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hey there, delilah ā¢ jude bellingham (6/8)
SYNOPSIS: Real Madrid football star Jude Bellingham has had a big crush on Delilah "Lila" Hamilton, the younger sister of Formula 1 legend Lewis Hamilton, for a while. As their budding romance unfolds, will they be able to navigate the pressures of fame and family dynamics?
PAIRINGS: Jude Bellingham x Delilah "Lila" Hamilton (face claim Rayan Xasan)
WARNINGS: cursing, f1/football b.s., overly protective siblings, eventual smut (18+/minors dni)
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A/N: Please note that this is a work of fiction and some things may not sound "exactly correct" but bear with me to make this work. Also, this chapter is rather long! Let me know if you like to be removed/added to the taglist.
P.S.: I decided to make the series longer - 2 more chapters until the end!
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The Barcelona sun beat down on the Circuit de Barcelona-Catalunya as Lila and Lewis made their way into the paddock. The familiar buzz of pre-qualifying excitement filled the air, mingling with the scent of high-octane fuel and anticipation.
Lila was dressed in a chic yet practical outfit - a cropped Mercedes team shirt paired with high-waisted jeans and comfortable sneakers. Her VIP pass hung around her neck, a familiar weight after years of attending races.
As they entered, Lewis was immediately swarmed by fans and media. He was sporting an all-white Zegna outfit - a v-neck short-sleeve shirt and pants that somehow managed to look both casual and runway-ready. The cameras were in a frenzy, capturing every angle of the racing superstar.
Lila's phone buzzed with a message from Jude: "Tell your brother to save some style for the rest of us mere mortals. Oh, and good luck! P.S. Missing you loads. Maybe I should score a hat-trick to impress you?"
She chuckled, typing back a quick response as she made her way to the Mercedes garage. There, she found Bono, Lewis's race engineer, hunched over a computer screen.
"So, how's it looking?" she asked, peering over his shoulder at the sea of numbers and graphs.
Bono glanced up, a wry smile on his face. "About as good as your understanding of telemetry data, I'd reckon."
Lila laughed, appreciating the familiar banter. "That good, huh?"
Lewis finally entered the garage, running a hand through his hair. "God, it's a zoo out there," he said, but his smile betrayed his enjoyment of the attention.
"Speaking of attention," Lila began, a teasing lilt to her voice, "Jude says hello and good luck."
Lewis's expression softened slightly at the mention of Jude. "Yeah? Tell him thanks. And... tell him to keep treating my baby sister right."
Lila rolled her eyes affectionately. "Ease up. He's doing just fine."
Lewis nodded, a mix of protective instinct and grudging acceptance in his eyes. "I know, I know. He's... he's not bad, that Bellingham kid."
"High praise indeed," Lila teased, nudging her brother's arm.
Lewis chuckled, then his expression turned more serious. "Alright, enough about your love life. We've got a qualifying session to dominate. You sticking around for the whole thing?"
Lila nodded enthusiastically. "Wouldn't miss it for the world. Someone's got to be here to remind you not to get too cocky when you inevitably take pole."
"You're a mess," Lewis retorted with a grin. He turned to Bono, ready to dive into the pre-qualifying briefing.
As the garage buzzed with pre-session activity, Lila found a spot where she could observe without being in the way. She watched as Lewis transformed from her playful big brother into the focused, determined racer the world knew. It was a transformation she'd seen countless times, but it never failed to impress her.
The atmosphere in the garage shifted as the team prepared for the first qualifying session. Mechanics made last-minute adjustments to the car, while engineers pored over data screens. Lewis was in deep conversation with Bono, discussing strategy and track conditions.
Lila's attention was drawn to the screens showing the live feed from the pit lane. Other teams were beginning to roll out their cars, the competitive energy palpable even through the monitors. She felt a familiar thrill of excitement, the kind that only came from being at the heart of a Formula 1 race weekend.
As Lewis prepared to get into the car, he caught Lila's eye and gave her a quick wink. It was their pre-race ritual, a small gesture that said more than words ever could. Lila returned it with a thumbs up, silently wishing him luck.
"Lewis, you're clear for your out lap," Bono's voice crackled over the radio.
Lila held her breath as Lewis's car roared past, the familiar number 44 a blur of silver and teal. She couldn't help but smile as she heard the crowd cheer.
Between watching her brother's laps and listening to the team's radio chatter, Lila's attention was caught by an unfamiliar figure near the pit lane. A Black woman, nicely dressed and seemingly at ease in the chaotic environment, stood observing the proceedings.
Curious, Lila leaned towards Rosa, Lewis's communications personnel. "Hey, who's that woman over there? I don't think I've seen her before."
Rosa glanced in the direction Lila indicated, then quickly looked away. "Oh, um, you might want to ask your brother about that," she said, her tone careful.
Lila's eyebrows rose in surprise. This woman didn't seem like Lewis's usual type of fling. She carried herself with confidence and poise, appearing completely unfazed by the high-stakes environment.
As Lila pondered who this mystery woman could be, Lewis's voice came over the radio, "Box this lap, guys. Let's see where we stand."
The qualifying session progressed intensely, with Lewis pushing his car to the limit. Lila watched, her heart racing with every lap, as her brother fought for position on the starting grid.
"P3, Lewis. Good job," Bono's voice crackled over the radio as the final seconds of Q3 ticked away.
Lila let out a breath she didn't realize she'd been holding. P3 wasn't pole, but it was a solid position for tomorrow's race. As Lewis brought the car back to the pits, she made her way towards the garage, eager to congratulate him.
The garage erupted in a flurry of activity as the car rolled in. Lewis climbed out, his face a mixture of satisfaction and determination. He pulled off his helmet, running a hand through his sweat-dampened hair.
"Nice work out there," Lila said, approaching him with a smile.
Lewis nodded, wiping sweat from his brow. "Thanks, Li. We've got a good chance tomorrow."
Lila hesitated, then decided to broach the subject. "Hey, I saw this woman earlier. Near the pit lane. Never seen her before. She seemed... different."
Lewis's expression remained neutral, but Lila caught a flicker of something in his eyes. "Oh?" he said, his tone carefully casual as he walked out of the garage.
"Yeah," Lila pressed, following close behind him. "Is she... you know, a new fling or something?"
Lewis gave her a half-smirk, his response deliberately vague. "Not everything's about that, Li."
Lila narrowed her eyes, recognizing her brother's tell-tale signs of holding back. "Come on, Lewis. I know when you're not telling me everything."
Before Lewis could answer, Rosa approached. "Lewis, you've got media duties in twenty minutes. Might want to grab a quick shower first."
Lewis nodded, looking almost relieved at the interruption. "Right, thanks, Rosa." He turned back to Lila. "We'll talk later, yeah? I've got to get ready."
Lila wasn't ready to let it go. "Lewis, seriously. What's going on?"
Lewis shook his head, a mix of exasperation and amusement on his face. "It's not what you think, Li. Look, we'll talk later, I promise. I really need to get ready now."
With that, he headed inside his driver's room, closing the door behind him and leaving Lila standing there, curiosity unsatisfied.
Motherfucker.
As she made her way back to the garage, Lila's phone buzzed with another message from Jude. She smiled, momentarily distracted from the mystery of the unknown woman. Whatever was going on with Lewis, she'd find out eventually. For now, she had a boyfriend to catch up with.
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Sometime later, Lila was seated at a desk in her hotel room, phone propped up in front of her as she FaceTimed Jude. Her face scrunched up in mild frustration as she recounted the earlier scene in the pit lane. "I'm telling you, there was this random woman just standing there, watching everything, and when I asked Lewis about it, he got all weird. Like, weird, Jude. He still hasnāt explained anything."
Jude, however, seemed less than captivated by Lilaās hyper-focus. He was laid back on his couch, his signature calm demeanor unbothered by her theorizing. "Babes, if Lewās fucking someone new, thatās his business, not yours."
Lilaās eyes widened in disbelief. "Excuse me? Lewis was all up in our business when we first started dating. You know he gave you the third degree!"
Jude raised a hand in mock surrender, grinning. "TouchĆ©. But leave that man alone, Li. Maybe heās trying to settle down, huh? Donāt you want nieces and nephews?"
Lila let out a sardonic laugh. "Nieces and nephews? Jude, heās never settling down. At least not until he retires, and we both know that."
Jude shrugged, a nonchalant smile playing on his lips. "A manās got needs."
Lila shot him a teasing look, eyebrow raised. "Oh, do they now? You sound like youāre speaking from personal experience, Judey Bear."
Jude laughed, his deep voice resonating through the phone. "That wasnāt what you were saying a few days ago when I had my head between your legsā¦ What was it again? 'Ooh Jude, baby, yes, mmhmm Daddy'ā¦"
Lilaās jaw dropped. "I did not call you Daddy! I would never call a man besides my actual father 'Daddy,'" she retorted, her voice laced with indignation.
Jude raised an eyebrow, giving her that lookāthe look that silently called her out on her bullshit. Lila rolled her eyes and laughed, putting the finishing touches on her makeup as they continued to chat. She had dinner plans with her brother and was using the conversation to distract herself from the lingering curiosity about the mysterious woman.
"Alright, how do I look?" Lila asked, angling her phone so Jude could see her in full viewāher outfit a mix of casual chic, perfect for dinner but not overly dressed up.
Jude smiled appreciatively. "Beautiful, as always. Just remember, itās your brother youāre having dinner with. Donāt need to look too good."
