#i cant wait to write more timmy

[fanimplaytion]

I need everyone to look at this Evelyn fanart. HELLO?! THANK YOU SO MUCH 💛💛💛 @TIREDWEIRDOO on Twitter and other socials made this!!!!! She's so so pretty, I love the way people draw her ((more fanart sharing to come!!))

Her Dimmalore is that when she lost full custody and visitation rights of Dev through her divorce, she put her energy into making her employees feel like family, almost. And despite her and Timmy literally being 3-4 years apart in age, she treats him like family and a top student student: she's his mentor first and boss second! She's giving him motherly parts and looks at him with fondness because he's also her BEST intern she's had.

I also figured out how to link specific chapters on AO3!

[starreyblueberry]

Ok as much as I like the idea of Timmy feeling like he's missing something for a lot of his life and feeling miserable, I also like the idea of some of the lessons staying within him and actually becoming a better person? Like don't get me wrong major depressive episodes would happen and there would be so much instability in his life, but I like to also think once he moves out and tries to form a life by himself he actually can look in the mirror and say he's himself. I feel like when he was a teen and a kid, he was very co-dependent on his faires, and for good reasons. They were the reasons he was still alive, He had no other proper caregiver in his life, his family often being too busy and even forgetting to feed him. They were the emotional support he needed growing up too, and you can argue they helped him grow a base of his own, they were the foundation, so once they were forgotten, it must have felt like he got himself ripped apart. He lost his only true family!! BUT!! I don't want Timmy to be chasing down something forever, yes a reunion would be amazing and that's what I want since I fully believe Timmy was a son to Cosmo and Wanda, and I ESPECIALLY want Peri to have his older brother back, but I also want Timmy himself to be ok. We don't talk enough about how Timmy deserves a life outside of his fairies, a life within his reality (since that's what he was forced to be in.) There is an inherent tragicness of him chasing Magic for the rest of his life. I like to think at one point, he got his shit together, that he was sick of waiting for that little spark, that he wanted his life to be a good cause of himself. That he was able to have a lot more of an emotionally stable life than the ones his parents provided for him.

This isn't a "oh who gaf about his fairy family" cause in every other think piece I write about him, its legit just me begging for him to go back, but I also want him to actually have learned from his childhood, that he was able to be responsible and become a better person for himself, and not for anyone else. I imagine at one point in his life, he just had that realization, that now he's an adult, he can actually find a home. Yea he misses what he had as a kid, even if he can identify it, but he doesn't deserve to just wait around, he deserves to be happy! Thus, He grew up, and we cant change that, I just hope he didn't repeat what his parents did, and actually find people who love him for who he is :]

[i-yap]

I have a Dick Grayson request!

I don't know if you do vigilante s/o but I was wondering if you did could you write how he would react when he finds out that the crazy person jumping off buildings with his alter ego is also his gn s/o? I always find the different takes on the reader finding out about Nightwing but I really want to know what you think his reaction would be?Anyways, this might not be something you'll write but I just figured I'd ask

Lots of love and admiration for you and your works

❤️

A compliment and a Dick grayson ask??omg made my day ( I promise he isn't my favorite I love them all equally)

Ive never really written vigilante reader..or even imagined one but I can try

Dick Grayson x vigilante!s/o

s/n- supername

"There's an armed robbery at the children's hospital on 34th" reported Tim onto the batcom.

"I can get there in 5" replied Dick.

"Take hood with you, he's on 39th " Ordered Batman

"I don't need a babysitter..especially not hood"

"HAHA, Ill be there as soon as I'm done beating up this creep who was cornering pretty girls" Jason says cheekily.

"wait ..I dont think i need you here hood, or even I'm needed..S/n got here first. She's tying up the perps as we speak"

"Unmask her Nightwing, even I couldnt figure out her identity and she has been spotted in too many crimes around gotham" said Oracle

"You can't passible think THE s/n is a criminal" tim replied shocked

"Haha timmy has a thing for s/n just cause she was caught buying rock shirts from the shady stores he loves" Jason teases

" NO REAL NAMES ON THE COMS JASON, also Oracle is right. Best to be precautionary" states Batman.

Nightwing approaches s/n. "OH JEEZ, hi your scared me haha. Not that you're scary. You're really hot , I mean your partner probably finds you hot but not me. I'm just random vigilante...Uh anyways Ive called the police they're on their way so I think my work here is done!" You say hurriedly after spotting your boyf-nightwing approaching you.

"Well good work here s/n. But I actually had to speak to you alone. " "Me? why??"

"I need you to unmask yourself. Batman's orders . You cant trust me, you know I'm one of the good guys and we have been on multiple cases together. Plus you are kind of in my city"

" Well I- dick listen." "How do you -" You take off your mask to reveal yourself.

"I was about to tell you dickie..please don't be mad" "MAD? ME? MY SWEETHEART IS A CRIME FIGHTING ASS KICKING SUPERHERO! I KNEW YOU WERE TOO STRONG TO BE A BARISTA!. I mean I do wish you told me before" "I just didn't know how you would take it. You always talked about how much you loved our domestic intimacy and simplicity in our relationship and i-" Dick takes your hands in his "We can still have that baby, just because you are a superhero doesn't change anything. Youre still the best thing that ever happened to me and now we can even spend more time together as our alter ego. We would be a great power couple!" Says dick, pulling you into a passionate kiss.

"EW EW THE ROMANTIC SPEECH WAS GROSS BUT KISSING NOISES?" Yells jason into the coms

" NO DICK HOW COULD YOU, MY SUPERCRUSH MAN" Cries out tim

"shit i forgot to turn off my comms" whines dick

"NO REAL NAMES ON THE COMS !" Orders Bataman

"Bring her to the manor once you have discussed the - the revelation. There is much to talk about" Says Batman.

"I'm Surprised Y/n is even real" Joins in Damian.

"WHY WOULD I LIE ABOUT HAVING A PARTNER" yells Nightwing into the comms while you try to muffle your laugh.

"Well, I am no one to comment on your mental state NightWing, But it is questionable"

You pull away Dick from the comms before they all start bickering- and giving bruce a headache. Sure there was a lot to discuss but dick is the best batboy to be a vigilante partner to. He would be understanding and non restrictive and the perfect partner in fight. Communication is easy with him and he trusts you and gives you your space to be yourself. After all, its all these things that make him love you for you.

sorry if there is anything offensive i don't usually write gn!reader cuz I'm a cis female and I don't proof read. Also english is not my first language. Lmk if there's anything offensive and ill change it.

[aquaquadrant]

aqua. aqua the. the chapter. aqua. ohooohm my gosh. th. if. if he cant have. the sun. he'll learn to love his shadow. ohhhhm y gosh. i i wasnt expecting a chapter for. like. forever, literally began to cry as i saw that there was a new chapter outta nowhere!!!!?!?!?!!??!!???!!!!! i am deranged. also. also etho loves. he loves the jungle. his. his favorite biome is the jungle. his favorite biome is the jungle it's one singular passing line but my attention has fixed onto it. h. he lov,es th,,e jungle,,,, its!! pathbubs crumbs!!!! i miss them!!! once again you've absolutely outdone yourself <3

ahem, back to normal- first off, i was wondering if you had any plans to implement angst regarding timmy finding out that bravo thinks of him as like, the second-best version of him? because while 'if he cant have the sun, he'll learn to love its shadow' could be quite sweet its also heeeeelllllllla toxic on bravos part. for timmy to find out that bravo thinks he's jimmy's lesser version and that he's only helping him/being friends with him/having a relationship with him because bravo couldn't have jimmy and is settling would be an Absolute punch to the gut... i mean timmy already has enough misery and trauma looming over him about to strike (please let my boy be okay in the end <3 i am... very worried. if jimmy is my son then timmy is my favorite traumatized nephew whomst i will shower with gifts and candy) but y'know,, just somethin to think about :)

oh! Also! you already have so many tasty parallels in htp (seriously, i am unhinged, as to say i am No Longer Connected To The Door Frame), but at the point where jimmy and tango were being restrained and jimmy mentioned almost choking on blood and then that he should've killed himself to spawn back at the ranch, i was totally thinking you'd parallel how tango escaped hels tek with jimmy choking on the blood,,,,,, then again, maybe the parallel went unfilled because jim's in a much more hopeful situation than tango was- a bunch of lethal and very pissed friends to defend him, nice home, etc.. yeah. And one more thing: kudos and applause and hip hip hoorays that you didn't choose to implement misunderstandings and have Jimmy even once doubt Tango or stop fighting for him. I for one have had quite enough of misunderstandings just for the sake of drama, and although tango's not the best at communicating, he's got unresolved trauma, and jimmy, thank the stars, does not jump to conclusions and instead trusts Tango and waits until more information is revealed. thank you so, so much for that. we love healthy relationships here <3 (*looks at bravo and timmy*)

Amazing writing as always, hope my deranged ramblings were at least clear to read, and i hope you have a stellar day! 💫✨⭐️

SAAAAALT THANK U i’m so glad u enjoyed it. the fact that etho’s favorite biome is the jungle is my favorite fun fact abt him bc then bdubs went and got all jungle-possessed in s5 and it just works SO well together :3

oh don’t you worry about the upcoming timmy angst. there will be Plenty. it will get worse before it gets better.

