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u should think of tiny megu. To keep the stress at bay. You should draw him actually. Ooooo you wanna draw tiny megu getting the love he deserves so bad /j
he's with his 2 best friends
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#nobara kugisaki#itafushikugi#they r just BABIES#these 3 r the fiends of the playground . they make me SICK#thinks abt yuuji with his scuffed knees n the socks/crocs combo covered in dirt n mud still beaming at megumi with the force of 1000 suns#thinks about nobara making the two of them push her on the swingset :((((((#thinks about them climbing trees collecting cool rocks looking fr bugs being KIDS#i want to die actually. i shouldnt have drawn this#in other news! hina put yuuji in something Other than a plain white t shirt challenge clear!#u cant see all of it but th shirt says explore#N NOBARAS OUTFIT IS SO CUTE tbh i lowkey . want.#coordinated her bracelet n hairclip bc she Would. best dressed 8 year old#omg but speaking of best dressed 8 year olds#looking through kids fashion on pinterest fr ref and . WHO is dressing these kids children r not meant to look that put together#where r the obnoxious layers where r the clashing colours wtf is up with all this beige n cashmere n collars#i do not like this world we live in where toddlers can look more expensive than me#put those preschoolers in bright purple and orange as god intended >:(#anyway enjoy pls anon im miserable thinking abt the childhood none of them got to have <3
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#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#fop nature au#fop dev#fop dale#dev dimmadome#dale dimmadome#art#digital art#comic#The 'Thanks' after all of that makes me so insane Im not even sure I can fully articulate why#I mean. He got what he wanted. Honesty. Thats what you wanted right Dev?#what else do you say to that#He's spent his whole life being sure he knew the answer. That deep DEEP down dale did love him#Have you ever seen that post thats like“I was bawling my eyes out and somebody told me to shut up and I was so taken aback I stopped crying#I think he was so stunned that he just stopped crying.#or like when you get so upset that your feelings turn themselves off to protect you#is that a normal thing that happens to people Erm. anyway#Sorry lol as someone born to parents who.. should not have had me. Writing dale basically admitting as much is actually really cathartic#He shouldnt have had Dev. He doesnt love him. He cant. Dev cant do anything to change it. Its just a fact.#Hes not 1:1 with my parents they tried their best ig but like. their best was still pretty awful child neglect LOL
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ohh my god wait he really did wear a leather jacket to meet louis again just like he was wearing one when they met in the 70s. daniel "shaving my entire body before this interview because you never know" molloy
#i cant find the post where someone else pointed it out im sorryyy#also i shouldnt have taken that first screenshot its making me go a little bit crazy#iwtv#daniel molloy#danlou
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no ai generated content will ever compare to the absolutely cartoonishly evil plot to cut down trees to prevent workers from striking to get livable wage.
#tree law#sag strike#wga strike#also also it can be hard to admit but the US does set some industry standards so although im on the other side of the world its concerning!!#if bigwigs at US companies are screwing out their own workers what would this mean for those producing content in other countries?#what about our own local production companies that model american production houses?#oh we cant pay you a living wage cause thats industry standard. dont believe me? here is what a writer at X USA company at X TV show earns#also if you “cant afford” to pay your creatives a living wage then maybe you shouldnt be in charge#so yeah#i think this whole strike thing will affect more than just the US#just fucking pay your creatives
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i keep thinking about hobbies and how i often spill over myself to pick up new ones. i have adhd, i end up trying something for like a month and then just getting far enough in it that i move on, satisfied.
and that should be fine; but it's never fine.
i am a pretty decent artist; but i can't just make art for my dnd campaign, i should be selling dnd maps and character designs and scene setting pieces. i can't just make my friends matching earrings, i need to get an etsy and ship them internationally and take bulk orders. i make pretty good props and decorations and use them to throw my friends parties - but i should be running a party planning business and start taking paying clients and networking and putting my skills to actual use.
for some reason, i never figured out the specifics of pottery. it was a fun class and i enjoyed myself - and still, i'm embarrassed, years later, that i put in all that useless effort. everything i make has to be stunning. stellar. i should have applied myself more. maybe i'm too lazy. maybe i'm broken and selfish and needy. actually creative people would have kept going; they would be bettering themselves at every possible opportunity.
we find ourselves in this trap, even accidentally: we need to commodify our time, because it is a commodity. if we spend our efforts and our time not earning, isn't that the same thing as burning free money? and god forbid you ever take up a hobby that ends up being more expensive than you thought. you sit in your car and you look at the receipt and in your head you hear a conversation that isn't even happening - your mom or your friend or your partner all saying oh great. not this shit again. it's always something with you, and it never actually means anything.
i have realized this horrible thing, recently - i'll get excited to start a project, pick up a new hobby. and then i just... stop myself. i start thinking about the amount of time it will take, and how it'll look in my monthly budget. what if i can't even produce a good enough final product. sure, it's exciting to think about how i could make my friend her own custom dice. but i'm just polluting the earth if i don't get it right. better not bother. better not try.
restless, i get caught in the negative space. the feeling that oh god, i want to create. and that horrible sense - yeah, but i don't have the time to just put to waste.
