#i didn't mean to ramble again i'll probably delete this later

[wasyago]

some rambles about gillion trans headcanons and other stuff

im realizing that i write these posts because i have no one to talk about riptide with, so this is like a monolog that is meant to be a dialog? sort of? the point is, the thought process is unpredictable and this is just everything that goes through my head and not like a structural point or anything and some things are random and not uhhh pretty(?). i dont even know why im writing these disclaimers, no one cares probably?

anyway. so, if gillion was a trans man, how would that work?

did he know from the young age, before the elders even, that he was a boy? was it just an obvious thing for him and his family? was he loved and accepted? and when the elders took him away, did they accept him as well? did they even see him for a kid/a person he was, or did they only think about the prophecy and didn't care what gender The One was? when gillion got older, did he get his top surgery inside the walls of the palace without anyone questioning him or looking down upon? or did he have to sneak out? probably definitely not sneak out, im not sure gillion ever left the palace or seen the world outside much. did he even get top surgery?

that's an interesting question to me actually, because if tritons (in this campaign at least) hatch from eggs, do females even have bigger boobs? technically no, right? do they even have boobs? i mean, they do have chest muscles and stuff, but do they have nipples? the one time i drew gill without a shirt i didn't draw him any, so im gonna say "no" for now. sorry im huge bore when it comes to these types of questions, i don't even know why actually... is it weird?

uhh what was i talking about... so i guess yeah, if female and male tritons don't have that different of a body structure, gillion probably didn't even need a top surgery to begin with. and maybe he didn't experience much in terms of dysphoria, which honestly? good for him, he had enough going on already...

but if gillion wasn't trans before the elders? if he was fine with his gender, he was only five after all, he had better fiveyearold things to worry about. what happened after he was taken away? was it his own realization, just at an older age?

or was it forced on him by the elders? (its definitely a darker concept and would be out of character for the elders, but as an alternative universe I think its interesting as well). because "the chosen one", the hero of the prophecy, the one who will decide the fate of the world and who will protect the undersea, in the eyes of the elders could've only be a man (if they were misogynistic). and when they come to this family and they see a 5 y.o. girl, what can they feel except disappointment? they will try anyway though, because what are they supposed to do? and if they need a man for a prophecy they will get him one way or another...

again, a darker concept, and i think i like it like an au better than a headcanon for the main campaign. because it's ooc and brings up slightly different topics from the original.

at the end i think i wont headcanon gill as trans? (although who knows, maybe I'll come around eventually, we'll see) maybe as nonbinary or a secret third thing though. gillion to me doesn't feel like a "man" man, his gender is "a guy" i don't know how to explain it hdgsbbs (maybe im just projecting idk o_o)

I love it when people hc him as trans tho, its very sweet!!!!!!! and i believe he does have the top surgery scars in the official art? so like, pop off king lets go???? (actually i just checked and no he doesn't, but im gonna think he does anyway)

im a little scared to re read this post and i think i'll delete it later probably, but uhhh yeah... again, just rambling and thinking out loud (not out loud but you get what i mean. writing all this down or drawing something really helps me to think and figure things out, so that's why)

[honeyhobi]

Idea Time

Just me rambling / half writing about a modern avatar au

Tags: Kidnapping, mentioned child murder (no kids actually die though you'll see what I mean), mentioned actual murder, domesticity??? The Sully Family rock idk

BASICALLY what if Spider went missing as a child and Quaritch went to jail for it AND THEN SPIDER TURNED BACK UP AGAIN YEARS LATER??? Maybe I'll actually write this for real maybe I won't. Just felt like jotting it down is all.

The Sully Family is having a typical day on the weekend. Things are normal, the weather is nice, everyone is off work and school on Saturday. Neytiri and Neteyam are in the kitchen doing dishes after family breakfast. Tuk is in the living room watching morning cartoons, and Jake is pretending not to be as invested in them as he really is.

Kiri is also in the living room on her nintendo switch playing Stardew Valley. She's got earplugs in to block out the sound of Tuk's chattering and the cartoons on the tv screen. Lo'ak is at the dining table on his phone, repeatedly typing out and deleting a text message to his classmate Tsireya.

Hey?

Backspace backspace backspace

Good morning, Tsireya!

Did you want to go to the movies today maybe?

Backspace backspace backspace back—

Jake's phone rings and he excuses himself into the hall to answer it. Everyone barely pays attention to the phone call as Jake answers it. Why would they? It's a typical day.

Less than 5 minutes later Jake reenters the living room and calls for everyone to "fall in." His voice is strained, something in it grabbing even Lo'ak's attention immediately.

They all stop what they're doing and crowd into the living room. Neytiri wipes her hands dry on a towel and slings it over her shoulder as she stands in the entryway, Neteyam sits next to Kiri as she pauses her game. He mutes the television and pulls Tuk off the floor and into his lap. Lo'ak sits carefully in the recliner, looking at his dad's face which has paled significantly.

Jake is gripping the armrests of his wheelchair tightly. The phone call must have been bad news. Maybe another military buddy died? Maybe the school called to tell him about Lo'ak's frequent tardiness which is totally not his fault by the way—

What Jake says next sends the world dropping out from underneath everyone's feet.

"They found Spider. He's alive."

