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The way a literal cockroach would be a better partner (romantic partner, not cop partner) for Olivia than Elliot....
#brought to you by the reddit post about the guy in love with a cockroach#i despise elliot stabler#olivia benson#anti bensler#elliot stabler bashing#someone needs to put that man in his place#like straight up BRIAN was better to Liv than him#Olivia gotta get over herself and get with Barba or someone istg#but Barba deserves better#i said what i said#i hate elliot#but i also dislike olivia#oopsies#law and order#law and order svu
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Guard | Elliot Stabler x gn!reader
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: ĚĚâ Elliot uses his holiday leave to stay with you when you get attacked by someone and no one does anything about it.
trigger warnings: ĚĚâ swearing, violence, minor injury
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Nobody was happy about it.
When it came out that you had been attacked in the streets by someone you had used to know and love, nobody was happy about it; they had to fight tooth and nail for something, anything, to be done to keep you safe but nothing ever came of it.
At least, until Elliot managed to find some time off and get himself to go on holiday leave; still, he wasn't happy that it had to get to that for something to be done.
When he spoke to your friends, they swore at him and cursed him, and he couldn't find it in himself to blame them; so he stood there, stiff as a soldier, and took it. His jaw clenched a bit here and there, some of the words cutting deep and long, but he couldn't blame them at all. It should never have gotten to that point.Â
Never.Â
After all, you were one of their own... kind of. Sort of. Your nephew went to the same school as one of Elliot's kids and they became friends after sitting next to each other during a few classes, and you had met there a few times thanks to various events and parents' evenings before beginning a long and deep friendship.
It was only natural that Elliot would feel so protective over you, and would despise the very thought of someone ever even considering hurting you.Â
Still, he managed to make it to your place without causing any disruption; it felt like he was home already, dumping his coat on the back of the kitchen chair and fixing himself a drink.
He came to sit beside you on the sofa, taking note of the bruises on your face and the bandages on your arms; he clenched his jaw tightly, trying to keep his temper under wraps long enough to growl out the question.
"How you feelin'?"
You sighed, shaking your head as you tilted your head back for a moment, closing your eyes and trying your best to keep your voice even and steady. An audible gulp coming from the back of your throat. "Not fucking great, El, can't lie... been fucked around the bush a lot."
He nodded slowly, daring to reach out and, with great caution, place his hand on your knee as he licked his lips and did his best to think of something better to say. "For what it's worth, you won't be anymore."
You shook your head again, although it wasn't in disbelief or disappointment, it was almost... regret? Guilt?
"It isn't your place, though - you don't need to guard me."
"I do. I said nothing would hurt you again." He pointed out, his tone even but stern. Authoritative but not quite commanding. "The first... do you remember the first time something like this happened?"
You nodded slowly. "You didn't leave me for days."
"I made a promise," Elliot pointed out. "I promised you that nothing, no one would do that again..."
"But it did," you whispered, sniffling and running a hand down your face in hopes that it would prevent the tears from falling. "It did, El, and it isn't your fault, but maybe I would've been better off if they'd have finished the job."
He moved, getting as close to you as he could so that he could gently put his arm around your shoulders, keeping you close as he frowned and let out a harsh, deep sigh. "Don't talk like that. It wasn't your fault, and it wouldn't have been better if they finished the job. I need you, your friends need you... I- we want you around."
You didn't respond, just sighing heavily and doing your best to regulate your breathing for a moment as you chewed at the inside of your lip. "Thank you..."
Elliot didn't want to say it, he couldn't. He was never good at emotions, but there had always been some part of his heart that was tied to you, and it was breaking his heart to think that you were silently blaming yourself for being... for thinking of yourself as an inconvenience. He hated that.
It cut deeper than anything else he had thought of.
"Listen," he pulled away, clearing his throat. "Why don't I get us a pizza? Half and half?"
You nodded slowly. "You sure?"
"My treat," Elliot told you with a shrug. "I know a good place that does delivery. You find something to watch - just not that thing Olivia told you about."
You smiled weakly at his little teasing comment, sniffling loudly and grumbling. "Sorry if I got snot on you..."
He shook his head, waving his hand briefly. "I've had worse... and, erm, don't worry - I'll take the sofa."
You shook your head, almost desperate as you glared at him with pleading eyes. "No, please... no..."
"Hey," without even hesitating, he dropped to his knees in front of you, taking your wrists in his hands. "It's fine. It's whatever you want, okay?"
You nodded, clearing your throat. "Can you sleep in my bed? With me?"
"Sure," he agreed. "Anything. Anything you want."
You smiled weakly again, swallowing thickly. "Thank you... really, Elliot, thank you."
He gave your wrists a small squeeze, just a little reassurance. "I said I'm always here, didn't I?"
You sniffled, your head stinging as you did your best not to start crying again. "I owe you..."
He shook his head, daring to smile a little bit. "If you wanna pay me, you can let me call your work tomorrow - I'll explain everything, don't worry."
"You'd do that?"
"Sure," he shrugged, hesitating for a split second. "We're friends."
You dared to lean forward, gently kissing his forehead. "I love you."
Fuck. He wished it meant something else. Pulling away as he cleared his throat and offered a faux smile, convincing enough to make sure that you relaxed as he made his way over to the phone. His hands were shaking. Shit.
It was going to be a long few days, he knew that much.
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Hi! Randomly picking questions... 15, 35, 72, 88
15. Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
I love taking pictures of the things I like and taking photos of myself too, so I would say it depends if I have my glasses on or not (because I HATE how I look without them. I have worn them since I was 5 and I kind of have forgotten how I look without them) haha
35. To you, what is the meaning of life?
I think it is about existing as comfortably and happily as possible and spending time doing what you love/with the people you love.
72. You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do in your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
a) Yes! I want my friends and family to be able to say goodbye and know what is going to happen because the shock of someone you love dying without you expecting it is the worst thing ever
b) I don't know, probably spending time with people I love, and realistically, rewatching my favorite shows too.
c) I think so, at least at first because not knowing what is going to happen terrifies me, but I think it would last about a week max. I don't know if that makes sense.