PARALLELS. YES. i’m always looking for opportunities to throw those in and it’s nice when they get picked up on.

and YEAH see i felt like if some total stranger showed up and accused tango of all these horrible things, it wouldn’t make sense for jimmy to believe him? and especially not the hermits, who’ve known tango for nearly ten years at this point. so really, the only one taking bravo’s words to heart is tango. he might not have been very mentally present but you best believe he heard every word :)

[rachiecrown]

The return of Rachie's insanity

Literally when I'm done reading this zine this blog is gonna go inactive for another long while isn't it.

Oh my god I'm gonna cry. I love everyone's writing so much

IMP AND SKIZZ CONTENT YEAHHH

I love how Skizz is literally a giant

Ohhh wait his villain name is Smoke Signal that makes senseeee

SECRET KEEPER!?!?

THE WATCHER IN BLUE WOAH that's so cool

The Altar of the Catalyst sounds so cool

THE FIGHT oh my gosh SKIZZZZ

HE KNOWWWWSSSSS

"it's not nutmeg" EXPLODES INTO A GAZILLION PIECES

Next story!! Pearlie and Gem!! Through the Looking Glass that sounds so cool...

The writing is already beautiful, I love the comparisons, I love the analogies

Catalysttttt augh the descriptions are so cooollll

The shinyduo content is so tasty I love the vibe of this bit

"Die for your ideals" what does that mean. Is that foreshadowing.

IT'S FORESHADOWING ISN'T IT

oh my god

End chapter drawing is tastyyy

NEXT COMIC'S ARTSTYLE IS SO CUTE

I love the way Gem is drawn btw

"One last time" THIS IS FORESHADOWINGGG

Heck yeah Hot Guy

CUTIEBIRD neurons activated AGAIN

"Help me and I won't call you that ever again. Promise" Liar I bet you'll say it at least one more time in the remaining 85 pages

Oh my god there's only 85 pages left

Ohhh I was wondering who Forgery was That makes sense

Forgery's expressions are so funny I love the lil sketchy doodles too

It's like Decked Out that's so cool

WAIT DID THEY GET TRAPPED INSIDE OMG

ooohhhh whhhauuoo

I don't think I'm ready

Anyways more totally real discourse site lets go

BIG RON'S!!!

The lore is loreing woah what are the pulses is it the sculk with the mutations and stuff

An evacuation.. :0

Augh I can't wait to see what happens

THINGS ARE HAPPENINGGG

PEARL AT THE END

I'm crazyyy

NEXT COMICCCC DESCENT INTO DARKNESSSSS

Ohh They're being affected tooooo

Forgery complaining lol

TWO TEK DELAY REFERENCE

Ohh and the scar on HG's neck It looks like a firework it's so pretty

THEY'RE SEPARATED

IS THAT LAVA

PLEASE THE WAY THEY HOLD EACH OTHER CEASE THIS

It's me the number one scarian shipper

THE GUILT GRIAN'S GUILT

Is that a command block

Ohhh my gosh I'm on the next story already WHAT DO YOU MEAN ONE HOUR

AUUUGH

Anyways Cover art for The Wardens Of Tomorrow looks awesome!!

They're so shaped + I love the lighting

OKAY OKAY SCULK SOLDIERS. GOT IT.

Is Impulse going bye bye :(

STOP TRYING TO SACRIFICE YOURSELVES AUGHHH

istg if they die at the end

IMPULSE STOP. IMPY NO. NO

ETHOOOOOO I love him omg

Is that Cub saying Let's go if it is I

explodes into a gajillion pieces

YEAH CUBB

ROCKET TROLLEY THATS SO FUNNY I LOVE THAT

TUNNEL BORE!?!?!

GOAT AND BUTTERCUP ROBOTS

JOE AND BDUBS!!!

SCOTT!!

Man everyone's showing up huh

Is that a haiku

There's less than thirty minutes I'm shaking

REN AND MARTYN AND BIGB

TIMMY!!?!?!??!?!?! HOW IS HE HERE WHAT I THGUOHGT

HUHHHHH

OKAY OKAY

He's

OKAY

OKAY

^ Last six lines written in rapid succession

I'm normal again guys

LITERALLY EVERYONE IS HERE

Mumbo Jumbo I love you

SHINY DUOOO AUGH THIS HURTS ME PEARL'S CHARACTER HURTS ME

She's so determined I love Pearl

Impulse's POV is so sad what

"Oh. That's right." "I don't like to see my friends sad." STOPPP CRIES LOUDLY

IMP AND SKIZZZZ WAAAAAAAA

I'M CRYING THIS IS SO WELL WRITTEN THE EMOTION I AM FEELING AUUUUGH

This is so amazing

THE AFTERMATH STUFF

WAIT WHATS HAPPENING

THE SCULK IS SCULKING NO STOP

Why is the counter still going. No. Sto

WHUH MUMBO BETTER BE OKAY

ITS A WARDENNNNNN IT'S A WARDEN PANIC PANIC PANIC PANIC

DAMN RIGHT HE ISSSSSSS

OH MY GOODDDDDD

I'M GOING CRAZYYYY

WHAT NO THE INJURY

I'M CRYING

I'M GOING INSANE

YOU GUYS CANT DO THIS TO MEEEEE

THE END!?!?!?

THERE'S STILL MORE PAGES

Oh my god oh my god oh my god OH MY GODDDDD

THE END CHAPTER ART IS SO PRETTY, IT'S SO STARRY AND BEAUTIFUL AUGH

THE LIGHTING THE SHAPES

SCREAMS

I'M ACTUALLY GOING INSANE

Oh my god there's an epilogue

Reading now.. Wish me luck,

[fishfingersandjellybabies]

Hey, sorry you’re not feeling great because of this person and it’s okay to be upset over it! I saw the same ask sent to another tumblr user before and you make damijon fanfic and the other user made fanart. I saw them in the Damian and Damijon tag a ton and gets rude especially if you ship batcest or have a differing opinion. They feel they have the moral high ground to freely be mean. When I saw the stuff about your anon ask I knew exactly who to check and saw the post they made about you that they deleted already. They must have liked your damijon writing but finding out you blocked them made them angry and even bring up their shipping morality again. You did good to curate your feed! I blocked them once but kept seeing the hidden replies notification under posts so I unblocked. Not worth it because sometimes it’s them being casually mean. I hope your day gets better and you have a chill time writing!

You don’t have to reply to this if you want to keep their tumblr private because this feels like a bit of a giveaway. Just wanted you to know I understand why you’re upset because their posts can sound so angry and miserable toward others.

Aw no worries, I appreciate you checking in!

And I’m not like, upset-upset, day ruined. I’m just like���bummed out? In that way where you just deep sigh and say, ‘…man, that sucks.’ But also I woke up feeling bad about myself because I forgot to do something for the boys yesterday and just the burn out from moving/fixing up house along with an insane job workload is just starting to hit, you know? It’s no biggie. Just one of those days. Sorry i sounded so dramatic this morning, the coffee hadn’t hit yet. 😂 and I’m just a very sensitive/empathetic/bleeding heart person. I cry when I see Timmy (the cat) look at me a certain way, ya know?

People are people. It was just a weird situation that I wasn’t expecting in the least. When I heard about them posting about me I reached out to clear the air, and they made clear they didn’t want it. They reached out again later this morning with an, uh, interesting apology-type message, but in the end, nothing else to be done about it. We’re all just a bunch of faceless usernames on a screen anyway. I don’t plan to respond, and hope to forget about this whole thing sooner than later. They know how to reach me if they need something though.

It was just, you know, a reminder more than anything. There’s no need to go out of your way to be cruel to someone, especially in a place like fandom. Something I probably needed reminded of myself. Different strokes for different folks and all that. I’m gonna sound like my mother, but it’s like…just be nice, you know? Or be nothing. I try to be the nothing. Don’t perceive me. My social battery can’t take it 😂

Anyway, enough of that. Back to comics and shit. Here’s a kitty palate cleanser of my lil fuckheads before we go back to emotional damian posting. (I got The Boy Wonder and i cant wait to read sad lil babyyyy)

[lightfulonion]

top 5 serirei moments go

This is a great ask because i really dont have an answer ready jkhskda

Ok! These are my top five serirei moments! I have taken into account the anime, the hot springs OVA, the manga moments that didnt make it into the anime or that havent aired yet*, the official art which probably isnt canon but i cant NOT include them, the fanbook and the omake that i have read ...

*i am an anime-only but i read spoilers so i have only approximate knowledge of whats going on manga-wise lol i havent read everything tho so my opinion is not as well-rounded as id like yet but i made an attempt with what i know thus far (which is enough tbh). i have spoiler warnings wherever i deem necessary but please tell me if i need to add something!! what i included from the mp100 fanbook doesnt contain any spoilers, most of them are related to what we've seen from season 3

Anyway here we go!!!

5.

JK JK JAKSJAKKKALDKJALSJD

I am obviously not counting that since it technically ISNT a serirei moment because Seri isnt present. Obviously. That's the reason.