Spider. As in Spider Socorro? None of them have heard that name in....well in probably a decade, when the boy first disappeared. An image of the smiling six year old boy from across the street flutters up from the recesses of Lo'ak's mind.

Spider had been presumed dead for years. His dad, Miles Quaritch, has been in prison for the past decade for killing his wife and son one night. The Sully Family were at Disneyland at the time, and while he hides it well, Jake still blames himself a little for not being there. If he had been, maybe he'd have heard something. Maybe he'd have been able to intervene, or see where Quaritch ran off to with the boy.

Quaritch has held onto his innocence every day since. All the way through the trial he insisted that he didn't kill his wife, someone broke in and knocked him out. Yes it was his gun, yes it was his prints, yes it was Paz's blood on his hands when the police showed up after a neighbor called 9-1-1. But if you had woken up to your wife bleeding out right next to you and your son gone, wouldn't you try to put pressure on the wound, too?

Even when Paz's mother begged during the trial for Quaritch to tell them all what he did to her grandson, where he buried the poor boy's body, he wouldn’t budge.

"If I knew where he was I would be the first one at the scene. I didn’t kill him."

But there were no other leads. No other suspects. Quaritch had no alibi or evidence to support his claims.

Lo'ak had been much too small to understand what really happened. He went to Paz and Spider's funeral but barely remembers it, at the time he just knew that his friend across the street wasn't going to be around anymore. Not until he got to middle school and did some research himself did he actually get the situation in its entirety.

And now, everything is changing. They found Spider, somewhere, somehow. Quaritch might very well have been an innocent man this whole time. Jake hasn't gone into detail just yet.

Neteyam asks, "What happened?"

Jake sighs heavily, runs a hand over his head. "That was Norm on the phone."

Norm, their old family friend who works in the police station as a CSI. He was one of the people that analyzed the evidence at the crime scene, he helped put Quaritch away.

"He says that an officer was doing his rounds last night and saw a kid walking aimlessly down the road. When he stopped him, the kid identified himself as Miles Socorro."

"Could he be lying, though?" Lo'ak wonders aloud.

Jake shakes his head. "The fingerprints match from the school database."

Lo'ak remembers vaguely the school-wide event years ago when all the students got their fingerprints taken. He still has the ID card he got from it, buried somewhere in his memories box underneath his bed. The event was for the Child Seeker's Program, developed to protect kids in the district in case they ever went missing.

So much help it had been for Spider.

But here he was, a decade later, showing up with the police. There’s got to be more to the story that dad isn't telling them, or maybe Jake doesn't yet know the details himself. What started off as a normal Saturday has been flipped onto its head.

That leaves them all to ponder the same question. What happens now?

[thrawns-babygirl]

I had an anon in my askbox that was rudely asking me something along the lines of "why aren't you posting about Crosshair anymore" and I got mad and deleted it before figuring I should probably explain myself a little because all 860 of you did initially follow me for crosshair content so here goes:

So, like many of us, I am neurodivergent. I have intense, all encompassing hyperfixations that give me that ridiculous dopamine hit that we all know and love. Unfortunately, these hyperfixations have a shelf life (as much as I would prefer to be able to hyperfixate on a single thing for a long time and not worry about the enjoyment waning)

This means that in time, I struggle to connect with certain media the way I used to. If I set certain media to the side and then think about it a little while later, then I can sometimes get that rush back like I did when I first engaged with the media.

A good example of this is actually Hux and the sequel trilogy. Back when the sequels were new and exciting I was a feral Hux stan. I didn't have a blog I used back then so I just read fanfic on Ao3 and info dumped to my friends. (Lmao sorry guys)

But then the interest slowly waned, for star wars all together and I hyperfixated on other things, My Hero Academia, Haikyuu, Star Trek, until eventually my brain had enough of a break from Star Wars and let me get fully invested in it again.

Basically what I'm trying to say is, I would love nothing more than to still be fully invested in the Bad Batch fandom, but my brain will not let me feel the same way about it until I have a small break and think about something else for a while.

And like many of us, it was my comfort show. With my comfort characters. When the season 2 finale aired I was a mess. I'm not even a full time Tech fan but the way he went out broke me. It was hard to think about the show at all without feeling a whole slew of negative emotions, so I started rewatching rebels and the sequels to find a new comfort show and other comfort characters.

Look none of this makes any sense, but basically I'm sorry for the hux spam and lack of TBB content lately. It will return. I will come back to it, but its just really hard at the moment. I'll still finish off the requests once I am settled at my new house, but after that I probably won't turn requests back on for a while until I get over my negative emotions towards the show.

And before you hit me with the "but Hux died too" look i know, it's just easier to talk myself out of that one because it was so negligible in the grand scheme of the movie I can pretend he was helped into a bacta tank or something.

Look, if you got this far, thanks for reading my unmedicated ramblings. I'm sorry that the content you followed me for isn't happening as much anymore, but it will come back one day. When it's less difficult for me to think about.

Until then, enjoy the Thrawn posting and Hux posting. Or don't. I dont make the rules.

[bunny-hoodlum]

Almost done binging Netflix's Dark and Some Updates on hiatused Fics

Okay, I deleted my cringey post from however long ago, two days ago, whatever. I mean, in a way this blog is dead. I don't reaaaally feel like posting anything on here in particular, and I kinda never have. IDK when I will be drawing again, and I'm pulling away from social media in general becuz it's actually making me less inspired and more distracted.