88. If you could press a button and make anyone instantly explode, who would it be?
I don't really know. If fictional characters are allowed, I'd say Elliot Stabler because I've been rewatching SVU, and I can't stop myself from despising him haha
If not, maybe some of the horrible teachers in my old high school who were terrible to me and treated me so bad just because I was sick and had to miss class a lot because of that because they sucked.
Thanks for the ask :) I hope the answers weren't too weird hahs
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SVU for the fandom ask đ
How I entered the fandom:
Okay, so even from a very, very young age, I was a night owl.
Even after my parents sent me off to bed, once my father fell asleep, and as long as the door of my parentsâ bedroom was unlocked, it was cool for me to hang out there while my Mom did late-night work on her desktop.
(I inherited my Momâs insomnia, đ!!)
And so that I wouldnât bug her too much, I had permission to turn the tv in the room to what I wanted to watch, within, of course, reason.
Again, this was late at night, and the only things on that werenât infomercials were crime procedurals.
Now, young me had always loved a good whodunnit (I still do), and L&O: SVU was good at that.
It always led to interesting conversations with my Mom, like how people shouldnât touch me, stuff like that, and it was a useful teaching tool for my Mom and me.
So Iâve been a fan ever since my childhood, of Law and Order: Special Victims Unit.
Favorite Character:
Ooh, itâs a tie between Dominick âSonnyâ Carisi Jr. and Rafael Barba.
I canât pickâI love them both.
Least Favorite Character:
Iâm going to get so much flack for this.
Elliot Stabler.
Never liked him, Iâm sorry not sorry
He was just always so angry all the time, it got on my nerves more often than not.
OTPâs:
Rollisi, of course, and Barson (Olivia Benson and Rafael Barba)!
Pairing That Everyone Likes But I Donât Get:
Bensler.
Again, sorry not sorry
Favorite Thing About the Fandom:
The FANFIC
Seriously, the Rollisi fic writers are fantastic, and in some cases, psychics, I swear.
Theyâve predicted some of the Rollisi scenes fantastically.
The Most Despised Thing:
What they did, making Barba defend Wheatley.
Iâm so glad that Raulâs coming back for the season finale.
I am manifesting a reconciliation between Barba and Olivia, though the writers say it wonât be a whole reconciliationâI donât care at this point, Iâll take anything.
Something I Would Change From the Show:
Barba would never have left the DAâs office, he and Carisi would be kicking per***t a** together, and Barson would be canon.
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Svu for the fandom ask
The first character I first fell in love with:Â Casey Novak. She is by far my favorite A.D.A because she broke the mold on how A.D.A's were supposed to act, especially for female A.D.A's. She's also part of the reason I want to be a lawyer.
The character I never expected to love as much as I do now:Â Brian Cassidy. His arc was just really well done, I have such a soft spot for him, and I honestly just hope he has a happy ending.
The character everyone else loves that I donât:Â Nick Amaro. He wasn't a bad character, he was actually very well rounded, and I loved he and Olivia's partnership, but the angry macho cop trope just isn't for me.
The character I love that everyone else hates:Â Kat Tamin. Like I guess she's sort've popular on Tumblr, but on tiktok/Twitter people hate her and I don't get why.
The character I used to love but donât any longer: Elliot Stabler. I used to be the biggest Stabler simp, but now that I'm older I can't stand him. Not only is he homophobic and transphobic, but he's also just a real jerk.
The character I would totally smooch:Â Soooo many, but if I had to choose one it'd be Amanda Rollins. I'm a sucker for southern accents.
The character Iâd want to be like:Â John Munch. He's hilarious, kind, wise, and he doesn't take himself to seriously. I take myself way to serious and I need to learn how to chill.
The character Iâd slap:Â Elliot Stabler, enough said.
A pairing that I love: Rolivia. Their relationship is just really deep and special. They fight and argue, but when it really comes down to it, you can see the love they have for each other. Maybe it's just Mariska and Kelli's chemistry, but every time their on screen together, you can feel the love they have for each other.
A pairing that I despise:Â Obviously Bensler. It's just toxic and don't get me wrong, they have chemistry, but they just bring out the worst in each other.
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For the fandom game: Svu!!! đ
1. The first character I first fell in love with
Liv. I remember being like 10 and watching SVU and just thinking she was AMAZING. And yes I watched SVU too young but oh well.
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now
Munch. As a kid and teen I thought he was weird, I'd just kind of zone out on Munch centred episodes. But now? I love him and his seasons are some of my favourites. I'd pay SO MUCH MONEY for an episode with him and Carisi in it. So much.
3. The character everyone else loves that I donât
I'm kinda meh about Alex? Like...she's fine! But I don't get the love. I want to, but I don't.
4. The character I love that everyone else hates
This isn't as relevant on tumblr because I've curated this group VERY WELL, but so many people hate Amanda Rollins. I love her so much. SO MUCH. She's just amazing and her strength?? Going from where she was to now? Like even taking Rollisi out of it, she went from being a fucked up woman with a gambling problem, whose trauma was the main part of her life, to a promoted Detective with two children, who's objectively A Good Mother. I love her.
5. The character I used to love but donât any longer
I don't really have one?
6. The character I would totally smooch
Dominick "Sonny" Carisi Jr. I will take no questions.
7. The character Iâd want to be like
Also Sonny. I've a similar kinda background - I finished my law degree wile working full time, but over here you need three full years and like 60k to be able to practice law. I just don't have it. I wish I did, I'd love to be a solicitor. But you know, cash.
8. The character Iâd slap
ELLIOT STABLER NO QUESTIONS ASKED.
9. A pairing that I love
Rollisi. Look, the scream I let out at 5am the day they became canon was unholy. I'm so glad nobody lives beside me at the moment.
10. A pairing that I despise
Liv/Tucker. It made no sense, and it just utterly pisses me off. Liv Deserves Better. (Honestly I'm a Bensler stan, but Elliot needs A LOT of therapy)
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Unexpected Circumstances Ch 12
Warnings: Language, talk of the job.
The heavy knock at the door caused you to stir, body trying to fight the urge to wake up as Oliviaâs voice gently called through the room.
