#i couldnt be mad at them either tbh

[mcyteggs]

Joel's bias for his actual irl wife and actual irl bestie in WL is so damn funny like ya they both just killed me . and ya, I am in an alliance w them both now 💚

[lynn-tged-posting]

tged webtoon ep 153 spoilers n thoughts below yadda yadda

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THE RENDERING BEING BLOWN AWAY IS SO GOOD ABDBDHSHAHAHAHAHA

i LOOOVE visual gags like this WAHAHAHAA like i thought itd be the usual "jesus fuck hes tonedeaf", still silly haha but like we saw already BUT THIS RESOLD IT FOR ME HAHAHAAA LMAO

i had to double take too i had to scroll back up (while giggling like mad) and really Look at it and confirm "WAIT HOLY SHIT LMAO ITS NOT RENDERED"

extremely obsessed w verkis' expressions this chapter in general HEHEHEHE

LIKE HE LOOKS SO DAMN HAPPY IN THIS PANEL HERE ITS A LIL FREAKY ALMOST WAHAHA

gigglin a lot at the two of them just. spinning and sinking down LOL verkis just couldnt bother w a better portal style, thats so real of him tbh like if it works dont fix it

ALSO SUHO'S BODY IS STILL THERE EXISTINF yknow i thought itd be like a case where he like, died or smth but ig not!!! yippee for still being alive but also,,,, what state is he in,,,,,,

like. time HAS to have passed on earth, theres no way it was paused; when cheong shim (i hope that was her name its been a while) got transported and later verkis checked on her dad, its clear that time had passed since she "died"

so suho has to be in like, a coma or smth like that right? cause hes not dead, but then whos taking care of him??? his whole family has passed and bro only had that one friend and who knows where or what that friend is up to,,,

is this like a magical coma?!?!? where hes just. still in the boardroom suspended in. uuh soullessness??? im so curious,,,, need the next ep now

or well, wait he might not be in the boardroom i feel like someone would HAVE to find him n like. idk bring him to a hospital, bc he has to pay rent for that n like the moment rent stops rolling in of course a landlord would notice 😭 aaghh so many questions im genuinely so excited for this arc

AND JAVIER

JAVIER RESOLVING TO BRING HIM BACK OOOHHH OOOOOHHHHH shaking him shaking him shaking him

idk hwo to explain how this makes me feel but ooghh my silly boy,,,, ASK HIM IF HE PLANS ON STAYING,,,,,,, u goofball,,,,,,,,,

god javiers come to love lloyd sm that he'd fight him to keep him by his side EXPLODES EXPLODES EXPLODES PUNCHJNG THE WALL

"i will use my powe- wait wtf MY MANA"

ITS SO INTERESTING THAT HE DOESNT HAVE ACCESS TO HIS MANA HERE NOW

ik its like "duh its another world" but tbh i thought since he had a manaheart, the mana comes from that, or like he just. has mana in his body? idk if it makes sense but yeah, i didnt think of mana being an energy that comes from their world, i thought it came from them themselves if that makes sense

SO HIM BEING MANALESS IS SUUPER INTERESTING tho im sure javier could still like drag lloyd back hes a strong guy lol

i wonder then if lloyd feels it too?!?!? the lack of mana?? especially bc of his heart being yknow. all kinds of shit goin on w it

like can he still use his skills?? will the status windows still appear?? his mana in lorasia does seem to be unique after all, considering javiers interaction w it when fighting the bone dragon; maybe he still has mana?!?!?!

SEOULLLL HERE IT IS!!! wow its polluted damn omg quite the poor first impression for javier 😭 "its like hell,,," nah bud ur just in the city youll b ok 😭

AND THE LAST PANEL OH MY GOD

LLOYD AAAAHHH AAAAAAA IS HE OKAY

HE LOOKS SO,,, NERVOUS? SCARED?? HOLY SHIT AAH GOD HIS EXPRESSION

we dont see him being terrified a lot but when we do its like OUCHH YEEEOUCH god i hope he will b alright U HAVE JAVIER W U ITS OK

im wondering what it is specifically that hes worried abt,,,, being in the same world as himself? seeing the place where he lost his past family all over again? a combination of those maybe?? or maybe its an old anxiety of being out in seoul and not in his boardroom/in class/working, not entirely sure,,, or maybe im overthinking it and its the whole earth being manaless thing fucking w his body like i mentioned earlier lol

either way oooohh i hope he'll b ok,,,,

VERY excited for next week PLS I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS,,,,!!!! see yall then o7

[pixlokita]

im with you, i hate that it feels like its gregory vs cassie in the fandom rn. theyre KIDS.

i also dont think its gregory in the main(?) ending (there are so many things that make it not make sense for it to be him), and it bothers me so much that people are pouncing on “gregory is evil” - he is a CHILD.

i really hope people dont pester you about drawing them as friends, i personally would love some art from you with them being friends <3 as much as i am a fan of the angst potential of that ending, cassie being tricked by the mimic (grimic? is that actually the canon name..?) one last time to pit her against gregory when really neither side did anything wrong is far moe interesting in concept than “gregorys just evil” could ever be imo.

i personally love feral/menace gregory, but hes not evil - again, hes a kid! and hes been in terrible circumstances! im not sure i could even really be mad if that WAS him in the elevator - a genuinely terrifying threat was released, and he might not be able to trust cassies voice, just like she couldnt trust his. we know cassie was okay, that the mimic wasnt with her (well, aside from the arm), but gregory had no way of knowing any of that.

seemingly, hes with vanessa and freddy. if he risked it and it WAS the mimic and not cassie, he could lose everything and more all over again. i cant imagine being a kid having to make such an awful decision. keep your current family safe, or risk everything in case your best friend somehow made it?

he knows how dangerous the plex is. and i can only imagine how much more dangerous hed expect it to be now. he barely made it out with freddys help, and as far as he knows, cassie doesnt have someone there to help her.

i feel so bad for gregory, both in-game, and in the fandom! he doesnt deserve all this hate.

sorry, that wasnt supposed to be a tangent - my point is im a gregory defender and 100% on your side. i hope no one is a prick about you drawing cassie and gregory as friends. ill personally fight them for u pix i promise

I agree with a lot of what you said tbh and heck dude Gregory is indeed a child, he’s even had to do things he didn’t want to do and got the short end of the stick every time. Cassie is a bean also, like she didn’t deserve to be tricked she didn’t deserve to be traumatized and she didn’t deserve to also get the short end of the stick either. It’s just I just really can’t accept that Gregory would do that to her either and ? If I’m wrong then okay? But like that’s just what I chose to believe and what I chose to draw I don’t get why people have to prove me wrong about it or pull lore nonsense into it to make sure I feel like I’m wrong. I mean =w= even retorting to insults like we’re in kindergarten is just ridiculous?Plus other people being stupid made me give up on interacting with anyone on that particular art piece. I felt like the end of ruin wasn’t satisfying so I drew art to feel better and try to understand it better and people took it personally =w= very mature honestly, they could just make their own art and leave mine alone.

