#i cried everytime i watch this trailer

[athousandbyeol]

"three things will last forever: faith, hope and love. and the greatest of these is love."

[seriously-nobody]

Hey I figured I should do a lil about me type thing. Plz don't judge too harshly again this is my actual life. So anyway here we go! 😵‍💫

@all-things-ghostly thx for this idea

I was born in 2004 in Newport Beach and grew up in sunny southern California, specifically one city over from Anaheim. And yes, I went to Disneyland, quite often actually. I'd say I went maybe 2-3 times a month or if it was around the holidays or a special event it was every weekend if I could. So, needless to say, I know Disneyland pretty well. Unfortunately, I had to move out of California in 2017, but that's a story for another day.

I was, for a long time, afraid of the mansion, surprisingly enough. The only thing I was afraid of was the pop up ghosts so everytime I passed the gate to the graveyard I'd close my eyes until the ghost host said his line "Ah there you are." and I knew I was safe. That was until a friend of mine who was a few years older than me took me through it and pointed out which graves had pop ups and when they usually spring up. I wanna say that I was around 5 or 6 when this happened. O also I remember the beating heart bride before Constance kicked her out lmao. I remember not being afraid of her because she just kinda chilled out there, she was super pretty according to mini me. My parents r super mega Disney fans and we used to go to an actual Disney club in CA and I remember it was a big announcement at our monthly meeting that a new ghost was taking over the attic and it was super exciting. I also remember when they announced they were installing Hattie into the mansion again and it was super cool to me since I already knew the history of the figure.

Anyway enough about the mansion (for now). For a long time my favorite attraction in the park was Splash Mountain. Yes I understand everything now but back when they were taking it out I had no idea about song of the south and the underlying story of it all. Now that I understand tho, I can say that it was super problematic and really shouldn't have been there. I really just thought it was about cute fluffy animals singing about a rabbit escaping death and u get wet. I mostly liked it because it had a single rider line and it was nice to ride alone on a hot day.

I'd say Indiana Jones was my 2nd favorite, even tho their single rider was kinda on and off sometimes, and I didn't come around to actually riding it for fear of the mummies that come out at you, that big projection of kali that appears on the cieling in the skull room, and the giant snake, until I was 6 or 7. I say 6 or 7 because again that same friend helped me through it. But after I got through it with my eyes open I loved it.

Ok enough of park rambling because I could probably talk about the parks until I die and I still wouldn't be finished talking. So I moved away from Cali sadly and I had to part with the park and characters I so loved. I wouldn't say I forgot about my love for these characters but I would say it faded, a lot actually. So let's talk recent, like early July 2023. I forgot what movie I was watching but I remember seeing a certain trailer before the movie that hit me over the head with a comically sized cartoon hammer. I remember seeing the purple wallpaper and I got real confused because I didn't hear /anything/ about there being another HM movie much less a scary one. Like this trailer made me so incredibly happy I cannot even tell u. When I saw that jerky constance in the corner shot I damn near cried. I was finally getting a more scary Haunted Mansion movie WITH ACTUAL HAUNTED MANSION CHARACTERS. Ya that went on the calendar real quick. Then I saw it in theaters and o my god was that THE hatbox ghost?? O my god??? They put him in here! O... o no... he's... he's evil... and he's so sassy and stupid... And then I fell. I not only fell for Alistair but I also fell back in love with characters and places I hadn't been since I was 13. And that love that had faded from being away for so long grew vibrant and close again. Ok quit it with the gushy mushy shit, me. Anyway so I really loved this movie and I had a Tumblr account at the time. I mean I wasn't posting anything but I had it to look into cool niche Fandoms. So I did just that. I didn't expect like anything but I was overjoyed to see so many people loving characters that I feel don't get enough of it.

And the rest, as they say, is history.

[iced-souls]

So i watched guardians of the galaxy Vol 3 yesterday, and i am going to speak about it now so

be warned there may be SPOILERS FOR GUARDIANS OF THE GALAXY VOL 3 BELOW if you don’t wan’t that

So swoosh on past this if now if ya don’t want that.

Anywhizzle

I FUCKING LOVED IT SO GODDAMN MUCH.

AUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHH

Top 3 things, the choreography (i think thats what you call it)— ESPECIALLY in this one scene where they’re all fighting a bunch of dudes in a hallway— it looks so good. The music, obviously, especially the one in the trailer, everytime i hear that song now I’m gonna get flashbacked to this movie and there will be a 50-50 percent chance that i will start crying again—.

And then the characters. GOD DAMN THE CHARACTERS.

OUGH GUYS

I LOVE FLOOR SO GODAMN MUCH.

Oh and rocket, floor, teefs, and Lylla’s friendship i cherish so much

I love floors happy dances and their absolute gremlin energy.

I drew them all. I love them so much here:

God i drew them looking at the sky too because that’s what happened and they’re all happy together and nothing else happened.

I’ll put that drawing in another post

Oh my god and my sibling gave the realization about draxums ending to the movie, which is when he’s saying goodbye to mantis and then she leaves while he goes and starts dancing with everyone else. But he cries a little when she leaves. And it’s probably cause the circumstance is the same way he met his wife, where everyone else was dancing except for her.

Oh and then mantis’s last scene i gotta say she looked frickin epic, literally that one character in game of thrones with the 3 dragons. Except instead of dragons it’s giant rainbow spitting space octopus things.

Imma stop talking now before a ramble about every other little thing i loved but i have to say that it has been brought into my top 3 movies. Along side the Mitchell’s vs the machines and rottmnt movie.

[wytchia]

ok so tell me: which movie the NH boys would choose to watch? Oppenheimer or Barbie?

I love this question! Apologies if some of the characters are OC, I haven't played or talked about this game in a LONG time

NIGHTMARE HAREM :

OPPENHEIMER OR BARBIE ?

𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕚𝕒

I feel like he would want to watch Oppenheimer at first because he thinks Barbie is too ''girly''

And he's the future king so a movie about politics is necessary...right?

We all know that Mefy is the only one with a brain in their family...

But let's be honest, in reality this man is a Barbie movie watcher.

When he saw the trailer and heard people talk about it, he gave up all motivation he had for Oppenheimer and RAN to get tickets

He tried to get Levy to come with him, but he said no

That one guy to dress in full pink and yell ''HI BARBIE'' ''HI KEN'' at every single person he sees.

Every. Single. One.

He cries at the ending and he probably spent the whole movie insulting the antagonists

When he goes back home, he starts a deep conversation at dinner about feminism and womanhood

Does he buy Barbie merch? Fuck yes, he does.

Probably bitched for 20 minutes to Kaim about having seen Mikael at the theater

𝕃𝕖𝕧𝕪

Oppenheimer.

I do not take any objections, this man goes to see Oppenheimer.

He spends his days reading books about war and military tactics, there's no way he wouldn't want to watch a movie about war and bombs

Plus he believes it makes him more mature than Lucia

In reality, the simple fact that Lucia asked him to go see Barbie together was enough for him to completely boycott the movie.

He's embarassed by Lucia's new greetings tactics

He goes with Mefy and is amazed by the plot of the movie

He's not a fan of the more dramatic side of the story, he finds it quite boring. But he LOVES the whole military and war aspect of it.

He probably asks Lucia to add a bomb to their weapons, afterall it would be perfect to annihilate the angels !

Totally no risks whatsoever, right?

He definitely has a list of advantages for it and notes he took while watching the movie.

Lucia said no.

You would think this man would go see Barbie, right? Afterall, he just got those Barbie vibes

𝕄𝕖𝕗𝕪

WRONG.