âI know youâre tired, but itâs time to get to work.â Thankfully, she dropped a pair of NYPD sweats and hoodie on the cot next to you while you groggily unwrapped yourself from Sonnyâs arms, giving him a soft shove with your elbow to wake him up. You tugged the sweats on half under your dress, pulling your mussed up hair into a top knot, not even caring about your feet, not wanting to shove the heels back on, padding out to the squad room. You were more than thankful at the Starbucks that Kat handed you, giving her the brightest smile you could muster, humming in satisfaction over the taste of the latte.
âOkay.â You started, âObviously they fucked up by busting the ring tonight, we wouldâve had a lot more people on cuffs on the 31st, but at least we have the books.â You shuffled through them, handing one to Fin, one to Kat, and one to Olivia.
âThese are huge.â Benson commented, amazed at the attention to detail.
âYeah.â You replied, âEverythingâs colour coded in that one. Perps who got violent have the black dot beside their ID, ones that we kept on a short leash are red, the ones who wanted underage girls are pink, dirty cops are orange, undercover cops are green. Pimps are marked with stars, underage girls are pinks, trafficked girls are yellow and the pros are purple.â
âYou did all this?â Sonny looked up at you as he leafed through the book.
âThank Theresa for dragging me to that scrapbooking class.â He practically snorted at that, knowing how much you despised spending an entire weekend cutting out little photos and decals with his sister.
âThese are all suppliersâŚâ Fin commented, looking up from the book youâd handed him. You knew he used to be in narcotics, figured heâd be the best to start tracking down those leads.
âManhattan royalty. Canât have our drugs laced with garbage, we refused to deal with dealers or buy off the street, we needed the purest product a supplier could get.â
âThat Martinezâs idea?â
âNah, I convinced him to switch over after I started. Said I didnât want any dead bodies turning up on my hands âcause of the spike in Fentanyl.â
âWe could shut down at least a third of the drug operations in the city with this.â
âYouâre welcome.â You smirked, turning back to Olivia, âIâd start focussing on the stars, pink, yellow and black from there. Find whatever evidence youâre gonna need for arrests or warrants, weâre in this for the long hall.â
âThis oneâs all arms dealers.â Kat commented.
âYeah, itâs not as much, we didnât deal much with ATF type stuff, but I figured I may as well document it too.â
âMartinez was okay with you taking all this down?â Sonny asked, shocked that anyone was willing to give you this much information if they were coming to a party, you had drivers licences scanned into the book for more than a few people.
âIt helped us keep track of everything, especially people we didnât want coming back to another party.â You shrugged, âBesides, the more people in the book, the more people we could flip on if we were ever arrested, these things are a fucking gold mine. Alejandro was more than okay with having someone else to throw under the bus.â Elliotâs voice was the next to break through the room, much to your annoyance.
âWell heâs not about to flip on anyone. 6 hours and heâs not saying a word.â
âHe lawyered up?â Olivia asked.
âNo.â He sighed, âJust refuses to talk.â You groaned outwardly, knowing just how damn stubborn the man was, knowing the only way out of this. You tugged your dress down over your hips, kicking off the sweats, shoving your shoes back on, hands extended in front of you to Stabler.
âLet me talk to him.â He cocked his brow at you, âAs a perp.â You insisted, âTrust me. Heâll flip.â Elliot shrugged, reaching for his cuffs as you turned to Sonny. âPleaseâŚremember anything I say in there is not true.â His brows furrowed at your comment, watching you give your body a shake as you slipped into character, Elliot leading you to the interrogation room.Â
Alejandroâs head shot up at the motion of the door opening, nearly jumping up from the table at the sullen look on your face, not to mention the split lip and well forming bruise from the pistol whipping heâd witnessed.Â
âWhat the hell did you do to her?âÂ
âIâm fine! Please.â You calmed him quickly, urging him to sit back down.
âShe just wanted to talk to you.â Elliot folded his arms across his chest, leaning back against the wall, watching the way you nearly timidly sat down at the table, your eyes softly meeting Alejandroâs.Â
âI need you to talkâŚpleaseâŚâ The shake in your voice was convincing enough even Stabler wouldâve fallen for it, âAlejandro theyâre threatening me with fifteen years.â Tears had sprung into your eyes, his hands grasping yours across the table, your voices hushed, as if that would make them not heard by the ones you knew were watching.
âChiquitaâŚjust throw a couple names out, theyâll let you walk like they always do.â
âItâs not like that this time, theyâre not offering me a deal. Organized crime is here too, thereâs no escaping this, theyâre throwing me in jail!â
âYouâll be okay, trust me.â You nearly choked out a sob.
âPleaseâŚI canât go to jail! Alejandro⌠Iâm pregnantâŚâ
âWhat?!â His eyes shot up to you, full of worry and concern, watching the tear roll down your cheek. âI didnât even know you were seeing someone.â
âI just found outâŚ.I swapped the champagne for sparkling cider at the party. âHeâŚhe was a new guy, Iâd only seen him a couple of timesâŚâ You sniffled back a cry, âIâŚI canât go to jail..the baby..child servicesâll take it away right away and Iâll never see it again. All I ever wanted was to be a motherâŚyou know that. I caâI canât lose this babyâŚâ You did the best to wipe your face with your cuffed hands, âI already gave them the books, but they claim they want your confession.â
âYou gave them the books?!â
âI had no choice.â You sobbed into your hands, Alejandro quickly moved around the table, a hand softly rubbing against your back.
âItâs okay, youâre okay, they canât put you away.â He looked up to Elliot, âGet your lawyer in here, weâll make a deal.â The sergeant smirked at his words, watching him move back around the table, tapping the glass for Sonny to come in.Â
âMr Martinez. What exactly do you want?â
âYou keep Rose out of jail.â His arms folded over his chest, âIâll give you anything you want, anyone you want. She stays out of the trial, out of jail, charge her with a misdemeanour fine if you must and let her walk. She just did the books, she had nothing to do with the ring.â
âAnd the gun?â Sonny replied, you had to give it to him, he was doing a good job at keeping your cover.
