having a STEM supiority complex is real#i'm projecting onto kaveh
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feast (ID in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#tw blood#im posting this so late because october escaped me Suddenly.. hello....#i wanted to make it a photoset with this other vampire vw wip but i don't think i'm finishing it any time soon and the mood of it is#completely different anyway. also i don't think i ever shared anything about my vampire au on here !!! it's all old art by now so im shy lo#but maybe i'll do a photodump of it. long story short vash is a vampire since birth and ww is a human vampire hunter that turns during thei#travels together due to EoM experiments + getting vash to drink from him at some point.#humans turn once they get bitten but bc ww has been experimented on#& got bitten by a bunch of human turned vampires thruout his hunts he thought it wouldn't be a problem for vash to drink from him but alas.#theyre both ok though theyre traveling together definitely not hating themselves for what theyve become and feeling guilty for what theyve#done to each other. theyre completely normal about it. the biting part is really appealing to me in vampire aus so i draw it a lot but#in reality vash only drank from ww once and ww mightve done it twice under the realization he might actually die otherwise#since he wont drink from humans after being turned.... he's combatting the 5 stages of grief at all times#if this is all nonsense im sorry DMGKSDF I'M NOT good at explaining and this au came from nowhere in the depths of my mind its a mess#ruporas art
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Thought about how Indigo and Roz would interact in this au, so here's some sillies! I think they'd be buddies faster than Verte would consider them both as her buddies. so you know.
#inside out#inside out 2#pixar inside out#inside out au#spy au#inside out ennui#inside out embarrassment#inside out disgust#ennui#embarrassment#disgust#agent roz#agent indigo#agent verte#some trivia bits casually dropping in here: roz understands french#verte and roz don't drink alcohol for different reasons#im making indigo do the nickname thing now. fits her well. she also pronounces it roZe for fun (bc his name roz get it get it)#also sorry if the comic is confusing it's supposed to be that indigo sat next to verte to mope after a time#i did not realize it could be read differently after i finished the comic#but in my defense. it was kind of a very unplanned comic anyways LOL#gene art#bughaw i prommy i'll draw you more with the guys soon too#lastly i think indy and roz would bond over how much they're attracted to verte. btw /HJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#intended to be platonic but i dont mind if this is tagged a romantic ship
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i am nothing like him. my anger is only righteous. i am righteous.
#SPAT THIS OUT IN RECORD TIME LET'S SEE IF I CAN GET THE COMIC IDEA OUT BEFORE I PASS OUT! UNHAPPY KAISER BACKSTORY DAY TO ALL WHO CELEBRATE#i know you don't usually drink wine out of a martini glass (i think? im not of drinking age idk rules) but . for visuals okay#michael kaiser#tw abuse#my art#blue lock#blue lock fanart#mihyapocalypse#tw blood#no blood here i just thought the imagery might be upsetting for some people.#bllk spoilers#HELP I CJECKED THE TIME THIS TOOK ME AN HOUR... AN HOUR WHADDAHELL#SORRY NESS.
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the fact that buck didn't start smiling or try to play it off as a joke when eddie asked if he was okay. bc with maddie and the others he felt like he had to be okay FOR them. like they were waiting for him to fall apart but he just couldn't allow himself that, because no matter how much he loves them, he can never be truly vulnerable with them without feeling like a burden. but with eddie, he doesn't have that. eddie is his safe place, the person who has seen him at his worst and let buck see him at his worst. so no, he didn't play dying off as a joke bc this was eddie and eddie never needed him to pretend to be alright, he only needed him to be there, alive and with eddie. that's the difference.
it really boils down to buck saying "you don't need to pretend with me" in s5. because they don't, they really don't have to pretend with each other and now that eddie is in a better place he can recognize that and apply it to their relationship as well.
