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[nishloves]

June 14th • ksy

pairing : kwon soonyoung (hoshi) x f!reader

theme : short oneshot, fluff ☁️, mildly suggestive (nothing over explicit) 🍋, angsty and sad if you squint 🌩️

warnings : suggestive but very mild, implied age gap, overthinker!serious!hoshi

words : 1.8k

synopsis : when everyone asserted that kwon soonyoung was a happy go lucky person with craze and vigour you begged to differ, as much as he was fun and warm, he was serious and devoted, both to his work and his family. so when he forgets his birthday due to hectic schedule, you made your mind to make atleast this birthday memorable which left soonyoung into a deep mess of overthinking.

happy hoshi day!<33

when you had said that you had a surprise for the tiger fanatic, he went out of his way to uncover it from you and then found his birthday gift two hours before his actual birthday (it wasn't intentional); he pretended as if he didn't know about it at all but when you saw that the gift was stored differently than you had, you were fuming, you didn't scold him that day but you did have a sudden realisation.

don't tell him or even hint at any plans.

so now, when your boyfriend was back after a tour, he surely didn't have enough time to manage a party and wasn't able to meet his parents due to full schedule, so what did you do?

go behind his back and plan a party of course.

yet his own birthday was the last thing on his mind, it wouldn't be wrong to say that he had almost forgotten his birthday because of his hectic life and you found that sad, for he went out of his way to keep track of all special events for you both and yet was so ignorant of his own birthday, you wanted to make him feel special, as special as he makes you feel.

but for a specific kwon soonyoung, it was a nightmare, you were on your phone longer than before, excuse yourself to the balcony at odd times, stay on call with people for hours and even though he wasn't the one to snoop he heard you talking to chan on a phone call, and you were definitely enjoying it.

he didn't question you, he believed in chan and more so he believed in you; yet he couldn't help but notice how chan is closer to your age, how you both have such similar personalities, how easy it is for you to just get each other, he wasn't the one to be jealous but he was... he really was.

yet when you jumped on him after your phone call and kissed him so repeatedly and then cuddling you after, he felt great again.

"babe?" he asked, hugging you closer to himself.

"yeah?"

"i— i..." am jealous.

was what he wanted to say but never did, he thought that you might feel offended by it, even though he knew you wouldn't, he just couldn't help overthinking.

"soonyoung?" you asked, ever so innocently.

"i really have to use bathroom."

you giggled, and set him free as he brisk walked towards the bathroom he saw you taking your laptop out and start working.

he sighed, he couldn't blame you... he had to work a lot too.

so when on June 14th he received your texts saying that some friends were over, he thought about how he wished to leave his work soon.

his agency and members had repeatedly reminded him that it was his birthday the next day, but he was so immersed in choreographing for the new song that he forgot it.

others, even dino had left early and he was all alone in the practice room, listening to the song again and again from his phone and when he was disturbed in the middle of his practice, he didn't appreciate it.

his phone rang and instead of the song, the default ringtone rang around the room through speakers, he unpaired his phone, only to see dino's name on the caller id.

"hyung!"

hoshi checked the time, 11:38 p.m.

"yeah? what happened? why are you calling so late? you alright?"

"are you home yet?"

"no? why do you ask?"

"well, y/n has been helping me with somethings these days—"

"yeah, I heard," he almost pouted, remembering all the times she talked with chan rather than him.

"she told you?"

"nah, I just overheard you quite sometimes..." he admitted, fiddling with his ring.

"you were evesedropping you mean?"

"no! I have no idea whatsoever you were talking about— I just heard her saying your name." he remembered his jealousy, he just wanted to cuddle her so bad.

"well whatever, y/n isn't picking up her phone," dino said.

"no shit, you're calling near twelve— wait, she had her friends over right?"

"I don't know."

"then, she must not be sleeping right now," soonyoung said.

"I called her like eight times and she didn't pick up."

"eight times!?" soonyoung was worried, he was already under a lot of stress these days so he became more paranoid about you, not to mention you were a light sleeper (even if you had the ability to fall asleep anywhere).

did you drink a lot? did any of your friends drug you? he didn't know them much because he didn't get the time but some of your friends he had met were really sweet so that was unlikely... were you sick? did the food made you queasy and you had to go to hospital? were you in any kind of accident? did the bottle cap flick your eyes?

he got all so worried, he cut the phone and ran out to his car,

11:46 p.m. it was.

with his speed he will definitely make it by 12.

as he drove he repeatedly called you, yet you weren't picking up, he was going nuts. he sighed and tried to relieve his heart, were you just sleeping? sleeping deeply because you were tired? you had been working hard on your job...it wasn't unlikely either.

he slowed down his car as the parking lot came in the view,

11:58 p.m.

while riding the elevator all he could think about was your well being, not remembering the day he was about to step into.

as soon as he punched the password of the house he was met with darkness, you never slept with all lights off, something about keeping one light always open for emergencies and stuff, but the whole apartment was dark.

soonyoung stumbled on his foot as he held onto the door handle,

and then

"happy birthday kwon soonyoung!" was rung out as the lights blinked open, and confetti shot towards the sky, a doll dangled in the sky with slit eyes doing a weird voodoo dance, a doll? as the candles of the cake lit up with luminescence.

the cake was in your hands, his seventeen members and some of the staff closer to him— they were all there,

he frantically checked the time, 12:02 am, June 15th.

he laughed, he was not mad, he was touched, touched by your efforts. he saw his apartment decorated with numerous tiger print balloons and tiger stuff toys lying here and there.

all his members came forward to hug the shit out of him, after being repeatedly squeezed by twelve monsters and them all together, he finally saw you coming towards him, before anything you put the cake and he wished,

"i wish for the wellness of my friends, family and y/n, please take good care of them, oh and me too!"

"what did you wish for?"

"you aren't supposed to ask that woozi," jeonghan hushed the guy as he put an arm around soonyoung, who looked at you with such love lidden eyes that it was evident, evident to anyone watching him just how much he loved you.

the small party went on, after you created a fuss on soonyoung not having his dinner because he was so immersed in dancing and then, chan flicked his forehead because he reminded him to have food atleast five times before leaving.

you didn't stay mad at soonyoung for long, no one could stay mad at soonyoung.

so when all his friends had left, he turned around to beam at you,

"i was so worried when chan called and said you didn't pick up his phone."

"i thought so... i am sorry for that," you admitted, walking towards him as you gently slid your arms on his waist, he rested his head on yours as he replicated the gesture.

"we will go to your hometown in the afternoon and return tomorrow morning," you said, caressing his back.

"but—"

"shh, I already took the permission, your parents and sister would love seeing you."

"my sister? isn't that too far fetched?"

"hey!" you hit his chest as you both erupted into a fit of giggles, feeling lucky for having each other.

"thankyou so much for that, y/n," he spoke out, as he kissed your forehead, "I really missed them."

"soonie~"

"yeah baby?"

"I love you," you whispered, your hands now buried in his hair as you leaned forward to kiss his cheek.

"I love you too y/n, so much, I love you so much," he was never shy to admit his feeling, yet you were and he felt golden after hearing your words.

you smiled as you pulled him closer for a kiss, a kiss you never imagined to turn wild, but soonyoung really can't keep his hands off you.

"i thought we were going to sleep for the trip," you said breathlessly, your lips now swollen and your buttoned up shirt half undone.

he grinned as he swiped his hand across the shirt and somehow all the buttons were undone? you yelped out of surprise as soonyoung steadied your half naked figure, making you both laugh as he kissed you again, again and again.

"I gotta unwrap my gifts now, shouldn't i? I started with my favourite," soonyoung smirked, taking off his shirt and leaving you oh so ever breathless.

"but we have a trip tomorrow, hoshi~" you reasoned, but your own hands were caressing his torso as you batted your eyes at him, your hand resting on his jaw as you left kisses on his neck.

he groaned, "we were leaving in afternoon right? we still have the morning to ourselves," he spoke out, pushing you on the bed as he pounced on you, trapping you between his arms.

you still chuckled, living with hoshi was nothing short of fun, you had never been happiest with any person before and you were determined for him to like your little gift, which you hid among the bundles of clothes and everything.