This guy goes to Oppenheimer, he thinks Barbie is too boring and not violent enough

What did you expect?He ordered the execution of his two brothers and closest servants in his bad ending

He doesn't care that Barbie actually hasa deeper meaning, it doesn't have near enough pain and despair for him to be interested by it

He just want to see people suffer

Isn't rooting for any camp in the movie

He's rooting for the bomb to explode on everyone

Goes with Levy to see the movie and takes mental notes for his evil plans

Mikael immediately throws them away once he receives them

Giggles when there's a tragic scene and rolls his eyes everytime a character survives

He wants everyone to perish

He's the guy to spoil the ending to the next wave of people going inside the room

He's not sorry about it

He would go watch Barbie to spoil it to Lucia later

He goes to see Barbie for two reasons

𝕆𝕤𝕨𝕒𝕝𝕕

The first one being Kurt and his damned sad puppy eyes

The second one being that Oppenheimer is way too intense for him. We know for a fact that Oswald is a very soft person and that he tries to keep control over the reaper side of himself so there's no way he's going to see a movie about war

And the movie would make him sad

He would also probably go crazy just by the blood on the screen

Therefore he goes to see Barbie and he might put on some pink accents and accessories just to make Kurt happy

But nothing more, he really doesn't want to stand out in the crowd.

Despite his best efforst to stay discret, he will be flirted with by TONS of people

A big muscular guy going to see Barbie ? Anyone would be luckuy to have him

Spends half of hi paycheck on the arcade games and on snacks because it's Kurt's first time going to the movie theater and he wants the boy to have the time of his life

He went with Kaim and Kurt, but somehow Noel ended up tagging along

Nobody knows how or why, Noel is just there.

Neither, he's too busy and he really doesn't care.

𝕂𝕒𝕚𝕞

If he really had a choice, he would go see Oppenheimer because it's more realistic and could potentially be useful for the upcoming war in Nightmare

Sadly, he doesn't actually have a choice and is dragged to go see Barbie with Lucia

Lucia really didn't take Levy's rejection very well

He has to stop Lucia from screaming ''HI BARBIE'' or ''HI KEN'' at every single stranger they see

Is actually embarassed by Lucia's antics and just wishes to go back to the manor

His headache worsen when Lucia and Mikael sports each other and start to argue in the movie theater

He's this close to leave without Lucia

Swears to himself that he won't even go see a movie to a movie theater again

He ends up going again with Kurt and Oswald because Kurt gave him the sad puppy eyes.

Please someone let this man rest

𝕂𝕦𝕣𝕥

Barbie.

And Kaim gets him a little pink suit just for the occasion.

Let's be honest, Kurt is just a child and seeing how sensible he was in the game, I think he deserves to go see a more upbeat and colorful movie than Oppenheimer.

Especially since he lives in a place where war is a common reality, I believe that making him go see Oppenheimer would just make him worry even more about the conflicts between the angels and demons in Nightmare.

And he's a sweetheart so he deserves to go have some fun and laugh !

Probably asked Kaim what was a gynecologist after the movie

Kaim regretted going against his self-promise

He totally begged Oswald and Kaim to come with him and he spent the whole movie whispering to them

Ends up whispering to Noel instead and they become friends

Barbie.

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If he could, he would rent out the whole move theater just to not see anyone and watch his damn movie in peace

He just hates other people

This man doesn't give a shit about potential military tactics or war, he has Ricardo for that

And he's nuts enough fpor the both of them

So he goes to watch Barbie and bringes Noel with him because he needs someone to gossip with

He's the type to give judgemental stares at other people in the queue

Ricardo tags along and ends up complaining about it despite not being forced to come

He was even strongly encouraged to not come at all

When he sees Lucia in the movie theater he immediately makes snippy comments and snarky remarks about his outfit

Mikael wouldn't dress in full pink, but he would add pink undertones to his robes

This man is clearly HOOKED by the plot of the movie

He's LIVING it

Can and will shush anyone else talking during the movie. He just wants the premium experience and he won't let those peons ruin it for him

Just like Kaim, he doesn't care. He doesn't have time for this.

ℕ𝕠𝕖𝕝

But Mikael requested he joins him to go see Barbie.

So obviously he will go see Barbie.

He will also wear pink accessories and undertones of his usual attire, just like Mikael

He finds the Kens annoying and overall thinks most of the characters are creepy

Like why are they always smiling ??

He ends up being invested and probably slapped/ shushed Ricardo at least 5 times in the frist 20 minutes of the movie

Please make this man shut up

Ends up getting lost in the bathroom and almost murders Lucas, but Mikael finds him before he does

Later on, Ricardo will drag him to go see Oppenheimer

He hates it. Not because of the plot but because Ricardo and his ''friends'' won't keep quiet for 5 minutes

He feels weird after the movie...Almost sad. It hit too close to home for his comfort. He usually doesn't mind bloos, he's an assassin afterall...But he didn't like the tight feeling in his chest during the dramatic scenes.

Almost murders Lucas in the bathroom again

But this time no one comes to find him

Ricardo forgot him at the movie theater

Noel is just standing there wondering what to do and spots Oswald,Kaim and Kurt from afar

He ends up watching Barbie a second time

He's pissy about being near them, especially Oswald, but he won't stop followi9ng them around either

He befriends Kurt

Mikael sends out a search party for him the next morning since he went to sleep to the demons' manor

Decides to tag along to go see Barbie

ℝ𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕕𝕠

He will wear pink undertones like Mikael and if anyone dares to make fun of it they get a gun to their temple

He almost gets kicked out of the movie theater

Will make fun of Mikael and Noel all long the movie even though he's just as into it as them

Probably that one guy that doesn't see why Ken is the antagonist and doesn't understand the hidden message of the movie

He still boos Ken every time he appears on screen for shit and giggles

And whistle Barbie

For shit and giggles

Lucia accidentally says ''HI KEN'' to him and he was traumatised by the very lewd answer Ricardo gave him in return

Throws popcorn at the screen

Overall, he guy no one wants to have in their room at the movie theater

After he goes to see Oppenheimer with some friends

He drags Noel along to make him ''man up''

Ah toxic masculinity at it's finest

He ends p forgetting him at the movie theater

He's having the time of his life and laugh at everyone tragic scene

He hates every single character

But ta the edn, he grows attached to them and is on the edge of his seat

He will find a way to get Mikael to agree with a bomb fro the army

And he will totally spoil both movies to everyone just to be an asshole

Probably goes to both of them.

𝕃𝕦𝕔𝕒𝕤

He has no friends, please go with him

He somehow guesses the ending of both movies

He still cries at the ending of both movies and has no one to comfort him because he went alone

He absolutely loved Barbie and it only reinforced his feminist mindeset

Oltea has that effect on people

He wears a full bright pink outfit and gets so many compliments for it when he goes to see Barbie

He probably befriends the person sitting next to him

When he goes to the bathroom and sees Noel, he's thrilled to see the other man also went to see Barbie!

He ends up with a knife to his throat

When he goes to see Oppenheimer, he just gets sad

Why can't everyone find peace ? Why must people resolve their conflicts with violence and cruelty ?

Just like Noel, it hits too close to home for his comfort and he almost has a mental breakdown

He gets comforted by a group of nice ladies and when he goes to the bathroom to freshen up he sees Noel

Another knife to the throat!

Ends up going to a nearby bar with the group of ladies that comforted him and he finally found some friends

He's apart of the girls' club now

[eufezco]

STAY SAFE || EDDIE MUNSON X READER

IN WHICH you are the only person that knows where to find Eddie. >> english isn't my first language

You were feeling sick. You hadn't gone out of your house since you knew about what happened to Chrissy. The first day you tried to find Eddie after knowing what happened in his trailer, but then the people, the cops, the newspaper, everyone started to accuse him of doing that horrible thing to her and you just couldn't take it. You hadn't seen your friends since that day, and they called you, visited your house, Steve even tried to climb up the roof of your house.

You thanked that no one except your closest friends knew about you and Eddie, no cops knocking on your door and no reporters harassing you. You just had to lie to your parents by saying that you were too affected by what happened to Chrissy and that's how you got no one questioning your now three-day stay at home. You called Eddie every day but his phone seemed to be dead, at some point you just called him to hear his stupid answering device. At nights you barely could sleep. You wanted to call Robin for her to sleep with you but as much as you loved her, she could not replace him. You decided to keep your radio in your closet, everytime you turned it on they were saying awful things about Eddie and calling him that terrible word that starts with the letter m. They thought adding 'alleged' before it, it would sound better. You never thought you would hear the word murderer followed by Eddie's name.