Lila laughed, blowing him a kiss through the screen before they said their goodbyes. With a final check in the mirror, she grabbed her bag and headed out the door, making her way to Lewisās suite.
Once she reached Lewisās room, she fished out the spare keycard heād given her and let herself in. "Lew?" she called, her voice light as she glanced around. "Weāre gonna be late if you donāt hurry up!"
Hearing nothing in response, Lila ventured further into the suite, her steps slowing as she reached the bedroom door. The faint sounds of movement and groans inside made her pause. "Lewis?" she called again, a bit louder this time. But as she pushed open the door, her breath caught in her throat.
There, in the low light of the room, was her brother, his tattooed bare-back sweaty as hell and clearly in the middle ofā¦ activities. The comforter covered most of their lower halves, but there was no mistaking what she had just walked into.
"Oh my fucking God! Iām gonna be scarred for life!" Lila yelped, quickly turning her back and covering her eyes.
"What the fuck, Li?" Lewisās voice rang out, filled with shock as he quickly scrambled to cover himself. Moments later, Lila heard him getting up and fumbling for clothes. "Why didnāt you knock?" he demanded.
"I dunno, why didnāt you?!" Lila shot back, eyes still closed as she stood rigid in the hallway. "Remind me again how you barged into my flat unannounced?" she countered, opening her eyes to head back to the living room. She folded her arms as she heard Lewisā footsteps approaching.
"Thatās different," Lewis muttered, clearly flustered as he appeared in the living room, now dressed in a pair of sweatpants. He ran a hand through his braids, sighing. "Fuck, Li, Iām sorry you had to see that."
"Trust me, Iām sorry too," Lila quipped, still half in shock. "Youāre paying for my therapy after this." Lewis couldnāt help the small smile that crept up his lips. "Youāre laughing at my trauma," she accused.
"Li, trust me, Iāve caught Mumma Linda and Dad a few times. Look how I turned out."
"Oh my God, EW!" Lila shrieked, horrified, as she dramatically covered her ears. Just then, the womanāthe womanāpoked her head out from the hallway, a playful smirk on her face.
"Is it safe to come out yet?" she asked, making Lewis chuckle.
"Yeah, itās safe," he said, giving the woman a small smile.
Lila squinted, eyeing the woman closely. "Waitā¦ You were the woman at the pit lane today."
"Guilty," the woman, who was now dressed in one of Lewis' dress shirts, replied casually as she leaned against a couch with a confident ease. "Iām Amara, by the way."
Lilaās gaze flickered between her brother and Amara. "Amara who?" she asked, sensing there was more to this story.
Lewis sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. "Amara whoāsā¦ my friend, Li," he said, the word āfriendā sounding far too casual considering the circumstances.
Lila gave him a pointed look, folding her arms. "Be so fucking for real, Lewis. I just walked in on you two having sex. At least try to be honest."
Lewisās eyebrows shot up in mild surprise at her bluntness. "Okay, fine. Amara and I have been seeing each other for a bit, since earlier this year. I asked her to come to the race weekendā¦ and you know, to meet you."
"To meet me?" Lila echoed, her skepticism obvious.
"Yeah. That was supposed to be the plan at dinner," Amara chimed in, a sheepish smile on her face. "We kind of gotā¦ carried away."
Lila rolled her eyes. "Yeah, I noticed."
Lewis chuckled softly. "Look, I was gonna tell you about all thisā¦ at dinner. Just didnāt expect you to walk in on us before I could explain."
Lila sighed, feeling a mix of annoyance and amusement bubble up inside her. "Alright, fine. But Iām never letting you live this down."
"Fair enough," Lewis replied, grinning.
Lila looked between Lewis and Amara. "Well, what do we do now?" she asked with a slight edge in her voice. "By the time you two finish showering and getting ready, weāll have missed the reservation."
Lewis offered her an apologetic smile. "Yeahā¦ sorry, Peanut. I know you were looking forward to the restaurant," he said.
Lila gave him a bratty pout, feeling a genuine pang of disappointment. It wasnāt easy finding places that catered to both their picky dietsāgood vegan options for Lewis, non-vegan but still gourmet for her. Tonight's spot had checked all the boxes for once, and now it seemed like it wasnāt happening.
"Peanut?" Amara suddenly interjected, her face lighting up in a mix of surprise and amusement. "That's cute."
Lila immediately narrowed her eyes, her stance shifting slightly. "Just so weāre clearāyouāre not allowed to call me that."
Amara raised her hands in mock surrender, the smile not leaving her face. "Okay, okay. Duly noted."
Lila straightened her shoulders, assessing Amara again. "You look familiar, thoughā¦ beyond today, I mean. You do modeling?"
Amara nodded. "Yeah, I do."
Lila's lips pressed into a thin line. "Of course you do. One thing about Lewis is that he never strays too far from his habits."
"Not too much, okay?" Lewis cut in, giving his sister a light warning look. "Don't make me sound like an asshole."
Lila smirked. "Too hard not to," she scoffed, then paused as a lightbulb went off in her head. "Wait a minuteā¦ didnāt you model for SKIMS?"
Amara laughed softly. "A little while back, yeah."
"I knew you looked familiar." Lila's eyes sparkled with a mix of recognition and mischief. "You did that campaign withā"
"Jude," Amara finished, a small smile playing on her lips. "Yeah, I did."
Lilaās pursed smile became slightly more forced, and her eyes sharpened. "Wow, Lewis. Our circle is so small."
Lewis chuckled, though he sensed the subtle tension creeping into the room. "Sure is."
"Judeās very nice," Amara added casually, her tone light.
Lila shot her a glare that could slice through ice. Nice? She may have been one of many models in that campaign, but in Lilaās world, Amara still had to pass the 'sister test' before they could move to pleasantries about her boyfriend.
"Listen," Lewis said, sensing the tension thickening. He turned toward his sister, trying to keep the mood light. "Iāll order us something to make up for the missed reservation." Lilaās eyes flickered between him and Amara, and she let out a long sigh, her voice dripping with stubbornness. "Be nice, Peanut," Lewis warned gently as he locked eyes with her.
"Or else what?" Lila shot back, raising an eyebrow.
"No new carā¦" Lewis said simply, giving her a knowing smile before disappearing back into the bedroom.
Lila rolled her eyes, flopping into an armchair as Amara sat on the couch across from her, keeping a respectable distance but well within the line of fire. Lila studied her, taking in her posture, her attitudeāso far, Amara seemed cool, confident, and unfazed. Not backing down, but not arrogant either. It was a trait Lila could admireā¦ not that sheād ever admit it.
"So," Lila began, her voice measured but still carrying that hint of protective sister energy. "How old are you?"
"Twenty-eight," Amara replied, her tone steady, unbothered.
Lila raised an eyebrow. "Of course you are," she muttered, almost to herself. "My brother always did like pretty young things."
Amara heard it, of course, but she remained calm, her expression unreadable as she countered, "And whatās so bad about that?"
Lila gave a small smirk, leaning back in the chair. "Nothing bad, justā¦ predictable."
Amara raised an eyebrow, challenging her subtly. "Maybe predictabilityās not such a bad thing."
Lila wasnāt used to being challenged so directly by her brotherāsā¦ whatever Amara was. She narrowed her eyes. "So, what are your intentions with my brother?"
Amara held her gaze, not flinching. "Honestly? I like him. Weāre having fun, seeing where things go. We respect each otherās boundaries."
Lila's mouth twitched in amusement. "Boundaries, huh? Iāve heard that before."
Just then, Lewis reappeared from the bedroom, having changed into a fresh T-shirt and joggers. "Alright, I ordered dinner. Itāll be here soon."
Amara stood up, brushing a hand over her clothes. "I should probably shower and get properly dressed," she said, shifting her gaze between Lewis and Lila. She paused for a moment, then added with a wry smile, "It was nice to finally meet you, Delilah."
Lila gave a curt nod, her expression cool but not hostile. "Likewise, I guess."
Once Amara disappeared into the bathroom, Lila turned her attention back to Lewis. "So," she started, her arms crossed again, "what exactly is this littleā¦ thing with Amara?"
Lewis sighed, sitting down across from her. "Weāre having fun, Li. I donāt know, weāre seeing where it leads."
Lila gave him a pointed look. "And here I thought you werenāt getting serious with anyone until you retired."
Lewis shrugged, leaning back against the couch. "Yeah, I thought so too. Butā¦ Amaraās cool. She gets it. She respects my boundaries, and I respect hers."
Lila raised an eyebrow, clearly unconvinced. "So, you like her?"
Lewis smiled faintly. "Yeah, I do. Sheās different. Keeps me on my toes."
Lila sighed, leaning forward, resting her chin on her hand. "Well, I guess weāll see how this pans out."
Lewis chuckled softly. "Yeah, we will."
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Jude laid back on the lounge chair, his arms tucked behind his head as he gazed out at the horizon from the Weimarer Resort, enjoying the family day before the upcoming match against Slovakia. A week had passed since Lila's visit to Barcelona for Lewis's race, and the drama with his mysterious new fling, Amara. Honestly, Jude didn't care. As far as he was concerned, Lewis could do whatever he wanted with whoever he wantedāas long as it meant staying off his and Lila's backs for a while. It was also his 21st birthday today, and while he didn't feel drastically different, there was a sense of milestone about the day.