For real now:

5.

Reigen seeing Serizawa for the first time is a moment ingrained in me because the very first thing that Seri did was protect him using his umbrella aka his only source of comfort and security???? while he went against the one person who he thought understood him??? i dont know if it was meant to be read as an exchange of sorts or as a metaphor or as foreshadowing or all three but it's so incredible..

(spoilers, probably? --->) i think in the manga at some point Serizawa got an umbrella and it was clear instead of white or any other color, so when he was using it he was visible and so many fans were saying that this is a metaphor for him not being afraid anymore and standing on his own two feet as a person :'( anyway this is sort of irrelevant but it's kinda related to Reigen too (i think the umbrella was a gift from him??) And the fact that in the anime he uses the cards Reigen gave him as a weapon opposed to the umbrella Touichirou gave him....... (<----end of spoilers)

Also this tweet seems relevant and lives rent free in my mind

4. from the mp100 fanbook

the farting chair..... i cant like a pairing without them being absolutely ridiculous. Reigen doing whatever ridiculous thing he's doing and Serizawa being either "hm. sure." or "??????" is so funny to me. them going to the bar and getting drunk together and Reigen showing him a trick with Seri responding "i have a test tomorrow Reigen-san.." in contrast to what we've seen in the anime so far with Reigen being dramatic and actually impressing Serizawa is so good....... what do you mean this is more than one moment.......

3. (from s3e9)

this and the way they framed Reigen's wait-youve-never-liked-a-girl meltdown and then moments later showing him googling "how to ask girls out" must be an indicator for something (🤨🏳️‍🌈⁉)..... Also the way Reigen lets himself be a little vulnerable in front of Serizawa shows that he trusts him and that's weird since he is so guarded all the time while trying to show how great he is.. I like that he has someone he can share things with and maybe even be himself with

(the above are from this video)

2. the famous moment they cut-off from the anime (specifically from s3e9) (after no3 chronologically)

when i first saw this i was so sure there was something going on canonically that will slowly unravel. i have only seen bits and pieces of the manga but i still feel there is something here. its a small moment and then it changes scene back to mob. considering this being a little later from no3 it makes you wonder if its building up to something or not?? (the answer is its not but still. behind the scenes maybe?) Moreover Reigen's desire to be a good partner makes me??? I cannot explain correctly what this makes me feel because writing this made me both want to cry AND want to make that one meme with timmy's dad (since it couldn't make it into the anime)

1.?????

whatever??? this is???

I first saw this a year or something ago and it still mystifies me to this day... what was the purpose of this? what is trying to convey?? is this supposed to attract the male-loving fans of mp100??? i literally cant NOT read this as gay... it makes me lose my mind every time i look at it. They are literally gay married... (spoilers----->) they even co-own spirits and such at the end of the manga as far as im aware........ (<------ end of spoilers)

there is no way these guys are heterosexual, i think i drove my point home

There are so many things i like about their dynamic and canon didnt show us as many things as i wish it did (how reigen employed serizawa, what happened when they went for drinks and ended up both drunk etc etc) I love them both and I'm glad that they got to meet and work together in the manga and i got to read about it!!

THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE ASK!!! <3 <3 <3 <3

[robintherobiner]

ooh i love this one. i love gremlin kids. you've turned my brain on now i cant stop writing. kachow

SO Tim is on patrol, magic user de-ages him, he's taken to the batcave blah blah blah, basic stuff. Then, he wakes up. here's where it gets fun.

"Mmh.. Mr Batman? Did you break into my house?"

"No, Tim, you wer-"

"Did you kidnap me?"

"No, i didnt kidnap yo-"

"Okay. OH MY GOSH IS THAT A DINOSAUR? CAN I CLIMB IT?" *speeds off without waiting for an answer. somehow in the 30 seconds it takes Bruce to snap out of his surprise, Baby-Tim is already halfway up the dinosaur*

"One of you fuckers glitterbombed me! Which one of you was it, huh?!"

"Hi mister helmet head!"

"I... hey kid, what are you doing here? Did that old man get another kid?"

"Nope. Mr Batman said i'm normally bigger. Hey, speaking of big things, why are your boobies so big?"

"...I don't have boobs."

"Yeah you do. Right there, see? One, and two! I know so cuz my mommy gave me a book on bodies."

"I DONT HAVE BOOBS."

*cut to Bruce who's just walked in with a very confused expression*

"Hi Timmy! Bruce said you got de-aged. Do you remember me?"

"Yeah! You're Flippy Dickie! I saw your parents go splat!"

*silence*

"Hey look at my cartwheel, i've been practising and, and my coach said i'm super good at it!" *Baby-Tim proceeds to do the shittiest cartwheel ever*

" -Tt- Of course you got attacked by a magic user. Pathetic, Drake."

"Rawr!"

"... Why did you-"

"Cuz you said Drake! And that means dragon. So i roared. Hey, my babysitter roars sometimes! She brings her boyfriend over and they go play Safari Animals in another room! I know it cuz i can hear them go 'ohoh ahah' like monkeys!"

"Unsurprisingly, you are even more idiotic as a child."

"Hey, hey Bruce-man?"

"Tim sweetie, i've already said its just Bruce."

"Okay. Hey, hey Just Bruce?"

"Thats not... I'll take it. Yes Tim?"

"The toy you got me is stuck in the toliet."

"...Why is your barbie doll in the toliet, Tim?"

"We wanted to go swimming."

*All family members sat at the dinner table*

"Did you know I have a different pee-pee to S'efanie?"

*silence*

"Yeah. Mine is green."

"What?!"

there are two wolves inside of me.

one of them wants De-aged Tim fics to be a lil robot gala-ready child whos hiding his awkwardness by being super polite.

the other wolf wants De-aged Tim to be a wild little sunshine child whos just super happy to be arround Robin (!!!) and Dick Grayson (!!!) and another Robin (!?!) and another Robin (?!?) and-

[baroquebucky]

pls write something 4 timmy abt that new tiktok challenge where girls are getting bags out of the backseat, and smack the boys heads both times!!! if you know what I’m talking about! just like how’d he react and stuff 🥺🥺🥺

a/n: this is so funny oh my god the way they just sit there like ._. SENDS ME FKFNDJSN hope you enjoy !!!

Timothée was picking you up in a couple of minutes so the two of you could go hiking since you had always bothered him about wanting to go with him. After chipping away at him for a couple of months he finally gave in, finding a nice trail not too far from where the two of you lived.

While you waited in the living room for him to come back home from readinf a script you scrolled through tik tok, laughing as you saw the trend of girls hitting their boyfriends with their things to get a reaction. You had a feeling timothée would look at you in confusion and react just like every other boy, “you good?”

You heard the sound of keys at the door and you smiled, excited to go on a hike with timmy, you promised him it wouldn’t be too bad but he was willing to bet that he wouldn’t be able to complete the trail.

“mon amour im home!” He called out, setting his keys on the table and looking for you. You got up from the couch and hugged him, placing a soft kiss on his lips, he kissed you back quickly, smiling.

“go get changed! I wanna go hiking already” you smiled, pushing your boyfriend off you and he groaned. “do we have to? I mean i think it’s gonna rain” he spoke, you looked out the window.

“oh yeah, that one cloud is very threatening” you replied, placing a kiss on his cheek. “don’t be a downer! Itll be fun i promise” you giggled as he dragged his feet to your room, shouting protests as he changed.

Finally he finished changing and you handed him a backpack full of snacks and water for him. “You’re telling me not only do I have to walk for miles, but i also have to carry this?” He exclaimed, “cant we just stay in and cuddle” he pouted, putting on his puppy eyes.

You gave him a sympathetic smile, slipping one of the straps of your backpack on. “angel please? Tomorrow we can cuddle all you want i promise, we can even order your favorite food and watch movie all day” you sighed, now it was your turn for the puppy eyes.

You hopped in the passenger seat, putting your things in the backseat, timothee leaned over and gave you a kiss. “hi” he mumbled. You smiled at him, “hello handsome” he blushed at your compliment. “whose turn is it to choose the playlist?” You asked, he looked at you for a second before checking his phone.

“yours i think” you whispered a ‘yes!’ that made him giggle, “okay can i put on a CD i have?” You questioned and he nodded. As you were getting your bag from the backseat you decided to try the famous tik tok trend of hitting your boyfriend with a bunch of things. A smile appeared on your face as you brought the bag to your lap, hitting the curly headed boy on the back of the head.

You searched the bag only to come up empty handed, “hm it’s not here, maybe in the other one” you spoke, seeing his brows furrow, you kept a straight face as you hit him again with the bag as you set in the backseat again. From the corner of your eye you could see him furrowing his brow more, rubbing his cheek before looking at you with a small smile.

You smacked him with the other bag before muttering a small ‘ow’ you looked at him and he stared at you, clearly upset and confused. “You good?” He asked you, before you could stop yourself you burst out into a fit of laughter, covering your mouth as an attempt to stop yourself.

“i don’t get it why are you laughing, you hit me” he pouted and you stopped laughing, smiling at him softly.