[popponn]

hehe popon !!! i'm like trying my best to keep my eyes open bc i am v tired 😞 so i am apologising in advance if there are any grammatical mistakes in this chunk of text 🤞🏻😸 but hi lovely:

WISHING U A HAPPY BIRTHDAY, POPON !!!! i not sure whether it's like ur birth date where u live yet, but it is for me, so i hope this mssg is on time ! but happy birthday to one of the cutest, cleverest and sweetest yoichi kissers in the world 🫶🏻😽 isagi loves u sm and giggles and kicks his legs when u post him on ur blog (real. bro told me and i was "damn yoichi 🤨")

on my friends' birthdays, i usually write a letter and give them my thanks for a number of things. and i think the number one thing i wanna say "thank u" to u for is definitely our interactions <3 u have always been friendly to everyone who interacts w u, including me, and i reckon i'm rly lucky to met u this year !!! u're a kind soul w a lot of love to give, and i think that's why we all love u sm !!! and i'm super thankful for all the times u've visited my inbox/mssges 🫶🏻🫶🏻 it makes me happy hehe

i must also mention that i am so thankful that i was able to find "coincidences and flickers" one fateful day,, like that series has the potential to forever change me as a person and even make me become a temporary isagi kisser (never forgetting who i am 😤) <33 it was that series that helped me find ur blog and realise the insane amount of talent u have for writing !! my favourite writers on this platform often changes (sometimes it's a, or sometimes it's b), but i think u have a fixed position up there <3 i truly adore u and the way u write, so thank u for all the works u post 🫂 it's such an honour to be mutuals w a v skilled writer

i also wanna thank u for all the reblogs u make on everyone's works <3 when u reblog my fics w a bunch of tags, it truly makes me feel like that the effort i have put in didn't go to waste bc there was someone who appreciated what i wrote. also like,, the quality of my writing often fluctuates (😞💔), but u reblog them anyways, and i will ALWAYS thank u for that !! i love uuu (⁠づ⁠￣⁠ ⁠³⁠￣⁠)⁠づ🫂💞

oh, and, thank u for constantly feeding my reo delusions 😸😸 not sure if i'd love him the same without u telling me that reo loves me too lol 😽🧎🏻‍♀️

i do hope that everything will treat u nicely today !!! and every other day bc u deserve it <33 eat cake, laugh w friends and mb be silly for a little while—u're not a grandma yet, so have fun being in ur twenties, popon !!!!

love u always 🫶🏻☹️

(i hope u like words bc this was a bit of a read lmao)

SAKI IM SOBBINGGG???????? WHATT????? D: JESUS I WILL BE WORDY TOO!! HOW DARE U MAKE ME ALL SOFTTTT thank u so much for typing all this despite being very tired omg ;;;; im gonna bawl mom im so glad i meet saki the sweetest adgudk (also...my grammar is also a mess i hope this shall be forgiven as i am sincere ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡))

it already is!! :">> thank u for remembering it bae :""" and omg yoichi did all that? i get even more in love :(( pls tell yoichi i also kick and giggle when he breathes :(( AND HEY YOU ARE OVERPRAISING ME WHAT IF MY HEAD GET BIG [ahjussi voice]

saki :(((( im also very thankful i get to meet you this year ue ue ue ;;; i never thought i will ever talk to you (or anyone here at all tbh sksk) like i was very shy and hesitate a lot, but then you are there?? being so sweet friendly and welcoming ;;; like you are one of the reasons i'm here and i mean it??? like you are one of the person who gave me courage to be more friendly here too hehe <3 im so glad i meet someone as kind you saki <3

im gonna start blushing and bawling fr now. IM SO GLAD I MAKE THAT SERIESS ;;;;; (CHAPTER WILL COME SOON TRUST!!) hdfkdj idk what to say here before sounding like a madman so uh ;;;; pls know that i was so happy too when u commented and reblogged so positively ;;;;;;; ghjk saki your praises i think i read them over and over girly u r too sweet for me sometimes ;;;;;; ♡( ˘ ³˘)♥︎

okay channeling my coolness energy a bit, saki 🫵i like your writing GENUINELY!!! okay! so im glad you like the madman ramblings in the tags :>> and come on buddy fic writer to fic writer, it would be impossible to like everything we write SKSKSK remember that one time i immediately lose it after posting that rin studying fic. sigh. stupid ass me. BUT YOU AND EVERYONE WERE THERE AND IT SERVED ITS PURPOSE HOHOHO SO I TOO FEEL IT WASNT A WASTE HEHEHEHE

and i will keep feeding ur delusion get ready (❀❛ ֊ ❛„)♡ also quick mention real quick your cats are cool sunglasses or not

THANK YOU FOR THE WISHES SAKIII!!! omg :((( thank you so much for?? writing all these gosh uhuhuu i will reread this over and over again a lot of times today hehe (no matter how busy and hard it is to open tumblr today!!!) this make my day so much ;;;;;; uhuhuhu and aw <3 i will!!! i wanna make a grandma joke again but for today i will spare saki uwu

i love you always too!!!! 🫶🏻😤

[thad-daeus]

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: yes and no. i definitely have a better relationship with my mom after moving out but i have zero contact with my dad which is also ok for me.

02: to my best friend.

03: there is a lot i regret. opening up to some people.

04: 50/50. sometimes i am so insecure, i can't even wear my favorite outfit and then there are times where i am confident as.

05: i am singly af. i don't even flirt nowadays. but i am in love .. with someone i can't have.

06: while i am sleeping and while i am having a beautiful dream, like in vampire diareis, when rose dies.

07: lemon cake with raspery and a marcaron (birthday cake my colleage made for me)

08: not really .. i was four yrs in a sports school .. does this count?

09: never.

10: puh, probably last summer.

11: yes, i like people too fast :(

12: for sure when i was a teen.

13: unfortunately yes.

14: yes, i miss him everyday.

15: no

16: actually very good. i am quite sentimental and think a lot about my past. but nonethless very good.

17: yes 18: fck, hell yes.

19: i am not sure. i like where i am right now.

20: lol, i had to google "snogged". in the guys car. 21: read, read, read.

22: yes, i want kids. i want 2-3.

23: yes i do. if earrings count too, then i have 8, otherwise i have 3 piercings.

24: business economics, accounting and german .. i am so proud that i was the best student inthe subject in high school.

25: sadly yes.

26: i am craving for a bankaccount that is not in minus.

27: maybe. i am not sure.

28: yes

29: i never had a boyfriend before, so no.

30: why i am single. why it's so hard for me to find THE man for me.

31: i guess no. at least, not romantically.

32: green

33: yes.

34: i dreamed about best friend from high school (we don't have contact anymore nowadays). in my dream i was in school and i suddenly saw her. she had completely different hair and and she told me, she is doing well and will move to america and try a new job. later on i was in the show gntm. i was basically in the episode where heidi invite the family and friends of the girls. and there i saw him. it was pretty crazy. in the dream i knew who he was but he has a different face. better say he was my a guy i f+ with years ago. i remember i hugged him and asked him if he was single now. and he said yes. we hugged and he also heaved me and i was like a koala .. legs and arms around his body and snuggled on his neck :(

35: it must be in the cinema where i watched the bts concert movie with my friends.

36: sometimes yes but usually no.

37: forgiving is easier. i still can't forget how some "friends" treat me last year.

38: definitely yes. i feel so light and free and just happy. i never been this happy before.

39: 19

40: ahm no.

51: uff there are so many ... wan tan.

52: yes, there must be reasons why something didn't happen in the way i wanted it. at the end there is always something better for me.

53: reading on my kindle?

54: hell no. not even cheating in school is ok tbh.

55: i would say yes. at least a little bit.

56: hmm idk .. i think no one?

57: yes, i do.

58: for me the perfect weather is those autumn weather where the sun is. the sky is full of bright clouds. a weather where you can sit on the bank with only a thin sweather.

59: only when it's christmas.

60:yes, yes, yes. i know for many people a marriage it's not important anymore. ofc for me i don't need a marraige to feel loved by him. but i would love to get married. i would love to have this fairytale-like romantic day with the person i love.

61: it depends on the person that said it. i hate it when frienda call me baby. for men it depends of their character and also on the situation .. idk. i often find it so cringe when the man calls the girl baby in books .. so actually it's better when no one calls me thsi lmao.

62: listening your fav songs, cooking, daydreaming, reading .. nowadays there are so many things that make me happy.

63: never ever. i love my name so much. i love my chinese name and i love my european name. i love that my name is written with an h instead of without. i always say when i get married, i would take the surename of my husband but i would also keep my whole name. my name will be so long hahahahahah

64: yes. i don't want to kiss this guy ever again lol.

65: i don't have friends from the opposite sex.