He glanced over at Lila, who was sprawled out next to him on her own chair, scrolling through her phone. "You still thinking about Lewis?" Jude asked lazily, his eyes half-closed.
Lila snorted softly, not looking up from her phone. "Barely. Still a bit salty that he couldn't even be honest with me from the start. But whatever, that's his problem now."
"Good," Jude said with a smirk. "Means he won't be in our business for a while. Let him be preoccupied with Amara, so I can get preoccupied with my girlfriend."
Lila rolled her eyes but couldn't help but smile. "You're ridiculous."
"Maybe," Jude grinned, pushing himself up into a sitting position. "Come on, we should meet up with Trent before heading into Erfurt."
They spent some time with Trent, sharing laughs and inside jokes. Trent couldn't resist teasing Jude about his lovesick behavior. "Man, you're proper gone for her, aren't you?" he laughed, nudging Jude.
Jude just shrugged, a smile playing on his lips. "Can you blame me?"
"Nope, anyways happy birthday, mate," Trent said as he pulled Jude into a hug.
"Thanks, bro. We're celebrating proper when I get back!" Jude told him.
As they were leaving, Lila insisted on driving to Erfurt for dinner with Jude's family. "I'll drive," she said, twirling the car keys around her finger.
Jude shook his head, grinning as he followed her. "Of course you will. It's not like I could if I wanted to."
"Still can't believe you don't know how to drive," Lila teased as they made their way to the car.
Jude shrugged casually. "What can I say? I've got people for that."
"Yeah, well, in this case, I'm your people," Lila quipped as she climbed into the driver's seat.
"And you can barely reach the pedals, short stuff," Jude teased as he settled into the passenger seat, his long legs stretched out in front of him. "I feel like you need a booster seat, darling."
Lila shot him a mock glare, starting the engine. "Keep talking, Bellingham, and I'll leave you at the curb."
Jude feigned hurt, pouting petulantly. "Even on my birthday?"
"Yep," she countered, popping the 'p'.
The drive to Erfurt was filled with their usual banter and laughter. As they neared the restaurant, Jude could sense Lila's nervousness. "You'll be fine," he reassured her. "Mum's been looking forward to this since the Champions League game."
"Really?" Lila asked, surprise evident in her voice.
"Yeah," Jude nodded. "After that match, she's been itching to see you again. Dunno why you're worried."
Arriving at the restaurant, Jude's family greeted them warmly. Denise hugged Jude tightly. "Happy birthday, love," she said, before enveloping Lila in a warm hug. "Lila! It's so good to see you again, love," she exclaimed warmly.
The table was set with a small pile of wrapped gifts at Jude's place. As they ate, Jude opened his presents - a new watch from his parents, designer sunglasses from Jobe, and a few other thoughtful gifts from extended family. Lila handed him a small, elegantly wrapped box last.
"It's not much," she said softly, "but I hope you like it."
Inside was a sleek, personalized leather wallet. Jude's initials were embossed on one corner, and when he opened it, he found a small photo of the two of them tucked into one of the pockets.
"Li, this is perfect," he said, leaning over to kiss her cheek.
Throughout dinner, the conversation was peppered with birthday wishes and reminiscences of Jude's childhood and he couldn't help but notice the way his mum kept engaging Lila in conversation, her eyes twinkling with approval.
"Jude talks about you all the time," Denise said at one point, her smile making Lila feel more at ease. "It's so nice to finally have you here with us again."
Lila glanced at Jude, who looked slightly embarrassed but happy nonetheless. "He does?"
"Oh yeah," Denise laughed. "Non-stop. It's like I already know you."
As they were finishing their main course, Lila excused herself to the bathroom. Once she was out of earshot, Denise leaned over to Jude and whispered, "She's a keeper, love. Don't let this one go."
Jude felt his cheeks warm slightly. "I know, Mum. I don't plan to."
Mark chimed in, "She's got a good head on her shoulders. And she clearly cares about you."
"Plus, she can actually drive," Jobe quipped, earning a playful swat from Denise.
When Lila returned, the lights dimmed. A group of waiters appeared, carrying a large cake adorned with 21 candles. Everyone sang "Happy Birthday," and Jude felt his cheeks warm as he blew out the candles. As they dug into the cake, Jude couldn't help but reflect on the fact that he could now legally drink in America, though it held little significance given his ability to do so for years in Europe.
"So, how does it feel to be 21?" Mark asked, grinning at his eldest.
Jude shrugged, smiling. "Honestly? Not much different. But I'm grateful to be here with all of you."
Denise turned to Lila, "So, tell me more about this Versace campaign. It must be exciting."
Lila's eyes lit up. "It really is. I'm still pinching myself, to be honest. We're working on some designs that blend classic Versace with more sustainable practices and of course some inspiration from Petite Soeur."
"That's wonderful," Mark said. "It's important to use your platform for good."
"And individuality too," Denise added. "I'm glad they let you be you."
Jobe leaned in, curiosity piqued. "So, do you get to keep all the clothes?"
Everyone laughed, and Lila shook her head. "Not all of them, but I do get some perks."
Jude couldn't help but marvel at how well Lila fit in with his family. She was laughing at his dad's terrible jokes, discussing football tactics with Jobe, and sharing fashion tips with his mum. He grinned, squeezing Lila's hand under the table. He had no intention of letting her go anytime soon. As he looked around the table, seeing Lila laughing with his family, Jude felt a warmth spread through his chest. For the first time in a while, he felt like everything was falling into place.
"Enjoying your birthday?" Lila asked, catching his expression.
"I am," Jude replied softly. "This is nice, isn't it?"
Lila's smile widened. "It really is. Your family is wonderful."
As they left the restaurant, Jude and Lila walked with his parents, continuing the easy conversation from inside. Denise looped her arm through Lila's, her voice warm as she spoke. "We should definitely do this again, love. Maybe next time dinner with everyoneāyour family too."
Jobe, ever the jokester, chimed in, grinning widely. "She's part of the family now, officially my sister! But let's be real, she's always been my sister."
Lila laughed, touched by the sentiment. "Aww, Jobe. You're sweet."
"Well, now Jude's gotta teach you Jamaican patois," Jobe added with a mischievous grin, earning a raised eyebrow from Lila.
Lila's eyes widened in amusement. "Wait a minuteāJude didn't tell me he spoke patois."
Denise wagged a finger at her eldest son. "You know I taught you better than that, Judey."
Lila's grin turned almost wicked. "Yeah, Judey. What's up with that?"
"Come off it, Li," Jude groaned, shaking his head. "I'll teach you. Don't worry, Mum. I'll get her in on some lessons."
Denise smiled approvingly before turning to Lila. "Did your father ever teach you any Grenadian creole?"
Lila shook her head. "Unfortunately, no. But we visit once a year, so I've picked up a fewā¦ bad phrases from my aunties and cousins."
Denise laughed. "Well, that's something at least. Maybe next time I can teach you how to make some rum cake."
Jude's face lit up instantly. "Ooh, Mum, please! Her rum cake is amazing."
"But we only have it on special occasions," Jobe added, then with a sly smile, "You and Jude should get married."
It was like a record-scratch momentāan awkward pause settling over the group.
Jude shot a wide-eyed look at his younger brother, "You're wildin', Jobe."
Mark pulled Jobe into a mock headlock, ruffling his hair. "I think you've had too many pints tonight, mate."
Denise cut in, giving her husband and younger son a warning look that instantly made them stop horsing around. "What Jobe meant to say," she clarified with a calm smile, "is that the cake is very special. It's a recipe mothers traditionally teach their daughters. Since I don't have any daughters of my ownā¦ I figure you're the closest I'll get to that."
Lila's eyes misted up at Denise's words. "Aw, Denise, I'd love thatā¦ wow, I was so scared of meeting you guys again. Thought I screwed up the first meeting a little bit."
"Why would you think that?" Denise asked, genuinely surprised.
Lila glanced at Jude, then back at Denise. "Well, the kiss at Wembley andā"
Denise waved it off, smiling kindly. "Oh honey, that little kiss didn't sway me. It takes more than a quick smooch for me to dislike someone."
"Well, that's a relief," Lila said, laughing softly.
Mark touched Denise's arm. "Honey, we should let the kids enjoy the rest of their night. And tuck Jobe in before he starts any more wild suggestions."
His father shot his mum a look, one that both Jude and Jobe knew all too well. The brothers pretended to gag, recognizing the familiar glances between their parents.
"Oh yuck, Dadā¦" Jobe muttered, while he walked over to Lila, wrapping her in a hug. "See you at the match, big sis." Jobe then dapped up Jude. "Bye, mutt," he quipped narrowly dodging a playful swing from his older brother before jogging off toward his parentsā car.
"Jobe! Not nice!" Denise called after him, shaking her head before turning to Lila and Jude. She gave them both warm hugs and kisses on the cheek. "Talk to you both later, okay?"
Mark followed suit, giving them both a hug before heading to the car. As Lila and Jude walked back to her car, Jude couldn't help but smirk at her. "You good after all that?" he asked, his hand resting on the small of her back.
"Yeah, that wasā¦ really nice," Lila replied softly, a smile playing on her lips.
They climbed into the car, Lila behind the wheel as usual, and she started the drive back to the resort. As the quiet night streets of Erfurt passed by, Jude leaned back in his seat, eyes on Lila as she focused on the road, a comfortable silence settled over them, broken only by the soft melodies of Snoh Aalegra filling the car. After a while, Jude ceased the quiet, a hint of amusement in his voice.