The last day you were locked in your home before you finally went out, you thought about everything you've heard on the radio, seen unintentionally on the TV when your parents were watching the news, read in that newspaper your dad left in the kitchen counter and when you saw Eddie's picture on the front page, your eyes couldn't help but read the title and start crying. You thought about what your family had told you thinking they were soothing the pain you felt after the loss of a friend but the only thing they were doing was making you want to put yourself in Eddie's place so he didn't have to go through all this anymore. You thought about him, about how much it hurt you that he was going through this alone, about if he would think you thought he was guilty but more important, about where Eddie could be hiding.

You forced yourself to remember every place Eddie had ever talked to you about. That night you cried yourself to sleep because of the overwhelm. No one would ever believe you if you told them that the perfect place appeared in your dreams. During that night, the day you drove Eddie to his friend Rick's house started to play in your mind while you slept. It was almost as if your subconscious wanted to find Eddie too. The next morning you slid into your Hellfire t-shirt and you cover it with a jacket so you didn't make it obvious.

You bursted into Family Video, your friends on the other side of the counter turning around immediately to see who entered the store. "I think I know where to find Eddie." Robin and Steve looked at each other, Max's eyes were about to pop out of her sockets and Dustin was as astonished as the rest of them but he was the only one who reacted. "Shit." The boy let out. Your legs felt weak as you stood in front of them, not really knowing what they thought about everything going around Eddie. Well, you didn't know what three of them thought about him, of course Dustin was on Eddie's side. The boy visited your house after it became public Chrissy's death and Eddie as a prime suspect. Even though you didn't open the door, Dustin stayed there, sitting outside of your house talking to you not caring about you not answering back or not opening the door.

"I know this is a mess, but I know that he had nothing to do with Chri- with what happened. You know Eddie better than anyone but I know Eddie too, and my friend would never do something like that. You have to trust the Eddie you know, y/n."

"I- I need your help to find him. Please." Dustin was in the moment you stepped into the store, Max was also into your plan without thinking twice. Robin did not hesitate either, and Steve was in too after mentioning how bad you looked and smelt, Robin giving him a smack on the back of the neck. You five got into Steve's car and he drove to the address you gave him. Dustin and Max asked about how that place came to your mind and Robin claimed how that seemed the perfect place to hide. Steve parked at the door of Rick's house. It was located in the middle of nowhere and it was dark so every one of you took a flashlight. Dustin banged the door of the house, he was not even knocking anymore, it looked like he was trying to break it down and he rang the doorbell almost to its ashes. You were starting to get anxious when not even Dustin's screams were being answered. "Okay, he's clearly not here." Steve mentioned. You sat with your back against the door in completely desperation. Where else could he be? Robin kneeled trying to comfort you, her soft hand caressing yours, your face hidden in your hands as your knees were against your chest. Max called your name but you didn't want to know or do anything else, you wanted to go home, locked yourself up again and think.

"Stay here, we're going to take a look at the boathouse." You didn't say anything but Robin knew you did hear her. Your eyes began to water while you waited for your friends to come back, you were left alone with just a flashlight and your thoughts which was way worse than leaving you with a gun. A loud noise came out of the boathouse and made you stand up on your foot, running to where your friends went to check that everyone was fine. You entered the cabin stumbling on your foot and that's when you saw Eddie, your heart almost stopped beating at that moment. He had a broken bottle pointing at Steve's throat while the others seemed not to know how to handle the situation. You called Eddie's name using a soft tone in your voice that was practically a whisper, hard to hear for anyone but not for Eddie who had missed the sound of your voice so much he could swear he would hear you from the other side of the world. The moment Eddie turned to look at you, the broken bottle at Steve's throat fell to the ground. "Y/n." Eddie cried out your name. You ran into his arms as he hugged you against his body tighter than ever, his head hidden in the crook of your neck and your arms around his neck. "I'm sorry y/n. I'm so sorry." He sobbed on your shoulder. "It's okay, Eddie. I know you did nothing. We know you did nothing. We're here to help you." Your hand caressed his messy hair, reassuring him that everything was gonna be okay, that you all were on his side. You both separated, him noticing the dark circles under your eyes, the baggy clothes that you were wearing, and how red and tired your eyes looked, and you obviously noticed how scared Eddie looked, he even flinched when you tried to hold his hand.

Eddie stared at Max, Steve, and Robin, his whole body trembling. You never got the chance to introduce them and their first time meeting being like this felt so wrong. "Hmm- These are my friends." You and Dustin introduced them to Eddie. "We're here to help you. We're on your side." Dustin reassured Eddie while Robin examined Steve's neck. Eddie sat down on the floor and you kneeled in front of him, looking for his gaze when you noticed he was trying to avoid looking at you in the eyes. "We want to know what happened." Robin kneeled next to you. "You won't believe me." You took his hand between yours. "Try us." Eddie looked at Max. If you only had told him everything that happened last summer, he would be one hundred percent sure that you all would believe him and he could've come to you instead of running away. He started to relate what happened with Chrissy in his trailer, your heart beating so fast you could feel it in your throat, your thumb caressing the back of his hand as his lips trembled and he looked shocked. You shared a look with Steve when Eddie mentioned that it seemed like something was inside Chrissy. "You all think I'm crazy, right?"

"No, babe. We believe you."

"No. We don't think you're crazy."

You and Dustin tried to comfort him at the same time. "Don't bullshit me, guys! I know how this sounds!" You took a deep breath while Eddie finally snapped. Of course if he would've told anyone else, they would've thought Eddie was crazy, but not the five of you after all you've been through. "Look, what I'm about to tell you might be a little difficult to take. You know how people say Hawkins is... cursed?" Eddie's eyes finally looked at you, his angry and desperate face softened. Having your hands connected to his, and having you sitting so close to him, Eddie being able to feel the warmth of your body were some of the things in the long list he created of things he thought he would never feel again. "They're not way off." Dustin finished the sentence for you. The boy told him about the Upside Down and about the type of creatures that live in it. You, Robin, Max, and Steve went silent when Eddie and Dustin started to make the weirdest assumptions. You've heard that name before. Eddie had mentioned Vecna before, but you thought it was just a character of his game, not a real thing.

"We'll wait for you outside." Steve guided everyone else out of the cabin, leaving you and Eddie alone. Your head fell onto Eddie's chest, his hands caressing the back of your head keeping you close to him. "I've missed so much. I was so scared." You murmured. Eddie's lips kissed the top of your head. "I've missed you too, sweetheart. I've been so scared too." You assumed that by just looking at his eyes. "I can stay here with you." Eddie shook his head. As much as he wanted you to, he couldn't do this to you. "Well, then I'll come back tomorrow, I'll have Steve to drive me and I'll bring you food and clothes and a sleeping bag. You need anything else?" He shook his head again. You unzipped your jacket and handed it to him. "Keep it, so you won't be cold at night." Eddie noticed how you were wearing your Hellfire t-shirt, his eyes shining and a little smile on his lips. When he placed your jacket on his shoulder, a wave of your scent hit him. His jaw clenched, he didn't want to cry in front of you. He grabbed both of your cheeks and captured your lips with his, stifling his cry with your lips. "I was so scared y/n. I thought I'd lost you, I thought I'd never see you again, I thought you believed that I-" You shook your head. "Never, Eddie. Never doubted you, not even for a second." You grabbed his hands on your cheek and gave them a soft squeeze. "I promise you we will fix this." You and your friends would figure something out as you've done before, but for now, your only plan was to protect Eddie and make sure that no one would find him. But as Robin said, if you did find him it was only a matter of time before someone else did too.

Before you left, you repeated to him multiple times how much you loved him and you told him to remember that you were with him. Eddie wasn't capable of going more than five seconds without kissing your lips, your cheeks, your nose, thinking it could be the last time his lips touched those parts of you. "Please, Eddie, stay safe."

[freedominthedarkmp3]

Me while watching movies, films, TV series, miniseries, docufilms, motion pictures, and the news

The thing is that you can always count on me to always be moved to tears during movies

[missgay17]

WASHING MACHINE HEART 2- EDDIE MUNSON

Genre: Angst Warning: None

DO NOT POST WITHOUT THE CREATOR'S PERMISSION

Washing machine heart

Eddie looked at you with pure happiness and you thought that he'll kiss you but he stopped in there just to look at the other direction.