âIt wasnât hers! It was Declanâs!â
âOh and the drugs also happened to not be hers?â
âHer Dad died of an overdose, sheâd never touched the stuff. Iâve known her seven years and never seen her even go near any of it. Itâs all mine. Let. Her. Go.â Sonny looked between the bodies in the room,Â
âWeâll keep her here until youâve given us enough information to make that deal, you understand that?â Alejandro begrudgingly sighed at that, nodding in response, giving you a soft look.Â
âThank you.â He nearly flinched at the rough way Elliot tugged you up from the table, leading you from the room. You were thankful he waited until the door was closed before he spoke.
âWhereâd you go to acting school?â He half joked.
âNYU, double majored.â You shoved your wrists in front of his face, âNow un cuff me.â He rolled his eyes at you, undoing the cuffs, âYouâre welcomeâŚâ You teasingly replied, heading back into the squad room.
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You were thankful when Alejandroâs case went to trial quickly, and that Sonny didnât need you to take the stand, not that youâd be able to do anything other than plead the 5th on the off chance the jury found him not guilty. The trial was set to start today and you were currently leant up against the wall of the courthouse, one knee bent, heel on the wall while you scrolled through your phone.Â
âWhatâre you doing here? Is the defence calling you?â Sonnyâs soft voice rang through the space as he approached you. You gave him a cold once over,
âMr. CarisiâŚâ He then realized you were definitely here undercover, which he shouldâve realized with simply the way you were dressed. âIâm simply here for moral support. He is offering time in jail to save me and my unborn child from having to go.â He chuckled at your joke, moving closer to you, dropping his voice to not be overheard.
âYa know, youâve got a weird relationship with Martinez.â You laughed,Â
âAnd youâve got a weird little relationship with Carl Rudnick, donât you?â You smirked at his baffled reaction, âIâll see you in there Counsellor. Nice suit.â
**
âHey, howâd it go?â Amanda asked as you and Sonny made your way into the bull pen.
âGuilty.â You replied,
âHeâll do 15 for promoting prostitution, 8 for the drug charges, served concurrently.â Sonny spoke, placing his briefcase down into an empty chair.
âThat little for all those drugs?â Fin questioned,Â
âHe flipped on nearly all of the suppliers in the book, gave us proof that he bought from them regularly.â You dropped down into your chair, pulling out the pile of papers while spinning to face the whiteboard. âWhere are we with the rest of âem?â
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All in all it would end up taking months to track down enough substantial evidence to arrest as many people as you could from the books, focussing on collaring the most dangerous ones. It was overtime for nearly everyone, finding placement in shelters, foster homes, low cost apartments for the girls, helping those who would admit to needing it to find the proper therapists. Grilling perps, and dealing with one hell of a lot of defence attorneys, everybody was ready to try and throw someone else under the bus, problem was, you already had everyone. You ended up having to testify in multiple trials, some of them simply pleading the fifth, some of them you were able to give your true testimony, explaining in explicit detail about the work youâd done undercover, and everything youâd witnessed. The trials took even longer, some of the higher privileged clients sure to pull out every stop possibly, dragging things out as long as they could, using their status and power in the city to try and get out of the charges. The entire squad was not only exhausted but on edge, careful to watch their backs, Sonny had insisted on a protective detail on you, especially once you started testifying. (Which of course you rolled your eyes at). You knew it would take ages to work through the books, and there were still a large number of clients you had yet to nail that were still out there, able to target a new group, a different girl, and at this point there wasnât much you could do about it.
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It was the original night of Alejandroâs trial that you got home, later than expected, not surprised to find Sonny in the kitchen, spatula in one hand, pen scribbling on a legal pad in the other. You greeted him with a soft kiss on the cheek, knowing his scrunched face meant that he was at least attempting to concentrate, before moving down the hall to change into comfier clothes.
âSorry Iâm late.â You started, taking a seat across the island.
âSâokay, I didnât get out on time either.â He scribbled something out on the pad, giving a hefty sigh as he tossed it aside, returning his attention to the stove.
âYou did great today, really crushed it in there. Youâve grown into such an incredible lawyer Sonny.â
âThanks.â He tossed you a warm grin at the praise, âCanât say I wasnât worried, that Martinez sure is a smooth talker, there was definitely more than one sympathetic juror.â He paused to pull down two wine glasses, passing one over to you, âDoesnât help that they all think he took the fall to protect his pregnant co conspirator.â You cocked a brow, sipping on your wine.
âI did what I had to do to get him to talk, and thatâs what we needed.â
âYou couldnâta just told him you were a cop?âÂ
âAnd blow my cover? So when he gets out, probably in less time than his sentence and goes straight back into the sex ring world we wonât have an immediate in?â
âYou really think heâll go straight back into what got him thrown in jail?â You shrugged,Â
âItâs all he knows. He grew up surrounded by that world, took over the ring when his Dad died, he was barely 25. Deems himself too good to deal drugs, hell I wouldnât be surprised if heâs already wrangling up new customers at Greenhaven.â
âToo good ta deal drugs, but heâs fine selling women for sex? Seems a bit outlandish.â You gave a small laugh, knowing just how ridiculous it all was, âYou exchange a lot of personal information with each other?â Carisi stopped briefly, plating up dinner.
âI was working with him for seven years, we couldnât exactly keep the conversations to the weather and local sports teamsâŚI padded my story as thick as I could before I went under.â
âYa told him about your DadâŚâ Your eyes darted up to meet Sonnyâs,Â
âFelt like it was an big enough excuse to stay away from the drugsâŚâ You sighed, âListen, when youâre under that long, little bits of the truth end up slipping out, you can only lie about so many things before you start to forget details. Itâs easier to just let the real you shine through into your character.â
âWell you two certainly seem comfortable together.â You froze your movements at that, waiting for him to meet your eyes across the island.
âWhat exactly are you insinuating Dominick?â You felt a ball of rage slowly building in the pit of your stomach.
