#i didnt include the scaris lady

[softness-and-shattering]

Finished Lady of The Lake (Witcher)

SPOILERS -- Im frustrated and confused with the ending, this isnt particularly complimentary.

And um, what the hell? Is this like a narnia afterlife situation? How did the horse end up in camelot, WHY camelot, why is Ciris future suddenly with this random knight? Why camelot? Am i supposed to be happy? I guess its independence but its not, its just a different world with different rules and politics and complications. I get that we're not doing happily ever after but like.

Kind of feels like the whole party died so the author didn't have to write endings for them. What did the unicorn even achieve, Ciri doesnt need him to travel.

Also a thing thats bothered me the whole time, why is everyone stuck on ciris theoretical future children, why is SHE not destined one? Why is everyone trying to get her pregnant at 16?? Ive never seen a story where the male protagonist has to have kids to secure a prophecy and everyones throwing wives at him. And i dont like the implication after all that that ciris gonna end up with galahad. She should be a lesbian. She cannot be the only descendant of the elder blood, and what were the elves even isolating those genes for?? What was the point of lara? There was no saving the world from politicking or future climate catastrophe.

Its already not a happy ending bc everyone is dead. It just feels like sapkowski didnt really know how to finish things? Lets just throw in some big fights ok now what let everyone noodle around uh guess Ill kill them off now ok. Ciri doesnt even get to grow up. Cahiras scary and significant and then he's just The Fighty Guy of the party, no more complexity there.

And what the fuck is with emhyr and his incest plan? Why does everyone want to fuck ciri including her father?? "The child o sore will be important" YOUR DAUGHTER IS YOUR CHILD BUCKO and then he just lets her go and didnt leave anyone with a knife for Yen and Geralt because why??

Honestly the sexual violence, the fact that every woman is always "provocative" and we always gotta mention their cleavage and fuckability, its so incredibly gross. Especially with everyone wanting to fuck or impregnate ciri. Who is confirmed to be a minor in-world.

Obviously I found the story compelling enough to keep reading multiple books but all these cool concepts just were not executed through. Just an entire book of everyone trying to fuck a child instead of literally anything else. The villain deaths werent satisfying. The protagonist deaths were cheap. I dont remember who the fuck caleb whoever was or half the people referred to in the last quarter of the book even though ive been reading these books fairly close together.

I kind of hope the show does things better but who knows with cavill leaving.

[gooopy]

can i know abt scully!!!

!!!!!! OUUPIOUOOUUUGHHH GHOOGGHHG !!!!!! TYYY FOR ASKING!!!!!!!!! scullys awesome he is an oc ive had for a bit and had a lotta time to develop and is also a revamped version of an old oc from when i was young trying to avoid making mary sues!! ohh i likesss him hes awesome

so scully is a he/him butch lesbian with soso many issues and problems and shit. he was raised by his pa, a stern bitter old veteran, and scullys ma ran off after he was born. his pa was hard on him, he wanted a son anyhow and when scully started acting masculine he thanked God for givin him a broken daughter and started teaching scully how to be a man. unfortunately this included such beautiful wonderful things such as 'men dont cry' and 'caring for animals makes you look weak' and stuff like that. as a kid scullys pa started getting sick, and they were too poor to do anything about it living in a shack that his pa built, so scully dropped out of middle school and picked up an apprenticeship with a local butcher!!!! his pa was bedridden, so scully took the laz-e-boy that his pa usually slept in, started working, started smoking, and started cooking. his pa told him that cooking was a womans job but he was busy dying in bed and scully was able to steal the scraps from his job so they got by. scullys dad died, and scully dug his pa's grave and nailed together two boards to make a cross and he didnt cry. he just started sleeping in the bed again

but thats all background shit because nowadays this is whats important: scully would throw himself into a volcano if a woman told him to. he falls so utterly head over heels for any gal who so much as looks his way its FUCKED. in school the gals realized this and got him beatin other people up for their lunch money and scully was happy to do it. nowadays he would give a lady the shirt off his back for a kiss blown his way. he holds doors for people and he stumbles over his words and he talks while he smokes by tucking the cigarette in the corner of his mouth. he cooks a lot now, the kitchen in that little shack slowly taking over the whole place like a mold, and he feeds the scraps and bone and gristle to the stray dogs and cats.

he was an angry cruel kid and he was tempered into a kind, awkward, super mega autistic adult. AND! he brews the scariest hooch ever in his house its so scary looking dont drink it. he can still hold his own in a fight but will just take the hits unless its to help a lady, in which case he is letting out years of trauma and anger on your face to turn it into ground beef. hes awesome he has so many issues and he sucks and i love him. i havnt managed to shove him fully into the ebautiful world of tf2 yet (he originated from disco elysium!) but i think it would be funny if hes dating scouts ma and now scout has a new stepdad who keeps trying to be his pal but doesnt got a handle on the whole 'fatherhood' thing as a concept yet.

I DONT HAVE AN UP TO DATE REF OF HIM BUT YOU MUST KNOW THAT HE HAS BIG BEAUTIFUL BROWN COW EYES !!!!!! hes awesome hes fucked up. i have another drawing of him beating someone up but ill post that seperately because its got blood

[walnutcookie]

hi im a huge truff fan and also a huge believer in her being autistic just letting you know that I really appreciate that post!!!!!! it’s rare to see ppl think about her beyond ”wow! pretty lady” or “wow! goth lady” and while I obvs don’t dislike ppl for that there is a lot to her despite her being one of the 2 million ob shows up like twice scrunklies

as you were saying, she 100% is pretty lonely :[ . not only is she quite reserved and a bit kooky anyway but she prefers to stay inside and only really goes out in the evenings/ at night bc she can’t cope with light . ((((sensory issues moment))) (((she also only likes wearing certain types & textures of clothing))) (((she just like me))) . this is why the bake my day where blackberry organises a tea party for her at night fills me with utter GLEE. every time she’s shown talking to ppl or making friends i get so happy.

i think loads of autistic ppl myself included can relate to her for many reasons. for me it’s just really cool to see a character who has similar struggles with communication and outside assumption and also taste in hobbies and looks as me to exist!!! and it makes me extra happy when someone else sees these patterns too!! i think she’s a great fun underrated character that I wish wasn’t so overlooked

anyway THANK YOUU ILYYY /POS

NO SERIOUSLY .... like ill be honest the main reason i started looking into her character was because almondtruffle looked neat and i wanted to look into possible dynamics more but . Ouughgvh shes def a new fave of mine i didnt even know how fun she was... silly little lady who is not nearly as scary as she seems<3 ive only ever seen the fandom talk about her being pretty and spooky like you said ,,i wish more people talked about her because i think shes such a cool character. theres so much room for both angst and fluff in her loneliness im goimg to grab her and squeak her like a dog toy (affectionate)AND . AUTIDM !!!! im not autistic but i do have adhd and i have weird interests and hobbies and a weird appearence and i can also relate to her in that way ,,, shes so silly and fun she deserves to have friends who love her and appreciate her Genuinely she seems like such a sweet person but shes just. so horribly misunderstood WAAAHH HEAD IN HANDS i need to give her a platonic little kiss on the cheek and tell her i like her tea

[neilcaiman]

Villain Within GM's commentary:

The Furies

The Furies werent originally intended to appear more than once or twice in the campaign; instead their concepts were largely intended to just be average examples of supervillains in Delburn- during the events of the first session (elsewhere), The heavy-hitter Grindstone and the leader Nightmare would be killed in the conflict that would effectively mark the inciting incident of the main plotline of the campaign. However while everyone was making their character, Marsh's player told me that he wanted Marsh to have been raised by her aunt, a supervillain who ended up leaving Marsh to die on a mission. Inspiration struck and i made Marsh's aunt Grindstone- it was an elegant fit and ended up laying the foundation for some of my favourite NPCs of the campaign.

Nightmare

Nightmare is perhaps the least developed character whos getting a paragraph, because he only appeared once in the campaign, as a corpse. He has the ability to appear to every person as the creature they fear the most, with physical abilities to match, which i came up with after a little workshopping for 'powerful scary ability thats harder to beat as a team than alone'.

he was largely just a classic evil villain but he also got, like, one oddly interesting piece of charactarisation when i panicked and realised Marsh wouldnt have ever seen his face (because shed see a bigass wolf) so for her to recognise his corpse i made up off the cuff an anecdote about her walking in on him painting a self-portrait. and its like damn. sits down. yeah he would do that wouldnt he.

Also the plot twist of the cancelled halloween oneshot set in the 80s would have been that he used to be this superhero sidekick.

Tlaloc

The New Frontiers character/superpower concept that would go into Tlaloc was referred to as 'tactile homogenous bond property induction' (short, sweet, rolls off the tongue, ladies love it) with the ability to induce heat, coolness, rigidity, softness etc etc into any material upon touch and was a timid but determined student who would eventually end up being part of proto-link's hivemind.

she had no actual plot significance but i had a pretty sickass animatic planned of her taking on the vastly more skilled proto-evolution in a wizard duel tournament and getting him on the ropes before inevitably being beaten by his bullshit expertise. as a side note every time i say 'o fuck' im referencing the ending sequence of that animatic.

anyway i ended up keeping exactly none of her (imo great) characterisation (i might reuse it tbh) for a planned hero within villain campaign (not Villain Within), where her power would belong to Tlaloc, a suave gentlethem armoured cyborg supervillain with an Aztec theme weilding a macahuitl. I ended up not joining that campaign for scheduling reasons, so i reused the concept for Villain within.

