#i cant wait to disrespect the catholic church

[reallybadblackoutpoems]

sin is The best

sins of the father (2020) - wikipedia

submitted by @frank-ierhoe​

[moon-yeongjun]

What is Love? [Moon Bros Remix]

Summary: Sometime after Nemo and Tae’s sleepover, Tae asks...what is love? 

TWICE is always applicable 

@moon-yeongtae

Tae: hyung?

Jun: Yes?

Tae: do you love tiffany

Jun [deleted]: who are OH Jun: yes, of course

Tae: what does it feel like

Jun [deleted]: .........................why are you asking me this 

Jun: what does loving... 

Jun: what do you mean?

Jun: being in love? 

Jun: ah, wait, is this about that girl you were dating

Tae: maybe

Tae: it's all really hard and confusing

Tae: I dont get it

Jun: Ah, that is very true 

Jun: love often does not feel like we think it does-- or like how the movies and dramas say. normally it is much quieter in my experience

Jun: I love Tiffany because we both understand each other's struggles. It's good to have someone who knows you well and who you can talk to freely

Jun: Sometimes that doesnt come across as passionate, but its more honest.

Tae: so its wanting to talk about stuff kind of

Tae: and sharing secrets

Jun [deleted]: lmfao i dont know

Tae: not like big gushy stuff like movies but little stuff like feeling safe when you hold their hand

Jun: That's what I think love should be, yes.

Jun: Everyone is different though, Tae-ah, your experience might not be like mine

Tae: is it nice?

Tae: to be in love and for that person to love you back?

Jun: There are very nice parts to it yes. I think having a meal with someone who you care about after a long day of work is-- thats the best part

Jun: you know how Eomma always had meals waiting for Appa? 

Jun: that's love

Tae: of course you think food is love hyungie lol

Jun: it is!

Jun: why do you say it like that?! im right

Jun: let me tell you something, okay, when you're a doctor and you work 36+ hours there is nothing you want more than something warm and home cooked waiting for you. also, sleep, but i'd stay awake for a 37th hour if it meant delicious, hot, tender bulgogi

Tae: I'm sorry junnie-hyung

Jun: aish dont be sorry

Jun: just appreciate eomma's cookinglol

Tae: I was so mean to you

Tae: I was so mad at you

Jun: You are young, Tae, it is alright 

Jun [delete]: I never wanted to leave yo 

Jun: Is everything okay? you seem upset

Tae: I'm always upset lmfao

Jun: you seem different-upset then

Tae: I'm just really confused all the time and I'm always angry and the other day I started crying for no reason and I miss you a lot too I miss what we were like before you left

Jun [deleted]: then why are you asking me about love?! 

Jun [deleted]: are you drunk? 

Jun [deleted]: Tae-ah, these are feelings we push way, way, way down and never talk about for a reason 

Jun [deleted]: are you drunk?

Jun [deleted]: I think what you're going through is called puberty. Don't worry, you will get to the other si

Jun: I miss that too. It's hard, growing up

Tae: it is because I have emotions about eighteen things rn

Tae: sorry I'm being weird and confusing haha

Tae: I'm having a fucking mental breakdown

Jun: i have those some times they run in our family

Jun: ha

Tae: you dont seem like you do

Tae: you're perfect and eomma loves you most

Jun: Oh, I'm just very good at hiding it 

Jun: I have different coping mechanisms so Eomma never sees haha 

Jun: But no, Eomma does not love me the most

Jun: She clearly loves the triplets the most

Tae [deleted]: yeah and I'm las 

Tae: haha

Jun: i think what im trying to say is that its okay to feel things

Jun: It's even healthy to cry

Tae: I want to feel normal again

Jun: does such a thing exist? i dont even know what normal feels like

Tae: I think you're right

Tae: I guess you're p smart hyung

Jun: Yes, I am.