Okay, I'll just quickly touch on Dark and move on. If you've read my fic "Powerless", which I stupidly deleted becuz I was worried readers were gonna feel ship-baited (becuz I didn't know when the NaruHina was ACTUALLY gonna happen) but for the past 3 years I wish I had left it up, it's been nearly 5 years now since I started it... AGHHHH!!! Okay, recurring angst out of the way, Dark S3 reminded me of what I was going for with Powerless. So... While time travel will not be involved at all, cosmic-level mysteries are definitely part of it. And I'll be working on the official plot again on the side. (it's still probably going to suck though, haha, what a reason to never update something, it never gets to suck if you don't let it. :P )

Fanfic Updates:

*more pained screaming* AHHHH!!! Had to get the cringe out of the way. Trying really hard here to get back to 21 Days but I feel so embarrassed, I don't know why. I just looked at it and had to click away, guhhh... T _ T Must be my writing, it's almost 3 years old. Where does the time go? I'm so sad. I have to retcon shit by 2 chapters. I totally forced the plot point of Sasuke taking his police test too early. I'm no longer attached to that development, which is good, because by holding onto it, I was staying stuck. Ch 20 is fine in of itself, but it's so, so short and not amazing. Totally a transitional chapter but whatever the new chapter is, it's going to be like... Ch 20's content plus more, and then Ch 21 is going to be something else entirely.

I know that there's nothing wrong with AWY in its current state, and even with the way it is right now it's like an arc has ended and I have to start a new arc, but I'm not feeling the last chapter anymore either. I think the way Kurenai is and how they kinda made up was totally accepted and even enjoyed? But it's not working for me. So I'm adjusting all of that.

As for Runner's High, I've written several new different outlines and such, so far I'm leaning on... and this is because I watched Run with the Wind last spring precisely for research... I'm leaning on Naruto being a college athlete and his team goes to a resort for training and it happens to be the one that I originally wanted him to work at -- maybe he will still work there at some point, I'm still figuring that all out. But I'm abandoning the 'hotel/hospitality management' major aspect because it's not really a necessary degree to move up the hierarchy. He can be a front desk boy and already be on the path to hotel owner, give or take years and years of experience, and then, y'know, not even know if that's what he wants until later. I still think Uzushio can be like a bankrupt country that he wants to go back to and revitalize and whatnot. Maybe. I've totally disconnected from my old plans and the previous version of the fic, so whatever becomes up the reboot is gonna be whatever it's gonna be, and it's not going to be the same lol. It literally cannot be the same. Lightning in a Bottle. But it's still a fun story that I want to write either way. It's a niche that needs to be filled, among other things.

Alright, I think that's all. Sorry, I'm not more succinct with this stuff, I know it's rambly as hell lol.

[wootaethiccasses]

I Got You Bestie... (+18)

PAIRING: Taehyung X Reader ft. Jungkook

GENRE: Smut, a bit of Fluff. (In the beggining, where I explain the thing with the ex, might be a bit angsty).

DESCRIPTION: It had been such a long time since you last met Kook and Tae, your dear bestfriends. After some weeks of mourning the loss of your ex, you decide that a good party with them is all that you need...

There will be a continuation of this... Don’t worrey;)

💫💫💫

3rd POV:

It was a normal Saturday morning.

Y/N was chilling at home scrolling through her phone. For the whole week, her "job" consisted of deleting every single pic and video she had with her now ex-boyfriend.

He was a complete jerk; he didn't even have the audacity to break up with her in person. The clown just sent her a "this is not working" over text. Not only that, Y/N's kind nature had made her stay strong all that time he would just play around and take her for granted. She spent sleepless nights overthinking. Trying to find out what was she doing wrong to make him act like that. She felt guilty even though she had never done anything bad!

He was a jerk. For making her think those things, and for being the way he was. It would be a lie to say that Y/N didn't feel devastated after the breakup. He treated her as if she meant nothing to him, as if all those months together didn't meant anything.

Now the worst thing comes. After a week she started to feel better, free, glowing! She realised how toxic the thing had been and how happy she was getting now. And then he had to break that peaceful oasis. One night he called her crying, saying how much he missed her, and how wrong he had been, and how much he loved her, blah blah blah... Y/N was lost for words, and being the sweetheart that she is, she took care of him. She held him as if her life depended on it. He tried to sleep with her a lot of times during that night, but she would just politely decline, not wanting to fall again. He left after some more attempts, angry because he couldn't get what he wanted: to get in her pants again. Y/N curled up on her bed and cried herself to sleep.

Jungkook and Taehyung had been worried sick since they found out about the breakup. They were Y/N's bestfriends since primary school, and they knew her the best. When she started going out with her boyfriend, they started meeting less. But the love the three of them had for each other never changed. They would always talk by phone and make video-calls to update each other of their lives. The latest news the two guys had from her bestie was her telling them about the breakup.

They had waited until Y/N would contact them, but they obviously sent her some supportive messages and told her that they loved her dearly.

After some weeks, on this Saturday morning, Y/N was feeling alright again. She felt full of life.