#going actually clinically insane at this point i don't even know what im saying like the brain parasites are working OVERTIME to get those#braincells destroyed like i seriously need a lobotomy or to drink acid or some shit cause jesus#does this even make sense? its too late for big brain posts sorry#buddie#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911 fox#911 spoilers#911 6b#buddie 911#911 6x12#buck x eddie#buck and eddie
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And once again the world is safe thanks to some silly freaks
Put them in the train again-
#legends of avantris#edge of midnight#marius renathyr#yorgrim#briggsy “the kutlass” kratch#farryn of the hartsblight#ol' jericho sticks#virgil (raum)#lethica nightborne#im sorry to the oauw crowd but edge of midnight has clenched to my flesh like a parasite and i don't think its going anywhere in a while#i have the flu and i can only do this and drink water
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im gonna explode. there are two small children and flatmate's mother doing a mess in the kitchen. why are they here
#this is making me so uncomfortable im gonna cry#and i can't focus on the project#i ask roommate how long they're gonna be here because i don't feel comfortable doing my things in the kitchen with them around and she#called me insane and that i should change my behavior because it's not normal#well sorry that the way my brain works isn't normal but im still uncomfortable with strangers in the place where i live#especially when they're being loud are touching my stuff and are drinking my tea#makes me think that people want to be friends with mentally ill people until those people start showing signs of mental illness#like im working on myself ive been working on changing by brain for almost a year but it takes time i can't just be suddenly normal#i need a hug so fucking bad
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What's your opinion on Americans who call themselves Irish because their ancestors 180 years ago were Irish
I've currently got some Americans angry at me rn (someone on one of my asks i think even implied I'm british which ???) all bc I dared say that American kettles aren't as good or as common which I've googled it now and am right if you got problems take it up with Google please im stepping away from that conversation - all this to say I'm not touching the powder keg that is American identity I'm sorry it just doesn't seem worth it
#ask#anon#im actually not sure if that person was calling me british or just comparing American and british peoples tea drinking#which like#you know more then England drinks tea right#irish india china we all drink it#a chinese person invented it#it is a shame tho bc i do have some thoughts on Ireland America and irish Americans#but i think theyd be a little too nuanced for some people#and i don't think the topic is worth the headache sorry
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vent ⬇️
#oc#I was out drinking last night for my fiancee's birthday and this guy was talking to us and I stopped and took a picture with him#because he said he was gonna give us free tacos from his taco truck#so I'm like posing with him outside the truck and he puts his arm around me and grabs my ass#and he reached up my shorts and put his finger in my fucking asshole#and I let him touch me for like 30 seconds while my fiancee was standing right there because I was drunk and I just fucking froze#literally didn't stop him until he was inside me#and THEN I freaked out and started crying and ruined the night#I just feel like a total piece of shit#I'm such a worthless fucking idiot#I'm sorry I don't know why im posting this here I just feel like I have more of a community here so. if anyone's experienced#something similar and/or you have any words of support I'd really appreciate hearing from you#I'm not in a good place I think I'm overreacting because of csa trauma#idk
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I have not posted any of my analysis to reddit yet and I think I might just post it and ghost it. I've already spent too much time looking at other people's threads on there to feel any way good about interacting with folks.
I already went in an added the "I know you're going to bring this up let me save you the time" section which is exclusively touching on the frequent topics of:
"well what about the fingerprint nostrum and finger mimics? He is clearly just a crackpot"
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"it's definitely some weird elaborate sacrifice to Metyr thing"
#if he's drinking hallucinogenic tea in his free time genuinely good for him. whatever man. i just do not think either of those items are-#at all relevant to the quest especially the nostrum because it is a placebo medicine and aint nothing fake about this shit#also i think theres a distinction between becoming fingers vs wanting to replace metyr? idk like as ive said i think he thinks he's-#better than the fingerweavers and rightfully so#like please come to a new conclusion other than “man this guy is on drugs”#also girl... metyr doesnt need sacrifices. like? where is that textually or in set design? metyr wants us to leave her the fuck alone#she's minding her own business EVERY TIME WE SPAWN INTO HER ZONE#like why are people so desperate for everything to have a dark undercurrent? not everything has to be some dark disney ass shit#“actually finding nemo is a hallucination & Marlin is insane & nemo is dead that movie is actually super fucked up & dory is a grim reaper”#like im sorry but this is how this extra shit all feels to me#like it is already fucked up and miserable?#is he 100% a good person? like thats genuinely person to person. theres personal gain from the quest#and hes definitely very good at getting what he wants#manipulate manifest mother#tail fingers on the vision board#devon yaps#and yap I did#like I don't want to be a bitch because yeah we should genuinely celebrate other peoples theories and hcs in these games#but i dont think “lol this guy is just on drugs” is one of those things#because i like spooky theories if theyre backed up.#but to say “its this weirdly horrible thing and youre all wrong” especially in his context is not great to me#Sorry. like may my own arrogance strike me down like the scholar i think i am 😤 farewell#because again its coming down to meeting this narrative without preconceived bias and most of the reddit stuff feels like-#“he is fucked up. won't say why. but i bet you know why i actually think this 🤫🤫🤫” like just you cant wrap your brain around guy mom#i do really want to reiterate this is about reddit shit. like i am so into people who love his character but interpret him more sinister💕😚#truly eating that shit up
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every so often i will see a post from a leftist on this website that is so egregiously ableist that i remember that like. oh yeah the userbase of leftists on this website is violently anti-disabled people and will jump at any chance to demonize any of us for any reason. i just forget that fact because i'm extremely dedicated to curating my space
i'm paraphrasing here but i saw a post that said, "every time i see an American [disabled person] mention being scared about the election because they're afraid of losing their benefits i have to laugh. anybody who wants blood-soaked money from the US government deserves to starve" which. like. goodness that's a lot to unpack. i think we should burn the whole suitcase instead !