66: i don't have any.

67: my colleague.

68: my best friends.

69: yes.

70: i always think i would .. other than my family i am not sure tbh.

lol this made so much fun. i want to do this more often.

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?

[yjhzies]

“You're bad at lying, Darling.” — JWW

⸝⸝୭ ˚. fluff . crack . self-indulgent

⋆ pairings : wonwoo x gn!reader ⋆ warning : none (let me know if there is ^^) ⋆ wc : 0.6k [✉️] · when your usual cheerful bf gets sulky... you have to think of a way to make his pout disappear, right?

⋆ - note : happiest birthday to the most amazing man <33 wrote this a few days ago from a request, and decided to post it on his birthday instead! kind of changed the plot up a little, forgive me 🤞🥰

It may not appear so, but Wonwoo, despite his reserved, calm, and quiet demeanor, is an extraordinarily loud yapper when he is around you. In the kitchen, bedroom, practice room, or on dates, you name it.

With his constant yapping, he would trail behind you around the house like a lost puppy. What does he talk so much about? well, basically everything. His day, the strange-looking earthworm he encountered on the street, the kitten that followed him home, and so forth.

And if it's not obvious enough, you love his yappings. You love how he gets so excited around you, mumbling or talking every minute.

And now, hours later, he is still sulking because you were not paying attention to him when he was explaining how Seungkwan tricked Chan by splattering water on him, starting a water fight that Seungcheol had to break up.

Actually, you should be blaming him rather than yourself. You couldn't help but blush when you saw how fine he looked, even with just a simple shirt, messy hair, and glasses.

"Wonu..." you called out as he sat on the couch, scrolling through his phone. He was basically giving you the silent treatment, as a lighthearted joke, of course. Because he couldn't be mad at you. Never.

Recieving no response, you sit down next to him, only for him to scoot away. You frown and reach out to hold his hand, but he sways it away.

"Hey, Jeon Wonwoo!" Wonwoo side-eyes you through his glasses at the sudden burst of irritation. He kept scrolling through his phone, completely ignoring your presence.

He finds it unreasonable, usually never getting sulky and preferring to forget about it. But nowadays, if you squint, you definitely can notice how much more clingy he has been acting. Not that you're complaining, though.

Grabbing his hand, you intertwine your fingers firmly with his. However, he closes his fingers into a fist on top of your palm and refuses to hold it.

With a puff, you firmly press your lips together. One way or another, you had to get him to stop pouting.

You scoot impossibly close to him, swinging one of your legs to rest on his thighs and placing your head firmly on his shoulder.

You rock and press the side of your head against his neck, cradling your head as you chant and whine his name like you are engaged in some kind of ethereal ritual.

Wonwoo appears to be frozen in place before attempting to suppress a chuckle. His eyes dart to you, noticing how your hair is now a tangle and how tightly you closed your eyes.

As you feel an arm slowly making its way to your waist, you jerk up to look at Wonwoo, who is staring at you with a smile.

"Are you done scaring me?"

You smile and fling your arms around his neck while he encircles your waist with his arms. You pecked his cheeks and pulled him in for a hug.

"I thought you would never speak to me again."

"Yeah, but you can't escape from my yappings."

"I didn't say I want to, though!"

He chuckles, and pats your back. You lift your head to look at him as he leans in to kiss you. You lean back, refusing to do so, and he pauses, tilting his head with a puzzled expression. (I think we all know what I mean; his cute little habit!)

"Love-"

"Are you planning on poking my eyeballs?" You tease, reaching out to remove his glasses. His eyebrows shoot up, then he smiles timidly and whispers a sweet apology.

When you set down the glasses on the coffee table, he takes your face and gently tilts it toward him. He pressed a soft, gentle kiss on your lips as a silent apology for giving you the silent treatment.

"So this is all I get after waiting for so many hours? Oh, I should've known, I'm dating an anti-romantic a-"

Your words were cut short as you felt his lips press against yours again, this time for a long and tender moment. You smile and gladly return his kiss.

You both pull back, slightly out of breath, and giggle at each other.

"Can I say something?"

"Hm?"

"You looked pretty ugly while sulking."

You lie, and hold in your laugh as Wonwoo's face falls. He rolls his eyes and sighs, then smiles.

"You're bad at lying, darling."

[vvvavaaa]

Happy birthday King Highness! I mean Chev. Uh I mean Chanic...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEVALIER!

[xnchxntmxnt]

hihi!! i saw your event and i love the theme jdbsjs <33 also happy (early?) birthday to both you and koi!!

can i request a 4 star pull for genshin impact? the trope would be they forgot your birthday (hurt/comfort pls) ☺️☺️ with xiao, diluc, and gorou?

thank you so much!! if i didn’t request correctly pls feel free to dm me :,)

when they forget your birthday...

etc: established relationship, modern au![character] x gn!reader, gn pronouns used (they/them/mx.), food mentions (not descriptive), probably very ooc i'm sorry

notes: the favoritism is real in this one :,)

reblogs > likes ! <3

preface: he gets home late from his work and has yet to say anything about it being your birthday. reasoning that he has a surprise for you, you decided to stay up. but as the hours went by, you drift asleep, the creak of the door when he finally returns waking you up. pretending to be asleep, you could barely contain your excitement. he whispers your name, but no response (you have to commit to the act after all), so he showers and gets ready for bed. as he gets under the blankets, he pulls you closer and kisses you goodnight. yet there's still nothing about your birthday...

xiao

doesn't realize until he sees his reminder too late

it's already the morning after: he wakes up to find that you're not in bed but hears the kitchen sink running so he assumes you're doing the dishes 

picking up his phone, he notices the notification he had failed to see the day before "y/n's birthday - yesterday"

sits up in a panic, thinking back to see if he had even wished you a happy birthday (he realizes that he did not)

he even goes so far as to remember how sad you were that he was scheduled to work on your birthday (but you brushed it off, saying that as long as you could spend some of it with him, it'd be alright)

he scrambled to throw some clothes on (he has not checked the time yet but it's 11:48am - he doesn't wake up early, anything before 12 is a miracle)

reasons that he should at least get you something, so he thinks back, desperately trying to remember anything you stared at for too long or tried to subtly hint that you wanted (he knew what you were doing and always tried to keep a mental list of everything)

remembering something, he rushes out (you don't hear him as you were listening to music as you were doing some house chores to keep yourself distracted)

makes it to the store with the item still in stock (it was the last one) and immediately buys it (doesn't even look at the price tag, just shoves his card at the employee - but politely because he's not rude)

notices a flower shop and stops by to get you a bouquet of your favorite flowers (he asks the florist for the prettiest and best arrangement they could make, assuring them that he could pay for it and not to worry about that)

when he gets home, he notices that you made him lunch when you didn't have to since you were bound to be at least very upset with him if not extremely (his stomach growls, he's used too much energy on an empty stomach)

he's not the type to make lame excuses, he gets straight to the point, apologizing that he forgot that it was your birthday and asking if there was anything in particular you wanted so that he could make up for it

also hands you the gifts he got for you, noticing that you're trying to fight back your smile (he thinks the way you're trying to keep up your anger is adorable, but he knows that now's not the time for that)

does absolutely anything and everything you ask (within reason of course), treating the day as if it were your actual birthday

finally earns a thank you kiss from you at the end of the day and lots of cuddles 

diluc

is up before you (he has to supervise today)

but is most definitely stalling, savoring the time that he gets to see you as he gets ready to leave

kisses you softly, whispering that he'll be back soon and not to miss him too much

doesn't realize until one of his employees mentions it casually ("oh, mr. diluc, what did you get mx. y/n for their birthday?")

he freezes, like actually freezes and is like "what did you say?"