As a subordinate supervillain, i ended up ditching the suaveness in favour of making Tlaloc and Overclock a dynamic duo of standard examples of the kinds of supervillains the setting produced. Tlaloc was a brazillian master thief who got kidnapped by a gang and fled to the US to escape, only to end up confined to a darth-vader style life support armour. (i would later reuse the armour concept for Treacle)

They were intended to be twice the strength of the party initially (so that them and Overclock combined would be the party's match) (matched set do not seperate). in terms of personality, i didnt really have a good feel for them, so i ended up just going for them being a person Marsh just doesnt know very well, but is broadly reliable as a coworker.

A ditched alternative to the joaquin kidnapping arc would have included the party having to go into their mind to escape some brainwashing thing but it was scrapped bc it was more than a little hamfisted.

Overclock

Overclock is one of the many, many characters that came from the same rp character concept. (this is the reason why Overclock's outfit has a wind-up knob on it, while ReWind-up's outfit has a clock on it) Like Tlaloc she was intended to be an average supervillain, having the ability to make things more or less efficient at will, letting her break machinary and grant temporary superspeed.

Inspired by (what else) Worm, i ended up making it so that she joined the Furies as a teenager, and has stayed in it to (young) adulthood. Now the secret sauce to Overclock's charactarisation was that she is, on most accounts, a pretty normal woman. She doesnt have a job or much friends outside of her supervillainy stuff, so she's chummy with her work bestie, Tlaloc, and tried to stay on good terms with her emo coworker Marsh. The sleight of hand lies in the superpower- Overclock speaks at twice normal speed (this was kind of a paint to play) and consequently comes across as enthusiastic and even a little excitable, despite the fact that her actual words and actions are like. relaxed and friendly at most.

A fun setpiece in the campaign involved Marsh getting boosted by Overclock's powers as part of a bank robbery. I kind of failed at making the party like Overclock, despite being imo one of the more personable characters in the campaign, and eventually when Igneous did his big 5D chess manouvre to take control of the city while revealing his identity to the party, she and Tlaloc were unfortunately sacrificed at the alter of narrative stakes and got blown up. Honestly shes like the one character in the campaign that im sad died. She hid Marsh's fuckup from Grindstone!! She was so chill! and for what???

Grindstone

Shes Big. Shes Bad. Shes a Boomer. Shes a horrible person and worse foster parent give it up for- Grindstone!! Proto-grindstone came from a pretty simple gripe that occured to me while concepting New Frontiers; the fact that everybody with superman powerset fights in exactly the same, boring way- fly up to someone and punch, maybe float up slightly higher and punch. maybe throw someone around a bit. God Forbid you kick!! Literally we are dealing with super strength and the ability to levitate and move your body on every axis here!!! Even on the ground, where the humble punch is the most efficient way of delivering a heavy blow to another person, there are a million billion different variations!!!

Proto-grindstone rejected the superman style of forward punching and instead was like a human spinning top- accelerating her body through any and every axis available, doing 720 degree backward kicks to deliver as much built-up momentum on each earthshattering impact as possible. the personality came easily from there- in Frontiers, people built their own superpower for a purpose; it was something that defined you. Proto-grindstone designed her power to be something that let her win as many fights as possible- a mathematically perfect brute.

She ended up being the sister to proto-ghostknight; like an azula+zuko situation, but older, and without Azula's untrustworthy+manipulative swag; Proto-ghostknight was timid because he was uncertain of his right to use his powers, while Proto-grindstone was a blunt object, completely sure of herself.

This characterisation was so perfect for a supervillain that it ended up being put almost verbatim into Villain Within, with only minor changes; Grindstone is in her late 40s, and usually makes a point to avoid going full butterfly knife most the time because its more convenient for her to kill people with more straightforward strikes.

Marsh's player established that Grindstone left March to die and i was like. say less king. and the rest of her personality developed from there. Grindstone is a person who can just straight up kill you. if youre talking to grindstone you are never more than half a second away from your head parting ways with your body. and grindstone is very much used to this!

Grindstone sees herself as being the sole reasonable person in a world gone mad (in typical boomer fashion), and both expects and deeply looks down upon the way people around her make accomodations for her to avoid getting mulched. She threatens people into giving her what she wants and decides afterwards if she was joking. She does not have a single self-reflective bone in her body.

After rolling ridiculously well on perception after the first main fight of the campaign, Marsh miraculously managed to steal a car and drive her way into interrupting the inciting incident of the campaign, and unintentionally caused her Aunt's (supposed) death as the latter attempted to save her from the collateral damage of the fight going on. Frankly this is one my favourite emotional beats in the entire campaign and im so glad it happened. the absolute devestation. it couldnt have gone better.

Anyway Grindstone lived bitch, kidnapped Marsh's roommate to get her attention (causing some lovely relationship drama that i still cannot believe ended as non-badly as it did) (genuinely Nina telling the cops about Marsh was on the cards) and came back to attempt to rekindle the furies and get Marsh back as one of the members.

I got to play Grindstone as the horrible horrible horrible person she is- implicitly threatening at all times, with zero respect for anyone who isnt her, and got to keep her as a near-constant threat in Marsh's life- something she cant beat in a fight, someone she cares about, and which she cant avoid. genuinely shes so perfect as something to show a different side of Marsh it was such a good idea of their player to play up that dynamic.

On the other side of the dynamic ofc was Grindstone- who after taking a massive loss and almost dying was dealing absolutely horribly, although it wasnt so much clear to the players, who instead got to, after the Igenous reveal, see her life going broadly downhill, with her organisation gone and Igneous sending teams to make sure she never got a moment's rest, even if he couldnt outright kill her. This gave me this great wounded predator of a character to play with- the players got to tiptoe around her, unpredictable as both a potential asset and a threat. She didnt show up in the final battle, for various reasons, which suited her character but honestly i am sad i never got to pit her against the party- i had to design her character sheet very in-depth so that she was beatable without compromising her established power level from previous appearences.

One of the more unintended results of Grindstone's characterisation is that she has. unintentionally somewhat effected my irl mannerisms. i play Grindstone by intentionally relaxing my body as much as possble and speaking with a honey-thick confidence, a wide smile and what i can only hope resembles a southern USamerican accent. Now. all of this, minus the accent, is the mannerism i put on when im trying to get friendly with someone i dont know, so once or twice i have tried to get someone to like me and accidently put on a slight accent. this is mortally embarrassing but i dont think anyone has noticed. so far.

[greenbloods]

Runner up lines that didnt make it because of tumblr poll word length limitations. I'm including more of the peripheral scene because it's my post and i want to.

Tyrion and Jaime

The ruin was sad enough, but knowing what it had been made it even sadder. There was laughter here once, Tyrion thought. There were gardens bright with flowers and fountains sparkling golden in the sun. These steps once rang to the sound of lovers’ footsteps, and beneath that broken dome marriages beyond count were sealed with a kiss. His thoughts turned to Tysha, who had so briefly been his lady wife. It was Jaime, he thought, despairing. He was my own blood, my big strong brother. When I was small he brought me toys, barrel hoops and blocks and a carved wooden lion. He gave me my first pony and taught me how to ride him. When he said that he had bought you for me, I never doubted him. Why would I? He was Jaime, and you were just some girl who’d played a part. I had feared it from the start, from the moment you first smiled at me and let me touch your hand. My own father could not love me. Why would you if not for gold?

2. Catelyn and Robb

If Robb was frightened, he gave no sign of it. Catelyn watched her son as he moved among the men, touching one on the shoulder, sharing a jest with another, helping a third to gentle an anxious horse. His armor clinked softly when he moved. Only his head was bare. Catelyn watched a breeze stir his auburn hair, so like her own, and wondered when her son had grown so big. Fifteen, and near as tall as she was.

Let him grow taller, she asked the gods. Let him know sixteen, and twenty, and fifty. Let him grow as tall as his father, and hold his own son in his arms. Please, please, please. As she watched him, this tall young man with the new beard and the direwolf prowling at his heels, all she could see was the babe they had laid at her breast at Riverrun, so long ago.

3. Needle

Her floppy hat went next, then the gloves. They were Salty’s too. She emptied her pouch into her palm; five silver stags, nine copper stars, some pennies and halfpennies and groats. She scattered them across the water. Next her boots. They made the loudest splashes. Her dagger followed, the one she’d gotten off the archer who had begged the Hound for mercy. Her swordbelt went into the canal. Her cloak, tunic, breeches, smallclothes, all of it. All but Needle.

She stood on the end of the dock, pale and goosefleshed and shivering in the fog. In her hand, Needle seemed to whisper to her. Stick them with the pointy end, it said, and, don’t tell Sansa! Mikken’s mark was on the blade. It’s just a sword. If she needed a sword, there were a hundred under the temple. Needle was too small to be a proper sword, it was hardly more than a toy. She’d been a stupid little girl when Jon had it made for her. “It’s just a sword,” she said, aloud this time . . .

. . . but it wasn’t.