[hyunjinspark]

hiii !! i wanted to leave my comments on chap 17 a few days ago but im so stressed w my life i didnt have time to sit down and digest this chapter properly lolz but either way im here now! And my feelings changed .

i think i've mentioned in my last ask that i couldnt get mad at hyunjin. well now i can 😭😭 i think the way you narrated yns feelings really hit home for me - realizing she was currently living her dream life and not being able to feel anything besides pain really got to me. even though hyunjin doesnt realize the amount of hurt he caused, he still managed to ruin (at least for a while) something that is such a huge deal in her life. i do kinda feel sorry for hyunjin too, he seem so clueless about the damage he causes, but its really hard reading how empty yn feels when there are so many good things happening in her life

im so incredibly proud of yn for standing up for herself!!! she really matured a lot, and i think she's starting to respect herself and stand her ground more. i wonder whats gonna happen when she reaches her breaking point w hyunjin tbh.. i hope she does, though. he needs to realize how neglectful hes been w her

also, i really dont know my opinion on jeonghan yet. im not his biggest fan, but i don't really dislike him either. i do think hes maybe a bit to eager to make out w yn at any opportunity he has, but i cant blame him for that LMAO i just dont trust him yet. i hope he doesnt do anything weird.. he's definitely on my watch 👁️

and i think this might be a really hot take, but i dont know how i feel about kairi and bang chan... things could go SO wrong and when it comes to u writing angst.. im really worried ab where this is gonna lead us 😭 honestly idek how i want things to go for them.. ofc i would love if they got back together, but that doesn't really seem possible. u keep getting me hooked on this story jade omg 😭 i srsly have NO idea how this is gonna go and im honestly kinda worried ab finding out..

and also i hope nothing happens between yn and hyunjin in the next chapter🥲 unless they have a srs conversation and hyunjin apologizes.. honestly idek what he could do to make it up to yn at this point. but still, im always rooting for them. and i trust hyunjin's feelings towards yn. and i trust ur ability to turn really tragic storylines into really pretty love stories

but yea ! hoping and praying my good sister yn will not fold in chap 18 🫡 i love her i just want her to be happy and appreciated :((

alsoo right where you left me is my favorite taylor song ever 🥲🥲 the title alone made me flinch before i even started reading the chapter lmao

anywayyysss !! hope u have a lovely lovely day, pretty! im always rooting for u!

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its been a while ! im surprised your feelings changed but that makes sense, yn’s really struggling and hyunjin probably has no clue how much :/ its frustrating, and her breaking point is imminent tbh !!

i think a lot of people share your opinion on jeonghan 👀 it could go either way,,,,and same for kairi and chan 💔

anyway, i love reading your thoughts !! thanks for sending them in. ☺️

[quenthel]

ok since I started thinking back on my dragon age characters fondly lately I will talk about them at least just this once...

I didnt much develop my Hawke bc what the game gave me felt enough... just went ok yeah shes a bit more masc and tall... thatse it...

I made two wardens but the only one that matters is named Briell Surana. I originally made her an Amell bc I wanted her to be related to Hawke but then i scratched that idea but by then I got married to the blue eyes black hair look I specifically gave her so she kind of looks like default Hawke.

Her whole deal is that she thinks she is the best mage to ever live and she would never succumb to any temptation bc its all a skill issue. Gets mad at Jowan not bc he became a blood mage but bc he was a loser about it. I wanted her to escape the circle bc the Cullen thing creeped me out so badly i couldnt stop thinking abt it and all the implications of how templars treat mages... Tbh I didnt roleplay a lot back then w my choices so she was just making the cookie cutter "best" choices bc I didnt think too much abt the rp element of this game. But then Inqusition came out and I got obsessed w thinking abt what she would be up to and gave her this epic villain arc. Like she would become cruel after being a warden for so long and saving the world without much recognition... she is an elf and a mage and a warden so that probably weighed heavily on her esp since most of her friends either fucked off or forgot about her too... So I had this idea of ok maybe she shows up during that warden questline and she is like a bit out of it. Clearly she is an incredibly powerful mage and she uses blood magic to fight demons with demons but she has no regard for life and she is incredibly reckless. Only cares about Leliana (with whom she has a horrible strained relationship with... like think about what Louis and Lestat have in iwtv lol that type of shit but less intense). She hates Cullen tho and while he is still into her and remembers her fondly that image of her was never truly real and she never was as agreeable as he remembers etc... Her closest friend is like... Sten... and maybe some of the ppl from awakenings lol... ALSO bc I was mad that Morrigan was straight I imagined that she spend a lot of time helping to raise her son... and maybe something happens between them... And honestly I'm more invested in the Inquisiton era of her bc that was one of the first times while playing when i was really like okay... what would SHE do...

[golbrocklovely]

oh damn.. ok jc thing… couldnt he just be trying to see if someone had leaked stuff and where jt mightve come from? the ty feet thing is hilarious.

zach… uh zach lol id love to know what he said bc i don’t see him being intentionally racist. maybe just a bad joke that didn’t land.

oh more k drama… lovely lol at this point i want them to go live and just start making out with snc and really give something for people to be mad abt lol is kat rly making tiktoks abt her? bc that’s petty if she is lol

I will say ive noticed a lack of xplr merch since the boys have been in australia 😂 at least last time i looked lol

Im curious what batshit craziness will go down once snc are state side again… 👀

- aussie anon

the jc thing… idk what’s going on there tbh. it’s really surprising to that he would do that to women he knows. and idk how he’s gonna apologize or explain himself. it’s just gross either way you slice it.

with zach, idc about him and don’t watch him so idc or know really anything. i was just kinda told about it lol

yeah the k stuff is a wee bit silly, and her kinda egging it on is funny, so i’ll give it to her there. but other than that??? i don’t get it

and to my knowledge kat hasn’t acknowledged k so… idk what she was referring to with that now deleted tiktok.

and snc have been commenting on the girls’ stuff so clearly things are still working out for them. and i can only imagine the crazy once they get back home lol

[romaritimeharbor]

honestly, one of my favourite things about the hoyo games is how they deal with immortality, im a sucker for immortal characters who dont enjoy being immortal and vise versa, yknow?

its why baizhu and yaoshi are so interesting to me, especially baizhu. most of the liyue story themes revolve around modernity vs. tradition and mortal life compared to the reclusive adepti, usually (im pretty sure its always?) siding with the former being better. so a character like baizhu, a mortal man desiring immortality is just so cool and i wished they gave enough of a shit to write him better (not that his writing is bad, especially compared to some other characters, but its very obvious the writers couldnt choose between a 'kind doctor' character or a more black jack-esque doctor who can cure anything but is pretty morally gray, especially the 'charging people a bizzare amount of money' thing)

one baizhu moment that i think about constantly is from his story quest where xiao tells him "immortality may not be the blessing that you imagine it to be." and i just wish hoyo could expand on that. like imagine wanting immortality more than anything and then basically being told by an ancient being "its not my buisness but please dont its awful."

