#i do try to be normal baout him

[huevobuevo]

Erm sorry yall.s ecret hidden egg lore reveal uhh I Really Like Charlie Slimecicle !

[starliights-shining]

Can I request a GN!Reader x TFP!Ratchet, maybe just some comfort/fluff where reader is going through med school and is struggling a bit? TyTy <3

Of course you can. I hope this is to your liking. I know nothing baout med school, but i tried my best! Enjoy :)

Pairing: TFP!Ratchet x GN!Reader

Warnings: None,

You were struggling, your head was pounding, the desk lamp lighting was not helping, and neither was the white noise from your a/c unit. You let out a deep sigh, propping your elbows up on the desk and placing your head into your hands. Stress, your finals were stressing you. You’d been in med school for far too long, it felt like you’d been in the same room, doing the same homework, going to the same class, getting the same grade all for nothing. You weren’t getting anywhere, nowhere, not even a different assignment, or class.

You moved your hands, looking down at the notes, the gel ink was blurry, yet you continued to try and read them. It was the same sentence you had read for the 17th time, but your brain was not soaking up the info like it normally did. So you let out another sigh, moving your hands to the edge of the desk before you pushed the swivel chair you sat in away. Your foot turned so you could see the rest of your room. 

“What the fuck.” 

It came out like a whisper, it must have awoken something in your phone, because the buzzing coming from it was all you could hear. You turned around, swiping up off the desk and clicking the answer call button. 

“Hello.” 

You sounded annoyed, your free hand coming up to rub the bridge of your nose. The call was one of those automated recordings, but they were sent out by your teacher. You remember the day she tried to justify using it, something along the lines of “You’ll pick up your phone, more than you’ll look at your emails.” Now here you are rolling your eyes at the monotone voice telling you about your upcoming exam, that you’ve been studying your ass for. You’ve been into your studies to notice the autobot standing outside your window, their servo tapping ever so lightly on the glass to get your attention. It wasn’t until your call ended, that you finally saw the gray servo. You walked over to the widow, opening it and in leaned Ratchet. 

“What are you up to?” 

You sighed, a hand moving down to turn the a/c unit off. 

“You know, same ol’ same ol’” 

You sat down in your chair and looked at the bot, his optics scanning the room as if it's his first time seeing it. 

“Still studying for that test?” 

His optics landed on you, he could see the bags that were developing under your eyes. He could also see the way you sat stiffly, it broke his heart. 

“Yeah, it's just getting tiring.” 

“I get it, how about a break? Roll over here and we can talk for a while. At least before you go back to studying.”

His voice was soft, not too loud and not too harsh like it is most of the time. It felt like you were being hypnotized, but maybe that's just what you needed. You nodded, rolling your swivel chair over to the widow. You opted to just keep the chair facing the widow, the hot Nevada air being felt from where you sat. It was refreshing, not the same cold air hitting your hands, feet and face, so you popped your feet up on the window seal, head leaned back and eyes closed, you could feel your headache fading away. 

“You know I did something similar to med school on Cybertron.” 

His sentence piqued your interest, peaking through one eye at him with a raised eyebrow. 

“Really?” 

“Yeah, of course it doesn't teach what you're learning, but it’s something like that.” 

You smiled, crossing your arms as you held your head up to look at him. 

“I sure hope you're not learning about human anatomy and human medicine on a planet that doesn’t have humans, sir.” 

He rolled his optics at your sarcastic sentence and tone, you smiled letting out a simple laugh. 

“Of course it's not about humans, but what I was trying to say is, I was in your shoes once.” 

He paused, optics looking away, he wanted to say something else, but decided against it. You took this as the moment to speak. 

“You! In med school! You know everything about the autobots and their anatomy. It feels like you were just born to do it. It comes far too naturally for you, Ratchet. I can’t even read my notes and remember what I wrote down.” 

Of course it’d come naturally for him, he’s been alive for so long, he’s had plenty of time to practice, fuck up, pass test, save lives, study and repeat, but he was in fact made to do it, you were starting to think you weren’t made too. He could see the way you kept comparing yourself to him, of course you weren’t going to be like him. You weren’t in the middle of a war or thrown into one, you won’t live for as long as him, you won’t have the same amount of time to perfect your craft, like him. So why keep comparing yourself to him right now.

“(Y/N), Do not compare yourself to me. You are your own being, capable of doing great things, on your own time and with your own practice.” 

His tone broke you out of your thoughts, Your eyes landed on him, he looked frustrated, far more frustrated then when he’s working with the bots. But he blinked, optics landing on you and in an instant, he had cooled down. 

“Don’t stress yourself too much over this. You don’t need to know everything and you don't need to be perfect or like me.” 

He smiled a little. Moving from leaning into the window, your time together was coming to a close. You got up and followed him, you didn't want him to leave your sight. You placed both your hands on the window seal, leaning out the window towards the bot. 

“Don't stress yourself too much over this. You’ll do great no matter how hard you study.” 

You smiled, you may have only had like 10 to 15 minutes together, but to you it was enough time to recollect yourself. 

“I’ll try my best.” 

You reached your hand out to touch his plating as he backed up from the house. Your fingertips feeling the cold metal leave them, only the torrid air in its place. 

“I adore you.” 

You called out your versions of ‘I love you’. You heard him chuckle in the distance before he said it back, your hand placed back on the window seal as you looked down at the ground next to the house. An exasperated sigh left your mouth, before you looked up at Ratchet driving away.  

“Ratchet! You messed up the flower garden! My moms gonna kill me now!” 

You tried your best to sound mad, but you simply could not. How could you stay mad at some bot like him? 

[ancha-aus]

I get it! I have the same issue. can't draw consitend sizes to save my life. I just kinda eye ball it and MY EYES LIE.

For me it is the motivation lmao. I don't often feel as motivated to draw as writing hihi.

omg stop forever short nightmare with his very tall and explosive boyfriend? perfect. love that mental image <3

I also normally headcanon boss monsters age slowly but that would make the timeline funky. unless. of course. we just have nim having been VERY old. so the people kinda forgot the details of the ritual with nim and nim's sibling had been raised to die so it would have been less of a loss overal to others. (hell. maybe the reason that nim wasn't as powerful as she could hav ebeen was because they weren't close. the ritual speaks baout a great loss. implying it had to be a great loss to the hero to gain the great power. it wasn't a great loss for nim, so she got a watered down version.)

Nightmare would get himself tied up so went for easy clothes. (okay but the mental image that ccino found him stuck in his own clothes a few times? that is gold.) omg all the fancy patterns and signs and drawings <3 so pretty and detailed and such fine quality.

nightmare accepts he is short after the problem with dream being solved! something something about nightmare hiding his own trauma nd only being free to truly be himself when that is solved.

short killer is so much fun. bet hear me out here... Killer and dust both were a lot shorter than corrupted nightmare. but are both TALLER than nightmare after he got cured. Killer is like half an inch taller than dust and killer will NOT let dust live it down.

dream didn't know the magic could jump or move. but he also didn't know someone not trained could survive the magic. He knows he missed some info and maybe this is part of it?

(I imagine that the reason why the magic went is because it was never meant as a permanent powerboost. it gives the powerboost (the corrupted state) to the hero. the hero takes the magic of thesibling. and the hero becomes truly powerful and the magic of the apple fades away. nightmare was pretty much in just the powered up state to get the magic like his own but he never acted on it. eventually the boost run out as the ritual was always meant to be temporary.)

nightmare: I will not punish him as everyone can improve. inner nightmare: I can't kill someone?! How can anyone do that?! But he is so cooool! And proabbly strong and ccino did say i could get knights to protect me! ccino: .... *watching nightmare return with a serial killer* .... this is fine.

oh i love that. cross had siblings but different in stature and he was not allowed to be a big brother much. getting nightmare as teen? so many memories and cross is trying his best to be the perfect guard, just so is still allowed close. and then nightmare one day is just sick and feels miserable and asks cross to stay wiht him because he just feels so bad and miserable. cross is sold. this is his brother. he will die before leaving him.

Woah what? I'm drawing? I'm sketching? I was... I was just staring at my photo assignment. Huh?

Oh well, I needed to draw Nightmare in his full glory anyways- (for a king he dresses very simply. The fabric is just the highest quality you've ever felt-)

*cough* @ancha-aus *cough*

[mr-and-mr-diaz]

I Don’t Understand Buck Begins.

PSA this is a bit of rant. Not a hate-rant or anything like that, but I do express frustration and if you’re not here for that right now, please skip this. It is complicated and ended upa bit long. But if you’re up for it, I’d LOVE to know your thoughts.