âIâm just sayinâ, seven years working sex rings together, lavish vacations in the downtime, you never once slipped up? Slept with your mark?â
âDominick!!â You rolled your eyes, âIf I WAS to have had sex with anyone while under it certainly wouldnât have been a federal criminal!! Where the fuck is this coming from? Just cause I went to the trial?â
Sonny had been annoyed at that fact all week while Alejandroâs trail went on, he somewhat understood your intent behind it, but he didnât like it. He also didnât like the way Alejandroâs eyes lingered on you in the court room, the way that he was so quick to flip for you in interrogation, the way that heâd comforted your tears, things simply seemed a little to close for his comfort. He knew that he technically couldnât blame you for anything that happened while you were under, thinking you were dead, heâd tried to move on a few times, but it was a punch to the gut watching the way the two of you interacted.
âMore like because that prick is going to jail for you! Heâd face 15 years just so you wouldnât have to? Thereâs just somethinâ there that doesnât seem just as black and white as coworkers.â
âWe had separate rooms at that penthouse, in opposite wings. The closest thing you could compare it to would be if he was my, non-sexual, sugar daddy!â
âThat man is wrapped around your Goddamn finger so tightly I canât just ignore it. Thereâs no way he doesnât have some kind of feelings for you!â His anger was building up, he hadnât wanted to fight about this, just wanted a straight answer, âAre you telling me you never once slept with him?â
âNever! He takes care of his company, but not like that. He nearly always had a pro on his arm!â You huffed, mirroring his position of folding your arms on the counter, âAre you telling me you never once slept with Rollins?â He faltered at that, shouldâve known better than to attempt to fight about this with you.
âIâno.â He hung his head ashamed, âThere was one time that weâŚalmost..but-â
âI already know about West VirginiaâŚshe told me, long before you even thought about it.â You pushed off the island, moving to stand, âYou had a thing with your partner, whoâs now my partner, at least now I know which one of you has my back!â
âYouâre tellinâ me that in seven fuckin years you didnât once touch anyone?â He was standing now too, anger consuming him as he watched you grab your coat.
âSonny! I was working in a fucking sex ring! The things I had to deal with, the things I saw?! Those poor girls getting beaten, getting raped on a regular basis, the ones who were so young theyâd barely hit puberty being forced to have sex with men three times their age! Getting hooked on fucking drugs?! You know how many I saw turn up dead of overdoses âcause theyâd gotten a bad score? You know how many times I personally had to pull a John off a girl âcause they were being too rough, âcause they werenât doing what the girl had consented to? How many times Iâve had to drop off Jane Doeâs at the E.R. cause they were on the brink of alcohol poisoning, needed a stomach pump for all the drugs theyâd shoved up their nose? Or the ones I had to bring in to get treatment for internal bruising or tearing in places I didnât even want to think of? Do you really, seriously think that while I was witnessing all that horror that my mind even wanted to THINK about sex in a intimate way? I was just doing my best to keep those poor girls alive!!â You wrenched open the door,Â
âWhere the hell do you think youâre going?âÂ
âAmandaâs! Weâll finish this when youâve got your head on straight.â With that the door was slammed shut and you were gone.Â
You knew that coming out of undercover wasnât going to be easy, especially after such a long stint, and especially with the baggage of your past. Youâd been slightly amazed that Sonny hadnât moved on, that he wanted to work things out, that he was still able to love you as much as you loved him. He was a true gem, always had been and always would be, and you knew he belonged in your life, otherwise why would it have thrown you back together like this?Â
Sonny dropped back into his seat at the island, sighing heavily he shoved the plate of food away from him, opting instead to top up his wine glass, taking a hefty swig. Heâd been so pent up and distracted at Martinezâs behaviour towards you, knowledge of all the gifts heâd gotten you, heâd forgotten about the other side of the op, the side of actual heinous crimes. Youâd probably seen more horrible things than half of SVU combined, and while they dealt with the aftermath, you dealt with it in real time, witnessing the crimes, and then still attempting to piece back together the broken girls afterwards. Only thing was, you werenât putting them back together to stand trial or to press charges, they werenât getting any justice, you just needed them back in working form as fast as possible. It was probably complete torture for you, every single one of the upcoming cases from this bust was probably weighing you down so heavily you were barely afloat anymore. Â
#law and order#law and order svu#law and order special victims unit#sonny carisi#dominick sonny carisi#sonny carisi x reader#dominick carisi x reader#sonny carisi x oc#dominick sonny carisi x oc
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Have I told people lately I still despise SYFY with every fiber of my being since they cancelled Happy!
Have I told people lately that the thousands upon thousands of fans are still trying to save it for season 3 & (now) a movie?
Have I told people lately that Happy! is now the second most popular series on Netflix?
Have I told people lately this petition for Netflix to save is now nearing 23,000 signatures? https://www.change.org/p/netflix-netflix-please-save-happy-âŚ
Have I told people lately that by making Brave New World, AP Bio Season 3, and an Elliot Stabler spin-off Grant Morrison, Brian Taylor, Patton Oswalt, and Chris Meloni now each have a foot in the door to save Happy! for Peacock TV?
Have I told people lately that Grant Morrison and Brian Taylor have plans for season 3 AND 4?
Have I told people lately that no fan is going to stop until someone saves this awesomely insane and twisted live-action/animated hybrid action-packed dramedy?
I think I did!
#SeeHappy #SaveHappy #HappyMovie2021
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   *  đđ  ur ready to two step into some absolute BULLSHIT tomfoolery , ya girl đŹđđđŻđđ§Â  is ready for u with my lil firecrotch son , đđđđđđ . strong silent type , ABSOLUTE buffoon , barely keeping it together so hopefully by the time weâre done w him heâs still in something resembling one piece :â) all my love to u and u cute asses ! iâm so excited to get this all poppin !