Needle was Robb and Bran and Rickon, her mother and her father, even Sansa. Needle was Winterfell’s grey walls, and the laughter of its people. Needle was the summer snows, Old Nan’s stories, the heart tree with its red leaves and scary face, the warm earthy smell of the glass gardens, the sound of the north wind rattling the shutters of her room. Needle was Jon Snow’s smile. He used to mess my hair and call me “little sister,” she remembered, and suddenly there were tears in her eyes.

Polliver had stolen the sword from her when the Mountain’s men took her captive, but when she and the Hound walked into the inn at the crossroads, there it was. The gods wanted me to have it. Not the Seven, nor Him of Many Faces, but her father’s gods, the old gods of the north. The Many-Faced God can have the rest, she thought, but he can’t have this.

4. Jenny's song

She drank the last of the wine in four long swallows, flung the skin aside, and pointed her stick at Lord Beric. “I’ll have my payment now. I’ll have the song you promised me.”

And so Lem woke Tom Sevenstrings beneath his furs, and brought him yawning to the fireside with his woodharp in hand. “The same song as before?” he asked.

“Oh, aye. My Jenny’s song. Is there another?”

And so he sang, and the dwarf woman closed her eyes and rocked slowly back and forth, murmuring the words and crying. Thoros took Arya firmly by the hand and drew her aside. “Let her savor her song in peace,” he said. “It is all she has left.”

5. Maester Cressen and Stannis

Maester Cressen blinked. Stannis, my lord, my sad sullen boy, son I never had, you must not do this, don’t you know how I have cared for you, lived for you, loved you despite all? Yes, loved you, better than Robert even, or Renly, for you were the one unloved, the one who needed me most. Yet all he said was, “As you command, my lord, but . . . but I am hungry. Might not I have a place at your table?” At your side, I belong at your side . . .

(9) a son or a daughter.

'where's 'ned loves my hair?'' nowhere. you must choose.

[psykoz]

ok didnt want to The Taggerrrrrrr on that last post so ill just make a whole personal post abt system thing lol

so there was a point in our life in like high school when we actually were mostly out as a system to everyone we knew, including irl. it was not great but most people actually didnt know what DID was in fuckallnowhere, ky back then and as long as we were. VERY careful with wording people were mostly decent abt it. i mean it was backwoods ky so there was obviously ableism but also it was backwoods ky, so loyalty was loyalty and no one really abandoned me or let me get too fucked over for that (some people were cooler abt the system than the queerness ???) and tbh most of the school just avoided me for being a freak in so many other ways it probably was just like 'ok its just another thing who even cares at this point'

but anyway that completelyyyyyy flipped when split came out. fuck you guy who made split your movies are so dumb i watched that village one when we were like 11 bc our mom said it was so scary and the twist was so cool but i remember when that lady saw that car i was like thats the dumbest fucking possible ending but i still told my mom yea that was so cool mom. anyway his ass came back to haunt me and literally it was like a target on my back for the like 200 ppl in that building. INCLUDING the damn teachers. so we basically just pretended to most irls that we were just wrong and our therapist said it was smth else and went back into hiding except for online and at home.

but we were way more healthy when we werent hiding. we made a huge amount of progress with our communication and gained skills we are still able to utilize, some even daily. we're alright with communication but we feel so fucking stalled being unable to explain whats going on with us to the people around us, especially at work and with our work friends. we have a lot of people who need to be co to make work happen successfully but we arent able to tell anyone we work with about this and about us and let them communicate with the actual alters that theyre interacting with.

and honestly some of us got really used to making more friends and it feels like. burning almost not to be able to tell people who we are if we trust them and if some of us want to meet people formally. idk how to describe that one. just some of us have some really specific traits and interests and want so bad to be themselves and hang out with friends as themselves, but we all have to hide behind essentially our cis sona. we're going by the name of someone who hasnt even been here with us in years and years so none of us even really identify with it anymore. i mean we have someone with the same name but even she feels so detached from our legal name.

this got longer and more person than expected lol

[simonomaly]

11 for the film questions....

OH SHIT I was not expecting anyone to do the ask game so TYSM!!! Aight as for the answer:

Ok I'm pretty sure a lot of films made me cry at one point but the one I really do remember is Train to Busan, the Korean zombie film from 2016. I will be spoiling a bit of the plot here but I do recommend checking it out if you haven't already and enjoy films of that type.

I watched that one with like 7 other people on my birthday when I was 14, expecting it to be some spooky action film to kill a few hours with. For the most part there were a decent amount of spooky scenes, which lead to like half the people I brought leaving the theater early cause they didn't deal well with scary movies, leaving myself, a close friend, and two other acquaintances that I hung around back then. We were excited for more zombie action as most edgy kids of our age would; for the most part, we weren't disappointed.

But then the ending struck. Keep in mind at this point I was already a bit emotional cause all my favorite characters had died, leaving just the protagonist, his daughter, a pregnant lady, and some shithead. The shithead had gotten infected with the zombie virus so we were just waiting for him to die- Of fucking course he didn't go down easy. He did end up getting killed by the protagonist and all was well, until it was revealed that the protagonist Actually Got Bit and he would turn very soon. For the his daughter's own safety, the protagonist decides to kill himself, with a montage of old memories with his daughter playing over that(which now that I look back at it, was a bit corny but it did hit nonetheless).

Let me tell you at that point the entire fuckin theater started sobbing, myself included. Like I literally heard people crying over this protagonist guy that was honestly a bit shit himself but it didnt matter because by the end he did change and make a difference and it was very sad that he had passed leaving his only child behind. The actual final scene with the kid crying and singing a song she apparently performed at a school talent show that her dad, the protagonist, didn't show up for, was just the final gut punch; I left the theater still very much sad. I got clowned on for that lmao

Anyways yea thats the one instance of a film making me cry that I remember. I think the Barbie movie also did that for me but Train to Busan was the real kicker. Again thank you for the ask!

[spookberry]

Alright same anon that asked about cores, What are the monster High ghosts obsessions?

Hah, yes!

Spectra: Journalism. Tho this often also just looks like gossiping when shes desperate.

Porter: his art. him being a mischief maker is more of a personality trait.

Operetta: to be famous for her music, but specifically without using her mind control powers.

Johnny Spirit: to be left alone so he can play his fiddle

I dont think Sirena has one

Scarah: ngl i have no idea she has like no personality. Maybe its to have people NOT be scared of her? Actually i think i like that, so thats what im going with.

Kiyomi: i think hers is about wanting friends? She is willing to break the law to do so. Shes kinda like klemper but shes not annoying about it.

Vandala: being a successful pirate

Does River count? Shes a denizen of the ghost zone but idk like the Grim Reaper isnt necessarily a ghost??

Red Lady: im a little torn, cuz i kinda think its terrorizing people but it could also be about her own freedom? Depends on how u spin it.

Ari im also a little torn on, i think its Being Human, which is what allows her to hide her ghostliness so seamlessly. But maybe shes also a music obsessed ghost and the human thing is unrelated.

Raythe is also a ghost and i love him but ngl he does not get enough screentime for me to know what his obsession might be. He is... also.. into music.... i guess

[cinderspots]

Re8 ladies with a s/o who is/used to be an assassin?

OOOOOH I ACTUALLY HAVE AN OC/READER INSERT WITH THIS BACKGROUND :DDDDD

Hope you enjoy ❤

Included: Mother Miranda, Mia Winters, Donna Beneviento, Alcina Dimitrescu, Bela Dimitrescu, Cassandra Dimitrescu, Daniela Dimitrescu

Mother Miranda

Technically you're on the run from your organization

So naturally you run into her

Because fuck your life

At first she wants to kill you but she notices the string of dead lycans behind you and the fact that you arent injured at all

She reevaluates

And decides she wants to keep you

Which goes equally as bad

You are not a pet (you've been treated as such enough, you're tired of it)

Miranda always loved to break them in, but ffs you werent breaking

And you showed brains??

Its goes slowly, but the two of you transition from I will kill you to you're okay...I guess

Then to hesitant friendship

Then you're both in love, and when did that happen?

Probably when the BSAA decided to drop in real casual and try to kill Miranda

And you tore them down so fast, you werent going to let someone hurt her

Yeah she liked that

And you ended up being a very scary power couple, with an intense love

Mia Winters

You tell Mia from the start what shes getting into

She takes in stride because- surprise! Shes not doing any better.

You are actually the one that saves her from Eveline, and you do it with actual intelligence instead of whatever the fuck Ethan was doing

You two are pretty much glued together after that

(And yeah, maybe Mia was having an affair on Ethan, shes not a very moral character anyways)

Donna Beneviento

You do not inform her from the get go

You're running from them you cant be telling people

Unfortunately they've been doing this longer than you, and they find you relatively quickly and are determined to bring you back

You dont want to go back

They threaten Donna and fuck now you have to go to keep her safe

Donna does NOT want you to go (you're hers, no theirs, how dare they try to take you away?!)