#i inserted [disabled person] because they used a fucking slur instead and i didn't want that in my post#like i feel like there should be room for disabled people like me whose lives literally entirely depend on accessing said >#> extremely limited benefits in conversations about whether voting in this election makes you complicit in genocide#which like! i do understand. i do. it's nauseating to think about what this shit ass country is doing. it's horrific. i do not blame anyone#> for not wanting to be a part of that. *and* i am also terrified for my own life because i remember the first time trump won it suddenly >#> became IMPOSSIBLE for ANYONE to get on benefits. EVER. and so many disabled ppl i know went to renew benefits theyd had for decades >#> just to be denied. one of whom was a below-the-neck paraplegic. he died because he lost those benefits!!! because trump won#i really do understand why people dont feel right voting for harris. or why they don't vote at all. i truly do. but holy shit i am so scare#and yes! i am aware that people in palestine and gaza are suffering so much worse. and i wish i could change that#but every single person in power in the US is pro-israel and eagerly drinking the anti-palestine kool-aid. no matter who wins >#> things will not change in that part of the world. and it is infuriating. when the revolution comes this will change. but it hasnt.#the revolution will not save me as a physically disabled person. it will not save any of us. we do not matter to leftists. i am sorry but >#> this is the one thing i have learned after being in leftist spaces for over 10 years. and posts like the one i mentioned prove it#so i am very sorry. i really am. for being physically disabled. but i cannot survive another 4 years relying on my parents for everything#if trump wins i will be killing myself. this is a promise. i cannot do that again#i know it makes me a bad person to be afraid that harris will lose. but people on the left already think i'm a bad person for being disable#i want the genocide to stop. i absolutely do. i also want to survive. i am terrified that the US leftists will sacrifice disabled people#like me so they can feel good about being put in a real life trolley situation#again. im sorry. im so fucking sorry. i wish i was a better person. i wish i was able to give more. i know that if i was just a good#person i would be able to have a job and give to every palestinian gofundme on my dash. i would be able to do more than my daily clicks >#> and reaching out and calling representatives that don't care. if i was a good person i would be able to convince my parents that z*onism>#is deeply fucking racist. and that israel is wildly racist and killing palestinians for fun. if i was a good person i would be able to make#>them leftists too. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry im not good enough. im sorry that im scared. im so scared and it's not right for me to be#when so much worse is going on because of this countrys bloodlust. im sorry that im benefiting from being born here i dont want to be#im sorry for not having any other options. if i was a good person i know i would have them. im sorry. god im sorry im so fucking sorry
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you always have the best thoughts on him so in your opinion whats the martin blackwood song ever
Hiii thank you so much that's so kind!! You asked for one song so my top three is
1. Baby Hotline - Jack Stauber (obvi)
2. I'll Come Running to Tie Your Shoe - Brian Eno (like season 1-3 era)
3. Human Bog - Baths (sad)
#drinks talk tag#ask#anon#im sorry it took me so long to answer anon i always get nervous to talk about my taste in music#also always feel kinda anxious assigning songs to characters publicly bc i don't want to be flippant with the musicians intent#but i think its actually not really all that deep so#here u are!!!#thank u for asking :3#honestly a lot of baths songs are about being gay and deeply depressed and/or wanting to throw yourself into the ocean#truly a martinable discography
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some people will be all about mental health awareness and leftist ideals of at least tolerating the mentally ill who show ''ugly'' symptoms until it's someone they know and ''care'' about having a bad day and acting like it in a way they don't find appealing