I actually want to talk about this with people. I’m not here to drop a statement like a microphone and walk away. The first time I watched Buck Begins, I loved it. I still do. But as I think back on it and rewatch, there are some major issues I’m spotting:

1. Buck in his whole life has been endangering himself in order to get the attention (dare I say LOVE) of those around him. I feel like the Firefam’s (very OOC) responses to him recklessly endangering himself again only enforced these destructive habits?

2. Firefam’s OOC reaction: In literally every other episode, when Buck recklessly endangers himself the firefam immediately put the brakes on, tell Buck to treasure himself, not to be reckless, to think things through, to realize that the victim got out because of sheer good luck (as well as hair-brained thinking on Buck’s part, but some of Buck’s decision making also really endangered him, more on that later.) The fact that Bobby let Buck work that fire at all in the state of mind he was in is odd. The fact that Hen told him he was for whatever reason correct in choosing to split from the party and go on his own in his current state of mind was beyond odd. Looking back, it doesn’t feel like real moments, but rather contrivances dressed in nice words like “I don’t this often but you’re right” (NO HE’S F**KING NOT!!) so that we wouldn’t question them immediately. Was Buck correct that the other team needed anotehr man? Yeah. Was he right that it should be him? NOPE. Anyone could see that, we could see that, the Firefam could see that. but they let him go anyway. This is OOC, they’re smarter than that, and they’ve known Buck for long enough to know when he’s triggered and more likely to make poor decisions. During it, when Buck disobeys orders and Bobby is calmly just like “Yeah he does that sometimes.” I’m sorry, did someone put Xanax in Bobby’s coffee? Why on earth would he be so calm?? In a normal situation he would never be calm about that--add to it the fact that he KNEW Buck wasn’t at his most stable at the moment? He should have been shouting into his radio and hauling ass, not shrgging and smiling with pride like “Yup! It’s cool with me” like what?? Then afterward, nothing but kind words and praise. Good job risking your life like an idiot, good job risking the other guy because you were so determined to get him out asap you didn’t stop to think. That’s what you do, Buck. 

Like did they really just say that!?

The only nuance that I thought was right here, the only thing that was given emphasis that felt RIGHT, was not that Buck stays behind, not that he makes reckless decisions sometimes, not that he jumped into a fire while unstable, THE ONLY THING that should have been emphasized here, that the episode should have been based on? Is that BUCK DOESN’T GIVE UP. There’s a quality in him that we’ve seen before. one that Buck doesn’t seem to realize about himself. Athena’s moment was the only moment that looking back gives me any kind of cathartsis, because it is the only healthy reaction from the firefam that I saw (aside from them all running in after him--still love that moment.) they should’ve been gentle baout it, but nonetheless should’ve told Buck to treasure himself more, not be like “And here’s our most rekless memeber, pat on the back, kid, we love that you throw yourself into danger without thinking, in fact that’s what we love most about you!” Thinking back, I could SCREAM that that’s the message they left Buck with.

3. The victim: Let’s face it, the only reason the victim didn’t die is because the writers didn’t want him to. They made sure the tank landed somewhere non-fatal so that Buck could still get a win, even though many of his decisions thus far had been hare-brained and ill-advised, driven by a mad need to prove himself, and to never leave people behind, even if stopping and waiting and thinking might be more advisable at some points. In fact, when the victim first falls, and buck wakes up and he looks at him and I thought the victim was dead, first of all I was really sad for the victim, but I also felt like that was the right way to go. Buck’s decision making wasn’t sound, he wasn’t thinking straight, he went in anyway, by all rights the only reason the victim stayed alive after everything he went through was because the writers wanted him to stay alive which they followed with a big and in my opinion inappropriate Pat on the back Moment. The victim dying would’ve been tragic, but it would’ve driven home a lesson for buck, that hurting himself, endangering himself isn’t the answer, won’t always save the day. It would’ve taught Buck (harshly yes, but) that he needs to get his head  on straight in this job. And if he had lost teh victim and the firefam had been there for him anyway, it would’ve been a whole different scenario.

In the episode, while it was super sweet and had some incredible moments, Buck learns nothing, his relationship with the Firefam doesn’t actually change at all, and his relationship with his family doesn’t appear to have actually progressed. He’s still prioritizing them over himself (bringing the parents into therapy since well, they’re trying which is apparently enough now), he’s now been encouraged to continue the reckless streak of self-sacrificing decision making that he’s been on in the past in order to gain teh love and recognition of the poeple around him.

I wish the writers had placed focus, not on Buck being accepting, not on Buck being restless, but on Buck not giving up. We saw bits of that yeah, but it wasn’t as highlighted as Buck ebing reckless and feeling overall like he’s not enough. I wish the episode had been centered there, and they had created an entirely different scenario start-to-finish that (like in Eddie begins, where there were no contrivances, the only reckless thing he does--cutting the line--is something that there isn’t a quetsion in a single brain he WOULD do and should do) where Buck is level-headed, where he’s in some kind of scenario where only he could uniquely succeed in because he never gives up. This episode had bits of it here and there, but ultimately what was running teh day was buck vulnerabilities, not his strengths. Insead of pointing out where Buck shines (like the other Begins episodes), they really only further highlighted what his weaknesses are and then proceeded to have the people around him encourage those weaknesses. Like, what?!

I also think this was the moment to solidify the firefam as his family. Instead, we see Buck retreating back toward a very unhealthy family situation and the firefam remains where they always are. What they did for buck in this episode was something incredible, but it’s also something they would do for any member of the firefam. What I wanted was for the firefam to show up for Buck in a way that he uniquely needs. How, I don’t know--perhaps taking a jab at his loneliness, surprising him with a dinner party at the loft, whatever. Something that told Buck “we see your pain, we see how tough your parents are, how you and Maddie need family who will show up and treasure you no matter what (WHICH BTW INCLUDES YELING AT YOU WHEN YOU’VE BEEN AN IDIOT AND TELLING YOU TO PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF CRAP DON’T ENDANGER YOURSELF LIKE THAT AGAIN, PLEASE VALUE YOURSELF), that’s what Buck needed. An episode that would help him learn to treasure himself, believe in himself more, love the fact that he never gives up about himself, learn that dangerous stunts and running into things without thinking because he bleives that’s what gets him love is incorrect and unecessary. We didn’t get any of that. The episode was also trying to kill two birds with one stone, which brings me to my last point:

4. Framing Buck Begins around the sibling’s relationship, while GORGEOUS (seriously LOVED these moments they did and the casting was amazing, and both JLH and OS played their younger selves to perfection) I wish had been placed in a completely different episode. They didn’t belong here in an episode of Buck learning about himself. And because of the amount of airtime they took up, we ended up with an episode where Buck doesn’t really learn about himself in the end. Everything remains largely external instead of internal.

All in all, I feel like we need another Buck Begins episode to right the wrongs of this one. Nothing has been solved or fixed. Buck’s relationships remain pretty much the same going in as they do leaving. He has found no peace, no resolution (except in confirmation that Maddie loves him, which is nice, but largely external) he is still fuled by the belief that reckless behavior is what wins him teh love and attention of those around him.

This frustrates me to no end. If you feel like Buck Begins did scratch every itch for you, I’d love to talk and see your perspective as well, because I hate this itchy feeling of dissatisfaction and I dearly hope I’ve missed something here.

Anyway sorry this got so long. Didn’t realize I had QUITE so many thoughts until I started writing and then shit happened. If you made it to the end, thank youa nd I’d LOVE to hear your thoughts, whether you agree or disagree.

[wrestlingisfake]

Wrestle Kingdom 15 day 2 preview

TBD vs. Jay White - White is challenging for the IWGP heavyweight title and IWGP intercontinental title, against the winner of Tetsuya Naito vs. Kota Ibushi from last night.  In fact several of the matches on this card are major spoilers for yesterday’s show, so I guess the whole thing needs to go under the cut.

Kota Ibushi vs. Jay White - Ibushi defeated Tetsuya Naito last night to become the 73rd IWGP heavyweight champion and the 27th IWGP intercontinental champion.  White is using his “IWGP double championship right to challenge” contract to receive this title shot.  If White wins, Ibushi’s 24 hours as double champion would be the shortest reign in the history of either championship.

Ibushi was devastated when he was knocked out of the Double Gold Dash last year, and moreso when he lost to White in the consolation match.  Ibushi and White met again during the G1 Climax, where Jay beat him again.  Ibushi nevertheless won the G1 Climax to earn the “right to challenge” contract.  However, the contract is defended like a championship, and Ibushi put it on the line against White...who beat him again.  White then elected to take January 4 off and schedule his title match with Naito for January 5.  However, Naito decided to spend the 4th defending the title against Ibushi.  The upshot is that Ibushi has finally achieved his dream, but he must immediately put it all on the line against his nemesis, who isn’t exhausted from working last night.