Jun: i better be i spent a lot of money and time getting degrees that say so

Jun: Though-- i must say i am not an expert on love 

Jun: if you have more questions about that, im sure Eomma could help more than I could

Tae: I cant ask her about that

Tae: you said you dont believe in god

Tae: that means you dont believe in hell and stuff either right

Jun: no i dont

Jun [deleted]: life is hell enough LOL

Tae: so I have a friend louie who likes boys and you dont think that means hes a bad person right

Jun: Because he likes boys? Of course not. That's utter nonsense and the catholic church needs to catch up

Tae: that's what I think too

Tae: eomma doesnt think that

Tae: eomma thinks what the church says

Jun: i dont know if thats true 

Jun: ive never talked to her about that specifically 

Jun: if so, she needs to catch up as well

Tae: sorry if I bothered you junnie thank you for talking to me I was feeling really weird

Jun: not a bother at all 

Jun: texting me informally though ahhhhhhhhhh, eomma taught you better

Tae: junnieeeeeeeee

Jun: this is disrespectful

Tae: but junnie whyyyyyy arent we friendsssss

Jun: i shouldnt even acknowledge this text how rude it is

Tae: lmfao sorry hyung

Jun: much better

[thearrangment-phff]

LXV.

September 2018

“Archduchess Isabella and Prince Harry have been in Switzerland since the beginning of the month with The Duchess of Sussex’ family. The two were spotted at the wedding of Archduke Franz Ludwig to Mathilde Vignon. Archduke Franz Ludwig is a first cousin of The Duchess. A vast number of Habsburg and Bourbon royals were also in attendance.”

“King Philippe and Queen Mathilde of Belgium along with the Grand Ducal couple of Luxembourg, Hereditary Prince Alois and Princess Sofie of Liechtenstein will attend the Heads of State of German-speaking countries get together in Switzerland. Many believe that Archduchess Isabella will attend as a guest of her uncle and aunt, the Grand Duke and Duchess of Luxembourg.” 

“The Duke and Duchess of Sussex are expected to stay in Switzerland until the mass to commemorate the 25th anniversary of King Baudouin of the Belgians’ death in Brussels. The Belgian royal court confirmed The Duke and Duchess of Sussex would be attending. King Baudouin was the great-uncle of Archduchess Isabella and his wife, Queen Fabiola of the Belgians was her godmother. Archduchess Isabella’s eldest son The Earl of Ross who was born earlier this year carries the name Baudouin in honor of his great-grand-uncle, the former Belgian King.”  

“Where is your father?” asked Yolande to Isabella.

“I have no idea,” answered Isabella.

“I’ll go find him,” said Marie Astrid as she left the room to find her husband.

“Are we going to be late?” asked Harry.

“I don’t think so. My grandmother made us all get ready an hour earlier than everyone else,” replied Isabella.

“So we’ll be early?”

“Yes.”

“Belle, darling, can you help me stand up?” asked Yolande. Isabella went to her grandmother extending her hand. The elder women leaned on Isabella’s hand and got up. She walked towards Harry and patted his chest because that’s how far she could reach, “How are you?”

“Uh... fine,” answered Harry.

“While Charlie and Bertie are a dream, I only have 15 great-grandchildren with Kathy, Luisa, and Marie Christine’s children coming soon. When are you and Belle going to give me more great-grandchildren?”

“Wait. Did you just say, Luisa? She’s expecting?!” asked Isabella.

“Did you not know?” asked Yolande.

“No! I didn’t. How far along is she?”

“6 weeks possibly, maybe 8. I can’t remember Belle! I’m an old ask your mother.”

“How many people knew before I did?” asked Isabella.

“Well, obviously Luisa and Alex, me and your parents. The royal house is going to make an announcement soon,” answered Yolande.

“Will the baby be in line for the Belgian throne then?” asked Harry.

“Yes! All descendants of Albert are in the line. Since Alexander and Luisa got permission to marry from the king and government her children are the only ones in line. Remember Amedeo didn’t get permission to marry Elisabetta,” explained Yolande.

“I can’t believe he is finally having a baby. Everyone finally has a family of their own,” smiled Isabella.

Before anyone else could say anything Isabella’s aunt and her family came in. The Liechtenstein family of five said hello to Yolande, Isabella, and Harry as soon as they entered the room.

“How are you?” asked Margaretha to Yolande.

“Wonderful! 2 new babies, with Kathleen due soon and Christine in December. It’s all so wonderful. Alex and Luisa are also expecting so it’s all very exciting,” beamed Yolande.

