#i couldnt really read much because im very busy but when i have the time i WILL bring more screenshots here uu

[middleschoolmemoir]

i dont know why i never thought of this but i typed "vatican kiseki chousakan manga online" into google translate and translated it to japanese and looked that up,,,,,,,,, I FINALLY GOT TO SEE THE MANGA EVEN IF I HAD TO READ IT WITH SOME WONKY IN APP TRANSLATOR IM SOSO HAPPY,,,,,,,, ive been so starved for vkc content and omg just look at them,,,,, hiraga looks so pretty in these,,,,,, (〃´ω`〃)

[theartofclowns]

Distraction.

OKAY SO LIKE I REALLY HOPE THIS IS GOOD BECAUSE THE IDEA IS SO FREAKING AMAZING. AHAHJDJSHDF

a/n: first time writing smut so.. be nice! anyways hope you enjoy! NOT PROOF READ BTW!!

cw: AFAB reader!, oral! (reader receiving), slapping, slight choking, cum eating (idk if it counts correct me), slowburn kinda? TELL ME IF I FORGOT ONE PLEASE!!

wc: 4650

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Art was in yalls shared bedroom, whiles you were in the kitchen on your laptop studying for you classes. You had a big exam coming up so you havent been giving him much attention as he wanted. You would oush him away when he tried hugging you, and when he would try to give you kisses. You were very focused and you couldnt have any distractions, not even to give your boyfriend a kiss or a quick hug. He felt unloved during this time and today he wanted it more. His day was shit. Full of his victims escaping and only getting about two kills in. He wanted your attention. He wanted you. And he was going to get what he wanted.

He walked towards the kitchen, where you were obviously, and he wrapped hims arms around your neck loosely. "art im busy. go away.", you say harshly. He stays there with his arms moving down to your shoulders. "art! im busy i said." you say with a slightly harsher and louder tone, clearly stressed. He shakes his head and pulls the chair from under the table. You finally look up from your computer screen and looked at him. His shirt off, and only his pants covering the rest. You smile slightly before shaking your head "babe im very busy.." you say in a softer tone. He mockingly pouts and sighs silently, his arms dropping, putting up a act. You feel guilty and finally get up from the chair youve been glued to for the past 2 days. You look up at him and sigh "what is it?" you ask. He then unexpectingly picks you up and places you on the table. he starts kissing up and down your neck, leaving marks here and there. You moan softly feeling his lips all over you. He then pulls away from your neck and starts rubbing your pussy through your shorts. You feel your cunt get more and more wet as he continues. He keeps eye contact and you look down at his hands. You feel his hand smack against your face and you feel a rough grasp around your neck forcing you to look up at him. He wasnt grabbing to much to where you couldnt breathe but enough to where you can breathe a little. You let out a small moan as he pulls your shorts down, revealing you soaking wet panties. He then rips them effortlessly off of you. He lets go of your neck and bends down to face your dripping cunt. You look down at him with needy eyes. He smirks slightly spitting on your pussy, making it wetter. He starts eating at your pussy like a madman, suckling on your clit and pushing two fingers into your pussy. You let out a low moan as you feel his fingers curling and pushing in and out. He then pulls away from your clit and pulls his fingers out as well. You whine and pout at him. He then mockingly pout and puts his hands up to his face in a crying motion. Humiliating you, he then silently laughs at you. You feel embarrassed and start to tear up. He slaps you once again before ripping a hole through his pants, freeing his huge cock, no matter how much youve seen it you still think it wont fit. Its a good 6.5 inches and has a little girth. You look down with a smile as he puts it up to your hole, he then pulls away and then does it once more. Over and over you get teased, you look at him and whine again "please just "fuck me.". He then puts a finger to his chin, ina thinking motion, before shaking his head. I guess is your karma for ignoring him for so long. He then takes you out of thought by pushing balls deep into your pussy. you moan loudly at this, clawing at his arms, making him look like a zebra. His strokes are fast and short. He then switches to slow, long, hard, strokes. You continue to claw at his arms, moaning softly now. He then quickens his pace once again, his speed is inhumane, you start moaning loudly again as you feel the knot in your stomach tightining. "i..im gonna cum art.." you whisper as your high crashes down onto you. Shaking your entire body. But hes not done, he keeps going, faster now, you dont know how its possible but its art. What do you expect? His strokes become slower and a bit sloppy as hes coming close to his finish. He then leans his head back as he cums inside of you.

He then stays inside of you for a few more seconds before pulling out and kneeling down to face your pussy again, cum spilling out of you. He pushes two fingers inside of you pushing his cum deeper inside of you. He stands back up and comes closer to your face, bringing his fingers to your lips. Cum on them, he presses against your lips, you open your mouth willingly as he pushes his fingers inside, making you taste yourself and himself. He pulls his fingers out after feeling they were clean. He then leaves you there. All fucked out and full of his cum. He goes to the couch and lays down on it.

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well thats it! i honestly dont think he'd do after care so i didnt put any. IM SORRY! but anyways i hope yall enjoy this!

[haechani4ever]

*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ: break up ✧

╰┈➤why would you two break up

. . ⇢ ˗ˏˋpairing ot7 x gn!reader

. . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋgenre angst

. . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋwarnings mentions of cheating

. . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋnote im sorry i know its kinda sad but im feeling very angst these days. also i had so much fun writing this and i hope u like it :)

✦➼mark lee �� he didn't have time for you

✦- sadly we all know how busy mark always is. likewise, he tried to give you some of his time, but it wasnt enough. sometimes days went by without them seeing each other and when they did see each other it was for 10 minutes. the good morning and good night messages didnt really make up for anything nor did the other text messages with small updates. probably you were the one who broke up with mark. he's too kind and sweet to do it. he also didnt really realize what he was doing and thats why you broke up.

it was a weekday when you approached him to talk to him. they were both in the kitchen of their house. they had just finished dinner when you told him. mark was shocked when you told him. he knew you were right but he really thought it was something that would happen and they could live with it. he told you that he understood but he was really very broken.

✦➼huang renjun ┈ fell out of love

✦- renjun is someone so sweet and loving but also someone who can lose interest quickly sometimes. i mean once you see something you dont like there is no turning back. you have to have a very strong relationship for it not to happen. but if it happens, i feel for you. it will start with things like stopping being attentive to you and almost completely avoiding physical contact between the two of you.

he told you out of nowhere really. you thought your twos relationship was in a good place, and suddenly he tells you that he doesnt love you anymore. probably it was that way because it was the only way he found to tell you. those words destroyed you completely and when you asked for explanations he didnt know how to give them because he really didnt know what had happened either.

✦➼lee jeno ┈ you no longer understood each other

✦- from one day to the next the relationship stopped working. you didnt understand him anymore, Jeno. It seemed like he no longer trusted you and was hiding things from you. the talks at the end of the day ended quickly and he no longer spoke to you much directly. you thought it was because they couldnt understand each other anymore so the trust between you felt absent.

a few months ago this was a problem in your relationship, suddenly talking to each other was not comforting nor did you listen to each other. every talk led to an argument. he was the one who brought it up to you. the relationship was no longer working, he loved you, you loved him, but they no longer understood each other. the spark that connected them had gone out

✦➼lee donghyuck ┈ cheating

✦- i dont know why but sometimes Hyuck gives me those cheater vibes. it must be because i read a lot of things with a plot about that, but thats not the point. despite being a very intelligent person, haechan can sometimes be somewhat impulsive. he was easily carried away by a provocation or he was simply drunk, we dont know really, but he did it. he swear it was a one-time mistake but it happened again, two more times. but since the third is the charm you caught him in the act.

you couldnt believe it when you saw it, the person you had fallen in love with being disloyal to you. he came out behind you quickly and started apologizing. but it was too late, the mistake had already been made. you told him you didnt want to hear his apology and you left. He tried to contact you in the following weeks but you blocked him everywhere. eventually he gave up looking for you.

✦➼na jaemin ┈ different visions of the relationship

✦- you had been with jaemin for a while when one day you sat down to talk as usual and this topic came up. they realized that they both wanted different things in life and that they didnt know where they were taking the relationship. you were willing to continue the relationship, settle down and maybe start a family one day with him. but jaemin still wanted to continue experiencing life and didnt see their relationship as something serious enough to settle down.

with this information the relationship was no longer the same. there was no point in really continuing with this if one of us thought that way. so one day, you faced him. you asked him if it was really true that he saw the relationship you two had that way and when he said yes, you blurted it out. it hurt him, but he understood and thought it was the best for the two of you.

✦➼zhong chenole ┈ big figth

✦- chenle is someone with strong ideas and sticks to them a lot, so arguments were not something unusual in their relationship. it was always little things like who had to wash the dishes and stuff like that. sometimes things escalated to another level but never like that time.

the argument had started over something that was certainly stupid given the strength with which they ended up arguing. everything got out of control when you reproached him for something. from there, they began to tell each other every bad thing they saw in each other. the argument ended when one of you shouted, "well, if we're so bad for each other we should break up." and that's how it ended, you didnt see him again after that for a long time.

