#i cry all the time tbh
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
mornings with a math professor…
inspired by this twt
#I TOO WOULD CRY#is very bad at math#googling hard math problems for every time I incorporate into my art but tbh all math to me hard#still dunno how I passed calculus in high school#thank fckng god I passed enough to get out of doing math in college and didn’t need it for my major lmao#sherliam#yuukoku no moriarty#moriarty the patriot#liam james moriarty#ynm sherlock holmes#yuumori#I retained nothing from calculus class#we all know sherly failed that test in the Durham date chapter so
417 notes
·
View notes
Text
It’s so rare for a game to give us a canon older character romance option (who looks their age) and I’m so damn ready.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#emmrich volkarin#my art#I’ve been ready most of my life tbh#it’s so damn rare I cry every time#ahaha#and Emmrich is hitting all the visual points for me#and what little we know of him for now through written short stories#good stuff and I’m starving#I need rook to hold his hand all day every day
484 notes
·
View notes
Text
CW intrusive thoughts and OCD ruminations!
I did a vent piece about living with ADHD and OCD. My OCD is well managed and currently unmedicated, but "well managed" doesn't mean "doesn't ever affect me". My ADHD is heavily medicated and yet my brain is still like this all the time, even though my meds help SO much.
I am very open about my experiences with mental illnesses/disorders because a lot of them are so... stereotyped in a way that's really not accurate to the majority of people who live with them. Especially OCD-- people think of it as "neat freak" fun times, when for me, it's more a lot of really sexual intrusive thoughts and potentially relationship-ruining thought trains.
ADHD and OCD makes my brain run overtime, and it's hard to explain how exhausting it is to even think when 95% of your thoughts aren't even relevant to your life. I could easily have all these thoughts within a single minute of my life.
#ocd#actually ocd#actually adhd#self portrait#vent art#vent#pocd is my worst subtype of ocd tbh cuz that one makes me wanna cry#doodles#this is why I have to be listening to podcasts or music all the time#50#100
163 notes
·
View notes
Text
"See you on the other side, son."
PAPA EMERITUS IV in RITE HERE RITE NOW
#i said no gifs but i wanted to do this one because it made me sob in the cinema and i didn't even know what was happening yet#the vibes of it ..... i want to cry just thinking about it#i don't think all the photoshop time in the world would take that away for me tbh so it's fine#rite here rite now#rite here rite now spoilers#ghovie spoilers#the band ghost#papa emeritus iv#user copia edits#user copia all tag#frater imperator#also. this quality is shit rip
379 notes
·
View notes
Text
One of the greatest acting decisions of all time was James McAvoy's decision that Professor Charles Xavier, leader of the X-Men, world's foremost expert on mutants, respected and renowned man of science, should walk around for four movies with the biggest, saddest, wettest puppydog eyes you've ever seen
#he looks like he's about to cry basically all the time#I mean he's having a decades long slow burn divorce and remarriage so he has every reason#but he also looks like that when he's not sad#how could erik walk away from that?#Charles is just so bloody cute#and a lil pathetisad tbh#but it's part of his charm#once again: how could erik walk away from a guy with such big sad blue eyes?#Charles xavier#professor x#xmen#xmen prequels#James mcavoy#cherik#acting#puppydog eyes
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
Mori will probably tell Birdie and Ollie. I think Birdie is going to take it out on morrigan. She'll say something, she'll make a very bad decision against the fate stitcher.
Liliana will probably message Telvin, if she can. Let him know she's gone. They'll both be gone. She doesn't know about the lake. She's so weak. She tells him she loves him and that she's sorry.
Delilah will be stuck on the moon. In a crystal. At least Gwendolyn de Rolo will never have to feel that hatred again.
Who will tell Milo? Will Justi hear from the the fungi that they found them? Will she leave the den to go find them? Will Milo and Justi mourn them?
Will the Platinum Dragon reinstate his family? After years and wrong turns, will the Platinum Dragon absolve him? Will they raise him to Sainthood? Side by side with Saint Graham?