never once has he forgotten your birthday, and to think he's started now makes him literally sick to his stomach

he's demanding to know the day and when he learns that he indeed did forget your birthday, he flips

gives everyone the day off and puts up the closed sign

he makes lots of stops afterwards

the first is the jewelry shop (he decided last year that he was going to get you a ring this year, and so he does)

despite being in a rush, he takes his time with his gifts - he's looking through all of the displays, finally deciding on what he deems the most perfect and purchases it

next is the supermarket, he's going to make you your favorite so he takes his time to choose the best ingredients

third is a flower shop to get you the basket of flowers you had always wanted (yes he remembers even though you mentioned it once on your first date together)

his final stop is the bakery to choose out the best cake and if there wasn't any, he would go to each bakery within a 10 mile radius to find one

it's later than he had hoped when he returns home to you - he finds you sitting on the couch hugging a pillow and watching a show on the tv

whether you noticed him or not, he didn't know, so he set everything on the kitchen table and walked up to you, hands gently holding yours as he pulled you into a hug, burying his nose deep into the crook of your neck, whispering how sorry he is for forgetting and promising that it would never happen again

he then takes your hand again and leads you to the kitchen to give you all the gifts he had gotten you today

he spoils you a bit more than he usually would but he doesn't mind, because the smile you give him afterward makes it all worth it

gorou

is tossing and turning as he slept - something itching the back of his mind kept him from sleeping peacefully, as if he were forgetting something

shoots awake as he looks at the time (03:17) when he notices the date too

is flipping out and he looks at you with your back turned to him, the steady rise and fall almost lulling him back to sleep, tempting him to fall back into his pillow and cuddle with you until he fell asleep again - almost

but he shakes you awake, "let's go somewhere"

you're both in your sleep clothes as you walked around the neighborhood, making it to the street lamp where you both had shared your first kiss

his heart always beats a little bit faster whenever he passes by this street lamp, lips tingling as they remembered the feeling of yours on his 

he spins you around before his hands find their spot on your waist, and as he gently pulls you in, he whispers “sorry i’m late, happy birthday, my love”

and of course he kisses you (you’re literally at the place where you shared your first kiss with him, why wouldn’t he)

he’s tempted to make it a tradition now (but on time obviously) so he does

next year, you can expect him to pull you out of the comfort of your shared bed, walking through the neighborhood to the lamp

but today he calls in sick (he told you that he was lovesick, and therefore needed the day off to spend cuddling with you - he didn’t tell his boss that of course)

would also vow to himself to just take the entire day off on your birthdays from now on as to not let this happen again

love, koi

p.s. ALSO I DON'T HATE GOROU OR ANYTHING I SWEAR it's just that i got super carried away with xiao's and diluc's :,)))))))) thank you miso so much for joining!! <3

[nicco-ck]

Dude I am just as obsessed and desperate as you of course I was gonna give you headcanons 😭

But now I need to know which books you've read so I don't spoil anything 💀I've read them all except the midnight lock, the watchmakers hand and the cutting edge (I'm starting to read this one now)

Lon

I feel like Rachel always tried so hard to help him when he'd try a new diet but they'd ultimately both fail together

Don't forget abt his daughter!! He would definitely post embarrassing pics of her as well akfhsk

Idk if you read the twelfth card (so if you haven't skip this one!! Slight spoilers!!) But I feel like when he went home after the librarian was shot right in front of him all he wanted to do was cuddle with Rachel but she was probably working so it just made his nerves worse (which in turn resulted in the accidental misfire that happened the net day or whatever)

- continuing off of that one ^ kind of, he sometimes just needs to cuddle and eat comfort foods after a long/hard day

Is a very big cuddler, but probably didn't cuddle much with his ex wife. Rachel is happy to cuddle with him (ok look I just think he'd be really good to cuddle and i wanna cuddle with him real bad </3)

Mel

Yknow I didn't think abt housing prices being a reason he didn't move out but that makes sm sense, canadian housing prices are wack man but im sure NYC is even worse💀💀

Changed his glasses once (on April fools day or something) and Lincoln probably congratulated him or something but was disappointed and took it back after Mel whipped out his old glasses right after akdhsk

Dude your headcanons are so spot on :(( I feel like when times started being more accepting he'd start exploring a bit more but definitely held back bc at that point he felt like it was stupid bc he has his girlfriend and he's older so he'd think "what's the point"

Ron

Omg 😭😭 definitely brought that concern up to his brother once bc he couldn't stop thinking abt it

Ron definitely does give the younger twin vibe so he definitely calls Tony old all the time

His head injury makes me so sad 😭😭 he definitely started writing down birthdays and his anniversary so he wouldn't mess them up

- his wife started getting backup gifts so that when he forgot abt one of their kids birthdays he wouldn't have to feel guilty for forgetting and not getting a gift or to stop him from having to speed to a store to get something :((

But dude pls let me know which books you have read so I don't accidently spoil something for you </33

Lon Sellitto, Mel Cooper & Ron Pulaski headcanons bc they are so underrated </3

Lon Sellitto

It's implied that his ex wife was having an affair (which is what led to their divorce) and I feel like if that is what happened it definitely tore him up and its something he fears will happen with Rachel (Rachel would never, she's such a sweetheart <3)

After he got out of the hospital after being poisoned he was probably so stoked to get a fancier cane

"What stores sell canes? I need to figure this out cause I cannot be using this boring ass cane for however long I need it."

Sometimes visits Lincoln solely to eat some of Thoms pastries (who can blame him tho?)

Mel Cooper

Lives with his mom probably bc his dad passed away and his mom was really sad and he felt like letting her live alone would make it worse so he never moved out (father probs died when he was in his 20s)

Doesn't know how he managed to snag his girlfriend, but he is not complaining

Met his girlfriend at a dance competition

They always tell each other that they'd never be able to find a better dance partner (and then proceed to state that *enter very good dancers name* would be the best dance partner ever)

Ron Pulaski

Dude is head over heels for his wife, will do anything she asks and will drop whatever he's doing if she's ever sick, hurt, in danger or even just sad

Has never, and will never, tell anybody abt the mishap that occurred at the funeral home (when he went into the wrong room and was telling the ppl he worked with the guy, who he thought was the watchmaker, but turned out to be a gay porn star) (he only told his wife and she thought it was the funniest thing)

Idk if it's ever stated who's older out of him and Tony but whoever's older was definitely the one bragging all the time when they were younger "I'm older by 3 minutes >:))" but now that they're older its "you can't call me old and not yourself. I'm only 3 minutes older then you??"

I know it's not a lot but I will add more when I can think of them 😭

[subhlibrary]

can u rec fics where harry is really slutty

this is basically all of my recs lmao but here’s some more <33

Your God Shaped Hole Tonight by objectlesson (8k)

Harry gets railed by five huge cocks at public play party.

Desperate for it by blankiehxrry (2k)

Harry doesn't believe it when the boys tell him that he's loud during sex. He asks Louis to prove it to him. Things might get out of hand. everything from this author tbh

Double the Fun by stretchmybones (1k)

Based on the photo of Harry in NYC wearing the blue bandana and pearl necklace simultaneously. My brain screamed "day collars" at me and then I wrote this lil fic.

A slut in my eyes by blankiehxrry (2k)

Harry is a Playboy bunny.

I have often prayed for an angel by orphan_account (2k)

the one in which Louis fucks Harry in the VS wings after he wears them onstage. i might’ve recced this before but idc it’s a fave

 Medicine by thisisafamilyshow_orisit (3k)

Another very self-indulgent fic featuring Harry with an oral fixation and Louis being Daddy af.

We Were Too Young by alurringmind (2k)

Louis expected that to satiate Harry. Much to his dismay, it did not. They ran late to the interview, as Harry decided to take his time showering and picking out clothes. During the interview, he kept talking over the other boys, avoiding questions, goofing off, and making countless sexual innuendos. Management chastised him several times, but it didn't stop there. In the dressing room after the interview, the boys were all sitting on the couch as Harry was wrestling Niall to the ground after ruining Liam's new shoes and fucking up Zayn's hair.

He was gonna get it.

FUCKING BRAT!!! by wannabebestseller (2k)

Louis is a busy CEO now and Harry wants attention so he becomes a monster brat.

When The Wolves Come Out by rosemarianthyme (1k)

It didn’t matter that Louis would never once pop a knot or that Harry’s slick was always artificial. When Harry was whining desperately against his neck and Louis was growling low in his chest he could only grab Harry’s hips and pant out 'Omega.'

You Love the Way I Ride It by stylinsexualxo (1k)

Its just a smutty one shot in which Louis gets bored and Harry gets horny on the way home.

ain't this what you came for (don't you wish you came) by sugarbabyharry (2k)

Harry is married and Louis happened to be his secret lover who's really good at fucking.

Black Flowers Blossom, Fearless on My Breath by cupcakentea (4k)

Louis and Harry shotgun in public, a very private moment ensues

i heard you had a slut mouth by lohoron (32k)

Louis fucks Harry once at a frat party and suddenly forgets how to act. i definitely recced this before but it’s my favorite smut fic ever sorry

Thank You, Daddy by fournipplesau (10k)

 Harry's hot, wet mouth is around him before Louis even has the chance to blink, and it feels so good, the icy sting of the frozen dessert disappearing as Harry's soft tongue laps it up. After Harry swallows, he pulls off the head of Louis' cock and then dips down to trail his tongue up the shaft, collecting the bits that dribbled down. "Yummy. Thank you, daddy." He hums pleasantly.