#[temporary text post tag]#vagueing about irls#everybodys your friend until one time youre too tired to act right after getting yelled at first thing in the morning#worst thing is i trusted her enough to tell her shit none of my other friends know about#liek i genuinely believed we were friends and i wasnt just an accessory so she wouldnt feel lonely and could vent to someone about whatever#now im really wondering if all the shit she told me about other people was real or if she just ditched them as well after they-#- acted emotionally in a way she didnt like#like im sorry people have bad days and sometimes act in none cutesy ways#at this point idk if the few times i did tell her im feelin like shit she took it seriously or just thought i was joking#im kinda assuming the second one#like she did feel and act fairly progressive - she'd often talk about acceptance and understanding#i don't even think she sees this situation as dropping a 'freind'#she's prolly gonna find a way to justify it somehow idk#point is im hurt and need a drink#she even vaguely texted me like 'if someone you knew hurt someone you care about would you try to fix it with them or just block them?'#like not even confront me and say 'you hurt someone i care about so now im ending things'#or just tell me to fuck off or call me a piece of shit#i feel after a year and all of the 'youre a good friend' shit that maybe i was at least entitled to a 'fuck off kys' text and then a block#i shouldve dropped her first - save us both some time#honestly i dont even think she thinks about this at all#im probably just sulking like a kicked dog while she does whatever the fuck it is she does#she probably didnt even care about my side of the story#why would she#honestly she always did most of the talking#i was just there to listen and sometimes make a joke for her to laugh at i guess#like i didnt know i was signing up for a '1 strike and youre out' type deal lmao
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I saw someone saying "Imagine if they found the Eggs, but they could only save 3" and I'm so obsessed with that thought.
Richarlyson, Chayanne, Ramon, Dapper, Tallulah, Leo, and Pomme... Those are the last Eggs left. Imagine only being able to save 3.
#i talk#qsmp talk#I need a drink I almost wrote ''Bobby'' 2 different times o(-(#The longer time passes the more I realize Bobby really was my favorite Egg#Anyways. If I could only save 3 I'd save Richarlyson first#and Chayanne and Pomme#I wish we'd see QNPC01 playing Chayanne more though he's my favorite Chayanne :<#agh but Ramon... he's a little sweetie too#it's hard to pick only 3#but Richarlyson would 100% be on the list#and Pomme intrigues me too even if I don't see her much in the POVs I watch#Anyhoo. What 3 would you save?#EDIT: AND LEO#SORRY I PUT HER NAME TWICE BY ACCIDENT AND DELTED BOTH#LEO IM SO SORY MY SWEET GIRL IT WAS AN ACCIDENT#I put Leo twice and Bobby twice o(-(
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helppp i am soo not doing that well on this trip i went on with friends so it's pathetic tumblr post time
#i just cannot handle a big group of people no matter if i know them well or not i will feel left out#it's also the first day of my period and im not feeling well and i slept too little#i went to our apartment alone to lie down and had a panic over how loud the air raid siren is in that city and like i needed to hide asap#anyways and if i couldn't be any less fun right now i am sitting close to these new people i dont know and i just don't even look their way#cause no talking i can't do it. also i can't really drink ?????? bevause of my meds??#anyways mandatory tumblr pathetic posting sorry#00
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[The active project]
#//ooc#oldtavio#munsquid#I'll probably leave a Splat3 opinion writeup once grand festival ends#sorry ahead of time it's not going to be very nice asdkl;jg I've been grouchy since 2 but at least we got OE#since the old community seems wiped off the face of the earth it may double as a perma hiatus unless nintendo goes above and beyond#or everyone suddenly pops up again#bc right now im like that star wars bit where they find grandpa luke and hes like an asshole drinking blue milk or w/e#except they don't know who I am lol
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