"i didn't say it to you but I love you! you make me happy and i don't know what to do without you! please come back to my life, sweetheart." He said practically begging and you know you have a sweet spot for him. A soft spot that was only for him.

"i take you back to my life." you said and it brought joy in his life. You can see that Eddie was happy to be with you.

That's a start of a great relationship. You never knew that you're here holding Eddie's face as he slept beside you. He's face is so soft that you can use it as a pillow. You're staring for too long but as he fell asleep beside you, it's actually not you in his mind.

You smiled at him as you closed your eyes. It's still the past of Chrissy and Eddie in your mind. The weeks of pain. The weeks of sleepless nights. The weeks of crying. You know that Chrissy would always have special spot in his heart but you'd love to have even just a little spot for you in his heart because you're that desperate to be love by him.

It's like months of being with him and everytime that you both spend with each other, Eddie started to love you as you. He's even surprised that you're not that hard to love but even though he knows that he loves you, Chrissy and him. It always remind him that Chrissy and you are different.

Weeks before your 7th monthsary, he became cold and that's the part you know that you'll end up in one of those night again.

"I'll go for some deal. I'll be back later!" Eddie said as he left the trailer.

"okay love, take care and I love you." you said and he didn't respond as you watched him left the trailer like he always do but this is as bad as it is when Chrissy was still alive.

You know that sooner or later, he'll be the same Eddie who love Chrissy more than you and you're back again with the same pain every night.

It's the same every night. He'll go and went with some deals as you stay inside the trailer but lucky for you, Max was just beside Eddie's trailer so you would often go in there to hang out.

"you know, you're not really bad as they say you are." Max said and you're confused by what she said.

"do I look like a bad person?" you asked and she nodded which caused you to laughed.

"it's just people who's associated with Eddie are mostly freaks that is as bad as him except for Mike and Dustin."

"Just Mike and Dustin? What about Lucas? He's also a sweet young man." you said and Max groaned as you laughed at her reaction.

"Lucas? really? He's cool and popular but he's as bad as Jason and I don't really see the old Lucas in this new Lucas. It's like he changed and I am still here at the old Max phase of my life struggling to get out." she said and you went to hugged her.

"you're never going to change if you think that growing up is a competition and it's not a race, Max." you said to her and she cried at your shoulder as you rubbed her back.

"Eddie is lucky to have you. I honestly think that you can be a great sister and I wish you meet Billy before so you can teach him how to be a good sibling." she joked and you laughed.

"that's exactly the problem. Eddie, I may be better for others but Chrissy will always be the one he loves." you said and Max looked up at you as she removed her head at your shoulder.

"it's impossible. Eddie loves you and I know it. Trust me." Max said making sure that he loves you. You left Max's trailer to go to Eddie's trailer still no trace of Eddie inside but his uncle, Wayne is sleeping inside.

You went inside the trailer as Eddie's uncle woke up and saw you just got inside.

"Good morning, (your name). Is Eddie here now?" He asked and I shake my head no.

"Let's just eat breakfast together and he'll probably go eat with us later." you said and smiled but his uncle know that something's wrong.

"You're a great young lady and it hurts to hear you cry most of the time because of Eddie. I like you for him but he doesn't see you as important as that girl who died. I know it hurts but it's the truth." he said and tears went pouring down your cheeks as his uncle wiped it.

"You're like a daughter to me too and I don't want to see get hurt. I suggest that you have to talk this out with him." as soon as he said that. You grabbed your things and went outside the trailer as you drove by your car.

You know where Eddie is and you're right that he's in there seems to be waiting for someone but he saw you as you went closer to him and sat in front of him.

"I need to talk to you." you said but he kept on declining it saying that he had other things to do that you should just go home and that's when you lost it.

"I know who you pretend I am, Eddie. You pretend I am Chrissy because you're still in love with her! The night that we had our first date, I dressed up the same way as Chrissy. I didn't even wear my usual lipstick because I thought you'll kiss that night but it never happened! I know that everytime you close your eyes, you hope that I am Chrissy! I am done being like her because you're still in love with her!" you yelled at him which caused him to look at you with pure shocked.

"what are you talking about? I love you the way you are." that's a lie. you know that he loves you because you're acting like Chrissy.

"No. you love the idea of me being Chrissy but not the idea of me being myself. I know that this will hurt so much but I am breaking up with you. I'm done thinking of you while you still think about her." you said as you grabbed the notes from your bag. It's a love letter of Eddie for Chrissy after she died. Tears are running from your eyes as you left him in there. Maybe this is how he want this to end up but for you, you want him and only him. The universe was always unfair for you and you know that for sure.

[citricacidprince]

I don't usually do game recs but since this game has made me cry more than any other game ever I'm just gonna go ahead and do it

Like yeah I cry a lot, especially watching movies/reading books/playing games, but this game.... Holy shit I've cried about 10 separate times it ain't even funny anymore

Spiritfarer is an amazing game and for the love of all that is holy PLEASE play it

I got it cause I saw a trailer for the game and the 2D animation really stole my heart, it just looks so pretty!!!! Then I found out the game was about you helping ghosts pass on into the afterlife and then I REALLY wanted the game.

I am kinda, sensitive, about death in particular, mostly cause the concept of death terrifies me and I'm afraid I'm going to die one day without making a memberable mark on the world so you can say this game hit a really emotional mark in me. Everytime I had to say goodbye to a character, even if they weren't my favorite, it just hurt because each goodbye meant something entirely different to me.

One character, the entire time he says goodbye, just tells the PC how much he loves them, how they should never forget it, and they will always be by their side. This man wasn't even that good of a person, but despite all that I could just tell that every word he said he meant it. And it just made me cry really hard. One character says how the fear death, another says how tired they are, one doesn't even really realize what's happening, and one tells how he couldn't live without someone he lost.

Every single one of these made me cry, or at least tear up, and I just love it. Sure my face hurts and I'm constantly snotty, but it's worth it for such a gorgeous game with breathtaking writing

Sorry if that was a bit incomprehensible, I just cried real hard before writing this and just had to tell the world about how good this game is

Just,,, y'all play Spiritfarer it's really really good-

Update: while this was queued I finished the game and what the actual fuck, I think I'm just too stupidly emotional cause I didn't see that ending coming and the ending credits song made my already soft crying turn into full on bawling

It is 4/nearly 5 AM for me and this game has me cry harder and more often than any other game in my whole life

My face is red and hurts from me rubbing it, my eyes hurt, I have a headache from tears and I wanna nap

Please play Spiritfarer it's really good

[dalasteller]

shadow and bone spoilers! malina/mal fans this is not for you but it’s not pro-darklina either. i’m an alina x alina supremacist

so, somehow, the show made me like book!malina more than show!malina after weeks of thinking the opposite would be true. i don’t even like book!mal/malina, but my neutrality towards them is nothing compared to how much i detested show!malina.

I WANTED THE TV SHOW TO MAKE ME LOVE THEM. the trailers made me think i would!!! i'd heard screeners and reviewers talk about this epic love story that transcends everything—these two people who would do anything for each other—and i don't disagree, they definitely would. i just wish they would shut the fuck up about it.

sorry.

looking back, i'd rather the show gave us mal with flaws, who wasn't perfect to alina, who would die for her, but still said the wrong thing and flirted with other girls and was afraid of her power at first. archie did a great job. he just couldn't make me love mal, and neither could the writers opting to make him main character no. 2 and alina’s prince in shining armour who supports her endlessly and has never done anything wrong in his life ever. writers, please, why did you think that was a good idea? when i said i wanted a more likeable mal, i meant i wanted his flaws accompanied by positive traits, by compelling backstory, by personality outside of being alina's hot best friend who never noticed her. i didn't mean i wanted a guy who could be wrapped in a gift box and sold as a robo-boyfriend designed for romance.

no, i mean, they really did write him that way.

what i definitely didn't mean i wanted was over an hour of the show dedicated to watching mal’s perspective of hunting the stag and making besties with his military bros and writing letters to alina and getting shot at a bunch of times instead of letting the book characters who were already beloved by fans get the screentime they deserved. what i wouldn't do to have gotten more genyalina and well-written zoya instead of mal dissecting deer shit...