✦➼park jisung ┈ a misunderstanding

✦- jisung thought you cheated on him. he misinterpreted a message that was on your cell phone. at first he denied it (not only because it wasnt true) but because he didnt believe it was true, especially coming from you. but after that he started noticing things that were always there but he had never noticed them. things that had nothing wrong and were purely innocent on your part, but he didnt see them that way.

one day when he got home he told you something that had made him a little jealous, and although he tried to stay calm he ended up exploding and letting it all out. you tried to explain it to him but he got carried away by his ego and didn't let you do it. also relevant is the fact that you had burst into tears because of what he thought of you. in the end you wiped your tears and told him that the relationship was ending.

[midnight---hollow]

Sketch pile mainly of vee and azul. I got sloppy during the coloring cus i wanted to work on other projects but im still proud of how this turned out. This is prob the first time i actually drew them interacting cus normally i just do sketches of them separate. They are childhood friends turn crushes turn “business partners we are very platonic business partners” cus vee has yet to clock their own feelings and azul has noticed his but is to embarrassed to properly confess. They basically avoid the topic throughout ncr (horribly so they are both very obvious) though i think they finnally confess to each other before leaving for their internships on fourth year

Im gonna go more into them in the read more so click if you want that ^^ but it is oc/sona x cannon and i yap ALOT so beware that-

Vee fell first azul fell harder, albeit vee didnt realize they loved azul like that for a long time but they did fall first

Vee fell for azul when he unlocked his um. Vee isnt powerhungry or ambitious like azul, they didnt get what about it made him so happy, but the fact he was smiling so bright and laughing so genuinely and rambling on. Vees has known azul from before elementary school. They knew who he was before the bullying and before he became so ridged. while their care for him never changed, they realized they liked him best when he was happy and maybe more than vees liked anyone else

Azul realize his crush on vee during land camp. Vee wasnt able to go because they didnt get an invitation to nrc. Azul was lock in and focused on acclimating to the human world, he was doing better than floyd and debatably jade and he should be proud of himself but his mind kept wandering. It was the first time hed been so far from vee and he just felt different. When land camp was over and they all head back to the sea to do their final packings for school it clicked how much he liked vee and oh he didnt take it well. Floyd was poking him with a pieces of coral because fainted with his eyes open. He was cooked especially because now that he knows this he realized how obvious hes been.

Eventually he comes to his senses and creates a “game plan.” He originally was going to confess, he thought long and hard about it and thought if he made everything perfect and woed vee like the princes in those stories. He plans everything to the T; finds the best restaurant on land, sets up a perfect boat ride, finds all the spots on the nearby island to visit, he thinks vee has never been on land before (they have multiple times already for work) so he wants to amazing them with everything he learned.

It goses horribly, vee is really excited to go and exploring the town goes as expected but dinner takes a turn. Azul says that the restaurants special is a seafood salad and vee orders it out of curiosity, issue being they are a carnivore. Azul just has to watch as they take their first bite and their expressions slowly shift into one of disgust as they dont want to finish what they had just ordered but that one bite alone was so horrible. Azul offers they trade meals as he ordered a salmon which vee happy ate and shared with him but azul was inwardly panicking

Then came the boat ride. I drew this awhile ago and its basically what happened (the little mermaid boat scene, i think its a requirement any octavinelle ship ever has to have that scene happen). It was going well but azul was supposed to confess during the song and he kept fumbling, he couldnt say it he was to worried about the chance of vee saying no and risking embarrassment but this time infront of one of the closest people to him. Jade and floyd are in the water and they where having fun at first singing the song and forcing some fish to play instruments but after they start to clock the fact azul cant confess jade gets a little… annoyed. He pushes the boat and floyd realizing the potential fun shakes the other side, eventually the boat flips over and they swim away laughing leaving vee and azul to swim to shore despite being in their human forms and being at a disadvantage

Azul is starting to cry, you couldnt tell because they are both soaked and the date was ruined and he mad an embarrassment of himself infront of only to get caught off guards by the sound of soft laughter. Turning to his side vee is laugh, just as soaked but smile bright. They exclaim how much they missed spending time with him and how lonely its been since he and the twins left. Quietly he hears them say “i wish this didnt have to end… wish you didnt have to leave” and without thinking he offers a deal. “I get you into night raven. I find a way to get you in and in return… you work for me. Stay by my side like the twins do, im going to take the human world by storm and your help is more than valuable.” After some talking, the paper is signed and a mark appears on their arms connecting them. Azul may have snuck something in the fine print (i wanna to more into this with a comic in the future

Vee doesnt know how he managed to do it but a week before school starts they get their letter and immediately they go to celebrate with azul and the twins

I was gonna talk about the first job vee did for azul and how it went bad but i think i want to save it for something jade related cus vee and jade have BEEF. their dynamic is my fav out of vee with octotrio, obvi im biased towards azul and floyd cus they are my favs but jade is so interesting to me and i want to understand him so badly. So instead of talking about that imma do small hc’s

Vee loves sweets especially gummy worms and fish

First year azul vee jade and floyd all bunked in the same room with the two twin beds in the room moved together. Its a mer bonding technique and for vee its extra important because white tips like sleeping in pods.

Second year azul and jade get special rooms as they are house warden and vice, jade lets floyd crash in his room and azul lets vee crash in his

Azul has an evil laugh but he also has a soft more genuine laugh that makes him hiccup

Azul is the strongest strength wise of the group followed by vee, he just has bad dexterity and is the least used to fighting so he leaves it to floyd and jade claim its a bad look for him

Vee is a REALLY fast runner but cant join the track team because when they are running they instinctively want to chase anyone they see running away from them. This is much to vargas’s dismay who tries to get them to join each gym class

Vee works in the kitchen primarily, making drinks and pastries. They also do guard work with azul, just as extra muscle incase anyone gets any ideas but they mainly prefer to just bake

Vee joined the popmusic club because azul said “well youve never been to school before, maybe your goal should be to make friends and acclimate” and they thought the popmusic show they hosted was extremely friendly and cool (also they didnt have that many hobbies when they started nrc but they knew how to play trumpet)

Vee believes lillia is an expert human and after a week of popmusic club they start to take lessons from him so they can become an expert human aswell. Pointy ears and flying is normal human behavior right?

Azul didnt know vee actually had work friends. He doesnt know alot about vees life but he remembers being extremely caught off guards when during parents day comes around and he sees vee run up to a group of shark mers. He was ok with it at first but then he learned more from vee and he lowkey got jealous as vee talked about their friend “lemon” and how talented and cool he is (vee veiws him as an older brother but azul didn’t know that)

Azul needs glasses because during land camp be made a contract with the twins. eels can barely see and while it was fine in the sea, on land they where suffering a bit. he gifts them some of his eyesight in return for their loyalty

Because of his contracts being destroyed in book 3. The next day after the ob was hell. Azul was sickly and vomiting ink, vee was tweaking because the bond mark was gone, and the twins were locked up in their room because they lost their vision

Mk thats it for now i am yapping way to much. I just really like them and my best friend said twst is becoming a special interest which i called cap at first but then i realized i had three of the books, am reading the octavinelle manga, have multiple twst fanfic tabs open and frequently check multiple or the tabs, and draw fan art which i dont draw this much fanart for hyperfixations. Idk it dont matter that much i see silly i wanna draw sillies. I need to do a meme animatic for april fools now tho so hope this was bad and im not more cringe than i thought i was

Random tidbit but my drawing tablet shows colors alot differently than how they appear on phone and computer. Like its extremely noticeable cus vees hair was bright neon pink on the screen. I had to adjust constantly esp for the skin tones to make sure nothing looked to off. Gotta figure out how to fix tha

[kirai0daisy]

Henlo! So I'd like to ask something of my favourite blorbo, Zhask!

Maybe... something fluff in relation to how many god awful food puns he makes.

IM SO SORRY FOR THE LONG WAİTİNG I WAS SO BUSY PLEASE FORGİVE ME 😭

Zhask X (gender is your choice)!Reader Headcanons

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!Warnings: ANGST, THİNGS ABOUT BLOOD, WARS ETC. PLEASE DONT READ THİS İF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE WİTH THOSE

Not really warnings: Fluff, Soft-side, comforting

• ZHASK knows you from the very start of the Kastiyan's terrors.

• He is not a man for to fall in love that much fast, he needs time. A lot time- but since Kastiyan's are immortal (:cant die) he haved his a lot time and finally felled(?) in love with you.

• It would be a lie if you said you didnt haved feelings for Zhask,

but you are smart enaugh to not show/tell it to him/someone else.

• 'Cuz real bad things would happen if someone know that.