(also yeah genshin's worldbuilding sucks so bad lmao, i've played through all of the main story and read alot about the lore and i still barely know What is even going on)

NO IT'S REALLY ONE OF THE COOLEST THINGS!!!!! hyv writing is kind of questionable most of the time but i think they did well in their handling of immortality. it's really fascinating to me.

baizhu wants to attain immortality so bad, to save others, to save changsheng, and maybe to save himself (just throwing that last one on there for fun tbh i think he's way more worried about others; the other potential victims of changsheng's contract if he does not end it asap, changsheng herself, etc). i wonder what he must've felt when xiao outright told him "immortality may not be all that you think it is" LIKE???? this ancient being told you not to do it. but he'll continue doing it anyway. a man who is blinded by his ambition. hmm. and yeah i do agree! but i also hope this particular trait of baizhu's was done for a reason, not just bc the writers couldn't pick between tropes. baizhu was written impressively well compared to some others, so i HOPE it really is there for a reason.

(GLAD I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE BECAUSE I SWEARRR SOMETIMES I HAVE NO CLUE WTF IS GOING ON)

but to add my own little commentary regarding yaoshi bc i never stfu about them: yaoshi is so fascinating to me for so many reasons.

do they know about the consequences of their blessings? if so, did they warn the alliance's ancestors, and did those people just not listen? or... did they not say anything? if so, why? OR do they just not know?

(either way i think the xianzhou's explanation of their history is bullshit. girl why did you all go LOOK FOR THEM and ASK FOR IMMORTALITY and then get mad when they did what you asked....... smh. This is why we can't have good things [<- is biased])

to add onto that last point, are they so all-consumed by abundance that they cannot see beyond their path and cannot even perceive the harm their actions cause? it would be such a fascinating idea, because this would also explain why lan is SOOOO obsessed with them (just say you want to kiss them bro it's ok 😒 /J); if the "aeons are all-consumed by their path" is true, then lan literally cannot do anything BUT hunt yaoshi down. the trailblaze can do nothing but trailblaze, which would explain why they disappeared. They Trailblazed Too Far. but if this were true, then what would this mean for aeons like long?

OR. is yaoshi simply an amoral eldritch being, whose motivations and thought processes cannot be comprehended by mortals? adding to this point, why the fuck does the xianzhou alliance "categorize" the aeons GIRL THEY ARE ELDRITCH DEITIES NONE OF THOSE MFS ARE "GOOD" OR "EVIL" ❗️❗️❗️❗️

[theclosetedskeleton]

FAVORITE AND LEAST FAVORITE NEEDFUL THINGS CHARACTERS??

JUST SAW THIS YAYAYAYZAJZHZ

time to ramble abt needful things 😈

IDONT HAVE A *FAVORITE* FAVORITE NEEDFUL THINGS CHARACTER AT THE MOMENT SO ILL LIST SOME !!!!

LONG ASS POST AHEAD

Leland gaunt:

first original favorite character in the book tbh!!!! probably bc he gets introduced so early but whatever 😼

hes such an interesting character, all throughout the book. FUCK having leland gaunt as an old man i WILL make him this sorta middle aged guy because i CAN GRAHH !!!! I'd get into a bit more abt him but i REALLY DONT wanna spoil the book 🐟

Alan Pangborn:

I think hes the type of the character that went from "okay cool character whatever" to " wait hes actually really cool" . ALSO last week i couldnt STOP DRAWING HIM. I DONT KNOE WHY

again FUCK the way he looks in the needful things movie i am never getting over that one image of him from the movie he looks like all of those blue eyes memes istg. I hc him with blue eyes but NOT the eyes that the movie gave him. when i say blue i mean the non creepy kind because BLUE didnt mean BLUE BLUE oh my god. wait. or maybe i hc him with brown eyes??? i dont know both would be a cool option

Norris Ridgewick:

NORRIS FANS WYA 🗣🗣 100% has to be in this list for sure !!! hes also close friends with alan so thats rlly cool 😼 him and alan are one of the best duos ever !! polly [another char] doesnt exist (NO SHAME ON POLLY SHES A COOL CHARACTER BUT I DONT THINK WE REALLY GOT TO SEE MUCH OF NORRIS AND ALAN AND WE MORESO GOT ALAN AND POLLY [ but then again polly and alan are supposed to be in a relationship so FINE STEPHEN KING.... smh /lh])

ALSO SIDE NOTE I THINK ALAN AND NORRIS APPEAR IN OTHER STEPHEN KING BOOKS LIKE THE DARK HALF OR WHATEVER IT WAS CALLED!!! GOTTA READ THOSE BOOKS THEY WERE IN I NEED TO KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT THE FUCKED UP FICTIONAL TOWN IN MAINE AND ALL ITS PEOPLE NOW!!!!!!!

Nettie cobb:

Shes pretty cool !!!! she kinda deserved better in the book i dont know WHY wilma had this grudge against her (I think it was explained somewhere,, maybe it wasnt? idk) but the rivalrys kinda interesting. Nettie calls Wilma the"Crazy polish woman" sometimes in the book and i found that funny. wait holy shit new pickup line just dropped "Hey girl.... Are you Wilma Jerzyck? Cause youre MY crazy polish woman" I THOUGHT THIS WAS FUJNT

Ace merril:

I AM SO MAD HE DIDNT APPEAR IN THE NEEDFUL THINGS MOVIE. LIKE OHTMYGSJDBS GRAHHHH 🤬🤬💔💔 whatever cause if he did appear they'd probably make him look like whats one of the best ways to put it. "Cool guy" but in the annoying way stereotype. Hes a character who shows in the middle of thr book yet i dont see many people talking abt him

AND FOR LEAST FAVORITE CHARACTERS??? UHH.... i dont think I have much really... or any idk either i have an "ehh 🧐🤨😕" mood abt them, an interesting "🧐😱😼" or a "FAV !!!! HRAJH 🗣🗣🗣" mood abt them and p much everyone goes under the interesting or fav category thingy minus like one or two people but they like barely appear

ANYWAYS I THINK TJYATS ALL. if i added others Id probably just add all of the fucking characters 😼😼 BUT THANK YOU FOR ASKING THIS I NEEDED TO TALK ABT NEEDFUL THINGS (NOT *NEEDED* BUT YK)

[ajdrawshq]

Okay, so they said they are going to patch the sound issues in the p3p port, but I don't think they are going to change the ai upscaling. I also don't know if they released the patch yet or not. Overall if you want to play p3p emulation is still probably a better experience overall, and it's fairly easy to emulate psp games on a PC if you want to go that route just saying

Some people are mad about the fact that they ported p3p over FES, but honestly the visual novel style of p3p doesn't bother me it's got it's own charm. The removal of the animated cutscenes does bother me, but it's easy enough to look them up on YouTube that's it's not a deal breaker to me personally. I do wish for a remake of some sort that people spread rumors of every so often but until then both version have their merits and downsides. This has been my persona 3 port ramble that you didn't ask for but I hope it helps

if i can emulate p3p on my computer i will most likely go that route, tho i can barely get any 3ds games to run smoothly on it so im unsure how well thatd go.. couldnt hurt to try tho!! the only reason i was considering the port tbh was bc its on gamepass so id basically play it for free there, but i think the original would be more convenient oddly enough. good to know they plan to fix the sound stuff but if they dont rework the upscaling ....... :/

i had to look up the differences between p3p and FES, seems like the second one is shorter but has more playtime? is that bc of the animated cutscenes u mentioned? either way i think ill go the play p3p + watch cutscenes on youtube route, if thats how that is, bc that sounds like the easiest way to experience it. thank u for telling me all this!! :3