you would think with how much talk about malina basically being soulmates, childhood flashbacks, fighting and nearly dying for each other at least four times (and did i mention more narration about being soulmates?) that i would take the bait and just let malina set sail. but this show held me at gunpoint for eight hours straight and told me that these two are going to have the same cultural influence as new romeo and juliet and that if i disagree i am going to be killed on the spot. because of this, i have now died.

don't tell me what to do, narrative, because i'm not going to do it!

i am also annoyed that they took the time to redesign mal in perfect childhood-friends-to-lovers dreamboat fashion but refused to retcon zoya's stupid misogyny-fueled bitchy YA girl arc and instead made it even worse by having her be racist to alina? what was the thought process there? they seriously fucked her over. i tried to pretend it didn't happen moving forward but why do they want to use racism as a tool for developing a "bully" character anyway, especially a woc? am i meant to forget about it? they lost me there. i feel like the female characters, with the exception of inej, generally weren't given the same care the male characters were. there was a lot of sidelining in favour of mal's redemptive rewrite and the darkling's 15 minutes of half-assed backstory and crying in every scene for some reason. “make me your villain” .... okay, simpboy, i’ll try my best.

i've already talked about why i hated mal's role (i clarify his role, not his character, because there was literally nothing wrong with him and that’s why i hated him so much) but i'm going to address it from the perspective of my love for alina and why i think this decision was so disrespectful to her. alina in the books was already in need of more characterization, time for herself and her internal development as opposed to her relationship with the three male love interests she acquires through the series. somehow this show took a main character already underused in her own story (though at least the books are told from her pov) and neglected her even further. alina is tied almost entirely to her male counterparts, mal especially, but i'd say the darkling is used as a narrative rebound. i think they both have chemistry and can serve a purpose in the story but the emphasis on codependency is impossible to ignore.

in the first four episodes, every scene that could have been alina struggling to settle into a new life and dealing with the emotional weight of her pressure as a saint was instead about mal. she writes him letters, and cries over him, and slips him into conversations that have nothing to do with him, and gets sad after slipping him into conversations that have nothing to do with him, and can't use her power because she's thinking of him, and then only decides to fully accept her power because of his absence.

alina's feelings are lended to nothing but her missing mal. he isn't just her best friend and love, he's this colossal piece of her identity that she doesn't get to exist without, even when he's gone. the show's exhaustive attempt to make mal loveable and make malina an epic love story turns our female protagonist into a sulking, miserable shell of a character everytime he's mentioned, which, by the way, is like, every two minutes. and apparently it's necessary to draw parallels to the same three flashbacks in all of them. i knoowwwwwwww, they held hands and now they can't anymore, i knowwww. they ran through a meadow, i knowwwwwwwwwwwwww.

watching her scenes almost drove me to printing out a bechdel test and ticking off as many boxes as possible.

i hated it. it made me sad.

i wanted more alina. i want her power to be her own. i wanted that tension between her and mal in the books because his flaws gave her a chance to stand up for herself and say that she liked being powerful. that summoning is a part of her and she would never give it up. that there was a tinge of corruption, of greed, of wanting to be the sun summoner, and it was intriguing! mal's issue of not accepting alina's power allowed her to express how much it meant to her. i wanted the alina who said "the night was velvety black and strewn with jewels. the hunger struck me suddenly. i want them, i thought." i wanted a hint of the sun summoner who decided when it got dark and relished in it (yes i know this can be expanded upon in s2). alina has a cocky side, her insecurities are explored and she finds strength in her new gift and eventually has to find strength outside of it, but in the show the catalyst to her powers is mal. always. is it romantic? sure. but it's hard to enjoy the romance when all we see of alina is her romantic connection to mal. can't she be more than that?

[jennsmischievousmind]

Fucks not Found

One, but not done [END]

Ch1 Ghosts | Ch2 Florence | Ch3 A Matter of Seconds | Ch4 I need a Backdoor | Ch5 Die Hard | Ch6 White Flag | Ch7 Haunt the Living | Ch 8 One, but not done [end]

Seven sighed as One disappeared when it was time to pack everything "Is he always like that or is he just being purposefully annoying?”

“How the fuck would I know?!” Three slammed a crate on the ground, holding his back like an old man.

“Who?” you were all packing the mission’s gear in the Haunted House.

“One,”

“Purposefully, no doubt!” you chuckled.

Later you knocked on his trailer door,

"Old man, we have to talk,"

"Let me guess, you want a bigger trailer so you and skater boy could go at it, not gonna happen,"

"Hum .. not exactly, look I know it's the first rule you told us about, and we broke it, actually 4 of us broke it. We're human One,"

He sighed "I just.. need you to be focus on the job."

"We are fo-.."

"Getting shot prove that you were focus," he threw his phone on the desk

"Alright you got a point,"

"These numbers are for your own safety," he stated angrily "but I guess now it's all fucked up."

"Not necessarily, I mean, now we all know each other better, we have better bonds,"

"Tell me about it," you smirked at his saying "... actually don't," he furrowed his eyebrows as you chuckled.

"Think about it," you pointed out as you were stepping out "this team, could do so much more,"

He nodded and something snapped.

"Hold on," he rummaged through a drawer to finally hand you a silver key, his eyes changed for a second “Might be cliché but he would have been proud.”

Smiling slightly at One, you left to open your brother's safe.

There were photographs, a few envelopes with the same cachet and a P/O box address on it.

One of the photographs, in black and white yellowed by the time showed your Mamma and Papa at your age in front of the Coliseum, looking happy as ever, the warmth of their smiled enveloping you instantly. Another one with your Mamma in swims wear gracefully sat on the sand, holding both of you. You were so tiny, wearing terrible hats and frowning at the sun. You found yourself laughing, a tear landing on the envelope’s corner behind the pictures.

Setting aside those pictures, you flicked the envelope open. Eyes scanning the document multiple times you were not sure what you were reading. Palm against your agape mouth, you read the main text.

 “Dear Anonymous donator,

We would like to thank you for all these years of generosity. Your help has given access healthcare to people in dread need of it. With the help of caring people such as yourself, we have been able to afford the construction of a new volunteer centre, which will provide a facility to help maximize the amount of lives we can save.

Your last donation in date had us all profoundly touch and grateful.

We will never not be thankful enough. We wish we had a name to put on the facility’s wall. But we respect your privacy and so we’ll stop asking from now on.

All proceeds of your donations advance our lifesaving mission.

Thank you, dear anonymous donator.“

The tears blurred your vision until you couldn't see through it. He had found his anchor.

You cried, not of sadness but of proudness. For you he was still the kid throwing stones on the neighbor’s roof, the one who couldn’t sleep on stormy nights, the teen who cried when his crush rejected him. He was your anchor for years.

One paid you much more than you needed to live. You assumed now your brother had donated the payment. And all these years when he worked multiple jobs... it all became clear.

"You were the better twin, baby brother!" You mumbled to yourself.

Weeks later the Donations continued yet the anonymous donator had a found an alias.

Six

Passing by the pool you stopped once more before leaving the scorching desert until One would need you.

Weeks ago you brother was laughing at you on the other side of this very pool, these memories were gold now, they didn’t make you sad anymore, you grinned remembering him holding his chest while laughing on the ground, little fucker.

“Hey luv,”

“Hey,” he sat next to you on the edge of the empty pool

"So we're out?" His hand snaked around your waist bringing you closer.

"Not for now," you smiled thinking about this time spend with this weird squad, eager for a new operation.

“So where shall we go until next,”

“You're ready to stick with me? Are you mad?" He laughed as you touched his forehead for any kind of fever.

"Banged my head a few times yeah, but I'm pretty sure I'm mad...about you."

"God you spent to much time around One." He gently reached for your jaw turning your head to him, the blush creeping on your cheeks not helping to hide that you actually liked that he was ready to come with you anywhere, he leaned in for a quick kiss.

.

The warm air and sounds of busy streets of Italy passing through the ajar window woke you up. Looking at your watch on the bedside table you immediatly turn your back to it, snuggling back into Four's chest. Too early. The night was short.

"What do you say about Transylvania?" he mindlessly ran pattern on your back with his warm fingers.