Frankly, I’m not sure why they set this up where the 1/4 main event sets up who gets to wrestle White, like he’s the biggest star in this thing.  I suppose maybe the idea is that he’s unavoidable so that you’ll worry until the very end that he could ruin everything. Maybe that psychology connects with the Japanese audience.  It doesn’t with me.  I’d rather just see the best and/or biggest match close the second show, and White vs. Ibushi isn’t it.  Their match at Wrestle Kingdom 14 last year was so dull that I lost interest for about 20 minutes.  Jay will go for the same cheap heat spots he always goes for, and Ibushi will randomly no-sell or oversell each of them, depending on whether he wants to be Ultra Instinct Shaggy or Ricky Morton at any given moment.

I suppose White-Ibushi matches have been fun, sometimes.  I really liked the G1 Climax 2019 final.  But personally I was over this feud months ago.  I really hope they’ve come up with some new material, or this is going to be a long slog for me.  I’m picking Ibushi to win, because I really don’t think they’ll book White to win just to troll the Tokyo Dome.  But the bigger problem is, I wouldn’t care if they did.

Taiji Ishimori vs. Hiromu Takahashi - Ishimori is defending the IWGP junior heavyweight championship.  Hiromu defeated El Phantasmo last night to earn this title shot.  Ishimori won the title from Takahashi on August 29, although they met again in the Best of the Super Jr. tournament on November 15, where Hiromu won.  So this is the rubber match.

This match should be good to great, but it feels inevitable that Takahashi will regain the title.  That’s not all bad, since he’s a big star and I’m a fan, but the match would mean more if Ishimori had been built up bigger.  I suppose the pandemic made that difficult, since there were enough shows (or junior heavyweights) for Taiji to really burn through other top contenders.

I guess I’ll just try to get in the mindset of enjoying Hiromu’s coronation, instead of hoping for a match that could go either way.  Then, on the off chance Ishimori actually wins, I’ll be properly shocked.  But I’m not betting on that happening.

EVIL vs. SANADA - Welp, it had to happen--after Evil turned on Los Ingobernables de Japon and joined Bullet Club, it was only a matter of time before his tag team partner Sanada finally got a hold of him and...wait.  I’m looking at my notes for the Evil-Sanada match from October 17.  I’m frankly not sure why Sanada suddenly got mad at Evil two months after winning that match.  I’m pretty sure they just ran out of ideas for each guy.  Well, the October bout wasn’t as emotionally charged as I wanted anyway, so I’ll take a delayed grudge match if I can get it.

I believe Kevin Kelly commented recently that a win for Sanada here moves him closer to the main event title picture, but a loss sends him tumbling back down. I’d agree with that assessment.  Along the same lines, a win for Evil suggests a renewed push for him, whereas a loss would signal that they’re putting him on the back burner for a while.  I don’t expect either guy to headline the really big shows, but even on the lesser shows, only the winner of this match makes sense chasing the heavyweight and intercontinental titles.

I’d be in favor of these two brawling all around the ringside area (as much as safety procedures allow) and getting it out of their system.  Blow this feud off quickly, so we can get on with new business--Sanada working his way up the ladder, and Evil plotting against his rivals within Bullet Club.  I’m picking Sanada to win.

Shingo Takagi vs. Jeff Cobb - Takagi is defending the NEVER title.  Cobb beat Shingo in their last singles encounter in September, but Takagi wasn’t champion yet.  So Cobb had to beat him again in a tag match in December to set up this match.  Of course, in the meantime, Cobb turned heel by joining Will Ospreay’s new stable, the Empire.

You could always count on either of these guys to have a great clubberin’ battle, but Cobb’s heel turn should add a vicious new edge to this matchup.  We should get a strong showcase of what to expect from Evil Jeff Cobb, above and beyond what he demonstrated in World Tag League.  Accordingly, I think he basically has to win the title.  There just isn’t anything so important that it’s worth keeping the belt on Takagi; the most interesting thing he could do right now is chase Cobb.  So this is another “feels like a foregone conclusion” match on a card full of them.  At least this one should be fairly different from the others.

El Desperado & Yoshinobu Kanemaru vs. Master Wato & Ryusuke Taguchi - Despy and Kanemaru are defending the IWGP junior heavyweight tag team titles.  Wato and Taguchi each managed to beat Despy in one-on-one matches during Best of the Super Jr., so I guess they figured they’d make a go of it as a team.

If you’d told me a year ago that a Young Lion would come back from excursion with a bunch of fancy vignettes, and it was all to build to this match, past-me would never have dreamed that the new guy would be the dimmest star of this group.  But as it happens, Desperado had an epic star-making performance in BOSJ, Taguchi is a comedy institution in the promotion, and Kanemaru is at least a champion.  Wato just hasn’t been booked like a hot new star, and the whole idea of having guys like Taguchi and Hiroyoshi Tenzan coach him just makes him look weaker.  You get the feeling this match is designed to help him recover from all that, except that I have no confidence he’ll actually win the big one in the Tokyo Dome.  If he loses here, he’s basically Captain New Japan Mark II.

What’s worse for Wato is that I’m not even sure it’s a good idea for him to finally win the big one, not at Desperado’s expense.  The drama of the BOSJ final took me from “Oh, that one guy who looks like Skeletor cosplaying El Kabong” to “holy shit El Desperado isn’t fucking around.”  They need to run with that, and maybe dropping the tag title is step one.  But dropping it to Master Wato?  I guess Wato could pin Kanemaru, but still.

To me the best finish for everyone involved is if the champs retain and Wato flips out and turns on Taguchi.  But that sort of thing is awfully swerve-y for New Japan, and it’s smarter not to assume it’ll happen every time it’d be a little convenient.  So I guess we’ll see what they’ve got.  But I feel safe predicting the champs retain and Wato doesn’t get over as a babyface.

Toru Yano vs. Bad Luck Fale vs. Chase Owens vs. BUSHI - This is a four-way match to decide who gets first possession of the provisional KOPW 2021 trophy. Whoever holds the trophy at the end of the year will be the official King of Pro Wrestling in 2021, or something.  Yano won the title for 2020, but it’s a new year so we have a new title.  The participants here were the final four of last night’s New Japan Ranbo gauntlet match.  I gather that the first man to score a fall over any other opponent wins.

This is a pretty oddball lineup so I would imagine this match will just be a lot of shenanigans.  All four guys will cheat to win, but Owens and Fale will work together to double-team cheat, so they can be bigger heels than the other two.

Yano originally won the KOPW 2020 trophy in a four-way like this one, by stealing a pin over Kazuchika Okada of all people.  So I would think that makes him a heavy favorite to win here.  The only question is if the bookers think it’d be funnier for his tricks to backfire when dealing with the massive, extremely irritated Fale.  I think I’d rather see Fale defending the trophy for six months, to be honest, but my gut says Yano will win again.

AZM & Saya Kamitani & Utami Hayashishita vs. Natsupo & Himeka & Maika - This is one of two women’s matches to provide exposure to STARDOM, the women’s promotion owned by New Japan’s parent company.  In Japan it’s seems to be considered normal for promotions to be all-male or all-female, and for fans to only want to see one or the other on a given event.  So I get the impression some New Japan fans have a problem with running Stardom matches on a NJPW show, although I certainly don’t see why.  In any case, TV and streaming rights mean that Western fans probably won’t actually see this match; I’m not even sure it will be televised.  And I unfortunately know nothing baout Stardom, so it’s kind of pointless for me to comment on performers I’ve never heard of in a match I’ll probably never get to see.

Tam Nakano & Mayu Iwatani vs. Syuri & Giulia - Another women’s match to showcase Stardom.  In this case I at least recognize Iwatani’s name from some ROH shows a couple of years ago, but that’s about it.  I’m all for getting women’s wrestling some more exposure anywhere you can do it, but unfortunately these matches are aimed at the live audience in the Tokyo Dome, and won’t do much good raising my awareness.

[gotmeringinghellsbells]

Your Going

Fandom: My Hero Academia 

Characters: Eijiro Kirishima, Katsuki Bakugou

A/N: I love the two heroes movie and have been getting various ideas form it. This was one of them but was more or less a writing warm up. 

Description: Kirishima wants to go to the small lecture being held with in the I-Island convention. Free food, a lot of friends and same cool inventions! It sounded nice, especially after the long day he’d had with his best friend. The best friend who would rather not go at all. Well, the red head wasn’t going to have that.

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“Aw come on man!” Red eyes rolled before closing. “Why the hell would I want to go to that boring ass event? It’s just a bunch of old geezers talking.” A pout was presented on the rock puppy’s face. “Yeah but we get free food out of it man. Free, gourmet food!”  

Bakugou wasn’t budging. Of course not. “I don’t have any formal wear dumb ass.” That should end the conversation. “I figured.” Wait. “That’s why I brought you stuff!” Damn it. Red eyes snapped open as the blonde sat up with a huff. “Are you shitting me shitty hair?!” The other smiled proudly as he held up the two suits. 