• How did you guys became a couple? Well after a long time, Zhask falled in love with your fighting style, your smartness(/battle intelligence), your personality and etc.

• So he becams more soft to you. At least when nobodys around. And one day when he called out for you. And you couldnt help but think, did you did something wrong? Did you maked him angry??

• What you didnt know was it was wayyy quite opposite. He just asked you what you feel for him and you said things like 'his strongness, his leadership and etc.' but you both know this is was not everything.

• So Zhask maybe a little bit rather roughfully maked you said everything you feel for him "I.. Like everything about you. I know ım just a warrior that fighting above your leadership but feelings cant controlled..." after some seconds of silence, you continue "Im really sorry for feeling this way, I'll accept everything as punishme-" the words Zhask said shocked you "Alright I accept your date offer but anyone will.not know about this. Alright?" You looked at him shocked but then come to your senses "Alright le-" "Zhask. Or any-thing-else in closed doors"

•After yall became a couple that no one knows both you guys life turned into more.. Colorfull.

• Like every-other-else you are one of the Kastiyan's after all

and uour duty is simple; just fight with other planets, kill people and take their home. Simple as that, right?

• It's not like you have another choice anyways, but still this is your duty. But you cant help the little bit of guilt and sadness whenever you take someone's innocent life.

• But whenever you do that, Zhask will be wait to comfort you. His arms are always open to hug you when he sees the sadness in your eyes.

• Homever he literally hates PDA (:Means affection (hugging, kissing, holding hands and etc.) something like that) So he wont hug you in open-public. This does not means he wont comfort you by the words till you guys are out there.

• Anyone cant hear his words of affection tho, he only says it aloud for you to hear. And when you guys go to closed doors, he will make his awful jokes. Like plz. I know this man is trying to make you laugh but what are theses jokes 💀

• Not only I realizs that after request, he would really make awful jokes. İts literally canon. This man doesnt know anything about funny-ness(???) so his attempt to make you laugh is not how good his joke is, how awfully bad his joke is.

• "What does a nosey pepper do? It gets jalapeño business" He doesnt either knows if its funny or not. He just.. Says it. You dont know where Zhask found those jokes from tho- he says its a secret. And he says jokes in a veryy monotone tone. So the reason why you are laughing is not how funny his joke is, how awful the joke is and how he sounds like.

• But It doesnt matter to him if his jokes are awful. The thing matter to him is your laugh. Your sweet little laugh that makes him butterflies in his stomach and also makes him smile too.

• Even if you tell him to stop he will just say more because you are laughing "Pff- Cant you at least tell me a better joke?" "Theres only one thing thats better than a good joke: a joke so bad that it’s good" and you will just laugh at how awful his jokes are.

This man can race with Cyno bc of how bad their jokes are- Idk who would win tho..

• He doesnt think about his bloody-messed past when he is with you. You are like a relaxed music to him after a tired day, listening while laying. Yes you really make him feel that much nice. You are his everything.

• So why wont he say jokes even if they are really bad that can make a fish drown in the sea because of how much they laughed and water got their lungs-...... You didnt read that but what Im trying to say is he doesnt care what he is doing or saying if he got to see/listen your smile/laugh.

• The thing matter to him is.. You<3

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Cyno:

And my dear Hoshino Ai gif again<3

Please take care of yourselfs! And I hope yall have a nice day :3 Im taking any kind of requests so please dont shy to say any of it<3

[pro-crastinate17]

hello this will be a reaction to black friday starkid because i like to talk about the things i like

(it ended up only being act 1 bc it got super long lol)

ths is only my third time watching it and the first time was like. 2 years ago (the second time was only a few months ago but i didnt absorb enough or write this so here we go again)

will be VERY long btw

in the jingle when angelas sniggle says "we're the sniggles! don't be scared!" she winks when she says dont be scared. this is. foreshadowing :thumbsup:

never getting over "hes deep down in drowsy town, sleepng the dreamless sleep of the dead!"

also JAMES TOLBERT!!!!! his VOICE im so <3 [heart]

also oh my god im reading WAY too far into this but. "hes riding santas sleigh cause hes friends with all the elves" wigglys main allies are uncle wiley and linda monroe, who are played by joey and lauren, who both play elves in santa claus is going to high school!!!

OUGH i love the announcer whose voice is that?? it is reminiscent of big bill hells lol

"i wanted a salad, but now i have a child" never gets old lol. also the exposition in this scene is FLAWLESS mwah

THE LA DI DA DA DAY MOTIF IN THE BACKGROUND LMAO (it is definitely NOT a la di da da day)

"i do not get flashbacks!!! ...i remember bad things vividly." TOM IS SO ME CODED LOL

emma doing paul's "okay" thing gives me LIFE

DYLAN SAUNDERS APPRECIATION MOMENT i love tom houston so much i love dylan saunders oh my goodness gracious literally flawless acting !!! and his VOICE i cant even (also him holding up his hands like the steering wheel is such good foreshadowing for him having been the one driving!!)

tom is COMPLETELY unable to read sarcasm. tom houston autism confirmed. (/silly)

OK OK I KNOW that "bud" is a common way to refer to weed. however. lex smoking weed in hatchetfield and says "bud" specifically?? PERKYS BUDS REFERENCE!

the "to nordstrom? ah shiiit!" he sounds so canadian?? i cant be the only one hearing this lol what was that

COREY DORRIS APPRECIATION MOMENT!!!!! HIS VOICE HIS ACTING HES SOOOO <3 [heart] also the frank and uncle wiley interaction is SO FUNNY !!! and the condescension paired with calling lex "alexandra" is a rlly good way to make it obvious how icky frank is i love it

"honest?" "cross my heart, hope to die" BUT HE WAS LYING AND THEN HE DIES. I SEE WHAT YOU DID THERE STARKID

am i the only one whos curious about the gerald cinnabon story lmao. what did he DO that was so bad that gary goldstein attorney at law couldnt save him from the consequences?

"thats called a BRIBE and its ILLEGAL!!!" *skeptical look* "...or it SHOULD be." IM GIGGLING

im osrry the "my CHILDREN were accidents" line KILLS ME lmao. esp bc she literally IS making it everyone elses problem (by demanding 4 wigglys)!!

ik this fandom talks a lot about "stop crying gerald i wasnt talking to you" but i dont think we pay enough attention to lindas stanley monologue. like holy shit.

ALSO TOM TAKES THE SPOT BEHIND BECKY IN LINE AND DOESNT PAY ANYONE and no one even notces bc theyre all too busy gossiping lmao also what do you say is SUCH a good song aaaa!!! (why is the homeless man so invested on

"tHe YeArS hAvE pAsSeD"

FRANK MY BELOVED I LOOOVE OUR DOORS ARE OPEN

unrelated but i just noticed curt (the farmer who has peanuts the hatchetfield pocket squirrel during what if tomorrow comes) does not currently have peanuts the hatchetfield pocket squirrel! how does he come to be in possession of peanuts? was peanuts also drawn to wiggly (since he is canonically a sentient being?) what is really going on here? maybe this was the real conspiracy all along /silly

JEFF BLIM WIGGLY HANDS (also distinctly resembles the wiggly hands jon does as wiggly in npmd!!)

also feast or famine is an INCREDIBLE song like actually AAAAAA !!! chaos reigns!!!

is ethan wearing a kilt? or a skirt?? also him saying "more bad" instead of worse GIGGLE

tom scaring gary off just by looking scary is PEAK comedy i take no criticism

"aHhH yUmMy!!!!!"

"I HAVE A HAIR APPOINTMENT TODAAAAAAAAAY"

the resurgence of hello naughty list?? does sthat mean uncle wiley originally wanted lex to be the prophet. DOES THAT MEAN UNCLE WILEY ORIGINALLY WANTED LEX TO BE THE PROPHET.

i cant stop saying "i have pepper spray and i use it more than you can possibly imagine", also "ohh i dont know if you wanna wanna wanna wanna wanna wanna wanna FUCK with me miss monroe" ITS SO SILLY

when he sings the little "why should you give when you can get" BE STILL MY HEART (i have gender envy for joey richter)

"all you gotta do is just do what you do best-" "SHOP." "-be a mother." "...right." I LOVE THEIR DYNAMIC.