"For what? Vampire retreat?"

"Hiking, but I can bite" feeling his teeth of soft spot on your neck you squirmed.

"Aouch, alright, we'll go to Transylvania tomorrow. I got to see my brother first."

He nodded, his smile sliding off.

"What?"

"I'm...I'm not really comfortable with...mourning," he played with your fingers on his chest avoiding your look "I ..uh.."

"Calm down babe," you straddled him, the sheet sliding down your bare body "I'm not asking you to come with me." You chuckled at his concerned face, and his lost of attention at the sight of your naked body.

He sighed, "You know he was like a brother to me..." you tilted your head watching him

"That would be weird.." you removed your hands from his

"shit no not a brother," he caught your hands putting them right back on his chest" a .. a best friend,"

"Stop talking," you leaned in, enclosing his lips with yours. His hands immediatly reached your tighs, you felt a shiver ran his chest as your finger brushed his skin from his throat to his navel. A firm squeezed on your thighs made you giggled, he was so easy to trigger.

He sat up, one of his arm tightly set around your low back while the other snake to your back, his hand holding the back your neck. A lovely mess of tangled limbs in silk sheet was all you were. You pushed him back on the bed, holding his hands up his head.

You nibbled on his earlobe, and chuckled when he groaned at the ministrations trying to fight your hold on him. He could easily removed himself from your grip, guess he wouldn't this time.

Finding your way down his neck, chest, navel ... taking your sweet time until you reach the point of no return. He gasped, his head lolling back on the pillow "God I love Italy,"

.

“Ciao brother” cross seating at the grave of his fake death, there were flowers already with a cup of mochaccino beside it, you laughed, only One person could have done that. Glancing at your own grave, you shivered at your name engraved in the marble stone.

You recall the all mission as if your twin was there listening to you, “This one is for you, and the next, and the next.” You breathe in feeling tears coming up, “I kept your cross," you scoffed, "you can thank Four for that. As long as I have it, I’ll have you, mammà and papa with me promise.” kissing the cross you left a single tear rolled down your face.

One knew how to be a ghost, perfectly, no one could trace him, anyone but you. .... The gps tracker in his watch helped. If he knew, he’d probably wouldn’t be happy, but hey he is your cash source can’t lose an eye on him.

“So, that’s your secret!” looking at the little boy in the playground whom looked like the man beside you.

“Shit! He jumped

“Hey,” you grinned leaning on the grid, sliding your shades down.

“Aren’t you supposed to be OUT of Italy?” he groaned

“It’s my homeland One, what’d you expect?” you pointed at your wig and shades “Disguise,”

“It’s always better than Three’s in Vegas,” He joked “You’re kicked out, it’s immediate,” He stated, not even believing it himself.

“Yeaaaah, I don’t think so,” you nudged his shoulder. A ghost of a grin appeared knowingly.

"Do you follow everyone, or are you my private stalker?"

"You really wanna know!?" You shifted on your two feet, he got the idea that everyone had a stalker in the name of Eight.

"Cleavers," you used his own line

"Shut up," he answered tired of your shit, resulting in you laughing a bit too loud.

Regaining a sense of calm you felt he was still uneasy about you seeing his son. “Your secret is safe with me old man,” He nodded a tight smile on his lips, and somehow he knew he could trust you.

“Haunted house, in a week.”

“Noted.” Saluting with two-fingers you took a few steps back still eyeing him with fondness, proudness, maybe not just a cash source in the end. He flicked you off, a bright smile spread on your face.

“Where’s Four by the way?” he called out

“Somewhere on the roofs, he can’t help it.”

He lifted his head, you took this time to disappear around the corner.

Calling Four you stumble upon his voicemail “Skater boy, you better bring down your cute ass. We’re heading back to the Haunted House in a week. Mission 2 is coming. Love ya!”

A week later

"Please don't,"

"One, I only hugged her for a second," you rolled your eyes. Five was still holding your shoulders.

"Tell me you're not going to freak out everytime two of us are close,"

Two had a grin on, Five was being clingy on purpose. It had been a month since you've seen everyone, except Four and One. You had missed everyone, Five especially, after the parkour lessons, the incident on the yacht you had become close friends.

"Hey squad," Four let his skate rolled until it hit a wall. He reached you kissing your cheek, then sending you a wink as he took a seat next to Three. You eyed One, holding a laugh, Five carefully removed her hands from around your arm. Four looked dumbfounded as One sighed, staring at you. He then flung his arms in the air.

"Fucking Millennials!"

Thanks to everyone who read, liked, commented on Fucks not Found. It was fun to write, let me know what could be improved, I'm still working on my english that's why everything is not perfect and quite limited. Looking forward a new story. Thanks again.

A/N: don't forget to double tap if you liked it. 🙏

[together-from-afar]

I heard this song today and it reminded me so much of Hiccup and Toothless so i decided to do this edit. I didn't put much work in it so it looks like that. But yeah, this song made me so sad, i still haven't really realised the Httyd franchise is over now. For almost 6 years now, Httyd was and still is my reason to life. I didn't think about anything else. It was amazing to experience the Rtte era here on tumblr and twitter. These were seriously the best days. Then Rtte ended and for me it felt like the end of the world. I cried all night after the 6th season was released. But the franchise wasn't over yet , the fandom was still waiting for Httyd 3, so actually everything was okay. In June 2018, I went to the Httyd 3 preview at Annecy festival. It was the best day of my life, I met Simon Otto and so many other people who had the same passion as me and it was just amazing. The second trailer followed, and the closer the release of Httyd 3 came the more i wished it to just not get released. I hated how sad the trailers made meand how close the end has come. In December 2018 I got tickets for Httyd in concert in Luzern for Christmas. I went there with my best friend and we had so much fun. But then february came, i watched it the first time in the cinema on feb 3 with @katsukiski and 3 others frends. It was so sad and me and @katsukiski cried like so much and it felt like my life was over. I watched Httyd 3, in total 14 times in the cinema. The fandom slowly started dying. Everything just made me so sad many friends i made in the fandom left and not having Httyd to distract my mind, my cptsd and eating disorder really started to show, so I totally forgot the release of Homecoming because I was in the hospital. Until today my heart breaks everytime I think about the ending of the Httyd franchise. I miss my Hiccup and Toothless and the fandom so much. Still the support Httyd gives me is undescribable and without the franchise i would be dead by now. I will forever stay in this fandom even if i'm the only person left one day. I will always write fanfiction and forever Hiccup and Toothless will be the most important part of my life.

[zwiezraczek]

Blurb thing!! 16! She/Her with Four "I'm having a moody day today. Just stay away, okay?" Good luck and thank you 😊

Reckless [Blurb]

16. “This wasn’t planned at all.” // “I’m having a moody day today. Just stay away, okay?”