"So, about Jobe's joke about us getting married..."
Lila chuckled, keeping her eyes on the road. "He's quite the character, your brother."
"Yeah, he can be annoying sometimes," Jude admitted, "but I know you like him."
"I do," Lila nodded. "It's nice seeing you as a big brother. Makes me wish I wasn't the baby of the family."
"Really?" Jude asked, intrigued.
"Mhm. Nicolas is much more laid back than Lewis, and so are Nicola and Samantha. Sometimes I wonder what it'd be like to be the older sibling."
Jude laughed softly. "Trust me, it's not always fun." He paused for a moment, then added, "Speaking of family... what do you think your dad will make of me?"
Lila shrugged. "Honestly? I've never brought a guy home before. But I think he'll like you, based on your character. Dad's less emotional than Lewis, more analytical."
"How so?" Jude pressed, curious.
"Well," Lila began, "he was a bit hard on Lewis and Nic as they grew up. But he's gotten better. Having a daughter kind of softened him, I think." She glanced at Jude. "What about your dad? Is he hard on you?"
Jude shook his head. "Nah, not really. I mean, you saw him tonight. He's pretty affectionate. He wanted us to do things for ourselves, not because he played semi-pro."
"That must have been interesting, growing up with a dad who played semi-professionally."
"It was," Jude agreed. "The only difficult part was... well, he was raising black sons in a crazy world, but he did his best, learned a lot along the way."
Lila nodded, understanding in her eyes. "That couldn't have been easy."
"It wasn't," Jude said softly. "But it made us who we are, you know?"
Judeās words hung in the air between them as they arrived back at the Weimarer Resort, their conversation slowly fading into silence. They strolled through the hallways, the soft hum of the resortās ambiance filling the space. Jude reached for his room key, opened the door, and let Lila walk in ahead of him before closing it behind them.
Before he could say anything, Lila practically pounced on him, wrapping her arms around his neck and pressing her lips against his in a heated kiss. Jude let out a low groan, caught off guard but certainly not protesting as he instinctively pulled her closer. Her sudden boldness made his pulse race.
"Lila," he murmured between kisses, his lips tingling from the intensity of her embrace.
She grinned wickedly, pushing him back toward the bed. "Lie down," she commanded, her voice husky, her eyes dark with desire.
Jude raised an eyebrow, a smirk forming on his lips. "Yes, maāam," he replied playfully, easing himself down onto the bed.
Lila climbed on top of him, her legs straddling his hips, and leaned down to kiss him again. Their mouths moved together in a rhythm that felt almost too natural, too easy. Judeās hands roamed her body, tracing the curves of her waist, her thighs, making him ache with want. He could feel himself growing harder with every kiss, his body responding to the feel of her soft skin beneath his fingertips.
Lilaās kisses moved from his lips down to his neck, her teeth grazing against his skin as she pressed soft, sensual kisses there. Jude moaned, his head falling back as her lips sent waves of pleasure through him. His hands found her hips, pulling her closer as the heat between them grew.
Suddenly, Lila pulled back, her bold demeanor faltering as a shy smile crept onto her face. The contrast between her initial assertiveness and her sudden hesitation didnāt go unnoticed by Jude.
"Whatās wrong, Lila Bila?" Jude asked, his voice soft as he caressed her hips, trying to reassure her.
"I want us to do it tonight," she said, her voice tentative, almost uncertain. "Make loveā¦"
Judeās eyes widened at her words. "Ohā¦"
"Yeahā¦" Lila bit her lip nervously, her fingers playing with the collar of his shirt. "Do you want to?"
Jude studied her face for a moment, trying to read her expression. "Do you really want to do it, or do you think you have to because itās my birthday?" he asked gently, his voice laced with concern.
Lila hesitated, her eyes dropping to the bed. "Both?" she said softly, though she didnāt sound entirely convinced. Letting out an exasperated breath, she looked at him with a mixture of frustration and vulnerability. "Donāt you want to? I mean, you canāt be satisfied with us only fooling around, can you?"
Jude kissed his teeth, almost dismissively. "We donāt 'fool around,' Lila," he said, making her blink in confusion. "Darling, thatās part of our intimacy, alright? Weāre sharing something together, learning about each other."
"But how much can we learn?" Lila pressed, her brows furrowing. "Be honest with me, Jude. Are you completely satisfied with me?"
"Yes," he said without hesitation, his voice steady and sure.
"Even though we havenāt gone all the way yet?" she asked, her voice wavering slightly.
"Yes, Delilah," Jude said, using her full name to emphasize his sincerity. "Iām not running around with blue balls, you know? If youāre talking about having a release, we get plenty of that. Iām fine with what weāre doing."
Lila leaned in closer, her hands resting on his chest. "Even with me being a virgin?"
"Yes, Lila. Even with you being a virgin," Jude reassured her, his hand gently cupping her chin. "Thereās no rush, babes. Why do you think there is?"
"Because," she huffed, clearly frustrated, "youāre so experienced and Iām not. All of my friends have done it alreadyā¦"
"That doesnāt mean anything," Jude said, shaking his head. "Weāre focused on us, okay? And when the time is right, I promise Iāll dick you down accordingly," he teased, flashing a grin. "But not tonight, Lila. Youāre obviously not ready." Lilaās pleading puppy dog eyes bore into him, but Jude wasnāt falling for it. "Puppy face wonāt work on Daddy right now," he said, causing her to let out an audible gasp.
"Jude!" she exclaimed, her face scrunching up cutely in mock outrage.
"What?" Jude said between laughter. "You do call me 'Daddy,' Li. Stop being in denial about it; thereās nothing wrong with a little kink." He winked at her for added effect. Lila wrapped her hands around his neck playfully, feigning menace. "Ooh, and a little stroke and choke?" he teased. Jude growled playfully, pulling her closer. "Look at you, making your way through the freak guide in record time."
"Jude, I swear to God, Iāllā"
"What?" Jude interrupted, leaning up slightly as he removed her hands from his neck. His lips brushed against hers again, teasingly. "Whatāre you gonna do, babes? Tell me."
Before she could answer, Jude flipped them over, making Lila yelp in surprise before giggling. He hovered over her, capturing her lips in a searing kiss, his hands roaming over her body as he deepened the kiss.
"Tell Daddy what youāre gonna do," he whispered against her lips, his voice a low growl.
He trailed kisses down her neck, his lips brushing her skin as he moved lower, his hands working to unbutton her top. With her help, he quickly unhooked her bra and stared down at her breasts, his eyes darkening with desire.
"Youāre so fucking hot, babes," he murmured, his tongue swirling around her nipple as he sucked gently, then harder, drawing a gasp from Lila. She arched her back, pressing herself further into his mouth, her hands tangling in his curls as the heat between them intensified. Judeās free hand massaged her other breast, his thumb brushing over her other nipple as he lavished attention on her, taking his time to savor the moment.
"You taste so good," he muttered between kisses, his voice thick with desire. He moved to her other breast, repeating the same slow, sensual strokes of his tongue, sucking and tugging gently with his teeth, making Lila moan softly, her body responding to every movement of his lips.
Jude could feel the tension building between them, her soft gasps urging him on. His kisses began to trail lower, down her stomach, making her shiver with anticipation. As he reached the waistband of her pants, Jude looked up at her, his eyes filled with a mischievous glint. "You ready for more, Lila Bila?"
Lila could only nod, her breath hitching as he slid her pants and underwear down in one smooth motion, tossing them aside. Without hesitation, Jude lowered himself between her legs, his hands spreading her thighs apart as he pressed a soft kiss against her inner thigh. He took his time, teasing her with light touches before his mouth finally found her center.
Lila gasped, her fingers curling into the bedsheets as Judeās tongue flicked over her clit, sending jolts of pleasure coursing through her. His movements were slow and deliberate, alternating between gentle licks and firmer strokes, knowing exactly how to work her body. Lilaās breathing became more ragged, her hips moving of their own accord as Judeās tongue continued its torturous rhythm.
"Oh, Jude," she moaned, her voice breaking as he sucked her clit into his mouth, his fingers joining in, slipping inside her and curling upward, making her cry out in pleasure.
He could feel her body trembling beneath him, her moans growing louder, more urgent, but just as she was nearing the edge, Jude pulled back, leaving her panting and wanting more. He smirked at the needy look on her face, loving the way she looked so undone beneath him.
"Jude," she breathed out, half-exasperated, half-pleading.
"Patience, babes," Jude murmured against her lips, his voice low and teasing as he kissed her again, letting her taste herself on his mouth. The sensation made Lila shiver, her body melting into his as the kiss deepened, soft moans escaping her.
Jude pulled back slightly, his hand trailing down her body, fingers brushing over her stomach and making her squirm beneath him. "Stay right there," he whispered, giving her a quick wink as he got up from the bed.
Lila watched him, her breath shallow, heart racing. She had no idea what he was planning, but the anticipation made her body thrum with excitement. She propped herself up on her elbows as Jude made his way to the closet, rummaging through it for a few moments before returning with something in his hand.
Her eyes widened when she saw the sleek, discreet-looking vibrator. She had mentioned wanting to try one out once or twice, but she never expected Jude to actually go out and get it for them.
"Surprise," he said, grinning as he held it up."Thought you might like to have a little extra fun tonight."