[princesable]

wwait please do tell ur issues with omori if u feel like it. as a somewhat omori enjoyer (<omocat sucks) i wanna see others' opinions as well

ok on my puter here u go. im not gonna write out like. an essay im just gonna list things out in bullet points because thats easier for me so sorry if this is hard to read/understand. quick side note i've played this game around 3 times because i love showing it to people so they can get mad about it with me. i feel like this is important because ive like. actually played the game and not pulling all of this out of a cut down letsplay (also just so no one gets mad at me i pirated it) but also my memory is awful. i am planning to play it again and actively take notes so i can write something more coherent. also putting it under a read more because i didnt realize how much i had to say about this

the story sucks tbh. like its an interesting concept that could have been done in an extremely impactful way but i felt nothing. like i didnt care about mari and i didnt care about sunny because he had like. no personality outside of "silent main character everyone likes". like if you dont care about mari the whole story falls apart. it relies very heavily on you caring about the two of them which is FINE but they do a really bad job of making me actually give a shit.

hero got like fucking nothing in the story and that bothers me like. outside of sunny we should have seen how mari's death impacted him the most because. you know. THEY WERE DATING? but we never get to spend time with hero. like all he is is "the nice one" i wish we got to see. anything with him but i swear they just weren't allowed to have him express emotions that werent extremely mild or something. actually now that i think about it it feels like hero was an after thought in like. everything. his dream word ability is barely used and when it is it feels like anyone could have done it. have it literally just be that he can flip switches is stupid. you could remove hero from the game and it would impact nothing.

AUBREYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY the church confrontation scene was like. GENUINELY GOOD? and then after that they just forget to do anything with her. like it pisses me off how that scene was actually good and the only part that genuinely got me to feel anything and then she just gets nothing. like her "bully" scenes are pretty good and i genuinely sympathized with her but it kind of felt like. you werent supposed to? idk if that makes sense because you totally WERE supposed to feel bad for aubrey but having the kel high fives directly after multiple scene where you make her cry felt so. fucking weird. maybe that was the point idk. aubrey's my favorite character i wish omocat knew how to write

SPEAKING OF KEL. I REALLY REALLY DONT LIKE HOW THE GAME TREATS HIM. he's supposed to be the comic relief but like. EVERY joke is either "kel is gross/stupid" or "aubrey is mean to him for no fucking reason" and it gets old really fast because he's just a kid??? like him and aubrey are just mean to each other thats their whole thing which is FINE i GUESS but its not funny?? its just incredibly mean spirited and not fair to him as a character. why couldnt he have just been silly without the game seemingly hating him for trying to have fun. like most of his moveset is based around being annoying its. its weird man idk. also the fact this is a fucking item in the game

when i got this for the first time i put my head in my fucking hands man this sucks.

Basil. basil could have been an EXTREMELY interesting character but hes just so. whiny. it gets old really fast. the final fight with him was pretty good i guess. i dont have much to say about him sadly because i just like. dont remember. nothing with him stuck with me. OH WAIT the black space bit where you repeatedly kill him in extremely gruesome ways was. kind of fucking weird. because hes 10. it was unnecessary like if you REALLY wanted the fact that sunny is trying so hard to repress anything that reminds him of what he did to be represented through basil dying you could have just done it a couple times idk. weird scene.

ok moving on from characters the art is. a lot. its very hard to tell the dream world party members apart because omocat just has really bad same fact syndrome, it doesnt help that they all have the same color palettes. speaking of color palettes why do the overworld sprites white wash kel and hero. its less noticeable with hero but like. come on man its not hard to color pick your own art

still on the art the fact everything moves is fun in concept but REALLY distracting in execution. theres been multiple fights (specifically sweetheart, the king crawler and humphrey) where i've gotten awful headaches and had to take a break because i felt sick from all the movement lol. also the animation for releasing energy does NOT help who thought making the screen shake that much was a good idea dear god. like seriously this game needs to have some kind of warning

using sweetheart as an excuse to talk about how the dream world its such a fucking slog. i UNDERSTAND the point is that sunny is doing everything in his power to not reach the truth so he creates roadblocks but oh my goddddddd its so annoying to constantly have the plot take a backseat so we can go to a wedding or go to a casino or GO IN THAT STUPID FUCKING WHALE. the fact that there is a fucking mod that removes the humphrey segment should say enough. like that part in particular was soooooo fucking bad. its so boring. the humphrey fight has THREE FUCKING PHASES. I DONT KNOW WHO THOUGHT THAT WAS A GOOD IDEA BUT THEY SHOULD BE KILLED. ITS AN AWFUL EXPERIENCE

the emotion system is an interesting idea but i wish they did more with it. once you figure out that everyone has one theyre best with you stop playing with them. it stopped being fun to battle because its just make aubrey angry -> make sunny sad -> make kel happy -> have hero do fucking nothing -> hit them. idk maybe they could have had like. special emotions for boss fights?? im not sure how that'd work but i wish they added little twists every now and then to keep all the battles from feeling the same.

the real world isnt much better honestly. all the aubrey shit made me angry and the battles are so weirdly unfair its just not fun. like it doesnt penalize you for losing real world battles but its like. idk they suck. also the fact it doesnt tell you food doesnt heal you in the real world fucked me up when i first played because i was so used to the dream world i spent all my money on soda and then spent the entirety of the real world on like 1 hp i cant add spoilers on tumblr so animal harm/death and suicide warning for this next part. if you dont want to read that theres nothing else after it so youre good to just stop reading now

i dont like the black space. like i briefly went over it in the basil segment but it left such a bad taste in my mouth. especially the part where you are seemingly "forced" to cut your fucking cat open as it begs you to free it and the only way to not hurt it is to kill yourself?? ok.

speaking of which the fact the only way to leave the dream world and wake up is to kill yourself complete with a little sound effect is weird to me. idk man omori is 10 im not exactly keen on watching a child kill himself several times.

honestly the games handling of suicide is gross to me. obviously i dont think you should never talk about suicide i think its a very important topic but they way its handled in omori is almost. glorified? idk if that the right word. omori/sunny can kill himself so many times in this game and i just found that a little weird. also basil can kill himself and you can see his body just. sitting there. ok im running out of writing steam if i think of anything else i'll make another post or you have any follow up questions let me know im gonna go watch scott the woz

[b0nywh0res]

hi!! so since im not active 24/7 anymore i feel like u missed a lot so little update!!

i lost most of my friends. ive had so many depressive episodes and then weird episodes where i would hate them and want them to die. so ig it makes sense but also they know that i have these episodes but wtv not everyone can handle that and i respect that. they didnt have to be such bitches abt it tho. i got them muffins as apology bc i rlly cant control those episodes and they fucking rolled their eyes at me. girl. ur acting as if ur not fucking toxic urself. at least own it omg.