â  Ⱐ another  year  at  hollingsworth  ,  another  year  of  the  big  six rivalry  .  i  hear  that  SAMSON  MAILOTO  is  ensuring  SIGMA ALPHA NU  gets  a  solid  pledge  class  and  stays  at  the  top  of  the  ranks  .  oh  ,  youâre  not  familiar  with  HIM  ?  SAM  is  the  KJ  APA  look  alike  from  THE  BRONX  ,  NEW  YORK  .  a  part  of  PC  â16  ,  he  is  majoring  in  KINESIOLOGY  and  has  plans  to  ENTER  THE  MMA  AND  ESCAPE  FROM  THE  PUBLIC  EYE  after  undergrad  .  it  makes  sense  they  pledged  their  house  ,  their  PHLEGMATIC  &  SOLICITOUS  attributes  make  them  perfect  matches  .  however  ,  their  TREPIDATIOUS  &  AUSTERE  attributes  keep  their  name  alive  on  greek  rank  .  if  you  donât  catch  them  dancing  to  BLEACH  -  BROCKHAMPTON  at  a  fraternity  band  party  this  year  ,  youâll  be  sure  to  catch  them  nursing  their  morning  hangover  at  THE  SNU  HOUSE  .  cheers  to  another  wild  semester  !
â â°Â  đş đť đ¨ đť đ° đş đť đ° đŞ đşÂ .
đđđđ  đđđđ :   samson ioaleki mailoto
đ§đ˘đđ¤đ§đđŚđđŹÂ   :  sam , sammy Â
đđđđđđ
đđđ  /  đđđ :  february 4  ,  twenty
đđđ
đđđ   :  aquarius
đđđđ
đđ  đđ
đđđđđđ  /  đđđđđđđđ   :   cismale identifying  with  he / him / his pronouns  Â
đđđđđđđđđđđ   :   heteroflexible and pansexual ; heâs never actively considered himself as lgbtq+ but has also never given it much thought ddjdjdjdkjdk
đđđđđđđđđđ  :  kinesiology major at hu , aspiring welterweight mma fighter , us olympic representitive for menâs boxing in the 2020 olympics
đđđđđđđđ  đđđđđ  :  gryffindor
đđđđđđđđđđđđđđ  đđđđđđđđ
  đđ   :   eliot alder from mr robot , kylo ren from the new star wars series , detective elliot stabler from law and order svu , steve rogers from the mcu Â
đđđđđđ  :  -  trepidatious , austere , apprehensive , hesitant , antisocial , hostile , bellicose .
+    phlegmatic , solicitous , benevolent , rational , stalwart , loyal , reliable , optimistic .
đđźđđđ¸đ
đ¸đđ located here !
â â°Â  đ¨ đľ đť đŹ đŞ đŹ đŤ đŹ đľ đťÂ .
bullet points for the win bc who has time for all the tomfoolery i could spew from my ass !
sammyâs mom was a housekeeper in upper manhattan for some fancy dancy homes who needed their gold toilet seat covers sanitized 3x a day , u know the type đ
samson grew up in a run down apartment in a small samoan community in the bronx and has always been a lil antisocial weirdo since those warm dark eyes came into the light . he rlly minded his own business n wasnât really curious about literally anything besides running and wrestling w his cousins . his mom struggled to keep him fed and housed and dressed and worked relentless hours but never left sam needing anything , a literal fucking legend of a woman and heâs proud to carry her last name !
sammy always felt the weight of never wanting to be an extra burden to his mother and learned to really be self-sufficient , likely explaining his satisfaction with being so alone Â
he vaguely remembers the night his life changed in middle school , the hushed strained whisper from the living room , heâs your god damned son too , think about him for once in your fucking life . it hit like a fucking train once the story picked up , 5 time nfl superbowl champ father to secret love child . think arnold schwarzneggerâs secret son level scandal ! suddenly his shithead of a dead is trying to salvage his image , fighting for split custody arrangements , telling the press how much in child support he payed , anything to save his ass
this is the first time samson remembers being fueled by rage in his life , as a relatively well-tempered child , the injustice of having this near-stranger try to be a â  DAD  â to him while shitting all over his motherâs name made his fucking blood boil and becomes a theme for his future
he spends the next chapters of his life going to the fancy private schools in new york his dad picks for him and tearing his tie off on the ratty bus ride into the bronx to go home to his mom . he hates having to haul ass back and forth , wishing he could stay with the only family heâs actually given a shit about , but bears it for the sake of not causing his mom any more torment . his father is as awful as could be imagined , and samson hates every second of existing with him , the snarky little comments at school and in the ritzy wealthy circles that make him feel more of a black sheep than he ever asked to be
this becomes the root of his anxiety , bearing the weight of the worldâs expectations on his young shoulders and repressing his own needs and desires as a result . he goes into every sport imaginable , his fatherâs DNA being increasingly difficult to deny , but finds a particular talent with fighting and takes on as many fighting styles as heâs able to master
turning 18 should mean freedom for sam , but nothing is ever as simple as he could ask in his life . in order to keep the child support payments that admittedly help keep his mother afloat , his father asks one more thing of samson : hold off on his pro mma dreams for just a little longer in order to attend his alma matter , hollingsworth university , as a publicity move and then heâll be out of samâs life in every way except financially . with the dream of completing college like his mom always aspired for him , sam agreed and went on to appease the man one last time , joining his former fraternity to sweeten the deal ( and secure a lovely brownstone in his childhood neighborhood signed in his motherâs name ) and is a year out from graduating and letting mma be the only reason his name would ever appear in the tabloids .
â â°Â  đ¨ đľ đ¨ đł đ đş đ° đş .
personality wise , i describe sam as the stupid bitch w big npc energy , if u want him to talk u gotta talk to him first and even then he might just give u that hostile stare and just .. . . remain silent KSDFSDF
heâs about as NOT a people person as physically possible , would really be content just sticking to his inner circle for like the rest of his life without concern . he seems like this rude stand-offish dick but the truth is heâs PAINFULLY SHY and has a p severe case of generalized anxiety disorder so interactions ? w new ppl ? are a HARD pass
did i mention heâs on steriods bc that def adds to his anxiety and hostility ! lmao ! he started juicing in high school when his dad kept pressuring him for football and how he was â twice your size â  at that age , n he HATES the dude but heâs also lowkey insecure abt his lack of a father figure so ? used daddyâs money to start his first cycle and pay off to test clean and now heâs been hooked on and off . heâs currently starting a new cycle to bulk up for the new season and prep for the 2020 olympics but swears he wont be on them forever :/
they make him SUPER aggressive when set off , itâs a decent thing that samâs so monotone and shy that heâs also pretty laid back and kinda hard to rile up . he really doesnât take much personally and wonât do a huge â chest pumped bro lets do this â show bc he ? thinks all those guys who do that are tools LMAO but find the right button to push n heâll become the very thing he despises !