You swung the bag back again, hitting him again causing him to let out a huff and stare at you. “mon amour!” you turned to look at him, a small smile on your face, “why are you smiling?” he spoke, his omce serious demeanor changing as his expression softened and a small smile formed on his face. “it’s a trend on tik tok, i wanted to see what you’d do” you giggled and he frowned. “did i pass?” he looked at you with a smile and you stopped for a second, you nodded and kissed him on the nose, he smiled brightly, kissing you gently before smacking you with the bag that was once in your hands.

“guess the CD wasn’t in there” he giggled and you scrunched you’re face up, smiling at the curly headed boy.

“just remember that I’m the one with the water” you stated, settling into your seat as he drove out of the parking lot. You heard a small whine escape his lips and you couldn’t help but giggle.

[thattimdrakeguy]

I saw someone saying haters will have to read a Tim/Steph wedding in the new timeline and I just want to ask, why they have to be together in everything? Why they cant be their own person and stay away from each other? Dunno if that's what going to happen but It sounds terrible imo and stupid. It's just bad and lazy writing.

Okay but why Tim is acting like this is his first mission and never had to stay away from his friends/family and crying because he miss his girlfriend so much and doesn't care about what's going on around him? And why everyone is like "Oh my god he is so cute!!" in the fandom because that shit is,,, bad writing? Sorry if ya liked the story but that's what I am thinking about him right now lol he is kinda annoying because of this

*someone asks bendis if tim will ever get the respect he deserves* bendis: "OH YEAH HERE IS MORE TIMSTEPH FOR YOU

These are different anons, but they all read the same, and I get a lot of TimSteph related asks nowadays, so I figured I’d just save the time by answering my collection here at the same time.

Anyone that’s being all snippy about like “oh we’ll get the wedding!” is just like, I’m not even sure how to describe them. Just a toxic obnoxious person that takes a bit too much pleasure in annoying people that have a separate opinion to them.

Plus Didio doesn’t allowed weddings. Maybe they’ll get married during 5G (I sure hope 5G in general isn’t what it s), but going off of what it sounds like 5G is. I don’t think that’s a great thing, because I’m pretty sure that’s gonna suck.

Like I’m personally just annoyed that for the past decade that beyond him being in “Teen Titans” he’s barely treated as his own age.

Lots of people say “LET TIMMY GROW UP”, but I don’t see a point, they already wanna pretend he’s a grown-up. I say let Timmy be a kid, because he’s more interesting that way anyway.

No point in turning him into even more of a generic superhero than what they already turned him into.

--

I think the context of Tim promising he’d meet up with Steph after three days makes it sort-of okay. There’s at least a reasoning why he wants to get to her. He made a promise to her and he wants to get there.

But even then they overdone it so much that Tim just seems like a whiny little wanker

We have a years worth of Young Justice issues now. I’m still waiting for Tim to actually show his personality, because all he does is whine so far.

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Honestly I’m just kind of broken by Young Justice. It’s a depressingly bad series now. One half of me doesn’t care, but the other half does because I still really care about Tim and I just want him to be written well for once.

He’s been stripped of anything that makes him- him.

It’s all feeling like a cruel joke.

[oh-mother-of-darkness]

asks (21)

Anonymous said: Hi! Do you still like Tim Drake?

More than I can describe!

Anonymous said: Please tell me those law school quotes are all from one professor

They are not, but MOST of them are from the civ pro professor. His name is Counseller, and he’s great. He got a standing ovation after his speech at my friend’s graduation yesterday. I once went to dinner at his house and a movie afterwards. He had us all hide his candy in our bags so he didn’t have to pay concession stand prices. 

@whambamthanksbatfam​ said: Do you know canonical nicknames for the Batboys?

Hold up lemme see what I have on file

Off the top of my head I can also think of times that Tim referred to himself as “Timmy” (usually while pretty young), and of course Dick has “boy wonder”

Anonymous said: What do you think will happen to nightwing comics? Writer changes in April, will they be able to reverse the amnesia arc? Do you think maybe the damage to the character is irreversible? I don't understand why they'd allow it especially after what happened when they tried to kill him off. It's also 35th anniversary of his first appearance in a few months. Looking at teen titans, jon kent's age, young justice "coming back" I feel concerned for dc comics' future ):

I’m basically taking my usual approach, which is (as far as comics are concerned)... everything will return to its most profitable form. Comics have a set form. With a few key exceptions-- changes in superhero persona, for example-- things generally make their way back to the “classic” form. Therefore I expect Dick to go back to being Nightwing, in a form we would recognize as typically Nightwing. 

Anonymous said: wait..... waitwaitwaitwait..... wait. did u just swear in that hashtag? i have followed you for like 2 years and the closest i've seen to swearing is "sweet texas on high" which ended up becoming a bad habit of mine to say irl and then have to explain where the hell i heard that, and then i said it enough that one friend started saying it as well, then it just spread like a virus in my friend group (this isn't a complaint this is just surprise and amusement. love ur blog!)

Glad to see my nonsense swears are spreading! To be honest, I (really) swear a lot. Don’t tell my mom

Anonymous said: Hey! I have to choose a quote for my yearbook and i want to do a batman/superhero quote but i cant think of one and was wondering if you could help me out? Im looking to go for kinda funny but also has a bit of meaning, ya know? Anyway thank you!

Oooooh boy lemme see

I like Alfred’s quote in these panels. I would also maybe suggest:

"Whenever someone's asked what power they wish they had, flying is always at the top of the list. But I have to admit. I've learned to love falling too." (Nightwing #142, 2008)

I don’t know how helpful I can be on this one, honestly, but there’s my two cents.

night-mom said: Hi, I have a bat-centric side blog called Bat-Losers-Inc. I just discovered some of your writing on tumblr and have been slowly going through it when I have the time. I really love how you write each character of the Batfam and how each of them feels very distinct from each other but also different from their common representations in the Batman fandom. So anyway, I was wondering if you had a favorite Bat family member to write from in terms of point of view/personality?

Hmmmm a couple of years ago, I would have said Jason. For whatever reason, I’ve always given him a talking/fighting style that’s the most similar to my own, but lately I find myself drawn to Tim and Damian. My guess? Their points of view allow me to explore some things I’ve been going through-- specifically a nasty bout of depression, anxiety, and a psychotic breakdown. I would also say that Dick is the hardest for me to write, followed by Bruce, Duke, and Cass. Stephanie is pretty easy. 

Anonymous said: For some reason, I have this huge need of some angst... Could u please do a prompt of suicide Tim? But he manages to success?? Please???

Listen. I’m definitely not going to do that, and I don’t think I need to explain why. 

Anonymous said: I reread some old B&R comics. Bruce came back from his weird time adventures and one of the first things he said to Damian was, that it was his job as Robin to make sure that Batman gets home safe. Like yeah, I guess it is? But also you're talking to your 10 year old son, I'm waiting for that mentality to bite you in the ass at some point. I mean it kind of did when Damian died to save Dick in Batman Inc. Bruce's parenting is really dangerous sometimes o_o

I agree. I’ve always had a problem anytime the Batman/Robin relationship is framed around what Bruce needs. For the benefit of the child? Sure, I’ll suspend belief for that one. Because an adult needs it? No thanks. That’s why Tim’s origin story bothers me a whooooole lot.

@therusticate said: I just read the fanfic you put out around Christmas with the files on Dick and Damien and I MELTED. There were TEARS! I’m hoping to find some more of your work on your blog; I love your writing style and how everything flows. Thank you so much for creating content! You did a fantastic job and I love it.

Oh, thank you so much! I’m particularly fond of that fic

Anonymous said: how's outlining going?

Anonymous said: what is it that you are outlining??

Anonymous said: I hope your outline turns out good and you do well ❤ you can do it!!

@couldnt-pick-a-name said: Have you finished your outlining yet?

Anonymous said: Good luck on your exams!! I hope they go well and you take care of yourself and don't get too stressed

I appreciate you all for keeping me on topic <3

Exams went... probably pretty well? We’ll find out when grades come back. I was outlining for immigration law, federal administrative law, and constitutional law-- and I did get all of them done. Hallelujah. 

Anonymous said: Young Justice 2019 just got published and I realized I haven't consumed enough YJ material!! Do you have any comic recommends??

Oooooh I guess that depends on which Young Justice you’re talking about? Original v. based on TV show? Either way, my recommendation is to look up the associated series. Original YJ (Tim, Bart, Cassie, Conner, etc.) is the 2000 version by Peter David. That team just got a reboot, and I’m reasonably sure that’s what you’re asking about. Then there’s the YJ comic based on the tv show (2011, I believe).

Either way, I like pretty much the entire series. Sounds simple, but that’s my rec. 

@dontstopkiwibea said: I've been thinking about your fic with Damien and Tim having a conversation about Tim's depression and the time when Bruce was missing. I think about all that missing time a lot and how so much /could/ have happened to Tim but didn't. And then I think about Damien being sad when Tim was dead. And then I think about Dick hearing about Tim's mental state during that time, how bad it really got, and maybe Bruce learns too. Ahhhh I don't know about you but I want more fics about Tim and getting help

Honestly? Same. I feel like there’s a lot of emotion that’s never officially explored, and that’s a problem I personally enjoy fixing. 