Lilaās cheeks flushed, her body tingling at the thought. "You really got one?"
"Of course," Jude replied smoothly, climbing back onto the bed. "You said you were curious, right? Figured itād be fun for us both to play with." He kissed her neck, his voice dropping to a husky whisper. "Now lie back, baby. Let me take care of you."
Lila swallowed hard, excitement and nerves coursing through her. She lay back down as he instructed, her breath coming quicker as Jude settled between her thighs, pressing a soft kiss just above her hipbone.
When his lips finally went back to her center, his tongue flicked against her in rapid strokes.
"Yes, baby," Lila gasped.
Then, just when she thought she couldnāt take anymore, he reached for the vibrator, turning it on with a low hum. Lilaās breath hitched, her body already hypersensitive from Judeās attention.
He met her gaze, his eyes a darkened obsidian. "Ready, babes?"
Lila nodded, unable to form words.
Slowly, Jude pressed the vibrator against her, the sensation sending a shockwave of pleasure through her. She cried out, her hips bucking involuntarily as Jude continued to work her with both his mouth and the toy, the combination pushing her closer and closer to the edge.
"Fuck, Jude," she moaned, her hands moving to grip his hair as her entire body tightened. Jude didnāt let up, the vibrations and his tongue driving her wild until finally, the tension snapped, and she came hard, her body convulsing with the force of her release.
Jude stayed with her through it, drawing out every last wave of pleasure until she was panting, completely spent beneath him.
He pulled away slightly, turning off the vibrator and setting it aside before crawling back up to kiss her, his lips soft and tender against hers. Lila was still trembling, her body buzzing from the intensity of it all, but she kissed him back with all the energy she had left.
"That wasā¦" Lila trailed off, her voice shaky as she caught her breath. "Incredible."
Jude smirked, clearly pleased with himself. "Glad you liked it."
"I more than liked it," she said, laughing softly as she touched his face. "Youāre dangerous with that mouth of yours."
Jude chuckled, giving her a quick kiss before pulling her into his arms, his body warm and solid against hers. "Well, itās not over yet, babe," he whispered in her ear, his voice full of mischief.
She raised an eyebrow, intrigued. "What do you mean?"
Jude grinned, kissing the side of her neck. "Your turn."
Before she could respond, he pulled back, his hands moving to guide her down his body. Lila caught on quickly, her heart racing with excitement as her hands moving to undo his pants as she shot him a daring grin. Judeās heart raced as she pulled his boxers down as well, freeing his erection.
Jude let out a low groan as she wrapped her hand around him, her fingers working him with slow, deliberate strokes. His head fell back against the pillows, his eyes closing as he gave himself over to the sensation.
"I love touching you," Lila said, her voice soft. Then, without another word, she lowered her mouth onto him, taking him in slowly at first, her tongue swirling around the tip before she began to bob her head, taking him deeper with each movement.
"Fuck, Lila," he muttered, his hand finding its way into her hair, guiding her rhythm as she sucked him off. Her mouth was warm and wet, and she was getting better at this, her movements confident and sure as she took him in with more intensity.
Every stroke of her tongue, every flick over the sensitive head, had Jude panting, his hips starting to buck slightly in response. The pressure was building fast, the sensation overwhelming as Lilaās mouth worked him to the edge.
"Shit," Jude groaned, his muscles tensing as he felt himself getting closer, her mouth pushing him right to the brink. "Iām about toā"
He didnāt have time to finish his sentence before he exploded, his release hitting hard as he came in her mouth. Lila didnāt flinch, though, taking all of him, swallowing eagerly as he moaned through his climax.
As the waves of pleasure finally subsided, Jude lay there, breathing hard, watching Lila as she wiped the corner of her mouth with the back of her hand, a small, almost smug smile on her face.
"Damn," Jude breathed out, grinning as he propped himself up on his elbows. "Youāve really gotten good at swallowing, havenāt you?"
Lila laughed, rolling her eyes playfully. "Shut up, Jude."
He chuckled, pulling her back up to him and pressing a kiss to her forehead. "No, seriously. Youāve improved, Li. Iām proud of you," he teased, winking at her.
She swatted at his chest, but there was no mistaking the smile on her face as she curled up beside him, their laughter filling the room.
Jude pulled Lila close, his fingers lazily tracing patterns along her arm as they lay together in the afterglow of the moment. He glanced down at her, a soft smile tugging at his lips as he brushed a strand of hair from her face.
"You know, Li," he began, his voice low and sincere, "you mean a lot to me. Thisā¦ tonightā¦ itās been the best birthday Iāve ever had. And not just because of, well, all this." He gestured vaguely between them, a playful grin on his face, "But because youāre here, with me."
Lila giggled softly, snuggling deeper into his side. "Jude, we didnāt even do much. I mean, we had cake, messed around a little..."
He laughed, his chest rumbling beneath her. "Yeah, but itās more than that, Li. Itās not about doing something big or crazy. Itās about the fact that I got to ring in my 21st birthday with my familyā¦ and with you." He kissed the top of her head, his lips lingering against her hair for a moment. "Thatās what makes it special."
Lila looked up at him, her eyes sparkling with affection. "You really mean that?"
"Absolutely," he said without hesitation, his hand gently cupping her cheek. "I couldnāt imagine a better way to spend it. Youāre my girl, Lila. And having you by my side tonight? Thatās everything."
She bit her lip, her cheeks flushing slightly at his words. "Youāre really sappy tonight, Jude."
He laughed again, pulling her even closer. "Maybe a little. But you deserve it. Plus, itās my birthday. Iām allowed to be as sappy as I want."
Lila giggled again, resting her head on his chest, listening to the steady beat of his heart. "Okay, birthday boy. You win. Iām glad youāre happy. Thatās all that matters."
"Happy doesnāt even begin to cover it," Jude murmured, his hand sliding up to stroke her hair gently. "This is perfect."
They lay there in comfortable silence for a moment, just enjoying each otherās presence, before Jude spoke again, his voice soft but filled with warmth.
"Thank you, Lila. For making this the best birthday ever."
She smiled against his chest, her heart swelling at his words. "Anytime, Jude."
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Lewis settled into the couch inside his hotel suite, a mix of frustration and acceptance lingering from his P4 finish at the Austrian Grand Prix. He knew he should be content with the points, but the competitor in him always yearned for the top spot.
As he turned on the England vs Slovakia game, Amara walked in with a tray of snacks. "Thought you might need these," she said, setting them down on the coffee table.
Thanks," Lewis smiled, appreciating her thoughtfulness. As the pre-game coverage began, he noticed Amara's slightly puzzled expression. "Not much of a football fan?"
"Not really. We don't follow it much in the States," she shook her head. "There's Jude, though," Amara pointed out as the camera panned to number 10 warming up on the pitch. "He's looking good out there."
Lewis nodded, feeling a surge of pride despite himself. "Yeah, he's doing well. Kid's got talent, I'll give him that."
The camera then swept across the stands, focusing on a familiar face. "And there's Lila," Lewis said, seeing his sister sitting with Jude's family.
The commentators' voices filled the room: "And there we see Jude Bellingham's girlfriend, Lila Hamilton, sitting with his family. For those who might not know, she's the sister of seven-time world champion Lewis Hamilton and has recently made waves as Versace's newest ambassador."
"Quite the power couple they're becoming," the other commentator added. "Young Bellingham's star is certainly on the rise, both on and off the pitch."
Lewis felt a mix of emotions hearing them talk about Lila and Jude. Pride in his sister's accomplishments, a touch of protectiveness, and a grudging respect for Jude's handling of the spotlight.
"They really are in the public eye, aren't they?" Amara mused, glancing at Lewis.
Lewis nodded, his eyes still on the screen. "Yeah, it comes with the territory. Lila's handling it well."
As the game kicked off, Lewis found himself fully invested, explaining plays to Amara and cheering for England. But part of his mind kept drifting to Lila, hoping she was handling the attention okay. He made a mental note to check in with her after the match.
"Lila's really sweet," Amara commented during a lull in the action. "I'm glad I got to meet her in Barcelona."
Lewis chuckled. "Yeah, she's alright. When she's not being a pain in my ass, that is."
Amara playfully swatted his arm. "Come on, she's not that bad."
"Nah, she's great," Lewis admitted, his tone softening. "Just don't tell her I said that. Can't have her getting a big head."
They continued watching, and Lewis found himself relaxing more. He wrapped an arm around Amara's shoulders, pulling her closer. The domesticity of the moment struck him - sitting on the couch, watching football, snacks within reach. It felt foreign yet comforting, a stark contrast to his usual fast-paced lifestyle.
He thought back to his conversation with Lila in Barcelona. He and Amara were still figuring things out, but there was no pressure. They were going with the flow, and Lewis found he quite enjoyed it.
"This is nice," he murmured, almost to himself.
Amara looked up at him, a soft smile on her face. "Yeah, it is. Though I have to say, your sister grilling me was quite the experience."
Lewis laughed. "She takes after me in that department. Sorry about that."
"Don't be," Amara replied. "It shows how much she cares about you. It's sweet."
As the game progressed, Lewis found himself equally invested in the match and the woman beside him. It had been a while since he'd allowed himself to simply enjoy moments like these. No racing, no public appearances, just... this.
The comfortable silence was broken by a sudden roar from the crowd on TV. Lewis's attention snapped back to the game, just in time to see Jude make a brilliant pass. He couldn't help but grin, both at the play and at the thought of how excited Lila must be in the stands.