if u can get past the literal awkward silence and resting bitch face , sammy is actually really well known for being just a generally decent guy . the perception is often that heâs a dick bc he thinkâs heâs better than a lot of ppl , but the truth is heâs just too nervous to start conversations n most ppl assume its an ego thing vs a â iâm about to piss myself thinking abt all the ways this convo can go wrong so iâll just not talk and glare @ u instead â thing
if he had his shit together he would definitely qualify as a dad type , but since he doesnât , he wonât SSHSHSHSH but heâs really just a softie deep down , he has a stupid as HELL sense of humor and is really objective and level headed . the gryffindor in him is DEEPLY loyal , like to the death , but heâs got lots of hufflepuff in the sense that heâs really willing to get his hands dirty to help those in need . u need help moving ? someone to keep u company while u babysit ? feel nervous walking alone after class at night ? sammy might leave u on read if u text him bc heâs a Dumb Bitch like that but heâll show up on the dot , hands in pockets , exactly where u asked him to be ready to do what u asked him to do . the mans is a super hard worker
he def still feels kinda weird at uni ? heâs p smart but some of the classes unrelated to athletics and anatomy have given him a REALLY tough time ( dance appreciation for his fine arts credit almost tanked his gpa LMAO ) and heâs not top of his class or anything but ppl still try to talk to him bc of the whole â famous dad , future olympian  â thing , which he can pick up from a mile a way and makes him super uncomfortable . even being in a frat w a bunch of old money rich boys makes him DEF feel like the odd one out , and heâs just counting down the days until heâs OUT OF HERE
in conclusion : i love u all . lets suffer together . :~)
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The first character I first fell in love with.
Elliot Stabler, back in 2005.
The character I never expected to love as much as I do now.Â
Barba.
The character everyone else loves that I donât.
Alex Cabot. Never warmed up to her. Donât get the appeal at all.
The character I love that everyone else hates.Â
I think Stuckey is hilarious.
The character I used to love but donât any longer.Â
Munch. Heâs great, but I donât miss him?
The character I would totally smooch.
So many? How about Sonny. He deserves all the smooches.
The character Iâd want to be like.Â
Lucia Barba and Rita Calhoun are so badass!
The character Iâd slap.
Rollins because her decision making skills are driving me insane.
A pairing that I love.
Aww, Barisi, of course.
A pairing that I despise.Â
There are several. B*rs*n is a definite squick. But ~never forget~ that time when an explicit, NSFW, untagged Barba/St*ne/reader fic appeared on my dash. Yeah, tbh I didnât need that in my life at that point. Oh, and R*llisi, of course.
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Thanks, nonnie! Getting SVU related asks makes my day!
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[Name a fandom you know I know and Iâll tell you âŚ]
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Ruby red nights (Part 2)
|Â Part 1Â |Â Part 3Â |
Imagine:Â Â Imagine Olivia and Elliot being turned into vampires and as their sire, you teach them how to live as creatures of the night. It gets hot and heavy one night as they give into their new urges and before long it turns into a threesome between you nightly.
Warnings:Â Trigger warning: Blood, Vampire AU
Pairing:Â Olivia Benson x Reader x Elliot Stabler
Word count:Â 1697 words
Universe:Â Vampire AU, Law and Order SVU
Reader gender:Â Female
Author:Â Ilariya_Lavoro writes
The sun was high in the sky sapping you dry, you could not leave your bed even if you dared to want to. The daylight was forced back, hiding behind the thick specially designed curtains that covered the large bay windows on the far wall of your bedroom but yet you could still feel the effects of those hellish rays.
The waves of purple silk covering the bare lower half were cooling but simply not enough. You longed for the sweet embrace of the dead manâs slumber but yet it did not come. You could not find the way into the magical, thoughtless moment to get through the long hours of sunshine. It was out of your reach in this one moment.
All you were left with were your thoughts and a lifetime of memories as you tried to get comfort for the endless hours that lay ahead. The sun would hang in the sky, taunting you until it too found its slumber beneath the horizon. Your night was humanityâs daytime. This had been a simple truth that your progeny had struggled to come to terms with. Yet you had found a coven of witches albeit reluctant at first, who were able to help once you paid their steep price in order to make your children happy.
This was your price, to lose your ability to find peace in dark delight of sleep once a week. This had been your choice to sacrifice one night of strength in exchange for the creation of enchanted daylight emblems. Simple jewellery which housed the powerful spell to protect them from the deadly power of the sun.
A signet ring emblazoned with your personal coat of arms and necklace with a pendant bearing the same sign, that the bearers were your children. Each item, the witches had further blessed with another simpler spell to prevent them from breaking. Your price had been a heavy one but it was a price that you would willingly make again, in a heartbeat.
Beads of sweat quickly gathered, drenched your brow but the smile upon your lips could not completely mask your agony, your pain. âItâs worth the mind numbing agonyâ You whispered, your voice hoarse and strained as you spoke through gritted teeth.
Registration, the formal ceremony that all fledgling vampires must go through. It was seen as a symbolic rite of passage where they would be simply introduced the wider community, entering into the coven that made up the area. It was never quite that simplicistic. Your mind wandered back to that moment.
This was not your first bite of the cherry. It had only been a few nights since your children had been fully turned but they need to be registered. The elders would not forgive you a second time. Last time, you had been a younger more volatile vampire. Anger and hatred were your poison of choice, turning your victim out of spite. That particular childe never forgave you, they never let you forget the choice you had made that night over four centuries ago.
It had been a terrible mistake, born from your own self hatred. In that moment you had become the person you despised above all others, your own sire. It had brought you back down to reality, as you had tried to repair the damage with your first childe. The tie between the two of you wasnât as strained and tentative as it could of have been, yet Emma still accepted your support and friendship. Something you highly doubted she would have three centuries ago.