Anonymous said: You asked for headcanons, so: Damian likes to give Tim a hard time, and one day Damian scoffs at the idea of Tim getting a pet, saying he’d probably kill it through neglect. Tim doesn’t appreciate that and ends up with a goldfish out of spite. He learns everything there is to know, and his fish is gonna thrive, dammit. And it does. Tim comes to genuinely care for this little creature (and secretly Damian is really pleased Tim is showing such interest in something that isn’t casework or WE).

Love it! Give Tim A Fish 2019

Anonymous said: What are you most looking forward to this year?

Hmmmmm... this is maybe a lil over optimistic, but I’m really looking forward to getting better this year. I’m trying harder and I have better resources than I ever had before. 

@xylophonicsynapse said: Which of the bat-kids makes music playlists?

I’d say that all of them DO it sometimes, but the one who really gets into it is Damian. He likes his music organized, thank you very much.

Anonymous said: Hey Amy! Saw the ask about the line "The sun is UP and so is JESUS we are partying today." and I thought it was hilarious I MUST know where its from! Plz and thank you <3

Lmaoooo that was from a post on Easter

[hollands-poppet]

(1/3) AHHHHHHH JSJSJSJFNFM AHHHHHHH IM OVER HERE SCREAMING!!! THE LAST PART OF AWHIN IS SO BEAUTIFUL!!! OKAY, NOW I UNDERSTAND WHY THIS WAS ALWAYS TOM X READER, & I LOVE THE WAY HOW TIM STILL SUPPORTS HER. IM SO GLAD SHE TOOK HER DREAM ROLE BC I WAS ABOUT TO BE PISSED AT TOM & HIS REASONS FOR IT LIKE HELL NAH, LET THE LADY DO HER THANG!!! TBH IM GETTING JESSE VIBES (from Gilmore Girls) WITH TIM & HOW HE CALLED OUT THE READER LIKE YASSSSS, PUT HER IN HER PLACE & SHOW HER THE BAD BITCH SHE IS.

IM GLAD THAT HER & TIM WILL ALWAYS HAVE THE CONNECTION JUST LIKE RORY & JESSE, GUUUURL. I THINK THATS WHY I WAS ALWAYS TEAM TIMMY WITH THIS SERIES (even tho I love both Tim & Tom equally in real life) HER & TOM DEF NEED TIME TO GROW, BUT WITH THIS LAST CHAPTER, LIKE I CAN FINALLY FEEL THE LOVE. LEMME JUST SAY THAT YOU ARE SO AMAZING, & I LOVE YOUR WRITING, & I CANT WAIT FOR THE EPILOGUE, & YOU DESERVE NOTHING BUT THE BEST.

ITS NOT JUST THE EPILOGUE IM EXCITED FOR, I EXCITED TO READ WHATEVER FUTURE WRITINGS YOU HAVE IN MIND. GO CELEBRATE WITH SOME TACOS & HORCHATA OR WHATEVER IS YOUR FAV (lmao my fatass is eating tacos & drinking horchata rn while reading this & it’s almost 2am, oh god why am I like this) LMAO, LOVE YOU

OMG MOON ANON! I haven’t seen you in my asks in a while now but its good to have you back! you’re literally the sweetest ever, thank you so much for supporting my fics, you’re the best.YOU DESERVE NOTHING THE BEST TOO. i also never have seen gilmore girls but i’ll have to check it out! Also horchata is sooooo dank, i fucks with that! i wish i knew who you were haha but don’t be stranger love! hope to see you in my asks more often! LOVE YOU TOO!! 💛💛💛💛xx

[looselucy]

November

I had never been good at goodbyes. The first goodbye I really remember, was when our pet dog Timmy died, and I forced my mum and dad to give him a funeral, and I probably cried for about a week. Another stand out goodbye in the list of many, was my brother moving to uni, and that was very reasonable for me to be a mess of tears and tantrums, because I hadn’t seen him since he left. One of my most recent goodbyes, was when I moved to university. I was only a few hours away from my parents and our new dog, Timmy-Two, but I absolutely had a breakdown when they dropped me off there. To be honest, they were no better, which was predictable behaviour from Phil and Lisa, always emotional, especially when it came to their darling daughter. The whole thing was atrocious when they left, watery eyes and inaudible sentences and desperate hugs and it was so pathetic I nearly vomit even thinking back to it. And then this one. This goodbye, was just as shit as the rest.