#hobbies#writeblr#what stage of weirdness to write about hobbies on my hobby writing blog#although i know OBJECTIVELY i am a creative person#i often forget to label myself that bc i don't feel im an ARTISTIC person bc i don't do anything like that professionally#writing doesn't even feel like a hobby i think that surprises nobody for me to be like#it would be easier for me to stop . like. breathing.#which feels cheesy and trite but listen im running late for a meeting and all i really want to say is like#i couldn't even consider writing my hobby bc it makes my skin crawl bc it makes it sound like it's not important to me#bc we really devalue hobbies. like entirely.#it HAS to be a job. it must#also idk if this is clear but i personally get stuck in this space where i CANT create bc i am putting so much pressure on myself#to make it RIGHT#and im like ... idk i only have an hour#so probably shouldnt get involved in this thing
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Act 2 Thanks for reading
#bg3#astarion#baldurs gate 3#tav#tavstarion#astarion x tav#astarion x faetheri#faetheri#comic#long post#my art#redundantx art#i dunno if everything i wanted to convey comes accross but oh well#enjoy my brainworms#he probably could comfort her more since shes being sincere but i like it to much when they tease lol#takes place after the confession scene#its about him not being forced to do something against his will but she cant help worry about the other things the drow talked about.#worried she shouldnt let him drink her blood cause she likes it likes it#he looks different every page lmao
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finding out theres people in the sexyman tournament notes who dont know who cecil is
#wtnv#you shouldnt even get a vote if you dont know who cecil is you do NOT represent tumblr#also i cant believe how hard it is to find a decent quality version of this meme im sorry i has to use this garbage to get my point across#its litcherallyso blurry but i looked up like 40 different terms and this was all i could find#welcome to Night vale#< doing my part to get to 1 on trending
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despite his initial rough impression, lqg gets a "fun" rating on the gege scale
#arts#mottau#dragging lqg into the autism to autism communication array#sy thinks he is so cool actually. but he will fiercely deny it if you say so#lmao stupid little baby crush#he has! a cool sword! and hes fought so many monsters! and hes called the Bai Zhan WAR GOD#and also is more lax than his other geges in letting him do stuff that toes the line of things he shouldnt be allowed to do yet#such as you know imitating sword forms when he's not supposed to touch cultivation or combat for another year#in lqg's mind theres no reason he cant practice the forms. and also he doesnt even have a practice sword let alone a real one#he will get yelled at later#can you tell that i read dun meshi and it irreversibly changed the way i draw silly little autistic smiles. bc i sure fucking can#anyways releasing this from containment since im almost done the next chapter. incentive (for myself)
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Enjoy a GIANT Wolf 359 sketchdump!
The gang's all here!
#Wolf 359#w359#haephestus crew#si5 crew#doug eiffel#hera#renee minkowski#god there's so many#isabel lovelace#colonel kepler#daniel jacobi#alana maxwell#ok jesus thats all of them#i shouldnt have put them all together but whatever#live laugh never learn#i had to design a person hera#i so want to come up with something clever to represent her#but also her voice is SO EXPRESSIVE#she deserves a face to sass everyone with#but also it's so important to her story and character#that she CANT interact physically with the crew#AUGH I HAVE THOUGHTS#anyway enjoy#boneappletitties
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How would you redesign Headmaster Magneto? Just out pf curiousity because while he served it didn’t feel like… Erik.
i have to keep it 100 i have no idea without just. rerunning his original design but with a palette swap LOL but we try around here
#xmen#xmen comics#magneto#erik lehnsherr#snap sketches#CAUSE LIIIKEE i want to keep SOMEE elements of the headmaster look obviously#i like its design intent. or how i see its design anyway idfk .... idk what im sayin im sleepy#just gotta. throw a few more things on there .... maybe... again i dont know 😔#the bigass M just makes me think of megaman gigamix i cant even lie#having/wanting to keep this as a one piece/leotard with that big ass m is probablyl whats stumping me if im so tbh#for some reason the lack of 'underwear' and helmet really is doing a lot for it Not feeling like magneto#the helmet i get Thats His Symbol ATP but the underwear ..... girl idk Strong Man or something like that#its just awkward because headmaster magneto is Supposed to be more tame or . 'domesticated' i guess vjALKE#not less powerful but he shouldnt be as intimidating/outwardly powerful if. that makes sense???#the first thought seeing him shouldnt be 'hes going to stomp me to death' it should be. Not That LKVJAEKj#BUT AT LEAAASSST in the back of the mind being likek 'he could probably stomp me to death'#SOME power but not to a threatening degree idfk what im saying my TUMMY IS RUMBLIGN AGAIN#what did i eat todasy. i ate like five hot pockets today thats what i ate. and some grapes#idk im tired. maybe ill try this again down the line#anyway enjoy if you can. saturday is upon us which means i can DOODLE AGAIN
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genuinely why are you not allowed to decline someone's affection. why do you have to trap yourself in situations and relationships you don't enjoy in order to protect someone else's feelings. it's not really fun to be 'friends' or 'partners' with someone out of moral obligation. it's not fun for anyone involved. but you have to stay, because they mentioned they have abandonment issues once and now you feel like cutting ties would be the most evil fucked up thing you could ever do. it's not my fault if i don't like someone. it's not. but it feels like it is.