C Pop originals will, of course, double in value. But they all start to seep this energy, this magic. They will be sought after and hoarded. And the few C Poppers who've met him will talk about his bravery. His sacrifice.
The Silken Squall will be without an heir. Zeru will cut his hair and properly mourn, even without his body. His stewardess, their mother, will never sing again. Music sounds too much like him. She can hear him in every note. Every melody.
Keyleth will have to tell Alma. She hates this part. And so close after her own goodbyes.
Nel and Baernie and Leeta and Maeve will have to sit with the fact that all the men they love in this world were taken by the same cause. The same people. When Ludinus Da'leth inevitably comes back, the triplets want to know. They will be there to kill him again.
Alma stops taking patients. Her apprentices will handle it. She can't bear to look at a baby. He was once a baby. He was so small in her arms. Those memories. They are weighed down by knowing how he ends. She can't look at a baby, a child. All she can think about is how one day a boy will become a man and whether it is fair or not he will die. Maybe too early. Maybe that man with so much left to live will die young and unjust.
If anyones left after this, that is.
#silver sending stones#cr spoilers#im. having emotions.#im very hung up on after if you couldnt tell#dont get me started on the pit in my chest that forms every time i think too hard about dorym#the orym that kissed dorian and said he wanted to figure things out is the same man that went catatonic after killing ludinus#all of that hope just drained out of orym and im crying about it tbh#anyways. will i write a fic? i didnt plan on it but maybe.#because tpk fic and terrible no good time line foc might occupy the same space in me#so we'll have to see#anyways fuck it#orym of the air ashari#dorian storm#imogen temult#cr fearne#cr laudna#ashton greymoore#chetney pock o'pea#braius doomseed#blah blah blah
76 notes
·
View notes
Text
snoopy blue-eyed person stare
Snoopy #87
27/12/2024
#peanuts#snoopy#art#87#those aren't stink lines that's his AURA okay?#i don't think snoopy actually has blue eyes because he is a beagle which is a brown eyed dog#anyway why is this kinda... jack zimmermann (and alicia). like omgggg this beagle is a stanley cup champion?! go falcs??????#this is like that one ep of phineas and ferb when candace ended up in perry's body and to show that it was candace they gave it her eyes#so it was like a perry body with candace eyes. this is like if snoopy and jack zimmermann did a bodyswap and to show this to the audience#i gave snoopy jack's eyes. or really insert-your-fave-blue-eyes-person-or-character-here's eyes. boone from lost/phil lester/saoirse ronan#actually i think this is a common visual trope that happens in many things not just pnf#also sorry if this is a microaggression against blue eyed people. love you all really <3#but i was thinking of ian somerhalder and siberian huskies and that one drawing/meme of the blue eyed person stare#u know. the one with the smirk and the crossed arms#tbh i've been obsessively working on something else so not much time for drawing :(#anyway....... if you've ever thought about making a bodice block. don't. pick up a different hobby instead.#and if anyone knows how to reduce the width of a dart in a sewing pattern please please pleaseeee let me know how LOL (crying)#i don't think these tags ever appeal to anyone else but also who reads this far? this is my diary now.
41 notes
·
View notes
Text
ughh im thinking about sunday. specifically about the person he used to be and the person he is now. that confident person with a twisted, unhinged side to him?? guy who definitely enjoyed putting aventurine in his place and causing harm to him. from that, to this almost...meek individual harboring so much sadness and guilt. i think a lot about the fact that he severed his halo in order to feel pain to keep himself in his place. to feel grounded, to feel closer to...humanity?? i guess? i never really know how to describe how exactly i interpret this, but it makes me feel something in my gut just aahhhh. i think the symbolic fusing between him and wonweek was very beautiful, and due to a similar experience i had during a self-introspective moment, i really do relate to him and love him so much. sunday canonically has ocd, and at some point i realized that i shouldn't see my ocd as something separate from me. it is still me, it is still my brain. i decided that working alongside it in a way would be more beneficial as well as treating that side of me with kindness and love instead of hatred! and yes, it isnt just an ocd parallel. i just decided to read into that aspect at the same time. i just think sundays a really beautiful character and i care him so much! i think him being part of the express is such a good decision, and even though stellaron hunter sunday would've been awesome, this is definitely the best path for him. someone pointed out that if he had been in the stellaron hunters, following a script wouldn't benefit him at all. he deserves to spend time in the real world now with people around him who care about him, and i am looking forward to seeing his development with the express in the upcoming amphoreus story. im also...quite terrified. the story is going to hurt so bad...i can just feel it already.