Or the one where Louis gets an idea, and Harry wears panties this whole series tbh

scream for air to breathe by toplinson (5k)

 harry gives louis five orgasms for his birthday

smile in slow motion by istajmaal (24k)

“It’s 2011, Niall. People can fuck their friends’ faces without it meaning anything more than that.”

or, Louis is Harry's dom and maybe also his soulmate

it's all for you, everything i do by moonshinelouis (2k)

Harry's needy, Louis plays bored.

Whoever, However by Brooklyn_Babylon (8k)

Louis could feel his heart rate pick up as he positioned the camera and Harry slowly stood up. They both knew what came next –– it had been clearly outlined in the advert Harry answered. The studio Louis worked for was filming a new series of camboy videos. Louis’ job was to make it look like amateur porn –– sweaty, sensual, dirty –– but well lit and edited. He was an artist, thank you very much.

Or: Louis has a much better day at work than he’d expected.

give it to me like i want it by orphan_account (1k)

Harry is overwhelmed by Louis's size and after being fucked by him, he just can't stop wanting to have him inside of him at every opportunity.

[thisbelongsto-nohbodys]

Wanna share my headcanons about the trio with you for a change of paste.

Anne sometimes samples the food meant for the amphibians to see if they’re right for them. She also likes to make Lily Pad Thai food as a special treat for them.

Many of Sasha’s patients are children who have gone on magical adventures not unlike the one the Calamity Trio went on in Amphibia.

Sasha adopted the bring bug meals so co-workers won’t steal your lunch trick from Anne.

Marcy keeps a couple of New Mexico Whiptails as pets. She named them Lady Olivia and General Yunan. Anne helps her care for them.

Marcy occasionally collabs with the creator of the Frog-Man webcomic AKA Molly Jo.

After they got marry, Sasha and Marcy like to tell people they took the name WayWuChuy, much to Anne’s embarrassment.

a lotta good headcanons here. Just a few thoughts on them in order.

Anyone who has pets or takes care of animals does this at some point, Anne is no exceptions....except she actually enjoys some of the bug meals. She def gives her amphibians treats on their birthdays.

Not sure I agree with the idea of Sasha treating other characters from other show but that's mostly because I tend to age characters from the year the show ends to current time unless theres a definite year in-canon. Example being that Kim Possible ended in 2007 which if we assume she's 17-18 (graduation time) then in 2022 she'd he 32-33 years old. Now the more newer characters could be her patients but for me personally I don't have current or older characters. The comics she is talking to them have been funny so far tho'.

Yeah, and sometimes she forgets the cicada cookies her wife Anne made and accidentally feeds them to the kids.

When she holds them, she makes sure Domino 4 is no where near....she learned that the hard way.

Didn't consider Molly Jo as a webcomic artist as well but it fits. And I could imagine Molly Jo is a big fan of Luzura and fangirl'd hard when Marcy introduced Molly Jo to Luz at a local con.

Anne's embarrassed because she came up with it while drunk and didn't think Sash and Mar-mar would take it seriously.

[yourmoonmomma]

Hi Maple! I'd love to hear your opinion on a situation I'm going through with my best friend if that's okay ☺️

About a month before my birthday, my best friend had a massive fight with her bf and I've been there for her, listening to her complain and everything from the other side of the world. They've taken a break (they were living together) and she came back to our hometown to regroup before they get back together. A day before my birthday, she texted me how sad and mad she is at her bf, and I replied to that, but then on my birthday, not only did she forget about it being my birthday (a mutual friend once forgot about hers and she was quite mad about it so birthdays are important to her), she complained so much that I didn't reply to her because I wanted to enjoy my day, which maybe to some is selfish, but it's been over a month of them fighting and I am a little tired and very much wanted that day to be for myself, especially since I was already sad that I'm turning an age I'm not ready to turn and feeling extra worried about my future. After my birthday, I replied to her saying that I've been busy and asked how she is feeling and she started ghosting me. I wanted to make plans to see her since she hasn't been back to our hometown in 4 years, but I don't know if it's worth me pushing and asking again if she's ignoring me. I just haven't seen her in years and do miss her but it definitely is a little messy right now. What would you do in this situation? Thank you <3

Hello! I'd love to help, as much I can <3

Firstly, I want to say that everything you are feeling is so so valid. It can get tiring hearing about the same fights and the same complaints all the time, especially from someone we care deeply about!! And we only really get one day a year where we can have a day all about us, which is our birthday. So it's completely valid that you didn't answer her on your special day! Especially when she didn't even acknowledge it was your birthday.

Secondly, it is absolutely up to you, on what you want to do now. If I were in that situation, I'd probably drop it for a few days, maybe even close to a week, then message again to check in. I think pushing her could result in pushing her away, or having her lash out on you, especially given that it sounds like she's in a pretty sensitive place right now! If she isn't responding, letting her have a few days of space may be a good idea, but you can still try and get back in touch before she leaves again!

You're welcome, and happy belated birthday!! I hope your situation with your friend gets better <33

[sohmiya]

OMG! IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY, and I almost didn't check Tumblr today and I would've been so sad if I missed out on saying happy birthday!

I hope you've been having the most amazing day, you deserve all the most amazing things in life but today especially. I'm sending you lots of hugs and forehead smooches <33

All my ROs are sending their love too: A would be uncharacteristically sweet & give you a handwritten gift, you'd definitely get matching rings from B & they'd take you shopping, K would have no choice but to sing for you & P would give you one of their moving sketches & lots of handholding… ooo, and Shiloh would take you on a dog walking date with Mei, and then let you pick their next tattoo<33

THANK YOU SM MILA i just woke up but i hope you have the loveliest day too!!! sending you back all my hugs and forehead kisses MWAH love uuuu <333

and pls the feminine urge to have 5 hands so i can hold them all at the same time……. 🛐 i can imagine a being mean (affectionate) to me always except today so they’d look at anything but me while giving their gift and grumbling happy birthday jssjejkwakskjsk and b and i would get matching moonstone rings because it’s one of my birthstones and i’d want b to have at least one happy thought while thinking about the moon and omg imagine getting k to sing in the crushing stage hnggggg they’d look so shy and try to sing as soft as possible and they wouldn’t fix the curls falling on the forehead in a poor attempt to hide their face IM CRYINGGGG 😫😫😫 oh and i’d probably sense p drawing me in a corner so i’d keep moving around on purpose just to be a little shit but i’d forget that they have magic so they’d come up to me and show the moving sketch with a stupid smirk on their face and be like “nice try” then they’d hold my hand and kiss it anyway…… *hopeless romantic grip on thighs* AND OMG DOG WALKING DATE WITH SHILOH AND MEI 🥺🥺 i would bring my dog with us so mei could teach him some manners!!!! and shiloh and i would get those sappy couple tattoos like one of us would get a dandelion flower tattoo and the other would have a tattoo of the dandelion seed that people wish on 🥺 ugh all these headcanons just for me to spend another year being single…… nikkaphobia

[jaefmin]

Talent hunt - J.JK

DKSDKLSD HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE <33

➳ Pairing: Jeon Jungkook x Female reader

➳ Genre: pure crack✨friends to lovers au, lil bit of fluff in the end, friend!jk, crack!jk, the oc's kinda talentless TUMBLR ADDICT OC FOR Y'ALL!

➳ Summary: Jungkook's filled with talents, just like your snack bowl. He can't believe it, that you do nothing except writing your articles. He wants to find it all in you, because he knows that you've got the energy. Read on to find out what happens between both these characters!!

➳ M.list

“I mean, you would have some specialty at least.” He pleaded, again. “I told you already, Jungkook, I don’t do anything.” You replied for the ninth time, sparks of hope left bursting inside you that he would stop. “It can’t be that way. Every person is special in some or the other way, I know you’ve got something.” Those sparks inside seemed to find their way down pretty quick. You found it pretty annoying, especially when he had to do this between your work. You tried to come up with some reply for him to stop. Once you’d tell him about it, he’d think over it and stop annoying you. After thinking for a while with Jungkook sitting in front of you with puppy eyes, you came up with one.