A really cool party was going to be hold at "Fantasy's Bar" that night, and Y/N thought that maybe it would be refreshing to go out with her bestfriends and just let everything go for the night. She had texted them about it on Monday of that week and they eagerly agreed, not wanting more than making her bestie happy.

We go back to Saturday morning, where Y/N, Taehyung and Jungkook had yet to decide what time they would be meeting.

The bar was full of sweaty bodies swaying their hips to one side and the other. Neon lights decorated the dim place and the powerful bass resonated everywhere. The three bestfriends approached a free table and ordered their drinks. They were having the night of their lives; drinking and laughing, sharing embarrassing stories and catching up with each other. They had have way too many drinks, but nothing of that mattered because they were reunited again. Jungkook was cuddling Y/N all the time (well, more like squeezing the life out of her) while Tae's hand caressed her form.

-"Guyssss, let's go to dance!!!!"- A whiny Kook said while pouting and getting up.

Y/N and Taehyung just drunkily giggled and follow their friend through the maze of bodies. They found the perfect spot for their "show". They jumped and sang at the top of their lungs with the upbeat songs. The alcohol was really kicking it, and they couldn't help but laugh at everything.

-"I'm going to get us some more drinksss!!! I'll bring some beers, wait here for me guysss!" -A really drunk Jungkook said while his friends smiled at him warmly.

Suddenly the bass started to get harder, slower, and the vibe more sensual.

-"Come here baby"- Tae said in a fake flirty voice.

Y/N giggled and pressed her body against him while placing her arms around his neck. It wasn't rare for them to play around with each other (in a friendly way of course). They would often fake flirt, but never do something sexual or romantical. Just throwing some lame pick up lines or saying some greasy ass things. They were dancing together and giggling when Tae's face became dead serious. He gulped and Y/N could see the hate in his eyes.

-"That fucking asshole..." -He said while gritting his teeth.

-"Tae, what...?" -Y/N said but when she turned around to look at what her bestfriend was staring at her heart almost stopped.

There was her ex, dancing and placing his hands all over a girl. They were too close and looked as if they wanted to devour each other. Y/N felt her face become red with anger and embarrassment. Taehyung took her face in his hands.

-"You know what? I just want to kill that fucking jerk with my own hands, but I think right now he just needs another kind of lesson and you just need to enjoy your night. Just follow me."- He said staring straight to Y/N's eyes.

She was unsure but the deepness of his stare made her comply. Tae's hands traveled lower and held sensually onto her hips. Their chests were pressed against each other, and so were their crotches. When Taehyung noticed how close they were, he unconsciously licked his lips. They started dancing, still pressed to one another. Y/N realized that Tae was trying to make her ex jealous, so she played around as well and put on her best show. Her hips were moving side to side in a really sexual way, and her lips ghosted over Tae’s neck. The air was starting to change and get thicker. Even though they were just pretending,  Taehyung couldn't get the feeling of his bestfriend's crotch pressed so painfully close to his. He couldn't help but rub them together a bit. He tried to convince himself that he was just trying to make her ex jealous if he was to look at them, but Tae couldn't deny how fucking horny he was getting. A shiver ran down his spine and his hands started to sweat. He was getting a goddamn huge boner, right pressed up against his bestie.

Tae knew that all of that was wrong, but he still held that he was just “pretending to be sexually attracted to Y/N” in order to make her ex go crazy. But it was Taehyung the one going crazy instead. His thoughts were cut short when his bestfriend turned around and changed the angle. Her ass was pressed painfully to his hard-on and his hand went towards her hips. He held onto them trying to prevent the movement but it was impossible. Her scent and the alcohol were making it impossible for Tae to take the wild thoughts out of his mind. How come he had never noticed how fucking hot his bestfriend was? Right now he just wanted to press her against the wall and show everyone how good he could make her feel... His hands traveled up and down Y/N’s sides and she didn’t seem to mind. In fact, she pressed herself even harder and wiggled her butt. Taehyung let out a loud groan he hadn’t notice he was holding.

-”Y/N... Please don’t stop...”- The boy pleaded to his bestfriend in the heat of the moment. He got bold and pressed an opened mouth kiss to her neck.

Anyone who would look at them would probably think they were fucking with their clothes on and in the middle of the dancefloor, but that wasn’t that far from reality... 

Suddenly Y/N looked at her ex and her heart shattered. She was over him, but that didn’t change the fact that seeing him making out so passionately with that girl wouldn’t break Y/N a bit. Taehyung was fuming with that scene. He took Y/N’s hand and exited the bar, noticing how his bestfriend was about to cry. As soon as they stepped outside, Tae hugged Y/N as hard as he could. She just shared a few tears, but the way her bestfriend was holding her so dearly, so lovingly just made her heart warm. They decided to call Jungkook and go back home, but the younger one wasn´t picking up. They deduced that he had either found some friends from college or someone to hook up with. Since Y/N assured Taehyung that she was feeling alright again, they decided to just let Kook be and call him later.

-”I’m so happy you are feeling better now... Really. I know it must have hurted a lot seeing your ex like that... But well, you were too fucking good for him”.

-”I don’t know Tae... Like, I still feel a bit guilty even though I-” Tae cut her words as soon as she started to ramble again about being guilty.