Thank you for this request nonnie! I hope you will like it! 💕

~~~

When you joined the Ghosts, you immediately clicked with Four, and before you could even think about it, he won your heart with his puppy eyes and sheepish smiles. But mostly his jokes. He was hilarious even in the worst situations, and you loved that. Soon after joining the crew, you started to date, first in secret, holding hands when nobody watched, putting gently your hand on his shoulder, stealing kisses behind the blinds of your trailer. And everybody implicitly knew, but One. And when he found out, as you were sitting on Billy’s lap once, your head buried in his neck as he whispered Las Palabras de Amor into your ear, he yelled “Fucking millenials!” before going out, as you watched him with surprised eyes. But eventually, the man accepted your relationship, just warning you that if ever anything goes wrong because of that he wouldn't hesitate to kill both of you. And you never really knew if he was joking or not about it.

Billy was amazing at making you laugh, whenever he wanted to – and God knew how much he loved to hear you laugh! So, he used to joke around everytime he could, everytime he found an occasion to lighten up your mood so you laughed until you cried, laying on your back next to him on your couch as his eyes fondly looked at you. But today, his jokes were useless. He outdid himself during this mission, almost dying in front of your eyes as he jumped of this building, before a guy started to shoot at him and you had to pull the trigger yourself – refusing One’s order to abandon him for the moment because Four could do this alone, he said. As Billy was catching up the team, One yelled at you, saying how unprofessional all of this was, how you put the whole team in jeopardy just to save Four, a number. You just wanted to kill One with your bare hands but couldn’t. So, as Three drove back to the base, Billy sitting next to you, you remained silent. You were angry, you just wanted to shout about this whole situation, about everything, you wanted to scold Billy for this, you were angry at yourself for deceiving your crew. You needed silence, peace.

But Billy wanted to talk to you, and as always jokes seemed to be the best remedy to your grumpiness, so he told you a joke as you went out from the car after Three parked in the middle of the desert. The rest of the crew was already far from both of you, and you could feel rage boiling inside you as you looked at Billy’s smiling reckless eyes as he joked around. This was too much this time.

“I’m having a moody day today. Just stay away, okay?” you snapped harshly, not even looking at him as you sped up to reach the team, leaving Billy behind you so you could avoid his sad eyes as you scolded him violently when he was just trying to help you. But you were angry at him, angry at yourself and jokes weren’t the best solution at the moment.

As you reached your trailer, you laid on your couch, looking at the ceiling, eyes already wet. You felt anger, you felt pain, you felt everything. How stupid you felt about being so harsh to him, how bad you felt for making him sad, how much you hated him for making you feel this way. “He just wanted to be nice,” you whispered to yourself as few tears rolled on your cheek. Immediately, you buried your face into your hands, trying to calm down, to erase all these negative emotions from your mind. In vain. These demons came back to haunt you again and again, for minutes or hours, you couldn’t tell.

A knock on the door. Probably Five. You rose your head for a second, your tears not flowing on your cheeks. You didn’t answer, just sniffed. Nobody should see you like this, and you wanted to see nobody. But the voice you heard made your heart jump.

“Hey, it’s me, Billy,” he whispered with a gentle voice against the door. “Can I come in please.”

Silence. You just wanted to tell him to go away, to go fuck himself and die, and leave you alone as he tried to do earlier, you wanted to yell but your lips didn’t allow you to do so, your voice was too weak and your mind to fuzzy. So you just whispered a soft “yes”, after sitting up and wiping the tears from your cheeks, hoping that your eyes weren’t too red and puffy. What you saw, soothed you a bit: Billy held against his side a fluffy blanket – the one he had for movie nights – and a bag filled with snacks and a few dvds – probably the ones you liked the most. You looked at him, sadness slowly fading as you realized he stood in front of you, not dead, but alive.

“I know I’m not good with words,” he muttered looking softly at you, “and that I’m saying stupid things, but I wanted to apologize about earlier, and the joke about the mission.” His voice lowered, he was now kneeling in front of you, the blanket on the couch and the bag next to him. “I know you were concerned, and that One gave you a hard time because you saved me so… I wanted to properly apologize for it. Cuddling move moment?” His softwhispers made you all jelly, smiling a bit as you saw him being so caring and so delicate with you.

“This wasn’t planned at all,” you whispered, tears coming in your eyes, as he looked so softly at you. You began to sob, softly, and he put a hand on your knee, caressing it.

“Love, what’s going on,” he looked so concerned you could cry even more, “I did something wrong? I’m so sorry for making you cry, I’m so…”

“You are the stupidest and the most reckless man I know,” you managed to say between sobs, “and yet you are the most caring and adorable even when I’m so nasty with you…” What did you do to deserve all this kindness?

“I was the first one to be nasty, I almost died today,” he confessed as he pressed his lips against your forehead.

“Don’t you ever try dying again Billy, ever.”

“I promise love,” he whispered before moving back to face you. “So, which movie we’re going to watch under that fluffy blanket while eating chips?” His question put a little smile on your face.

“You brought [your favorite movie]?”

“I brought [your favorite movie],” he proudly answered before standing up to go put the movie.

And as the movie began, you were buried against his chest, his arms all around you as if he wanted to protect you. The sun slowly goes down, and you stay in the dark, the only light coming from your tv. He gently strokes your hair as you watch the screen, sometimes kissing the top of your head.

“I’m never leaving you love, never,” he whispered, pulling you a bit more against your chest and you lean just a little more with a smile on your face as you look at him and kiss gently his lips.

[khristinewriteandcapture]

Series Reviews (2021)

2. The Uncanny Counter (2020)

At first, I was really intrigued about the girl who dont like people touching her because I was kinda like her. I hate sudden physical touch. So, as my curiosity sparks, I watched the trailer and read the synopsis and I found out what the drama is all about.

The Uncanny Counter is about a regular people that chase off evil spirits that harm humans. They are not supernatural people but they do have unusual powers like healing, vision and super strength.

This drama talks about the importance of friendship, family, teamwork and humanity. I never really thought I would love this drama and from what I heard, Koreans also love this. From the fact they are so hard to please when it comes to their own dramas, I can say that its that good.

What's so special about it unlike any other Fantast genre of Korean dramas? Well, aside from the family, friendship and teamwork on it.. It also revolves around finding justice in the world full of people who took advances of others for their own benefit. The actors also portray the roles very accurately and it was really shocking for the lead actor because he was really good. It moved my heart everytime he cried or get angry. He was a very very effective actor. He have a whole future ahead of him. Plus the antagonist also made a huge part in it. It infuriated me to the bones whenever I see them and that only means that they really did their job so well.

Would I recommend this? Of course! If you feel to watch some fantasy-chasing-evil-family-action Korean drama this 2021, then you can totally watch this.

[buddha-in-disguise]

This is how it's done

Episode 5.15 at last.

While the emphasis has been on Nia's story in this episode, the synopsis made it clear Alex, Kelly and J'onn had a secondary storyline running as well. So again we were eager to watch knowing they were finally getting more than a token few minutes together.

Did it deliver?

Oh hell yes.

You just have to look on Twitter to see the praise being heaped on it by fans.

But first let's get the elephant in the room out of the way. William.

The opening sequence as Kara is fighting with Nia, and Nia has to be the one reminding Kara she has a date? Already covered by me and others, but to reiterate: that does not give a vibe of someone excited to be going on a first date. You can't even use the excuse of her mind was on the fight, because so was Nia's.

As to Kara at her apartment with Alex prior to the date?

Those words, "Cancel it for me."

Lets say (for arguments sake) it is nerves again speaking. Maybe it is, but that she is even having those thoughts? That she completely forgot about the 1st date, and needed reminding? If Kara can't get invested in the date, how are the audience expected to become invested?

As for the date itself. Kara arrives.... having been told by Alex to wear the blue top because .... well reasons .... and she is wearing the purple? So, not wanting to go with the best look then?

I didn't mind the date per se, although I did wonder if Kara was simply trying to not show pool skills, because I can't believe for a second, with Alex as a sister, and the control Kara now has on her powers (worry over lack of control would be the only other reason for her hesitation that I can think of), Kara hasn't been pulled into playing many times.

Did I get a date vibe? No. I felt more bonding yes (like why has it taken until now to even vaguely have that much), but date? Nope. Still not feeling it. If any of the above was a one off instance, you could shrug it off. But all of them? Sorry but as I say, if Kara isn't that invested in a first date, then we can't be expected to be as invested. However, that isn't to say that William annoyed me. In truth having him more on the sidelines was a relief as it finally allowed others to get some much needed screen time.

The Nia storyline.

This is obviously one extremely close to me, as my husband is transgender, and we have other family who are also transgender.