“Come on man, I’m hungry! We’ve hardly eaten all day!” Mainly because Bakugou got one glimpse of that purple bastard and took off in the other direction. One distraction lead to another and they only had breakfast today. They’d also been running around and enjoying various events together that required a lot of movement. 

“Then I’ll take you out for ramen or some shit. I’m not going.” He turned his head with a scowl, arms crossing. “Yes, we are.” The red head hooked the two suits on the shared dresser before turning to his friend. “Says who?” 

There was extra weight on the bed. “Says me.” Bakugou hadn’t bothered to move his legs when the rest of his body had resituated, which Kirishima made a note of. “I’m really hungry and this is my first formal event. Come on man, please?” His best friend looked cute with a small, soft smile and pleading eyes, but Bakugou was a strong man…. teen. 

“Then go by yourself. I’m sure the extras will be there.” The smile turned into a pout before Kirishima sat down beside the other. “So now our classmates are extras?” He just didn’t want to talk about this! He just wanted to stay in their room, maybe go into town and get something to eat, and come back and go to bed. A new day meant more villain things to destroy !

“Eijiro, it’s getting close to eight. Either go alone, or come get dinner with me at some diner.” The other pouted. “But…. your my best friend!” It was a sad attempt of persuasion but one nonetheless. “Do I look stupid and made of metal?” The boy narrowed his eyes. “He’s a great guy, alright?! He didn’t get invited, and you did.” He leaned in closer, thumb point towards himself. “And you chose me to be your plus one. So why would you not only invite someone who isn’t your best friend, share a bed and room with them, hang out with them all day, and oh yeah offer to buy them dinner if they weren;t your best friend.” The other smirked as the blonde looked away in defeat. 

“Whatever dumb ass, I’m still not going.” The smirk fell as the redhead pouted again. “Katsuki, come on. Don’t make me use force.” The other actually snorted with a large smirk on his face. “Are you threatening me? I’d like to see you try shitty hair. Besides, didn’t I beat your ass in the sports fest?” 

There was a crack of the knuckles before the other sat up more. “Maybe you need another ass whopping?” Kirishima smiled a bit. “Oh, I don’t think so. This time I’m taking you down.” His hands weren’t fists, they were clawed. Bakugou hesitated, shit. He wasn’t!

“Because I know your weakness Katsuki Bakugou.” Shit, shit, shit! The blonde grabbed the other’s hands, interlocking fingers as he pushed against him. “Weakness? I’m not the one that’s quirk cuts out because of even the slightest threat of being tickled. Not to menttion I don’t ask my superior friend for more and make him stop what he’s fucking doing,” he pulled the other up and onto the bed, back down first as he threw a leg over the red head. “No matter if it’s studying ot trying to train. Make me stop what I’m doing to cheer you up because your anxious, because you had a bad day, because you need the attention.” Kirishima’s face heated up before he used all his might to flip the tables. Strong hips. “How about less insulting and more laughing, huh jerk face?” Eijiro was getting hangry. 

He freed his hands, dodging attacking ones before digging into his best friend’s ribs. Bakugou’s hands pulled back to cover his mouth, eyes squeezed shut. Legs pushed the blankets around as heels dug into them. Damn this bastard! Bakugou had let him get too close, to friendly. He knew all his spots and how each would react. With that said, the blonde knew the same about Red Riot. 

But like hell was Ground Zero about to uncover his mouth to fight back. Why the hell would he give this little shit the satisfaction of hearing him laugh, huh? “Something the matter Kats-ski, I know you wanna let it all out. All you have to do is move your hand away.” That tease! That’s it! “Huh? Pff-! Whahahait! Ahahaha, S-Suki!”

The red head fell back onto his butt on top of the other’s thighs, arms crossing to try and protect himself. “Come on man, I wanna eat!” He let out another soft giggle as a hand found his tummy. “You need to get a damn shirt for your costume dumb ass. And my name is Katsuki.” The redhead’s eyes widened as he felt the mattress come up beneath him again. 

Oh no. He looked up with fear to see the evilest smirk ever just peering into him. His hands were above his head as fingers moved dangerously close to his quiet zone. “Huh? Wait a second! I-I didn’t even touch your worst spot!” Of course the blonde would fight dirty, but this wasn't going to be a fin dirty. 

He was trying to hide in himself, whimpering and giggling with slight anticipation. “This is mean Katsuki!” Was it? Probably. “Then let’s forget this childish crap and get some food!” The other wasn’t going to give up like that. “There’s food here! Just put the freaking tux on and let’s go!” Such nerve for someone who was still exposed to the enemy. 

“It’s going to be fucking boring and past my,” ah shit. He paused. “Your bedtime, I know, I know! But you can sleep in! Please? I’ve really never been to anything like this and I was really excited. It’s not the same to go alone or with the others. I want to go with you, man. Your the one who brought me here.” 

Operation puppy dog eyes were a go! But ineffective. “Seriously Ei? It’s a dumb gathering of people who talk about things neither of us will understand. I’ll make you gourmet crap when we get home if you want. My grandmother has a few recipes.” Nope, the other wasn’t giving up. Bakugou could see this himself. 

“I don’t want to go.” 

“How often are we going to get to do this?

“When we’re famous, whenever.” 

They were like a married couple. Kirishima went to shift weight again but was held down firmer. “I will use force. I’m not going Kirishima.” Soft giggles escaped as mouth that attempted to hide itself as the hardener started to react to soft scratching under his arm. “Nhahahao!” The blonde thought it over. 

This meant a lot to the other and he really didn’t want to see his friend disappointed. It wasn’t like Kirishima bent over backwards for him, but he was…. Caring and considerate. He normally respected Bakugou’s wishes or gave up fighting them after a while. But not this. He really wanted to go to this and the blonde could see it. 

Frankly, Ground Zero didn’t have an excuse for not wanting to go. Not a good one anyway. “I don’t want to be bored,” he stated as he slowly stopped. The red head was panting softly before he looked up to his best friend “Huh?” 

The blonde wore a soft blush as he climbed off his friend. “I just don’t want to be bored. I don’t care baout this stupid place, you just seemed like you wanted to go. The only thing here I actually have liked are the training games. I didn’t come here to hear a bunch of nerds and geeks talk tech and future, I don’t care about what they have to say. “The food I could care less about. I’d rather have my evening free and pay for food then sit through a lecture until who knows when, eat, and wake up late for what could be training.” Oh. Red Riot hadn’t thought of it that way before. He frowned. Was he a bad friend?

“Those nerds and geeks are talking about stuff that even Hatsume would find amazing. Improve our quirks, improves society, new inventions, all these amazing things and you don’t want to hear about them? Midoriya was telling me about a helmet that let you see all around your body when you put it on. A deep sea diving suit that makes you look like something from another planet.

“All Might is here too, so he’ll probably be there too. Maybe they’ll get him to say a few things.” Pulling out the All Might card, was he? So be it. “I’m not stopping you from going.” Come on man! That was it. Before the blonde could process he was on his back, an insane ticklish sensation shooting up his leg. “PFFFF! HAHAHA!” He covered his mouth quickly as he tried to fight back with his free foot. 

That bastard! “Come on dude, just come with me!” Too ticklish, too ticklish! The other kicked harder, especially when his best friend went for the toes. Okay, too much! “FINE ALREADY YOU LOSER!” Finally! Kirishima stopped quickly before just dropping the foot and walking back to the dresser. 

The smile on his face irked the blonde. Both knew the younger would be getting it later. “Awesome! So… roses or bland?” This was going to be a long night.

[headcans-oneshots-and-stuff]

The bat-boys in our universe... (HC)

Requested by @jornnagreyjoy

Alrighty than so i always see these fanfic where the reader is from the modern world and the batboys somehow get to the modern world but what annoys me is the reader is this super fan of them and is rather imo unlikable because of how awkward and fangirly she is so sense your request are open can i get the batboys x modern reader headcanons. (Like how would they react or think of the reader as well what would the reader think) protective tomboy reader loving her new friends. sfw or nsfw or both.

I hope it lives up to your expectations. I gave my best. *@* (<-a little duck in case you don‘t)

It all started on a pretty nice day

The sun was shining and the air was somehow fresher than usually

Even though, you had a feeling that this day wouldn‘t stay that nice, you grabbed your purse and headed to the subway

The city was busy, as always, but you liked the anonymity the city allowed you

With no destination in mind you just walked around, going into stores here and there.

Then, after an hour or something, you wanted to go to your favorite cafe to continue that book you wanted to write for ages now

But in order to do so you‘d either need to go right though one of the most busy streets o take a shortcut through some isolated alleys

Against your better will you took the alleys

And you regretted it, when ou encountered four figures who were dressed in strange costumes

But you lived in NewYork and the day you‘ll back away without a fight isn‘t written yet.