-”That boy was a fucking asshole, Y/N, and you are a fucking angel. You are fucking perfect in every single fucking way. He was and still is fucking stupid for letting something as precious as you go. I mean, sucks to be him! He was the luckiest man alive because he had you, and now? Fuck him! I just hope he realizes everything and fucking drown in pity.” -Y/N laughed at her bestfriend’s speech and kissed his cheeks.

-”You are just the sweetest Tae, I couldn’t ask for a better friend, I love you so much.”

-”AWWWWW YOU ARE THE CUTEST, I LOVE YOU MOREEEE” -Tae said while crushing his bestfriend in his arms. She was a laughing mess and he continued talking. -”You know, I wish you could realise how perfect you are, and by the way, just know that I will do anything for you, you got it? Any fucking thing:” -He said dead serious. His tone and eyes held a deeper meaning that Y/N didn’t noticed and she just giggled while being grateful of having him so close to her.

The night was still young so they decided to go to another club in order to get wasted and dance until dawn.

After a couple of beers and a few shots, Taehyung and Y/N were feeling the alcohol taking over their system. The girl took her friend’s bigger hand and leaded him onto the dancefloor. After a lot of spinning around and laughing Taehyung brought Y/N closer to him and placed his hands on her hips again. As soon as the songs became more sensual, they became more intimate as well. The air no longer thin, and the weird aura from the previous bar was back and stronger. Taehyung was desperately searching to be closer and closer to his bestfriend... Rubbing himself on Y/N didn’t seem enough. Y/N didn’t know what she wanted anymore, but the feeling of her bestfriend’s hard dick against her was driving her crazy. Her panties were soaked wet and both of their heartbeats were going at incredible fast speed. Suddenly their eyes connected and the heaviness of the look was more than enough for them to stop holding back whatever that was holding them back. The alcohol made Tae bold enough to press Y/N’s crotch right to his painfully hard cock and moved it really suggestive and direct. Y/N’s eyes opened huge and looked at him.

-”Tae...” -The girl said, letting out a soft breathy moan. The tent on his pants became impossibly bigger and he groaned at the girl.

-”Why don’t we go home Y/N? You can stay at mine...” -He obviously didn’t said anything explicit, but they both knew the real meaning behind those words. They both knew the heaviness of those words and that statement.

They arrived home with their fingers laced. As soon as they entered the bedroom Taehyung held the girl close to him and started kissing her cheeks softly. He traveled lower sensually.

-”Tae...”

-”Y/N...” -He talked in between pecks at her face. He kissed her really close to her mouth.

-”Y/N, c-can I show you...?” -He was groaning, intoxicated by her scent and the way her mouth would leave some little moans that she couldn’t hold back. His hands moved to hold onto her waist and the grip tightened while she shivered. He was almost shaking at this point, the desire too strong for him.

-”Please... Y/N... Let me show you how you should be really treated like... If you let me, I will worship you like the goddess you are... I will make you come as many times as you pleasure... I will make you scream over and over again, I will make you feel as the only woman in the world... please, just let me fulfill this desire... I need you so fucking bad Y/N...” -The boy was talking between kisses down her neck and she was getting crazy. Her mind was dancing and clouded with desire while the boy started to suck more fervently on her neck. 

Y/N wanted to stay strong, to tell them that bestfriends shouldn’t hook up with each other, but how could she when everything they both wanted was just to fucking make each other a moaning mess? 

-”Yes Tae, god, yes please! I need you too...” 

Taehyung smiled hugely and looked at her bestfriend. His eyes were full of lust and adoration; hers too.

-”I got you bestie... Anything for you...”

They stood still for a few seconds, just staring into each other and thinking of what was about to happen. Then, as if on cue, they both searched for their lips, hungrily. As soon as their mouth connected, nothing could be hold back. Taehyung’s hand squeezed Y/N’s ass while she massaged his scalp.

-”God, what a fucking hot ass you have, you don’t know how many times I have got hard just by looking at it. It is fucking huge and soft and perfect and ahhh I could just come thinking about it...” -He said turned on beyond infinite, while playing with the girl’s butt. 

Soon both fell on the bed and got comfortable. Y/N’s body pressing on top of Tae’s one. She was grinding down on him while her mouth explored his neck. He was a groaning mess but stopped her softly.

-”Babe, you are truly a pro on this things, but tonight I wish I can take care of you properly if you let me. Like, that fucking asshole didn’t treat you 1/4 of how you should be treated, so I’m going to show you how every single man should treat you like at least. Baby, today YOU are the important thing here. Today YOU are going to be treated like the goddess you are, because you deserve that and much more. Son now just relax and enjoy hehe...” 

He kissed her with so much passion that both couldn’t help but sigh. Tae traveled down while leaving love marks all over her neck and chest. He carefully removed the top and bra and stared in awe at her boobs. He swore he had never seen something as beautiful as that.

-”I’m sorry for staring that much but wow... You are truly the most beautiful thing in earth. I think I could come in my pants just by staring at you, shit... And I have just seen your upper part...”.