“I promise I’ll come visit!” Grace insisted. I sobbed as I hugged her, not wanting to look at that stupid pink suitcase she had packed behind her, wanting to kick it over or pull all her clothes out and throw them everywhere just to keep her with me a bit longer. “Or,” I sobbed uneasily. “You could just stay!” “Sorry, Pippa, but the uni life is just not for me.” I just kept sobbing, but sobbing this time seemed more plausible than when my parents left, because there was no guarantee she would come back. She promised me she would, but I knew that wasn’t enough. It’s strange, being at uni. Friendships develop so quickly it’s hard to even keep track of how close you all get. And with Grace being in the room next door to mine on our floor, from moving in on September 15th, to November 1st, it was safe to say she was my best friend. I was besotted with her, and I really didn’t want her to leave. She hated her course though, and she dropped out before it was too late, before she was too committed. Not even the end of the first term in our first year, and she was leaving. I was really going to miss her. “Alright, alright!” Zayn barked from beside me. “You’ve been hugging her for about ten minutes now, you’re being selfish, Pip! Let me have a go.” Tears kept rolling down my face as I gave her up for a moment, the rest of the gang moving in to give her a goodbye hug. There was me, Grace (before she selfishly decided to leave) Zayn, Mike, Tally, and Ringo. (I had still to learn Ringo’s real name, she was a quiet one, and a Beatles fan, I think.) Everyone was saying their goodbyes, but no one was quite as emotional as I was about her leaving. They all gave her their hugs and farewells. “You best stay in touch!” Tally instructed. “I will! I promise! God, you’re all so dramatic.” Everyone kind of laughed except me. I was not amused. Zayn moved and gave her a kiss on the head before I took over again, hugging her so tightly it was like I knew for a fact I would never see her ever again. Like I said, I’ve never been good at goodbyes. “You’re an emotional wreck.” She giggled once everyone else had rekindled back in the kitchen, giving us our space. “How many times do I need to promise?” “But I’ll miss living with you.” I tried to calm down. “I love you being here.” “I’ll be back before you know it.” “You better be!” “I’m gunna miss my train...” She groaned. “Fine.” I shot, pulling away from her and wiping away my tears. “Go. Leave me here alone to die.” She backed out of the door, grabbing her suitcase and looking at me whilst giggling. She did always say that she liked how I got emotional about little things, like songs and films and TV shows. But I had calmed a little, finally. I stood in the doorway giving her the weakest smile I could summon. “Gunna miss you, Girl.” She smiled. “You too. Get home safe, okay?” I sniffled. She nodded, and I knew she was emotional too, but she wasn’t the crying type like I was, so the goodbye was lacking tears on her part. I think I cried enough for the both of us. We said goodbye a final couple of times, and by the time she was in the elevator going down to the bottom floor I was relatively calm, wiping away my final few tears. I slumped past our bedrooms as I walked down the corridor, three doors on each side, making my way to the kitchen and living room area of our halls, where they all sat giving me sad head tilts, knowing how close we were, how much I would miss her. I stuck my middle finger up to the lot of them, making them laugh awkwardly, as Ringo quietly went back into her room. Defeated, I flopped down on the sofa and huffed out my sorrow as Zayn tucked me under his arm, kissing my forehead once before we nestled comfortably together. “I can’t believe she’s actually gone.” Mike sighed. “Just like... ‘cause she mentioned it on day one and then stuck around... I kinda thought she was all talk.” That’s what we had all been hoping, because Grace was one of those people who could walk in a room and make everyone’s day a little bit brighter; she could cheer up anyone just by smiling or telling a small joke. She was incredible. “You’re just gutted you didn’t get a chance to shag her.” Zayn chuckled. “Mate, I’m gutted with my sex life full stop! Not just when it comes to her! She was more wife material anyway, I’ll hunt her down in a few years.” I tried to laugh but I really wasn’t in the mood, I just kept staring at the tele as Zayn traced comforting circles on the top of my arm with two fingers, staring at the TV too. We had gotten lucky with our flat, we were in one of the better-quality student accommodations, so everything was modern and nice. The only downfall really was the communal shower rooms, which for some odd reason were placed past the living room and kitchen, so everyone got a good sight of you dashing through in a towel and dripping on the floor whilst they tried to watch TV. But our rooms were lovely, the whole thing was pretty lovely, so we knew it would only be a short amount of time before a student on a waiting list would take Graces now empty room. “How long you gunna be sad for, Pippa?” Tally asked me as she balanced her plate full of pasta on her knees, given we had no table. “Dunno. Could be years. Maybe I’ll never get over it.” “Well you’re gunna have to ‘cause we’re definitely going out tonight!” Mike tried. “I can’t.” I shrugged. “I’m in at nine.” “Pussy!” “Fuck off, Mike!” I giggled, throwing the nearest cushion at him. “Reyt!” He chirped, moving back to the hall. “It’s wank o’clock. See you all soon!” Zayn was in stitches as Mike strolled out of the area and into his room, Tally was trying her best not to laugh but I could see she was failing miserably. “I never knew living with lads would be such a cliché!” I groaned through a stifled laugh. “You lived with your brother, didn’t you?” Tally giggled. “Yeah, but he never announced when he was going for a wank, thankfully.” That just made Zayn laugh even more, he was absolutely creasing next to me, having to move his arm from around me and cover his face. I started to think how even without Grace, I would be fine, because that lot meant the world to me. I shook my head and stood myself up, walking over to my food cabinet and grabbing out a packet of crisps, standing and leaning rather than sitting back down with Zayn, who was still chuckling away to himself. “You sure you can’t come out tonight?” Tally sulked, looking over her shoulder to me. “I really shouldn’t.” I huffed. “You haven’t missed a lecture in like... three weeks.” “To be fair, that is really good.” And it was. The first year of uni seemed to be a complete write-off, and my brother had said exactly the same thing. You could pretty much take the piss in your first year, and still pass. He told me that second year was a little bit harder but you could still go out most days of the week and miss a fair few lectures. However, in his last year, he sounded like he was going to have a mental breakdown he was working so hard. So in my head, I still pretty much had two years of fun left. Missing one lecture, for the first time in almost a month, couldn’t be too bad. And I did need cheering up. Zayn stood himself up and moseyed over to me, hooking his arms around my waist and I put mine over his shoulders, both of us swaying in our hug. “C’mon, Pippa. We have to go out, the only way to deal with sadness is drinking.” “Sad, but true.” I agreed. “So,” He grinned, pulling away from me. “We going out?” I rolled my eyes and shook my head, but obviously I was smiling anyway, caving into the idea of going out and possibly missing a lecture. “Fine.” I breathed. “Let’s do it.” + + + We passed the shots I had bought down the line, Zayn banging his hand on the bar eagerly. It was me, Mike, Tally and Zayn. We had tried to convince Ringo to tag along with us, but she was having none of it, said she had too much work to do. We always tried with her though, and it’s not that we thought she didn’t like us, she was just so withdrawn. But there was nothing we could do other than try. The line of shots made their way down the group, each of us having three each; one red, one green, one purple. I had always been terrible at shots, so I had no idea why I bought them, especially three at a time. Seemed pretty stupid, but there we were. “Alright, on the count of three, we do red!” Zayn shouted, as though he was some kind of soldier ready for war. “We have five seconds before we move onto purple, and a maximum of ten seconds, before we go onto green. Are you with me?” “Shut up, Zayn.” Tally laughed. “I SAID ARE YOU WITH ME?” He shouted in her ear. If I had already taken my first shot I would have spat it out laughing, but thankfully I laughed without spitting the substance everywhere, having a minute to calm down before Zayn counted to three, and we did as we were instructed. I was doing alright until the third shot, whenn I felt like I was going to throw up all over the bar, but luckily, I didn’t. I counted to eight seconds out of my given ten before I finally did the last shot, feeling their affects so quickly, it almost felt like a waste of time that I wasn’t dancing. It took me a little bit longer than the rest to recover, they were already on their way to the centre of the dancefloor by the time I pushed away from the bar, stumbling a little as I did before regaining my balance and dancing over to them, a cheeky, somewhat tipsy, smile on my face. Another thing I loved about uni is that I had come across a group of people who were exactly the same as I was on a night out. None of us gave a shit, and our terrible team dancing was what made our nights so much fun. I’d say around half an hour of intense boogying passed before Zayn signalled that he wanted a cigarette, and he knew that it was likely I would join him after a drink, so I did. We wandered to the heated outside area, which was one of the good things about our favourite club, Thimble, though after many discussions we still couldn’t figure out why that was the name they had chosen for a club. Zayn handed me a roll-up, and placed one in his mouth, getting out a lighter and sparking mine for me before he sparked his own. Within seconds, out of nowhere, two arms grabbed Zayn from behind, right around his waist as the mystery man lifted him in the air, making a girly scream irrupt from him lips, which brought in a couple of eyes and a couple of laughs. As soon he was dropped, he turned around to find the culprit. “Fucking hell, Louis!” He gasped, slapping his palms against the boys cheeks. “I nearly shat me’self, you idiot!” “Alright, Lad!” The other one said as they started hugging. I think I had heard Zayn speak of this Louis before. He was on his art course with him, but what Zayn had apparently forgotten to tell me was that he was absolutely gorgeous. I stared at him as the two of them interacted, and I was a little entranced. He was all slicked back hair and black clothes, turtle neck, freshly shaved, striking eyes. He was beautiful. After a while Zayn turned back around to me, grinning like he didn’t see Louis every bloody day at his lectures. He was acting like he hadn’t seen him in years. Classic effect of alcohol. I gave Zayn a look, a look that said, if you don’t introduce me to this God of a man now I will kill you. “Oh shit.” He mumbled. “Umm, Pip this is Louis. Louis, this is Pippa.” He moved in and gave me a kiss on the cheek, and I already knew he was charming too, which was frustrating. I couldn’t cope when boys were attractive but charming too, it was always too much to take in. “Nice to meet you.” He said as he pulled away, looking me up and down. “You live with Zayn, yeah?” “Right across from him.” I nervously replied. “Are you the one who cries a lot?” He smirked. I sucked in air through my teeth, cringing that of all the things Zayn could have said, that was what he had decided to pass on. “Umm...” I let out a breathy laugh. “I get emotional about things.” “Every time I watch E.T. I cry like a baby, don’t worry about it.” “To be fair,” Zayn chirped. “I cry at Finding Nemo.” ”No, fair shout man!” Louis looked deadly serious. “At the beginning-” “When his wife dies!” Zayn gawped. “And Nemo is the only baby left!” “It’s absolutely heart breaking.” “Heart breaking.” Louis repeated. It struck me quite quickly how similar Louis and Zayn were, and I knew why my flatmate had raved about his friendship with the blue-eyed boy. I shook my head at them, taking a drag of the cigarette Zayn had rolled me, my head spinning slightly, half of me ready for bed and the other half ready to carry on my terrible dancing. Behind myself and Zayn we heard someone shout Louis’ name. ”Gotta run.” He smirked again. “Nice to meet you, Pippa.” “You too!” I cooed, blushing as though he had complimented me. ”Zayn.” The two slapped their hands together before clasping their hands tights together. “See you tomorrow, bro.” “Later, man.” Louis bounced off to the lad who had shouted his name, yelling and cheerful and 100% attractive in every way ever possible. Jesus wept, I was actually impressed by him, I just wanted to eat him up on the spot and leave nothing for anyone else. As soon as I knew he was out of earshot, I slapped Zayn hard on the arm, hitting that stupid tiger tattoo, his arms completely on show thanks to the fact he cut the sleeves off his t-shirt. “Ouch!” He laughed. “What was that for?” “Why the fuck does your stupidly attractive mate only know me for the fact I cry?” “I don’t know! I’ve told him other stuff.” “Right. Like what?” “Like... how you throw up on hangovers sometimes.” “Brilliant, Zayn. Thank you.” I couldn’t stop smiling even though I was shaking my head. His apology to me was him wrapping one arm around me and pulling me to him, giving me a kiss on the forehead, still chuckling away to himself. He moved out, extending his little finger, waiting for my finger to link up with his. “Alright.” He laughed. “I pinky-promise, I will say better things about you in the future. I’ll make him think you’re a goddess.” “How exactly?” I giggled. “Umm... I’ll tell him about how Finn said you’re really good at giving head.” “Y’know what, don’t say shit, Zayn. Let’s just let him forget I exist.” That probably made him laugh ever harder, grabbing me by the shoulders as I turned around, both of us throwing our cigarettes on the floor and making our way back inside, ready to find the rest of the troops. Zayn steered me off towards the bar before we joined the team again, where he purchased me two more drinks, that completely tipped me over the edge. + + + I awoke on the floor in my room, still in my dress from the night before, one side of my face dinted from the bumpy carpet beneath my skin. My eyes opened slowly, and I recognized the spot immediately, this not being the first time I had awoke on the floor, literally inches away from my bed. I had no idea why I did that, I swear to god it must have been a decision I made when I was drunk, though in the morning I could never recall why I would ever think it was a good idea. I groaned and cursed to myself as I moved. I first readjusted my arm, and in the process knocked over and entire can that I had open next to me, beer soaking into my already ruined carpet. I hurriedly stood the can back up, though a good 90% of it had already spilled so there was literally no point. My head was pounding, every joint in my body ached like fuck as I sat myself up, rubbing my eyes, not really caring about the fact I must have been rubbing my mascara all over my face. All I knew was that I needed water, or a cup of tea, or something that would help mend my broken body. “Holy. Shit.” I grumbled to myself. I stumbled to my feet, nearly falling forward and whacking my head against the desk that sat ahead of the window, which looked out to what seemed to be an endless line of student accommodation. The only thing that got me through that hangover was the thought that there had to be a student in one of those buildings who was feeling even worse than I was. There just had to be. Luckily, this was one of those hangovers where I didn’t feel like throwing up, I just needed drink and food and possibly a cuddle, even though my usual person to cuddle was Grace, and that option was out of the window. I found my phone on the desk, checking what time it was and seeing it was almost 12pm, only an hour until my lecture finished. “Fuck!” I don’t know how I thought that I was going to manage getting there at 9am after drinking so heavily. Basically, I knew I wasn’t going to go, but I still kicked myself for it, I still got so annoyed with myself for not making it. I pulled my dress down to cover my dignity, all that was left of it, before turning on the spot and heading towards the door, eager to get some fluid in my system that wasn’t alcoholic, scraping my hair to the side slightly and catching a glimpse of myself in the full-length mirror on my door. Surprisingly, my makeup was relatively intact, but there was no denying I was an absolute state. I tugged on the handle to my door and opened it slightly, poking my head around the corner and looking to the left down the corridor. Judging by how quiet it was, everyone was still sleeping, or in a lecture. The kitchen was so quiet it suggested that anyway. I fell through my door and groaned to myself as I scurried down to the kitchen, screeching to myself as I made the short journey, feeling so painfully sorry for myself you would have never thought my pain was self-inflicted. As soon as I step foot in the kitchen, which was still stupidly quiet, my heart caught tight in my throat, stumbling backwards and shouting out my shock. “HOLY FUCKING SHIT!” The random boy that was stood in our kitchen whipped his head round to catch a glimpse of me, eyes going up and down my body as he chuckled under his breath, shaking his head as he looked back towards his drink, continually dipping a teabag into the mug of hot water in front of him. “Nice.” He huffed, grinning to himself. “Shit. Sorry. You’re very quiet.” “I am.” He turned to look at me. He was extremely striking. I think it was his sharp jawline, how tanned he seemed to be, which was near impossible given the UK’s climate, so that was noticeable right away. “Did Tally bring you back?” I asked, hesitantly moving towards my food cabinet. It wouldn’t be the first time Tally had brought home a ridiculously attractive boy, in fact, she did it often. She had a way about her, an aura, boys flew to her like flies on shit, and she lapped it up. This guy had to be her best effort though. His hair was short, messy and brown and curly. He was topless, just a pair of running shorts on. It revealed to me his perfectly toned body, which had one very noticeable tattoo. An enormous butterfly on his stomach. I caught glimpse of it and then decided not to stare, but I remember thinking that was odd. He didn’t have any other tattoos, just that one. “Who?” He baffled. That threw me, I couldn’t think of any other plausible reason he would be in our flat. I certainly hadn’t brought him back, I would remember him. And Ringo hadn’t even gone out. I then thought maybe he was Ringo’s secret boyfriend, and was silently congratulating her in my head. “Sorry, I thought you were one of Tally’s conquests.” “I live here.” He replied. My eyes went wide. That was the person who was going to replace Grace. That guy. Jesus wept, I had only just gotten used to bloody Zayn walking about the place, even Mike wasn’t all bad, and then that one? I swore that people had not been so insanely attractive at school, or college. I moved to uni and then suddenly there was just a gaggle of attractive men and I for one, was not good at coping with attractive people. I became a nervous wreck and found it hard to structure sentences. “Y-you live here?” I pointed to the floor. “Just moved in this morning.” “Oh.” I gawped. “You live here?” He leant against the kitchen top. “Umm, yeah. In the last room on the right. First room on the left. Umm…” “The room next to mine?” He smirked. “Yeah.” He probably knew the effect he had on girls, he was stupidly confident, not struggling in the same way I was. I suppose it was partly down to the hangover, I figured maybe I would be better later on, or the day after, or next week… I would learn to deal with it at some point. After a few moments of awkward silence, he breathed in through his teeth, making it even more awkward, and pushed away from the counter. “Better go unpack.” He coughed. “I imagine I’ll see you around.” “Probably.” “What’s your name?” “Pippa.” “Pippa?” “Pippa Payne.” “Pfft, seriously?” He scoffed. “You sound like a character from an Enid Blyton book.” I just lowered my eyebrows and looked at him in a complete state of shock as he walked away, laughing and shaking his head, removing himself from the kitchen and going back to his room. I stood there unable to think of something to say, how snotty he had been and how he just did not care that he made that comment about me. True, it wasn’t the worst thing he could have said, but it just amazed me that he burst that out to me during our first interaction. I hadn’t even had the chance to learn his name so I could make some snotty comment back. I got a pint glass out of my cupboard and filled it to the brim with water, before practically running and banging on Zayn’s door, loud and ignorant. “Bet a tenner that’s Pippa.” I heard him yell from inside. “How am I supposed to win this bet?” I yelled through the wood. “By not being Pippa.” “But I am Pippa.” “Well then you owe me a tenner.” I huffed, rolling my eyes and letting myself in. Zayn, like most people, had managed to get himself in bed even though he was stupidly drunk. His bed was to the right as I walked in, a mirrored version to mine since he was just across from me. I stared down to him with serious eyes after having slammed the door shut. He let out a confused laugh as he looked up to me. “What?” He gawped. “We have a new person.” I whispered. “What?” “A new person. A boy. And he’s just taken the piss out of my name.” He uneasily lifted himself so he was upright in his bed, taking in what I was telling him. I hurriedly moved and put my water on his desk, before sitting at the end of his bed, still looking at him with the most intense look on my face. He ran his hands over his eyes and through his hair. “Grace literally moved out less than twenty-four hours ago.” He groaned. “I know, and they’ve replaced her with a twat. A really attractive twat.” “What did he say?” “Something about a character, something... I dunno, but I didn’t like it!” “Give it a week and you’ll be his best mate.” Zayn huffed. But he was far from right. Because over the next few days, I was going to discover that my new flatmate and I were not going to be friends, not at all.