#sunday hsr#minnie post#hsr#honkai star rail#just some ramblings#thought dump#no editing we die like men or something#i also think so much about sunday being alone at night in his own express quarters and hes just . scared#hes the bird in flight now when all his life he has been caged. and upon his first attempt at “flight”#he crashed.. and fell#at least it wasnt to his death...but at the same time it kind of was#the death of the old sunday#which gave birth to this new present sunday we have#if you think about it#anyway off topic. i think about him being scared. and i think he should cry about it tbh#(weltsun delusions) welt should come and comfort him
36 notes
·
View notes
Text
i just watched pacific rim (FINALLY) because the magical year of 2025 is looming over us, so of course as a result i have to go reread and reccommend in better light, an ace attorney pacific rim au and one of my favorite fics of all time. if you like trucy apollo shenanigans, nrmts angst, pining loveable idiots klapollo, tired scientist ema, and giant robot machines fighting giant alien monsters, you will like this fic. go read it. even if you dont like some of those things, go read it. you wont regret it❤️
#please im begging you all#so so so so so so good#tbh. better than the movie LOL but i think most pacrim aus are#beware tho. this fic is jam packed with emotion i cried and sobbed several times reading it#i will be crying while i reread it tonight#but its so worth it#cosmogryal and sunsmasher are just. so fucking talented. fantastic writers#ace attorney#narumitsu#klapollo#wrightworth#ace attorney fic#fanfic rec#ace attorney fanfiction#narumitsu fanfiction#dolotalks
30 notes
·
View notes
Text
I noticed a tendency
#every update post I see#the comments are full of endless complaining#I feel sorry for the team tbh#they are trying their best#it’s not like valve cares a lot#so we should be grateful this game still gets patches like AT ALL#every time I see these comments I’m like “omfg quit crying for heavens sake”#cherish what we have#bot problem is solved and I will keep celebrating this until those mfs return#team fortress#team fortress 2#tf2#my thoughts
41 notes
·
View notes
Text
At this point I don't know how to explain what protagonists are and how they work
#listen. it was never meant to be about him. johnjoshhayden made it about him#because i feel like they wanted a self insert tbh#and he was so good for a brief beautiful time#but he has never stood for miyagi do and its themes. he actively fights against rhem most of the time.#when making a story about LEGACY#why would he be included? he is not part of the legacy.#like i understand wanting to see your special little guy but omg#imagine crying because the karate kid movie is about the karate kid#imagine crying because not everything is catered specifically towards you#the spoiled toddler energy of it all#a fair amount of the people who want it to be about him (and the strange idea that its somehow Ralph being spiteful???)#are also the people eho have been saying shit like “its all just more Asian bull shit ”#and again like. i dont know how to explain.#“why on earth would a movie that heavily features karate (because its not about about karate#its used as a story telling tool. its used to develop emotional growth)#involve the culture that created it?“#i am looking at you so unserious right now.#ck negativity#but really more like#fandumb#but for filtering purposes
24 notes
·
View notes
Text
I desperately urge everyone to listen to Home by Cavetown while thinking about this boy because I did and this is what resulted from it
He'll be okay he just took a hard tumble and also doesn't remember that much of anything or about anyone and also has the weight of the world on his shoulders and also all his weapons break after like 5 attacks which is really annoying for him to deal with and also-