„Oi, you guys know Halloween isn‘t for another nine months or so?“

All of them looked at you confused

That‘s how it started

You‘re not sure how, but an hour later you sat with four crazy boys in your living room and listened to them telling you, that they were from another unierte, where they were known superheros

You came from a small village and only recently (well, two years ago) moved to NY so you never really knew things about all those comics

But, even though you didn‘t believe them, something baout those boys peaked your interest

So you decided to take care of them

You mostly wore masculine clothes (they were way more comfortable, practical and they had huge pockets!!!) and your clothes luckily fitted the boy in his teens (Tim)(even though you were around the age off the two oldest boys, Jason and Dick), but you still needed something for the three other boys

Luckily you were on good Terms with your neighbors and in exchange for the promise that you‘d water their plants the next time they‘d be on vacation, they lend your three ‘cousins‘ whose luggage got lost on the airport

They all fitted good (even though Damian was annoyed that there were cartoon cars on his shirt)

Somehow, after all this, you found yourself starting to believe their stories

Maybe it was the way they talked or just their general aura, but there was something abnormal about them

Something that didn’t belong in the normal world

But you loved it

It was like breathing fresh air after you‘d been stuck in a small place for a while

Those boys just seemed so....special

Dick was exactly how you imagined a grown up boy-scout and way too flirty at the same time

Jason was the embodiment of a hard shell and a soft core

He acted all bad-boy like, but, since you grew up with three older brothers, you were able to look directly threw his facade

Tim was best-friend-material

He was super clever and you were able to talk with him without having to say much

And then there was Damian

It wasn‘t that you didn’t like him, you did, but he was pretty hard to talk to

He kinda reminded you of yourself when you were younger, but you still weren’t able to get through to him

Originally the boys also had a pretty clear opinion of you

You were kind, funny and nice

But that changed a bit when you were in the store to get something to eat (the boys were with you)

Maybe it was the universe trying to get the boys back on track or it was just your luck, but the store got robbed

The boys were about to take the robber down, but before they could do anything you‘d already punched that guy so hard in the face that he fell backwards into a cabinet and unconscious

That changed the boys‘ opinion of you

Dick saw it in front of him

You in your own constume with the bat-symbol and everything

He already felt the brotherly love and protectiveness

Jason was just like: Wow...Was she this whole time that hot?

After that the flirting began

Much to Damians dismay

He wouldn‘t admit it in front of anybody, but the fact that you could defend yourself made him almost like you

And he saw potential in your punch

Tim‘s opinion didn’t really change

He had already liked you before

Even though it made him somehow sad, because that was another reason to miss you when he would be back home

All in all your decision to take the alley instead of the busy street was the start of a great friendship

[infinitd]

Guilty

This is the last one. I’m already hovering the delete button but I have to type this one out first. It’s been sitting stewing and now festering in the back of my mind for way too long now. I’m guilty of way too much all at the same time and all of them with the singular cause that is me. Maybe this blog is public in that secret shared way some thigns get and the whole squad has BEEN reading it and trying to give healing and support in their own way without really knowing. lol. NOT. Well.... Where to even begin? Weed? Lix? Lovers? Parents? Brain? Siblings? Art? Pretty cool how they present themselves like that once you open the double bolted, extra secured walled off and guarded door. So lets do the order they’re already in.  Weed Is great and now it gives me anxiety and mild panic attacks. I get so paranoid I feel like the whole world is watching me and even now the primary craving is for fucking nicotine of all things and the association built between the 2 are too strong to break. Not that it would even be useful to. Weeds usefullness has run its course in my life and a dependancy I have spent the better part of a decade now has to go unsatisfied with a complete reversion to sobriety because alcohol was gotten over LONG ago. I’m still tending towards bingeing behaviour with that but its almsot always a reaction rather than an actual desire to get fuucked up. No more high nights floating just under my ceiling . Hours and hours of dota and that most NEET night time routines. No more weed first thing at parties or braais and hanging with friends too stoned to converse or just talking about weed like its the only thing in my life. Prepare for a million comments on how different I am and a tacit understanding that I probably wanna get high until everyone gets used to the idea of me just being and then aggresively EXISTING again. Along with all the negative attention that comes with that I have completely lost understanding and connection with. Well that’s weed I guess (Shit i got distracted and Imma have to read all this shit again )

Lix

 The bestie thing is all fucked up and my (probably correct) suspicion is that he’s just good old tired of me. I nthat friend way. There is literally no value to my friendship. Not even material and he’s unemployed at the moment so you know it’s bad. That last cash send felt like paying rent on a friendship and I figure he must have also felt pretty gross taking it even though he needed it. Lol I wont be doing that again.I’m just intellectually and emotionally inferior at the moment, Fuck the complex. It’s just faxx now. The other one is at least figureing out (bizarre and mildly fucked up) shit for himself but Stormu no Kyodai really is just about over now. The bands broken up and all those successful bands breakups make sense now. You’ve just drawn every but of moisture and goodness out of a thing and it gets husky and weird to keep tending to it. I haven’t been a decent human being never mind friend for so long that I completely udnerstand and agree with how I’m being handled. It doesn’t even hurt that bad. It’s just weird and awkward for everyone involved and it does me no good to be catching shots. especialyl when i’m not really doing anything about it then and there. It’s only ever fun if I have a reply and this time I don’t. not even a little one. Just weak allusions to “progress” when it’s just good old fashioned laziness now. So this I deserve and I’m trying to cultivate my own friendships but my source material to work with now isn’t great and invariably I will probably find myself in a similar position to him before long. That weed addition is pretty rough on anything truly meaningful. All in all it is pretty sad that things can go this way especialyl with the newest addition of having productive and contributary friends in your life. Of course it’sa  good thing but it did kinda eliminate me from the running and that makes me lame. Now it’s just navigating this kinda weird and uncomfortable space where he wont say shit to cause damage. I wotn say shit cos I have hope and in the meanwhile the relationship will circle the proverbial drain until distance, time or some other factor snaps the last frayed string. But it is what it is. Lovers

Is actualyl kinda good. The one thing i’ve reconciled at the seeming expense of everything else is love and relationships and my ways of dealing and itneracting with em. I don’t miss exes and I don’t pine over lost lovers other that the typical momentary lapses which is cool. My current love is great. She’s good to me and I’m trying to be to her and its just good, Good all round. All good. Goodness. I sometimes feel like im trying to convince my self of something when it coems to this but actions and results sort of show themselves and it’s just been a constant relief since I’ve surrendered to it really. I’m not even holding my breath for it to last or building foundation. I’m just doing and that seems to work out best when it comes to just about everything.( This does not Feel Good Inc). PRetty wild to me that the lvoers part of this is by far the shortest and best handled but its revelaton did come at the cost of everyting else so yeah...

Parents Is god fucking awful. I mean in truth it’s kind of incredible. I’ve got the best pair imaginable on my team but it’s the resignation that kills my heart of hearts. There is no more expectation of hope or action. No drive or threats. Just plain shoulder shrugs and even that i deserve but when I finally figred it out it floored me. I have no idea baout their intentions or plans anymore. I’m completely out of the loop for the whole family it seems and I’m jsut waiting for the announcement of the intervention or the move out order or the random cash giveaway to get rid of me, I don’t even know but if not for mom I’d have been kicked out long ago. That’s pretty much a certainty and that “mothering” thing is startign to show both it’s calue and its problems. It’s far too comfortable a place to give up easily especially when you don’t bother to be really self aware. But here we are typing the things out. That’s ...a thing.... That they’ll never read or know about and that’s ok. 

Brain

Is poop cos I smoked too much but its Ok too. The regeneration process is gonna be a trip of its own. Really uncomfortable and loopy with unexplainable feelings and intuitions but that’s also OK. Better than Ok it’s recovery. The body will will be right there trhrough the process. I’m even interested in things again. Siblings is also a bit fucky. The disappointment is tangible but they’re not allowed to give up yet. We all inherited that one and it does help when i see the glimmers of hope. I don’t feel garbage but it normally starts with e being normal and not being in my head while interacting. Doing that assuming the best thing I used to be so good at. E is over me and kinda frustrated. Very Kev of him. Neez is trying but she has another baby to babysit and care about and I’m a tangential concern at best. The Suicide scare kind of reminded them of my existence in a weird but valuable way but it’s not an angle Im really trying to take. Especially now that I jsut realised what that anrrative ust look like to everyone it was shared withg hand it certainly was with khan which means by extension by the rest of the family. Probably explains strange interations now while i’ve been willfully poblivious and now I have to work to be cool again but it also wont ever be the same again unless someone else fucks up. But that’s a life long journey and doesn’t feel like it has the same urgency as the others. I’m alot more understood than I thought I was and that’s not a bad thing .