“Yes, all very exciting. If only mine could give me some grandchildren,” joked Margaretha and her children all seemed to roll their eyes at the same time.

“I don’t think we were supposed to say anything about Alex and Luisa Mamie,” interjected Isabella.

“We’re family,” spoke Marie Astrid, Isabella’s cousin.

“I think he wanted to tell us all together, another time. Probably when we’re all in France at the end of the month,” added Josef-Emanuel.

“Josef is right. We can’t mention this to Alex. It’s his and Luisa’s special moment,” nodded Isabella

“So lets me get this right. Kathleen in October, Marie Christine in December, and Alexander in spring? Of course, Charlie and Bertie were born 4 months ago... that’s a lot of kids born in a short time,” said Harry.

“It’s the joys of growing up in a large family. You can all have kids around the same time,” smiled Marie Astrid.

“We better get going,” interrupted Nikolaus, Isabella’s uncle by marriage.

“Are you coming with us?” asked Margaretha.

“Not yet. Marie Astrid went to go find my son. Once they come back, we’ll go.”

“Well, we’ll see you at the church then,” smiled Margaretha. One by one, the Liechtenstein family said bye to everyone with kisses on the cheek and half-done hugs.

It took a couple of seconds until Harry asked a question, “Where are the rest of your brothers and sisters?”

“Marie Christine, Imre, Christoph, and Gabriella don’t really go to these things. They prefer to stay out of the view of cameras. Usually, Alexander does too but since he married Luisa he’ll have to be more in the spotlight. He’s here, he’s just with her and the Austria-Este family,” answered Isabella.

“Why didn’t more people come?” asked Harry.

“Many people did but some of them have real jobs and not ones were in ‘work’ for an hour a week.”

“That felt like an insult.”

“Not an insult. Just stating facts,” replied Isabella.

“Belle!” Isabella turned around to find Charlotte walking steadily towards her with the rest of her family behind her.

“Charlotte! Hi!” Charlotte towered over Isabella when giving her a hug, “Ferdinand?”

“Hi Belle.”

“What are you doing here?”

“I invited him,” answered Charlotte.

“Yes. I got that, but... are you two a thing?”

“Well... yes. It hasn’t been long,” answered Charlotte.

“And you invited him here?” asked Isabella.

“Ferdinand means a lot to me so I thought inviting him to this would show that.”

“Charlotte, I’m not judging you. I would be the last person to do so. Ferdinand is family and you are as well. It was simply a surprise that’s all,” replied Isabella.

Isabella’s parents Carl Christian and Marie Astrid finally entered the room, “He couldn’t find his tie anywhere.”

“Tie? You are making us late over a tie?” asked Yolande.

“The king gave it to me. I wanted to wear it today,” answered Carl Christian.

“We should get going. We don’t want to be late,” said Yolande earning nods from around the room.

The car ride was short from the castle to the church. Yolande, Harry, Isabella, Marie Astrid, and Carl Christian had ridden in one car while Guillaume, Sibilla, Charlotte, Leopold, and Paul Louis in the other. When they got out of the car, Harry could swear the screams got louder. There was that thought again. The one about how Isabella changed his life once they married. Years ago, would he have imagined himself at a Catholic church in Brussels paying his respects to a dead Belgian King surrounded by the Belgian, Luxembourgish, and Liechtenstein royal families? Of course not.

Harry was now on friendly terms with the Belgian king and Luxembourgish Grand Duke since the beginning of his marriage. King Philippe was a godfather to his son, Isabella was a godmother to the king’s youngest daughter. Queen Fabiola was godmother to Isabella. The ties were never going away and they were all Harry’s. He had spent years in the shadow of his elder brother seeing how William was the future king and Harry was the spare. But things had changed, Isabella had changed him.

Isabella smiled back at the crowd but no waving because she saw that as disrespectful at an event like this. Harry looked back at the crowd for a couple of seconds before turning back to Isabella and her family. Liechtenstein, Austria, and Luxembourg all within a couple of feet of him.

“Harry, come on. We have to go find our seats,” said Isabella with Charlotte by her side.