"yEs I fUcKiNg SeE hIm"

i never noticed bob is a parody of obama lmao ALSO HIM COMFORTING WIGGLY AFTER HOWIE CALLS HIM A FUCKING WEIRD LITTLE MONSTER LMAO

"iLL bItE yOuR nIpPLe OfF"

the way the wiggly is damaged is NOT what wouldve happened from being shot. but thats ok bc its my babygirl general john macnamara <3 [heart]

MONSTERS AND MEN IS SO GOOD. I LOVE JEFFS VOICE SM JEFF BLIM APPRECATION MOMENT !!!!! also he looks Rigjt at the camera when he says "its nothing on your phone" GIGGLE

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

hey ari!!! hope ur doing super well <33 i dropped by to ask u a few things…….

let me know whenever u find the time to read my gojo fic… i made a few revisions over time and i’d rlly love to hear ur thoughts o valued gojo lover ;; its become very important to me , but no pressure :33

AND. need ur most brainrotting thoughts about sashishu por favor. for. research. yeah… research 🙇‍♂️

riko !!!! i hope ur doing super super well urself, im doing just fine <33 trying to finish this fic im writing so i can (hopefully) post it today pshjdh BUT its going good so far !!

i know i alr said it but !! i am so so excited to read ur gojo fic !! if i dont have time today then i will tmrw 🙏🙏 cant wait to rb it w a huge rant i took a lil peek at it n i can already tell its gonna be so good….

AND RIKO. tysm i appreciate u like no other, ive been waiting for a chance to rant abt my Absolute Beloveds……… this might get long im sorry but sashisu make me. genuinely insane

OK SO. just generally speaking…… to me, the biggest sashisu appeal is just. how grounded they are. to me. i feel like both jjk trios are very realistic but in different ways!!

like. the 2018 trio are just !! good friends and they care for each other and they have fun together. AND most importantly; they can be open w each other !! like all three of them are a lillll closed off and obviously traumatized but they can still be sincere with one another. yuji talks openly w both megumi and nobara, megumi’s whole arc revolves around him getting comfortable with the idea of leaning on others and being saved by others, and nobara’s whole character hinges on her just being unabashedly herself.

AND I LOVE THEM i really do but sashisu r just so….. different and also similar and they feel so real to me even though theyre all insane in the head.

because contrary to the 2018 trio, theyre all sort of. Cunts pshjdhd. LIKE. high school satoru is a brat and he thinks he can make friends by being a bully and hes kind despite that but hes also sooo infuriating, and suguru acts like hes better but hes rly not. theyre both assholes. same w shoko!! shes literally out here casually underage smoking and all three of them get in trouble n then blame it on each other n its just…. theyre just so fun. they bully each other but u can TELL theres love there.

and the greatest difference between the 2018 and 2006trio is that the former can be open with each other, but the latter cant. sashisu are doomed as a trio because theyre all so closed off and traumatized and repressed and they will never be as sincere with each other as yuji/megumi/nobara are.

and to me, thats the main reason why suguru defects !! not that its their fault, but the fact that they didnt notice — or maybe the fact that they DID notice but didnt know how to broach the subject — is the one factor that makes his defection almost unavoidable to me. because his best friends, his most loved people, were never the type to be vulnerable like that. and neither was he !!

theyre just so DOOMED riko….. suguru couldnt open his heart to satoru or shoko, satoru didnt notice suguru’s silence bc he was too busy making himself strong enough to protect them, and we dont know how shoko felt but she obviously didnt do anything even if she did notice smth was off. neither of them saw how much suguru was suffering, and suguru was extremely depressed and isolated and never once gave them the chance to help him.

the three of them just werent the type to have heartfelt conversations in the same way the other trio does, and i think sashisu just… figured they didnt need to. that they had that bond together and that it would always be enough. bc all three of them have these incredible powers that make them isolated and kind of miserable, but they were able to be kids only when they were together. during that one year, they got to feel that slice of normalcy and genuine friendship.

and then they lost it !! and shoko and satoru both regret it !!! and they were never able to hate suguru, and he was never able to hate them, even at the very end !!! and the thing that always breaks me is that its just so, so evident that they all loved each other. but it wasnt enough !! and i think thats such a …. grounded and real depiction of how it can be to love someone who’s ill, or traumatized, while you yourself are ill or traumatized. and you might love each other, and it might still not be enough. but the fact that the love was there still matters.

they were three child soldiers who only found comfort in each other, and they all crumbled under the weight of the world but even at the very end they still loved each other.

and for sashisu, that love never disappeared — both shoko and satoru became more responsible after suguru left, and together theyre able to protect so many of the students and their coworkers. and theyre still traumatized and arguably even MORE repressed but the two of them still stick together, and theres a comfort in knowing theyll always have that. (im ignoring the current manga arc its not canon to me idc)

THIS IS ALREADY SO LOONNGG i just. i ADORE them. theyre so good. but !! if we’re moving past just general analysis of them then !! i love to think abt…. sashisu x reader……. maybe one day ill finish my sss x reader series psjdjdj but !!!

i just think itd be such a fun n comfortable dynamic ?? bc they all complete each other in a way…. satoru is just kinda hyper n cuddly n sweet, n suguru is calm and teasing n warm…. and shoko is so chill but also so caring and . i Need them. all of them r so gorgeous i would fall to my knees and cry if i just saw them relaxing by the couch.

i feel like a reader dynamic w them would just be the four of u living together and spending the rest of ur lives doing the same things u did in high school….. going to karaoke n getting in trouble and eating food . etc etc. maybe getting a couple cats…. and a bunch of plants that would all die if it werent for suguru pshjdjs.

in conclusion they make me feel ill <3

(also riko…. pls read the pink lighter by nosferatui, its a sashisu fix-it time travel fic and its one of my favorites ever !! i still havent finished it but its complete and it genuinely changed my life the writing is so good it hurts)

[my-castles-crumbling]

hi cas, 👋🤗

so i have a problem. its about my group of friends and im getting really worried at this point

ok so i have this group of friends me and four others ( i go to a school where all the classes have more then one grade) so two of these friends are a year younger. as of this year the two younger ones have started to fight

ok i got to back track a little, last year our group was me (i will give my friends nicnames to respect their privicy), M, S, E, & Z over the summer Z moved away and so this year their was a new kid who was a quick addition to our friend group (H) 🙂

now back to what i was saying S & E (who are the younger ones) so they have been fighting i guess, nothing physicle but still. S thinks that E & H are as they said "conspiring agenst me" and that seems true to them some of the time because E&H sometimes hang out without S

but i feel like there are TWO perspectives that i see this from: one is from S perspective which they think they are being left out of everything and that E doesnt really want to be in this friendship and the second point of view which is from E: E thinks that S is overreacting because "i hang out with you the same amount and somtimes you can be alot" 😶

from where i see it yes S can be a little much SOMETIMES (not alot) but i would too if i thought my friends didnt care me and E does tent to exclude S from some things they do with H 😕

honestly its getting to be a bit much for ME because im the one who has to sort out all this drama (M helps but its mostly me) and its really overwhelming because it hurts me to see to of my very close friends fight in a way that is really more emotional.

the first thing i think of when i think of these fights is one time at recess the two had fought over something and i had tried to sort it out but they were both mad. S was trying to fix it and asked if H & E wanted to silent read in the hallway (we had now just come back inside) and they both said they WOULD but they NEVER did instead they sat at my table (i had read in the hall yesterday and you cant two days in a row🙄(i would have sat with them)) and the whole time they were TRASH TALKING S and i tried buting in but they just said "its none of you business" 🤨(at this point it kinda is)

during that it made me think of that quote that is like "bruises and cuts fade eventually but the things you say never heal" 🥲

but i dont know. i just dont know how to fix it. i HAVE TO fix it. but its exausting.😮‍💨

i dont want to star yelling (which tends to happen when i get overwelmed) 😕but its been really damadging to my mental health, so bad to the point that i had a mental breakdown and i couldnt speak, the only things going through my head were "they need to stop fighting its to loud why cant everyone be quite" 😫i had to stay home from school that day because i COULD NOT talk (when i tried i would just start crying again) 😭

so what should i do PLEASE tell me if what is happing is normal and im just overreacting??? but if not how can i help them????

i will write again if that ok because their fights happen randomly 😅

(also sorry about all the emojis)



Hi hon!

Well, what's happening is pretty normal. Friends fight, especially when they can't quite figure out how to communicate their feelings.

But honestly, this is NOT your problem to fix. E and S need to work this out. And I truly think that if you stop being a part of it, that might force them to work it out on their own.

And here's the thing: this is becoming an issue for YOU. And that's not fair.

So when it happens again (because it will), just walk away. Tell both of them you can't be a part of it. Tell them you care about them, but you need some space. And maybe they'll realize they need to get their shit together.

You need to prioritize your mental health <3

I'm naming you emoji anon. Write back with updates!

[samoyari]

HEAR THAT? LISTEN! ⌇ SECRET TIMES

✹ ﹒ some self ships i have with characters from multiple fandoms! ( love & deepspace, genshin, persona, final fantasy, etc )

before reading : i am quite new to this & im not sure how it works. everything is just for fun! please please please do not interact if you're uncomfortable!! if you dont like this kind of content & find it weird or cringe its better to click away!