Art I’m going to go and make art and eat my girlfriends pussy and that’ll make me feel better and I’m excited for that.

Goodbye old complainy tumblr 

[parkbearum]

Desideratum

Part 1

Description:He held you close,not wanting to let you go despite all thee rumors,but you knew it was wrong.CEO!Exo

Genre:Angst+fluff

Sehun X Reader

All the guilt has been piling up on your chest for the past week.You did not want to leave him,he felt home but all the people around you must have known something as they were all warning you to stay away from him.

And you were determined to find out why.

There had been many people with bad reputation among the girls but none of them were isolated like him.He was a successful CEO of a big company and he was undeniably handsome so there was either a dead body he had been hiding or he seemed annoying to the others.

They had been warning you about how much of a small talker he is before he had found you.You found out that if he’s asked questions,maybe dozens of them,eventually he gives up and answers.You felt like he was just never approached before,like a wild eagle that had been waiting for someone to find him in dark.

You pushed the button on the elevator.You were determined to find out why he had such a bad reputation from the workers you had met in his party.They were all secretly admiring him but seemed too scared to talk to him as they thought he was dangerous.The thought of Sehun being dangerous seemed too funny to you as he was just a normal person,only if you had known he was only like that when he was around you.

You slowly pushed the door open after meeting a few pairs of curious eyes.You were never a good talker but you were going to make this work,you had to.

“Su-jin!” you said approaching the blonde girl with a forced smile.She had a small smile on her lips as you made your way to her desk.

“Hi!” she said as she offered you a chair.”What brings you here?” she asked as he ordered a tea for you.

Only if she’d known you were seeing Sehun.

If they had known,they would not even look at you let alone talking to you.You could see the desire on their eyes when they saw him.They all admired him but as clear as it was,they were cowards.

“I heard my friend went home with this boos of yours yesterday” you said,acting all worried like they did all the time.”I wanna warn her about him but I have no evidence to do so.” you finished your sentence as you shook your shoulders and pursed your lips.

“You want information?” she said transforming into a robot in 0.001 seconds.

You nodded faster than she could ever imagine and opened your eyes wide.You seemed like a gossiper girl who was dying to learn something about this bad gut but in reality,your insides were shaking from anxiousness,hoping your act would work on the blonde girl.

“Let’s go to the terrace” she said guiding you as your heart pounded 1233 times in a second,afraid to find about the truth he has been keeping away.

“So you wanna save your friend you say?” she said as she looked closely at you,making you regret coming here.

“Yeah....She’s just too innocent” you said as your knuckles turned white from holding your bag too tight.

“Alright then” she said as she let the walls carry her weight,leaning onto them.

“Many people say that he’s dangerous and all,also that he does not qualify of feelings...”she said looking at the city under her eyelashes.

”But that’s rubbish.It’s true that he is not a man of talking but I have never seen him as a cold man,even after the incident.” she said taking another look at your curious expression.

“He’s just been through too much,too much for a human being to take.He did not have parents from the beginning so all this ‘he got the business from his parents’ thing is a lie.He build all of it himself,with some help of course.That help became the death of him” a few tears escaping her eyes.”He loved a girl,a long time ago.And to your surprise,they fell in love” she said chuckling to herself.

”They were high school sweethearts.I swear they both felt at ease when they saw each other.When the girl saw him,she felt her knees go weak,and his eyes shone at the sight of her.” she said looking at her hands.

“Sehun was always a quiet man,from before.But when he was with the girl,you could feel his happiness and joy from the way he smiled at her.She was her sunshine and he was her moon.” she said,unable to control her breath.

“Sehun had to borrow money from underground when he set up the business.He was just too young,you know.He was sure that he could pay it but the days passed,he did not.Not that he did not have money but he was too blinded by his own,new life that he forgot about the loan.The girl reminded her a few times,warned him but he just smiled back.” she said gulping.

“2 years ago,they came to his house,only finding his dear love he had been protecting so carefully.They called him,telling him that he should bring the money at that moment or she was dead.He brought the money,triple amount that he had borrowed but all he could see was his dead lover and a note saying that she was in peace” she said,unable to stop her tears.

“I know all this because I’m her sister,was actually.” she said,leaving you at how wounded sehun actually was.

“So tell that friend of yours” she said,you got ready for every kind of insult and warning that was about to spill from her mouth.

“Tell her to love Sehun as much as she can.” your pupils widened.”He had been through too much until now,tell her not to play with him.tell her to care baout him and try to heal his scars” she said walking towards the door.

“Even if they seem too deep”

You were not planning to stop by his house today but there you were,arguing with yourself in front of his door.You were heartbroken after hearing his story and all you wanted to do was to eat ice cream and cry but the sister had told you that today was their anniversary.You immediately drove to his apartment,still wanting to cry.

You knew he was inside somewhere,staring blankly at the walls.You wanted to go and hug him but who were you?

You were not his girlfriend or someone he could call sister.You were certainly not his family or his relative,not even a friend.You were just you.

You knocked the door,waiting for some kind of response.You were shocked as you heard his voice,a bit deeper than usual.

“W-Wait a minute” he said,voice hoarse.

You could feel yourself getting closer to crying,he sounded upset as he opened the door.You took a moment to take the image in front of you.

His eyes were puffy as he wiped them off.

“Hi” you said in a low tone,not wanting to sound too weak.

“H-hey” he said as tears slowly washed his face

His kneels felt weak just thinking about it,now he had to give up.He let his body fall on the floor as you hugged him tightly.He had been feeling alone,for the longest time ever and now there was the girl,hugging him and whispering sweet things.

He found his miracle.

You slowly caressed his hair as you felt his tears wet your shoulder.You could feel he was feeling too much pain as his shoulder started to shake.You caressed his back slowly,saying that it was alright to cry an he should just let it go.Hearing your words made him cry more but it was good,good that he was letting it all out.

“It’s fine” you said as he slowly caught his breath.

“You knew?” he asked,eyes till puffy as he pulled out f your embrace.

“No..” you said while fixing his hair slowly,not making eye contact.”I just found out” you said as he lifter his face up to look at you.

“H=how--......It doesn’t matter” he said as you caressed his face softly.

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you” he said as you took his hands into yours.There was no reason for him to feel this way.

“It’s okay.I didn’t ask ..and you didn’t tell.” you said as you realized that you had been crying with him all along.”It’s gone now” you said wiping your face off.

“It’s just-” he said,unable to stop himself crying while you hugged him once again.

The rest of the night continued as he slowly lifter his face up from your chest and you reassuring him,that it was fine.You made him tea and for the first time ever ,he talked.

He talked like he had been waiting for it for so long.He told you about the girl,his business and how he ‘screwed up’.He told you his memories,sometimes his eyes shone like the bright stars,sometimes tears found their way back on them.He told you about his love,affection and passion,his dreams,his family who he had never known and all the small details that he could fit in the night.

It was 3 am when he finally fell asleep,leaving you with your own thoughts and hoping that maybe,just maybe,he would love you like he loved her.

Ok there it goes.Maybe I’ll continue coz I like the way it goes until now.DID Y’ALL SEE PCY’S COSTUME LOOLL.It is gonna be a legendary halloween.

[sophie-uzm]

102: Posing

We went through body language in order to pose bucket kid in a way that conveyed an emotion. We talked about introversion and extroversion, meaning how a character curls in on them self or opens up to match how confident or positive they feel. Considering this we posed BK in several suggested emotions.

The first pose I used was joyful, where I made sure he was open, so his chest is puffed out slightly, his arms are away from him and he is standing tall. This worked out okay but i could possibly have done with more exaggeration to make it absolutely clear.

The second I chose was shy which was largely the opposite. I made the character very curled up with arms up as if comforting or protecting himself. he also is crouched slightly more with his feet and knees angled inwards which is something that people appear to do often when nervous. I did the first and second ones first since I knew they’d be opposites so I could get a grasp on two ends which I’m happy I did because attributes of each one made their way into the others.

The shocked pose was kinda similar to shy since shock is a pretty negative reaction and can involve fear. So the curled back and hands up in front partially come from that. At the same time however the hands being up are also supposedly a part of a fight or flight response, being ready to block something which is definitely a part of being shocked. I also had the character lean right back as if he just stepped back from the surprise and is trying to lean far away from whatever did shock him. I am pleased with this one too and feel like it portrays the emotion well though perhaps I could have found a way to exaggerate more.

For the attitude pose I wanted to make sure it was clear by using more than one gesture that would suggest it. So I included slanted hips, hands on hips, slightly tilted head, and also a puffed out chest and being stood mostly upright to show confidence which is largely related to attitude. This one was harder than expected because of the hand position, and I’m still not sure baout how the arms look as they’re a bit high up.