L and i got sooo close irl. shes been way more touchy w me which i rlly appreciate bc its so comforting and makes me feel so much more loved than just words.

and uhm. today was the worst day of my life. i had a panic attack during english class so i left and decided to skip the next period which is allowed if ur in a bad mental state. i told a teacher and he was like okay fine but for some reason the secretary still called my mom? she was so mad bc she doesnt believe in mental illnesses and all that yk so i was too scared to go home. i told my homeroom teacher and she said that there was obv a bigger underlying issue that was causing this. i basically started sobbing and she was so kind to me and hugged me. she even started crying w me oml.

she said that one of the teachers saw me looking at pro-ana sites in class(probably tumblr i hate yall LMAO) and they told her. she wouldnt tell me who it was. if i find out who snitched i will hshdhsjdh. i fr cant let anyone know abt my ed but god i was so close to telling her everything.

she said that i dont have any adults in my life who i can rely on and that i carry way too much for a teenager. shes getting me a school therapists and tbh i dont think itll help much bc ive had a few before but shes so nice to me so ill try. idk if im ready to talk abt my ed yet but i def want to do smth abt my mood swings and everything that comes w it. its so tiring.

she couldnt rlly do anything abt my moms anger so she told me that it was just one day and that i could get through it and i would speak w her again tmr. heating her say that was a real relief ngl. my mom hasnt ever been this mad(except for that one time 3 years ago when she wouldnt allow me anywhere but the attic for 3 weeks) and its rlly scary. home situation isnt great and school isnt either but god id do anything to be at school rn.

all in all life still sucks, i love L and now im starting school therapy. woohoo.

[spade-club]

I know this is an ask game but Im bored and wanted to answer all of them sooooo B)

🌲 well in terms of how many we've been aware of, we started with like 8 but since have discovered lots and lots of us that have been around forever, I think the official count right now is 32 but I /know/ theres quite a few more.

🌻 "when kurby swallows mario he become de kart" -Olli

🌾 I have a whole playlist actually! but I gotta say We Are Broken by Paramore reaaaallly gets me personally.

🌙 we have quite a few special relationships but I think most of all our family dynamic is suuper important to us! Donnie, Cass, & Olli find their siblingship very important, particularly.

🌊 couldnt call them inside jokes if everyone knew about them.

🌺 Rose's room is kinda the most important place we have because shes the only one who actually uses the innerworld casually lately. its all pink and black and white & she has a canopy bed. there are candles everywhere. & she even has a vanity and a bay(?) window :) peak comfy space for her to zone out in tbh

🌍 kiiind of?? for those of us who are capable of thinking in pictures the innerworld is great & even partially malleable. we do have someone in charge of the innerworld, but they're rarely around to mess with stuff so its basically for Rose and Chloe and sometimes one of the kids.

🐛 personal opinion (from Cass, hi) is that Bee has made the most progress of all of us since finding out about the system. she used to be very antagonistic and forceful (internally) but spending more time in the real world and making connections and having a partnership has really taught her how to use her energy for good & now wants to make everyone genuinely happy as often as she can, both in sys and in our partner sys!

🍂 idk how to make fusion happen! but theres a few of us who want to whenever we can figure it out

☀️ We like leaving notes for eachother but most of our communication is either out loud or in very loud vivid thought conversations when we cant talk.

🌱 Im pretty open about it in my personal life, most of my friends either know or im comfy hinting about it around them. (ofc most of my friends are systems themselves) but professionally and with my family no one knows!

🌄 oh for sure, I havent had as many doubts lately as I am very aware of how my system dynamics affect my everyday life, but I still very frequently feel kinda "cringe" about acknowledging it because talking about it can feel unnatural sometimes :/

🗻 again it depends on who you ask, many of us have no ties to the innerworld at all, but for Rose it is her home as much as our physical home is (if not more?)

🍁 Names come about in different ways for different ppl. though a lot of it is from music. Donnie got both his online & irl names from songs (What a Catch, Donnie.) Chloe was from the Grouplove song. Cloud (short for Collide) came from Collide With The Sky, the PTV album. Juice is a nickname from my real name. & Candle Rose are just two things she really likes aesthetically lol. most of the rest were a bit more random tho

🌈 Most of us consider ourselves human but as far as self inserts, characters & other such AUs Donnie is a fairy (occasionally a vampire too,) Rose is a vampire, Olli is wolf boy, Cass is a puppet of sorts. & the genuine non-humans are CeCe who is an angel, & Ghost who,, is a ghost

🦔 I miss Indie all the time where the FUCK did she go?? Olli has also been hibernating for a minute, miss that kid :(

👥 My partner & my best friend are both pretty good with understanding when I unmask fully. Some of us, however, still have trouble not unsettling our autistic friends when we unmask. Donnie in particular tends to get a very polarized reception, for that reason. everyone thinks hes mad all the time but really he's just quiet.

🦚 honestly we're pretty open about it & tend not to mask too hard anywhere so I would consider us overt but overtness is a complicated concept because no one who doesnt already know would know, yk? (Olli does mask in public pretty well though!)

DID / OSDD ask game

🌲 How has your numbers of parts changed over time?

🌻 Favorite quote from a part.

🌾 Any songs you relate to DID / OSDD?

🌙 Share a special relationship between parts.

🌊 Any inside jokes in your system?

🌺 Describe one part of your inner world.

🌍 Can you change your inner world and access it freely?

🐛 Which part made a lot of progress?

🍂 Did a fusion happen in your system?

☀️ How do you all prefer to communicate?

🌱 How open are you about your DID / OSDD?

🌄 Did you ever went through phases of denial?

🗻 How much does your inner world feel like home?

🍁 How do your parts get their names?

🌈 Are there any parts who view themselves as something other than human? Or who have supernatural powers?

🦔 Are there any parts of you that you miss?

👥 Is there a person you all can be yourselves around?

🦚 Ho covered / overt is your DID / OSDD?

❔ (ask any other question)

[vermanaward]

dawntrail msq, 92-95

earthenshire

i'm just getting this out ahead of time. if this ends in another cheese debacle im. pls don't

apparently 'use your words to ask for things' is a concept that moblins are allergic to. god dammit

koana is that guy who studied abroad for a semester and came home all 'they do it Like This in Sharlayan We Should Too'

dont love that he's internalised so much that the foreign way is besterest, or that the writing keeps half supporting his assertions

[while standing right next to an aethyryte] whyyyyy do we have to taaaake a booooooooat

wait this is why we had that aside with the melodramatic elf wasn't it. sigh

so as well as speedrunning his character arc he's speedrun his citizenship arc. good for him i guess?

cool, role quests unlocked. time to ignore those until level 98

okay the gulool jaja fight was p fun

also i like that this whole hting isn't just. heeheehoohoo trial by combat goes brrr. he's like if izaro actually rubbed his braincells together and didn't set the empire up to fail

[koana voice] everyone will think twice about fighting us once we have advanced technology

yes that's definitely how this works. also absolutely the reason garlemald left sharlayan alone. not because sharlayan kept running away like the cowardly fucks they are.

wow. gee. lamat got herself catnapped this definitely wasn't incredibly predictable

doing the stealth section while it's pissing it down with rain so my girl has her bright white umbrella out = top tier

well. koana's not having kids the old fashioned way

and once again we all just. stand there like muppets while the bad guy retreats.