Maybe, he thought, this was what it was all about - finding a balance between the adrenaline of his career and the simple joys of moments like these. As he settled in to watch the rest of the match with Amara, Lewis felt a sense of contentment wash over him. This, he decided, he could definitely get used to.
TO BE CONTINUED.....
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Silly drawings i did on Ibis Paintįā (ā āā āøā ā¼ā ā¶ā )ā į (part 1)
Just some organs, i still need to finish this. (I have lot of drawings i need to finish, lol)
MY BABY RICHARD GRAYSON š¤šš¤
Luv these three. š¤øāāļø Yet the perpective isn't smthin' i like
Silly cutie patootie (His name is Xavier, just like the one from Inazuma Eleven)
Dis gurl gives me Twilight Sparkle and Draculaura vibesšŖ
The ears are like a filter `Ā³`
I spend lot of hours colorin' the d*mn handš§āāļø
Just some sh*tty faces
DON'T GET SCARED, PLEASE š„
Kids.
Love theseš
These are actually just edited photos, not drawings. Lol
LOOK AT THESE BEAUTIESāØ (i spent LOT of hours editin' them, i hate editin' gacha ocs)
Hate all three! (ā ā„ā ļ¹ā ā„ā )
I ā„ļø the way u draw eyes
Her name's Dhalia(Dahlia, Daliah?) like the one from SkullGirls
My babes Sugu and Doma
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i hav bronchitis again n moi fwend chris says it cuz ima āchronic smoker.ā Whatever dat meanzz !!!!?
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iPhone journal entry 03/01/2023
5:39am on the L train bak home holding a tray of rly bad pasta i ated half of but left tha rest on the train Cuz i forgot n was mad .!!!!!
āthe man sitting next to me on the subway smells like microwaved bean and cheese burritos and everyone that commutes at this time wears black and grey and navy. shades of it at least.
i hate when people stare at me. but they do. and i feel like i look mean for a reason. maybe discreetly i want people to be afraid of me. or to make their assumptions. i want to be judged and complain about it. to feel alienated all over again over and over and over again.
why do people wear their wedding rings so freely in this city? or do we really just care far too much about our presentation, myself included.
why am i always counted as second best. or why do i feel as it from the people who make me feel first and last at the same time.ā
:-[ SIMP!!!!11111 >_<
my students keep asking me if i identify as an āemoā and a āe-girlā .! N asking if i am a bOy or A gUrl. lolz.!! my Ex situationship is now back to being my current situationship aagain cuzz um he may or may not hav written mEh a poem about fisting me on Queer craigslist which i frequently check N it was romantic . soo We had a closure convo at this Coffee shoppe n i brought a puppy who was tryna fight sum kid there n it wuz awkward n sad n Wonderwall by oasis was playing so obvz it ended in seggs.
i May or mAy not have Snuck into a homeless shelter to hav Sex the other nite cuz i felt Like it . Wrote a poem ab it !.!!
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twin size mattress
spiky shy seductive fingers
sugar dissolves with heat
and turns golden brown.
caramel kisses on my mouth
u blew weed smoke into
sorry i freaked out.
but we play the system well
i throw ur jacket down three flights and three floors
u say when
and iāll go
we donāt need a car to go somewhere only we know ā
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i luv walkin around chinatown w my friendzz n gettin milky T n finding Hello-kitty jumperzz n pjs at F21 >.< n twinkz fashion show at Dallas Bbq wuz kute n i still get kinda shy ab ppl takin moi pix.!Then we danced to music w moi speaker outside afterwards n Then went w group of pplz we just met to a seggs shoppe. Then we tried to find an el bano 4 meh to pee in n may hav accidentally saidā fukkā in front of 2 many babies. Then went 2 somewherenowhere n got Vip-ed cuz we r Kewl n hot n do k off each otherzz nailz lik paris hilton n Nicole Richie n cuz starz r BLINDzz.!! theN may or Not hav been on E from 1pm-6am n lost the Spikezz to our bracelets N our gauges in our ears .!!!i luv Kuddling w moi fwendzz post club tho n napping then goin out again.!! N finally bein able to climb up 2 the top of the skate ramp 2 sit dere n why do ppl smoke crack at substance abuse sk8 Park .? mayB cuz itās called substance abuse :-p ??? hehe duh!!
soooo I ordered dinn from āMiss dongs burgersā cuz trans girlsss hav the sexiest cocks<33 n ordered soft shell crab burger N omfg her crabzz were yummy.!! LOLZZZ im thinkin of the cuRse of curves lyrics while singing another song ā ur beautiful ā by james blunt with strangers at a sexy bodega off broadway n also Crying cuz i lost my second pair of reading glasses again and also buying a kids babyPhat shirt even tho itās a 5-6 size shirt cuz i like the print n Now family dollar sells baby phat beanieZ. ??? i luv living in the wick!!<3
all three of us gave ourselves black eyes on the same eyeball .?!?! within a week apart.?!?! brujajajajajajajaja :-0 i yam Defeating anorexia day by day n it is so hard but i kant keep holding on2 it. N i wanna b able to eat at weiās n cafe mogador w moi fwendzz n even doe my Ex who used to yell at meh at dunkinā donuts got herpes from the falafel there i still enjoy eating at dat place .! i realized many thingzz keep me up at nite more than adderal n insomnia. Like pornstar nikki hearts n the old Lex logo. Blu lex logo wuzz shmexy. wrote another iphone note 4 dayzz ago ab how much i need time alone rn cuz i feel v overly stimulated n lik everything is jus2much , n how do we rly even communicate w one another when we donāt get anywhere w our actions.??
ātalk talk talk
all we do is talk ,
but talking isnāt always communicating
and listening doesnāt always fix everything
days go by and u feel nostalgic for the nites u didnāt spend admiring the moon . n i lost my heart to get yours to get close to yours. never thought itd hurt this bad. and iāll never try to dominate the conversation but im sorry if my voice escalates.ā
moi wk wuz Kute those were my highlights .!! also helping w a styling pull for bobbi brown ^_^!!!.!!.!!!.!!! kinda excited to meet moi new they she therapist tmrw mornin n get Fixed (not bottom surgery but U kno, with electroconvulsion.)) i also defzz went on a reddit khole n joined lik 4 diff fourms which i kannot disclose cuz uh uh uh uh uHhHhhH yea 2 vulnerable but i changed my username to charlixcx1997 N now i kinda wanna change my name from ren to charli cuz itās also unisex/andro AF n cute butt ANYWEYZZ yah wuld luv to continue to stay N chat n type n Talk but Yes i am busy brainstorming lesbian spring date ideazz like goin to Dock aznn eatery n eating oysterzz then picking flowers at maria Hernandezz then going 2 moi room wHile we turn the disco lights ā¦. hide under blankies n analyze the lyrics to fast car by tracy chapman n then ask each other our fav pasta shapes then nail our hands together .!!!!<3<3 <3 <3 <3
Xxxxxx with xxxtra xxx,
ren<3
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i love you.. :')
i luv u to babie gurl yu fine as heel i wont u !!
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Happy birthday King Highness! I mean Chev. Uh I mean Chanic...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEVALIER!
#ikemen series#ikemen prince#ikepri#ikeprince#ikemen prince chevalier#ikepri chevalier#happy birthday luv of my life#i definitely didn't forget your birthday <33#luv u baby gurl#uhh traditional cause the digital wasn't working wellš¤ #that's not Emma by the way#that's yours truly#otome game#ikemen cybird#traditional art
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Truffles appreciation post
#my sweet baby gurl#precious angel love of my life my sun and stars my reason to live#SHE IS MY TINY LUMPY BABY BUMPY BUNNY#her personality is amazing she's literally me in bun form#super independent and assertive but super sweet and clingy#and she's such a good listener omfg I luv when she's at the end of the hall and you call her and she does her signature serpentine run to u#when you first let her out in the morning she loves to hear U WANT A VITAMIN!!! in a really shrill voice#she'll run to the closet door and jump up on you until you give her one#god I LOVE MY BUNNY!!!#animals#bunnies
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Yelena: no Kate donr leave I fucked up!!
Kate: no fuck you I'm leaving!!!
Y: please come back I'm so sorry
K: u rite gurl we can fix things also I want a baby to fix our marriage
Y: with all this shit? No
K: see I new you jated me!!! *anger*
Y: wtf???
K: bye forever!!!
Y: bby come back! Whats going on?
K: u rite I love you I fucked up my entire life
Y: u so smart I love you
K: luv u 2!!
Y: I know I'm a doctor now and 3 fingers deep but let's have baby
K: okay!! *cooms*
You're missing the part where they went to therapy for over 3 months and aired their shit out! Three months of therapy goes a long fucking way if people already had a decently solid foundation.