#and everytime a post like this is made#almost all of the notes are just ''yeah well its even worse when someone you like doesnt like you''#''this is exactly how abusers think''#''you shouldnt abandon people just because youre annoyed with them''#''im scared of rejection'' ''im scared of abandonment'' ''im scared my friends all hate me''#i know. we all know. but why do i have to apologize for something i cant control#why do i have to apologize for not liking someone its weird its fucked up#im mad. i dont like this.#aromantic#romance repulsed#aplatonic
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I just pictured Otto awakening from a somewhat spicy dream about Bruce, realizing “oh shit…this may be a problem” and deciding that the only way to fix this is by getting Bruce to snap at him.
However, it is VERY difficult to make Bruce angry to the point of trading insults (unless it’s John Dory lol) because he’s just that smooth. Plus having 13 children has honed his patience to be the level of a fucking saint.
I got news for you, sometimes when hot people are mad at you .... They are still hot. Sometimes it makes them hotter
#you can make bruce mad real quick if you targey his brothers 🤔#trolls#ask#trolls oc#trolls oc otto#bruce trolls#trolls bruce#brozone#i feel like i shouldnt even tag it as ex husband cause jd aint even here!!!#trolls 3#trolls band together#dreamworks trolls#yeesh .... well .....#this should be it for otto and bruce for a while!!!! its been really fun drawing both of them#i have some julien stuff sitting around that i might post soon#and bass and barley#and patty#i got drawings of all of em#just gotta .... finish them ... 💀#its so sad that these two cant be together#hes the only one who can handle otto ..#oh also idk what otto was doing maybe he was bullying floyd or branch#saying some mean out of pocket shit as he is known to do
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it's my birthday today, so I drew something nice happening to kleinhammer ;u;
#scribbles#limbus company#heathcliff lcb#meursault lcb#faust lcb#i wanna post a big log of heathfaust n meurcliff stuff but i havent rlly been drawing much this past week...#anyways cant wait to get hit by a truck called canto VII act III today after dinner#im off to make cupcakes. a strawberry shortcake cupcake to all of you#no one tell him he's about to die bc you shouldnt ever go straight to solid food after eating mush for a long time.#he'll figure it out eventually. shhhhh
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i put myself in dangerous situations the second i feel as though i am going to be abandoned just to avoid being alone.
#vent#bpd#actually borderline#actually bpd#bpd shit#bpd thoughts#borderline pd#bpd vent#borderline blog#abandonment#abandonment issues#bpd intense#bpd stuff#anger issues bpd#bpd fp#bpd abandonment#abandoned#borderline personality disorder#borderline thoughts#cluster b#bpd split#bpd splitting#bpd rage#bpd things#favorite person bpd#i know i shouldnt and that its my fault so i shouldnt be whining about it but i cant stop doing this
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if you need a jumpscare warning for a character maybe you should just... not watch the show with them in it
#CRAZY I KNOW but if you dont like an aspect of a show enough#to want a jumpscare warning for an actor or a character#maybe you shouldnt be watching something you actively hate#its so funny too like he is a character actor he's been fucking everywhere but he's only bothering you now?????#if you cant even type out the characters name fully or talk about jumpscares you shouldnt watch the show#im not even touching gross comments or death threats
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shit postings
#ninjago#kai smith#cole brookstone#zane julien#jay walker#jaya#ninjago jaya#kai ninjago#aphid’s ninjashits#im sure this has been done but ive had this idea for so long#also i just realized i messed up kais scar position in the first drawng#oops!#he was forced to acknowledge the rebooted love triangle#imo the love triangle sucks total ass but it’s also like peak comedy in a meta way#like yeah misogyny and badly wirtten romance but i’s so absurdly stupid you cant help but laugh#also looking at the comment section for the jay kai fight gave me brain damage omg#like ok i have problems with the way kai was treated in regards to nyas seaboundification#but ppl keep acting like jay shouldnt have cared as much as he did which is ??? dude#AITA for being sad my fiance turned into the ocean#but dragons rising fixed that for me mostly#another reason why dr ON TOP!!!!!#and jay’s characterization in recent seasons is definitely really just mmmm#but his reaction to nya’s leaving made sense and i wish it was explored more but whatever#crystalized is crystalized
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