“Yes!! I have a specialty!!” You bursted out, and Jungkook’s face lit up with a bright smile. “Ha!! I knew it!! Told ya!!” His face lit up, excitement filled inside to know what it was. “There’s this site called tumblr, and it’s GOLD. I have a lot of mutuals over there and they’re the reason I’m alive right now. I’m pretty famous there.” Your chest widened at the amount of notes you had on your posts. Jungkook's expression seemed to change every word of your answer, before he came up with another question. “N-no, Social media-? I didn't mean that.. Any real talent? More of like, uhh sports? Drawing? I bet you’re good at drawing!! You’re that typical type with glasses and you’d look pretty good with a brush.” You doubted yourself earlier on calling Jungkook a crackhead, but it seems like you have to doubt yourself upon doubting Jungkook being a crackhead or not now. ‘It isn’t what it seems like, kook. Don’t judge a book by it’s cover.” Jungkook, being back to the moody gen-z he is, rolled his eyes at your comment. “Come on girl!! Don’t be a mom! I know you’ve got this!” He hits you playfully while speaking, at you could have sworn, if he had just applied 🤏🏻 much more force, you would have gone flying ten feet away. “A MOM?!!? EXCUSE ME!?!?” Your tone didn't seem to satisfy him, “Alright, calm down smelly. Since, you’re think good at nothing, we’ll go through a list of things that I’m good at or I know, and then I’m pretty sure we’ll find a good quality from them that you have.” You knew the article you were writing wasn’t going to get anywhere. “One condition.” The man in front of you rolled his eyes once again, “Go on, mom.” You shot a death glare at him and that was all it took; his hands were up in the air, peace written all over his face. “You let me complete my work after we finish this.” Jungkook seemed surprised, “That’s all?” He pauses, “Duh, I’m doing this for you to feel good. I can stop right now if you say.” Being a person who wasn’t contended hurting others feelings, you replied “Alright then, let’s do it.”

He sat on the bed, and you followed him upon it. “Okay, so first question, how fast can you run?” He asks with curiosity. “Hmph, bold of you to think I even get up from my seat.” His eyebrows curl up, and you know that he’s saying something in his head about you, like you’re hindered. “So if you’re saying you don’t get up from your seat, do you only write articles all day?” He questions, “I just told you, you forgetful egg, I’m also on tumblr! And that, I’m telling you, it takes up more than half of my day.” You reminded him, and whenever the thought of tumblr came into your mind, you internally smiled at yourself. ”Jungkook seemed to be in deep thought, and again came up with a question. “Y/N! Yes! You write articles! That’s your speciality!! Your writing’s good!!” Your eyebrows shot up along with Jungkook’s and both of your eyes widened, you’ve come up with something! But the reason you were happy is that this long conversation finished, and you could finally get back to finishing your article. “Yes Jungkook!! That’s the good quality that I have!! So it’s done, we’re finished, and now I’m getting back to my work.” You got up from the bed, and were about to get back to your seat, when Jungkook caught your wrist.

“That’s only one quality Y/n!! I have a lot more things that I’m good at!! It can’t be only one!” You balled your hand into a fist, annoyance filling you up. You tried to calm yourself down instead of exploding right at Jungkook because he’s your friend and you do care about a person’s feelings. You turned, “I know! But I’m so sorry, koo!! I really have a lot of work right now, so mind if we keep this convo for later?” You asked, hoping this would lead to a finished article at the end. You knew this wasn’t getting anywhere, Jungkook would definitely want to continue. “But Y/n,” He placed both your hands in his, “You know you’ve been feeling unmotivated lately, right?” His voice deepened. “It is really important! We need to do this! I understand that your article’s important too, but your mental health should be given more importance. It’s alright if you lose your job, but health-” It’s funny how he makes you think about his duality in every conversation. Sure of the fact that even begging and falling to his feet won’t help in this situation, you intruded his speech. “I understand.” You pressed his hand, “Let’s dive into it!” You were pretty good at fake-smiling and the tone in your voice seemed quite believable, the sarcasm hidden behind. You took your seat on the bed in front of Jungkook. “That’s the Y/N I wanna see!!” You smiled at his innocence, and continued the conversation.

“So, what about any sport that you’re interested in? Maybe something like badminton, football, volleyball, or swimming?” Jungkook’s next question popped up, and it reminded you of the old days. “The last time I swam was when I was ten, because my elder brother accidentally pushed me into the water, and I almost drowned, and like everyone’s parents, even mines were triggered and they pushed me to learn swimming.” Another sarcastic reply made its way through your lips, Jungkook again bewildered by how unattached you are. “And well basketball, I used to like it, but then I almost broke my nose in a match, never found the courage to get back on the ground again. Jungkook was quick to reply, “That’s not called getting triggered, Y/N. They did it because that's gonna help you in some or the other way in future.” Your face went blank at his comment, “Who's being the mom now?” “N-No, I’m not-” Jungkook went red stuttering at every word. "Next thing we’re looking at is… reading! Do you like reading?” He immediately planned to change the topic, your face retaining the blank expression that’s always put on it. Did he just forget that you write articles? Still, boys don’t get these kinds of death glares or eye contacts girls make, so Jungkook stays clueless. His eyebrows furrow up, thoughts muddled up in his mind. After deep thinking for a while, Jungkook strikes. Proudness takes over you, you got yourself a friend who understands girls.

“Nevermind!! We’ll move on?” Your mouth flung open at his reply, a feeling of your hopes shooting to the sky but then immediately bursting out like a firework, sparks falling to the ground. Can someone really expect something from Jeon Jungkook? “I’ve run out of ideas Y/n..” He pouts sadly, and that’s the cue to your happiness. “Okay that’s great! Now I’m getting back to writing my article!” History repeats itself; you get up from the bed to be pulled back down again. Not being someone who can keep their feelings suppressed for a long time, you aim to bawl right at Jungkook, but before anything comes out of your mouth, he interrupts. “Just one more thing Y/n.” The extra amount of innocence spread on Jungkook’s face is something that anyone would give into, and personally you did find him attractive. The way he’s dressed looking all cuddly, you would give into his arms right this second if he asked to. Yes, you did dream about him every night before going to sleep, how fun it would be to have someone like him taking care of you. His duality is out of the question; there’s no one better than him. If it were for him, you’d leave the whole world and give into Jungkook’s arms, but the strings of life keep pulling you back towards them.

Lost in your thoughts, you didn’t realize how the time passed by, before you heard a couple snaps in front of your face. “Earth to Y/N???” Jungkook waved his hand in front of you a couple times, bringing you back to reality. Work can be postponed for this angel, just the way you’re punctual. You sat back down and placed your hands above Jungkook’s. He cleared his throat, straightened his back, and began. “Look, people like you, I mean, the ones interested in social media, glasses, look cuddly and cute like penguins,” Jungkook was good, but in some cases you couldn’t guarantee what he would come up with. “I bet you’ve had a boyfriend.” His statement caught you by surprise, your heart racing inside. You didn’t have the courage to reply to him, you are the least interested in opening up. It wasn’t a moment before Jungkook shot back at you, “I’ll tell you what type suits you.” Jungkook’s pretty much of a crackhead, but something urged you not to stop him. You wanted to know which perspective Jungkook looks at you with.

“I think your boyfriend would’ve loved your kisses. I have a feeling you’re a really good kisser, and you would often want cuddles from him. And yes,” He laughs, “You would be a wholesome of cute actions, and there’d be no one else who loved it more than him.” He booped your nose and finished, and not gonna lie, you could drool on him right now. His face was gleaming with compassion, eyes so deep you could drown in them. His lips curved into a tiny smile, the bunny teeth making their appearance. All you wanted to ever do was stay glued to him and keep on listening to those beautiful words that came out of his mouth. His eyes met yours and he leaned you in, a soft expression settling on his face as a stroke of sunlight passed through it. Jungkook continued asking further, “Can I kiss you?” His fingers gently stroked on your cheekbones and his eyes met yours. Faces not centimetres apart, both of your breaths tangled. You locked his lips with yours and gripped onto Jungkook’s neck, your sweet action making him give in. This is what you wanted, and this is what he wanted. You both stayed the same way for a while before separating.

“I love you.”

“I love you too.”

gon rb and then add the taglist beuase dumblr's mean </3

[kaffeinic]

60 Question Tag Challenge!

I was challenged by @woo-for-woojin to answer all of these. To be fair, I challenged her first, but let’s not get into the details. Original post of questions by @roseyygf.