#i think all links deserve a good cry#they probably need it#they probably need therapy too tbh#my heart got stabbed like 50 times listening to that song while thinking about wild btw#and that resulted in this drawing hhhh#i also wrote an angsty lil oneshot with this dude earlier today?? the botw brainrot is real#the legend of zelda#legend of zelda#breath of the wild#loz fanart#my art#botw#loz botw#botw link#botw fanart#i do not know how to tag on tumblr guys i haven't been back here in like a decade rip
36 notes
·
View notes
Text
"I decided it's my break day today, Oh coincidentally, I'm gonna sit here, and watch you work." also it's too cute how Nemo just came run at me whenever i sat on a bench
#my time at sandrock#mtas#mtas unsuur#mtas builder#mtas nemo#fanart#FHSDHdhsds tbh HIS PINNING WAS EXCITING#but after that HE REALLY DOESN'T HAVE ANY OTHER STORIES at ALL to tell during DATE HELP fhasdhdhsd#he is JUST like Sebek I'M CRYINg @sebek stop talking about ur malleus sama guard duty @unsuur stop talking only about the civil corps fshds#i'm dying my heart is faltering from the monotony; but just like the rule of thumb on every fandom; it depends to us to enrich the characte#so now i'm trying to enhance my delusional level & it's working right now when i sat there & watched him work#Maybe I was HASTY because HE WAS the first fish that BIT; andeverygamehasthatcharacterthatissoveryeasytogetbutwithlessdepthinthem#BUT thinking back#HE is REALLY A NICE GUY#WITH A NICE HEART that's just IN THE RIGHT PLACE; and HE IS FUNNY TO BOOT fshdshdj#i actually cried when he talked about what his proudest stack of stones meant to him#because the value in it hits too close to home#and when he said pls tell me if i no longer have a good personality bcs i would like to be the first one to know#AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THE FACE ON THE LEMON SOUP FSHDHSSFHSDH#I FELL RIGHT THEN RIGHT THERE#I FELL FOR HIM FOR ALL THE RIGHT REASONS#HE IS TOO CUTE AND SINCERE AND QUIRKY#DID YOU GUYS SEE WHEN HE JUST STRAIGHT WENT TO BED AFTER PAINTING FHSDHSDHSD I CAN'T; I LOST IT RIGHT THERE#everytime he said SET THE MOOD I'M DONE FHSDHSDH i am not sure if i should be glad or not that the music he plays when painting never retur#even when he said he's gonna SET THE MOOD again FHADHS it's way TOO FUNNY I JUST CAN'T
254 notes
·
View notes
Text
Some Prisoner Trio related stuff that idk where else to put.
First was actually a scrapped two parter because I literally didn't know where I was going with this. I think I was gonna go down the idea of "King Red gets so sick of TT Red resisting that he just starts flat out scarring him however he could (my first thought went to ice ocean water)" but then I just... Forgot. Oops.
Second... Post Prisoner Trio. These three are SCARRED. And this is only scratching the surface, quite literally.
If you had to base the time frame these three were under... My mind instantly went to at least two years under King Red. And YIKES did it get brutal.
Unsurprisingly Macaque got the least amount of damage. Sure the fillet became an issue from time to time but he usually did the work. Meanwhile Wukong and Red continuously resisted, and since King Red probably hates Wukong WAY MORE than his past self, especially after the monkey king killed his parents, then suffice to say he took most of his brutality out on the stone monkey.
And third... A small assortment of doodles. Including timers on the longest each has had their fillet activated.
Red once got three days, to the degree his body went numb to the pain and headache.
Wukong had the wreck of an entire WEEK to deal with. Absolutely sucked.
And Macaque only got an entire day once due to legitimately covering for Wukong so the two wouldn't get caught after purposefully sabotaging one of the King's devices. Wukong still took the fall for it, but for being the accomplice he still got a pretty extreme punishment.