Harry took one last look and went inside. The service lasted about an hour and a half. The Royal Family and the other guests gathered at the Royal Crypt where all the former Kings and Queens of the Belgians who have passed away are buried. The King and Queen laid a wreath at the grave of King Baudouin and Queen Fabiola. Isabella let out a single tear when she saw the picture of her great-aunt and great-uncle on their tomb.

“Are you okay?” asked Harry.

“Yes. It’s just that I wished they both lived a little longer, that’s all.”

They met with the public in which Harry and Isabella were paired next to King Philippe and Queen Mathilde. Grand Duke Henri and Prince Louis left immediately after laying the wreath so they could get back to Luxembourg. There were a lot of questions from the public to Harry and Isabella since their sons were 4 months old now.

“Your Imperial Highness, how does it feel to be back in Belgium?”

“Wonderful. Belgium has always felt like another home to me.”

“Prince Harry! How are the twins?!”

“They are strong. Big boys thanks to their mother,” joked Harry.

“Your Majesty how does it feel to be godfather to the Earl of Ross?!”

“Very honored. Belle is godmother to my Eleonore and being godfather to Charlie is a blessing.”

Of course after everything the press went wild with their stories. The ones who annoyed Isabella the most were saying that she and Harry didn’t belong in Belgium and William and Kate should have been there instead.

“They are my family! Mine! I had every right to be there!” yelled Isabella.

“Of course you do Belle-”

“Those stupid little nothings make money off of my name. I have the ties to Europe, not Harry!”

“Exactly why-”

“No! God, I am sick and tired of them saying that I married the 6th in line! I brought back royalty to this family. Me! Nothing but a bunch of ungrateful people who would rather have commoners as their king than gods” ranted Isabella.

“That is enough Isabella! Quiet down before you say else something you’ll regret,” warned Harry.

“These are the times I regret marrying you! You and your peasant family have been nothing but a thorn in my side,” argued Isabella.

Princess Charlotte of Murat took this opportunity to slap Isabella across the face, “Your husband is right. While you gave him blood, he gave you validity. You would be good to remember that.”

Princess Christine, Countess Gaelle, and Countess Olympia were left speechless. Gaelle was the first to act by putting her arm around Isabella, “I think it’s time for prayer-”

“No! I will not be praying to some stupid imaginary thing I don’t believe in. Not anymore!” yelled Isabella.

“What she needs is a drink,” interrupted Olympia.

“No. She will have no more alcohol. I don’t want that,” said Harry.

“I won’t be going back to London or Balmoral with you.”

“Where do you think you’ll go?” asked Harry.

“Zeno’s christening is at the end of the month. I’ll be at Berg castle with my family until then. We were supposed to go to France with my family after that and I’ll be right with them,” answered Isabella.

“You will not do that Isabella. You have spent too much time outside of London. You haven’t been doing anything but seeking refugee with your family since Charlie and Bertie were born. You need to do more.”

“Maybe I should just divorce you now and end my misery before I hang myself in our children’s room,” threatened Isabella.

“You will do no such thing!” yelled Charlotte as she went to Isabella and grabbed her face, “You are a stupid little girl and I will be damned if I let you ruin everything.”

“Charlotte let her go!” yelled Christine.

Charlotte continued her hold on Isabella’s face, “You will do what all your betters have done before you. You will give birth to all the little royal babies your body will handle and die in this marriage. Do you understand me?”

Isabella ripped her face out of Charlotte’s grasp, “You were nothing before me. I gave you importance so don’t talk to me like you better. You married for a title, you married for money, but I was not an impoverish countess, I am an Archduchess of Austria.”

“I’ve had enough of this. I am going back to London and I have engagements in the Netherlands in a week. I would hope that you would come but at this point, I would rather you not. I’m taking the boys back with me to London,” explained Harry.

“The boys need me. I am their mother,” argued Isabella.

“You aren’t breastfeeding them anymore. They don’t need you and besides you rarely ever took take them, Gaelle and Olympia did.” Harry walked away and Isabella grabbed the nearest thing and threw it in his direction. The glass shattered on the wall near his face and he flinched, “Did you really just do that? You are unbelievable Isabella!”