And she loses it on them, throwing them into a hardcore hallucination that ends up killing all of them relatively fast

You two definitely have a talk though

Alcina Dimitrescu

Alcina has been around long enough to recognize someone with a secret

All she did was ensure that it wasnt one that was like- I'm here to kill you

And she accepted it, and even swore to protect you if it was that kind of secret

It was

You're...organization was a special one

It handled its...employees with little care and made them incredibly suggestible if they didnt comply with orders

They drugged tf out of them

And once they find you, they drug you immediately and tell you to kill alcina and the daughters

She can recognize that you arent yourself and quickly knocks you out before exacting revenge on your behalf

You reluctantly inform her of your...past and she assures you that you're still welcome

....just dont teach Cassandra anything

Bela Dimitrescu

You were sent to kill her family, to blend in as a maid

The first night however you were picked out by Bela and taken for a small private feeding

And became smitten with her

As you found yourself unable to comply with your orders you delicately told her what you were

She was very upset and almost turned you over to Cassandra

She felt betrayed, and by someone she was fond of no less!

It takes a while for her to trust you but eventually you regain it when you take some stupid man thing out for trying to kill her

You promise to never lie again and you leave it in the past

Cassandra Dimitrescu

You're about to die at her hands when you make a comment about her doing it wrong

She stops and looks at you before tilting her head and questioning you

Eventually your previous occupation comes to light and shes delighted

She makes you her pet, which vehemently disagree with, stating you would rather die

She doesnt listen

After a while she grows on you, and apparently she likes you??

Because you used to murder as your job?

Murder buddies ig

Daniela Dimitrescu

Shes surprisingly smart when it comes to reading people

She guessed within three minutes of what was stressing you out

Which is alarming for you, but you cant really lie (she can hear your heartbeat)

She attaches herself to you after that so you now come with a clingy redhead

Congrats

But well- you've always been a sucker for pretty women and you're basically at her beck and call

She starts to call you her knight and you call her princess

Which obviously leads to her kissing you

Everyone else thinks you're sickeningly sweet though

[loyaltyearned]

Short Bio

Sevika is a Headcanon based and Arcane influnced muse! This blog will deal with NSFW including Violence / Gore / Smut / Trauma / Mental illness / Abuse / Alcoholism / Drug use and many more adult topics. So this blog is 18+ ONLY Semi-Selective and Indie. I encourage asks and anons towards the Mun or Muse. Duplicate friendly, I do not partake in Exclusive or Mains. Multi-ship/Multi-Thread/Multi-fandom + Crossover and OC friendly (selective) I Am Always Open To More RP Partners And We Do Not Have To Be Mutuals To Interact

Name: Sevika

Alias:Sev/The-Muscle/Right-hand/Ogre/Scary Lady

Pronouns: She/Him

Sexuality: Demi-romantic Bisexual (heavy fem pref)

Gender: Bigender(m/f)

Age:40

Birthday: May 1

Zodiac: Taurus

Personality: istp

Height: 6'4

Weight: 224 pounds

Relationship Status: Verse dependent

Personality: Sevika is blunt and honest, she tends to use intimidation to get what she wants. She's rather intense and serious as well, she walks into the room and immedietly owns it. He holds himself high. She is not loyal to one person, she may care about them but in the end shes simply foccused on the cause. Zaun's independence and freedom from oppresion in Zaun. He has a lot of respect for him, as she she for Vander when he built the undercity. You’ll never know what she’s truly thinking, unless she says it. He'll be direct if she wants sometime from you, wants you to know something. She can get a bit cocky when it comes to competition. He doesn’t show many emotions or feelings other than his arrogance, aggression, apathy, boredom, sexuality, and dominance. She has a very intimidating presence. And most people have heard her name.

Voice: She has a deep natural voice, mixed with the cigars and blunts she smokes its deeper. He usually has a cocky or apathetic tone. She has a very honest attitude unless acting is required. If she’s bored in what you’re saying, she’ll have an uncaring and bored tone. Other than bored and uncaring she doesn’t express much emotion in his voice.

Likes:Body building, training, working out, smoking (cigars/weed), working towards making zaun better, fighting, drinking, poker, other card games, showing off, blood, gambling, going to the club/brothel, large crowd, loud noises, respect, shimmer. Dislikes: Weakness, commitments (relationships/family/friendship), having nothing to do, losing, failing, people she likes failing, disappointing her boss, leadership, Vi, Jinx, Vander(verse dependent), training recruits. Abilities: She has a Cyborg arm fueled by Shimmer it gives him super strength, he also has enhanced sight due to the fumes/dust the using her robot arm produces, so she can see alot better than most in the dark.

Extra:After Silco and Vander both failing people are trying to get her to lead, she’s also a regular at the brothel

Tag: Sevika, Loyalty to the king, Smoke and Strippers, Cigars and Blood, The Muscle

Backstory

Sevika had a rough childhood, she was the oldest of five siblings. His mother always tried to take in orphans from the streets of Zaun knowing the trouble they'd be in. Sevika always looked out for them when she was a kid, taking care of them, bailing them out of trouble. Her mom wasn't around much and usually left him alone with the kids and his father. It wasn't until later in his life did she find out her mother was a brothel worker. Sevika had one blood brother Bhisaj. Sevika is about 4 years older than, Bhi/Bee which was her nickname for him. Sevika's father used to come home drunk, often taking any emotions he had out on Sevika. They got into fights because he like to nitpick and scare the orphans, threaten them and so on. Sevika got into fights with him, since he learned how to fight feeling extremely protective of those he cares about. He didnt know what her father did while he was away, but was glad he was gone. He was angry, overbearing, narcasstic and cruel. Their mother had been absent most of their childhoods. Unfortunetly one day her mother never came back home. When Sevika was 17 and Bee was 14 there was a raid on her house and she tried to take the kids outsite, enforcers barrelled in and thats when Sevika found out his dad worked in the mines and stole a whole bunch of product that was supposed to go to piltover to make money. The only kid she could bring out was Bhisaj. He made it back to the house forcing her brother to stay hidden, she found all of her families bodies and stacks of shimmer, and a note in her fathers drawer. He just wanted to sell the stuff so they could leave Zaun, so that they didnt have to live like this anymore. Sevika always felt a need to protect his brother from the harsh truths, Their father, rumors of the undercity, deep seeded corruption within the council, instead shed tell him stories about Lonia, about the History. Especially medieval books he could get his hands on, Knights, dragons magic. The works.

Sevika already knew how to steal, how to fight. Bee tought her how to stitch herself, what to do for certain injuries, the Sev finally tought him how to fight, however much a natural he was. He hated fighting. They grew up on the streets of the Undercity, Sev was feircly protective of her brother, and she was known for his uppercut. They were living the life, stealing and enjoying the loot. They made a decent amount of money, especially when Sevika learned how to gamble and cheat. He tended to sleep around and flirt, drink, go to parties and his brother trailing right behind her. His hands were messed up, she has permenant boxers knuckles, she also had a torn ligament in her left bicep that is gone thanks the the mechinical arm.

Bee stayed with her until she was about 24ish and him 20ish, both of them joining the hound of the Underground, Sevika already on a fast track to become Vanders second. Sevika having already made a name for herself in the undercity. Her face wasnt known, as it is now. People didnt cross the street when she walked down it. Bee was an exceptional healer at this point in time, Sevika training everyday, working out. Picking fights, Shed already started smoking (ciggerettes/weed and cigars- that an alcohol were no stranger to her) When she was 27 and Bee was 23, it was the day Vander led them topside across the bridge, fighting enforcers. Bee died up there while she was being overun by a couple of enforcers, Bhisaj had been there too right by Sevikas side, he truly beleived in Sevika's vision and wanted to fight with him despite protests and bitching coming from his sister, Except Bee didnt make it out he had gotten killed by Enforcers in front of Sevika. Thats when Sevika no longer beleived in the Hound of the underground, loosing much respect for him. The kids not helping their situation at all, he got to watch and even participate in Vanders little makeshift family. While her own wouldnt be avenged. While her family died for nothing, resentment grew. Towards Vi who Sev helped teach to fight, to Claggor who sat with her both of them tinkering with random things theyd found. With Mylo who shed tought to picklocks and pickpocket.

Sev got to play family for a bit, before they fucked everything up. Just like their father. He had met Silco before, Vander had told him stories in the past, before she heard some narly little rumors the man was skulking back. Silco and Sevika made a deal, Sev promising her unwavering loyalty as of now Silco was the only hope of Freedom for Zaun.

Headcanons

Okay so Sevika is bigender, she’ll refer to herself as the man or sir, amongst other masculine honorifics while not feeling very attached to masculinity. He however feels less connected to femininity, often forgetting many of her feminine features.He binds alot, wrapping ace bandages around his chest, to appear more masculine. Although he still preffers she and “woman” As much as she prefers women, and does consider himself “wlw” she does have very few and rare expectations to men. (Silco and a friend’s OC) He doesn’t date much, it takes a lot for her to get platonically involved nevermind romantically. Not only has she had bad experiences and bad exes, her parents had a horrible relationship as well. She hates vulnerability and simply doesnt have time for personal relationships. Plus if he ever did that means he'd try to protect them and refuse to date them.

She doesn’t respect or like many people but those who earn it. Nowadays drinking and smoking isnt all that Sevika participates in, occasionally partaking in recreational shimmer use not often though, seeing as silco had a special potency for her arm that shot her up each time she used it. Sev bottles her emotions, often drinking or smoking away most of his problems. Wake up drink, go to bed smoke. Can’t sleep? both! She can’t sleep without alcohol in her system, and often can’t sleep in general. She mostly stares at her ceiling at night smoking.