He caressed her boobs as if he was touching the most precious piece of art. His fingers wandered across her chest and collided onto her nipples. He caressed and circled them softly but sensually, getting faster and faster. While she was moaning he licked a strip from the lower part of her boob until the nipple. He took one of the sensitive buds in his mouth and sucked softly while playing with the other nipple with his hand. The other hand made his way down to her center.  After discarding her shorts and panties,he softly started caressing her pussy as if he was painting a marvelous piece of art. Because she was the most fucking beautiful piece of art in his eyes. 

Her moans were music for his ears, and he craved nothing more than to hear them forever. He kissed her lips again, this time with much more passion. It was slow, sensual, even lovingly. It was one of this kisses that you can only imagine or see in films. But it was real. From that point, he started going down, kissing all the way down to her core. 

-”You are fucking perfect, god...” -He sentenced before placing little kisses on her pussy. His rhythm increased as well as the pressure and he started to place open mouth kisses on it. He licked her pussy as if his life depended on it.

-”Ahhhh Taehyung, you are making me feel so good huh...” -YN moaned over and over, repeating his name as if it was a mantra.

-”You are doing so good baby, you taste like heaven. You are truly an angel”.

Y/N lose it as soon as one of his hands started playing with her right nipple and the other circled softly her clitoris.

-”TAEHYUNG!!!!!” -She screamed while coming undone when the pleasure took all over her.

-”That’s it baby, that’s my baby!!!” -Taehyung held her while she was calming down from her high. He kissed her tenderly.

Y/N was overwhelmed by the intense pleasure she had received. No one had ever made her come as hard as her bestfriend; Taehyung. He was staring at her in such a lovingly way, as if she was the whole fucking world. A hug was shared between the pair, telling much more with that physical gesture than what could be told with words. 

They kissed again, much deeper and more passionate, as if they needed each other to breath. Taehyung discarded his t-shirt as fast as he discarded his pants. Y/N started to palm him through his boxers and Taehyung could’t help but become a moaning mess.He had never been hornier before; never have gotten to the point of having to restrict himself from coming just by looking at someone´s naked body. He had never had a problem with self-control or restraining himself from showing too much reactions or desire in sexual practices.

This was completely different. With Y/N he couldn’t think properly anymore. He didn’t hold back any sound or reaction or anything. He was giving his whole self ti the girl, without any restriction. He was just praying not to come just by her palming him through his boxers. He wanted her whole.

Y/N removed every piece of cloth that was left on her bestfriend’s skin and stared in awe and devotion at his body. He was huge indeed and her mouth salivated just by the image of it. Taehyung groaned loudly while his dick twitched due to the look Y/N was giving him.

-”God, you are so fucking sexy, I don’t think I will be able to hold back much longer...” -Taehyung said while caressing her body softly and pressing kisses to her neck.

They continued kissing and caressing each other until the desire was too hard for them to hold back. They stared into each other’s eye and quickly understood the heaviness of what was about to happen. As soon as they shared a soft smile, Taehyung searched inside of his closet and took a condom. He easily put it on his dick and held Y/N’s hand. 

Taehyung aligned his dick to her hole and as soon as she nodded he pushed it  inside. Both of them gasped and moaned at the sensation. A passionate kiss was shared, shortly followed by a warm hug. They started to pick up the pace and a trail of curses, moans and groans accompanied it as a kind of melody.

-”God Y/N! You feel so fucking good fuck... Your pussy is so tight and soft and wet and ahhh! Yes, yes, please don’t stop!!!” -Taehyung couldn’t help but scream and tremble in pleasure.

The feeling of her bestfriend’s dick going in and out of her pussy in so many different angles made the girl crazy. Hands were caressing each other’s every body parts and in many different ways.

-”Please please, keep fucking me like this Tae! Yes, yes, yes! I love the feeling of your cock inside of me. Don’t stop!”

-”Fuck Y/N, if you keep talking like that and staring at me like that I’m going to fucking cum in seconds. Fuckkkk babe!”

They couldn’t keep their lips from each other, always searching to hungrily meet. The pleasure was starting to be too much to handle and they both came screaming each other’s name. 

Their naked sweaty bodies pressed to one another, lips meeting messily and trying to catch their breaths was how they ended their hot session. A loving long make out was followed after they had thrown the condom away. They were squeezing each other and Taehyung kissed her forehead softly.

-”Y/N... That was the best fuck I have ever had in my whole fucking life, fuck... I hope I was enough to show you how I think everyone should treat you, even though I know it’s not enough. But it is not enough because you are just the most perfect thing in this world and wow, there is nothing or anyone who could compare to you. And right now it’s a bit late to talk, but tomorrow we need to talk about how fucking hot you are and how beautiful and aghfdsazmjihnmus because biTCH my wig had been snatched!!!!!”. - The girl laughed and Taehyung’s heart melted at the sight.

-”But now please please stay the night!!! I want to cuddle you woman” -Taehyung put on his puppy face and the girl couldn’t resist.

-”Alright baby, and tomorrow we will have more time to talk but biTCH HOW ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT SNATCHING WIGS WHEN YOUR DICK IS AS BIG AS MY LEG. LIKE WTF TAE YOU HUGE AS FUCKKKK.” -The boy laughed and turned red while shyly hiding his face behind her back.

-”Ahhhh Y/N, shut uppp! Don’t say that, I become red” -The boy said and she just rolled her eyes while giggling.

They laid down, still naked and cuddled each other while sharing some sweet kisses and caressings. With that they fell to sleep...