I also tried the prompt ‘seeing an airplane’ which i considered my own typical reaction for. I realised that often people often shade their eyes with their hand both to block the sun and to help see better. Since this prompt was similar to seeing a UFO I thought about how since they are more normal the reaction for a plane would be more neutral or even positive so I kept the character opened up and relaxed. I’m pretty happy with this pose. It’s rather simple but I think it looks the most natural by far.

[drewxmay]

Contestshipping Masterpost Part 12 and a half,12 and a whole, and 13 - Something I don’t know the name of, Odd Pokemon Out, and Spontanios Cumbuskin

The next episode is a Harley episode, but Bulbapedia says somthing about the ending in which May recives a letter and a rose from Drew (even though he was not seen in the episode) imforming her of another contest she can enter, so I'm thinking of skipping this one, and maybe the next one.

Also I'm mad at Bulbapedia for this incorrect entree on "odd pokemon out".

May is holding the rose and the letter she receives in the previous episode while on a boat. She apparently considers these two items as sentimental to her. As May already knows quite well what Drew means with the roses at this point in time now, her keeping and looking at Drew's romantic token that appeared in a prior episode is quite significant. However this is not necessarily a romantic hint, since there is a possibility that May is just taking "Drew's" entry in the next contest as a serious rivalry.

Bulbapedia your wrong. She still hasn't even thought about having a romantic relationship with drew and the following and past episodes show that she hasn't thought about it, and doesn't know what the roses mean. T.T

AND THEN WE HAVE SPONTANIOS CUMBUSKIN. this episode inspired me to make this masterpost so I'm just going to copy and paste, so it won't fit in as well as the past summaries I gave to episodes, which is why under each of the thinsg that I had said before I knew as much about contestshipping, I'll put a new comment, explaining what I think of it now.

MY BLUSHING CHART I SPENT A FULL HOUR ON THIS PLEASE OH PLEASE JUST READ IT (or maybe it is an episode review that older me is reviewing? this is not a bluching chart)

0:00 (now me) and we begin the episode with no Drew, and May is happy. Great. 1:22 (now me) well I thought that you already knew 1:34 (now me) no he did not send that. and he just told you. Wait why am I tagging this? 1:40 Well that was quick... (now me) well yes if you don't count the time that drew was off screen and the theme song, then it only took 30 or so seconds!

1:54 (now me) or you just followed May. Becuase you do that.

now me :skips team rocket:

2:49 (now me) DIIIEEEEEEE

3:00 (now me) Naw I'm fine

3:31 (now me) Munchlax: Well that rose isn't from Drew so it isn't for you! It's me me!

3:45 (now me) May did you forget that Drew has fangirls?

3:58 (now me) I'm pretty sure most of Drew's fangirls woul kill to see him in a swimsuit. Also artists whoa re drawing this give Drew a towl ebcuase they refuse to draw nipples.

4:03 Okay, this is was Drew normally thinks of people like this. They are fangirls and that is cool. He doesn't care that much, and really, she doesn't mean barely anything to him. Also, I'm not counting her blushings anymore, just saying. (now me) I am though!

4:21  (now me) Drew is acting how most people react after I draw them art.

4:34 (now me) People ask why he is mean to May but nice to her. I already said this before but I guess I'll just copy and paste a post.   Everybody seems to misunderstand Drew’s character, thinking that he is trying to make may upset, but he really isn’t. Let me explain.  Drew tries to make May want to learn more, For example, let’s take the episode where Drew was introduced. In that episode he was definitely watching her before they noticed him, so he had seen May training on the beach and decided to follow her, seeing that she could improve, and he knew how to improve. At the beginning Drew seems to be poking fun of how little ability she has, but this was actually so that she wanted to become better, and it works! For example: Who What When Where Wynuat. During the episode, they find Leechy berries, and because May didn’t know what they were, Drew tried mocking her of not knowing what they were so that she wanted to learn, and by the end of the episode… it worked! Many of the things that May knows is because Drew taught her. May would be too stubborn to really just take advice, and here is another reason why he does it. In “Three Sides to Every Story” (an episode that I believe to be referencing Contestshipping) an Electikid is making fun of (a Pokemon I don’t know how to spell’s name but it is something like Merrow) Merrow and Piplup thinks that he is just being mean, but during the episode we find out that Electikid is attacking her because he has a crush on her. Brock says, “Sometimes when a boy likes a girl, they will go out of their way to make fun of them” This is why Drew makes fun of May. He likes her, and it seems to be a great way to teach her to be a better coordinator. I have recently watched through a bit more of the episodes. At the first grand festival, Harley tells May to go through the entire Appeal round and then battling rounds with just silver wind. Drew knows that Harley is just trying to make may loose, and his first attempt to convince her not to do so was him just telling her it was a bad idea. He could’ve easily made fun of her for doing that and it would have definitely worked, but he decided not to and it didn’t work.   Drew was nice to briana becuase he didn't need to make fun of her in order for him to teach her, nor did he like her. He also didn't find her that interesting so he barley even tried to teach her during the episode. Now you know. 4:42 Drew you blushed at her bad pun. This is what happens when you like somebody. WHATS GOING ON BETWEEN YOU TWO? T^T

(now me) finally! we have the 3rd nickname. We have Mr.Perfect, Mr.Know-it-all, and Mr.Rose! (also thank you roserade)

4:56 OKAY JUST. THIS IS SO OUT OF CONTEXT. JUST THIS LOOKS LIKE IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT. WHAT WOULD YOU THINK IF YOU HEARD TWO PEOPLE SAY THIS? JUST. OMG. WOW. (me now) same reaction. It was so out of context, the writers just wanted to proove how canon it is.

5:09 (now me) Suuuuure he is Max. He also likes your sister.

5:16 I'm talking about this at the end, if you want to know why this is so important, read the rest and read the end. (now me) older me you forgot to discuss this scene at the end. I guess I have to. She's a noob.

There done.

okay but seriosly, nothing really needs to be said about this scene, there are a few others we need to mention later though.

5:53 Max was the best in this episode

:skips the part without may:

7:13 This has nothing to do with what I was saying buuuut... Wow this show sure does love to milk that Rocketshipping (James x Jessie) meme XDDDD (me now) James: looks at what seems to be Jessie with hearts for eyes: GROOVE MIME.JR!

“GROOVE MIME JR!”

7:57 (me now) Drew say that to May so that she can learn... or can she hear you? nah.

8:12 (me now) You beleive in your crush.

9:23 (me now) sirkit evolves into Masqurain. Briana is obsessed.

11:02 (me now)  Max why you askin?

11:22 Brock ships it. (me now) yes he does. Mr.Flirt finally gets it.

11:40 And this scene. As I said, I will explain why it is so important at the end. (me now) fine, I'll explain.

May has actually never thought about her and Drew being together before, right now she is finally considering it, but she had just started thinking baout it so we havn't notten that much development on it yet.

11:53 Blushing May. She has never thought about it. This is also what I will talk about at the end. this is about as important as the last one I will point out before explaining. (me now) but I JUST explained.

12:07 You kicked Harley out rewrote the script and made it your own Jessie. Change the words but some of the meaning still lies in there that Harley would say.

:skips the battle:

15:00 (me now) Oh look she also has a vibrava that evolves into flygon. Are you seriosly telling me that she isn't obsessed?

17:19 (me now) Drew hopes that May will win becuase he likes her

19:00 This scene. I will make more time frames on it just pay attention. (me now) No I will delete them off of this post so that I can.

19:14 (me now, the rest is me now) Teaching and crushing on May

19:25 And people got confused as to why is is nice to Briana

19:43 Ecxuse me Mr.Flirt?

19:47 This scene is so important.