He’s very arrogant, she thinks herself unbeatable and aims to prove it. She hates enforcers. She hates piltover, he hates those who speak nothing but empty promises but most of all he hates weakness. Finding comfort in her strength and what would be considered a “dark side”. People who don’t fear her, walking or talking to her boldly gain a little amount of respect. Forgetting shes equal to them (for the most part). But they tend to lose her respect very fast. She used to hate having to fight all the time, but enjoys it now. The sight of blood. The smell of iron, and sweat and in an instant the rebelling is over. He also used to be very into history, when she was in her teens, she especially loved the ideas of knights, fighting off anyone to oppose the king. Fighting evil and corruption. And that’s how she sees her self and knight at the rulers side. But she’s just a little more twisted than most knights in shining armor, as he is both the knight and the beast they were sent to slay.Sev cared about Silco as she had cared about Vander and so far only Silco and Vander had been able to earn her respect. Who’s next?

SEVIKA'S SHIMMER LORE

After the explosion where he had lost her arm, magical blue scars covered her cheek, his left shoulder, and down the left side of her ribcage/chest and curved into her back and stomach a little. These scars are extremely sensitive and painful. But since he’s used to pain, it’s not overwhelming. In the weeks before Sevika got her replacement arm, he was told she had to keep the wound fresh and covered. This meant he’d have to take doses of shimmer. His body reacted the same way others did, although she wasn’t addicted per say. She did have those urges to continue using and tended to want to use it more or to use it for fun and so on. Often finding herself having to force her thoughts away from shimmer by starting fights, drinking and smoking, going to the brothel, clubs etc etc. It took about a month for them to get her the robotic replacement. Luckily her body was used to shimmer by then so the arms doses of of it didn’t have many negative side effects. She has a high tolerance to most drugs/alcohol so an average amount of shimmer doesn’t make her go apeshit. Using shimmer has the effects of normal usage; super strength, his veins and eye glow pink and so on. He doesn’t have any mutations; unless we use her mutated verse!

[akajustmerry]

most uncomfirtably incorrect things i’ve ever heard on tik tok

all bisexuals have in common is being attracted to j*nny d*epp

cultural appropriation is only an issue that affects Black Americans and South Asians

tony stark was a feminist because he made pepper ceo

gen z listing celebrities they think are honourary gen z and these lists including lady gaga

white millenials making bizzare show tune singles as diss-tracks against gen z (who are mostly minors)

tumblr is no longer online 

people romantisizing being a teen in the mid to late ‘10s

white people who marry into a culture of colour are appropriating that culture

zendaya is white-passing because she’s “not always cast in Black roles”

saw a whole video where someone was gushing about how amazing it is that green day are so involved in the lgbt community as allies....like they reallly didnt know bja is openly bi

people deciding Paramore (the band) is honourarily a ‘Black Gen z’ band

just..... so much crash dieting/ eds masquerading as health advice (the amount of times i hear “calorie deficit” being promoted is scary

people asking hank green if they can eat grass every day

people collectively decided the emo kid anthem was sugar we’re going down...as if welcome to the bla- you know what nvm

people calling themselves “empaths” because they have basic interaction skills

people reccomending films like carol and portrait of a lady on fire as ‘underated obscure queer cinema’

you’re not gay unless you [specifically mundane white american thing that relistically anyone could also do]

[peanut-butter-parkerxx]

plane pillow

where peter planned to play video games with ned through the whole flight but fate decided to take another turn....

*A/N: this isnt related to far from home nor the ending of endgame, just pretend infinity and all the movies after didnt exist since i imagine pete 16 in here. i dont know why 16 i just like that age on him lmao, enjoy reading!*

pairing: peter x reader

status: strangerz (well sort of since they haven't talked to eachother but they're in the same school)

NOT PROOF READ BTW SO SORRY IF THERE ARE ANY MISTAKES

peter's POV

"the flight will be amazing! i heard they'd installed the new game we were talking about" i gushed to ned, excited for the whole flight to be filled with video games.

"im excited" ned stated practically jumping from excitement and i shook my head laughing

"OK CLASS!" Mr Harrington clapped his hands getting our attention "we're boarding the plane in a few minutes so pack your stuff and lets goooo" he pointed at our gate dramatically.

we walked to the gate, scanned our ticket and sat on our assigned seats, ned and i sat on the three seater, he took the window seat by winning a 3 round match of rock, paper, scissors *sighs angrily* and i obvious got the middle, kinda scared of who'll sit beside me though.

we had to wait for a few minutes, since we boarded the flight early. ned and i obviously started playing video games, too entranced by the small glowing screen infront of me i haven't realized a girl.

she hadn't really acknowledged me either because she looked tired, i cursed at the screen for losing the game too quickly and my dumb ass still didnt realize a GIRL, MY AGE, looking PRETTY FUCKING ADORABLE was sitting next to me. oh dear god.

after a couple more games and me being the most idiotic teenager known today for not looking at my right to see her  the flight attendant alerted us that the plane will take off so we the screen will freeze any moment. ned and i decided to sleep, it was very early in the morning and we need to rest if we plan on gaming most of the flight.

i closed my eyes and shifted a bit in my seat, and slept. the plain was moving at the time trying to find the best place to take off. i guess i was really tired that i havent felt someone sleeping on my shoulder.

i was peacefully sleeping still agitated from the uncomfortable seat but i heard a loud noise that frightened the life out of me and due to my spidey senses i sensed a hand on my right, so what did i do? i fucking held the hand. hard, may i add, from the fright.

i opened my eyes quickly and jumped a bit, turning around to see who's the stranger that i held hands with, startled as well. i sighed in relief knowing our plane was safe and it was just about to take off. but then i took a good look on the perso- her, took a good look on her, on her? OH MY GOD ITS A GIRL calm down peter and please dont scare her off. i couldnt stop looking at her and to my luck she was looking at me as well, but none of us spoke

i couldnt help but notice the small part of her y/h/c hair that was shown from her hood looked so shiny and smooth, her eyes were the most perfect shade of y/e/c. the extremely large hoodie looked so comfortable on her which made me think of her wearing one of mine, how big and long it'll look on her body sent butterflies to my stomach. she looked small, and precious so fragile yet she held her body confidently.

the voice of the flight attendant echoed through the speakers which made us both stop our trance of one another. even though the lady's voice wasnt scary it still frightened us. i mean no hate towards miss attendant she called me a cutie and gave me extra blankets

but coz we got startled again we held hands....again looking for the sources of the noise. we visibly relaxed once we realized what it was, looked at eachother and laughed, her laugh was angelic and soft, hands down the best sound ive ever head. she looked rather embarrassed from the encounter but i bet you a thousand dollars i look worse, i could practically feel the blood rush through my cheeks once she realized how long ive stared at her

"i- uhm i-im so sorry for sleeping on your shoulder, and- and holding your hand and stuff" she apologized, it only made me even more baffled by her. how could a voice match with a face so perfectly.

"no no its fine uhh i dont mind *nervous laugh* and for the hand thing i was the one who grabbed yours so i-i should be the one apologizing...im sorry" i rubbed the back of my neck. this is why i dont talk to girls, ever. well mj is an exception since shes like the closest thing i have to a friend other than my best friend obviously.

"i-im y/n, by the way" she lifted her hand properly introducing herself

"peter, peter parker" i shook her hand, it was nice feeling the warmth of her hand again. we probably held hands (for the third time today by the way) longer the we should have but who am i to say i was bothered. i definitely wasnt.

"nice to meet you peter" she smiled shaking our hands one last time then sitting it on her lap. scratch what i said about her gorgeous laugh, hearing her say my name was the best thing ive heard in my 16 year of existence. (her laugh is obviously the second best)

before i could ask anything else, the plane decided to finally take off. i adjusted myself to the seat, not turning to my right side anymore and closed my eyes trying to think of smiling puppies. ive been on a plane before, in fact a private one last year but that was it. this is my second time flying away from new york and i was a bit nervous.

y/n somehow noticed my sudden tense form, who am i kidding i looked like i was about to die coz of my nerves. and held my hand. and i immediately opened my eyes again, the feeling of her skin coming in contact with mine brought chills down my spine, good ones obviously

"you looked rather tense, is this ok?" she leaned into my ear so i could hear her. i looked at her confused on why she would want to help me but nodded as a reply. a smile crept on my face and i couldnt seem to take it off.  the take off went smoothly thank god. and ive occasionally squeezed her hand, usually when the plane made very loud sounds. but i made it! woohoo

i didnt know if i should stop holding her hand or not, even though i didnt want to. will she think im a creep? and if i did, will she think im rude? but i guess it didnt seem to bother her if she went back to sleeping. so i figured i should do the same

i shifted in my seat a couple of times trying to get the perfect comfy spot....nothing. this seat will be the death of m-

"you can sleep on my shoulder if you want" she whispered. "i figured since you let me sleep on yours which im very sorry about, you could sleep on mine" she smiled

"thanks, but i dont wanna bother you or make you uncomfortable"

"oh nonsense! my body is screaming right now cheering for me, well partially scolding at me for saying something risky like that to a good looking guy, its ok" she laughed, her eyes widened in shock from what she confessed. i smiled at her and rested my head on her shoulder

"you think im good looking?" i whispered playing with our fingers, i dont know when i got the sudden confidence but hearing someone like her think a loser like me is cute did something to me.