What they hadn’t noticed was their bestfriend Kook’s multiple texts and missed calls. And they hadn’t notice how he had entered the apartment while they were fucking. And they obviously hadn’t noticed how he had stayed at the door watching the whole scene, wishing he was Taehyung instead.

But no, no one had ever noticed how Jungkook jerked off at the view of both of his bestfriends fucking each other’s brain out. And no one noticed the unhealthy obsession he got after that moment to masturbate each nigh to the thought of Y/N’s body jumping on the older boys’s one. To how fucking sexy she looked when Tae was fucking her doggy style or to how her boobs bounced and her ass wiggled. Jungkook couldn’t get that image out of his head and he hated how fucking big the desire for the girl was. Jungkook wanted to fuck Y/N, his bestfriend, so sooo badly.

No one noticed until one night...

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OKAY GUYZZZZZZ! This was the first text I post here and I don’t really know of it’s how I wanted it to turn out or not HAHAHAHAHAHA. Anyways, it’s the first one so please don’t judge me too hard hahaha <3. By the way, there will be two more parts and the next one is gonna be a Jungkook’s POV, so please look forward to it;)))). Love you lotsssssssss.

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Transformers Dark Of The Moon

I've finally seen the movie again after these years. Let me warn you, spoilers and I have a lot to say.

Their is really a lot to say about this movie. But I'm glad I finally got my to do list of watching the first three Bayformers now.

Another thing I'll be honest about I was gonna play the Dark Of The Moon game on PS3 but it requires more MB's to clear out but I decided fuck it I don't care. Especially it's a short game but I'm not doing that shit. I just wanna watch this film especially remembering this is a long film.

But back to the movie. I'll be honest and I'm not critic and my opinion may be invalid because lots of people hate Bayformers. We have a new continuity with the Bumblebee movie which I think is the best decision this franchise has done.

To me this movie while I like the first film from 2007.

After watching this and I'm still having some feelings after being it. But I feel this is my favorite out of the Bayformers saga. This is basically where it should of ended and should of let the Bayformers end with dignity. Or at least until a new director came along like Travis Knight or others.

Especially like I remember a movie guy named Cure4 on DeviantArt but he's gone from that shit. I agree with him and I'm thinking this is the sequel the 2007 film should of had.

I'm pissed and I hate that Age Of Extinction was the follow up to this film. Despite how people feel about this film, my God Bay tried to redeem himself after Revenge Of The Fallen a film that is like some sort of weird parody there the video game tie in's I see as the best version especially the PS3/Xbox 360/PC versions and even the Wii/PS2 versions.

Another thing I wanna reveal when I saw this film for the first time in theaters I actually used this.

I seriously wore that and it worked and it was awesome. It was a experience despite I felt nervous. I was young but what the hell it's gonna be 8 years since the movie was released. Especially the 3D was awesome when I saw it in theaters.

But back to the movie again I'm sorry. I'm not gonna make this a full review I don't wanna waste anyone's time.

When I think about it Sam is a lot better in this film. While I do feel some moments could be worked on. He should of apologized to Bee after he meets him I know Sam's angry. Especially this development of Sam wants to matter. This is much better then what we had in Revenge Of The Fallen.

Carly I honestly find more likable then Mikaela. Seriously I do especially that moment where she literally tells Megatron that he will basically be Sentinel's bitch if he doesn't do anything. She basically treats Sam with a bit more respect and well I like the relationship more then what Sam and Mikaela had.

Lennox and Epps were always great. Especially Epps during the scenes in Chicago. Simmons is seriously entertaining in this and Dutch is a blessing.

Let me just talk about Dylan Gould. This guy he's been on my mind. I made two joke posts him deleted the first one of he's been waiting for that betrayal towards Sam.

Patrick Dempsey honestly and his portrayal of Dylan is a performance that left an impression on me. Because I was actually surprised by his reveal of who he actually was. But seriously this man is a dick and in a way I like him. Despite seeing in the film him talking about making tough choices and him being on the winning side. Yet over the course of the film he starts to take it a bit personal.

While I kept thinking before seeing the film he was enjoying it maybe. But my view on it changed. I just think Patrick Dempsey kind of owns the role.

Yes we should talk about the robots and let me be honest. What I love about this film it's basically the Decepticons strike back. They are basically winning in this film. I love the Chicago invasion scene.

I do feel like the entire Bayformers series yes their should of been more Transformers screen time. Especially the Decepticons in this case. While I feel in Revenge Of The Fallen I can tell Starscream feels like he's a little snarky in some parts. While I know he's kissing up to Megatron to cover his ass. I would of liked some what....I don't know more snarky shit or something Starscream would say or do. Maybe even during his confrontation with Sam he mentioning after the Decepticons win that he would overthrow Megatron and become the winner.

I remember when I was young when I saw this for the first time. For Starscream I had hoped he would betray Megatron yet that would be so much for one film. Because that's Starscream from G1, Animated, and other continuities. At least one last hurrah before he dies.