Imma explain it right now

“I’m hoping to see you back here next year too May.” - Rhapsody in Drew  in Advance Battle “Hey May, just two more ribbons.” - Spontaneous Combusken in Battle  Frontier.   May never forgot what Drew said after the Grad Fesival. She never forgot how kiindly he had said that to her. Right now she is blushing like "oh my god am I falling in love" blushing. She had been thinking about what Briana had said and hen Drew spoke to her again like this she was reminded of both what briana had said about them having feelings for eachother, and what'd happened after the grand fesival. She is legitimatly starting to fall in love with Drew. Drew didn't forget what'd happened after the grand Fesivle either. He actually reminded her that she needed two mroe ribbons before the next grand festival, the one he was talking about when he had said "I'm hoping to see you here next year" (he ment another grand fesival not the hoen one) Their first serios romantic moment was on the beach after the grad fesivle, and now we are here again with a completly new revelation on May's part. Instead of being mystified at Drew's sudden kinda words she is sitting their, legitimatly like a schoolgirl in love with her crush standing in front of her. Compare the first scene from Advanced battle to this scene. There has been character development, and there will be more. Actually to be completly honest no other ship in pokemon has even come close to being as canon as this. Not Pokeshipping, not irakishipping, and not even armorshipping where they actually kissed. Pokeshipping came close, but it was more of a joke to the show, and I did see them try on irakishipping but it still didn't come close to contestshipping. Also before all of you aurmorshippers say that it was canon, just compare which one was better written. armoreshipping was just serena having a cruch on ash. That is poor writing. Contestshipping through actually has aspects of real life relationships, and it developed so damn well. If they brought these two characters back, either they would have completly ruined Drew's complex personality and just make him a jerk, or lets say that they actually wrote him the way that he is. They would have needed contestshipping. Okay that is all. the next episode is

[tellytantra]

(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); Sameer asks Naina why she dint tell him when it hurts. You used to tell me everything in the past. You had a right on me! She nods. I could as you weren’t like this earlier. It was different earlier. Where is that Sameer baout whom everyone was talking just now? He could fight with everyone for me. He could pull stars for me. He says the same for her. She says you could make stories just to see me once. You showed me so many dreams. Where did that love disappear? He says you also showed me so many dreams. You used to stare at me whenever you got a chance. I could only see love in your eyes. Where is that love? You should apologize. It is your mistake. She asks him if he thinks she is embarrassed to apologize to him. I was trying to pacify you that day but you told me I made your life hell! Who says that? He asks her if he says that every day. I wasn’t in a good mood that day when you were trying to pacify me. Anyways, our love and Naina has changed now! It isn’t like it was before. Sameer says our love has changed now. They turn and find their friends staring at them. Raj tells his wife Nisha that the love story he heard is different than what they can see right now. Naina walks away. Sameer heads in another corner. Munna and Pundit ask Sameer if he has gone mad. We thought things will be fine but this is too much! On the other hand, Nisha tells Naina she is relieved she dint have a love marriage. My husband isn’t witty or funny or charming like Munna, Pundit or Sameer but he does not fight with me openly atleast. Munna and Pundit try to convince Sameer to talk it out with Naina. Naina and Sameer walk away from their group of friends and look at each other. O Saathi Re plays. Back home, Sameer and Naina are seen crying. Bela overhears Naina crying and knocks at her door in concern. What happened? Open the door. Naina opens the door and hugs her. Bela asks her again what happened. Vishakha pats at Sameer’s shoulder who hugs her hard and cries. She calls out for Naina but there is no response. Vishakha tells Sameer to stop crying like a kid. Sameer shares that Naina went to Anand’s house. She asks him what happened lately. Calm down and tell me everything. Bela asks Naina again. Naina says Sameer always does that. Why did he do that? Sameer asks his mother why no one understands him or his emotions every time. Am I that bad? Vishakha shares that she called at factory and found out about his argument with Kamlesh Bhaisahab. How did it happen? I wouldn’t have found out about what happened between you and Kamlesh Bhai otherwise. Is it because of Naina? He shakes his head. She asks him what mistake he committed because of which this happened. Sameer recalls that day’s incidents and stands up defensively. Do you think only I fight and argue every time? Forget about you, no one can think or believe that someone else can be angry sometime too! Sameer cannot be wrong every time! Vishakha hugs him to calm him down. Naina asks Bela if she really was at fault. I told you everything that happened. Now you tell me! Bela makes her do high five. You don’t clap from one hand. You too must be somewhere at fault. Naina insists that Sameer only fights. Bela asks her if she thinks she is perfect. Vishakha tells Sameer she dint mean that. I don’t think so. Would I have come overnight hearing you sob over phone otherwise? She gives him water. Tell me why Kamlesh Bhaisahab separated you from factory. He shares that Mama ji and Devang make him sit in a corner. They behave badly with me. They don’t teach me anything. They don’t introduce me to their clients! I said that I am the owner in anger and maybe he dint like it! I promised your husband we wont meet again. What about that? Bela says we always hide our mistakes. We saw your side of the story but surely, there is another side too. What have you done from your side? Naina says I try to explain Sameer calmly whenever I have to say something to him but he shouts at me in front of everyone all the time. Sameer asks his mom how Vivek let her come here. He will break his relations with you! She denies. Relations don’t break so easily. He was insecure about you earlier that you might create distance between us but it did not happen. Over time, he also realised that he was wrong and felt really bad about it. This change came in him because of Naina. She apologizes sweetly to him. We also hid something from you like Naina. She speaks to us every Monday. All 3 of us talk about literally everything. Vivek picked her call once. They got talking and now she has become his favourite! Bela explains that we learn from our experiences. We also fight but you have to make continuous efforts to make a marriage work. Naina nods. Sameer has changed though! Bela nods. Sameer has changed from your imagination. This is the problem with love marriage. Dreams and reality are so different. You pass every test but you are failing in the exam of marriage. Since when did you start saying what all you have done? You only saw your dreams. Have you thought of what his dreams are? You dint understand the guy who fought with everyone for you. All you understood was that he fights with you over everything. You overshadowed his every good deed by saying all the negative things about him. Whenever he did not listen to you, did you try to explain the same think patiently later on? Voiceover – Naina:People say life is a great teacher but there is no bigger teacher than Ma. She taught me to hold onto my relation that day. She made me see Sameer from another angle which I was unaware of. Sameer and I were only dreaming otherwise! Vishakha excitedly shares that Naina used to give them every possible update. She even told us how you taunted her on being middle class. Vivek laughed so hard on that one. He said Naina isn’t just innocent but has a very pure heart too. Sameer is listening intently. She speaks to you guys every Monday? She never told me this. Vishakha says she wanted to surprise you. She wanted to make Vivek so happy that he calls you both over to Delhi but then this incident happened. Sameer hugs his mother. Sameer and Naina think of their past happy moments. Naina sits down to read Ramayana. Next morning, Naina is normal but is eyeing the phone from the corner of her eyes. Voiceover – Sameer:Whenever I think of that day I come to realise that be it any era, the husband and wife who have fought only focused on one distraction – music! Nains plays a sorry song and smiles to herself. This is what I have to say to Sameer in my old style! Landline rings. She picks it excitedly thinking it must be Sameer but it is Mama ji. He asks about Anand but finds out that he is not in town. He asks her to come home today itself so they can discuss about the business division in front of everyone! She asks him about it but he calls it acting. Sameer tells you everything but you act innocent. She denies. He shares that it’s been 4 days. She is shocked realising it. That night’s fight flashes before her eyes. That day, Naina and I had killed the biggest villain inside our hearts – ego! Back then we dint know that there existed a bigger villain. Precap: Bela informs Sameer that Naina has met with an accident. Sameer drops the phone in shock, tells his mother and rushes out of the house! Update Credit to: Pooja

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[random-boring-life]

My own fucked up head

I dont think anything too fucked up on my old noggin. Im pretty normal. I just cant care. and thats attributed to how i was raised. I was alwasy told how what im doing is wrong, or like why are you acting like this, care more, stop acting like you dont care. to give you an idea of how i was and stil kinda am, as a kid when playing baseball this is more true for when i was younger i played the outfield and chased butterflies and played in the grass instead of actually watching the game. so my dad would always yell at me like stop playing around and focus, and never would if there wasnt some sort of thing happening i couldnt focus, so baseball was the bane to my existence, but then i got moved to catcher and i really enjoyed baseball the constatnt interaction and the fact that every pitch i wa sdoing something made it 100% better. (i know i ver changed topic but tbh i really like telling stories so im gonna finish my stories lol and then ill try to get back on the topic i was originally talking about) one day our catcher diddnt come and my coach was this pretyt mean lady, like she was just street raised, yk tatted out and yelled at us, but she knew her shit on baseball,but oneday random never prepared me for it, she was like yo come here, put on the catcher gear, and i was like wot why, and she was cause we need a catcher, let me also add this was like in the middle of the game, like i was covered in grass cause i was just siting in it casue aint no one ever gonna hit a ball to the left field in AAA. but i got put in the catcher posit, and i loved it. The subtilties of the postiton and the constant action made me love baseball it showed me how when you care baout something, it feels rewarding. like caring about a sport and actually being competitve was fun. and thats actually where i get my competiteve spirit. but back to what i was talking about. My dad mainly always critiquing how did shit, like how i would never “put product” in my hair drove him crazy, and it erally molded me to not care about what other people think of me, like i sill got self concious about my body and shit, but theres still a level of im gonna do my shit and im gonna do what i want.and this feeds into another porblem of mine, since i cant really let peopel tell me what to do, i have to be super tough on my self, like I feel like if idont critique my self and check my shit, nothing will check it, and that bad casue ill talk mad shit about my self. im not sure if that makes sense but it makes sense to me lol. I have allot of things i wanna just talk about, so theyll away bleed in and out and every post will probaly link together in some way. lol who knows. I feel like alot of my early posts wil be just be word vomits maybe theyll get more refined, who knows