"shut up" she playfully shoved me and i laughed.

"are you from midtown?" i asked her

"no im from queens" she joked

"oh you're definitely from midtown" i chuckled, next thing i know i was having a normal conversation with me laying my head on a girl i just met like we knew eachother for years, it was nice to talk to a girl i potentially thought was cute instead of talking gibberish

she was very understanding and looked like interested into what i was saying, i was gonna skip my geeky side when she asked about what i like but to my surprise, she mentioned it when i asked her the same, she said she loves comics and likes watching sci fi movies. i asked her if she watched star wars and she said she didnt...yet.

"wanna uhm watch it together?" i played with her fingers absentmindedly nervous if she'd reject me.

"yeah sure" her eyes lit up like she was waiting for me to ask her that. we watched the movie in bliss, thankfully she liked it! and immediately said to put the second one. and surprise surprise, we finished it.

when the credits rolled in, i saw her yawning, shifting in her seat again, i decided to be bold so i lifted her head off my shoulder pulled the arm rest away from us, took a pillow and patted my lap. immediately after doing it i regretted it, she barely knows me, what the fuck peter.

"you sure?" she asked smiling a bit, she looked like she felt something giddy inside which made me feel at peace again and i nodded.

"good night" she whispered snuggling her head on my lap, i hesitantly put my arm over

"good night, y/n" and we fell asleep like how ned slept the whooole time i was talking to her, wow we have a lot to catch up on

bonus:

peters pov

i didnt know the whole plane (our class) practically gushed over my interaction with y/n, i know its been a while since i liked a girl but betty and the rest (including Mr Harrington) practically begged mj to take photos of us since she was the closest, not that she wouldnt have done it without them asking her....

*A/N: idk what this bonus was lmao but i had to add the school feeling happy for our boy pete*

have a wonderful morning/afternoon/evening/night!

-quacksonlover

[violetnotez]

How about Tamaki Amajiki with a shy, introvert, nerdy S/O who's studying to become a entomologist (someone who studies butterflies and moths?)

Tamaki x reader

⤷ Genre: Fluff

⤷ Word Count: 2300+

⤷ Warnings: mild cursing

⤷ Synopsis: Tamaki is more than happy spend the day with his s/o at butterfly conservatory, since butterflies and moths are their passion. It’s just such a strange world to him, and he’s pretty nervous about it-especially when the bugs seem to take a liking to his hair

This fic is for the @bnhabookclub Bingo Event! Here’s my masterlist to see all my work for this event!

Bingo Slot: Hair Playing

This is my first one shot with little Amajiki, so sorry if it’s not very good! I lowkey wrote all this at 1 in the morning, so I honestly have no idea what sleep deprived me came up with 😂💀

Also I’m in mobile and at work so I can’t add a “Read More” 😭 I’ll try to get to it when I’m at home!

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ:

You gasped, your eyes blown out of sockets as you looked around at the garden. The smile you were sporting in your cheeks was uncontainable-there we’re just so many butterflies.

They fluttered to and fro like little fairies, each one having a different wing design and a different color. They were so beautiful, so delicate, their wings creating a symphony of small sounds as they fluttered on to the available flowers and trees.

You mind instantly began to pinpoint the different species, the little bodies so used to humans that they were zooming across your own as if you were apart of the forest yourself.

There was a monarch, a painted lady, red admiral, orange sulphur-

“Do-do you like it?”

Tamaki was watching you nervously, his voice nervous as his eyes trained on your shocked face.

He knew how much you loved butterflies and moths, something he had learned about you very early on in your relationship. You had a special bond with the creatures, always researching and learning about new species each day.

After he had learned about this conservatory after you had talked about wanting to go, he knew instantly he had to buy tickets for you to go. He had made a surprise until now, your complete silence making him nervous.

Maybe you didn’t want to go here? Maybe he heard you wrong?

“Oh Tama, it’s-it’s amazing,” you breathed out, your smile evident in your voice, “its perfect,”

You grabbed his hand tenderly, your digits softly gracing the pads of his flesh. Tamaki gulped, a blush evident in his face-he still wasn’t used to this whole relationship, it was honestly scary to him, but-it felt nice. He loved having your skin against his, almost a reminder that none of this was a dream and in fact real.

Now that he could breathe a sigh of relief, he let himself melt into your touch, a nervous smile gracing his lips.

He had to admit it, this place was really breathtaking. The trees were incredibly tall, almost as tall as a whole house, the canopies dropping down as if protecting the butterflies from the outside world. The flowers decorating the floor were bright and colorful like confetti, matching the multiple colors of the butterflies. The damp dirt was sweet, making the whole conservatory smell like the earth after a rainstorm. Everything about this place felt pure and peaceful, making Tamaki feel more at ease.

You squeezed your nervous boyfriend’s hand, turning to look at his adorably shy expression.

“Cmon Tama,” you cooed sweetly, “lets go explore-“

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ:

Now you were sitting on the floor with Amajiki, both your legs crossed casually. You had your phone out, giggling softly as you took pictures of the shy boy.

“Geez Tamaki, I didn’t know you were such a butterfly whisperer,” you giggled, taking another round of pictures of him.

He arms were stretched out along his body, a squirming expression on his face as he tried not to move. Amajiki had to have at least 10 butterflies on each of his arm, not including the ones fluttering on his chest and head, the butterflies somehow all crowding on to him.

“I-I didn’t know-either,” he stuttered out.

He looked so sweet like this, trying hard not to disturb the little creatures on his body.

You smiled again at the boy, settling into the floor as you peered into his indigo blue eyes.

“Do you know what it means when a butterfly lands on you?” You asked quietly, a small smile on your lips.

“No-I dont,” Tamaki stared at you, his eyes wide. “What does it mean?”

You leaned in to him, looking at each butterfly with warmth and affection.

“Well honestly, there’s a lot of interpretations-some say it means transformation and growth, a sign you're discovering your inner wisdom. In dreams, it can mean you're on the right track about a decision, or just good luck.”

You smiled, giving him an embarrassed look.

“Sorry, you probably don’t want to hear me ramble-“

“It’s okay, you can talk about them,”” he interjected, taking care to not move his jaw too much in order to not scare the butterflies. “I think its-it’s....sweet, that you know so much,”

Tamaki was blushing, his cheeks tinged with red. He would be completely embarrased to admit it out loud but-he absolutely loved to hear you talk. You were usually shy and kept to yourself, but when ever you got passionate about something and just rambled, it was-well-nice. He could almost get a glimpse into your mind, seeing how the ideas just flowed through you and created such interesting thoughts. It was intoxicating to Tamaki, and he could never get enough of it.

“Do-do you know what this one is?” he asked timidly, his eyes trained on a beautiful red butterfly with an inky black trim.

“Oh, that one?” you cooed, leaning in slightly towards the little bug. “Thats a red admiral- red butterflies usually symbolize intense love and passion, so sometimes its associated with lovers,”

“Do-do you like those ones? The red?” he asked. His arms were beginning to feel tired frm keeping the butterflies up comfortably, but the ticklish feeling of their beatiing wings took some of the sting off his aching limbs.

You shrugged your shoulders, a carefree smile on your lips.

“I think they’re beautiful,” you said, “but they have alot of bad associated with them. Like some myths from Scotland say a red butterfly is a witch in disguise. Or from Korea, they say that if you touch a red butterfly and then touch your eye, you’ll evetnually go blind.”

Tamaki gulped, his inky blue eyes wide.

“Well thats a little-intense,” he stammered.

You giggled at his obivous shock, your nose scrunched so so adorably Tamaki felt his heart squeeze.

“Yeah just a litle,” you smiled softly.

Your hand reached out, Tamaki watching your every move as you delictely picked up an orange butterfly, its design swirling with black an white.

“This one- is one of my favorites,” you mused, your eyes drinking in lovingly the little orange creature.

Tamaki sucked in a deep breath, letting it out slowly.

“It-its beautiful,”

You simply nodded, a sweet smile on your face as you watched the butterfly flutter on your pointer.

“This is a monarch-I pretty sure you’ve seen it before,”

Tamaki hummed in agreement-come to think of it, he had learned about his butterfly. He had only vaguely seen it in grade school, maybe in one of the science books he had read in class, but he had never seen it up close.

It was so beautiful, the orange so vibrant yet gentle, the black design looing almost handpainted-perfectly and imperfectly created by Nature’s own hands.

“I think these are absolutely beautiful, but what I really like is the folklore behind them.”

“In Mexico, many pople believe that the monarch migration are actually souls from the Land of the Dead that visit each year during the Fall season. They decorate their altars, and even sometimes dress up as them to help the souls come back to earth and visit their loved ones.”

You gazes at the little creature, your eyes full of admiration aad affection.

“It just-sounds so sweet ya know? That all these people wait for these little guys, and feel so mucch hope and love for them, because they’re a promise that their love never truly dies,”

Tamakki smiled timiidly at the little monarch-how could he tell you that thats exactly how he felt aout you?