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Episode #11 “Revenge? is a dish best served cold” -Ali

-all i have to say. all i have to say. is revenge? is a dish best served cold. that whole vote was a nightmare. but i've promised to be nicer in my confessionals/host chat so i'm gonna keep it nice. chips is completely a liar, like he just played into the bodhi plan for no reason and its so annoying! he thinks he is playing the middle with tact, but he is just playing it really like... wobbly. jess? never dissed. was honest with me, tried to keep me calm. I STAN JESS. i think she will probably win the season and i'm? here for it. i also love gavin and i feel so bad that he burned his idol for no reason. i feel like none of me/cindi/ruthie is making it to the end, so i hope to be able to vote for gavin or jess. collin is a sweetheart, definitely the best player on his side. i also love rachael now that is also a sweetheart. timmy i do not vibe with, am never hear for men calling women bitches. as men we can and should do better than gross crap like that. birch is lovely, they never seem to know whats up in this game JKFDAS but they are a sweetheart never the less!. anyway so i gave ruthie the idol? because i stick with my allies. and if people are calling us a trio, why not keep cindi as the big threat and ruthie as the disconnected 'easier vote', keeps me cushioned comfortably in the middle mhmm. it was definitely risky but also having two idols was making me feel literally SICK. so agenda moving forwards? work down from that. i also have a jury of men who are likely to dislike me so what can you do about THAT, i'm here to have fun and pull off some cracked shenanigans and i sure did just do that. would LOVE to continue voting off men next round, chips or timmy suits me fine idc which one. my agenda this season is to make sure one of gavin/jess/ruthie/cindi wins the season JNKFDAS screw the rest. they can all GO. but once again bodhi... this is what happens when you tussle with me. in the words of that one game of thrones character (i havent seen the show)... tell bodhi.. i want him to know it was me.

-two final thoughts: - trent has pointed out that this is the third vote out in a row where i said twenty-four hours before tribal 'i want it to be' and then said who left. that streak will DEFINITELY end tho JNKDAFS - i feel like idoling bodhi while unambitious, was good for my game. he has the capacity to come after me lategame, he was connected to people i wasnt, breaks up that voting block of 4 while keeping in collin/rachael who trust me more. im... at peace.

-https://youtu.be/Yy5THF05qjg (from the day after Bodhi left)

-hello okay so today has been... so illuminating? main points are that i do not trust jess, and do trust collin and rachael again? also chips is full of LIES. and as i took a 10min break from writing this i started second guessing myself again, maybe collin is lying. honestly everyone on this tribe is confusing. i've been defending this trio narrative all day but people maybe dont even care. also i feel bad for bodhi that is a king even tho he is so shady all the time as a player NJDFKLAS. cant wait to join him in jury.