ZHIRO ﹒ zhongli && zira

“i find myself running home to your sweet nothings”

the star and the sun.

zhongli had met zira when she was only a traveller—traversing the unknown lands of liyue. since then, he had looked forward to the afternoon tea time filled with conversations from the past. their souls were linked since the very beginning, a crystal lace tied from each of their hearts. zhongli had believed he discovered a version of love that no one else ever had.

zhongli often finds himself listening to zira’s little stories. he envelops himself into a brand new world—a glimpse into his partner’s little mind. only to retell some of the details to the adepti when they have a small reunion.

zhongli is the listener—zira talks. thats how they go—how the stars are always there for the sun, even when it outshines them.

SONG: SWEET NOTHINGS — TAYLOR SWIFT

STORMHEART ﹒tighnari && zira

“ive never been a natural—all i do is try, try, try”

the storm and the warm home.

tighnari met zira when she was at her lowest. she was emotional and vulnerable, stupid and irrational. he was there to listen, even when the distant thunder seems to be getting louder and when the rain starts to pick up and the drops of water hit his skin like needles—he was there.

tighnari is quite big on pda or any form of skinship. he loves hugging zira anytime, and that feeling itself calms her down.

SONG: MIRRORBALL — TAYLOR SWIFT

THE GLACIER’S CRACK﹒ zayne && zira

“the feeling that im loosing her forever—and without really entering her world”

childhood friends , partner's in crime , cardiologist & anesthesiologist.

zayne never believed in love. he believed that only a few things mattered in life; one being his academics, the second being his health, the third would be being the best cardiologist out there, and the fourth being zira. moving out for med school was not an easy job for him and it almost made him feel disconnected from his home. it didnt take long until he realized that everything became unbearable because she wasnt around. sure, they called often, talked and did favors for each other—but he couldnt buy twin popsicles and half them. he couldnt comfort her when she cried. so once summer break came around, he made that sacred promise.

zira took on medicine a year spontaneously after zayne moved away. she wanted to be able to atleast spend time with him somehow knowing that he'd be busy with shifts all the time. zira found her passion in the medical field—wanting to pursue it much seriously and ended up choosing her role as an anesthesiologist. she later revealed this to zayne when she found out he was going as a cardiologist. it took a while before she officially became a doctor, but its safe to say that they now spend every free time they have in the hospital together.

SONG: SLIPPING THROUGH MY FINGERS — ABBA

more…

NOCTZIRA — noctis && zira

[haisuken]

final thoughts after re-reading tokrev for the 2nd time!

- had to make this a one post because if i do multiple I’ll flood the dash more than I already did 😁🙏 errmmm spoilers!

this is chapter 278 btw like the “last” chapter of the manga !! tb to when I first read this when it came out and i CRIED embarrassing.

— chifuyu starting the chapter in HIS pov was the best idea imo, he’s such a prominent character the whole manga he deserves to end off the manga 🫵🏽

— mikey being a motorcycle racer is such a good idea idk who came up with that but it’s genius and i love it, it literally fits him so well like no joke 😭

— AND DRAKEN being on his mechanical team is PERFECT!!!! them staying together is BEAUTIFUL to me 🙏

— koko and kisaki being business men is very on brand for them since they’re both really really smart but them being business PARTNERS was never something I expected, lowkey I thought we’d see kisaki & hanma together still

— another random thing for me is izana being a director of a non-profit?? like ?? but at least he helped orphans !!!

— ^^ plus mucho being with izana is also interesting I feel like he’d be a business man so like ? BUT kaku helping with orphans is cute and I def see that for him & izana :)

— the haitani’s running a club is VERY on brand for them like I wasn’t even surprised when I first read it 😭 I saw someone say one of them was a DJ ? idk where that came from but sure ‼️

— the akashi siblings (haru & senju) being YouTubers is so fucking funny to me like where tf did that come from 😭 why are they YouTubers??? who thought of that idea 😭😭 pls I need more ppl to talk about it like I never really paid attention to it before so now that I reread it I’m like ??? 😭😭

— but takeomi being a PRODUCER is so fucking silly and I support him in it because he’s so that type of person 😭 he’s definitely the scooter braun of tokrev but not evil as fuck

— are we even surprised shinchiro runs a bike shop? absolutely not 😭 like that’s his entire personality half the manga VERY very on brand for him + he looks good 😁🙏

— inupi working with him is so cute I love inupi sm and he doesn’t have his scar so I think that means he was saved/the fire never happened and I’m happy for him he deserves happiness 🥺🫵🏽

— waka & benkei running a gym is nothing new, and I’m glad they stuck to it in the end 😁

— south makes me giggle hes a fighter which is literally PERFECT for him like it’s so fitting 😭

— not surprised taiju owns restaurants because I think if I’m not mistaken in all the timelines he owns a restaurant like he was definitely destined for it

— hakkai being a model is PERFECT and yuzuha as his manager is BEAUTIFUL like VERY VERY MY STYLE absolutely adore them both!

— MITSUYA AS A FASHION DESIGNER IM SO PROUD OF HIM THIS ENTIRE SERIES HES BEEN A FREAKING DESIGNER AND HES SO BEAUTIFUL AND SO TALENTED AND I LOVE HIM IF YOU COULDNT TELL 😻😻🙀🙀🙀🙀‼️‼️😁😭😭😁‼️‼️

— the beaver duo wbk are rich af and do real estate!

— the twins running a ramen restaurant is so interesting to be because like ik they do it in another timeline BUT like where did that come from 😭

— ngl…as much as I adore hanma being free and being a freelance photographer I feel like it’s very random and not that fitting……like wdym he isn’t with kisaki…IDK BUT HAPPY FOR HIM !!

— naoto looks so silly but I love his journalist job and emma being a house wife I support it but like we couldn’t give my girl, who is a strong and independent woman, her own job? although ik she loves draken and i support them fully so if she’s happy then 😒

— BAJI, FUYU, AND TORA BEING TOGETHER AND WORKING TOGETHER SOBBING SO HARD IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM BAJI IS GONNA BE A VET SOBS AS HE SHOULD FR FR 😭😭😭‼️‼️

— and michi + hina FINALLY getting married 🙏

overall good ending, kinda crazy ngl because technically now the entirety of the manga doesn’t technically exist since they end up going back and fixing it all in the end with the final time leap BUT still so good 😁🙏‼️

[fraener]

3/14/25

well, a week late on my cycle. test i took yesterday was negative but i feel dreadful. the mend with h didnt stick for long...i complained too much about the box he brought me to take my dishes in and his response was "look, this isnt my thing, its YOUR thing. its not my thing." which he interrupted me with when i said it would have been easier if he had brought me the kind of box i had asked for. i was quiet for a moment and reevaluated the kitchen because after that kind of quip i didnt really want him to help me anymore but i realized equally that i was going to just have to wash the dishes before putting them in the dishwasher at his house anyways so it seemed silly to risk breaking them on the way over to just have to do them anyways. i was afraid to tell him i changed my mind because i knew he would blow up at me, and of course, he did. it was the exact same pattern as its been before where he didnt tell me he wasnt too busy to help me and instead insisted on doing it and then did it wrong and resented me for not being more excited about that. im feeling so beat up. im so afraid to ask him for help, ever, and it feels like whenever i do theres a huge risk i have to weigh of this exact thing happening. he doesnt think i should be allowed to get disappointed or frustrated when he refuses to listen to me about what i need, as if i havent spent my entire life having to bend over for people who want to feel good about themselves for "helping". he doesnt seem to care that im not well, theres hardly ever tenderness there for it. it takes so much for him to take it seriously. he got the right test, yes, and as soon as it read negative decided i should just be fine. i had a panic attack this time, not a very severe one, i just couldnt breathe and had to go sit in the bathroom. rosie was really worried about me and was trying to take care of me. i left very shortly after and took the bus home. its terrible to already feel like im such an inconvenience but trying to advocate for myself ends up in this ridiculous situation where i just get yelled at and told that im "shutting down the conversation" when i say that i dont want to do what he wants instead of what i needed to have happen in the first place. im so angry, i feel so much that the world is not on my side, so much more than i ever did as a kid. i always thought once i got out id be able to find people who would do better by me and care when im sick and be patient with me and know that my occasional lack of empathy or self concern doesnt exclude me overall caring about them...the world is not full of these people that ive seen. i cant tell how far away im pushing people, but i can tell that its a little at least. one of my students who is a therapist suggested i have a dish washing party. i didnt want to tell them that i dont have people in my life who would want to come wash my dishes with me, and the one who would will only do so after yelling at me to make sure i feel bad enough about it first. im tired of being the person who reaches out first to apologize, too. what a fucking waste of a day. im so hurt.

[melloneah]

for soft asks! <3

What song makes you feel better?

What is your go to comfort show?

What’s your favorite candle scent?

Do you have a comfort item? Tell us about it!

Comfort food?

What’s something you want to create soon?

How do you feel best loved?

Tea, Coffee, or hot cocoa?

Have you ever received flowers?

Who is your bestfriend?

If your soul was a color, what would it be?