then again literally all of this could have been avoided if someone had. escorted the catgirl when she was lured into the Very Obvious Trap. sigh

either way this is going to end with one of the cats on the throne and the other in an advisory capacity. and i hate it

i had to xp grind here bc of Miscalculations. how embarassing -_-

worlar's echo

finally realising that the urqopacha day theme has the same opening as the sohm al theme. concerned about what further parallels are going to be drawn. is valigarmanda nidhogg's ex? is estinien going to get posessed again? pls say no

at least there's not a blue hair elf pld for them to kill off this time

okay so i was wrong about valigarmanda. i still expect that the seal in the city will house a boss fight, though.

new prediction: the feat of ice will start with 'strengthen valigarmanda's prison', and end up being 'actually just fucking kill it'

pretty purple bird. it's the next dungeon boss isnt it

dungeon 2 - worqor zamor

alisae green dps LMAO

how i feel during prog sometimes. tbh

krile uses aoe spells?? in dungeon??? what is this MADNESS

hot Damn i like boss 1 a lot. it's cute but also its mechanics are kinda fun

i also like that trusts don't just run to the safe spot straight away any more. little details in programming them that makes them seem more human

boss 3's no slouch either. honestly a good dungeon alround tbh

the gear is unique too. dyes too

aaay got the orc roll too

valigarmanda

...and we didn't use erenville's magic macguffin when lamat was missing because....?

WHY COULDNT WE FEED IT THE INFORMATION IN THE FIRST PLACE. christ this is so needlessly padded

the normal was pretty fun. ex hopefully will be interesting. the persistent dot on everyone after the add phase was an interesting touch. music slaps too

it occured to me about half way through that if valigarmanda is/was an auspice, it probably lost itself to aramitama at some point, which is. sad, honestly. give your local long lived sentient animal a hug before they go mad and blow the world up

also i noticed krile casting aero ii at vali and. i guess her ai script just loops aoe spells in part of it, instead of being smart enough to tell between single target and multiple targets. at least she aoes i guess.

oh. the "golden city" was amarout wasn't it. 🙃🔫

iq br'aax

so instead of using our words and just. asking someone what this recipe is, we're going to watch people and divine a particular recipe from the aether. why is this storyline so allergic to people talking to each other like adults

what am i saying this is xiv nobody talks to each other like adults. urianger least of all.

[consults crafting log] well either it's higher than level 95, requires a master crafting book, or doesn't exist. there i solved the trial can we- [dragged off stage out back]

...why the fuck is french toast a level 93 recipe

oh okay i used my words and asked someone and we were forbidden from being told this information so i guess we're just following quest markers until we stumble upon it by happenstance and exposition

oh my god alphinaud shut up about the fuckin firewood

brokering peace by appealing to a greater xenophobia is. it sure is a tactic i guess

not that he's wrong per se but like.

if there's been peace for eighty years tho, and barring the use of something like black rose, you'd have thought the cinderfields would have grown back by now. ash is a wonderful fertiliser, after all. but what do i know

(even then the east end still has more regrowth that. an old battlefield in the middle of a rainforest? okay.)

pls krile i powerleveled cul so i could afk macro my own consumables. i do not cook

i keep periodically remembering the person responsible for overseeing this expac and i'm just. yeah. the heavy handedness. yeah.

Oh Boy Parenthood Drama man

Wuk Lamat Has Two Dads (but no mom. xiv pls)

"several cutscenes" says the prompt, while there's the telltale solo instance marker around an npc. sure, jan

apparently squex did not in fact get the memo that people hate rp battles

wol: [popcorn intensifies]

mamook

we are actually visiting. an entire map during a single arc of the story. this is unprecedented. at least outide of final zones, anyway. which i know this isn't bc my shared fate and aether current trackers are half empty

you know i. i'm extremely not a fan of how it's the lizards of all the groups here that are the supremacists who are not above lying/cheating/stealing/etc. just saying

SILVERSCALES MENTIONED

actually i've been sorta wishing i could bring it up. 'yeah i beat several shades out of him for bullying harmless tonberries. who then finished him off with their knives, yes, but fucker had it coming'

why are there alkonosts here 👀 not that it really matters but. pretty birb-not-birb

man we're gearing up to Power Of Friendship the racist supremacists again aren't we

whatever. lower yak'tel is so pretty, i can't wait to fish here :3

i like how everyone assumes that we're on the level and didn't murder bakool for his blessed scales like he kinda deserved

GLOW IN THE DARK BANANAS

actually i just saw a glow in the dark skeletal alkonost and now im wondering if the glow in the dark isn't like. radiation or someshit

i guess it tracks that the one thing wuk lamat would learn from the wol would be the ability to look at an enemy who despises everything that they are and go. "FRIEND SHAPED. :D"

oh okay we're Power Of Science (And Also Friendship)-ing our way out of this

which is great and all but man. sometimes people are just power hungry dicks, you know? this is the same shit we went through in garlemald. 'waugh they were only xenophobic warmongers because they had to live in a shitty country and people were shitty to them'. which, again. werlyt author -_-

...the catboy's going to quit, isn't he

ilevel for this battle is 666. lmao

"everyone ready?" erenville: [flees]

i didnt realise roegadyn were from yorkshire

i'm going to go out on a limb here and assume the fact that kettie is still alive is connected to something in not!amaurot

im also going to crash here bc its 2am and ive been awak since [looks at clock] too early. TMORROW: WE CONTINUE

[bhaalsdeepbat]

I have three Durges so they can all be the best of all the worlds. I've been furiously writing shit down and thinking abt them all and how they each resist the urge differently & for different reasons.

Durge One: Mercy.

Resist the urge, tries really hard to make ammends for what they did as a living weapon, tries to turn the blade from the throats of the innocent to ripping apart bandits. The itch to harm still there when the Urges are gone but they're intrusive thoughts and not compulsions. They chose their name after their first night off the Nautiloid, hoping to find strength in the new name and new beginning. They're still a chaos gremlin, but will stop and think about whether their actions are cruel are not. They do not want to act with cruelty where they can help it. Astarion side eyed tf out of them when they first met, until he realized this Durge is just a chaotic mess. They're the most feral one of the three. Mercy is also a sorcerer, so they're terrified of losing control to the Urges AND their magic when in a blacked out state.

Durge Two: Ashe

Resisting, not bc they wanna be better, but bc the chaos they sow should be of their own accord. They want to be free of the leash Bhaal has on them, and is disgusted by the leash Emp slipped on. Definitely has a thing for Gortash, did take the deal, was genuinely upset she couldnt poly threesome with her (ex) boyfriend and her vampire lord. She's a slutty little bard with a taste for mischief and power. Doesn't actually know how to handle being responsible for their own decisions and let's Ascended Astarion take over her leash. Post-game, she is Astarion's songbird and assassin. Since he's protective / possessive when ascended, I imagine he would set up to have her entertain guests (with him there) and then direct her to kill them under his watchful eye. Their fave thing is for her to murder someone as an offering to him (instead of Bhaal <3) before they both feast on the body together.

Durge Three: Phyrafae

Murder hobo who embraces the urge, until she met Minthara. Minthara's disappointment in her losing control kicked her ass in gear to start resisting bc if she's going to be walking death on the face of Faerûn, it will be because she decided to, not bc she's a murder meat puppet. She's a (gloomstalker) ranger who wants to accumulate power alongside the love of her life (Minthara) and get revenge for both her and Minthy. She's been BIG mad at Orin since Minthara told her about what happened, and then the Act 3 reveal abt what Orin did to Durge has Phyrafae seething and seeing red. Her and Minthara are super supportive of ascended Astarion taking over the surface with his army of vampires and I think he would eventually try to make them his spawn. It will either end in them killing him or all three of them being conquerors together, if he was smart about it (since Minthara is interested in becoming a vampire). In the latter scenario, they become a toxic power throuple tbh. Until then, Minthara and Phyrafae are being the most disgusting u-haul lesbians. Literally just met, now moving in together and are gonna conquer some lands to take a house.

[extreme-technicality]

Thinkin bout Rumi and how the ninjago showrunners did her SO dirty again

[that-one-weeb-buts-its-the-main]

Closeted | Matt Murdock

Reader: male | romantic reader

Type: one shot, fluff

Warnings: like one sex joke thats it

Notes: Loved the way this came out tbh its so pure.

Master list: Marvel | The "Playlist"

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Y/n hummed, food in hand as he guided Matt along, Matt holding onto the inside of Y/n's bicep.

"Mhm. Matt wanna try?" Y/n asked.

"Im good." He spoke.

Y/n nodded in response, "Suit yourself."

That was on there way to the office of Nelson and Murdock. Y/n stopped twice more to complete breakfast.

It was all because of Y/n's super secret power as Y/n described it: it drained energy, sped up his metabolism faster than a rocket ship, depleated him of all vitamins.

In result Y/n ate more than a elephant each and every day to just survive. Matt never minded nor really cared about what Y/n's powers were, something about a sorceress is all Y/n really explained.

Yet when they met in College it was more than helpful, Y/n's newest concoction up for taste a few rooms down.

Plus Y/n made some bomb ass "toliet bowl ramen" as he so proudly named it, Ramen with left over vegetables and meats from previous days in either beef or chicken broth.

Mhm a trip down Memory lane. Matt couldnt help but remember it:

It was after a whole ordeal with Elektra, she pissed about something, something stupid to be mad about. Foggy was out with Marci and Y/n didn't ask questions.

His only option was Y/n, (he knew that was a lie he could of gone may other places) and with an empty bed due to a roomate dropping out, it was ment to be.

Ment to be? Ment to be was one way to put it. They ate, laughing happily, smiling, touching shoulders, kissing, shocking? Really not.

The two had been close, maybe even secretly shamingless flirting (they were hard flirting), but no one ever caught on.

"Matt! Matt!" Y/n called.

"Hm? Yeah?" Matt spoke turning his head towards Y/n's voice.

"Coffee?"

"Oh. Uh, yes please." Matt spoke, they stopping at a small cart which made coffee, Matt's hand squeezing Y/n's arm.

"Matt! Y/n!"

Matt quickly dropped Y/n's arm, clearing his throat and fixing his tie, he knew that voice anywhere, Foggy.

"Heyya Foggy!" Y/n smiled eating a pretzel he gotten a block down, "wanna coffee man?"

"Sure. But only if your buying."

Y/n bit into his preztel nodding in response and ordered a third coffee.

"Gettin Jealous of you two L/n." Foggy joked, "After all. I use to walk Matt to work everyday."

Y/n laughed, handing the coffee's over, "Ooo sorry did I cut into your boyfriend time?"

Foggy laughed, Matt grabbing the strap of Y/n's shoulder bag as they walked. Foggy and Y/n engrossed in some conversation that Matt figured he could doze off in the middle of, his day dreams taking him back to that college dorm: Y/n's college dorm. How'd he go over to Y/n's place, hoping for just one more kiss. Especially after the ordeal with Elektra. Y/n was just...refreshing, no need for danger, no need for speed, no need for sex immediately, no need for an explanation, 'Just cuz' was a good enough explantion for Y/n if it came to yes or no. No "but why?" followed.

But. Matt never told anybody, and he was sure Y/n never told either. Foggy didn't even know. And Matt felt bad for the shamelessish flirting Karen was doing, even if she was kinda subtle about it, but not subtle enough: Foggy picked up on it, teasing Matt constantly, which resulted in a: "come on foggy be serious." Which led them around in circles for a few mintues just for them both to laugh at the end.

Foggy. Foggy Nelson. His best friend, his partner in crime and in law. He'd understand. Matt knew he would, maybe it was just the fact he had to say it. Anytime he practice telling him in his head, his words slurred together, but Y/n came to save the day. With a radiant smile he couldnt see but feel warming up the room.

"Matt! Earth to Matt!"

"Huh?" Matt questioned.

"Wow Man you're really out of it today." Foggy told, "You okay?"

"Yeah. Lot on my mind is all."

"Wanna spill the beans?" Y/n questioned tossing his empty cup away in a trashcan.

"Not now...just...wanna get into work." Matt spoke.

Y/n nodded, "Yeah. I hope you feel better man."

"Thanks Y/n."

And they split, Y/n crossing the street to rush to work and Foggy guiding Matt to the firm.

"Who are you thinkin' about?" Foggy teased.

"What? No one." Matt answered.

"Oh come on. Lover boy. Was it Karen?"

Matt laughed, "No. It wasnt Karen."

"But there is someone! Some other mysterious woman, a nurse? No a school teacher."

Matt shook his head no, another laugh falling from his lips, "No. No. Not a nurse or a school teacher."

"Come on! What does she like to do? Come on, come on! Where does she work?" Foggy nagged playfully.

Matt laughed, "Uh...she works at the zoo..."

"Oh? Centeral Park Zoo?"

Matt nodded, his becoming giddy, but managed to hold it in, "Yeah. The main Marine Biologist there, but is a Zoologist."

"Does she work with Y/n?" Foggy pestered.

"Yeah. You could say that." Matt smiled,bitting his lip just thinking about Y/n.

Some how Y/n always came back smelling like the grass lands and the untouched seas rather than animal crap. Smelled like flowers and fruits from feeding the animals.

"Well. She hot?" Foggy questioned.

"How would I know that?" Matt shot back with a laugh.

"You just do!"

Foggy opened the door to the building Matt going in with a quick thanks. Maybe he should just tell Foggy? Straight up? Right here right now? Just drop the bomb.

"Hey. Uh. Fog." Matt spoke the two stopping infront of there door.

"Yeah Matt?"

"I uh-"

"Oh hey guys! Thought it was you out here!" Karen intruppted opening the door for them.

Matt sighed in relief, his coming out extended.

"What were you gonna say Matt?"

"Oh uh. Nothing forgot. It'll come to me later."

"Alright! Then lets get to it!"

There wasnt much to get to in full honesty, and Karen was once again slightly poking at Matt, the small gestures that no one could pick up on, but the stares of love said it all, how much she wanted to be with him as they worked.

Yet when his phone rang like clockwork everyday, he picked it up so rushed and answered it before the name could even be announced.

"Hey!" And he was rushing to his own office, he knew who it was.

"Hey Matty just checkin in on your day." Y/n spoke.

"Better now that you called." He smiled.

Y/n smiled on the other end of the phone, "The babies miss you."

Matt laughed, "yeah, Im sure the penguins miss me plenty."

Y/n smiled wider, he sitting on the ground, watching some of the penguins at work, they curious about what there favorite zookeeper was doing.

"I think they wanna say hi." Y/n smiled, "Say hi to them."

"Hello penguins."

Y/n looked at the penguins, "matt says Hi-"

And it suddenly became loud in noise, Y/n laughing as they chirped there little noises, feet beating against the ground as they came closer.

"They said Hi back." Y/n told letting one of the birds peck at his feet pulling at the shoe lace, once sitting in Y/n's lap looking at the clipboard with paper work as if it was reading it.

"I miss you." Matt spoke.

"Matt it's not even...lunch yet. Come on baby." Y/n teased.

"I know. I know...you ate? Keeping your energy up."

"Yeah." Y/n spoke, "you takin breaks?"

"Yep."

Y/n smiled, "Listen Matt. Somethings bothering you. Tell me- Hey! Diva do not bully Billy! I told you about that!- That's right! Back up! Come on-"

Matt laughed, "Kids arguing again?"

"Don't change the subject Matt."

Matt sighed, "Just. Stuff. Work. You."

"Oh Im a bother?" Y/n chuckled.

"The only think you bother is in my pants-"

"Saint Matthew! You're at work!" Y/n scolded playfully.

Matt smiled, "i know."

Y/n shook his head, "Just one of those days then baby?"

"Yeah...just...Hard with foggy not knowing."

"Oh." Y/n spoke, "Matt you've put this off for far too long. I mean. At first I understand. We were off and on in college and even outside of college, but we've been together for a mintue now. I don't like seeing you so worked up over something I know Foggy would except."

"I know I know." Matt started, "Just...worried..."

Y/n frowned, "I know baby. I know. Wanna have lunch together then? I'll grab Thai?"

"Sounds great."

"Mh. I love you baby."

"I love you too." Matt spoke the phone hanging up and he leaning against his desk.

Lunch with Y/n. How he loved it, it always filled with more laughter than food. With soft small kisses that lingered longer than they should off that always tasted of crappy coffee and whatever they had for lunch.

"Matt!"

"Yeah?" Matt spoke standing up, fixing his tie.n

"Me and Karen going to get lunch. Comin with?" Foggy spoke.

"Uh. No. Not today. Wanna get some of this stuff out the way." Matt explained.

"Alright." Foggy answered walking away,"Hey Karen! Its just me and you today!"

"Alright." Karen smiled, she in Foggy's previous, "You want me to bring you anything Matt?"

"Uh. No. No it's alright."

Karen nodded, "Hey. Take a break alright?"

With a playful push of his shoulder he laughed, "Will do."

They left shortly after, Y/n showing up soon after.

"I brought Thai!" Y/n cheered walking in to Matts office, "and coffee."

Matt smiled as he stood up from his chair, his fingers running along the side of the desk to help guide him around it.

Y/n set the food and coffee down with a smile, he taking a step towards Matt.

"How's work goin?' Y/n spoke.

"The same as always." Matt shrugged, Y/n smiling as he rubbed Matt's bicep.

Just that touch alone eased Matt, he smiling smally in response as Y/n talked softly to him: tell him what he bought for lunch for them to share. It blurred the outside world out, just Y/n's voice filling his ears, nothing else important in this moment.

"Im gonna kiss you now." Matt announced, Y/n stopping his sentence a bit surpised by the sudden intrupption, but smiled nonetheless and welcomed in Matt to kiss him.

It was playful, and soft, a short small kiss and Matt leaning his head on Y/n's.

"Mhm you ate before you came." Matt smiled, Y/n chuckling.

"You know how it is. Magics no joke." Y/n smiled.

"Right...the sanctum. Or whatever you call it..." Matt spoke softly, leaning in to kiss Y/n once more, Y/n humming into the firmer kiss.

Matt pulled away once again, "Blackberries?"

"You got it." Y/n spoke, his nose grazing agaisnt Matt's.

Matt tilted his head to kiss Y/n, it was useless to try and stop when its all he wanted. A hand through Y/n's hair and Y/n placing a hand on Matt's waist-

"Holy shit-"

Matt pulled away quickly, Y/n turning his head head.

Foggy stood there in the doorway. He in utter shock. What. What was he looking at.

"Foggy- Foggy let me explain!" Matt ushered, following the sound of Foggy's footsteps.

"No! No! It's alright! Just forgot my wallet!" Foggy rushed, going to quickly grab his wallet, "see! Found it! Okay! Bye!"

"Foggy!" Matt called, "Look me and Y/n-"

"No! No! Im leaving goodbye!" Foggy spoke loudly, quickly leaving Matt at the firm behind.

Matt sighed, Foggy was upset, he sounded upset.

"Hey. Matt you alright?" Y/n questioned, his hand coming to rub Matt's shoulder blade, it was obvious that Matt was upset, this wasnt how he planned it to go at all.

Matt sighed, taking off his glasses and rubbing over his eyes in a stressed notion.

"Come on baby. Some warm coffee and food will make you feel better."

It did. But not as much as he hoped. Foggy and Karen had come back, Karen happy to see you as you and Matt shared lunch.

Foggy avoided Matt for the rest of the day. Why? Well because its awkard to watch to your your best friends sucking each others face off. That was his own real reason for avoiding Matt.

Y/n left with a goodbye to everyone, he seemed to be the only one who didnt feel awkward about it, and Karen left early for the day. Leaving Matt and Foggy alone, both leaving at the same time as the other.

"Look Foggy-"

"No. No." Foggy spoke, "it's cool you don't gotta explain yourself to me Matt."

"So you're not mad?" Matt questioned.

"Mad? No. Scared for life? Maybe." Foggy joked, "Nothing more socially akward than walking in on your two friends making out."

Matt laughed lightly, "yeah. Suppose being blind helps there."

Foggy smiled, "So how long that been goin on? You know. You and Y/n."

"Uh..." Matt thought, he didnt know the exact time they had spent together, "off and on...since up college. We've been continous for a while now."

"Since College?" Foggy questioned, Matt nodding.

"After the uh...whole Elektra situation." Matt told.

"Oh wow." Foggy spoke, "a while then?"

Matt nodded, "Yeah."

They both stood there laughing awkwardly, it dying off softly.

"Yeah. I really like him." Matt explained.

Foggy smiled a hand on Matt's shoulder, "good. You deserve someone civil. And not physco."

Matt laughed, they leaving together, Foggy guiding Matt home. They joking back and forth. A huge weight off Matt's shoulders as they laughed back and forth. They making it to Matt's door where Matt knocked, and the door opened to Y/n.

"Made dinner for you. Hey! Foggy!" Y/n smiled, "see Matt I told you there was nothing to worry about."

"Nice to know someones had this guys back when Im not around." Foggy spoke.

Y/n nodded, "wanna come in for dinner?"

"Oh no. No thats fine." Foggy spoke, "I've got my own dinner date."

"Ooo." Y/n teased Foggy rolling his eyes as Y/n laughed, Foggy leaving after goodbyes.

"See nothing bad right?" Y/n told.

Matt smiled, letting Y/n lead him into the apartment building.

"Did I tell you how much I love you?" Matt questioned.

"Yes but I like to hear it more than once." Y/n answered, Matts hands catching Y/n's waist playfully and kissing him quickly.

"Mhm I love you."

"Love you too baby."