Nicole's input was definitely felt. Some of the lines she spoke were ones we have said ourselves almost word for word.

This is a topic that is one I've been extremely vocal about, and one in particular I have spoken about (in the William and Kara at CatCo scene) is the figures for transgender people killed in the last year alone in the USA, but more importantly that this number is likely not a true representation as many who die are misgendered after death.

It was so important to show just how bad for the transgender community it is. And no, it wouldn't necessarily be a fact Kara would know. Even those in the LGBTQ community aren't always aware of these figures. As for William being the one stating the figures back to Kara, again in the context I had no qualms about it. In fact having a CIS straight man write the piece and be a supportive ally is an important message in it's own right. I was worried that wouldn't come across, but I felt it did.

If ever there was a line that spoke volumes in this weeks Supergirl episode it was this:

"They want us to be invisible because of their own fears, they want to erase us so...... we need to shine even brighter." - Nia Nal

And shine Nicole Maines (and Roxy Wood, because the additional line about being a Black transgender woman - take my heart, stomp over it, then expect me to function), did. Both deserve so much praise on the way they delivered their performances.

I genuinely cried at some of this weeks episode, because the experiences have been ones we have faced as a transgender household. Being white does afford us a privilege that Black transgender people (especially the women) don't have. But as I say, it has been something I've been vocal about for a long time.

Lastly Kara and Nia on the balcony. Holy mother of god (or goddess), tears. Again. Nicole and Melissa once again were so good it felt like a punch to the gut. Kara wiping that tear off Nia's cheek. Big ugly sobbing from me. Gah! Just ....

Now Alex and Kelly. While I'm still craving a nice intimate atmosphere at home with them, having had so little of Dansen (and Kelly) it was a relief that for once Kelly wasn't given diminished screentime. Not only that, she was instrumental in helping Alex navigate through the VR world.

Alex having that PTSD flashback to being in the tank. Whoa, finally acknowledging it affected her and obviously still does. I loved how Kelly is so good at helping Alex maintain her equilibrium. You could tell it wasn't just because of her training or profession, but as a girlfriend who knows and understands how to communicate to Alex in that moment of stress, much like Alex was able to realise Malefic was manifesting as Kelly in the earlier part of the season, simply because she knew her girlfriend well enough.

Watching Alex train to get used to the Martian weapon, felt very reminiscent of S1 where Alex was training Kara early on. It was good to see her off balance for once in her training, as she has always shown a confidence in her ability until now. For those who complain she brought up wanting to be back at the DEO, as someone who has heavy military presence in our family (for at least 4 generations on my maternal side), I can safely say, going from military (and remember the DEO is recognised and spoken about in canon as being a military operation), and suddenly and unexpectedly thrown back into civilian life is one heck of an adjustment. It's an adjustment for most even when they know it's coming. To be so abrupt, so unexpected? Alex is going to want that structure back, and have that support around her. It is absolutely not unrealistic for her to feel this way or to talk about it. I would've been more surprised if she hadn't.

"And this is my gun."

Alex giving no crap. The whole rescue sequence was a joy to watch.

If I had a complaint, as I mentioned, I would've loved just a moment of real quiet intimacy between Kelly and Alex. We've barely seen anything of that sort. I hope we get something next episode (which also looks amazing from the trailer).

I could go through the episode and pick up so many times on how good it was. It was so much, I know I will have forgotten something I wanted to say. But I'm exhausted (almost no sleep will do that to you, damn being in the UK and these stupid o'clock viewing times), and it was so much to unpack.

Brainy, was barely in the episode but damn, so lovely (& heartbreaking) to see him give the information to the NCPD to help against transphobic attacks.

Onto a side plot, but finally we have more about Leviathan.

Leviathan have those bodies suspended.

What if William dies in 5.19 and becomes one of those suspended bodies for 5.20 or was supposed to, as Nicole mentioned on her Instagram story they still had scenes to film, and a couple were pretty amazing? With Staz back, would it have involved him, possibly as a sleeper agent? I've touted this idea before. While I would prefer that a MOC isn't cast into being a bad guy again, or killed off, I would more than happily see him simply go back to London and The Times. But I guess we wait to see what happens there.

But if, like Russell in 5a, he becomes an unwitting agent of Leviathan & a bad guy, cue fight scene, possibly in a VR setting? Maybe? Who knows.

Last but by no means least - they killed off Jeremiah. Since we're not entirely sure if Cadmus operated in the same way on Earth Prime as they did on Earth 38, we don't yet know the circumstances behind his death.

Will we get more explanation about it? Honestly I'm not overly bothered unless it helps serve a current storyline. Merely because episode numbers are running out, and it does at least bring us closure on his character one way or another. Something a lot of us have questioned for so long now.

As for complaints, the only ones expressing any real disappointment have been fans who have either regularly attacked other fans (especially those of in the SC or Dansen fandoms), or the outright transphobic users (I won't call them fans), who as the episode makes clear, are everywhere. The transphobes come out in force everytime with Nicole, so it isn't a surprise to see them again. As Nia says, it what transgender people face on a daily basis.

Plus with no Lena in the episode, it helps show that fans didn't need a Lena/Kara centric episode for this to garner such positive reactions, particularly from the LGBTQ fans. In some ways, as many have been saying (yes even SC fans), this Lena drama has long since gone by its sell by date and not having Lena once more stuck in her laboratory wasn't missed. And god, I say this as a huge Lena fan. I still want her on screen of course, but we need progression on what is happening with her. Both Lex and Lena have felt stale of late, and while I know it changes as we get into the last few episodes, I can truly say neither was missed this time. And before anyone jumps in, no this isn't bashing SC (I still ship both Dansen and SC, as well as Brainia), or saying SC shouldn't happen, or Lena is evil, or not needed. I don't think that at all. I merely am getting tired of a merry-go-round on Lena in her laboratory that we've had of late, & the only interaction has been with Lex. Time to break her out of that cell!

I don’t know what they were putting in the water in Vancouver when they did the Batwoman and Supergirl episodes this week, but they both had me simultaneously laughing & crying! It looked ugly for a minute there.

Both were outstanding episodes.

As much as I've had my criticism over some of this season, when Supergirl get it right like they did here, they soar! This was one of my top episodes for the entire series.

And despite all the news in the world right now, Supergirl trended on Twitter again.

Gif courtesy of @ Daily_danvers on Twitter.

[wheezingghoulbois]

Its okay, honestly listening to someone who is so passionate about what they are talking about always makes me happy! AND HOLY MOLY TWO OF MY FAVOURITE MOVIE IS IN THERE TANGLED JUST 💖💞💖💖💞🥺💞 cause honestly i felt so much conection with Rapunzel. I love that entire movie. Especially eugene?? How they made a chara?? Like that? The moment he change? such good crumb RATATOUILLE AAA food = culture for me and how the ego was nostalgic just idk i relate?? I cried. Also the music in that 💞 (1/2)

My other fav is Wall-e Cause holy shit i freakin cried everytime i rewatch it, just robots and i love the simbolic nature about it so frekain good for me 💞💞 toy story. Cried again. Like i dont think the entire series but something about moving on. just... hnnnng. My opinion on cars, for someone who had watched all three of it ( i have a small brother, its not on my own choice ) is that yes its NOT MY THING AND IDK WHY but it did convey somehow a message about retirement and moving on too. 2/2

yessssssssssssssss glad we’ve got some similar favs!!! 💘💘💘 and YES wall-e!!!!!! ADORE that film to bits!!!!!! i love a film about the consequences of pollution and climate change and destroying the environment and about the fact we should do better 💖💖💖 because we should it’s right. and TOY STORY  💖💖💖💖💖💖 toy story 3 is my fav and it just.... makes me sob 💖💖💖i love woody with all my heart thank u lmaooooo and that’s chill! like yeah cars 3 in particular i think may be the best of the bunch imo, becuase it had a message that like... tried to do something. i guess.... ahsfklajsflajsf jkjk its fine i just am salty about the fact the trailer promised me mcqueen fucking dying and yet he was fine like 2 minutes later like ://///// i hate mcqueen. make cruz the main character pls. and just wipe mater off the planet thank u. ahsflajsalfjsalksfj

[queenabstract]

i just saw that you like the show bluey and deadass same

RIGHT!?! Disney made it seem like it was supposed to be their version of Peppa pig, so I was dreading it when I saw the trailers and the kids were getting excited about it. Then when I had no choice but to sit down and watch with them, I was BLOWN AWAY! Like that episode when Dad was playing with Bingo and Bluey, and he was playing rough with Bingo but didn't realize it because she didn't say anything until her mom asked about it later, cause Bingo was actually mentally effected by it. You could see it on her face everytime it happened. To the kids, it didn't seem like such a big deal, but I was shocked. That one episode was not only a lesson to kids to "use their big girl/boy bark", but also a reminder to parents that no matter how small it may seem, everything you do will have a large impact on your child's life. DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE HAMMERBARN AND SLEEPYTIME EPISODES!!! I CRIED AFTER SLEEPYTIME!