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ā rose-tinted fantasy with atsumu ā”
to: @atsumuseā
from: the mischievous stars
šš¼ ššµš² šÆš²šš š“š¶šæš¹š³šæš¶š²š»š± š¶š» ššµš² šš¼šæš¹š±,Ā šŗš ššš²š²ššµš²š®šæš š¹š®š š
hey baby, itās me your loving and handsome as fuck boyfriend. miya atsumu. i hope that you already thought of me when you read that first sentence cus imma flip if ya didnt :(Ā
anyway, thats not why iām writing this letter... we know im the only one you think of anyway-- right? RIGHT? pls tell me im right or iāll get pouty again and you have to cuddle with meĀ :((Ā
I just want to say thank you... i know i donāt really say it often but im always so so grateful to you, sweetheart.. youāve been there for me since i was just starting volleyball in inarizaki and now youāre still here with me, always so supporting and so loving...Ā
i know iām not really the best boyfriend.. omg why did i said that! but iām really trying my best to love and treat you the way that you deserve. oh, sweetheart how you deserve the whole world....
i love every moment with you, sweetheart. even though i donāt really understand what youāre saying with all that articles and government shit but itās okay, i love watching and listening to you talk. always so passionate. thatās one of the things i love about you. youāre always so passionate about what you love. hell, you even picked political science as your major.Ā
also, thank you for always coming with me to work out. the msby wonāt work out with me anymore, telling me that i was a maniac for working out so early but you get me, right sweetheart?Ā
though, our work out means nothing tbh because you cook some goodass food right after and iām always eating a little too much... what can i say, youāre makingĀ āsamu run for his money cus youāre the best chef ever!!Ā
our lazy sundays are my absolute favorite, just you and me eating all sorts of junk food while we chill in the bed playing video games... also donāt think i forgot!! iām still salty about our last videogame night! i just know that you were cheating-- i always win on that course! D: hmp-
i love you, sweetheart. letās grow old and wrinkly together, yeah?Ā
ā ending card from hoonie:
omg omg omg! gurl! you donāt know how much i love your works!! and youāre an atsumu fucker as well!! I luv u huhu D:< thank youuuu so much for joining in my event!! i hope you like this! have a great day, bb!!Ā
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my ranking of stayc's "young-luv.com"
|| A/N : no one asked, but I've been in love with Stayc's discography since they debuted. so... here's my opinion on their latest comeback.
1. Young-Luv
idk how to put it, but this song just has something addicting in it. It's literally such a perfect song. I've had it on repeat since it came out. I have nothing else to say, just chefs kiss!
2. I Want U Baby
I originally was going to rank it lower, but it jus grew on me. It's got a similar vibe to "Butterfly" but it's a little saucier and sexy. I'm a sucker for rnb inspired kpop tracks, so it's no wonder it quickly became a favorite of mine. special shout out : THAT FUCKING BRIDGE OMG THE VOCALS YOON HOLY SHIT
3. Butterfly
it's such a cute and romantic song. I love the flow of this song and how soft it is. I think the vocals on this track really suit each of the girls. It's a perfect ballad for them.
4. Run2U
it's a strong tt, I have to admit. while It's not my favorite title track Stayc has released, it's still a good one. I just feel as if the chorus is missing something. The chorus is catchy, but I think the verses and the bridge are stronger than the chorus imo. and while I know this song is different and a little more experimental from their previous tt's, I do understand (and support) them by branching out into different sounds. I think it's important for artists to try new things. also where's "stayc gurls it's going down"???
5. Same Same
it's a solid b-side. Stayc literally never misses. It's kinda quirky and very much their style. It's definitely more suited for Sieun and Isa I feel. I just think their vocals stand out on this track.
6. 247
it's vibey and kinda jazzy. There's no particular reason as to why I ranked it so low, I just feel that it's not the strongest b-side on this mini album. J did kill it in the bridge tho (as she should)
Overall :
Such an amazing comeback. Every track on this mini album hits. Since 2018/2019, I've felt as if there's been something missing from kpop and Stayc has filled that hole. They've brought something different, and it's so refreshing to see. I'm rooting for them, and I can't wait to see how the develop and grow as artists. They literally never miss. Stayc must be exhausted from holding the entire 4th gen on their back.
#kpop#stayc#kpop ranking#stayc run2u#stayc girls its going down#shit post#kpop opinions#kpop unpopular opinion#kpop unpopular opinions
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You gurl... Ignore those horrible anons and look.. I know you write jeyna stuff but can you do something Thaluke ?? The younger ones obvio... Nothing long please... Just some long/medium hcs or short snippets of their time together.. typing love and all that.. cos these two babies were so cute and tbh so robbed of their potential. Anyways.. luv u!!<3
Oof this came ages back but I had 0 motivation. Sorrryyy anon.
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Okay I'm not going to focus on like how they got together or how they met or anything. These are just scenes from their everyday life
The first time Thalia wants to dye her hair, she gets a bit nervous so Luke ends up dyeing it with her. She gets her ends dyed electric blue and Luke gets pink streaks because he wanted to make Thalia laugh
They both jam to Green Day, MCR and Linkin Park. Thalia doesn't like Queen and Luke takes it as a personal affront and ends up randomly singing Bohemian Rhapsody to annoy the hell out of her.
They both constantly end up talking shit about their parents (mortal and immortal). On many occasions, they both end up screaming fuck you to the skies after a particularly hard monster attack.
Luke was the only one who knew about Jason. When Thalia told him about Jason, she ended up crying. Luke was so surprised because Thalia never cried. Not even when a sphinx had nearly torn her leg off. He had no clue how to comfort her so he just ended up hugging her. She stiffened for a second before she relaxed and they spent the whole night in that alley hugging each other.
Sometimes, to pass the time, both of them end up playing random games. It's meant to be harmless fun but Thalia and Luke are super competitive and sometimes have to stop their journey just to complete the game and figure out who's the winner.
They spar a lot with different weapons. And they're usually equally matched. After weeks of sparring, Luke is able to kind of resist Thalia's shield.
They cuss each other out a lot,( though they mellow down after they meet Annabeth). They show affection by calling each other the most creative insults they can think of.
Luke is overly fond of puppies and Thalia has to physically restrain him from adopting every single abandoned puppy they see on the streets because Luke we can't even feed ourselves sometimes, forget a little puppy.
The first time they run out of money, it's because they lose all their money in an attack. It's been a few days since they've eaten and both of them are injured and that's the first time Luke shoplifts. He feels terrible after that but he knows they wouldn't survive for long without it.
Luke always hogs the blanket at their safe houses, and Thalia usually wakes up at night to try to steal it back but she sees at how peaceful he looks, and she lets it be.
They usually sneak into homeless centers to sneak a few episodes of some of their shows before leaving because they're both secret nerdsĀ ā¢Ā
*****
So that's it. This came ages ago and it took me forever! But its done. Finally.
Feedback is always appreciated and so are reblogs.
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ifnt videos you were close to forgetting
Iām bringing them all back. (pt.1) (pt.2) (pt.3). honestly. i miss the mess.Ā
enjoy and idk, leave a mssg in my inbox w/ your fave vid so we can gush abt ifnt im off work for a month so im not busy rn obviously so doing this passed time
rolLer CoasteRRRĀ
leaderās kakao talk profile pic?
how to poseĀ
drunk?
chaotic chaos
vita-what?Ā
how not to make friends nwh
delicious?
o yeh luv u sweet gurl
bf material
byE byE baby gudBYEĀ
99.9% synch but slightly not really
queen rapper LSY
s l a p dat ass
sungkyuās stalker
insurance fraud
hearts
jfc ifnt f kill me
aegyo masters(?)
sweet gramps
he just wanted loveĀ
sungjong can kill it whenever
who knew clark kent was in infinite
that one time i wasnt readyĀ
summer = woohyun
award winning kdrama (feat lsy & ksk)
blessed by acoustics
disappearance of leader kim
youāre never supposed to forget this clip
blessed by acoustics pt 2
that time sungkyu messed up lyrics to back and the rest laughed too hard
ctrl c + ctrl v sungjongĀ
caterpiLLarĀ
daily reminder that sungjong can kill it whenever
chaser but just sungkyu struggling
ifnt and inspirits messing up together bc teamwork makes the dream work
do not forget one of the greatest tracks e v e rĀ
y o u raaiiisEEE mEEE UPPPPP
he did a run (and got gold)
press f to pay respects
infinite f pre-debut stage
best part of woollim building
why tho
free stripfest
literal street fighter?
new (shy) member of aoa
i think the rest of ifnt just drains sungkyuās energy
m e s s
talent
the best
the greatest
the shookestĀ
my favorite group
i miss yallĀ
wow it got long my b
#infinite#sungkyu#dongwoo#woohyun#sungyeol#myungsoo#sungjong#howon#hoya#he in these links somewhere#kpop#inspirit#inspirits only
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HEY SOPH IT YO GURL MAR CONGRATS ON 400 AGAIN ILYYY also no pressure to do me a matchup if u have lots of reqs (i support being a potato), but ur event is cute so hehe >:) idek wat info to give u cuz were like the same person LMAO but hm could i get a hq boi? INFJ, Virgo, i pretend to live life on the edge but im babie. i like 2 jam 2 bops (esp music i can shake a$$ to LOL). wannabe sk8r, i luv sharing food/snax n helping/hyping ppl up. my love langs are acts of service n quality time. OKLUVUBAI
HI MARRR MY WAIFUUUU i finally did your match up and itās super long because i had so many things to say for you and my girl deserves the bEST š¤š¤ I REALLY HOPE YOU LIKE IT BABEY I LOVE YOUUUU KISS KISS ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
i match you up with...
nishinoya
nishinoya would treat you like an absolute queen. heās super loud and boisterous and it brings out your chaotic side so you guys wreak havoc together. heās a ball of energy and it rubs off on you in all the right ways because whenever youāre around him, youāre always smiling and you feel so light and free.
both of you are the same: you always act tough but you are secretly babies. this dynamic means that whenever one of you needs to be taken care of, the other one will do the job. if youāre sick, feeling down or on your period, nishinoya will buy you all the snacks you want and get you anything you need. whether itās a heat pack, tampons or whatever, he will be at your side to help you if you need him. when heās upset and needs your comfort, you like to bake for him or give him small little things to cheer him up, especially things that are handmade or gifts you put a lot of thought and effort into. youāll also get him soda flavoured gari-gari kun because you know he loves it.
you guys love to blast music and jam to your favourite songs, whether itās in your car or in your room. youāll completely let loose and dance your heart out, and nishinoya will be hollering and hyping you up while busting his own crazy moves beside you. nishinoya can also skateboard and he likes to teach you new tricks. he (half) jokingly tells you to call him senpai but you always indulge him because you know it makes him feel good and you love to see the sparkle in his eyes when you say it.
youāre always spending time with each other because you can never seem to get enough of each othersā presence. you have so much trust in him because you know he will never let you down. nishinoya will do anything and everything for you because you are his entire world, and he wants to make sure that you always remember you are beautiful and very much loved.