Obviously answer the ones you want! ^^ I hope you're doing alright, I haven't seen you in my notifications in a while so I'm glad to see that you're still active :3 Take care 🖤

AHHH TYSM FOR THE ASKS :333 always really happy to see u in my inbox <3 ive been a little inactive bc Life and stuff, but i miss this place!!! so i hope i can return full on soon hehehe

ok lets get into it :3 ill only skip ones ive answered here already

What is your go to comfort show?

rn it's def modern family, since it literally saved me and my dad from insanity this past month skdhfkhfsk it's just so wholesome but funny :3

What’s your favorite candle scent?

10000000% VANILLA TOBACCO. fav scent Ever. Always. perfume, room scents, candles. 📢 VANILLA TOBACCO.

Do you have a comfort item? Tell us about it!

i have a stuffed animal called 'duży piesek' (translates to big doggy) that i got when i was 7. my family and i went to a gas station and i couldnt take seeing all the poor stuffed animals in a big bin all alone so i started crying and refused to leave without one. fast forward to today, i still sleep cuddling him Every Night. he is the Perfect Cuddle Size and Shape, and i love him to BITS. ive only recently began worrying about the wear and tear and am actively researching stuffed animal restoration. he is missing an ear (back in middle school i used to smuggle an old phone to bed with me in the ear hole to read fanfiction :P) so i need to Find The Ear before i start any action towards it though.

What’s something you want to create soon?

ahhhhh there is SO MUCH! the main thing is my ep, which im actively working towards making (and so so proud of what i Do have ready), but making music is SO HARDDDD. ive been researching music production courses to make the job easier skhfksdhf. i also ordered some acrylic paint bc i Really Miss painting and want to go back to it soon. i have a vision for a mello inspired painting which will be SO COOL. ALSO i have 3 unfinished fics id love to complete eventually :3 this'll be a busy busy year for me but Only Good Things i hope <3

How do you feel best loved?

i think when people actively listen and ask me about things. ive always struggled with believing that people care about what ive got to say, or want to know how im going, so getting asked a question is often revolutionary to me......which probably means ive not been surrounding myself with Very Good Friends 😭 im working on this though, and keeping the kindest people closest, and not letting people's lack of interest chew into my self esteem :3 baby steps!

Have you ever received flowers?

nope! but this is because i actively yap about how i would far rather receive consumable gifts instead (and those consumable gifts are ALWAYS kinder chocolates. i love them. so much. omg)

Who is your bestfriend?

@vorareromantic has been such an absolute godsend to me. i have no idea what id do without them, especially recently with a LOT of death surrounding me. first my granny a couple weeks back, then just on saturday my good friend. it's been So Much and theyve been so absolutely sweet and amazing about it. i know i can always rely on them and call them if im struggling, and i never have to worry about bothering them. at some point they stayed up talking to me till like 7am their time 😭 penny i LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! THANK YOU FOR BEING SO SWEET!!!!!!!!

If your soul was a color, what would it be?

HJMNMHMMNNMnm. somehow this is the toughest question kjsfksdfkhskfsdh i wanna sayyyyyyy a soft yellow-ish orange-ish beige tone :3

please ask me nice things!!!! <3333

[manythoughtmanyprayers]

since we last spoke, i have been trying to keep myself as busy as i could, be it at home or hanging out with friends, so that i could distract myself from the voices in my head and from thinking too much about it, about us, about you. because the wound is still very fresh, despite me acting calm, im still sobbing on the inside, because its never good to end a connection you had with someone you like, no matter how shity it couldve been, it still hurts like hell.

but after last night, the first time i actually sat in front of someone who i knew wouldnt judge me for still hurting and feeling down about us, and finally said "despite how much i want to punch him, i still like him and those feelings aint going anywhere, no matter how much i hurt on the inside", i allowed myself to think about it, about us, because i knew that there was at least one person who knew about how i trully feel and understands how i feel, someone who gave me validation to do so.

the first thing i did today was turn on my phone, open tumblr and read everything i wrote about you, which is all but one post, since i only created this account to be free to write about us, about you, about how you make me feel, good or bad. because really, i had no other place to speak freely about it with no judgment and no criticism. there was no way to talk about this with my friends or my mum at a certain point, doing it publicly on social media was totally not a choice, and telling you all of these directly was something i was always very much scared.

while reading everything, from the most recent to the very first post i did, i couldnt help but tear up and feel this nostlagic, warm feeling inside of me. because despite the bad posts, i still stand for everything i said. from me feeling insecure and thanking you for helping me with that, to me wanting to be babied by you, to me being a corny son of a bitch because of my feelings for you. they are still alive inside of me, i still stand by all of it, it hasnt changed at all. and never will, no matter how many fights we have, no matter how long well stay appart, no matter how much people try to change my mind.

last night, when i was telling my godmother about how much im hurting but feel like i need to keep it all to myself because of all the background noise, she said "dont listen to peoples opinions if they are not willing to help you how you actually need". yes, she said she was relieved that our situationship ended because i would no longer hurt like i used to, but she was the only one who actually saw how much i was fighting and saw that there was potential, and that it just wasnt meant to be for now. she is the only one who saw how im feeling and is willing to help me with that, and is not just focused on making me forget about you because of all the bad shit that happened. she saw how much i care about you still, and is willing to put all the shit behind and help me understand how im feeling and work it it, instead of just desregarding my feelings like everyone else.

that little sentence she said made me realise that its ok for me to still care about you, to still like you like i did all this time. that, despite the bad shit that happened and the rage i feel, its ok to have feelings lingering and to care for you, still has much as i did while we were together. i still want to see you, talk to you, know about your days and nights. i still want to hold you, during the day and during the night, to touch you and smell you. i still wonder if youre tired, if youre eating well, if youre drinking enough water, getting enough sleep. i still want to help you in anyway i can, be it for yourself, for college, for work, for anything you need me. if you need chocolate in the middle of the night, ill still get my shoes and jacket on, and go all the way to your house to give you some, even if its raining.

i wonder if you come here often. whenever you would mention my "little texts" i would always feel amazed because i honestly thought you would forget about it as soon as i gave you the link. i never thought you would actually remember this exists, and that you would actually read what i wrote. will you still come here while were appart? or will you refraim yourself from visiting? youre always welcome, no matter how we are.

i hope we can become friends again, at least, so i can wish you a happy birthday, i will be devastated if the day comes and ill have to stop myself from doing it (i know i can always do it, with a simple happy birthday text, but it would not be the same if were appart, it would feel much better if were on speaking terms again, we will see).

[kiwibirb1]

haha so i may now have another au that also has a multichapter fic hehe anyway ima infodump on it now under the cut because yeah i like the cut thing but dont use it a lot so now its for infodumping about fics i guess? we disguise it as not wanting to give away spoilers (like i havent entirely spoiled the plot of BT) also it got REALLY long like i think over two thousand words

AH okay so its like heavily inspired by this fic (to the point im considering just branding it as an au of an au) so basically Sasha doesn't accept Grime's offer to become a lieutenant (also not related at all but lieutenant is such a weird word like in lieu of a tenant? why? sorry off topic anyway) so she kinda wanders around amphibia and this is where we diverge from above mentioned au/fic because she never finds anne in the valley. anyway now i word dump so this next bit may not be very cohesive

So she becomes this kinda folkhero thing like the other au and also steals sometimes and also gets a mask but instead of finding Anne ends up staying in the valley for longer so she misses Anne and the others. She finally leaves it right about when the plantars first get to newtopia. She goes in the exact wrong direction and kinda ends up on the west side of Amphibia, and wanders around there for a while doin the occasianal hero thing until she meets this family of axolotls (cause they did not get enough love in the series okay?) who are in like a LOT of danger so she saves them and to thank her they offer her to have dinner with them and they hit it off. OH and also this is where she loses an eye (cause that hc is just YES) so kinda ignore that dinner thing now they take care of her BUT shes also selectively mute because when she was in toad tower refused to talk so they just assumed she couldnt so she rolled with it. anyway the toads taught her the amphibian sign language to better interrogate her and now she kinda just doesnt speak? (this is what you get when i read amphibia fics and loz ones at the same time) Anyway yeah she's mute pretty much and also pretty fluent at the sign language so like its really funny when she and the other two girls finally see each other again after like two years (because yeah they dont find each for a while) and she just out of instinct signs and they're like huh? why are you signing? and she remembers she has a voice for the first time in like six months so really croakily says their names, cringes, and just goes back to signing. thankfully marcy learned it. ANYWAY back to the axolotls. They take care of her and she really connects to the little uns but she also wants to find her girls so theres angst about that. anyway she ends up like staying in the family's general area and protects them but like feeling awkward about living with them so she just travels around and visits often. She eventually accepts the parents offer to stay and helps them with their fishing business or blacksmithy i cant decide yet sailor buff or blacksmith buff hmmm choices choices.