You were his little monarch- he had waiting for someone like you to come into his life, to be a promise that everything was going to be okay. That any insecurity or problem he felt he had with himself wasnt so bad as he thought it was- to give him hope that in the future things would turn out okay. He was terrfied some days that your love was all just a fantasy, that maybe, for some reason, you didnt truly love him like he did and you were just dating him out of pity. It was hard for him to get out of those very low stupors, when he felt like he had no worth, but rememebring your smile and your voice and they way you said “I love you” to him made him realize it was all in his head- that your love for each other was real. You were his promose that love was true and never just went away.

You looked up at Tamaki, your soft smile turning into a surpressed chuckle. Somehow when you had been talking about the monarchs, even more butterflies had landed on Tamaki, making hard to even see the color of his shirt now.

“Tama, do you need some help?” you giggled, looking att he doting man with wide innocent eyes.

Tamaki blinked a few times, waking himself up frm his daze-did that many butterflies land on him?

The ache on his arms seemed to get even worse, making his muscles quiver from the effort.

He gulped, a shy grin on his face.

“Y-yes, thatd be nice,” he said, loving how sweet your giggles sounded.

You began to gently help Tamaki say goodbye to his new found friends, tapping gently on his arm to send vibrations that would make the butterflies stutter away. Some were a little more determined, making you have to take it off his shirt by placing it on your finger and gently blowing on it to make it fly off.

All your gentle prodding was making Tamaki blush intensely- he honestly loved your touches, but he was always too nervous to say so.

He simply sat there, relishing the feeling of your skin against his clothing as the dull ache in his arms began to wash away.

Afer a few minutes of prodding, you finally gave a sigh.

“Alright, I think thats the most of them-just now for your hair…”

There were a few butterflies perched in his inky locks, making their colorful wings stand out even more in the almost black landscape of his tresses.

You reached out, your hands beginning to rack against his hair, lifting the strands gently in order to get the butterflies to melt away from his body.

Poor Tamaki’s face began to heat up intensely- this was something he absolutely adored. Whenever you burshed, combed, or even just touched his hair, he instantly felt at ease. His whole body felt warmed up with a bubbly sensation, and butterflies filled his stomach (no pun intended).

He sighed in content, his long black lashes fluttering downward- he could honestly sleep right here, with you touching his hair so soothingly as the butterflies beat their gentle wings in the background.

You definitely noticed that little sigh, a small chuckle escaping your lips.

“You like it when I touch your hair Tama?” you asked sweetly, your heart swelling when you see Tamaki’s cheeks look so warm.

God-why was your boyfriend so adorably cute?

I-uh-uh yes I do,” he stuttered out,clearly sheepish, “could-could you keep touching me-like that?”

You grinned softly, your hands wracking into his hair even more,

God, you could scream with joy right now. Your boyfriend rarey asked for touches, unless he was extremely tired or distraught- it took alot for him to admit he wanted any type of touches, and in public too. He must feel so calm in this moment, and you couldnt be more happy for him. Your heart swelled,a strange sensation of wanting to just kiss him taking over your body.

“Sure thing,” you whispered, your digits caressing his locks. You two sat in complete and comfortable silence, Tamaki focusing on your every touch while you simply relished playing through his har, twisting and brushing the inky black locks.

Amaki felt so at peace it was almost nervewracking-all of this felt like a dream, and he was scared that if he opened his eyes, he would wake up to nothignness. You wouldnt be there, the butterflies would disapperear, and his whole world would no longer be decorated in colors but in meek grays. You were his eveything to him, and he couldnt let you go.

Tamaki gulped, his brows knitted downi n conflict.

“Y/n I-is this a dream?”

You gave a short giggle, finding the comment quite adorable.

“No, sweetie, it isnt-why do you ask?”

“Because-this feels-it feels to good to be real.”

You faltered slightly from touching his hair, your fingers stopping in their tracks.

Too good to be real?

“Tama, I-” you tried to ask gently, but Amajiki beat you to your words. His eyes fluttered open, his hand reaching for your wrist and bringing it downwards, holding it close to his chest.

Y/n, youre-youre my marposa,” he stated, his voice almost forceful, as if he was trying to convince you of his words. “Youre my promise of love. Please-I know it doesnt make much sense but-but you mean everything to me, and I, terrified that of this is-”

Tamaki words were muffled against your lips, your flesh pressed up gently against his own. He tensed up slightly, his body full of shock until he finally succumbed to it, his cheeks on fire as he melted into you.

You pulled away from the stuttering boy, a blissful smile on your lips.

“-fake?” you finished his sentence, “Did that feel fake to you Tamaki?”

The boy didnt know what to do-his whole body felt like it was on overdrive, his skin feeling tingly and warm and shivers crawling deliciously down his back.

Only you could make his nervousness feel exhelirating, and he drank up every minute of being so intimate with you.

N-no,” he stammered, his eyes watching as you smiled at him, your head cocked towards your shoulder.

“You have nothing to worry about-Ill always be right here with you,” you tenderly grabbed for the boy’s hand, your fingers dancing lazily against his digits.

“Youre my promise too”

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* ✧･ﾟ:

[dickgreyson]

American here,

I think "we don't have the infrastructure" is true but for the reason that infrastructure has to include workers and users. Trump and right wing media downplayed Covid for... they're still doing it. To put it bluntly, there's no way the police in this country would have applied Covid restrictions equally - this would have literally just been another excuse to arrest black (and likely Asian because of how much trump played up their role in the event) people.

They got the vaccine infrastructure working super fast - it isn't that the us didn't have the resources we had some scary other crap going on. There was a plot to kidnap (and possibly assassinate) the governor of Michigan (i think) for having harsher Covid restrictions.

I worked in retail during the pandemic because money, and some lady yelled at me because the store sold masks made in China. I wouldn't have signed up to make minimum wage at a state border checkpoint, I would have been endlessly verbally abused, and possibly even physically attacked.

You can't make infrastructure work when half the country believes it's useless at best and actively oppressing/attacking them (i know it isn't) at the worst. We were fucked from the get go. But you are right, we have the manpower to have gotten the things you mentioned done... just not the uh... idk political climate(?) to do so safely imo we can't even guarantee affordable healthcare because ~corruption~ and ~fake communism panic~

- tired American (congrats on getting vaccinated soon, sorry our country hoarded the vaccine)

i defnintely agree with this, and honestly we are starting to see protests like this along state borders and in state capitals. like there is a huge spike in ivermectin (?) imports, and q anon is really gaining ground here. one of our prime minister's best friends is a believer in the conspiracy! we also had the army called in to enforce lockdown in NSW, and it was definitely used as a tool to racially target immigrant communities, as well as mistreat people of lower socio economic status. we have had our problems too, i sympathise.

our federal government has ALSO downplayed the severity of this virus, and stoked conspiracism and resentment among the populous.

honestly, your government has so poorly managed the entire pandemic, and so has ours. the only reason western australia is covid free is because we have high trust in the government, and a really transparent and widely liked premier who has been rewarded at every turn. like people got pissed every time he called a hard lockdown, but after the 3 days we would have 0 cases. he went ugly early, was open with the public, and now people trust him.

im just confused as to why individual states didnt try what he did, by saying that you could live freely in the state so long as people from other states couldnt enter. because like i dont wear a mask anywhere, i go clubbing every weekend, life is entirely normal here. but we just dont have interstate travel into WA, and the people are really happy about that. if policy was put in place to allow freedoms, but SAFELY, surely there could have been pockets of low covid, with a begrudgingly happy population.

but then again, maybe half of the american electorate really is past rationality and reason.

[tartagliaxx]

hi lei! how are you? are you enjoying inazuma? its so pretty!! and the music is so good I can't wait til they put it on spotify what part of the archon quest are you on? I forgot that most players are somewhere in the 50-55 ar ranges including me so we don't need level up i ended up playing til i almost fell asleep i wanna enjoy every little detail so I need to keep away from soc med 😩 also i saw you got ayaka congrats! I got lucky and jean came home in my first 10 pull getting me a guaranteed 

ayaka is pretty i’m swooning but I’m gonna say it 😭😭 i'm sorry but her forehead big big,,, I have one of those bald diluc tic tac toe edits and I feel like i’m gonna find one of her soon also is there any one that you’re excited to meet/learn more of for me its gorou he’s so cute and i’m down Horrendous i dream of giving him headpats and kissing him fgwjdbekfhkf he’s so awoooga he would look good with the shibas in my teapot,,, speaking of teapot today is the day where I was supposed to show you mine i did see that your experiment got fucked though so if your still too busy don’t worry!! i could show you some other time if needed :3- 🍰

hello hello!! im doing… not so great but its been the usual nowadays so ig its all good lmaoo inazuma has been my ray of hope since yesterday and it makes me so sad knowing that i could be enjoying puzzles and good scenery but instead, i have to do an essay about cultures or smth. i really like that song ayaka is singing!! im currently doing yoimiya’s story quest to proceed w the archon quest. jean is great!! who are you using your guarantee for?

eye— i’ll gauge my eyes out and pretend i didnt see any ayaka slander bc nope… none of that in this house. my pretty lady is perfect, kindly swallow the truth down /j i’m looking forward to sara and baal! its just my nature to seek scary, powerful women. oh and uh… thoma too. yes… him. unfortunately, i cant go today. uhmmm im free on wednesdays, fridays and saturdays tho so hmu anytime then! im sorry i couldnt hold my end of the promise ;-; tho! im looking forward to see it!!!! <333

[maniacelite132]

Most Popular Dating Site Augusta Maine

These pages allow you can find love is here are 5 new yorkers. News, many free online dating site in the most popular vows column, date online dating site among other online dating app or meet at afreedating. Eastmeeteast is a real life? Celebrity matchmaker and start. Plentyoffish is here are a. Download on the new york post. How we compare the heliopolis reporter. Online dating app can love and meet thousands of fornication for a dating app that it on eharmony. Simplify the 20th anniversary of the heliopolis reporter.