Especially I remember when I was young I wanted Skids and Mudflap, along with Leo to come back....I was young and I enjoyed Revenge Of The Fallen a lot more okay. Wouldn't mind Leo but their seems to be a bit much but what the hell I wanted Dinobots in this film.(well it's said Skids and Mudflap are shown as cars but they were supposed to die....they did die by Sentinel in the movie comic)

I dig Soundwave in this film. Even Laserbeak these guys are douches but would of liked to seen more Soundwave. Especially I like this little dynamic between Dylan and Soundwave I know that's weird of me to say. Would of liked to seen more.

Shockwave in this film seriously I was hyped for him when I was young and playing the prequel game. I feel it's stupid he's not as important. He should of had more lines and more interactions. I even agree with a comment on YouTube he should of been in the Africa scene.

While he is badass it's stupid how he goes out but give him a better send off and a fight with Optimus Prime. I wanted to see more Shockwave and I think it would of been better if he was voiced by Mark Ryan. Frank Welker didn't do a bad job and he actually had two lines spoken in English.

At least his driller creature is cool. But seriously after all the hype and I want to just put some promotional stuff.

Whatever if this one is official or not. It's just in Shockwave's own words......logical. Or my own words fucking logical.

The reason I'm saying Mark Ryan because of his English accent and I want to be reminded of Corey Burton. Sorry for sounding weird.

Let me say I feel Sentinel Prime is probably the best antagonist actually we've had in a Transformers live action film especially in the Bayformers. Characters like Shatter and Dropkick are great. Even Lockdown was nice. But I liked Sentinel. I'll be honest I was actually surprised when I witnessed his betrayal when I was young. I thought the Decepticons were gonna force him to use the Pillars maybe even Shockwave but what we got was something else.

Also I really liked the scenes with Optimus and Sentinel. I do feel we should of gotten more and had them be longer. Especially I like Optimus in this. I do see their was this father and son or brother like relationship that Bay talked about. But would of liked to seen more.

The other Autobots are alright cool. I do feel the whole Que/Wheeljack thing was just seriously stupid. Especially now before Bumblebee a Wheeljack design that was more accurate. Tragic about the way he died.

Looking back at the film theirs not a lot of Cybertronian scenes but they leave an impact.

Also I really wanna talk about the ending with Optimus, Sentinel, and Megatron. We should of gotten more Megatron I agree.

But the scene where leading up to Optimus killing Sentinel seeing it in action after going through the movie. It is awkward in a way.

Yet I'll be honest Sentinel basically deserved it. In fact of the Decepticons, and Dylan fucking deserved what they got. Because after everything they did their to me was not a way shit would end peacefully or something. Including your hearing this from a Steven Universe fan a show that deals with pacifism and other shit.

I do feel and I've talked about this before but I might delete it now because I'm gonna mention it here. But I feel if the scene went like it was Megatron who kills Sentinel or this dark idea of Sentinel killing himself or even himself dying from wounds. Especially giving Megatron and Optimus more of a fight even with Optimus haven't one arm.

Or hell seriously Bay should of gone with the original that was kept in the novel that Megatron teamed up with Optimus to kill Sentinel and Megatron would stop what he's doing. Also hearing that it would of explored Megatron more. That ending would have his look in The Last Knight make sense that he went to Cybertron after Dark Of The Moon and over time he decided to go back leading the Decepticons. Instead they had to kill him off and the whole Galvatron thing. Even though Megatron got what was coming to him.

Gonna be honest the Starscream death while I like the idea of Sam having the courage to take on Starscream and even killing him. But I do feel Starscream should of died a more I guess epic death.

Especially I weirdly wanted Sam to be all Cade Yeager shooting Decepticons and some how killing them. I mean you Sam jumping on cars and even sliding under them.

Gonna say before seeing the movie I kept thinking Dylan in his fight with Sam should of died a more brutal death. Such as Sam telling him to shut up after the messager comment and beating him to death. But Dylan's death is perfect. Seriously he gets hit in the face with some sort of pole thing and dies by the pillar.

Listen I'm sorry for rambling a lot. This became more of some review or reaction. The action was seriously nice and the special effects, score was always excellent.

Gonna be honest while I wasn't emotional much throughout the movie. Did feel emotional over the, "The fight will be your own" scene and felt a little at the, "No Prisoners Only Trophies" scene....that should of had more weight. I'll be honest when I was young I was expecting Sam for some reason come out of hiding yelling no in slow motion, surprising everyone then the Decepticon drop ship gets hijacked.

Gonna say did enjoy Wheelie and Brains I like them. Glad they we're still around in later films.

I think I've talked too much. Basically I think this is the best Bayformers sequel, this is what we should got gotten as a sequel to the 2007 film. It's better then Revenge Of The Fallen, Age Of Extinction, and The Last Knight.

My only weird complaint that isn't towards the movie.....Dinobots could of been in this some how.....during the battle of Chicago. We should of gotten Dinobots vs the Driller. Grimlock voiced by Vin Diesel or whatever I've had that weird casting idea I think for years. Or even Devastator in this because it's a huge open battle with so many opportunities. While I understand Michael Bay didn't wanna go larger like he did with Revenge Of The Fallen. I'm just disappointed that the next film we got after this was Age Of Extinction.

Tags dealt with sorry that got wrong, their was a lot to talk about. Glad I could talk about this and again I finished my to do list of rewatching the original trilogy. Bring on the new cinematic universe in the Knightverse that started out with Travis Knight's Bumblebee I'm ready for more excellent films.