#sophs 400 event#soph hits 400#sophs matchmaking service#nishinoya x reader#nishinoya yuu#nishinoya imagine#nishinoya scenarios#nishinoya headcanons#nishinoya x you#yū nishinoya
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all stars commentary episode 2
ongina is so cute
mayhem stop getting mad gurl ur still here literally one person voted for u to go home thereās no reason to get mad at juju
omg tessa and madison drag race really said lesbian rights
cracker that was a little unnecessary u did not need to tell ongina u didnāt like her just keep it to urself luv
the thing is song challenges are always fun but theyāre getting a little over done
i think shea is EVERYONEāS biggest competitor
i feel like blair and cracker could be really good together
i do love cracker but i think her ego needs to take a few steps down
HOW IS SHEA SO HOT? AND RESPECTFULLL
i think itās funny how the music producers get worried when they canāt sing as if they arenāt gonna throw drastic amounts of auto tune on the entire track
so does shea just not have any flaws? like sheās nice, sheās hot, and sheās good at literally everything.
cracker is definitely egotistical, but itās cuz sheās so talented. she just needs to find out how to be confident in her ability without being cocky
ok performance time
aw this is such a cute song
juju looks so pretty
omg blair is giving me baby spice realness
this song is cute but itās hard to tell how good verses are when there are 9 to choose from
ongina looks so cute with that hair aw
ok this song is a little slow but shea kinda just stole the show
runway review ok letās go
indiaās has a good message but it isnāt great, jujubee looks super gorgeous, alexisās is nice ig, i love blairās itās so fun and she looks amazing, i donāt love the top of crackerās dress but her makeup looks amazing, mayhemās honestly looks a little cheap, shea looks amazing but itās a concept iāve seen before, ongina looks nice, and mariah looks great
YESS SHEA IS THE WINNER THIS WEEK
iām glad cracker owned up to the fact that she shouldnāt have came for ongina
literally how is shea so kind i donāt understand
ok shea just has a new outfit for us? i mean ok pop off
personally i would have sent home india cuz i love ongina but yah she basically gave up and i donāt see her pulling through so makes sense why everyone chose her
shea better win this lipsync i know she can do it
ALYSSA OMG
i still think shea can win tho
tbh alyssa isnāt giving me much here but shea is GIVING IT ALLL TO US
YAY SHEA WON GET THE 20K BABY
#as5#all stars 5#drag race all stars 5#rupaulās drag race all stars 5#rpdr#rpdras5#rupaul's drag race#drag race
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THE L GOT YASSIFIED N GHANDI IS AT 14TH ST UNION SQUARE!!!!!!?!??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the L stawped being a cunt on the weekendz w itās fuckin delays n got individual seats that donāt clap back when u sit down ! Altho i am a āclap back ā advocate (Let ur cheekz Speak if they must ) i do wonder why
why is it always so awkward to hit on someone on public transit ?
we sit across each other staring each other down n i wish u were clumsy enough.
to leave a bag or your phone or wallet on the seat so i could say something to you but nothing is scripted here on this island of a city. there are only real moments. and this includes the pain in the people watching cuz sometimes we just end up watching them live their lives so much so in admiration we watch them leave.
I wrote dat ab some rly long white person with a maroon jumpsuit. N i donāt hav the energy to post a misc connection on Queer craigslist /LEX soooooo. Whut eve.
Dis week i hav been severely depressed n isolative besides for the day that the pilgrims decided to say it wuz the day that wuz gonna b ab slaying n giving . i ate sum dead bird n made sure even their bone marrow life mattered n cartilage cuz post veganism n peta rites advocate type beat a life is a mf life . Hoe .
Mi boss at union square Market s@id she saw her nekked neighbur whilst walkin around the duck truck. whut wuld u do if ur nekkid neighbor came to ur place of werk n every1 sais he is a rly nice person but he had a big SSHLONG. Now i kno whut ima wish 4 on my wishlist. No this isnāt 4 other bitchez . Nor is it for sshlong reveal. I wish some1 wuld notice meh as the nekkid neighbur at the union Square holidey market.
I whuhz almost in luv w a gurl who luved big patty wattyz n raised awareness for autism via tiK tok last yr n also i hate lex now!!!!!!!!!!! 2 many ppl wanting to give out their used sheets n Service tops who dont wanna Host . But i do thoroughly enjoy when Ppl wanna give their free concert tickets out . So lex gonna b the new ticketmaster to me but anarchist - community fridge version Without the food . Smfh . Y it gotta take watching perks of being a wallflower to realize we regret picking the boy w the eyebrow piercing when we culdve picked the 1 who got hit by a car butt still ended up pullin up to bossa limpin .
Im in luv with club E n gave them my tiara cuz they r a tucking princess and cuz their music reminds meh of myspace era sheit. Also they name is ren like me TWOOOOOO. twinnem:-] <3
As car seat headrest sayz in its only seggs i think bc of his demisexual cusp of asexual self .
ā
OK, so I've been reading all the sex blogs
And they all talk about how OK it is to be gay
And straight and bisexual and asexual
And have sex however you like
But I don't care about hundreds of hypothetical people
And their hypothetical sex deals
I care about me, and my sex deal!
What about my problems?
Baby, my body
Constantly betrays me
I try to betray it
I only hurt myself
Yeah, yeah
I can't tell you if I like it, I like it
What happens if I don't like it? I like it
I can't tell you if I like it, I like it
What happens if I don't like it? It's only-
It's only sex
It's only
It's only sex
C'mon, sexual desire, speak! ā
My brain is too fried from vyvanze dependence to decipher n explain it all right meow . I jus kno i luv those lyrics n i luv when post club - post party we all come back to mi lil floor mattress in mi tiny room n we kuddle puddle!!!!!!
Saw a Zyn nicotine ad omw to my lobotomy apt at callen lourde this mornin n i miss the dude who gav tht to meh while me werkin this japanese restaurant once n holy sheit i wuz shaking n shitting n crying my entire shift . I miss werking there cuz i made $400 a shift n lowkey I could get any vacation hours i wanted. Now im like a finance bro who goes to reggae bars in the city N gets pussy on hinge . v_v RIP!!!!!
i havnt been to saint vitus penus yet but thts Ok cuz i heard someone saw pee pee juice n eyeball juice on the bathroom mirror once n ill just stick to duffz if i wanna find a punk goth giorl to destroy my Third hole . Im crying a lot these days super fragile as well as today being a significant date for me N i missh ketamine so damn much butt i refuse to sniff anymore cuz i nvr kno how to dose w the diff german strainz n i always get sickie or khole n see myself on a train n being someoneās mutha . Weird!!!!!!!!!!ā
Idek if i givin up on life or life givin up on meh but im just mf done . N i kno dis cuz im in my candle era yall . Where i lie n say iām ārunning errands ā but sniffin diff candles at target n burglington ALONE . all dis for some mf seratonin biotch ????!!!????? Alsoo last randomo thot but i luv one of my good friendz from nyu n they were ganged up on bc of some DUMB RUMORS n i gots to say i kant stand a fucking bully or ppl who kant extend grace to others cuz it just feels v cliquey n stupid . Lik if we rly gonna believ rumors n gossip n not see someoneās character or try to understand i donāt see how ppl can b ok wit the ppl they hav to be with when they r alone with themselvez at nite . We r constantly evolving and itās wrong to hold things against people esp in this age and this goes for me as well. I hope to receive the grace and love and empathy that I extend .
Soooooo many more fuckin thots n ramblingz like how i wish there was a poll i could start somewhere outside of instagram ab who wuld fuck G Eazy post halsey (Cmon , ātumblr girlsāwas an AMAZING song!!!!!!) N how much i luv egg by the garden but. Til nxt wk Babez.
Xx , ketaminechic NOT CHICK who doesnāt do ketamine anymore but kant put the energy into changing it then changing it on all platforms cuz omfGGGGGGGggg who cares that deeply ab this social media Bullsheit anywayzzz , Renny baby <3 :-] visit me at union square market Booth c20til Xmas eve !!!
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U know I luv u gurl so more buff baby G~
Bonus @kuvvydrawsāās Goblin:
#lmao#i had to#my own file named: harm kuvvy emotionally#xd#gabriel#goblin#good omens#gabriel good omens#good omens fic#art#my art#kim's art
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