-okay so i am once again frustrated. ruthie, gavin and cindi never dissed. rachael and collin are also all good, but the rest whewie. first up jess. jess is my friend and this is by no means a reflection of her as a person, but as a player oh my GOD she is so frustrating. she just has no like... conviction as a player? like jess what do you stand for in this game, what are you as a player. i said in my host chat but talking to her is like trying to staple jelly to a wall, as a player she just... is so. so hollow? idk i just wanna see her have conviction and to see her fight for something . chips is also frustrating as a player he just sits and has an agenda of 'splitting up groups', but all that happens is he gets picked up by a group to target another group, what has he... actually done? he is #2 on my angry list, and top spot is taken by... timmy. timmy i am talking to for the first time in a few days today and its incredibly frustrating. he is sending me this wall of excuses and i? do not want to hear it. i should not have to explain to a grown man that calling a woman a bitch, and he can say he 'snapped and crossed the line' and that it was out of character all he wants but i- do not want to hear it. timmy can be mad all he wants after he gets blindsided and say the entire tribe talks down to him, but then when he leaks cindi's ENTIRE PLAN, cindi isnt allowed to be mad at him? and cindi also kept it as GAME. this is what is so frustrating to me, i've had videos made about how annoying i am in games, i've had people say all sorts of gross personal stuff about me and so i dont wanna hear it. i've had people call my game the worst they have EVER see and i just sat there and took. i. do. not. want. to. hear. it. this game has reminded me of three things, how much i love ruthie (my undisputed closest ally at this point), how much i love olivia and lukas and how much i hate men.

WELL, WELL, WELL... another round of complete and utter RADIO SILENCE. with allegiances to almost everyone left in the game aside from chips, bodhi, and collin, this round was destined to be extremely hard to navigate. there was a lot of talk about breaking up the "trio" of ali, cindi, and ruthie. while i can recognize the danger of keeping a trio in, it is also an enormous target ahead of myself and my duo with jess. an alliance was formed between myself, jess, timmy, and rachael, and we essentially wanted to vote with timmy and rachael to avoid them feeling discluded from the vote and having no trust with us. despite the silence, ruthie's name began to rise above, which as much as i love ruthie, i wanted to be able to appease to timmy and rachael while still being in a "middle position" where i could play both sides that are starting to form. however, during the final fifteen minutes of the vote, CHAOS broke free. bodhi's name started get pushed by ruthie and ali, and as much as i loved that idea, the numbers were not there. so, i encouraged ruthie to play an idol on herself if she had one because otherwise she was leaving, so either way, i would not be at fault for her getting votes. however, bodhi began to try to push a back-up plan to get votes on me instead of him... and when ruthie played her idol, i couldn't risk it knowing how few votes it would take to control the outcome of the vote. so, i wasted my idol. HOWEVER, this seemed to work out well for me, because people seem to trust me a lot more and were very sympathetic towards me wasting it... so i am going to ride on that sympathy for the next few rounds.

So class, today we're going to talk about the difference between a villain and a bitch. I think the class is confused about the distinction. A villain plays the game for themselves. They do not take their alliances seriously or they use them to steam roll. I have been guilty of both of these within this game. I am a villain in this game. You can call me that and I will give you game-related sass back because that is what villains do. Call out my game. It has been chaotic and has a lot of flaws. It's ugly. It hurts people who thought they were close to me (almost everyone thought they were close to me at merge so someone's gettin hurt). A bitch is a personal insult. To call someone that implies that they have explicitly hurt you personally within this game. I would consider a bitch to be someone who, I don't know, attacks someone's personality because they didn't align with them in-game. I'm done with Timmy. He can continue pulling his "No one talks to me" card all he wants, it's a game move that I will never respect, especially when people did talk to you about the Keegan vote. And to be clear, people did talk to both Timmy and Rachael about the Keegan vote. They can claim no one talked to them but the idea was floated by them and they shut it down and Keegan found out about it shortly after. So someone leaked it to him. So when we're looking to get him out last minute I'm sorry that you are not on my list of who to call to vote him out. I've been a shit ally to both Rachael and Timmy and I legitimately was going to try to make that better. Now I think I'm just gonna keep voting Timmy till he's gone and if Rachael stays I'll switch to her. I probably won't actually do that, but I'm over it. I will not vote with Timmy, if I learn he's in on a plan I'm throwing my damn vote somewhere else. 

-SO... ALI SENT ME HIS IDOL and I used it and I didn't go home!  It sucks that I got so many votes and it looked like the one that blabbed was Chips which is disappointing but oh well. I can't believe at one time I trusted him more than Cindi and Ali.  I'm so glad I told her about the counting to get an advantage and not Chips because I really thought about it but Cindi was the last person I had PM'd and had kept  me in the loop so I told her.   Also we made another alliance with the three of us annnnd Gavin and Jess who were both down but as soon as I made it, neither one of them talked? Like...  I know everyone has a life but I expect people to be around when I make an alliance chat!! :k So... we will see what happens with that, the three of us may be screwed after all, lol. 

-I really hope that Cindi is going to stay... time will tell what will happen and who people can kind of trust. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VcNPArwK8PM&feature=youtu.be

hello I am drinking at a wedding and hope I don’t get voted out ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 

This vote and this round are sad and ugly because it became personal. I still really don't know what to do but am sticking with the first person who talked to me today. Hoping that once either of the two is out of the game that this can turn back into being a game.

After the confrontation with Cindi last round, I knew this round was going to be tricky. In the challenge, we all had two secret books we had to figure out who's books belonged to who. I was able to somehow get everyones except for Ruthie and Cindi. Cindi lied about her books to someone else and they told me the lie (not knowing it was a lie) so the 4 points I missed were both of their books. After the vote, Cindi posted in the main chat that it had to be her or I who went home this round, which tore a lot of people up because they are friends with both of us and do not want to choose sides. I do not believe that Cindi posted that for people to choose sides, but more for her mental health. Sadly, to find that closure it does involve people choosing sides. So far, everyone besides Ali and Ruthie have told me in a way they are saving me, but this is survivor anything can happen. I am on my guard, but we will see when the vote comes down today. If I survive, this could become a large turning point for my game.

an exhausted gavin has made an appearance to his confessional... my main goal was to win immunity after misplaying my idol last round. can we talk about how embarrassing that is? luckily, i think i am positioned well enough where i am no one's first target, and if i am, not enough people would turn against me. i have been trying to play the middle, and this vote between cindi and timmy has definitely put that position into jeopardy. i just need to do my best to remain close to ali and ruthie, and then from there i can focus on taking out people like collin who is in a similar position as i am trying to play the middle. unfortunately, this vote is breaking my heart, but i don't want a trio to dominate the game as much as i love cindi. so, at this point, i am voting for her... but i am not opposed to her staying.

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rambly hc dump/theorizing below 

ok IGNORING the... fact that i personally find the writing to be pretty uhhhh Not Amazing they DO give us the materials to make reeaally awesome leaps like... i cant stop thinking about the boys (tm)

the specialists.. so, the fairies arent human, because theyre fairies, so they cant be human. the witches are uhhh not really human, theyre still magical beings. 

but the specialists??? some of them have like pointy ears i think or i guess but other than that like theyre just??? boys. human boys with tools and shit. swords or whips or guns. like theyre just boys and i wanna TALK abt that bc like??? yes, sky is royal, but why would his engagement to diaspro be so like... like why would diaspro be so in love/infatuated with him and his status if he was JUST some human prince? presumably, considering there are lots of princes on Earth, there should be a bajillion of human princes across the multiple realms and worlds that fairies and witches reside in?? i dont ACTUALLY have a solid theory on anything but like.. ive gotta believe the specialists arent... all human. im thinking that red fountain is the place for gifted folks of nonmagical and magical background alike to like? focus on their trade?

like...timmy isnt REQUIRED to fight, hes not expected to be a particularly amazing combatant, but they know that hes good with tech and weaponry in terms of design, so they cater to those skills. im guessing that riven doesnt take all the same classes that brandon and sky do because his skills seem to be more.. subversive. whereas brandon and sky are your typical warrior class type. also i think helia didnt so much drop out as like. became a jack of all trades kind of dude. they admit that hes better than his teacher, and show how skilled and strong he is. 

(also i might insinuate that all the fairies are girls and all the witches are girls and that the specialists are all boys but... i think all those categories can include people of all genders probably??? like consider that alfea also caters to pixies, cant they cater to a gotdamn nongirl fairie. i think i mightve seen a masc presenting witch in some ep. anyway)

so okay okay okay i was initally just gonna write about brandon and sky so lets Get On That

so sky is a prince, brandon is his personal bodyguard and best friend (and boyfriend... eventually) and im just... thinking about how long they waited and rehearsed their roles when they decided to switch identities to keep sky safer from attack

because they were pretty flawless by the time the girls become friends with them/interested in them, but i can only imagine like... maybe sky gets a hang of it first, or maybe he doesnt, but theyre inseparable anyway, so one of them hears their actually name, taps the others shoulders or smth and that person can react like theyre reaction to their name and idk i love.. the montage of different people calling them out

ALSO i bet that even when bloom and stella find out like... its not like they can actually just throw away this whole plan like skys safety is still on the line (see season two) so like.. the girls are already used to callin them each others names so maybe the mixups happen more in private? like stella tells sky real loudly “DONT WORRY BRANDON ILL KEEP YOUR PRINCE SAFE” but then like when theyre sitting all alone in her room shes like ‘sky i love you’ and he just laughs and shes like shit i meant brandon omg im sorry

i figure itll be kinda like... excuse the metaphor but like when youre friends w someone whos trans but not out. 

... also bloom is trans and i think so is aisha and i love them so much