anyway when she gets her new clothes because school uniforms are kinda bad for adventuring (seriously hop pop must have serious mending skills for Anne's to hold on that long) she tears out the SMJS patch thing and really carefully sews it onto her cloak as a reminder for what shes doing this all for (no like she says (or signs i guess) that when the little axolotl kid asks what is it she goes all cheesy but in an angsty way)

okay so the reason Anne and Marcy dont like give up on her being alive/just go to earth without her is because they couldn't do the strength temple without her so instead they focus on searching for her but when they still couldnt find her they gave up a little bit but andrias was like "well dont worry she must still be alive because otherwise the power would have returned to the gem" so they take consolation in that. Marcy eventually confesses the whole "i knew it would happen" thing about a year and a half in and anne is mad of course but shes almost fully accepted they may never get back to earth so forgives Marcy after like a month, though the relationship is a little strained at times. but since sasha never charges the stone she learns how to use her calamity powers. She first like properly uses them (like not just enhanced strength with glowy eyes the full pink hair and shit (like how anne was in S3)) when saving the axo fam (who really need names damn oh well that'll prob happen at some point in this ramble) which is why what should have been a killing blow only ends up taking her eye.

anyway about Anne and Marcy in this au now because i just had thoughts. since all three girls dont find each other again until like theyve been in amphibia for at least two years Anne and Marcy have been reunited for. a while. OH also follows the show's canon pretty much except for obviously pretty much everything to do with sasha. So no reunion, and also kinda no S3 because need fully charged music box for that. Anne doesn't really get her full powers because nothing big enough (like beating up a king) happens, so theres that. um. OH right Anne does this thing where she like goes between Newtopia and the farm with marcy visiting sometimes. sometimes the king sends the tow out on missions together

oh wow this ended up being. very long. um. excuse me i now need to go sort all this out on a google doc. feel free to ask questions if you made it this far. sorry about all the poor grammar and spelling.

mmmm read a fic and now i kinda wanna make a sasha doesn't accept grimes offer au but like she also gets so fucking lost that she doesn't find her girls for like 2 year minimum. I have ideas for this oh no the planning doc is already open ahhhhh

[fcknstar]

,, double life "

pairings : gf!ethanlandry x fem!reader ( elysia )

summary : what happens if he wants you safe?

content warnings : violence, stalker-like

**lowercase intended**

it wasnt like ethan was insecure or anything. he just didnt like the way others would constantly go to you despite countless of threats. why would they go to you for help if they didnt like you. 

ethan juggled his double life, needing to be in places at once. over time, he felt the need to watch you get home safely before attacking anyone. of course it was difficult, having to end someones life and 'be' at econ the next second. but he manages. he doesnt know how you would react to him being ghostface, despite knowing your interest in serial killers. 

ethan and you were relatively close, ethan the quiet and shy kid who did nothing but mind his business. and you, an outgoing person who wanted one to feel like they didnt have to hide anything. that was what ethan hated about you, you were so friendly. too friendly for his liking. he didnt want to kill unnecessary of course, because quinn thought it was him being weak. 

ethan and you arranged a meet up to get lunch together like youd usually do, but it shocked him when you turned him down last minute, having styled his hair the way you liked it. 

" eth, im sorry but i gotta help out andy. he has this problem and needs me- you okay? " his once bright and doe eyes switched. it wasnt inviting to say the least. 

" yea go ahead. seems like that guy really needs you, so how bout you dont make him wait. " 

" sorry eth, ill make it up to you. " you tiptoed and presses your lips onto ethans cheeks. you are one to be very affectionate to others, which was another trait ethan hated. 

who, who in this campus or city have felt your lips? ethan wanted you to only kiss him, have your last breath with him. 

watching you walk away, he couldnt help but sulk. why did you sudden turn him down, and was andy that important that you had to leave ethan stranded. 

" told you she was a waste of time. its better if we just kill her off so you dont go crying to daddy about your sad love story. " quinn didnt look up from the book she was currently reading. she found it amusing, how one person, one girl can change a guy entirely. 

" lay a finger on her for a surprise, quinn. " ethan stopped his pacing, angry that quinn would even suggest such a thing. 

" oh i love surprises! " quinn cheered. 

★

ethan was in his shared dorm, viewing your instagram story that was filled with pictures of you smiling. you smiling with that bitch andy. of course he would get angry, the only guy you ever posted other than him was chad and your family. andy? andy. youve got to be kidding, ethan thought. 

he trusted you of course, but not andy. 

★ 

andy seemed more touchy with you, seeing you take a shot of alcohol before encouraging andy to take some. andy just shook his head and brushed your hair behind you ear. ethan saw something in andys eyes that you probably couldnt. after standing outside the bar, pretending to be waiting for someone, he saw you and andy getting ready to leave. as if on cue, he acted like he was passing by when he saw you two. 

" eth! what are you doing here? you look cute tonight- " 

" hey ethan. "

" i was just passing by. come elysia, ill get you to sam- " ethan was rudely interrupted by andy. 

" dont sweat it, i can bring her. " 

" i feel that it is safer if shes with me. " ethan snapped back. from afar, he sees quinn shaking her head disapprovingly. 

" come on man, i can- "

" andy, i wanna go with ethan. " sighing in defeat, he lets go of you. you lost your balance but ethan caught you. 

" whatever man. " 

" you alright? can you walk? " ethan layed his hands on your shoulders to examine you. 

" eth, you worry too much! can we go now, m very tired. " ethan nodded, watching how quinn is still standing, studying you and ethan. 

ethan doesnt have a choice but had to walk towards quinn as that it the direction of your dorm. 

" hey angel! " quinn said, walking up to you, eyes darting to ethans arm that was wrapped around your waist. smiling with a glint of mischief in her eyes, she started. 

" you shouldnt be out with random people. who knows what could have happened if they were the ghostface killer everyones talking about? " 

" quinn- " quinn shrugged, challenging ethan. 

" eths here, i trust that he can protect me. " halting at a traffic stop, quinn sighed, knowing that shits not true. 

" ely, you know better to trust anyone after what happened in woodsbro. plus, you know what they say, keep your enemies closer. " that made you turn to quinn, eyes squinting in disgust. it was as if ethan knew what you were going to say, so he spoke for the both of you. 

" its not nice to bring up someone's past quinn. " green light flashed quinns face, indicating that you were able to start walking as the vehicles stopped for you. 

" what, am i wrong? " ignoring quinn, ethan quickened his pace and wrapped his hand tighter around you. 

he knew quinn was driven by madness. having lost her brother that was killed by your best friend. since sam killed the person she cared about, quinn wanted sam to feel how it feels to lose hers ; tara and you. 

★

the next day, you thought about what quinn said. it made sense but you knew you could trust your friend group. quinn was probably just looking out for you, you thought. you and quinn had a good relationship, or so you thought. quinn would come to you for advices or even when she had to spill a gossip. 

screams filled the void as your eyes darted to quinns room. mindy stood up quickly, rebuilding her guard that she destroyed for the friend group. there was no way someone could have sneaked, the doors having about five locks and the apartment was on the third floor, with no fire escape. 

then there was silence. nobody dared to make a move and senses heightened. the door swung open, revealing ghost face throwing quinns body in front of you. everyone screamed, scrambling to find a zone where they felt safe in, but it was impossible when ghost face could easily find you. rushing to the bowl where held all keys, you realized it was empty, signaling that there was no way out. 

wanting to defend yourself, you ran to the kitchen where a frustrated sam threw the knife holder. it was empty. no knives whatsoever. fuck. sam ran towards you, not realizing that you were in her way. ghost face swung his knife missing sam by an inch. a wet sounds was heard when sam realized that the knife had cut your arm. 

screaming in pain, you ran after sam, trying to find somewhere safe to hide. ghostface - ethan - realizing that he had hurt you, felt worried, but had to throw that feeling aside as he had to at least kill someone. 

anika pushed the drawers in front of the door with the help of chad after getting stabbed by ghostface. sams newfound boyfriend, danny, pulled his ladder through his window and onto yours. 

" you gotta climb! sam, im here! just look at me, focus on me! " sam breathed, calming herself down. 

the pounds on the door got worst as ghostface tried to budge the door open. seeing that mindy was holding it back, you ran to her aid. 

" l, its not safe, just go! " 

" fuck you if you think imma leave you. " mindy smiled through pain and her suffering, her nightmares chasing after her.

" go mindy! " mindy shook her head, not wanting to leave you. 

" anika needs you, mindy! go! " mindy was feeling hopeless, she didnt want to leave her girlfriend and her best friend that she considered her sister. 

nodding, she ran to anika. 

" anika i need you to climb, okay? " mindy held anikas tear stained face who had fear in her eyes. death was just on the other side of the door, she knew she couldnt make it. 

" mindy you go first, please mindy. " she cried. 

not wanting to fight any further, mindy pressed her lips onto anikas, afraid that this might be the last considering her injuries she sustained. 

when it was anikas turn, she looked at you.