1: Selfie.

GAAAAAAAH I HATE THIS ALREADY SMH IM SO UGLY.

Lmao look at my fingers. What the hell is going on there?

2: What would you name your future kids?

I feel like that’s a joint decision, so I can’t say. Honestly, I don’t think I’ll want to have my own kids through childbirth. My family has a genetic disposition to difficulties during pregnancy. I might adopt.

3: Do you miss anyone?

A few people. Some of them I haven’t even met in person. I miss my BFF from school. I miss a few people online that I’ve fallen out of touch with. I’m always missing people. 😂

4: What are you looking forward to?

College, and moving out of my house. I’ve been itching to do both of these for years now.

5: Is there anyone who can always make you smile?

@hoshithehamster, @woo-for-woojin, @a-toxic-galaxy, my BFF from school, and my older sister. Also, I swear, @hoshithehamster and I are literally are always TALKING IN CAPS LOCK BECAUSE WE ARE IDIOTS AND WE HAVE THE WEIRDEST, MOST FUN CONVERSATIONS EVER.

6: Is it hard for you to get over someone?

Once I’ve gone all-in, yeah. When it’s a crush, not usually. I’m really slow to develop a crush on someone. Painfully slow lol. I’m cautious because I’ve been hurt by people in that regard a few times. One incident had me suicidal for a long time.

7: What was your life like last year?

Kind of the same? I didn’t have this blog open. If you had asked this regarding two years ago, I would have said that I wasn’t homeschooling, didn’t know how to play piano much, didn’t have this blog, and was very depressed because of my old schoolmates.

8: Have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?

YES! Whenever I feel stuck and know I have no control of a situation, I get frustrated and find a quiet place to cry.

9: Who did you last see in person?

I’m assuming this means out of my own household. The last person I saw was my older sister and her roommates, who I am really good friends with. One of them loves coffee as much as me and it’s great! I spent the night. That was over a month and a half ago lmao. Before that, I had gone on a date at a coffee shop.

10: Are you good at hiding your feelings?

Yeah. My family gets angry at me if I’m sad or angry about anything, so I hold it all in. It definitely has made life a bit harder. I make people angry when I won’t disclose my feelings to them. I just find it to be better to hold it. I have to be really comfortable with you and really love you if I’ll tell you that I’m sad/angry and why.

11: Are you listening to music right now?

Yeah. It’s Le Pire by Maître Gims. He’s a really great French singer.

12: What is something you want right now?

If this is concerning food, I’m in the mood for chicken right now lol. I need some protein. Aside from food, I’m wanting to get a pedal for my electric piano. I have no sustain and it ruins a lot of songs. 😂 It’s why I have my ko-fi open.

13: How do you feel right now?

Meh. I’m not feeling great. I have some issues with fainting. My blood pressure drops like a rock at times and I feel it coming on, if you know what I’m saying. It’s this kind of lethargic, sick feeling. I’m trying to drink a lot of water, just in case it’s about dehydration.

14: When was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?

When I last visited my favourite coffee shop. For those of you who read Caffeinic, Chan’s character design is a mix of his true personality and a barista at my café of choice. He always gives me a hug when I see him, and when I say good bye. 😊

15: Personality description?

For a quick description, I’d say that INFJ, which is my MBTI type, is really accurate for me. I’ll let one of my friends try to describe me. I’m bad at describing myself lol.

Okay, but my heart is combusting. This amazing hooman, I lob her so much!!!! One of my best friends for sure.

16: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?

All the time. I’m sure you all have heard Fight Song by Rachel Platten, but that line where she says, “And all those things I didn't say // Wrecking balls inside my brain // I will scream them loud tonight // Can you hear my voice this time?” really resonates with me. It was that lyric that hooked me on this song.

17: Opinion on insecurities?

I think 90% of us have them. They are humbling, which can be good, but I urge you to know your worth. I’m such a hypocrite.

18: Do you miss how things were a year ago?

Not really. Not much has changed.

19: Have you ever been to New York?

No, but I’d love to visit! I’m from the west coast lol.

20: What is your favourite song at the moment?

Ramai by Delia & The Motans. I listen to a lot of different languages in music lol. I have no idea what any of it means, so if it’s inappropriate, I apologize.

21: Age and birthday.

Internationally, 18. May 3, 2001.

22: Description of crush.

I don’t think I have a crush???? Haha. There’s this really kind, pretty hot barista at the café who seems to like me but I’m avoiding relationships, so idk. He has green eyes and black, curly hair. He’s maybe 170-180cm, but I’m not entirely sure. He looks damn good in a button up, I... wow. 🥵

23: Fear(s)?

So many lmao. I’m afraid of some trivial things, like bugs and rollercoasters, but I’m also afraid of some different items, like never having a family of my own, or of not being able to achieve my dreams.

24: Height?

154(?)cm. About 5’1.”

25: Role model?

I don’t think I have one lmao. I just try to be the best person I can be. It’s a goal in life for me to be a truly good person.

26: Idol(s).

Aren’t Idols and Role Models pretty much the same thing..? 😂 To be general, I look up to those who have studied in medical school because I know it’s a rollercoaster of difficulties and debt. I applaud them.

27: Things I hate:

This could be a very long list. Let’s go:

Unnecessary rudeness/bullying

Being forced into things I don’t like and/or am afraid of doing

Being lied to

Being stolen from

Being thrown in awkward situations

Being denied my alone time

When people make a mess that I have to clean

When I cook for people and they don’t thank me. My face just scrunched in anger while I typed this one lmao.

Arrogant/egotistic people

So many more, but I’ll cut it off there. 😊

28: “I’ll love you if...”

OOF. There’s no specific thing someone could do. If you love me, I’ll love you. I don’t mean the “awe ily” kind of love. I mean the “I will keep you out of trouble and protect you and be around you only to enjoy your company because I love you” kind of love. True love. Not that artificial crap.

29: Favourite film(s)?

Room 1408 is really good haha. I also really liked A Simple Favour. I like a lot of movies lmao. Superhero movies are always good.

30: Favourite tv show(s)?

I watched a lot of Black Mirror before we got rid of Netflix. I watch Superstore and Brooklyn 99 like they’re the gospel. I’m always down for Gilmore Girls because it’s a classic. I often watch my old childhood shows like Danny Phantom.

31: 3 random facts.

I’m assuming you mean, “3 random facts about me” lol.

I play piano.

I read “too much.” Let’s be honest, is it even possible to read too much?

I write my own stories and songs all of the time.

32: Are your friends mainly girls or guys?

Oof. My absolute closest friends are girls, but the majority of people I would consider my friends are male.

33: Something you want to learn.

Everything I can about medicine. I’m so interested in it, and I love the idea of fixing someone’s body. I’m fascinated by the weird and/or nasty things about our bodies. I hope that doesn’t sound too weird. I also wanna learn how to use a French press lmao.

34: Most embarrassing moment?

I had been selected to perform in a talent show a few years back for my old school and I got up there, face planting on the floor. Halfway through the song, I froze up and forgot the lyrics. I have never forgotten that.

35: Favourite subject?

Any form of science or Language Arts.

36: 3 dreams you want to fulfill?

Become a doctor.

Write a song that someone can perform onstage.

Clock in my 10,000 hours in piano.

Extra: I want to learn violin so badly!

37: Favourite actor/actress?

Jennifer Aniston or Nicolas Cage probably. I don’t pay much attention to actors. I also love Jeremy Renner’s work!

38: Favourite comedian(s)?

Oh lord, this question was made for me. Randy Feltface, Samuel J. Conroe, TwoSet, Ross Lynch, and many, many more!

39: Favourite sport(s)?

Volleyball, baseball, and badminton. Low/no-contact sports lol.

40: Favourite memory?

I can’t think of a specific one, but my best memories are always those random, funny moments I have with friends. I don’t think I’m ever gonna forget when my friend and I named one of her plants for the first time. I made a plant family tree. Dear lord save my soul.

41: Relationship status?

Single~

42: Favourite book(s)?

THAT IS THE HARDEST QUESTION EVER! How can I be expected to answer this???? 😂 I don’t have a favourite.

43: Favourite song ever?

Is this q&a list crafted specifically for me to not be able to answer any of the questions? 😂 I don’t have one. It changes with time.

44: Age you get mistaken for?

People always think I’m younger than I am, but if they don’t, then they over shoot it. Most people think I’m 16, or as old as 20-22. It’s crazy lol.