And for the small doodle of TT Red trying to sleep... Well, I remembered that one ask I read on TT Red indulging in very cutesy stuff to not make himself like King Red. And while stuck in their current position he had an extremely hard time sleeping through the pain.
So... Wukong, knowing full well that the object couldn't be used to break them out but would still be quite "embarrassing" for someone like King Red to have around in his fortress, decided to grant TT Red's request of receiving something cutesy to help him sleep through the night.
That just so happened to be a Fluttershy doll (mlp looks so cutesy doesn't it? Also if Red probably had to choose his favorite would've most likely been between Rainbow Dash and Twilight Sparkle. But Fluttershy is absolutely NOT who he sees himself relating to (he actually does but doesn't know it) and chose that pony in particular. It's also the most soft looking main character there is).
[DKR and TT Red belong to @purble-turble]
#Prisoner trio#Lmk#Lmk au#lego monkie kid#digital art#time travel#demon king red#traditional art#sketch#doodle#🌸mine#Tbh I've been wanting to write a full Prisoner Trio fic lately#It's just kinda hard to start. Because there's lots of things that gotta be expressed.#Also it's just REALLY HARD to write consistent Angst. Even for me as a huge whumper it's really hard to without#SOMETHING being positive every once and a while. It'd feel more like a Rollercoaster honestly.#And I doubt I'd be able to pull off something like that.#Maybe in the future since I already covered how Wukong got caught in the past and Red's capture is already canon in the fic#All I need is to make a more in depth Macaque and then figure out One: The time frame for them to remain captured#And Two: How long will it be until they break out/submit to their fate#Also how do I make King Red the most brutal bastard out there lol#Lots of things to plan out. Too much screaming and crying#Would it be pleasant to read? No not at all. Isn't that the point? YES ABSOLUTELY#in other words... Maybe in the future. But for now I need to figure out the finer details before tackling such a harrowing project#Just my two cents Kay?
22 notes
·
View notes
Text
txt on a break !! 😭😭☹️☹️🤧
#I’m so glad they’re taking a break I’m going to cry ☹️#they needed it#I hope they have a long rest and get to spend lots of time with their family#I really didn’t think bighit would listen to us and give them all a break tbh#I’m so happy ☹️☹️😭😭😭#I love tubatu#tubatu <3!
36 notes
·
View notes
Text
Blyke in Season 3.
This is my prediction. With the way Season 2 ended, I think they’ll find Blyke months later looking something like this.
Shit happens to people in prison. Terrence was murdered in his cell, Rein was worried about being killed by other inmates, hell, Blyke’s already pretty banged up in the finale and he’s been there for 2.5 seconds. Not to mention that the Authorities seem to have no problem torturing kids *COUgh* Keon.
Perhaps it’s a bit pessimistic, but the story’s been getting a lot darker lately. I doubt Blyke’s getting out of prison without a little extra trauma at least.
Latest Chapter as of Prediction: Side Story — Triple Threat (1)
#blyke unordinary#unordinary#Prediction#Drawing in my diary again#art#unordinary spoilers#normally the spoiler warning is at the top but not this time bc it’s an image post#I changed his expression so many times#I was going for that resigned kind of dead inside look#At first it looked too angry#and then it looked just like nothing#totally nuetral face#then it looked too sad#like he was gonna cry#and then I got this#many more iterations along the way#Was worried about damaging my paper the amount of times I erased his eyebrows#Tbh I think I still fucked it up#Also I spent awhile on the background and you can barely see it#could’ve just made it gray ngl#I also spent a long time on this band of light on him#like as if someone had opened a door and light shined through#but I got rid of it#Waste of my DAMN time smh#I’m rlly proud of the hair though#Shit happens in Lovun Prison#Is all of that blood his? Who knows.#also I drew all those cuts in different stages of healing be proud of me#This was supposed to be a doodle/warmup I did NOT expect it to take all day#Ngl Im really glad I turned my sketchbook sideways for this one bc the lined paper reminds me of prison bars like this
43 notes
·
View notes