" elys, you should go- "

" anika! you go first please. i can hold this son of a bitch back. " you found a dumbbell, you thought that could be used as a weapon if ghostface attacks. ethan hated that you were selfless, risking your life for others when he should be the one risking his life for you. 

anika was barely in the middle of the ladder when ghostface managed to open the door. you were pushed forward by impact. adrenaline was pumping harder, so you lifted the dumbbell and aimed at ghostfaces mask. a groan could be heard from behind the mask. satisfied with such noise, you continued hitting ghostface in the face until anika was able to reach the other side safely. once ghostface was stunned, you ran to the window and began climbing it when your leg got pulled. 

your head landed with a thud and sam called out to you. 

ghostface then pushed the ladder off your windowsill and shut the window, leaving you trapped with him. 

all they could see from such a small view was ghostface lifting his knife, landing it right where they thought you were. there was a scream and they knew then and there you were gone. sam cried out, having to lose another loved one. ghostface stood up, head slightly tilted as he walked out of the room. 

★ 

" i had econ! " ethan defended himself. 

" i was in the studyhall with a thousand of students, you can ask them! " chad let go of ethans collar when chad sighed. 

" wheres ely? " eyes running through the group. " and quinn? "

" she- theyre dead. " chad knew about ethans jnterest in you and felt devastated for his friend. but it was for the better as he knew if ethan was there to witness your killing, he wouldnt be able to take it all in. 

" fuck.. no.. no. " ethan dropped to his knees as he couldn't believe what he heard. mindys guess of him being ghostface faltered. unless it was a pity act. and it was, because he knows that youre safe. 

★ 

waking up with a headache, you felt light weight. you jolted up think you were dead. 

" youre not dead you know? " it was ethan. he was sitting by the foot of the bed watching you with intense eyes. 

" where are we, eth? " glancing around the unfamiliar room. 

" how are you feeling, l? " ethan ignored your question, not bothering to answer. he doesnt know how to explain what happened. 

" eth, im being serious, where are we? " ethan wanted it to be just you and him. when you tried to move off the bed, a cold bar came in contact with your wrist. 

a cuff. 

" eth, whats going on? " no answer. 

" ethan? "

" ethan landry? " he saw how your eye brows creased, wanting an explanation. 

" i need you safe here, ive hurt you already and thats enough for me to keep you safe. youre safe with me. im all you need. " ethan was rambling. 

what? he hurt me? looking at your arm that was bandaged, you connected the dots. 

" you're not- " 

realization filled your eyes as it darted toward ethan. 

" what? are you scared of me now that im ghostface? are you going to run away when you know damn well i can protect you better than anyone can. " 

[divinegrey]

I AM BACK FROM THE DEAD 🐍🐍 ok so 1) HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GREY IM SO SORRY I COULDNT WISH U EARLIER COLLEGE HAS BEEN ON MY ASS BUT HBD 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 and 2) i binge read all your recent works and it is, as per usual, top tier chef’s kiss extraordinary brilliant showstopping amazing 💯💯💯

for the hc requests, this might be very contrary to established public opinion but i absolutely fucking cannot get the idea of bottom!viper out of my head…….. imo she’d only willingly bottom as sort of an expression of vulnerability??? can you tell im a whore for the “let me take care of you” trope LMAO not me projecting onto viper haha what but either way, if she’d ever bottom or not, just wanna hear ur thoughts on it

- 🐍

aw thank you for the belated birthday!! i totally get you, college is fucking HARD and it's a struggle. however, i had to write this one because i like you so much and also bottom!viper is SO good (don't even get me started on bottom!viper and bottom!reyna i love them so much)

hope you like it!!

NSFW!!!

SWITCH UP | BOTTOM!VIPER X GN!READER

words: 1000 warnings: explicit 18+ content, minors dni

HEADCANONS

While it is most certainly true that Viper tends to dominate on the field and in the bedroom. Her control is both a need and a want. Control is what keeps Viper from losing her head and falling to her vicious anger. 

So you’ve always been more than okay being the bottom of the relationship. It’s a form of centering yourself, in the care of none other than Dr. Sabine Callas. She’s methodical with her work and you have never, ever been left unsatisfied by her. 

However, you worry. Of course you do— Sabine is your girlfriend, and even you know that no one can be that strong for so long. 

But you say nothing. Business continues as usual, with Viper and you going to bed together every night (minus missions). You either snuggle to sleep, or you end up getting railed into the mattress so hard that you see stars. 

The changes start happening slowly. Viper becomes more irritable, her anxiety is worse and her control begins to crack under the pressure of her vice grip around it. You can see clearly how frayed she is every time she comes into your bedroom at the end of the night to sleep— if she even makes it to the bedroom at all. Sleeping in her lab becomes more of an occurrence, much to your dismay. 

You’ve had enough. One night, after she comes in, you sit her on the bed and have a talk. And by a talk, you say—

“Let me fuck you for once.” 

Viper is caught fairly off guard by your words, and you really can’t tell if she’s offended or not. 

“I know you’re the one usually in control, but you’ve been so tired and overworked lately, please just let me take care of you, okay?” You say, using softer words to try and get your point across that you love Viper and you only want the best for her. 

She seems to realize what you mean, and to your surprise, she agrees. 

SPICY HEADCANONS

Viper on the bottom is a rare instance. You’re taking this and running with it. 

Your plans start with helping her relax and soak in the tub to get the stress out, rubbing her shoulders in the way that she likes. Viper tends to carry her stress in her back and shoulders. 

Once that’s all done, you wrap her up in a fluffy towel and carry her to the bed, where she is promptly put (read: thrown) and you start kissing her. 

There are moments where you catch her trying to wrestle control back from you— Viper targets all your sweet spots, but you’re insistent on making this night about her. So, you grab her wrists and keep them pinned to the bed, allowing you to kiss down her neck and chest, pushing the towel down as you go. 

She’s more responsive than you could’ve imagined. Viper tends to lean more toward being quiet, most of her pleasure coming in the form of soft sighs and subtle body movements, but it seems that when she’s on the bottom, she feels… safer. She feels like she can be more open with you. 

Knowing that makes you feel like you’re on top of the world. 

You bite and suck marks onto her neck, relishing in the soft whimpers you bring out of her mouth. Viper shifts her grip out of your hands and clings to your back. 

“Don’t hold back,” you whisper into her ear, feeling the hairs on her neck stand up. “Let me hear you, my love.” 

By the time you finally reach her core, Viper is all but pushing you, a subtle sign of hurry the fuck up. You’ve never seen her like this. Wanting you as badly as you want her, and you feel honored to witness Viper like this, to be able to take care of her the way she takes care of you so much. 

You start gently, using her tongue to coax out even more sounds out of her mouth. Viper slides her hand over your head, pressing you further into her, and who are you deny your girlfriend her pleasure? 

You’ve never been more happy to have her legs on your shoulders, and you’ve never been more happy to feel her hold onto your hand as you bring her, rather quickly, to the brink of an orgasm. You don’t see it coming until it happens. 

Viper’s entire body tenses, her back bows up, and her grip on you is tight. There’s a rush of warmth into your mouth that you swallow without hesitation, and only then does Viper relax, letting out a soft moan that will forever be burned into the back of your head. 

You’re gentle with your tongue, watching for any signs of discomfort, but Viper seems to be all but melted into the cushions. Curiosity tugs at you— could you get another one out of her?

You bring your fingers into the mix, staying soft and light with your touches. Viper’s eyes snap open and she looks at you. 

And while you’re prepared to pull away, Viper grips your chin and— with a soft voice and even softer words— commands you. 

“Don’t stop.” 

You’re going to hear those two words for days. 

You fuck her through another orgasm, this one taking longer than the first. Viper is soaking in the pleasure, shaking on the bed. Your face is smeared with her slick and you’ve gone fuzzy-brained with seeing how good she feels. 

You understand why Viper likes fucking you— it’s addicting to see her like this. You can only wonder if she feels the same when she fucks you. 

Viper taps out after her second orgasm, pulling you up to her level with weak limbs. You curl up beside her. 

“Get that smug smile off your face,” Viper mutters, turning and pressing her face into your chest. 

“Just glad I could make you feel good,” you say. “That was good, right?” 

“I feel…” Viper rolls her shoulders. “Amazing.” 

“See what happens when you let me do something for once? I’m great at topping people,” you say, pulling the covers over you and Viper and letting her snuggle into you. 

“Yeah, yeah. Don’t get smart with me or it won’t happen again.” 

You zip your mouth shut, and wrap your arms around Viper. She falls asleep faster than you’ve ever seen her. You press a kiss to her forehead before shutting your eyes and drifting to sleep right behind her. 

~~~~~ A/N: no this isn't proofread you think i have time for that? anyway im probably gonna go write bottom!reyna now. thanks for reading!