45: How you found out about your idol.

I’m going to interpret this as how I found out about my ult bias, who is Chan from Stray Kids. I was surfing SoundCloud and found the 3racha page. There wasn’t much there, but I liked what they had recorded. From then, I saw some of their survival show and may have kind of fallen for Channie and his personality lmao. Whoops.

46: What my last text message says.

This is the one I got while I was answering this specific question. 😊

“I feel that. I do hate unrealistic stories or stories that go on to fast like. I want to read stories where I feel like the reader could be me and not some sort of perfect girl getting the attention of all the people and fell in love withing 3 seconds and marry. I know that there must be some drama and special things to keep the story going and that's OK but I really appreciate stories who are still based more on a normal life. And you really do a good job in writing normal life stories // And tbh no story made me as happy as your barista!Chan story. It really is something different and I love it.”

Idk if the sender would be okay with me sharing that it was them, so I just copied it lol. I truly do love the feedback I get from you guys! Thank you all so much~~!

47: Turn-ons?

I’m assuming - again - that you mean romantically? I’ve always liked someone who has a decent sense of humour. Whenever I see someone working hard at their job/studies, part of me finds it... sexy? Idk. I’m weird. Save me. 😂

48: Turn-offs?

Overconfidence is a big no-no. It’s annoying as well. I can’t stand someone who truly is an idiot. Nothing turns me off more than getting a text that’s barely legible with a million abbreviations. Speak to me like someone with a brain, please. Another big turn-off is someone who is just automatically very sexual. I’m not a super sexual person, and I don’t want to hang out with someone who has a one-track mind in that sense.

49: Where I want to be right now.

The café.

50: Favourite picture of your idol?

But... he’s so pretty? How??

Sorry. I do not own these gifs/photos of Chan~

51: Star sign?

Taurus..? Idk if that’s for horoscopes lol.

52: Something I’m talented at.

Mmmmmm idk. I’m pretty mundane. I read a lot. I really would love to say I’m talented at piano, but I just don’t think I’m there yet.

53: 5 things that make me happy.

“Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens...” Sorry.

Classical music

The smell of an old book

Petrichor and/or rainstorms

Playing piano

The smell of coffee

54: Something that’s worrying me at the moment.

Everything?? 😂 I’m worried about affording college tuition at the moment. I’m a senior and it’s steadily approaching.

55: Tumblr friends?

I almost yeeted my phone across the room. This is my question. 😂

@hoshithehamster, my fellow plant mother. I think we are each other’s spirit animal lol. I love you more than you know~! As a side note: She’s model material, I swear! Soooooo pretty, inside and out!

@woo-for-woojin, the most adorable and thoughtful person ever?? Always a pleasure to speak to. She gives the coolest and cutest requests ever, I’m-

@a-toxic-galaxy, one of the first people who supported this blog. I love you so much! We both have gotten a little busy lately, but I hope we never fall out of touch.

@doubleknot42, I guess more of an acquaintance? I still really want to get to know her more. The content on her blog is amazing, I highly recommend.

@ethereal-chanracha, someone who I’ve just recently started talking to. We’ve learned so much about each other in such a short time and I already think she’s so awesome! If you’re down for a good conversation, hit her up.

@palemoonpersephone, a friend I made after writing a post about my experiences at school. She is one of the sweetest, most thoughtful and hardworking people I’ve ever met. She offered to be my friend if ever I need one, and I don’t regret it. 💕

56: Favourite food(s).

Homemade granola (I make it a lot.)

Salad (Don’t @ me. I really do enjoy salad. I’m much more of an herbivore. 😂)

Most types of Chinese chicken

This spicy noodle thing I think I invented?

Italian sandwiches

Any type of spicy chip (Takis, Hot Cheetos, etc...)

Plain white rice

Gochu jang flavoured chicken

Despite this list, know that I’m a very picky eater lol

57: Favourite animal(s).

Foxes

Doggos

CATS

White tigers

HEDGEHOGS OML

58: Description of my best friend.

Y’all probably know who this is, but...

Kind

Attentive

Smart

Pretty

Passionate

gOOFY (like me)

The best plant mother in existence??? Fight me.

Patient

Empathetic

And SO much more~~!

59: Why I joined tumblr?

Initially, just to find cool posts and like/reblog whatever I enjoyed. My main blog, @assainfj, is the same blog I started with lol. It’s now become a place for me to share my thoughts and my writing and to meet amazing hoomans.

60: Ask me anything you want.

YASSSSS PLEASE I love answering your questions~~~~~! Send in as many as you’d like!

~

I tag: @hoshithehamster • @a-toxic-galaxy • @palemoonpersephone • @doubleknot42 • @ethereal-chanracha & anyone else who wants to do this!

[strange-violin-guy]

I'm oversharing and just answering them all yeet

1. do you have a good relationship with your parents?

oh fuck no lol

2. who did you last say "I love you" too?

my internet best friend

3. do you regret anything?

I regret all the things I didn't do...which is a lot

4. are you insecure?

do I look insecure? is it the way I dress??

5. what is your relationship status?

very very happily taken

6. how do you want to die?

I wanna be dropped from a helicopter into a volcano on my 100th birthday

7. what did you last eat?

snickers minis

8. played any sports?

used to play soccer, now I'm in marching band

9. do you bite your nails?

no, chew my lips though

10. when was your last physical fight?

like 5+ years ago. I was like 9

11. do you like someone?

my boyfriend, duh

12. have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

no but I want to

13. do you hate anyone at the moment?

more people than I can count on one hand

14. do you miss someone?

a lot of people, yeah, and animals

15. have any pets?

a asshole cat named Track and a dog named Lily

16. how exactly are you feeling at the moment?

lol broken, numb, and exhausted

17. ever made out in the bathroom?

I'm ace. I've made it out of the bathroom.

18. are you scared of spiders?

deathly. goes for most bugs

19. would you go back in time given the chance?

I'm a queer witch. I'm good

20. where was the last place you snogged someone?

I'm ace. I've walked in the fog with someone.

21. what are your plans for this weekend?

utilize drugs to sleep for as long as possible

22. do you want to have kids? how many?

only if my partner wants em, in which case max 2. otherwise zero. I'm not cut out for that shit

23. do you have piercings? how many?

stretched ears, 00g. I wanna get my septum pierced among too many other things

24. what is/are/were your best subject(s)?

music and science

25. do you miss anyone from your past?

not really. I move on.

26. what are you craving right now?

spontaneous combustion

27. have you ever broken someone's heart?

most likely

28. have you ever cheated on?

nope

29. have you ever made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

yeah but it was happy tears

30. what's irritating you right now?

pretty fuckin much everything

31. does somebody love you?

it makes my boat float to think so

32. what is your favourite colour?

black or yellow

33. do you have trust issues?

you don't need to know that

34. who/what was your last dream about?

I can't remember my last dream currently

35. who was the last person you cried in front of?

I don't cry in front of people

36. do you give out second chances too easily?

yep. and third. and fourth. and fifth...

37. is it easier to forgive or forget?

both are hard

38. is this year the best year of your life?

its 2020. but I started dating my boyfriend so yeah

39. how old were you when you had your first kiss?

I'm ace. I think I was like a small child, Hershey's is the only good kind.

40. have you ever walked outside completely naked?

who the fuck does that? no

51. favourite food?

ew no

52. do you believe everything happens for a reason?

no, life sucks

53. what is the last thing you did before going to bed last night?

turned on spotify probably

54. is cheating ever okay?

tf kinda question is this? no.

55. are you mean?

only to assholes who hurt my friends

56. how many people have you fist fought?

never been in a fist fight

57. do you believe in true love?

cant disbelieve something I'm in

58. favourite weather?

that neutral temperature where you can wear fall emo clothes. overcast sky, great for photography. no breeze.

59. do you like the snow?

definitely, until it gets in my gloves when I'm trying to have a snowball fight

60. do you wanna get married?

I wouldn't mind it

61. is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

depends on whether it's my bf or not

62. what makes you happy?

the idea that eventually I wont have to exist anymore because either I'll be dead or the world will have ended

63. would you change your name?

I'm trans, been there done that

64. would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

I'm ace. no

65. your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

I have a boyfriend. and I'm gay

66. do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can be completely yourself around?

yeah

67. who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

Abbi

68. who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?

my brother

69. do you believe in soulmates?

didnt until I met my bf

70. is there anyone you would die for?

I'm suicidal. give me anybody

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?