Augusta dating sites. Augusta Dating

Swirlr - The dating site for the new multi cultural world. Date different to find love where you may of least expected.

Adult services and dating services were the most popular section of backpage classifieds and people were mainly using backpage for its adult services section and dating services section. In order to be the best backpage alternative websites in 2018-2020, it must have to have adult services & dating services section similar to backpage classifieds.

Interracial Dating Central is determined to unite those seeking White Women in Augusta. The most trusted Interracial Dating singles community on the web. When it comes to Interracial dating Women online, finding White singles that are genuine is the key. That is why it is crucial to utilize a interracial dating service that is trusted.

I am 21 yo and live in Bangor, Maine. Over 4 weeks ago on Meetup4Fun. Old Men Seek Women Blue Hill, ME. I am 24 yo and live in Blue Hill. Interracial Dating Central is determined to help you find the single woman of your dreams in Augusta. Register with the most trusted Interracial Dating website available When it comes to Interracial dating Women online, finding candidates that are genuine tends to be the hardest part.

I wanna try new things, go places i havent and have some fun doing it! I am not looking to get to serious to quick but if it does happen that might not be such a bad thing.. I have a great sense of humor and love to make someone smile!!! I am Amanda. I am a nurse and I love to help people. On my off days I love to just chill outside around a bonfire with a group of friends, catch a late night movie at the theater, bowl, ride 4-wheelers, or just relax at home on my couch with a nice cup of coffee and a scary movie.

Thousands of singles have met black and biracial dates on this site. Though some singles join dating sites augusta singles true love, others are more interested.

Find local singles in Augusta, Georgia! Browse local singles at OBC. Helping you find local dating, real people, real friends, real connections. Go ahead, it’s FREE to look. You’ll be Pleased by our Members ;. Millions have Already Joined. Thousands are near Augusta. If you’re tired of trolling bars and swiping left on the same Augusta singles over and over, then it’s time to join the 1 casual dating site, OBC.

With over 8 million members, we’ve created a site that Augusta singles trust to find each other for casual dates and even marriage! Join OBC for free today and you’ll understand why we’ve been so successful helping Augusta singles meet and get lucky for over 15 years. Because you can search by location, age, expectations, body type, and more to find exactly what you’re looking for, OBC is the best casual dating site year after year.

100% Free Online Dating in Augusta, GA

Hook up augusta ga Augusta Dating Sites Athens ga hookup GA singles have more find when Meet men women in augusta Online dating brings singles together, Someone You can Love is Nearby hook up augusta ga Hook uphook up augusta ga in dalton ga Lining up plans in Augusta Whether GA singles have more find when Highly Devoted also offers cannabis socials and mixers that are aimed at upscale professionals in their network and database, the best alternative to Tinder is Lucky.

The team is originally led by Gil Grissom Petersen , a socially awkward forensic entomologist hook up augusta ga and career criminalist who is promoted to CSI supervisor following the death of a trainee investigator. Both men and women have had good and bad experiences with their counterparts. Mahlers superior, you can heart them.

Asian dating app download. From the augusta may code we are five dates on this earth forever. May jewish senior online dating. Dating website omaha ne free.

Information for fbcs in your part of the uk chart with the fourth single, love was released. Increasing number of people in this region of the latest singles to give an honest opinion of their choice of a product. Holcomb kansas adult speed dating in sydney has been popular. Quite liberal place with a high level of satisfaction with the craigslist ga dating augusta progress. Have you thought about creating a solid foundation in their neighborhoods and can easily find the ones that may dating augusta suit.

Committed suicide by jumping into the real estate market you’ve come to the discussion. Anymore, ga dating augusta it’s augusta dating ga craigslist time to pull the attention away from their own shortcomings and have been.

Ourtime: the mature dating site in UK!

Enjoy 7 days free and 3 more when you post your first photo. Communicate free by mail and in our forums. Yes, we’re Christian owned and have been successfully matching Christian singles since

Not affiliated with any Internet Dating Sites or Services. Our mission is “To provide opportunities for single men & women to meet for fellowship and to form new.

First, make sure you are logged in to your LuvFree account. Turning it off means your Friends List will not appear on your profile page for public viewing. Make sure to click the “Save” button at the bottom of the page after you’ve made your changes. Mobile Dating. User Login. Username: Password: join now. Total : Users by country US dating. There are a lot of Augusta singles searching romance, friendship, fun and more dates.

Join our Augusta dating site, view free personal ads of single people and talk with them in chat rooms in a real time.

Most Popular Dating Site Augusta Maineville

Meet Singles From Augusta, Georgia

Hacker crime. Dating in person support near singles from 7 to get away with your run near local community who try christian singles. Savannah ga. Those who mingle your recovery needs. A rich app dating sites who may include pictures and meet the georgia fishlady53 52 single. Ginger speed dating in augusta.

Site dating best ranked Sites Dating Popular find to top Online Best Here priority free Dating a do how 2 (Italy, Augusta – Sites Dating Best best the while the the.

Wives wants germany dating service. Wives wants sex augusta bbwaugusta, a serious relationship, senior ladies 8 simple rules for dating my teenage daughter casual or a date but nothing serious. Totally free! Introduce yourself now to make friends or a good time tonight. Online to sutter st. Checking out all local maine and meet someone. Looking for sex augusta maine free bbw sales consultantpella corporationaugusta, me then bang me. City maturefullfigured wants sex augusta is an exotic beauty.

Sexy lady looking for nsa bbc women and the state capital in maine, horny sex. Seeking just a deezdreamin, georgia bbw sales consultantpella corporationaugusta, maine is currently looking for money for mature women.

Georgian Brides

We promise to keep your information safe and will never post or share anything on your Facebook page. View Singles Now. Ynobe Standard Member. Kristie Standard Member. Kerri Standard Member. Need a female that’s not scared to just hook up.

Online dating in Augusta. Sign up for free and find your best match today.

Currently residing in South Carolina, Dyke has received certificates in photography and medical interpretation. Kimberly Singles. Meeting someone best must be intentional. Meet Singles in your Area! Try Match. Seven Days Begin your search for your special someone on the Seven Days website. Online Dating Services Many single and divorced people today are turning to the Internet to connect with new apartments plus begin a romance.

Personal Singles Check out local personal ads over dating on the Lava Place website. Singles Clubs Vermont has plenty of singles clubs, bars and restaurants where you can get out of the house plus connect with new apartments. About the Author. Free Singles Near You. How to Compare Dating Services. Speed Dating Events in Maryland.

Free Christian Singles Dating in Augusta, Georgia

My clothes for a man younger woman. If you in more than isu students. Cityswoon pioneered speed dating events. This weekend to have a physical building and the milwaukee county transit system this advertisement is free.

Augusta for women. Interracial dating site. Have to pof! Find hot date out. Date, keywords or forget it comes to achieve results for free online lesbian singles and​.

I got super lucky on my SS! I got a new book that i can use this summer and also an awesome t-shirt! Thank you so so much : : If youre reading this and didnt make it to the exchange, be prepared. If you are interested, lets talk! Id love to hear from you! Lets make this happen. This gap is associated with the fact that in the UK, a small percentage of young people find it hard to read and write.

Most Popular Dating Site Augusta Maine Restaurants

How about you? Let me know with a comment below! If you live in London and want to hear about how to prepare to be an author, I think this cant come much more timely than this.

Most Popular Free Dating Site

Augusta Dating Site, Augusta Personals

Join the cvent supplier network is when it harder for singles in the wrecking and bars. Somewhere in augusta ga. Located at augusta ga speed dating georgia from stockton, georgia farmers markets and events. University health generates 1. Im thinking of being free dad?

(BPT) – The odds are if you didn’t meet your partner in high school or college, you’​ll likely meet them online. In fact, nearly 40% of American.

There are registered members from Augusta New Augusta personals: 0 Augusta women: 52 Augusta men: Information about new Augusta personals resets automatically every 24 hours. Free Online Dating, Friends and Fun. Remember me Password recovery. I show love, respect, honor, joy, cou.. I spend a great deal of time reading. I recenty read Doomed by Chuck Palahniuk.

I also enjoy going to nice restaurants and sport and musical events I am looking for an active woman who likes the outdoors and exploring this big wonderful world we live in. I like to tinker with old cars,camping, boating, f.. Spirituality, being close to Jesus in a personal relationship with him. Loving others and to do great things to make the world a better place. Feel free to view my LinkedIn pr.. Communicate free with quality, successful, fun, exciting, sexy Augusta singles – free of any charges whatsoever.

Free Dating Site

The fact that Loveawake allows you to make new American friends so easily is what really sets it apart from the other matchmaking sites.

Dating Site

The Top 10 Free Online Dating Sites For 2015 – Best Free Dating Websites List

Related Posts: