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Me at work me at work me at work me at anywhere honestly đđ story time in the tags
#nana reblogs#not kpop related#i told the cute guy from work that I think heâs cute#he didnt say Iâm cute back#then I asked if we could exchange numbers because I was feeling cocky#he never texted me#guess Iâll go jump off a bridge then#i am humiliated#i am embarrassed#i do not want to be here#luckily he doesnât work tonight#but like#i changed my hair color and everything after this#the worst type of rejection is the one you have to face at least 3-4 times a week#time to ignore this man like heâs carrying the bubonic plague#i will not look or talk to him ever again#i will learn a completely different line before I ever help on his line again#i will find a way to not have to face him ever#even though weâre line neighbors
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Upcoming Ballad changes đ?
#loz au#wip#Ballad (Kheprriverse)#they/he#thinking about his design a lot more >> just how some things came to be#as I change FD I also change Ballad since theyre kinda linked (lol)#the white in their hair also changed a bit. more prominent + starts on left side of their usual part#but him in his main casual outfit + the green half-tunic is now just a cloth#switched his belt coz thats been bothering the fuck outta me#also changing his biggoron sword because that fucker cant have a single consistent design#yknow after all the trouble i went through making its oh ref twice#scarred eye is now his left (heâs left handed) + starts where the eye is for uh. lore.#also he doesnt close his eye often anymore. tho i may give him some sorta patch to cover it⌠not sure yet. probably wont#iâll get to his armor eventually. that ones gotta take a lot of thinking.#balladâs kind of the main character so I do wanna get their design how i want#theyâre justa dad who wants to get everything done with so they can go back to their wife and son#*dont worry about the weird coloration in one spot. i use an auto action to auto-color my line art before i go in manually*#Kheprriart
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Post ipre and wars and sizzle it up etc., Taako - aka Taako at the start of here there be gerblins
#taako#taz balance#the adventure zone balance#taz#taako adventurezone#taako design#taz fanart#my art#look at my sad boy#i think after sizzle it up he changes his appearance a lot#i loveeeee when ipre taako has a different hair color than post ipre taako#like slay#i think he cuts his hair and dyes it after sizzle it up#been thinking about that a lot#and then from gerblins onward he lets it grow out while keeping it blonde#how many time can juno get away with not drawing taako with a braid#I THINK HE DOES BRAID IT A LOT I JUST REALLY LOVE DIFFERENT HAIRSTYLE TAAKO DESIGNS#girls when geometric shapes#for any tag readers im gonna be opening commissions in a few weeks wink wonk#girls when they project everything onto taako even currently growing out their hair
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going through a truly miserable ugly phase with my body at the moment and I know it will be over someday but good lordâŚ
#I donât mean the phase is ugly or even that my body is#itâs that Iâm just not vibing with anything Iâve got going on at the moment#itâs sort of like writerâs block but for like style??#all my clothes look weird on me and Iâve gotta figure out how to dress for an office job again which always makes me feel so dysmorphic#I started messing with my hair color like two months ago after doing the same thing for a while#and now itâs in a very ugly transitional phase that I hate#Iâve also been cutting it myself and itâs just not great#nevermind the general gender dysphoria stuff Iâve got going on#saw a picture of myself in my nieceâs room the other night and I was like oh I guess Iâve always been ugly!! cool!!#I know this doesnât matter and will change probably soon#But it feels sooooo bad right now#everything feels bad!! itâs like thereâs no hope for anything whatsoever#ANYWAY#I WILL LIKELY DELETE THIS#I just watched karolina zebrowskaâs video about celebrities and ozempic and I just feel like maybe itâs never been more over for us??
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clumsy!reader is still bad at yoga and yoga instructor!rafe wants to keep her all to himself...
18+ mdni!
c/w: rafe being touchy & blatantly flirting w her, him getting jealous, slightly suggestive, reader being oblivious
wc: 1.9k
idk if anyone missed him but he's back & better than ever !! (after a small vacation that ended up being almost 3 months :D)
some parts are more or less inspired by this, this, this & this ask
part 1
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Rafe is in the midst of helping someone fix their posture when he hears the gates of heaven opening in the form of a melodious giggle chiming from the back of the room. He lifts his head in order to detect the source of such a vibrant sound; noticing that his favorite client is currently directing her attention towards some guy next to her. Â
The joyful expression sheâs sporting makes a scowl paint over his features. Why is this random man making her laugh like that? Â
âYeah, you got it. Just keep workinâ on it though,â he quickly dismisses the person he was helping before stomping over to find her practically lying on the floor with the guyâs hands on her calf, along with his mat pulled far too close to hers for Rafeâs liking. Â Â
âI think you should bend it more here, right? Iâm honestly not too sure,â the guy chuckles as he tries to figure out what sheâs doing wrong. Â
âNo cause I have no idea how everyone else makes it seem so easy. Itâs so hard to get it right, I feel so stupid half the time,â she complains with a huff, not even noticing Rafe looming within earshot. Â
âSeriously, I thought this was a beginnerâs class but it feels like some of these poses are meant for like literal pros,â he continues with a shake of his head.Â
âI know, right?â another peal of laughter bubbles from her throat as she shifts into a seated position, giving up altogether. Â
âEverything alright?â Rafe doesnât mean for his tone to come out so clipped but thereâs something in the way the guyâs touching her so freely that makes his hands curl into fists.Â
He keeps reminding himself over and over again that this is a client, which means that he canât just smash his face inâ no matter how severely his fingers are itching for it right about now. Â
âOh, I was just trying to help her with this,â the guy explains in tandem with her head turning to look at Rafe. She seems startled. Â
âWell, why donât you focus on your own form for a change? I mean, sâkinda my job to help her, yeah?â he scoffs, making the guy halt his movements in a state of surprise before he's lifting his hands up in apology. Â
âDamn, sorry dude,â he mutters out from under his breath while Rafe merely glares at him with the words stay professional bouncing around his skull. Â
A tense silence follows, making her grow quiet while she takes slow sips from her water bottle as a distraction; wondering why he seems so bothered to see her talking to someone else. Â
However, when he finally turns his attention towards her, she shrugs it off as him merely having a bad day because it seems like the only logical explanation to her. Because at the end of the day, him being jealous makes as much sense to her as her math homework in high school.
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Rafe is convinced that the universe is purposefully trying to poke and prod at his limits, giving his carefully curated facade opportunities to crackâ allowing for the borderline psychotic aspects of his personality to breathe through the crevices. Because only a week later, Rafe sees her entering the gym with another guy she seems to be awfully friendly with.Â
âThatâs crazy, I donât even wanna know what Kie said to that,â she rolls her eyes jokingly while heâs showing her something on his phone. Â
âYeeeah, guess you could say she wasnât the biggest fan,â he laughs in a carefree manner, raking a hand through his disheveled, sand-colored hair. Â
âFor some reason Iâm not surprised,â she mutters out before she notices Rafe standing in the hallway leading to the yoga class. âOh, gotta go so Iâm not late. See you after?âÂ
âYeah, Iâll be here. Think Pope said heâs gonna join me for leg day, so weâll see if Iâm still standing when you get back. But you have fun,â he offers her a wave before walking away towards the locker rooms.Â
And at last, her warm eyes meet Rafeâs. âHi,â her voice is soft, nearly shy; a stark contrast to her demeanor only a few seconds ago. Â
âHey,â he greets her in a casual manner, although his mind is somewhere else entirely. âSo, that your boyfriend or?â he tries to approach the subject with nonchalance because itâs not necessarily any of his business. Â
Heâs not even sure why heâs askingâ keeps telling himself that heâs just curious and tries to appear friendly by making small talk. After all, some clients have given him feedback on his apparently intimidating aura, claiming they donât always have the courage to ask for his help because they get anxious heâll judge them. Therefore, it's something heâs been trying to work on. Â
âWhat? Oh, JJ? No, heâs just a friend. He goes to the gym here, so I usually just tag along with him. Free ride, right?â she answers with a lighthearted tone. Â
âRight. Yeah,â he scratches at the back of his neck, contemplating whether or not to ask the next question since he doesnât want to overstep any boundaries. However, thereâs something deep in his stomach that grumbles at the prospect of her being in a relationship, makes him feel nearly insane and ultimately, makes the decision for him.Â
âYou, uh, you got one?â Â
âWhat?â she asks, features coated in confusion.Â
âA boyfriend, I mean,â his gaze is unwavering, eager. Â
âOh, umâ no, I donât. Why?â her puzzled eyes flit over the lines of his countenance, seemingly trying to grasp onto his motives.Â
âJust, uhâŚwondering. I mean, heâd be kind of a dick if heâs not drivinâ you here himself,â he shrugs, a strange sort of relief making his shoulders feather-light when she lets out an airy giggle in response. Â
âYeah, honestly sometimes wish I had one just so he could drive me around and stuff,â she jokes while they begin to pad over to the class.Â
âYou donât have your license yet?â he raises his brows in surprise. Â
âNo, I do. I just donât really like driving. I donât know why but itâs so stressful to me. Usually try to avoid it as much as I can,â she elaborates while gathering her hair away from her face and securing the strands into a ponytail.  Â
âOh yeah? Well, if you ever need a ride home just let me know, alright?â he says, fighting the urge to tuck a loose tendril that has managed to escape the restraints of her hair tie back behind her ear. Â
âReally? Thatâs so sweet of you! But, um, wouldnât wanna be a bother,â the hesitation is present in her voice. Â
âNah, couldnât bother me if you tried,â he promises, wishing they could talk for longer. However, the ocean of people flooding inside the room behind them cuts their conversation short. Â
âYouâre just saying that,â she dismisses him with a playful scoff.Â
âMâbeing for real. Youâre my favorite face around here. Plus, makes my job more fun when youâre always stumblin' on your feet,â he canât help his mouth from twisting upwards at the way her eyes round out in response to his words.Â
âShut up. Iâm gonna go set down my mat now, before thereâs only space right in front of you,â she offers him a giddy smile that makes him grin like an idiot. Then, sheâs tiptoeing away from him in order to locate a vacant spot.Â
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Rafe has become awfully familiar with these newfound feelings of fondness for the girl whoâs by far the most helpless little bambi heâs ever encountered. He thinks she should honestly pick another hobby at this point, because maybe yoga just isnât meant for her. However, heâd never say any of that out loud because even the thought of not seeing her getting all flustered while she loses her balance whenever heâs near makes him feel physically unwell. Â
Heâs not entirely sure whether her apparently oblivious brain simply hasnât caught onto the fact that he so clearly has a thing for her, or if sheâs well aware and merely chooses to be a tease about it. Nonetheless, the moment she walked into the class today, he could feel his workout shorts tightening and all sheâd offered him was a simple smile. Â
And now sheâs right in front of him, all tangled limbs and pretty eyes blinking up at himâ practically begging for his guidance and for him to put his hands all over her (something she doesnât seem to mind all that much). Â
âYou put this cute little set on just for me, huh?â he rasps out while his thumb smooths over the bubblegum pink fabric; feeling it out as he pinches the stretchy fabric between his fingertips, making her breath get caught in her throat in the process. Â
âOh, umâ just wanted toâŚtry out some new stuff I ordered. You think itâs cute?â she stares at him with something bashful glimmering in her eyes.Â
âMhm. Fits you nice,â he mumbles out as his gaze lingers on the way the tight material wraps around her figure, not leaving much to the (his) imagination. He bets itâd be so easy to just rip right through these cute yoga pants and pull her closer with a firm grip on her hips before burying his face between her plush thighs.
âThanks,â she peeps out, flustered. Â
He tries to shake off the improper, filthy thoughts with a clear of his throat when he gets caught staring at her for a little too long. Â
âSo, you actually wanna bend your leg on the other side of your body on the mat and support your foot with your left arm not the right one. Easy to get them confused,â he chuckles as she shifts her position according to his instructions as best as she can.Â
âLike this?â she seeks reassurance with a soft tone. Â
âYeah, just like that, Bambi. Good job,â his mouth quirks up some while her mind begins to cloud over in response to his low cadence. Sheâs not entirely sure what exactly it is about him that makes her feel so fuzzy on the inside, but she thinks itâs nice, thinks she wants to always have him this close to herâ wants him even closer.
She doesnât remember the last time sheâs had such an intense crush on someoneâ slowly turning into a crazy person by each second of not knowing whether heâs merely flirting with her for his own amusement or because heâs actually into her. However, she thinks sheâs embarrassed herself in front of him far too many times for the latter to be true in any reality. Â
âThen need you to move your right hand here,â he adjusts her form with a grip on her wrist while he maneuvers her to his liking; tingles erupting all over the skin he skims over with his fingertips. Â
Her head is spinning. Â
âSee? Knew you could do it. Feels nice, hm?â he rumbles out, letting his hands rest on her shoulders for support, despite the position not really requiring it. Â
She hums her response because she doesnât trust for any coherent words to stumble out of her mouth at the moment, all the while Rafe is desperately trying to not pay attention to the nearly painful situation in his pants.
#for some reason ended up writing this mostly from rafe's pov which i don't usually do but it was pretty fun tbh#yoga instructor!rafe#rafe cameron#rafe imagine#rafe obx#rafe outer banks#rafe x reader#rafe cameron imagine#rafe cameron x reader#outerbanks rafe#outer banks#obx fanfiction#obx#obx fic#rafe fanfiction#rafe fic#rafe cameron outer banks#outer banks fanfiction#rafe cameron fanfiction#rafe cameron x female reader#rafe cameron x y/n#rafe fluff#rafe cameron fluff#rafe cameron obx#rafe cameron au#rafe cameron fic#rafe cameron blurb#rafe cameron drabble#outer banks rafe#rafe au
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minted (explicit) | myg
title: minted (explicit) pairing: street king!yoongi x street cart vendor!reader rating/genre: explicit (18+) ; angst , suspense , smut ; haegeum au , gang au summary: all you do is wake up, sell your fruit on the dusty streets below your flat, and go to sleep. but everything changes when a customer you always look forward to seeing turns out to be dangerous. really, really dangerous. note: again, this wasn't on the docket for 2024 until i saw one (1) mint yoongi edit on my pinterest feedđ anyways, this is dedicated to hali @sailoryooons for ur belated bday, nary @joonary for being a cutie pie and letting me adopt the tangerine cart girl idea in general, and luce @minttangerines for ur url and for being a wonderful friend. love you all! warnings: this series may not be for everyone, language, violence, weapons (guns/knives/chopsticks/etc.), blood/wounds mentions, drugs, alcohol, murder, gang activity, poor reader is just trying to get through the day, mint!yoongi, haegeum!yoongi, tatted!yoongi, his eyebrow is pierced, tension, slow burn, choking, reader suffers from âmy cabbagesâ levels of disaster, slight e2l, fight sequences, multiple future explicit scenes, yoongi deserves his own warning, chains but who is ever ever shocked, graphic depictions of violence drop date: august 5th, 2024, 9:03pm est word count: 9.4k aiyaaaâ mood playlist: here
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Ever since you could remember, gang activity in your town has run unchecked.Â
Anything goes. Rough fights out of nowhere, car chases busting streets, or even random delinquents snatching food on the run, dust kicking up onto stock they left behind.Â
And out of all the districts, yours is begrudgingly the second worst.Â
Why? You still arenât completely sure. But you do know that the darkest is reserved for the underbelly that only slithers in rumors. A place in which you will never find yourself.Â
But you do wonder what must happen there to warrant the winning title because each day here is a battle to keep yourself afloat.Â
All you do is sell fruit. Why are you fighting for your life every week? Why canât you exchange goods for money in peace? If you could compare it to the movies you grew up watching on an outdated television, itâs a grungy reflection of the wild west.
But through all the shit youâve chosen to endure, at least one person is always kind enough to buy his wares and go.
And today is no different.
You still donât know his name. But you yearn to. Because his hair is the color of magic and rebellion, and his tattoos really set off that bright mop of locks.Â
If those lethal, piercing eyes werenât enough.
When he lifts three long digits, it takes all your strength to nod and get his purchase together. This is the part that never changes, either.
Just like always. One, three, or five fingers for tangerines. Never two, never four, and never any other fruits.Â
Itâs charming, in a way. As if heâs more particular than most about what he wantsâa trait elusive to many.
Like clockwork, you would hand his order over in thin plastic, and he would walk away to hitch a ride on a passing cart. Just like he does right now with a lazy gait, white tee billowing from his jeans.Â
Another day. Another exchange.
In the wavy heat of summer, you sigh. Wondering if anything is ever going to change, and if you would ever get to know more about your most frequent, most mysterious patron.
After a while, you do try talking to him.Â
Those looks of confusion slowly turn into little hums or grunts, then into single words that keep you going for days. Even though you rarely hear it, his voice is just as attractive as he is.Â
One day, you offer him a plantain, handing it over and telling him itâs on the house.Â
âThanks,â he says amongst the clinks and conversations of the street, pocketing the food away.Â
When he does, you see a flash of black metal, and you already know what heâs carrying. Youâre used to seeing all sorts of those around nowadays. In this district, youâd be shocked if he didnât have an arsenal on his person while traveling through.
Besides. Even you have a couple collecting dust in your own flat, handed down by extended family but never used.
âIf you ever need anything other than tangerines,â you start with a point to his pants, âPlease buy those instead.âÂ
Heâs unmoving. Blinks are all you get so you have no choice but to explain,
âIâm so tired of eating them with everything.âÂ
When he huffs in amusement, your heart flutters thrice. Thereâs no reason for a sheen of sweat and sticky mint locks to be so deadly.Â
âThen eat something else,â is all the stranger advises before walking off.Â
Well.
Even though you donât have much of a choice, the guy does have a point. You wouldnât be shocked in the slightest if his aimâs just as straightforward as his wit.
Once one exchange lasts longer than a sentence, the two of you start little conversations during his visits. Which prove more fatal than normal since heâd rest his tattoos on the top shelf of your cart.Â
From what you can make out, there are creatures stretching in beautiful teal and vivid orange, and even striking white on his other arm. They ripple so well with his veins, a canvas that sways and hypnotizes with every drum of his fingers.Â
You know what they symbolize, though itâs unique to have all of them together.Â
Taboo, even.Â
But you canât hold back your admiration because of the sheer beauty. What would they feel like if you justâŚÂ
âYou always stare this long?â
Shit. âOh, sorry. I just⌠I rarely see anyoneâs ink up close.â
To your dismay, he takes his arm back. âI donât have a lot of time today, princess.â
âRight, sorry. Hold on,â you respond, cringing hard at blurting two apologies in a ten second span.Â
Meanwhile, your way too handsome regular cocks a brow, clearly comfortable making you squirm as you hand over his bag.Â
Effortless. In your chaotic life, Itâs almost intoxicating feeling someone this resolute in their whole demeanor. If only you could be so commanding and assured one day.Â
But here you stand instead, pretending to count fruit you one hundred percent know the stock of already. âYour art is really nice, by the way,â you admit to your inventory. âAll the high-powers. I like what you picked.â
âDidnât choose these.â
Ah. Way to assume things.Â
Raising your head, you make to apologize a third time.
But heâs already retreating with his tangerines, hand stuffed in a pocket and beautiful waves a little less vibrant than you recall.Â
âWhat.âÂ
âI worry sometimes.âÂ
His gaze lifts. âAbout me?âÂ
âYeah.âÂ
You donât know why you choose to say that of all things. But itâs honest. You always wonder about him and think about the weapon in his jeans. Does he use it? Does he ever need to?Â
Maybe you should pick up a hobby or two.
Fingers resting dangerously close, he asks with a tilt of his head, âWhat would you do, doll? If something happened to someone like me.âÂ
Someone like him? What does that mean?Â
Great. Now you have even more to wonder about, as if he knew that was your exact predicament.
You stare, roaming along his arms before meeting his eyesâalmost. âFind someone else to buy my tangerines.âÂ
Huffing, his brows tick up with his mouth. âI respect that.â His attention doesnât leave your face as he slowly takes his purchase. âSee ya.âÂ
âBye,â you whisper back, watching him go. More thoughts and concerns bouncing around your mind in the sticky heat of midday.Â
These little nicknames heâs using also arenât helping your issue in the slightest.Â
It starts when you hear shouting from a block down.
âHere they come!â
âBunch of idiots this time.â
âWhat do you mean this time?â
Rough raiders this early? They should know itâs almost time for Dragonâs sweep. Bold.
After you hear the telltale yells, clanks, and bangs, your section of the street braces for impact.Â
And it swoops in like a whirlwind, ruffians tearing through, pillaging and stealing and swiping goods into thick woven baskets.Â
Baskets? The usual suspects always carry leather bags. You assume because of their sturdiness and inconspicuous nature, but what do you really know.
Here it goes again.Â
As your fruit is taken right from your cart, you sink to your toes, mourning the regular loss of your menu.
No use fighting. Like every other time, you all let it happen because thereâs no point in trying to protect anything that isnât valuable. Perishables and small homemade goods arenât worth getting gutted over. Truly, the worst losses you suffer are whenâ
Your cart shifts violently before thieves topple it over, cracking one of your wheels and splitting the wooden boards in three places.
Springing to your feet, you douse the perpetrators in anger, âWhat the hell!â
âOh, this was yours?â Someone chides while his cronies run past. âThanks for the oranges, love!â
âTheyâre tangerines!â you correct at his retreating back, kicking your cart before yelping at your bad decision. âDamn itâŚâ
Back to your knees you go. Head drooping, arms encircling, and disappointment pooling around like a shadow.
More shouts and feet in the road rampage through. Then it gets quieter. And quieter.Â
Then itâs done.
After silence swells in the wake of chaos, groans start making their way down the street.Â
âWhatâd they get from you this time,â you ask your neighbor, a charming old man selling anything from bowls to wide, round frying pans.Â
Looking over his little wreckage, he blinks hard. âThey got my woks. Nothing as bad as yours. You okay?âÂ
Walking over to help clean his mess up first, you bend down with a sigh, âIâll be alright. But it still sucks.. My poor tangerines..âÂ
âIâm sorry.âÂ
âNot much to do about it now,â you resign, all your energy taken from you, too.Â
A little bit of time passes as you complete your usual round of help, though this raid was worse than others. As they all give their thanks, you keep thinking about how to make the whole situation better. Moreso for them than you because youâve always been one of the least vulnerable ones on the block.
âYou should find another place to sell, dear.âÂ
In disagreement, you slip into a saddened smile. âI canât leave you guys,â you explain to the lady youâre holding pails for. âWho will help clean everything up?âÂ
âDonât underestimate your elders now.âÂ
âFair,â you respond through a chuckle, handing her one of the metal buckets. âIf only better protection was an option around here.â
âYou know the rules,â another shop owner drones through lingering spices, âDragon wonât protect us if it isnât in their own interests.âÂ
Unfortunately, heâs right. Every single raid that hasnât coincided with a gang sweep goes overlooked. Even the city police don't bother coming down your street anymore, which is another issue in itself.
If only Tiger or Crane had been the high-powers in place instead.Â
At least they seem to be more fair.
After you finish helping, you finally venture back to your own cart, realizing that the trek is a lot further than you thought.Â
Did you really walk so far this time? The damage was dealt for much more than a block at this point.Â
Not like you need to sprint back, though. Whatâs left to steal? Everything you got swept into those woven containers.
Still so oddâŚ
But not as odd as the sight that greets you on your return.Â
Because instead of seeing your wreckage of a cart tilted and abysmal, itâs upright and being mended.
By none other than your favorite set of hands. Â
What the hell? Whatâs he doing here? You quite literally have nothing to give so thereâs no reason for him to spare a second at your broken stand.Â
Fast-walking, you hastily try to halt his help, âOh, shit, you donât have toââÂ
âCourse I donât.âÂ
That shuts you up. In your split second of silence, you note with agony that his hair is messily tied in a minted bun. Are his sleeves bunched at his biceps, too? Great. What were you even telling him again?Â
Ah, yes. You were telling this mystery of a man that he doesnât have to literally put your stand back together. âSeriously, I got it.âÂ
âDonât sweat it.âÂ
âBut itâs my cart, I donât need yourââ
With one look over his shoulder, your mouth snaps shut. And suddenly canât move to argue again.Â
What the hell is up with today?Â
Forget all that. Whatâs he doing? At least youâre familiar with all the shop owners and vendors on your block, though you canât say you wouldnât do the same thing for someone you donât know. But this guy has always been so standoffish and barely approachable. So how is he lending both hands to help you right now?Â
Whatever. If heâs gonna be as stubborn as this heat, you can be, too.Â
Scanning the area for scattered tools, you find a sun-warmed hammer and get to work, fixing one end of the cart while he works on the other. When you feel his gaze on your working shoulder, it takes massive strength to ignore himâeven if you wanna know what his issue is and why he smells really, really good this afternoon.
Looks like you need more nails for this board to fit. When your eyes find a couple on the ground, you clinch a second piece between your teeth while hammering in the first.Â
Sounds stop at your side, but you wait until you pluck the metal nail from your mouth and stamp it in to look over.
Oh. Heâs eyeing the hammer. Not you. Obviously.Â
You wordlessly hand it over, arm slicked with exertion. Because after the day youâve had, you donât feel like everything needs a spoken sentence attached.Â
It takes the guy a bit to take it from you, but when he does, he holds your stare. âThanks.âÂ
You simply nod, eyes sticking to him as he works on the tattier side wait it looks almost new. Better than it has in a very long time. Did he really get that much done in the time you were gone? Thereâs been great care taken during his repair if thatâs the case. Â
Hmm. You finally learn something about your favorite customer. Maybe heâs just been a mechanic or carpenter this whole time?Â
Contemplative, you get up on sore legs to walk to your coolerâsomething thankfully missed by the rough raiders. Digging through the clinkage, you retrieve a local beer you recently procured from the restaurant across the street.Â
Itâs not much. Absolute bottom shelf. But itâs all you got other than a few pieces of oni-coin, so heâs gonna have to deal with it.
When you offer the glass, your regular eyes it for a moment. More than enough time for you to get a good look at his striking floral top.
Well. Mechanic and carpenter are out of the question because that one piece of clothing looks more expensive than your entire apartment building.
Who even is this guy? Now you feel destitute handing him something so cheap.
Just when you think heâs gonna refuse, he takes the beer and smoothly shucks it open, suddenly making you wonder how a bracelet can do that and why it was so attractive.
God. You need to walk straight to the nearest inlet stream and dunk your head right in.
âThank you,â you whisper, gulping at his full swigs. âYou really didnât have to do all this.âÂ
âGot some time to kill,â he shrugs. Standing, the man takes another sip, peering along the street with sunlit eyes. With the bottle near his mouth, he murmurs, âYou really need to set up somewhere else, doll. This streetâs turning into a hot spot.âÂ
Squinting up at the long lines of clothes and curtains floating in the breeze, you sigh at the building nearest. âI live close,â you sulk. âAnd this is the easiest place to get to.âÂ
Those are excuses. Just tell him the real reason you wonât venture out and plop yourself somewhere more profitable. Well, maybe not all of the reasons, but the main one.Â
Leaning back on your cart, you stare at the loose dirt, swiping some with your shoes. âMaybe Iâm just used to it at this point.âÂ
He wonât respond. Or heâll respond in his own way, which is mostly silence.Â
But a bright strand falls over his face before he hums, âDonât say I didnât warn you.âÂ
Many people have warned you at this point. Itâs basically your stubborn and spiteful nature thatâs making you stay in the first place. Why would you move when you chose to be here? Why leave a place you actively choose to call home?Â
Fighting spirit quelled, you nod right to your stand as you count whatâs salvageable. âI know, but I like it here.â When he lifts an unbelieving brow, you look away. âItâs true. But trust me, if there was a way to just make it all stop, Iâd take it.âÂ
He takes another swig, both of you looking into the street and watching things slowly get back to normal pace. Adults and kids alike are back to wandering around, buying whatâs left and offering condolences.Â
âIâm not fixing another cart,â your patron turned repairman grunts, motioning to your wheel as he steps back. âSo donât fuck this one up.âÂ
Huh? It wasnât your fault! All the accidents and chaos that blow through arenât something you can control oh heâs grinning. Why is he grinning? Why do you feel hot all over?Â
His teeth shine in daylight. âIâm messing with you.âÂ
Ah.Â
This version of him is not good for you at all.
When he starts to walk away, you blurt out a quick, âWait!âÂ
Shit! Why did you do that? What are you possibly supposed to say right now? All you wanted was to see him a little longer⌠And while staring at his backside would be more than enough, you kinda wanted to actually talk.Â
What do you do? He stopped; heâs waiting.Â
And he looks impatient as hell.Â
Snapping into action, you round your cart and trot over, offering your name as if you didnât just give up where you lived.Â
Thenâwithout thinkingâyou ask for his with the most curious, innocent, âWhatâs yours?âÂ
Silence has never been so booming.
In the dusty swirls of your street, you wait with a back thatâs getting sweatier and colder with each passing second.Â
Was that not okay to ask? Did you fuck up with a single question?Â
Perfect. You just blew your one good thing about being out here. Wincing, you crush your words so hard you think your teeth will break into dust, drifting off into the very breeze wafting his striking locks.Â
After a condescending puff, he only smirks.
Then he takes one step. And another. And another.
The air around you melts, weighing on your shoulders while lighting them aflame all at once. Itâs a feeling you canât describe to anyone else, because they would just need to stand next to this man to believe it.Â
Checking to see if the street is clear, your best customer leans over. Slowly. Purposefully. âYoongi,â he offers with a voice so handsome youâll think about it for days. âBut donât fucking tell anyone.âÂ
Oh.Â
Why did⌠you kinda like that?Â
Blinking, you swallow. âI wonât.âÂ
This is when heâs supposed to just leave. Heâd walk away, bag swinging with his strides. But ever keeping you on your sore toes, the man just chuckles low before rasping out the most devilish sentence in existence,Â
âAlways took you for a good girl.â
Then he backs away, turning on his heel and leaving you a statue in the street.
Yoongi.Â
For a hardened soul, his name is soâŚÂ
Tender.Â
For the next sixty days, you donât get ransacked once.Â
But thereâs also been no sight of Yoongi.Â
As the weeks trudge by, you canât decide which outcome is worse.
The skies are magnificent today. But obviously at a molten price.
âThank you for trying,â you say to a lovely wares owner before venturing back out into simmering streets. Exhaling, you wipe sweat from your brow, squinting before choosing to walk left or right.Â
Left seems promising.Â
Youâve been searching for hours now, perusing through shops, checking out vendors both nice and catty. But after a whole dayâs search, you still havenât found what youâre looking for.Â
Itâs nothing urgent or pressing. But you would at least like to be prepared.Â
Since your initial mission is a bust, hopefully your next one makes up for it before you melt right into gravel and dirt.
Find a meal.
Walking along the busy roads, you pass a few options and keep them in mind, making sure to greet a fellow tangerine cart vendor with a smile. Hopefully they do well today.
A couple steps further, a giant cooler catches your eye. Seafood of all types lie inside along cubes of ice, and you weigh the pros and cons of smelling like fish just to have a cool head.
But before you can make any choices, the smell of spices and hearty soup softly pull your feet inside the restaurant nearby.Â
Whatâs here? Noodles? Youâre always down for that. Apparently even in scorching weather.
After ordering, you take your seat at a random middle table in a chair facing the entrance.Â
Always facing the entrance.
Damn. You really need to accomplish what you set out to do. But sunset is fast approaching these days, and you arenât anywhere close to home. All you have time for now is eating and heading out.Â
The service here is quick, at least. Youâre already thanking the owner for sliding a bowl in front of your sweaty form.Â
With a head full of thoughts, you stare into nothing, stirring your noodles and waiting for the heat to die down.Â
Maybe you shouldâve just walked a shorter distance and checked the shops you originally wanted to browse. If things went to plan, you couldâve been back by now, freshly showered and curling up on a worn down bed.Â
But instead, your feet are sore, your head is anything but washed, and you have to trek home empty-handedâon the first day off youâve had in months.Â
Defeated, you sigh, going back to your bowl and watching sliced vegetables swirl in aromatic broth.Â
At least the food in this area seems good. And the fading decor really adds to theâŚÂ
Ambiance.Â
Wait.Â
Dragons. A lot of them.Â
You canât pull your eyes away from the crew walking in, bringing heat from the sweltering sun in their eyes and donning their telltale, striking teal.Â
But you can only kid yourself for so long because the one that truly has your gaze tethered is the man in front. The one you havenât seen in weeks. The one looking right back at you with a visage so shadowed you feel like moving tables to let him pass.Â
âŚYoongi?Â
His jacket. The colors.
Heâs in Dragon?
Suddenly his hair makes terrifying sense.
As his guys stalk through, you swallow hard, not expecting to see him and having no earthly idea what to do with this harrowing information. There are so many thoughts overlapping each other that they all amalgamate into one huge batch of sludge.Â
Arenât you smack dab in Crane territory? Thereâve been white suits peppering the streets everywhere.Â
So what the hell is Dragon doing here?
From the slight confusion pinching his forehead, you know Yoongi didnât expect to see you, either. Which makes it even weirder when he slowly takes your chopsticks right from your fingers.Â
Hold on, whatâ
âWhat are youââ
A lone, long digit over lips is the only response you get, silencing you immediately before you whip your head around to watch him rush past.Â
All of them waste no time tearing up the stairs, a myriad of blues blending with gritty paint and smoke.Â
And just like that, your reunion is over.Â
Home. You need to go home. Leave, leave, leave, because something is bound to be going down upstaiâ
A thud faintly shoots out into the staircase, and you spin around again in your chair, eyes snapping to the ceiling.Â
Shit.Â
Even though youâre on high alert, you realize with a quick sweep that no one else is noticing. Or moving. Or even paying attention to anything else but their own company.Â
Does no one else care about the commotion? Do hits happen in this area that often?Â
Mind running, you canât decide what to do. Because even though Yoongiâs guys have plenty of weapons, he clearly had nothing since he needed to borrow your damn eating utensils.
Another crash rains dust on conversations around your shoulders, causing you to look up one last time.Â
Go home, go home, go home. In what universe would Yoongi himself ever need your help here?Â
With one more look at your noodles, you curl your lips before biting a side.Â
Already yelling at yourself for choosing to book it towards the back staircase.Â
Shit shit shit this is so stupid. This is probably the worst decision youâre gonna make in your life.
But your gut is churning thinking about Yoongi. Even a seasoned swordsman needs expertise to wield mere chopsticks and win.Â
Fuck, if you succeeded in your search today, you probably couldâve been a little more useful.Â
Swiping your own set of red from a nearby cup, you hightail it up, slowing as you round a corner and immediately hear multiple clangs and scuffles beyond the last turn.
Stop. You can go back. You can still turn around and go home.
An inhale.
Your feet propel you up and into a dark hall. As you slowly slide along the wall, your gut churns and churns. At a bang, you crouch with a skipped beat of your heart.
This is really, really dumb. But you canât stop yourself and you have no clue why.
Nothing happens around you. So you keep going. With each careful slide of your foot, you get closer and closer to the noise.
Approaching the corner, you very slowly stick your head out for a peek.
And itâs pure commotion. Pure chaos. Holy shit, what is going on?Â
Fuck, thereâs already a body lying limp on the floor meters awayâ
Your chopsticks. You wanna hurl.
But a man flies out of a room ahead before he grips and wrestles with another, and you reel yourself back to avoid being seen by either one.
Where is Yoongi? Is he okay? Did he leave already?
You give one more peek, scanning the long raucous corridor as swift as you can to see any sign of.. Mint.
Heâs still here. Howâs he just walking so nonchalant as his crew fucks shit up? Crap, he just went into a room and out of sight.Â
âWhereâd they go?â
âUpstairs!â
Fuck, that was in the restaurant! Get up get up you have no choice but to hide now.Â
With pounding steps, you rush forward and book it, entering a large room to dive behind some steel shelving and large, woven baskets right as more Dragons come in behind with fists clenched.
Breathe. Steady. Calm the fuck down.
The grunts rush to the hallway to join the fray, and you wait in the now pungent solitude of your room. With only a still body to accompany you.Â
What do you do? What even can you do?Â
Just as nerves grip your stomach like a vice, Yoongi strides into the open area, heading right for the exit and not even sparing his kill a glance.Â
Go. Go now. Why canât you move? Why arenât your hands letting go of your cold confinement? It smells like death and blood and you need to leave with the only person you knowâor donâtâso why canât your feet just fuckingâ
Someone else slithers into the room. A man in brown with a knife. A knife, a knife, a knife heâs getting faster and Yoongi doesnât hear him the guy is too quiet fuck! âYoongi!âÂ
It all happens before your brain can paint the bloody picture. Shooting out from your hiding spot, you race towards the assassin, slamming into their lanky build just in time. Â
Both of you topple to the ground, your target roaring in pain and twisting like hell to fight back fuck you didnât get him how you needed to heâs got youâ
Pain erupts in your hip as youâre grabbed, the room spinning as youâre thrown to the side and your ear hitting concrete right before chopsticks ping down. Thinking quick, you knee the guy as hard as you can, scrambling to finish the job because if you donât, youâre gone gone gone.
âBitch!â Your opponent clutches your shirt right as you reach for the nearest red pair, seizing your throat right as you grip and swing them around to stab the other side of his neck with a yell.
Luckiest timing of your life.Â
âHng!â Fuck, heâs still holding down hard and choking, choking, squeezing. âFuck you!âÂ
Fight back. Keep the weapon inside heâs too strong finish him finish him.Â
Darkness. Ink drops in water. Your vision taints as your grip loosens, and you can only hope that Yoongi got away safe. He had to. At least you⌠Were able to doâŚÂ
This one thingâŚÂ
âŚ
Oxygen and life rush back into your lungs, color burning through your esophagus as you gasp for sweet sweet air. Right as you come to, all you witness is the heavy heel of a boot twisting the forearm latched onto you.Â
And when the shoe leaves your vision. Lifeless eyes stare back.
Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck that was close. Oh god. You actually did it. Oh fuck.Â
Coughing, you rush up as you get tugged and pulled right against chains and embroidery, your ears ringing with a gravelly command and glass breaking in the nearby corridor,
âDonât say my fuckinâ name so loud.âÂ
âExcuse me?âÂ
Yoongi roughly lets you go before pinning you with pure anger. Not to say thank you. Not to tell you any words of gratitude at all. The only other thing he finds the need to say is simply,Â
âYou shouldnât be up here.âÂ
What the fuck. You just murdered someone for him and this is all you get? Eyes welling, you feel your body slick and sticky with crimson when you turn, coughing and spitting out regret before you wheeze, wheeze, wheeze, âThatâsâthatâs all you have to say?âÂ
Dread swirls around your stomach like poison.
But the sternness from before completely vanishes as Yoongi lifts your chin. His eyes scan your throat and chest, and you rip your head away from his touch because he is not excused just yet.Â
âItâs not mine,â you snap, knowing exactly what heâs looking for and what you must look like to him. Dirty. Gross. Certainly a far image from the girl selling tangerines.
But your face is gently held again, and somehow this softer turn carries more strength to swivel you forward.Â
Why is Yoongi still looking? Now heâs holding your gaze as if heâs never seen you before. Whatâs that about? Youâre still the same, the same, the same.
âŚAre you?
More crashes and shots are heard down the hall, and Yoongi snaps his head up in an instant.Â
God, you smell. You reek. Your nose is tainted and your hands even more so. Thereâs no way heâs gonna have anything to do with you now.Â
But you get the shock of the century when the man commands you to come along. âLetâs go.âÂ
Absolutely not. This is all you got in you for a lifetime. âWhat? No, no, no. No way, Iâm going home.â
âAnd theyâll follow you the whole way back.âÂ
âIâI didnât mean toââÂ
Shots ring out before grunts barrel out into the short hallway. All of them piling out from crevasses and hidden passages.Â
You give one more look at the two men now crumpled on the ground, bile rising up and threatening to spill.Â
âTough shit, princess. You did, now live with it.âÂ
Live with it. How poetic.Â
You were protecting him. You did what you had to do. But you have blood on your hands again and now Yoongi will see you as something else besides a fucking street vendor.Â
âAre you coming or not?â
Youâre gonna puke your guts out.
With a stilted cry, you bend to snatch your weapons up yet againâgagging at the squelches and much deeper redâbefore following Yoongiâs long steps.Â
Your hands. Theyâre shaking so bad you canât even pocket the chopsticks properly. But you finally get them down, crushing your palms and squeezing just to stop them from rattling.Â
When you wait behind Yoongi checking the corner, you turn around to make sure you arenât being followed. And seeing the hallway still a moving mass of broken glass and hard swings, you think youâre safe.Â
The stairs feel so different on the way down. Is that because you feel completely changed? Thereâs no coming back from this. Another side of you died right alongside those two people upstairs.Â
No time to think about that. You have to follow his lead. And heâs slowing down why is he slowing down?Â
Oh. Normal. Be normal to not garner suspicion. You have to do the same.Â
Wait. You canât go down there with a shirt full of stained evidence! Grabbing him and pulling back, you whisper, âYoongiââ
His growl is so fierce your head spins, âWhat the fuck did I say about my nââ
âMy clothes,â you panic. âI canât.âÂ
Yoongi gives you a quick look before gripping the duffle strap. Brows lowered, he grits out while dumping it, âLose the shirt.âÂ
âWhat?âÂ
âDo it.âÂ
âWhereâd he go?â
âItâs gone!â
Your heads snap up before you lock eyes. And he doesnât need to say anything to show you what heâs thinking behind those minted bangs.
As you hastily strip, your brain works in weird ways. Instead of processing how you very much need to hurry the fuck up, you lament the bra of choice today. And how sweaty you look. Because of course those are your thoughts of choice right now.Â
Somethingâs dumped on you before your shirt hits the ground, and you think about its warmth before you realize exactly whatâs on your shoulders. âYou sure?âÂ
Heâs already heading down. Oh god. Youâre really putting this on shit shit shit.Â
Youâre quick to slip into the material before checking for your chopsticks, rushing down the rest of the stairs to meet him. Nerves firing on all cylinders, you follow Yoongi out of the restaurant with a single, disturbing thought.Â
This is going too well.Â
But youâre passing tables, youâre walking by the fish display, donât fucking sob youâre out in the street now.Â
Relax. Youâre walking. His white tee is flawless and people have no clue you left a bloody shirt on a stairwell. Donât fucking cry.
But suddenly.
Shouting erupts behind you both, just as a cop car rolls past the restaurant only to get surrounded.Â
And with one look back, your brain freezes. Right before Yoongi sounds a little too delighted to say something so foreboding,
âLooks like youâre in it now.â
Adrenaline spikes as you burst into motion. Hot summer air stings your lungs as legs propel you forward, with nothing in sight except for your partner in high crime.Â
Yoongiâs right.Â
Youâre in it now.Â
And just like the delinquents that you despise, the two of you both kick up dust on the run.Â
Youâre really doing this.Â
Holy shit, youâre really doing this and thereâs no waking up, no jolting awake, no pinching yourself to know that itâs all a dream. The only thing pinching is your sides, fresh stings of karma with each heavy footstep through crowded streets, buildings, levels, wherever the fuck you go.Â
At least Yoongi is commanding as he leads you through the cityâclearly from a heap of experience. Though rattled, you follow him with more adrenaline than questions. Because running is all you know. Run, run, run, escaping is your only objective and you cannot let up even once.
Your feet pelt down a staircase before you leap onto a disposal bin, impact denting as you follow Yoongiâs long strides across the colorful tops. Shouts and metal pings echo behind you as your chasers catch up, and you grit your teeth so hard they rattle as you jump to alley ground. âFuck!â
Searing, searing pain rushes through your legs as you twist and wind through busy corridors, squeezing into the gaps Yoongi finds as he barrels in front.Â
âGet back here!âÂ
âYou fuckers!â
Whoâs following you? Are they even Crane? You donât see a shred of white on their clothes at all so are they working for some random guy Yoongi stole from?
When you watch him turn at the shouting, all thoughts vanish as your gut churns.Â
Heâs grinning.
You just killed someone for him. And he probably has more blood on his hands than you can imagine.Â
And heâs⌠enjoying this?Â
You feel sick, mind blazing with a million red warning signs. How could you ever have had feelings for hâ
You bounce off a passerby as you run, grunting at the sudden pain in your shoulder when another person rams into your back and topples you over, dirt scraping into your palms and knees.Â
Shit shit shit itâs so dusty on the ground and all you see are traveling shoes where are you? Where is he did he leave did he even see you fall? Itâs too condensed here thereâs no way heâs not taking the next chance to disappear.
Forget all of that, theyâre coming. The chasers are coming and you see them see you down get up get up get up what the fuck get up now.
Ripping out a groan, you rush to your feet as soon as someone swoops in, bashing someone right behind you with someoneâs crate of fruit.Â
Yoongi? He waited for you?
âGo!âÂ
Both of you hightail it with you now in the lead, and your eyes buzz as you slip through holes in the crowd. Left, left, right, around, left again, between.Â
An intersection ahead. Yes. Lose everyone in the vehicle traffic or hitch a ride with a stranger. Fascinating how the survival tactics that spawn from your block develop in real time on the run.
Almost there, almost there, almost thereâfuck!Â
Whiffing in front of your nose, a metal weapon smacks the ground at your toes.Â
Flailing, you dodge the next swing, ducking before you see a black duffle smack your assailant in the face.Â
Keep going. Finish him and get away. As Yoongi shifts left, you lunge forward, sending a swift punch to the guyâs ribs that hurt like hell goddamn oh fuck someone brought a knife!
âYoongi!â Just as the surrounding civilians yell and clear out, you rush toward his aid before youâre tackled, air whooshing out of your lungs as your back pummels into gravel. Fuck fuck fuck this masked woman also has a dagger. A thick one. Donât let her win donât let her win hold on for dear fucking life.Â
Did you think youâd find yourself in a grudge match to keep metal from sinking into your chest today? No. Ever? Also no.Â
Your arms are shaking. Shots ring out. Sweat is your enemy. The street is in uproar. Whereâs Yoongi did he hear you? Fuck, the metal tip is pricking you now this isâÂ
Mercifully, your attacker yelps as something slams into her side, dark brown clothes crumpling before youâre hoisted upward and dragged back into the crowd.Â
âLet me go or Iâll kick your assââ
âYou good?âÂ
Oh, itâs Yoongi. Again. Okay. Eyes swirling, you lock onto the gun held flush in his other hand before you nod. âIâI think soââ
âThen keep up.âÂ
Winding between people, youâre only focused on getting away. But when you catch glimpses of him, heâs back to his glint. Heâs exhilarated.
If only you were both doing anything else. If only you werenât so queasy and guilty and loathing of your own self.
Right as you finally burst into bustling traffic, Yoongi boldly stops a taxi at its hood, motioning you to follow him inside.Â
Shocked but head reeling, you open the door closest to your sweaty legs and slide in.Â
And before you can even greet the shouting driver, Yoongi pulls you to his side and rushes something out in your ear,Â
âKiss me.âÂ
âI said get out!âÂ
âWhat?âÂ
âCome here.âÂ
Youâve kissed before. Not many times, but enough to know that this man knows what the fuck heâs doing because you feel like your soul just abandoned you to exist in this car forever. You donât know why this is happening or where this came from, but his lips feel as soft as his name and as deadly as the gun heâs pulling on your driverâ
âHan Station,â he drawls, halting time and space. âOr your papers are burned by morning.âÂ
Oh.Â
You were just⌠Oh.Â
Lips puffed and head swirling, you sit frozen in your spot, marinating in the realization that the best kiss of your life was a mere distraction. And as you watch Yoongi keep his aim straight, you assume he probably didnât even think much of it, either.Â
ââŚI thought you looked familiar,â the driver slowly grits, hands gripping his wheel before he shakes his head. âYouâre a little far from home.â
You think thatâs all heâs gonna say. But his eyes are sharp in the rear view mirror, knowing a gun is pointed straight at his dome. âArenât you.â
What is he getting at you need to leave fastâ
âAgust.âÂ
âŚHuh?Â
Agust?Â
This is the first time you feel a heartbeat against your arm, and you hold a breath as Yoongi tightens his fingers on the gun.Â
When he doesnât reply, the car fills to the brim with tension, and you feel crushed by its liquid weight.Â
Donât you have to go? Arenât you in a chase? Are you getting a little too hot?
When you go to slide to your own side of the car for some space, the hand around your shoulder squeezes.Â
And youâre more confused, exhausted, and thrown off than ever.Â
âHan Station,â is all YoongiâAgust?ârepeats, voice ice. âNow.â
To which the taxi driver stares, standing his ground until he breaks eye contact first to obey.Â
âFuckinâ Dragons and their useless whores.â
Oh, fuck that.Â
Before you can lunge forward to outright strangle the man, Yoongi does something that has your eyes magnifying into saucers and hands shooting up to your mouth.
He fires the gun straight at the manâs thigh, yelps leaving both the driver's throat and yours holy fuck!Â
âYou bastardââ
âYouâll live. Drive.â
âFuckingâfuck!â
The car shifts through traffic, swerving left and right and cutting off slower vehicles. When force smushes you closer into Yoongiâs side, you canât help but notice how fit he is, and how calm heâs being despite the whole chase. Despite that spike in adrenaline. Despite blowing a hole in a strangerâs leg for six words.
He also feels really, really good against your side, but you canât let that matter anytime soon. Thereâs absolutely no way you can let this dangerous man in, especially after this entire nightmare of a day.Â
So you swallow, trying to compartmentalize because youâll reach insanity if you donât.
Does anyone out there know you took a life minutes ago? Or hours ago? You just kissed a criminal five and a half minutes ago. Would they care about that, too?
The window is suddenly much more interesting than any of your wandering, slingshot thoughts.Â
Wait. Itâs very pretty in this area, and you finally can tell some semblance of where you are. Because you only know of one part of the city that looks like this, and itâs deep in Crane territory.Â
Did you both really make it this far?Â
Carefully tended to, itâs a lot greener on the sidewalks, and more open on the roads. And itâs on one of these roads that you finally notice the sunset, gold accents shining on sleek street signs and the tops of buildings that seem much more at rest than you do.Â
Rest. Sleep. Home.Â
With the luck youâre having, it would be a miracle and a half to reach even one of the three.Â
Did you get followed? You donât know how much longer you can run, so you really fucking hope not.Â
âAlmost there,â Yoongi whispers, voice scratching your ear in the worst and best ways. âWhen we get out, move your ass.âÂ
When you watch the wary, heavy breathing driver in his rear view mirror, you bite out, âI know how to get out of a car, thanks.âÂ
âJust listen to me.â
âWhy?â
âDo you trust me?âÂ
âNo.âÂ
That came out quicker than you could stop it. But Yoongi only lets silence come between you before he squeezes your shoulder. When he speaks, you can hear how carved out his smirk is without even seeing it,Â
âGood girl.â
And you spoke the truth. It wouldnât have come out so fast if it werenât. But you know to at least follow his advice here because heâs kept you alive thus far. He didnât need to drag you out and protect you the whole way, so itâs not like he would steer you wrong here. Right?Â
Right?Â
âHere,â Yoongi orders before the car slows to a stop.Â
That wasnât so bad. You can get out normally now so why did Yoongi sayâ
Right as your foot hits ground, the taxi peels out, forcing you to throw yourself out of the side before the rest of your body leaves with it.Â
Fucking hell that hurt what the fuck was that for?Â
Dirt and dust coats your tongue before you do anything to spit it out. Saliva rushes from your glands as you cough and hack, all while feeling every muscle group in your body begging to not stand up.Â
But you feel rough, commanding hands on your arms. âYou good?â
âYeahââ
âThen get up. Get up.â
Straining and wincing like hell, you follow Yoongiâs lead yet again. Because you hear cars rolling up with bad intentions and that means you have to sprint again.Â
What the fuck did Yoongi steal? And how the hell are these guys still on your tail? Their resources have got to be as good as Craneâs and yet, they donât feel the same at all.Â
Youâre hobbling, but youâre going. Youâre rushing. Youâre going to get through this alive.Â
Instead of heading into the underground, you find yourself ascending a flight of steps. Rumbles and rattles hit your ears as you realize exactly what kind of station this isâone you havenât seen anywhere in your district.Â
Han Station is a floating railway?Â
Holy shit, where are you?
Yoongi skids around a corner before you plant hard to stop yourself, only to see him clash with someone before something connects right with your stomach, and you crumple before you feel a solid hit to your head.Â
Oh.
The world spins and moves as you hear vibrations, slowed sounds that could be shouts. Gunshots? Or maybe songs? You donât truly know but your head is achingâ
Your arm rushes up to block something before your body follows, and you scream before gripping whatever you can and flipping a whole body forward.Â
Reality crashes back into your ears as you snap out of your head.Â
You havenât had to do that maneuver in forever. Was muscle memory more than enough?
âCome on!â
Go. Go, follow him, both of you need to get to the rail shit itâs leaving!
The blaring reverberates through the air, pinging off metal and wheels screeching on the track lines as you bolt for the open doors.
Mid-stride, Yoongi swings to look at the people barreling up the stairs. âOne more time: do you trust me?â
âNo!â
âGoodââhis hands grip your waistââJump!â
Head empty, you leap onto the railcar right as it starts to pick up speed, and you watch in horror as Yoongi empties his clip behind him until he canât anymore.Â
âYooââ Fuck, what was his name? He seems to not prefer the one you call him and that has to be for good reason. What was it?
Youâre leaving. Heâs gritting his teeth while hitting the bottom of his gun but he needs to get up! What was his fucking name!Â
âAgust!âÂ
Yoongi finally whips his head around, dashing to the end of the train and straining to carry the duffle.Â
He needs to launch it or leave it behind. Thereâs no way heâs not being weighed down so hard. âHere!â you yell, knowing that look is only reserved for people he doesnât want to trust. Itâs normal. But it still stings. âHurry up!â
After one more second, he swings it around and flings, leaping onto the side handrail after you get blasted by the bag holy fuck that hurt.Â
He was running with this the whole time? No wonder his shoulders are so cut this is heavy.
Straining, you peek out into the wind, seeing Yoongi holding on and scooting along thin steprails towards your awaiting hands.
Shit, this is dangerous. Buildings and the city below fly by, and a parallel train whooshes and roars past as you finally tug him inside with shaky wheezes.
Just like that.
You made it out.
What the fuck. You did it. No one else was able to get onto the train. Youâre safe for now.Â
Finally, finally, finally able to breathe.Â
But goddamn, you both stand out like blood on a blank page.
As you struggle to fully stand, you notice everyone else on the trainâwell-kept, carrying themselves in sleek linens and lush outfits, hair done beautifully and to perfection.Â
Which makes it unsurprising that plenty of them regard the pair of you with suspicion and morbid curiosity. While intrigue covers the one with an unfairly handsome face, zings of jealousy and judgment fire your way.Â
You feel so out of place. You are so out of place. But that doesnât give anyone the right to look at you like filth. The words from the taxi driver pierce your brain again, and you feel rage and pain bubble up to your tongue,
âAnyone got something they wanna saââ
But Yoongi does something that has your brain chemistry altering because he casually bends a knee in front of you while holding the top rail, forcing you back into the side of the train car and only seeing his jewelry.Â
When your eyes snap to his, he regards you before peering outside. âStop,â he mutters. âYou're causing a scene.â
âMe?â Oh, he has some nerve. âWhat did I do, youâre the oneââ
âQuiet.â
Ridiculous. Huffing, you let disagreement tug your lips while joining him in watching the world go by.Â
Realizing with a pang that you are probably never getting back home. Youâre never gonna see your favorite neighbor with his woks and caterpillar eyebrows. All the produce you were planning to sell will only succumb to mold and time.Â
Your tangerinesâŚÂ
When a tear falls, it glints in your reflection before quickly being swiped away.Â
No. Donât do any of that here where people can seeâwhere he can see. No one will know what the hell you just went through today. Be normal, strong, normal.Â
The ride lasts a little longer, with people coming and going during each stop. When there are seats open, neither you nor Yoongi move to take them. The two of you stay glued where you stand.
Silent, together, and covered in hidden blood.
The next stop seems to be in a quieter sector of the city. All around you are buildings youâve never seen before stretching miles into the sky, and the streets are so neatly paved youâre convinced theyâre fake.Â
âThis is us,â Yoongi whispers, hand guiding your hip to move toward the doors.
Skin scorching under his touch, you can only nod.
Where are you now? Where are you getting off?Â
You both exit the train with a few others, and you watch with heightened curiosity as they carry satchels and wear shoes that look horribly uncomfortable. As you move down the steps, you keep craning your neck to take everything in, and more questions fill your head than answers.Â
But the truth remains even as you and Yoongi stop in front of your destination.
You cannot run anymore. Even if more of whoever those guys were showed up, you may just choose to sit down instead of take another stride. Besides, your body is still running a thousand steps even though you havenât moved since getting on the train anyway. After today, the chase may never stop.
âWeâll stay here.âÂ
We? Stay?Â
âHere? This place isâŚâ You keep peering up and up, the top of the building so high your neck hurts. Itâs so foreign and magical your only adjective is a quiet, âNice.âÂ
At your side, Yoongi seems annoyed when he asks, âExpect something different?âÂ
âYeah, like⌠I dunno, a secret lair or something.âÂ
Air whooshes from his nostrils, but thereâs a stark absence of a smile. Looking up at the building, too, he explains something that youâve never heard of before,
âWeâre in a grey zone. No one will follow us here.âÂ
Right. Because that somehow makes sense to regular civilians like you. Because you are one, are one, are one. âAllegedly,â you scoff, not knowing what to believe anymore. Â
Yoongi pauses before heading up, and his agreement makes you look. âAllegedly.âÂ
Mm.Â
After taking the tiny steps to the entrance, you wonder what he must be thinking bringing your haphazard look in tow.Â
Because he couldâve left you behind at any point in time. But he didnât. What does that mean? Why is he keeping you alive and at his side?
While youâre taking in the opulent and vast lobby, Yoongi guides you toward the front desk, shifting the duffle on his shoulder.Â
This place is gorgeous. Nothing like youâve ever seen. How were they able to install a waterfall in a building? What kind of money does this so-called grey zone have?Â
Yoongi nods toward the concierge, who quickly nods back and scurries away and into a room.
If you werenât so tired, you could probably make something of that exchange. But you are very much exhausted so frankly, you donât give a shit right now.Â
Although. You do give a shit about the fingers suddenly interlacing with your own. As your hand is held, you shoot your best client a look so potent he stares back. âWhat now,â you snip, question low and dripping with distrust.Â
Unfazed, Yoongi slowly pulls you into his side, a steady hand coming up to wrap around your tired hips. So nonchalant, so lax, so confusing as he murmurs,
âJust wanted to.â
Your heart trips into the next beat.
On sore legs, you wait until the concierge comes back with a key, eyes swiping over you as if they finally noticed your existence. Which seems to perplex them as they hand over the metal device.
And Yoongi just takes it, not a word said before he directs you across the lobby to what look like elevators.
Even these look fancy as fuck. Wherever you are and whatever this place is, you feel even more out of place than on that judgy train.Â
A hotel worker bows before he motions to the opening doors. âNice to see you again,â he murmurs to the ground, seemingly expecting the same non-response given to the front desk. âWould you like the usual, MisterââÂ
âNo,â Yoongi clips him off. âNot this time.âÂ
âUnderstood.âÂ
Brows pinched, youâre starting to get a weird feeling.Â
How does everyone know Yoongi so well here? He said this was a grey zone, which youâd think would be akin to a neutral or non-threatening one. So why does it feel like heâs got this area on lock? Who exactly are you getting into an elevator with?Â
âŚWho exactly did you save?Â
Yoongi was right when he said youâre in it now. But faced with more questions surrounding him than anything or anyone else, youâre starting to wonder what pit of hell you dropped yourself into.Â
Especially after catching the look of utter panic from the serviceman.Â
Right before sliding doors shut the world out.Â
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Here are some of process snapshots of this piece of Astarion in Baldur's Gate.
I am a messy painter and I often adjust and change the designs as I paint. (Mostly because I don't have the patience to do proper line art haha)
I start out with a rough sketch, I usually sketch ideas out on my ipad and move to my cintiq to work with colors.
Next I block in rough color thumbnail. I keep this part messy as I just want to figure out the value structure and the overall mood.
At this point, I have collected a myriad of screenshots and reference images from the game, pinterest, and also from artists work that inspires me.
With the references on one screen, I start to paint the details, I work from foreground to midground to background. (Sometimes I'll bounce between the depth when I get bored from painting one thing for too long)
Sometimes after I block in the colors I'll make adjustments. I didn't like how warped the perspective was getting on the building on the screen right side, so I adjusted the vanishing point and added more tiers to the design. I went back into the game and looked at more how the stairs were designed and figured it out more thoroughly with a sketch on on top.
I think sitting down and doing the details is the most time consuming part. I still want the focus to be on the character despite all the detail going on the background. At this point I'm toggling on black & white filters constantly to check the value, grouping everything in the background together, making sure the lighting frames the subject in focus. At this point I realized, I forgot to paint Astarion's hair LOL, and that the bg was getting a bit too detailed, so I used a more textured brush and painted away some of the edge details of bg buildings.
Last, I make final adjustments, and I make a overall lighting/fx adjustment folder. Adding in some noise, adjusting the contrast, color balance, and lighting over all and call it done!
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Reality of Realizations
[Shoto Todoroki x Female!Reader]
Synopsis: After the Sports Festival, Shoto comes to realize just how awful his behavior was, and heâs determined to make things right.
WC: 3559
Category: Mega Fluff, Awkward!Shoto
This idea smacked me to my keyboard at 3 am and took me hostage until I finished it⌠I hope you enjoy it!! âşď¸đŤś
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In the beginning, Shoto didnât feel guilty. He felt indifference. To him, U.A. was about succeeding his father without his fatherâs side of his bloodline, the fire part of his quirk. Everything was about becoming a hero that wasn't like Endeavor. Everything was about getting stronger without using fire.
Friendships werenât his concern. In fact, he didn't give them much thought at all. He didnât feel like they would be beneficial to his cause.
For some reason, though, you wanted to be around him. Maybe it was because you saw something in him, some type of potential that even he didnât recognize. Or maybe you just had a lot of energy that needed to be spent, and being around him was your only means of releasing it. Either way, you never left him alone. You followed him, sat next to him in class, and asked him about his quirk.
And with his current mindset, he was rather annoyed with your persistence. He knew he could handle it himself. He could do well in school and become a great hero without any help. You were a distraction to his goal, and he was not having it.
When you first tried to start a conversation, Shoto looked straight ahead. His gaze remained fixed on the whiteboard. If you continued to be persistent, he would snap at you. It was a guarantee.
As much as he wouldnât like to admit, sometimes the father-son resemblance would shine through.
You tried again, asking him what his favorite food was. When he didnât answer, you shrugged and turned your head toward the windowâanother failed attempt.
Your attempts only increasingly became more annoying as time went on. The same questions, the same responses, and the same outcome:
An angry Todoroki who just wanted to be left alone.
But it wasn't until the Sports Festival that things changed for him. Midoriya helped him realize that his father wouldnât define him, but his own choices would. It was enlightening, and after their fight, he felt a strong sense of respect for the green-haired boy.
And due to that awakening, he realized just how absolutely rude he had been toward you.
You were one of his classmates, a person who was in the same school as him, training to be a hero just like him. You were someone who deserved respect, and he didnât treat you the way you should have been.
That guilt settled in.
He was a horrible person.
He had to make up for it.
And, no, a simple apology would not be enough. He needed to go the extra mile and show you that he meant what he said and that he was truly sorry.
The question was, how?
He knew little about you. He never spoke to you, not in the way you had tried speaking to him, so how would he know your favorite food, your favorite color, your favorite animal? How would he know what kind of flowers or sweets you liked?
How could he make you happy when he was the one who hurt you in the first place?
He thought long and hard. He pondered and pondered, trying to think of what you could possibly enjoy, but his mind would draw a blank.
So, he did the only thing he could think of: he asked Midoriya for help. The green-haired boy had that entire notebook dedicated to all the quirks every classmate had, so surely it could give him some insight into how to approach you.
Surely, it would help.
After class, Todoroki went over to Midoriya. He kept his hands in his pockets, and he looked the other way, not quite wanting to see Midoriya's expression.
Needless to say, he was absolutely surprised when Todoroki asked him for help. Surprised and absolutely delighted. The way he started bouncing in his seat with the biggest smile on his face made Todoroki want to reconsider the offer. But before he could retract, Midoriya already had his notebook out.
He flipped through a few pages, his finger stopping when he found your name. Honestly, it was unnerving just how many notes were dedicated to each individual.
Midoriya read your likes and dislikes; apparently, they were all through observation and not from you telling him. Maybe if Todoroki wasnât so mean to you, then he wouldâve known what you liked, too.
He figured you had to make it obvious for Midoriya to write it down, right? Thereâs no way Midoriya would be able to figure out that information from just watching.
Then again, his analysis was pretty spot on. He knew what your personality was; he dealt with it firsthand. Of course, at the time, he didn't think too much about it. All he thought was how much he wanted you to leave him alone. Now, however, he wanted you to ask him those questions.
He wanted to be your friend.
He learned that you loved reading books. Not only that, but you loved flowers. Not the typical roses or sunflowers, but the less popular flowers. The type of flower that not a lot of people would think of when thinking about the beauty of a flower.
You also loved sweets, mostly anything with the word "chocolate" in the name. You had a sweet tooth, and it was very apparent.
Todoroki didnât know why, but he found himself smiling. Finding out your likes and dislikes and learning about your personality was interesting. He wished he hadnât been so blind before. Maybe then, he could've been friends with you earlier.
But it was okay. He could still become your friend. He could still fix things.
Midoriya had written down a list of things that you would appreciate the most, and then it was on the planning portion.
Gift-giving was still a relatively new concept for Shoto. He never had any real reason to give someone a gift before, and when he did give gifts, it was mostly for his siblings on special occasions.
He never really had the opportunity to buy a gift for a friend.
Midoriya told him that the best gifts were meaningful and came from the heart.
"Think of a memory you have with them. Think of something that they would really enjoy."
But the issue was, he had no memories with you. No good ones, anyhow. They were all trash because he never gave you the chance to have a good memory with him.
"Hey, Todoroki, if you wereâ"
You always sounded so genuine when asking him those foolish questions, but the moment he turned his head, his glare could have killed you.
"Do you always have to bother me? Doesnât it get tiring asking the same things, day in and day out?" His tone was harsh, and he didn't mean for it to sound that way, but it was the only tone he ever used on you.
"No wonder your parents sent you to boarding school in America before applying here. I wouldnât be able to deal with you either."
Yeah, those were his words. Those were his exact words. Not the nicest, were they?
The sentence was completely laced with poison, and even Shoto knew it then. He truly didnât mean to bring that up; it was a low blow, but the damage was done, and the second it was said, your expression fell.
Shame, really. You were only trying to be nice. You didnât deserve his spiteful attitude. You were kind and thoughtful, and you were a very good person, but he couldnât bring himself to accept your kindness.
So, how the hell was he going to be able to apologize to you? How was he going to give you a present that meant something when all his memories of you were filled with his hate?
He sat on his bed, his legs crossed as he held his head. He needed an idea, but his mind drew a blank. What the hell was he supposed to do?
Midoriya told him that a homemade gift was probably the best among a couple of special items. If he made something himself, he could show how much effort he put into it. He could make something meaningful and show just how sorry he was.
But... he wasn't the most creative person. In fact, his creativity was nonexistent. He didnât know the first thing about making something from scratch.
He knew how to make a peanut butter and jelly sandwich and a tasty soba, but other than that, he was lost.
And it wasn't like he could ask for his siblings' help. He took that as a sign of not owning up to his mistakes. If he couldnât figure this out, then he didn't deserve your friendship.
His eyes were fixated on his desk. His textbooks were sprawled out, and a couple of papers were scattered across the table. He was currently studying for the next exam, and his phone was off to the side, plugged into the wall to charge.
His mind shouldâve been on schoolwork, but the only thing he could think of was you. He needed an idea, and soon, because if he didn't do anything, his guilt would eat him alive.
His mind continued to wander.
Flowers, chocolate, a book, a teddy bear.
None of these would be enough. None of these were personal; none of these would mean something.
His eyes wandered from his desk to the window. The sky was orange, a beautiful sunset. He watched as the clouds passed and the birds flew by.
Birds.
Why does that remind him of something?
What do birds have to do with a gift?
He closed his eyes, trying to remember a moment. Any moment, whether good or bad, anything that could help him get a hint as to what to do.
And then, a memory flashed.
It was a rainy day, and you were late.
You were walking and running, but the rain was coming down pretty hard. You werenât an idiot, so you weren't wearing the U.A. uniform. Instead, you wore a jacket. But even then, you were still soaked.
You didnât have an umbrella, a raincoat, or any protective gear. You were running through the rain, trying to get to the school before the bell rang.
Luckily, it wasn't too far away.
Shoto remembered seeing you run, and for a brief second, he thought you were an idiot. He wondered why you didn't just take the bus or the train. If you lived near the school, you would've had plenty of time.
And still, even being as late as you were, you were still determined to have your daily conversations with Shoto.
You were definitely an odd ball, but in that moment, a certain memory came to mind.
When you finally made it to class, you were absolutely soaked. Your hair was sticking to your face, and your shoes were squishing with every step you took.
You sat down, understandably grumpy, but you werenât upset that you were late, wet, or even sick the next day. No, what was upsetting you was the fact that you had lost something.
A hairclip, to be specific.
You lost a hairclip.
It was a clip that had a hummingbird attached to it. The clip itself was silver, but the hummingbird was painted green. He knows this because you wouldnât stop talking about it.
He remembered you saying that it was a gift from a family member. He didnât know who, nor did he care at the time, but you cared.
You really cared.
You spent the majority of the day searching for the hairclip. You searched the hallways, the bathroom, the cafeteria, everywhere you could think of, but it wasnât there. It was nowhere to be found.
And for a week, you wore your hair down, which was the complete opposite of what you normally did.
If only Shoto realized this at the time, then he would've helped you look for it. He was good at finding things, ironically, but the thought didnât cross his mind, and neither did the memory.
Until now.
In a split second, he bolted up. He rushed downstairs, not caring if he was loud. He didnât care if his family could hear him; he didnât care if he was disturbing their peace.
He had an idea, a good one, and it was perfect.
It was the most personal gift he could think of. Throw in a couple of your favorites, and it would be perfect.
He would make you a gift basket, but he would add his own touch to it. Again, he wasnât that creative, but he had a basic idea. Youâd like ribbons, right? Why not a nice bow?
Unfortunately, your specific hummingbird hair clip was long gone, but the internet seemed to have everything. He searched for hours, ignoring his study guide for the upcoming exam, and finally, after what seemed like forever, he found a silver hummingbird. It wasnât painted green, but it was the same model as your old one.
It was the best he could do. And fortunately, due to the one-day shipping, he would have it by the time Monday rolled around.
He ordered it, and when it came in, he put the basket together. He bought you a book based on your favorite genre, some chocolate, a bouquet of some of your favorite flowers, and then, he added the ribbon.
The clip he put in a special case, away from the basket. He would be giving this separately because it would mean more, and he felt like this was something that shouldnât be touched by anything else.
And, well, he wanted to see your reaction to his apology. It would be easier to read your expression if he didn't give you both the gift at the same time.
Oh, right, the apology.
He didnât really think about that, and honestly, he didnât know how to start.
But the best way to do anything is with practice, right?
Screw that upcoming test. He had something much more important to deal with, and knowing him, heâd probably still ace the test anyway.
He cleared his throat, standing in the middle of his room.
Okay, how would he start?
Hi? No, that was too casual.
Hello? No, it's not formal enough.
Greetings?
No, no, he shouldnât sound like a robot.
He needed something more genuine, more real.
Maybe... maybe he should start by telling you how sorry he was. Yeah, that would be the best.
He cleared his throat again.
"Hey," his voice cracked, and his eyes widened. He sounded so awkward. That was so not smooth.
He started over.
"I know we haven't spoken in a while," he started. "I'm... I'm sorry for everything I've done. For everything I've said. You didn't deserve any of that."
This felt like a speech. Maybe he should tone it down.
"I⌠I was a horrible person, and I wish I could take back all the things I said, but I can't, and I'm sorry. I'm truly sorry. And I know a simple sorry won't fix everything, so..."
He went over to the desk and picked up the box with the silver hummingbird inside.
"I want to give you this. I hope you like it."
Okay, practice over. Heâs better off winging it. He truly regretted how he acted, so regardless of how the apology goes, hopefully, you can see that he's being genuine.
He sighed.
Hopefully.
The next day came quicker than expected. He spent the entire night preparing, and by the time the morning came, he was exhausted.
But it was okay because soon, he'd be able to see you and, hopefully, make amends.
Panic didnât set in until he caught sight of you at your locker, picking out your books.
The moment his eyes landed on you, his heart started to race. His throat went dry, and his hands got clammy.
This is it, he thoughtâall or nothing.
He took a deep breath.
Here goes.
"Excuse me," he started. His voice sounded shaky, but he ignored it. He had to stay confident and pretend he wasnât nervous.
You turned to him, and the moment your eyes met his, he swore he could feel his heart stop.
Those eyes⌠full of utter shock and surprise. You were really caught off guard. And he was, too, because not a single word was uttered from his lips.
"Um," you cleared your throat. "Hey, Todoroki," you smiled at him. You seemed hesitant, and honestly, who could blame you? He had never really been nice to you.
"I was just heading to class, but uh," you rubbed the back of your neck. "Did you⌠did you need something?"
The question made him snap back into reality.
He was still speechless, so to fix the awkward atmosphere, he decided just to hand you the basket.
You were obviously confused. Your brows were furrowed, and you stared at the present like it was some foreign object.
"What's this?"
"It's a gift."
Your confusion didn't fade. In fact, it was almost replaced with concern.
"For... me?"
Oh, for the love ofâŚ, snap out of it, Shoto!
He shook his head.
"Yes, for you," he handed you the gift, and when you held it, he couldnât stop his heart from skipping a beat. "IâŚ"
He sighed, rubbing the back of his neck.
"Look, I'm... I'm sorry. For everything."
You just stared at him blankly, and for a moment, Shoto felt the panic rise. What if you didnât forgive him?
You were quiet for a while, and his nervousness only grew. He decided to try again.
"You were just trying to be friends, and all I did was push you away. I was so⌠rude and cold, and you didnât deserve any of that. You were just trying to be kind. So, I wanted to make it up to you. I wanted to do something nice and show you how deeply apologetic I am."
Silence.
He didn't know what to say anymore, so he continued, hoping he wasn't making a bigger mess than what it was.
"I also, uh, got you this," he pulled out the case from inside his uniform. With the way you were silent the entire time, he was starting to think you wouldnât accept the gift.
So, the moment your hand reached out to grab the box, he was relieved to know you were willing to listen.
"I know itâs not your original, but it's the closest I could find. And, well, it's the least I could do, considering how I acted."
When you opened the box, he could see the way your eyes lit up. He was so nervous about this, so scared that you wouldnât like it, but the way you smiled proved him wrong.
And that smile. Oh, that smile.
He caused that smile. Instead of stealing it away or making it go away, he made it appear.
"Todoroki, I," you were speechless. Utterly speechless, he could tell by the way you looked up at him.
You were trying to find the right words, and honestly, he didnât blame you. He was in a similar situation.
"You didnât have to get me this," you said, a bright smile on your face. You were holding the hummingbird gently like it was a precious object. "I probably would've forgiven you even if you didnât get me anything."
Wait, was that a yes?
Was that a yes?!
Shoto could feel the corners of his lips twitch. He felt himself smiling.
"Thank you," you continued, still holding the hummingbird carefully. "It means a lot to me. I appreciate the effort you put into this. And, um, thank you for the apology. I really needed to hear it. Honestly, I thought I did something wrong, so I'm glad that wasnât the case."
You laughed a bit, and even if he was confused about why you were laughing at all, he was relieved that you were accepting his apology.
"You did nothing wrong," he told you. "I was the one who messed up. I have issues, but that's not an excuse to be a jerk."
You smiled again, and he noticed the way you fiddled with the box. It was clear you wanted to attach the hairclip.
"I can⌠um, help you with that if you want."
The instant nod from you was enough for him to grab it delicately from the box, and when he did, you turned around.
It was a really pretty clip, and it suited you. Whoever originally gave it to you clearly had great taste.
It took a second, but he finally placed it into your hair. When you turned back around, he nodded in approval.
"You look nice," he told you.
"Thank you."
There was a pause.
"Um, did you, uh, want to sit together during lunch? I mean, you don't have to if you don't want to, but I thought I'd ask."
The amount of joy he suddenly felt was unexplainable. You were accepting him, and it was the most amazing thing he had ever experienced.
"Yeah, sure," he nodded. "That sounds nice."
Mission make up with you: success.
The guilt of everything still lingered, and he would have to apologize to everyone else as well, but that could be done later.
Right now, all that mattered was his new friend. A friend that shouldâve been his a long time ago.
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i got my eye on you â house of the dragon
Pairing: Aemond Targaryen x fem!reader
Warnings: Smut (18+) ! Targcest/Targaryen Incest (Uncle/Niece), Enemies to Lovers, Denial of feelings, explosion of feelings, vaginal fingering.
Synopsis:Â Sixteen hours and six days were all it took for you to have everything Aemond had wanted. A dragon, a mother's unconditional love, a brother that actually cares and gives a shit. Sixteen hours and six days were all it took to hate you.Â
At the return of the blacks, the princess is transformed, and the hate swirling in Aemondâs gut is replaced with something different, something new.
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Sixteen hours. That was how long Rhaenyra labored to bring you into this world. With blood came the heir's only daughter, a spitting image of her mother yet contrasted by the colors of the father. A princess. Another bastard.Â
Six days. That's how long you stayed in the babe's cradle until the hatching of your dragon egg. Arrax.
Sixteen hours and six days were all it took for you to have everything Aemond had wanted. A dragon, a mother's unconditional love, a brother that actually cares and gives a shit.Â
Sixteen hours and six days were all it took to hate you.
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Living in a den of vipers taught you more than the books you were forced to read. You were a princess, the daughter of the realm's heir, yet they treat you as the scum of a mare's back disguised in petty smiles and hidden whispers.
Early on, you learned you only had your family to depend on. Not your uncles. They always liked to inflict the most pain. Helaena was always sweet, but the queen made sure to isolate her from you and your family.Â
But your greatest tormentor came in the form of purple eyes and silver hair. Aemond Targaryen.
He was always there to plague you no matter how nice you've been or how little you were. Eyes distant and cold, and on you at all times. You could never escape it; thus, it only made sense that you were the one to take his eye on that fateful night. You â the object of his ire, the thief who stole his eye. You tell yourself it was to protect your brother, but deep down, it was also to break free of his punishing stares.Â
Aemond Targaryen was not the only person who changed from that moment. The day you took his eye was the day you gained your own courage.
"Enjoy it, uncle. The next time you see me, my mother will wear the crown, and your family will be set aside to return to your little green towers." You speak brazenly atop Arrax at the hour of your departure to Dragonstone. He may have Vhagar, but the true power belongs to the heir of the Iron Throne.Â
Your last words to the one-eyed second son rang in his ears for the rest of his days, fueling the bitter craving for revenge in his heart.Â
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"You'll cut yourself." The rogue prince's warning makes you jump away from the valyrian steel. "Careful."
You've sneaked a glance at dark sister. The prince consort was rarely without it, so the one chance you see it abandoned, you gather up the courage to hold it even for a second. It felt like the blade was calling to you; surely, it was the voices of the lives taken by the age-old steel.Â
Daemon takes the steel in his hand, wielding it easily. You watch his every move, utterly fascinated. Daemon sees the spark of ambition in your eyes. It's the same spark that flamed within him in his early years.Â
"Ever used a blade?"
"Only one time when I took an eye."
Daemon grinned, passing the steel to you. He could work with that. "Not a bad start.â
Dark Sister felt heavy in your hands, but it was also oddly familiar. It felt right to hold it. You were a Targaryen, after all, and coupled with the strong genes of your father, it was no trouble to handle a sword. You were a quick learner, and Daemon took delight in training you, gender norms be damned.Â
This would have never happened in the Red Keep. The only place for you there were the quilting room and the birthing bed. Ser Criston Cole would have never allowed you to step foot in his training grounds, and you would have never had the courage to try.Â
Ever since you left for Dragonstone, your courage grew day by day, and with Daemon at your side, it flamed anew.
But all that courage faltered at the news of Vaemond Velaryon's challenge to Lucery's inheritance to Driftmark.Â
Vaemond did not scare you, but the thought of returning to King's Landing and meeting a purple eye did.
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Aemond Targaryen had never waited for a day like this.Â
The blacksâ return shall be met with the green's first strike. His nephew is possibly disinherited; most importantly, he gets to prove you wrong. He waits to see you again so he could inject the fear that always made you shrink in his gaze. The years had made him hard, brutish. He and Vhagar are alike in more ways than the valyrian blood that flows in them.
Aemond's eye finds you immediately. Surrounded by your family, you seemed small but grown, more mature. Your dress is filled better by newly developed curves. Your locks remained ever dark, and it gives Aemond a reminiscence of a dark-haired woman plaguing his dreams as of late. Ever since he heard the news of your return, his dreams have been nothing but hazy images of dark hair that makes him wake with a hard cock.Â
He ignores it.
Your families don't have time to reunite as the unforgiving court awaits. You don't make the effort to find your uncles either, though you did send a warm smile to your aunt. You ignore them, and it makes Aemond itch. He longs to see the fire in your eyes so he could squash and spit on it.
Vaemond Velaryon speaks, and he loses his head.Â
Aemond is no stranger to bloodshed, relishes in it even. An unexpected similarity between you.Â
It does not miss him when you don't flinch at the brutal slash, only moving to cover your younger brother, Joffrey. You watch the blade slash clean through flesh with a fervid gaze, and it gives Aemond surprise, his interest piqued.
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"Seems like you're wrong, princess."
You were a hard one to track alone. Always surrounded by your pesky brothers, Aemond awaited the chance to corner you. He finds it fitting to find you in the dragon pit. You endured the tense family dinner, playing oblivious to the one purple eye peering over you, and once the feasting had ended, you were gone. Not in your chambers or even the grounds of the Red Keep. You escaped to the skies, flying Arrax till late at night. You needed the reprieve, and you wished you were back there again the moment you landed with Aemond already waiting for your alighting.
"Uncle." You greeted him, shedding your riding gloves off. He is taller now, more slender, and his face matured with the scar you left him with. Shame, he could have been handsome.
You walk, and Aemond is at your tail. He starts his taunting.Â
"We meet, and yet no crown on your mother's head, and our family's roots are still deep within these courts."
"I am grateful for our king's long life." You say, eyes blank, straight ahead. You're being polite. Your mother's words of peace ring in your ears, and it takes all your effort to maintain niceties. Aemond sees right through it.
"There is only us. You can speak plainly." He clasps his arms behind his back, unbothered. "The king is dying and should have died long ago."
"Must you be so cruel?â
"I only speak the truth." He is close behind, leaning down to mutter in your ear. "Last time I recall, it is not a crime to do so. Well, should not be treated as such anyway." He says slyly, laying down his bait for you to take.Â
"I was a kid, Aemond. Must you torment me all my life?" You bite, stopping in your tracks and facing him completely with fire in your eyes. The years of guilt and vexing rifts at your resolve. The man always knew how to push your buttons.
Ah, there she is. Aemond flashes a condescending smile just for a second before slipping back into his usual glare. "You know what I want. Justice."
"Then so be it." You pull out your sword, the same one Daemon gifted you years ago. It was smaller than the standard fighting swords, for it was only supposed to be used in training, but you don't care. A sword is a sword. You've done worse with smaller ones.
"Here's your justice. Try to take out my eye. I'll allow your efforts. Take my eye and be done with all these bother.â
Aemond stares at you delightfully surprised before drawing his own sword out. You dare? He answers. The years in Dragonstone changed you, no more the little girl he could torment and plague back in the Red Keep. He is made clear of it. The girl standing before him is a dragon, a warrior, a Targaryen. A predator to be conquered.
"Today is a good day for justice."
He swings, and steels meet.
It was a dance between two dragons, and the sound of swords clashing against each other played the music to every spin and sway. It was a dance, and Aemond hated how you were leading.Â
Honed by the rogue prince, you've learned how to put up a good fight and sniff out an opponent's weak points. You detect Aemond's obvious weakness â his blind side. You focus your attacks on his left side, taking advantage of his every crux. He underestimated you, your hits stronger than he expected. He stumbles at your strike, aim focused on his left shoulder.Â
But Aemond is no fool on the battlefield. He also paid his dues in his training with Ser Criston Cole. The man might be vile, but there is no denying the knight is the most skillful swordsman alive in King's Landing. Aemond's skills are beaten into him in the most literal sense, the years of cuts and bruises shaping him into the warrior he is now. It was no match to your little lessons, no matter how fast of a learner you might be. Aemond is still stronger, faster.Â
And with a swing to your leg and a precise hit to your wrist, your blade flies away from you. Unarmed, the older boy takes the chance to seize you.Â
You take the hit head on, grunting at the weight of him knocking you down.
Pinned on the ground, bladeless and pregnable, Aemond's steel rests snug against your neck. The music has stopped. You've lost.Â
"Beg." Steel presses further into skin. "Beg for mercy."
"No." you spat, ever so stubbornly. A dragon does not beg.
Aemond's nostrils flare at your defiance, a thousand emotions brewing in his chest. He has wanted this for so long, yet he finds himself stalling for time.
Despite your loss, you weren't giving up. Aemond always hated how stubborn you could be, so careless, yet protected and loved even as a bastard. Aemond could do everything right, yet his father would not even spare him a glance unless he found himself in some sort of trouble, and Alicent shared the family's burden with him, depriving him of the innocence of childhood. But you had your dragon the day you were born, showered with love and affection.Â
Spoiled. Ungrateful.Â
In his resentment, he cuts skin, drawing blood. "Don't think I won't do it. You know I would."
You refuse to wince from the pain, eyes locked in and determined. "I fought, and I lost. I'm true to my word. Take my eye now. Take your prize." You turn your head, presenting him the left side of your face. "Is that not what you want, uncle? Or do you plan to bitch and whine to me for the rest of your days?"
"I want⌠nothing!"
Throwing his blade away, you're finally given a chance to breathe. Still on top, he looks down on you. Aemond has you at the bottom of his feet, to do what he wants, to take what he is robbed of, yet he finds himself at pause. He wanted an eye, and now he yearns for more.
As he watched your face, cheeks turning delightfully pink, and chest heaving, the strangest thing happened. Aemond felt something squeeze suspiciously in his chest at the thought of you exposed and vulnerable to him.
He realized he wanted you. He really, really wanted you.
Only then did the feeling of hatred in his gut turn to something different. It swirled anew â to desire.
Aemond Targaryen desires for the niece under him.
Oh.
With this revelation, he starts seeing the image in his dreams clearly. His conscience is plagued by the woman of dark hair and milky skin he's been dreaming of, the cause of his seed spilling on his thighs in the morning. It was you.
With the veil of denial finally lifted, he leans down and captures your mouth, pouring every bit of frustration and newly found desire into your kiss. Your hands raise to push him off, but he pins them down easily. Warm lips lock onto yours, forcing your mouth to yield to his demand and, eventually, your own visceral need. Unrelenting, your defiance quickly faded, and your tongue started meeting his as well. Heat dances in your chest and straight down the apex of your thighs.Â
You've been kissed before, kissed sweetly, softly, but never like this. This was different; this was hungry, consuming, punishing. Aemond's kiss triggers a primal craving in your flesh; it refuses your mind's reason entirely.
Shifting above you, Aemond parts your legs, planting himself between your thighs. You feel the hard ridge of him pressing against your clothed core, and you undoubtedly grind against it.Â
His body â Gods. It is evil how it was pressed against yours, the heat of it seeping through your clothing, searing your very soul.
He made you shiver. He made you melt.
Aemond gropes your breast, dipping down to nip at the neck he just pressed a blade against moments ago. "I want you."
Aemond always told the truth, an ideology planted in his head by his devoted mother, but it is only now he felt the peace a person should feel when telling the truth.
Aemondâs tongue traces a map of pleasure on your skin, fueling a need you never knew. He chants your name, groaning at every repeat. His lips move frantically along your face until they find your mouth again. âI need you.â He pressed his hips hotly against yours. âDo you feel how I need you?âÂ
Your fingers tangle in his silver hair, making it undone from its restraints; you grip it, urging for more.
"What is it? Take what you want." He yearns to hear your voice, hear you beg for him.
He pulls away, and you whine at the loss. "Use your words, princess. Tell me what you want.â
You're faced with Aemond's face atop of yours, and unthinking, you take it in your hands. He leans in, hanging on to your next words.Â
Your lips hover over each other, and with a whisper, you say, "No."
Aemond's face breaks into a grin, a deep chuckle escaping him. Your heart stutters at the image of a genuine smile on the prince's face. It was a rare thing, and you don't know what to do with it.
Distracted, his fingers find your thighs, squeezing them hard before delving further. You gasp when he presses at the burning between your legs.Â
"Now is not the time for your stubbornness, sweet niece."
Aemond quickly breaks through the layers of cloth separating him from your sensitive skin. It was embarrassing how easily he found the wetness waiting for him. But Aemond relishes at the feel of them, the thought of your excitement feeding his desire. His fingers play at your folds, sliding easily. He circles at your center, noticing how your moans become louder when he touches you there. He watches your every expression, determined to pluck your pleasure from you. You looked too pretty with your lips red and puffy, but your unscarred skin calls to be dirtied by him.
He leans down to nip at the skin of your jaw, then to your neck once more. He hopes to leave a mark. "Would you do it? Bed your uncle like your mother did.â
The sting of his tongue against the wound he placed on you wakes you from your haze. Your mother. The lust is quickly replaced by guilt and shame, and you suddenly feel suffocated. Shoving away, you slap him off you. He stumbles, shocked and disoriented.Â
Gathering your skirts, you stand, now looking down at him. Your throat dries, but you speak firmly. "You've had your chance to take your justice. Now let us speak of it no more.â
And you were gone, fleeing without as much as a second glance behind, and Aemond is left alone. The sting on his face and the hardness of his cock are the only reminders of your dance.
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skz + s/o with long nails
can't sleep and i need to get this thought out before it makes my head explode
MDNI (18+) suggestive ideas, mutual masterbation, oral, nail markings
skz x gn!reader
chan: at first he's indifferent. it makes no difference to him, you might've kept short or no nails to start with while dating him. it isn't till you try out a new spot that leaves you with the best set you've ever had, that he starts to take more notice. especially when his back scratches take a whole new level. he's twitching his leg like a dog when you go too light on him finding it ticklish, he's begging you to scratch him harder. his mind starts to run wild at the thought how it would feel to have your nails clawing at his back during sex as he pounds into you.
minho: he loves your nails. he finds them so cute on you, especially when their pointed like a cat claw. he's not one to comment his thoughts on what you should do but he loves the way your hands look with baby pinks or milk white shades. his cats seem to enjoy them as much as you do when they surround you begging to be scratched next. he really finds out how much he loves them when you're going down on him as his thank you for paying for the new set, when you're clawing down on his thighs. he can't help admire how pretty they look while you sit perched between his thighs as stroke him into your mouth.
changbin: he loves everything about you but the nails he just doesn't quite get. how are you supposed to lift weights when you can't even close your hand into a fist :( ? nevertheless he pampers his partner!! so of course he's putting his card down for you to pay for your new set or sending you the money to pay for them (then some more incase it's a long session and you need to grab food). he's a changed man when he sees the new set. your nail tech found a cute way to put his intials on the ring fingers of your nails. he's posting and sending everyone a photo of your nail set with your hands wrapped around his bicep. he knows that all you need is a ring to complete it.
hyunjin: love love love LOVES your nails. everytime there's an appointment coming up soon, he's already asking what you're getting. he'll send you some ideas, a lot of it might be douyin style but he loves anything you decide on. aside from loving the way they look, he also loves the way they feel. his insta photos might be filled with your hands in shot with coffee or selfies he's taken while's you held his face or gave his cheeks a squish. either way he knows that you know when he plops down into your lap or chest, he's demanding head and back scratches. he's purring like a cat in your lap with every movement but will immediately whine if you stop too soon.
jisung: don't care as long you're dedicating an hour or two to play with his hair after a fresh set. colors make no difference to him but he gets weak in the knees when you come home with red nails. his mind taking him to filth places of having your hand stroking him, how pretty your hands look in with his cum painting your nails. he's always offering to pay for your nails, on the condition that you always do red which you're typically happy to oblige anyways.
felix: there has to be something based in fact for me to confidently say he also more than happy to have you scratch his head, back, anywhere that you possibly feel he might enjoy because he is actually a cat. a very cuddly one that's purring with every scratch across his skin. he loves the set ideas you come up with but especially loves when you incorporate hints of blue in your nails because you know it's his signature color. makes him feel like it's proof that you belong to him in a way that only he needs to know. his only thing to pick at is you can't be as handsy with baking with him when you have longer nails :/ buts that's okay when you make it up by playing with his hair, putting it in pretty braids and giving him neck & chin scratches.
seungmin: also someone who seems in different. he might get annoyed every time you accidentally poke him too hard from a new set. he'd tease you for the way your nails sound while you type but it's all in good fun. another one who's twitching his leg like a puppy every time you scratch his back or head. oh how he could lay like that forever. another one to soft launch you on his insta with shot of your hand on his knee at a baseball game or intertwined while having a romantic dinner. he once again doesn't mind and even learns to appreciate the way your nails rake through his hair. how they feel when your trying pry him out from between your thighs tugging on his hair for dear life.
jeongin: he loves your long nails, he loves it even more when you take him with you to get your nails done together. he's not passing on opportunity to get matching manicures. he loves to see you venture off with colors. when you opt to get a forrest green french tip set, he's right there asking for his pinky nails to be painted in the same green polish. he's posting a picture of your intertwined hands with your matching polish. he's down bad for you and everyone knows it. you can't blame him when you're the same for him. it's all he thinks about when you're both laid next to each other in bed with his hand in your underwear and your hand wrapped around him stroking him so prettily, toying with one another and matching polish adorning your hands.
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Life changed a lot after Nanami Kento came into it.
Nights alone in your apartment feasting on cup ramen with microwaved broccoli (for your health obviously), turned into homemade dinners under candlelight. The long ride to work in the back of an Uber turned into riding in the passenger seat of Nanamiâs luxury car, hands intertwined over the middle console. Quick showers turned into long, steaming baths with essential oils. Winding down from a long day turned from nights out at the bar to nights in under the covers while he softly reads to you.
âDarling, hey, wake up,â you hear Nanami whisper in your ear as you feel your shoulders shake lightly. You groan in protest, not wanting to be broken away from the warmth and smell of him all around you.
âI know, I know,â he softly chuckles, âbut we need to get ready for bed properly.â
You nuzzle into his side more and wrap your arms around him. Squeezing him slightly, you take one long, dramatic inhale of his scent in the crook of his neck, fluttering your eyelashes to give him butterfly kisses.
âWhat are you doing?,â he laughs, âIt tickles!â
âJust taking some for the road,â you smile into his skin.
âYouâre such a dork.â
With Nanami, everything always seems to be taken care of. There is no need to over-extend your brain power, because once a thought or worry passes through, you know itâs been meticulously mulled over by your other half.
Your appointments are scheduled and on the calendar. Your laundry is clean and neatly put away in the proper place. Your memories and photos are filed and categorized, with some of your favorites even framed and displayed in your home and offices. Your books, CDs and other media are sorted alphabetically in pristine condition.
âBut wouldnât it be cool if they were categorized by, I dunno, color? We could make a rainbow wall!â you suggest as you marvel at his work.
Nanami, who is currently kneeling on the floor putting the last of your books on the shelf, turns and gives you a disapproving glare, âAbsolutely not. It would be a disservice to your collection.â
âA disservice to my collection?â
âWhat happens when a series contains books of all different colored covers? Am I supposed to just separate them?â
You blink.
âYouâre right. I apologize for even suggesting something so foul.â
But, most importantly, over everything, your body, mind, and soul are finally at ease. Past anxieties rarely present themselves anymore, and, if they do, you never dwell. People say youâre glowing, and they arenât wrong. Your skin is clear, your hair is shiny and smooth. Your favorite clothes fit a little better, and your shoes are always polished to look brand new.
âNananmi Kento looks good on you, girl,â Shoko muses, watching you over her lunch in the breakroom.
You smirk, daring not to look across the table to conserve your blush, âFeels good too.â
âGross!âÂ
You curl over in laughter as Shoko chucks a strawberry at your head.
All this and more, because Nanami cares, protects, cherishes, and respects you. He would never, ever in a million years try to hurt you in any way. He is honest and loyal, vowed by his duty to be a man. Ever since he was young, he put immense thought into its meaning, only to be confirmed by one look at you.
One look and he knew that you were the one he would spend the rest of his life with.
âI think I should take you out on a date, if you donât mind of course,â Nanami stutters, gently pulling you aside after one of your meetings.
âYou think we should date?â you question, head reeling.
âYes,â he starts, âI think weâve been friends for long enough and itâs time to move forward with our relationship.â
The disbelief you feel must be painted on your face because Nanamiâs normally pale skin is flushed cherry red just looking at you.
âI mean, long term,â heâs babbling now, âI want to make you my wife. Well, I wanted you to be my wife from the beginning, youâre the most beautiful girl Iâve ever seen, but they always say the best relationships start from friendships, so I thought it would be best to take our time. Naturally, now is as good a time as any. Weâre at good places in our careers, we already spend a lot of time together, our personalities mesh, and, I donât mean to be coarse, but I think weâd look pretty good tog-"
Before your mind has a chance to catch up, youâre already cutting him off with a passionate kiss, arms wrapping around his neck to pull him down close to you. After a beat, you feel Nanamiâs broad, warm hands grab hold around your waist, pulling you to him.Â
His lips feel so soft, and more plush than you anticipated. You part yours slightly in an invitation, and heâs quick to swipe his tongue against your bottom lip. You reciprocate and smile when you feel the vibrations of a small moan escape him.
You break the kiss first.
âIâd marry you yesterday if I could, Kento.â
Where he ebbs, you flow. With the few traits he lacks, you flourish. In social settings, you pick up when he doesnât have the bandwidth to keep going. You can read his mind from his body language alone. You've shown him how to aim for the ideal, even when his pragmatic nature leads the way. Youâve taught him to slow down, even when life is relentlessly shoving him along.
âKento, are you- are you crying?â you question in shock.
Itâs difficult to process the information in front of you. Youâre not seeing things, right? Thatâs definitely a tear falling down his cheek. Quickly, you bring your thumb to his face, swiping it away.
Catching your wrist, he brings your pulse point to his lips, giving you a small kiss there.
Here, feet in the white sand of the island of Redang, under the dark, starry sky, Kento goes down to kneel before you.
Recognizing the gesture, your heart swells and all the air leaves your lungs. Both your hands immediately cover your mouth, and the burn of tears forming ignites behind your eyes.
Through the blur, you see him smile.Â
Regaining composure over your senses, you remind yourself to take everything in. The way his honey-brown eyes reflect the lights in the distance, the way his open collar ruffles in the breeze, the appearance of the new freckles from the Malaysian sun that decorate his exposed chest, how his unstyled, blonde hair moves freely, how one of his hands takes both of your own, while the other holds out a breathtakingly beautiful solitaire diamond ring.
Your eyes take him all in and land back on his face, one that displays the most loving, adoring expression youâve ever received.Â
âWhen you came into my life, everything changed. I knew, from that point forward, I would dedicate my existence to ensuring your happiness. Nothing matters to me more than seeing you smile. It gives me purposeâfills the air in my lungs. I have never, and will never need anything more.â
You watch the tears cascade down his cheeks, mirroring your own.
âPlease do me the honor of marrying me and making you my wife.â
One second passes, and you squeal, âYes!â
a/n: This was supposed to be smutty and turned into something fluffy. I can't help it! I just adore him so much. also, how do we feel about this format? I've never done something like this before!
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â§Ë° first dates with them. | lingyang, m!rover, jiyan headcanons.
â Ëâď¸ ââ´ synopsis: going on a first date is always nerve wracking, yet can also be exciting! what's it like for these boys to take you out on your first date together?
â Ëâď¸ ââ´ characters involved (separate): lingyang, male rover, jiyan, and a gender neutral reader.
â Ëâď¸ ââ´ warnings: none!
â Ëâď¸ ââ´ notes: hello! coming to you live with my first post for wuwa! just some cute little headcanons with the boys on first dates with you because i love planning dates out ;;!! requests are open if you want to talk or have me write something!! ( ËÍ áľ ËÍâĄ)
Lingyang
Lingyang has never been more excited or nervous to hang out with someone, even more so since this was his first date with you.Â
As someone who always seemed to fear being different from the humans around him, he felt extra self-conscious when he looked in the mirror and adjusted his outfit. Did he look alright? Were you going to enjoy this as much as he thought he would? Will everything go well? What if you decided you changed your mind and didnât want to date someone of his species?
His first date gift for you would be a small lion plushie. Cute and fluffy with vibrant colors, heâd hold it out in front of him and shut his eyes tight, anxiety flowing through him. âThese are for you! That way, when you miss me, you can hug this! If you want to, no pressure!âÂ
Heâd be ecstatic when you took it into your hands and held it throughout your date together, happily looking between you and the plush and feeling his cheeks turn a rosy pink that you two were going out together.Â
Heâd probably take you to the best food spots all around Jinzhou, ranting about which dishes to try or who had his favorite foods. Heâd want to get to know you more, curious and nervous as heâs asking you about your likes, dislikes, what your daily life is like in Jinzhou. Lingyang would walk and eat with you along the way, practically enamored by anything you did or said.Â
His tail would swish fast back and forth whenever you were talking. Even if itâs something you found mundane, he couldnât help but be happy just listening to you speak. His ears will also be very reactive around you, usually up but always reacting accordingly to whenever youâd tell a story or joke with him.Â
Heâll let you pet him if you want to, he trusts you after all. His cheeks flush a soft pink and he lets out a small purr when you do so, finding himself growing a bit shyer at the sweet touch. He also feels a tad embarrassed by it, so youâll have to pry his hands away as he childishly hides the way heâs turning red from you.Â
He seems a little bit sad when you two do have to part, but when you ask him when the next one would be, a hopeful look emerges in his eyes as he begins to excitedly make plans to see you again and take you on another date.Â
Other Points: - Will jump in place when super excited to tell you something while on the date. - Would point to some random cute things on your walk and go, âThat reminds me of you!â - Happy to talk about lion dancing with you, and if you show more interest in it, heâll offer to give you your own personal show one day!
Rover (Male)
Considering he is a person that just woke up in a strange world with no memories of his past or who he is, he is a bit lost on the idea of what to do during a date with you. Were there rules he had to follow? Did people in Jinzhou have certain taboos or ways that they executed dates?
Heâd most likely ask all around the city in order to find out what to do or where to take you. He wanted to make sure the experience was good after all, not something that the both of you would dread.Â
When he meets up with you, his hair is a bit more put together than usual and he stands up tall, giving you a small smile as he gently takes your arm and links it with his.Â
âTake me around the city. Show me how you see the world through your eyes.â
His first date gift would be a small box of candy. I could definitely see Rover as being a person who likes small sweet treats as a guilty pleasure, and heâd want to share them with you as a way of connecting you with something that you love.Â
Heâs calm throughout most of your stroll, browsing through stores or looking around in quiet curiosity as you show him little nooks and crannies of the city. He enjoyed hearing how you would describe stores or fixate on different areas of the city that he hadnât thought to really pay attention to before.Â
He makes a mental note of the places that you like so that for your next date, you two could come back to them. Rover is already a few steps ahead in terms of thinking where he wants to go with you or what he wants to do.Â
When youâre done showing him the city, heâll give you a kind, endearing look and smile at you. Heâll take a moment to just admire you, shifting some of your hair out of your face and enjoy being in your presence before ultimately, it is time to part ways. Heâll wave you off, thanking you for everything and giving him a tour, before he smiles to himself like a fool and turns to head back to his quarters.Â
Other Points: - Probably would be looking at you more than the city. - Fast walker, so youâd have to keep up the pace. Apologies if heâs going too fast and happens to catch you struggling. - Will inquire about certain places just to listen to you talk.Â
Jiyan
As the general of the Midnight Rangers that conducts himself in a poised, righteous manner, heâd be the most classy out of all the people to take you out on a date.Â
Jiyanâs got a busy schedule as the head of such an important group in Jinzhou, but after bonding with you and asking you out he wanted to ensure that he carved out time in advance for just you and him to spend an afternoon together.Â
Heâd take you to a fancy restaurant in Jinzhou, the best money can buy. Heâd be sure to pick you up from your place and walk with you to the restaurant. When you open the door, heâs standing in front of you with his hair slicked back and ponytail waving a bit in the wind, his clothes pristine and ironed out to look his absolute best in front of you.Â
His present for you is a bouquet of flowers he made himself. He enlisted the help of his mom for this one, catching up with her about medical practices as he puts together the best pecok, irises, and poppies that he could find when he was out on his rounds into a pretty bouquet just for you. Itâs wrapped up with brown paper and has a nice aqua bow on it, matching his hair.
When you get to the restaurant, heâll look at the menu with you and ask you to order anything your heart desires. He already knows what he wants to eat, and will quietly look at you with a softened expression as you begin choosing what you want. He finds the way you handle yourself beautiful, even if itâs through simple things like ordering food.Â
Jiyan will happily eat anything you donât end up finishing. He doesnât want to waste money, and he also cannot deny that the way you ask him to finish your plate was cute. Heâll work it off anyways with the amount of fighting and training he does, so he doesnât mind.Â
Will pay for the meal. No splitting or you paying, as much as you might plead and beg.
Will take you back to your place and entertain any questions you may have for him, whether it be about his past, missions heâs been on, or just about his duties as general of the Midnight Rangers. When he drops you off, heâd take the back of your hand and gently place a kiss on it before standing up straight and giving you a small smile, wishing you a goodnight.Â
Other Points: - Will hold all your belongings so your hands are free and light. Does not matter how heavy or how much you have, he will refuse to let you âlaborâ like that, as he puts it. - Admires your personality and the way you hold yourself when you speak. - Has a strong desire to protect you; always subconsciously keeping an eye out for any danger even though itâs daylight out.
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random percy headcanons:
wants to be the photographer friend SO bad and he technically is but like 70% of the pics come out blurry or weird bc there was a monster attack in the middle of them. his instagram is truly so chaotic looking.
literally always has seashells on him someone will ask him for a pencil or spare change and he has to empty all his pockets of shells to find it. drops his backpack and a bunch of shells fall out. kicks his shoes off and sand and shells fly out and his mortal friends are like percy What the Fuck
his eyes glow underwater!! bioluminescent king. no one told him though and he didn't find out until he joined his school's swim team and terrified everyone (he managed to convince them his contacts were having a weird reaction to chlorine lmao)
he really likes art!! he doesn't just pretend to for rachel's sake he genuinely enjoys painting with her. he likes splatter paint, collages and pop art styles the best. one day after splitting some edibles they realized percy could manipulate water colors and went CRAZY with it
will ask to be excused during class and comes back like an hour later with scorch marks all over his face bleeding from one of his ears covered in dust missing three fingernails rips in his jeans and a fat lip and the teacher is like percy what the actual hell were you doing in the bathroom all this time and he's just like uhhhhhh I have ibs
the brand from camp jupiter did unfortunately (for sally) Unlock something in him lmfao he keeps getting shitty little tattoos. usually stick-n-poke but someone's friends cousin's girlfriend's brother has a gun that gets brought to parties every now and then. most of them are sloppy but you can tell what they are HOWEVER he has one that was supposed to be a seal that came out looking like one of those shitty ms paint crying memes. annabeth laughed at him for ten minutes straight when she saw it.
he wanted to dye his hair blue but he was too chicken to bleach his entire head so he just did the tips. his hair is curly though so it looks absolutely ridiculous but he loves it
percy and annabeth get a crusty little yappy white dog in college and he carries it around like a baby lmao
back to his chaotic instagram, he's got so many pics of him like, relaxing at the bottom of the mariana trench or hugging a giant squid or riding on a whale shark and his mortal friends all think he's just really good at photoshop and this is a very specific bit he decided to commit to. they're always like lol percy where do you even FIND these pictures are you subscribed to like scientific journals for the laughs? but no he just took them all on his shell phone
has an ongoing prank war with annabeth's little brothers bobby and matthew but like it's Unhinged. they're playing 5D chess and she has no idea whats going on
weird tshirts!!! he loves them! like
shit like this or those 'women want me fish fear me' shirts, anything with a funny or incomprehensible slogan is going in his closet right along with his band tees lmfao
bought estelle a panda pillow pet when she was born đĽş
can NOT bring himself to eat seafood no matter how many times poseidon has told him its fine. he's like NO these are my FRIENDS JONATHAN WAS TELLING ME ABOUT HIS GRANDDAUGHTERS WEDDING LITERALLY YESTERDAY WHY IS HE ON A PLATTER DAD. they had to give up and just start eating normal land food at the palace every time he comes to visit lmfao
gets into horsegirl antics with hazel she NEEDS to know everything the horses have to say. they spend hours gossiping in the stables.
movie nights in the poseidon cabin were 10000% a thing and when he was missing annabeth and thalia and grover (and a few others) would still sleep in there every now and then and talk about how much they miss him :(
percy and beckendorf had the worlds most elaborate handshake
he DOES impulse buy stuff just because they're ocean-themed. stuffed animals, home decor, school supplies, clothes, you name it he bought it if theres like a fish on it
has more scars from crashing off his skateboard than he does from monster attacks
grover is somehow the only person who's ever noticed percy is severely claustrophobic
has a deep passion for adele. I can't explain this one I just feel and know it to be true.
he and annabeth both proposed to each other at the same time and they were SO mad about it they kept yelling over each other's speeches lmao
he can SING but he doesn't know it. sally keeps trying to record him singing to himself but something always happens to the camera and she loses the evidence
called chiron a brony one time and mr d thought it was so funny he was nice to percy for an entire week
the camp keeps trying to convince him to teach sword fighting lessons to the younger kids but he can NOT bring himself to swing a sword at a 9 year old so he keeps getting injured
has the most complicated iced coffee order in the world his go-to local coffee shop finally just put the damn drink on the menu and named it after him
he IS the quiet kid in the back of your math class that always has his hood up to try and hide his headphones and eats increasingly elaborate meals out of his backpack when the teacher isn't looking. one time someone caught him with a rotisserie chicken in the middle of a geometry final.
he argued that he DID have enough to share with the class
currently obsessed with the image of him knocking back a container of sea salt as if it was a shot and his mortal friends being like hey! what the actual fuck! and he's just like uhhhhh anemia kills!
its his birthday<3
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Through it all - JJ Maybank X Reader
Summary: after an arguement with JJ over his behavior, Instead of saving Sarah, JJ dives after y/n during the storm.
Fluff! Angst! Action ig
A/N: I donât think Iâve written for obx before. But Iâm sad for obvious reasons. Spoiler warning. Basically re-writing a few scene with JJ from the last few episodes to include reader. JJ kills Groff instead of⌠you know.
âJJ.â You say his name as if youâre trying to soothe a venomous snake. He shakes his head, taking a sip from the bottle he had nearly finished by himself. He has been all over the place lately. sure, he had a harsh sudden realization and figured out who his real father is, and sure you were on the run, but he had no excuse to be lashing out at the only people that really truly loved him.
âJJ!â You shout, finally getting his attention. He was zoned out, drinking by himself out on the deck watching the waves crash. He turns around, the sun is illuminating his hair and his eyes match the color of the sea in the horizon. âWhat,â he retorts quickly, with a huge sigh. âIf youâre here to lecture me I really donât wanna hear it right now.â He snaps.
You take a step closer to him. The sea breeze is brushing through your hair, the boat rocking you back and forth gently as you lean into the railing by where JJ is standing, barely. Heâs swaying gently, heâs drunk. Despite his behavior lately, you still loved him. That didnât change, you understood he was going through a lot with the discovery of his father, his mother and his familyâs toxic dynamic. It was heartbreaking to see him hurt, to see him so broken. He had just snapped at John B, saying some nasty things. So when John B had come back into the cabin very upset, expressing his anger out, you knew exactly what stubborn pessimist had caused it. You were sympathetic for JJ, knowing that likely only you could reach out to him and have him really deeply consider what you have to say. You just hoped he would be willing to listen in that moment.
âIâm not here to lecture you,â you offer slowly, treading carefully. âIâm just worried about you JJ,â you continue on. He then proceeds to cut you off promptly. âSave your tears Y/N.â His voice is fast, like a bite. It stings. âIâm not worth crying over.â He snaps back again. Taking another swig of his bottle. âJayj, Iâm serious. I love you, it hurts me to see you like this.â You plead. He shakes his head kicking his feet, while running his fingers through his hair just like his father would have an anxious fidget. âNah. You know,â he begins with his teeth gritted. âI love you, but⌠nah.â He insists, his sudden burst startled you. âYou shouldn't love me, thatâs your problem,â he chuckles with a slightly twisted smile. You opened your mouth to speak, stunned at the sudden insult. After everything you had been through together, good and bad, you could not believe his outburst. Before you could speak he continued speaking, talking right over you.
âJust drop the act alright? Youâre scared oâme, just like John B and the others. And you should be. I'm- I'm like a parasite.â He takes an exasperated sigh and rubs his temples. Then with his hands up in surrender, as if defeated, he snaps out the following hurtful phrases. âYou should be scared cause guess what, Y/N?â He leans forward close to your face. âHanging around me, Iâm all bad news. And at this rate youâll end up just like my mother.â
Tears welled in your eyes at another unnecessary insult being thrown at you. It felt like you now had a knife in your chest. âHow can you say that?!â You choke out. âJust leave me alone, Iâll deal with it mâself like I always have.â He quips back. âYou and I both know you canât handle the truth.â He says, turning away from you to face the ocean and itâs ebb and flow of waves crashing in the distance. âYou donât mean that.â You stuttered, wiping your eyes and heading back inside. âGoâon!â JJ gestures you to go away. âPlay cards with Sarah and Kie like everythingâs so fucking great right now.â He swigs more from his bottle, closing his eyes to feel itâs affect.
. . . .
Before you know it, the storm is at its peak. You are tying things down, packing away supplies preparing for the storm ahead of you. Anything to help you prepare for the rollercoaster of waves rocking the boat violently back and fourth. You canât help but worry that JJ is passed out or not fully realize what is going on though it would be hard to miss. Even if he was drunk. but, youâre still hurt from the arguement and you are well aware he is capable of taking care of himself. You try to have optimism that youâll all make it out okay.
As things reach their worst, kie is freeing rafe from the supply closet and before you know it Sarah is calling out for John B. Cleo and pope are hanging on for dear life as the boat is shaken about. âLet me go,â you insist. âStay here!â You insist before Sarah can protest or go out there herself. You find yourself outside, the air is thick and humid and the rain is drenching you every second, the cold air and waves rocking you, unable to stand steadily for more than a few seconds. you scream John Bâs name and he responds with a hell. "I'm Fine! I'm Ok!" he yells. Thunder crackles through the sky and lightening strikes as the wind tangles your hair further. Unfortunately before you can make it, you take another step forward but the boat rocks and sends you flying off the deck into the mountainous mouth of the waves. John B screams desperately for you, but he is too late to help you. You heard a muffled scream, and are engulfed in a freezing cold and dangerous ocean. He stands there shocked, unable to do anything in that moment. JJ comes outside, heâs finally sobering up. Heâs screaming your name, unable to see where you are with the weather and storm clouding his vision. once he realizes what has happened. You pop your head up and scream to the best you can before being pulled under the waves again. he can see you, barely, JJ acts fast, the fastest thing heâs ever done anything no hesitation, grabbing the life float and throwing it as far into the water as he can. As soon as he hears your screams, his instincts kick in and he is diving after you into the perilous dark and cold stormy waters. He disappears, and John B is left heartbroken. He thinks he just lost his best friends for good this time.
. . . .
You wake up and you are washed up on the beach, the sun is bright and the sand is damp around you. you are exhausted and sore and your head in pounding. You look around you and see nothing. No one. Panicked, you turn around and focus your eyes along the water line until your eyes meet JJs whose also coming to, about 65 feet from where you were. You must have been ripped apart by the sea, the last thing you remember is drowning. Darkness. Shaking, and soaking wet, you run to him with tears in your eyes. You are relieved to be alive, and thanking god or any other entity that would have the odds be in your favor that day. You are thankful that JJ is alive. Heâs also the same way, thankful to see you. He smiles finally and sighs to himself before sprinting towards you until the two of you collide in embrace, there's sand in his hair and stuck to his back.
âI thought I lost you,â you sighed exhausted and exasperated. âI know, I know baby.â he says softly and tenderly holding you tight as if he will never let go, âIâm so sorry. For everything.â JJ says. You pull away from the embrace and he gently goes to cup your face with his rough and callused hands. âYou saved my life,â you say, somewhat in disbelief of the circumstances. This is not how you had envisioned your current self to be doing, but you are thankful for every minute of it. Thankful to be alive. âI couldnât live without you.â He replies in a desperate sigh. You lock eyes, he gazed into yours like you were the most beautifully and intricately detailed painting in a fine arts museum. He analyzed every detail of your face, scared he might not see it ever again. In return you gazed into his sea color eyes, glistening in the sun light. He looked tired, but content. Elated. âI love you JJ,â you whisper. âI love you.â He says back. âWe should find the others,â you offered finally breaking the silence.
âYeah yeah but first,â JJ cuts off his own words by pulling you towards him gently and softly into a deep and long passionate kiss. Your lips collide and you can start to feel the world melting away, like nothing mattered but each others embrace and affection. After a moment you smile slightly. âIâm never leaving you alone ever again.â JJ says sincerely. You chuckle slightly taking his had as you begin to walk further down the water line. "Back home I had a ring, but i'd really like to spend the rest of my life with you," he says. "Well before making any commitments," you smile. "The future Mrs.Maybank would like to find the others so we can celebrate properly." JJ chuckles, "Yes M'am." he says.
âAlright, now letâs find the others, I hope everyone is okay..â
. . . .
âYou know,â you begin, waiting and watching out with JJ in Morocco, the hazy sun gleaming across your eyes as you are adjusting your head wrap. âThey say if you find the blue crown you get a wish.â You state. âYeah? Maybe, it sounds like nonsense.. I dunno.â He jokes slightly, you are glad heâs gotten over his slump and isnât feeling as bad anymore. Heâs acting more like himself. More like the JJ you fell in love with. âWell, since we donât know that.â You quipped back, âwhat would you wish for?â You asked. JJ sort of shrugged sheepishly. âOh you know,â he says, shaking his head. âNice new truck with good suspension, freshly painted, fuzzy dice around the mirror,â he joked again, you chuckled slightly. âOkay seriously, anything... what would you wish for?â
JJ licks his lips, pondering the words for a slight moment. âWell I wish we could get a house back home, nothinâ fancy just somethin by the water, you and me we could get married.â He says. You brush a strand of your out of your face and flush slightly at the thought. âI wish that we could just be happy, no bullshit, no cops, just us. It sounds really nice.â He says as his expression softens. âThatâs what Iâd wish for. You.â He says. You step closer to him and you lock eyes. The wind is coursing through your hair. The glow is illuminating your features perfectly, JJ is secretly studying your face and how perfect it looks. âYou already have me. Iâm not going anywhere.â You say sternly reassuringly.
âThen I guess I donât need a wish now do I?â
. . . .
You are running.
Running for your life. The sandstorm is swirling around you from the horizon. your eyes are red and tired and your body could give out from exhaustion if it werenât for the adrenaline pumping through both of you. JJ has the blue crown. You are inches from success. It's so close you can taste it.
âThis way come on!â You shout, JJ following behind you, you ran ahead of him.
Before you know it, there is an arm tightly restricted around you with a knife to your throat. Itâs Chandler Groff. JJâs father. You whimper as he squeezes hard enough to restrict your breathing, and you let out a desperate cry for help. âQuiet!â Groff demands. You are terrified of what heâll do. âJAY!â You manage, one last time, something clicks in JJ and he rushes up to your rescue. âY/N! Iâm comin!â He screams.
He rushes up to you with the crown to see his father who greets him by his name. You whimper and struggle beneath Groffâs grasp. âLet her go,â JJ snarles.
âYou could have stuck with me, JJ,â
Groff offers unwanted. âThink what you couldâve had,â he pleads, JJ grits his teeth as the winds tossle his hair more. âBut now.. you get nothing.â Groff chimes back, his voice is hoarse and exasperated.
JJ lifts up the infamous blue crown. He looks at it wrapped up in his hand, and then to you. âNo.â He shakes his head and turns to his father. âI already have everything. I have everything I ever wanted.â He says. âThings youâll never have,â he shakes his head. Groffs eyes are full of tears, heâs unsure if this is because the man is emotional or if itâs from the irritation and the sand laden winds that have scorched him. âYou want the crown,â JJ continues. For a second he pictures his life without you, and it hurts him deeply. Heâd rather be dead than lose you, he realized in that moment. âTake it.â He holds it out. âI donât want it.â He snaps. âJust Let her go. Now.â He demands.
JJ then exchanged the crown for you, and embraces you tightly and you hold him. You donât want to let go but you are mistrusting of Groff, and you immediately turn towards him and take a step back behind JJ. âItâs a shame.â Geoff says, his expression has melted away and he seems heartbroken. âYou and me. You should have given it to me,â Groff says delicately. âJayJ-â
In a swift motion, JJ is slashed in the abdomen and blood begins to soak the fabric of his clothes. You gasp, terrified. But JJ is quick, and he grabs his fathers arm before he can stab his son with a final deadly blow. Twisting groffâs arm, all in one motion that seemed like a blur, he looked into his fathers eyes full of hatred for his own blood and snatched the knife with his other hand, imapleing him in the chest.
You watch as Groff falls to the ground, gasping for life, dying. âWelcome to the family, son.â Groff snarles and heaves in pain as the knife is stuck in his chest he lets out a sad and twisted laugh. âYouâre a killer just like your old man.â Groff utters his last words. JJ is already injured, now bleeding, he stumbles back, you pull the knife from Groffs chest, in case he tries to use it again in his very last effort as his eyes roll back and he lies limp on the dirt, bleeding out.
âJ,â you gasp, catching him before he can fall back into the ground. âOh my god,â you put your hands over his wound, blood is everywhere. âJJ, youâre gonna be okay,â you plead. Youâre crying, and you hug him. You are trying to remember your first aid skills. âItâs gonna be fine youâre okay,â you take the wrapping of your head, and use it to apply pressure to the wound to stop the bleeding. He winches in pain. His eyes are tired and glazed over. âOh my god,â you say and sigh, the bleeding has finally subsided. Itâs no longer life threatening, but now under control. You wrap the head scarp tightly around his wound. âIâm ok,â he says his voice is scratchy and dry.
âIâm alright, hey,â he grabs your shoulder, youâre leaning down by him, âIâm not goin anywhere see?â JJ says comforting. He shouldnât be comforting you when he was nearly killed. âYou canât get rid of me that damn easy,â he winches as he tries to sit up slightly. He grabs your face in his hands. âFuck that hurts-" he stammers. "We did it,â he says softly after a moment... âI love you, that crown does grant wishes, because we made it out, and youâre safe.â He reassures you. Tears flood your eyes at the thought of nearly losing him, finally reeling from what happened and you lean forward and kiss him. "I won't leave you widowed that easy, now would I?" He laughs, regretting his laugh and groaning in pain. "JJ you're hurt, maybe don't joke right now," you say sternly. You always balanced each other out so perfectly.
The others shortly follow, finding Groffâs body and the crown. Pope and John B both help hold up JJ, he can barely walk from his previous injuries, but heâs okay. Everything is okay. And as it turns out, the crown does grant wishes, because yours- to keep everyone safe especially JJ, was granted.
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The Leclerc's âCL16
Y/N Leclerc looked out the large windows of her new apartment in Monaco. It was a new beginning for Y/N, her now husband Charles, and their four-year-old daughter, Emma.
Excitement filled the air as Y/N prepared for her daughter's first day of school. She carefully combed her little girl's hair, tied it into a ponytail, and helped her into her impeccable school uniform. As they walked hand in hand to the prestigious international school in Monaco, Y/N couldn't help but feel a little nervous. Moving to a new place and enrolling Emma in a new school were significant changes.
She and Charles had met at one of his races. She had been an F1 lover since she was little and when she was able to attend one she did not waste the opportunity. As fate would have it, they met and Charles fell completely in love with her, so it didn't take him long to ask her out, although Y/N didn't accept right away, and that motivated Charles to keep trying.
She had already been to Monaco numerous times in the 6 years of dating Charles, but moving there permanently was something totally different.
When Charles asked her to marry her, he had begged her to move to Monaco after the wedding and she really had no reason to refuse, Monaco was a beautiful and safe place for both of them to be able to raise their daughter in the best way.
Arriving at the school, Y/N and Emma were greeted by the sleek, modern architecture. They headed to the reception area, where a group of teachers and staff were busy.
"Bonjour, madame. How may I assist you?" the receptionist asked with a raised eyebrow, eyeing Y/N's casual yet elegant outfit.
"I'm here to enroll my daughter Emma in school. We just moved to Monaco," Y/N explained with a smile.
''Okay, what's your daughter's name?'' she asked
''Emma Jules Leclerc''
''Leclerc? Like the driver?''
''Yes, he's my husband actually'' Y/N responded
''really?''
''yes'' Y/N said losing patience little by little
The receptionist, along with a couple of nearby teachers, exchanged disbelieving glances. Suppressing laughter, they could not imagine that the ''supposed'' wife of the Charles Leclerc, would be standing in front of them.
The teachers exchanged knowing looks, convinced that Y/N was simply trying to impress them with a famous name.
"I'm sorry, ma'am. We take our check-in process seriously. If you are joking or providing false information, it will not be taken lightly," the receptionist warned, a hint of condescension in her tone.
Y/N couldn't believe what she had just heard, wanting to shout something in their faces for such stupidity, she maintained her composure and completed the registration procedures. She politely bid them farewell and left, promising to prove them wrong.
A few days later, Charles entered the school and his presence attracted attention. Dressed casually but calmly, he had an air of confidence as he approached the reception area.
"Bonjour! I'm here to pick up my daughter," Charles announced with a charming smile.
The receptionist could barely speak when she had such a man in front of her. With a slightly trembling voice she asked, "What is the name of your daughter, may I ask sir?"
''Emma, Emma Jules Leclerc, my wife signed her up a couple of days ago.''
''Your-your wife?''
The receptionist and the teachers, who had made fun of Y/N before, were paralyzed by surprise and little by little they felt the color leave their faces.
"Mon-cherie, everything fine?" Charles asked, wrapping an arm around Y/N's waist once she joined him.
''Of course darling''
Y/N smiled triumphantly, looking at the stunned receptionist and the teachers. Emma, holding her father's hand, smiled amused.
"Told ya'll he's my daddy," Emma declared sticking her tongue out , and Charles chuckled, giving his wife a knowing glance.
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Possessive!Gojo who will walk up to anyone who is talking to you (doesnât matter the gender) and make it known you two are together. Heâd wrap his arm around your shoulder and ask you âso whoâs your friend?â
Possessive!Gojo who embarrasses you in front of the person youâre talking to. He would make up some stupid lie and drive the person away. Just imagine youâre at some bookstore with him and a guy walks up to you. Gojo hears the manâs voice and then he hears yours giggling, and suddenly heâs booking it to where you are. As soon as he sees you chatting with the other male, he walks up to you as if he just randomly bumped into you.Â
âHey! How are you? Itâs so nice to see you! How is that rash you were telling me about? Did it clear up? I heard it was contagious, you might wanna be careful.â Or something like that, and the man talking to you would get grossed out and walk away. You turned to him and lightly slapped his arm. âWas that really necessary?â You huffed. âVery necessary.â He would answer and give you a big sloppy kiss on your cheek.
Possessive!Gojo who would text you âdamn so which position are you both in right nowâ if youâre taking too long to respond to his text messages. âWhich round are yall on?â He would text. âSatoru, Iâm in the shower??â You text back. And you roll your eyes at what he texts in response. âSend proof?â
Possessive!Gojo would leave hickeys on your neck and do unnecessary amounts of PDA when heâs around your friends or in public in general. You guys would walk up to your friends and they first notice that fat bruise on your neck. âGeez Satoru, give her a break once ina while.â Suguru would joke. Gojo would place you on his lap when all of you would go out for drinks. Kissing on your neck then migrating up to your jaw and your earlobe, whispering sultry things in your ear and you giggling in response. âUgh, Satoru enough! Get a room you two.â Shoko would whine.
Possessive!Gojo who pounds into you in the club bathroom after spotting you dancing on another man while he and Suguru are talking. Everything Suguru said was going in one ear and out the other as he watched you swivel your hips and look back at him. He knew about your little game. He knew you liked to tease him, get him a little upset so he can fuck you later. Gojo would stand up from where he was sitting and walk directly to you, taking your arm and making his way to the bathroom. And this is where we are now,
âO-Oh, F-fuck! âToru- shit!â You can barely let out a proper moan, it was getting cut off by how hard he was fucking into you. Your knuckles turning a different color with how hard you were gripping the sink. You were facing the sink, eyes tightly shut as you took every stroke he gave you. âDirty girl, you wanted me to -fuck- catch you dancing on him so I can take you back here, d-didnât you?â His resolve was slipping, you were so tight around him and it was driving him insane.Â
He pulled you by your hair and lifted your head up to face the mirror, âLook at yourself baby, look at how good im fucking into you. You like this? You like getting bent over the sink? Our friends are probably wondering where we went. Youâre lucky the music is loud enough so they wonât hear you.â Your eyes began to roll back at the words dripping from his mouth. âOh my f-fucking- g-go- âToru! I-I canât! Iâm gonna-â Babbling nonsense while telling him you were so close. His pace would change to a more rough pace, the way you like it while rubbing all sensitive areas on your body and get close to your ear to talk you through it.Â
Possessive!Gojo who cums deep inside you and takes your panties so people can see it drip down your leg. He must let everyone know youâre his.
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