This time was different, Olivia and Elliot had been on the brink, dangling over the hungry jaws of death. They had weakly called out as the darkness crept into their vision. They wanted to live and you had chosen to heed their calls, answer their pleas for aid and snatch deathâs latest flesh coated prize. You could of easily hastened their deaths, draining them dry and relishing in the taste of the heavenly elixir that was the lifeblood of humanity.
The elderâs nest had always been a place you actively tried to avoid when possible. There was a perpetual dark cloud that lingered in the atmosphere over the den. The home was far from welcoming, a heavy oppressive weighted upon your chest each and every time you found yourself within these walls.
You stood as a still as statue, shadowed by Olivia and Elliot in the entrance hall waiting to be seen. âTell me, why are we here in the middle of the night?â Elliot asked, frustration rolled off each word in waves. You shook your head, your hair danced as you moved lightly tickling the back of your neck.
âAll newborn vampire must be presented before the Areaâs elder, to be registered and accounted for. This is part of our law to prevent chaos and discovery,â there was only truth held within your words, you were repeating your own sireâs words spoken a lifetime ago to you. A boredom lingered as you spoke the well versed paraphrase. It was one of the few memories of your sire that was not tainted by a cold rage. A rage that you could not let go of.
âYou are both part of this world. Dancing between the realms life and death to preserve the balanceâ You locked your gaze first with Olivia then turning your attention to Elliot, trying to read the emotion reflected within their eyes. Elliot was far easier to read out of your pair of children. The annoyance at the stiff and stuffy rigmarole grated at his already short nerves.
âElder Cruz will see you nowâ Those few words were enough to make you ever so slightly nervous. Annalise Cruz had taken over control of Area 46 in the late 18th century after a turf war had render the previous elder obsolete and needing to be removed, piece by piece. They had ended up in several piece spread across the miles, Cruz had been judge, jury and executioner of Vampiric Law down to the letter. She was not to be messed with.
You lightly nodded, conveying respect as you began to move with Elliot and Olivia in tow. The last time that you had presented yourself before Elder Cruz had been over forty five years prior to this night. It had been a simple check in of sorts, updating your status within the area and play at the dalliance of court that the nest provided. You were a minor player that lingered in the back. You were of no real importance to the Elder or her inner circle but still you were expected to show face ever decade or two.
With your head held high, your feet quickly lead you down the winding corridor before passing through the open archway. Your gaze shifted right then left, taking in various vampires dotted about the room before you. You took in each individual in the vast space, some faces more familiar than others before you found the elder.
She stood in the center of the room, at first glance most would believe to her to nothing more than a child barely into her teenage years. Her youthful appearance was nothing short of a deception; she was well over eight hundred years old, turned only a handful of days after her twelfth birthday.
Olivia followed your gaze, shocked by the very sight of a child-like immortal but you cut in before she could voice her honest opinion. âThere are more vampires like her, in days gone by, children were considered the easiest of preys. Our kin knew humanity would always continue to breed and in times of famine, war and chaos most would not notice a few children simply disappearing,â your words were matter of fact, you had only expressed a statement of truth on how some vampire chose their feeds.
âIt is one of the reasons, the law evolved and changed to prevent such barbaric feeding frenzy for continuing,â you could feel the anger in Elliot rising once more and the disgust within Olivia.
You smiled softly at your children, brushing the back of your palm down his face trying your best to calm the rage. âHistory is there is teach us to be better than those who came beforeâ
âYour sire speaks the truth, such distasteful turning are now explicitly forbidden in all areas of this great nation. It is punishable by death, youngling.â
Elder Cruzâs words that night had burnt into both of their memories, it had been a great relief to them both. The progressive nature of the ruling Elder calmed the tension that had begun to ralt at their moral compass. Their humanity would in theory remain intact for now at the very least with the knowledge that the old ways were no more within the very borders that they resided in.
You turned to face the older vampire before bowing your head in greeting, out of respect for the rules, âGood evening, Elder, these are my children, Olivia and Elliot.â You gestured your hand from one to the other. Your voice remained calm, methodical, showing prior experience from many years before, going through this with your last Childe.
Elder Cruzâs gaze took in each one carefully, examining them from head down to their toes before a smile broke across her lips, showing her childish glee briefly. âIndeed my friend, I welcome thee to the night. We are now kindred but be wary, I do not hold those who defy the sacred laws without contempt and punishmentâ Â The threat was far from subtle, this was her way. She was not one to mince her words even in polite conversation.
Annalise Cruzâs attention and focus turned back to you. Her smile still remained but the warmth that been there moments before had now vanished, leaving a hollow, falseness behind in its place. âWalk with me my friend, we have much to catch up on. Your children will be fine without their sire for but a momentâ
You quickly nodded, recognising the intent behind the words. This was no mere invitation, but a command to begin the final part of Oliviaâs and Elliotâs registration.
To be continued
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Hi!! I hope youâre doing well. Iâm passing by to say iâm so excited to see how this mess between Elliot, Casey and reader plays out.
I took a break from social media to study for some exams and came back to find ch. 8 AND IâM SO PUMPED FOR THE REST. I already knew I hated stabler from watching the show, BUT NOW? I DESPISE HIM. ABSOLUTELY DETEST THE MAN, WOW.
I love this story and have gone back to read Our Rules just bc I miss Alex and I need a break from stupid Elliot and the tension! I love your writing and all the twists and turns. Canât wait for more, but also take all the time you need. I know how stressful life can get!!
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Thank you for reading and Iâm glad youâre enjoying it. I wonât lie I was a little worried about how readers would react to Elliot just because he is a long time character and loved. I took a break over the weekend due to Midterms and a funeral but I am back working on the next chapter. Thank you for the kind words and I hope you have a great day. âşď¸âşď¸đđ
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Elliot is a serial emotional cheater. Jo Malone sure implied that at least with her, it wasnât just emotional. He ainât shit.
The way a literal cockroach would be a better partner (romantic partner, not cop partner) for Olivia than Elliot....
#brought to you by the reddit post about the guy in love with a cockroach#i despise elliot stabler#olivia benson#anti bensler#elliot stabler bashing#someone needs to put that man in his place#like straight up brian was better to liv than him#olivia gotta get over herself and get with barba or someone istg#but barba deserves better#i said what i said
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