#i cant help it ueueue

[the1trueanon]

Just read your Sun and Moon slime rancher fix and you don't know how much I love it even tho it's just 2 chapters.

ueueueueue I'm so glad you like it!

I've gotta get the next chapter up and going, but brain is not letting me focus on it with everything going on 😅 I do have outlines and stuff, so once I can get settled in my new schedule and kick my brain back into gear I'll get back to work on that!

I do have the references for the robot boys and Y/N though! I'll get that all set up and posted soon, I promise ^^

[garoujo]

wore my hair down for work today + one of the girls i work with was like “i know i keep commenting on how long your hair is but you just look so model-y with it down” i will legit cry rn do NOT <3w<3

[salsflore]

[faerociousbeast]

cant i stay with hikaru instrad its ok if he gets me into shit i dont care i cant handle these other two anhmore though

[the-s1lly-corner]

Could you do A, C, I, G, K, L, and P for EJ in the fluff alphabet? It would make me reallyyyy happy :3

Fluff Alphabet w/ EJ!!

ive been waiting for someone to do EJ you dont understand!!! i saw this earlier but the power went out when i finally had time to sit down and get to writing </3 my apologies as for other stuff/for everyone else, requests are still open, and the fluff alphabet will be open indefinitely!!

ATTRACTION- Honestly I think you gotta be a real catch to end up as Jacks partner, considering his entire hermit thing... I personally think that he separates himself from society after he becomes Eyeless Jack via a funky cult sacrifice thing... which he was kinda pretty much unwillingly roped into. I think he would want someone who's capable of taking care of themselves, and perhaps someone whos smart. maybe even lower maintenance. its not that he doesnt want to treat you as you deserve, its that sometimes he cant given he sometimes legitimately goes feral (though this is only really due to him pushing off his needs, blood frenzy type deal for when he pushes off eating people, can get real ugly). understanding as well, he needs someone whos willing to be understanding of his position and current predicament and know that eventually jack is going to fully not. be there anymore one day (possible angst idea? ooo?) but also even before the whole, demon thing, jack wasnt the most cheery or social and things definitely havent changed

CUDDLING- hes really cold so thats good for hot nights! not good for cold ones though </3 but hey maybe you guys are somewhere where its perpetually hot. as for the actual act of cuddling, he prefers to be the big spoon. likes sleeping closer to the door, kinda makes a barrier of himself for you in case someone were to come in. which is unlikely since if this were his place, its literally a cabin in the woods in bumfuck nowhere, but the point still stands. only engages if youre asleep or ask for it. if youre the one holding him, he kinda. freezes still and doesnt dare move. poor dude, hes so scared hes going to bite you or something

GIFT GIVING- since he lives in the woods and doesnt have a job he cant exactly go out and give you gifts. he also isnt fond of taking belongings from victims, since he already takes pieces of their bodies. coughs. anyways, i think hes more of an act of service person (will talk more about that in L)

INJURY- youre in luck, he had plans to be a doctor, thats what he was going to college for! plus i think he had a little fixation on medical stuff in general growing up. little hc that his other choice was to be a microbilogist. idk, i can see it. but i dont think it needs to be said that neither became reality. but he does know how to treat some injuries and illnesses! so youre both in luck! but how does he react, emotionally? honestly, as long as youre not bleeding while hes in his frenzied state hes more than willing to help you... although its more so because he doesnt want the scent to trigger anything in him... he cares about you, i promise! its just that ultimately its better he doesnt go feral on you- now if he was the one injured hes already patching himself up... oh but imagine convincing him to let you clean up a wound he got while trying to do his thing.... ouuuugh... let the man be vulnerable, let him be taken care of... ueueue... anyways- yeah

KISSES- he doesnt wear his mask when hes at your place or his cabin- in fact he only really wears it when hes 'hunting' or 'prowling', so!! loves kissing your cheek. will absolutely refuse to kiss you if hes just ate, though, let him wash his face and brush his teeth first. and change his clothes. he likes being kissed anywhere; forehead, mouth, cheeks, hands, ect ect ect. now in terms of frequency i dont think he likes it too often, but that may be some internalized thing about no longer being worthy of love or something but hey who am i to say (loudly winks)

LOVE LANGUAGE- as previously mentioned, acts of service is how jack shows his appreciation and love for you. need something done? hes on it! need to do some chores but dont feel like it? you dont even need to ask! stuff like that, hell, even if something doesnt need to be done he will probably tinker at it and try to make it better if its an appliance or something that can be upgraded to be more efficient and effective. when it comes to receiving he likes words of affirmation, this man has been through hell and hes still going through it, so reassuring him that you still love him even though hes changing makes things a little less scary

PET NAMES- he likes calling you babe and baby. he likes being called hon! doesnt really do petnames, he finds saying someones name intimate enough... which honestly i kinda agree with, i kinda hate how utilized it is in romantic media. just two characters loving each other, sharing a moment, and one softly utters the others name in a sweet tone. GUH!!!! anyway

[s-aprua]

FINALLY AKYR EPISODE RAAAAGH (paralive ep5)

-WTF STARTING OFF THE EP WITH SUISEKI GROUP RAID? AAAAGGHHHHHH

-WANTED TO SEE SUIT ZEN BC OF CLUB CANDY NOT BC OF THIS FLASHBACK... OW..

-oh thank god it's over i am not built for a breakdown at 11am

-iori layin there,,, cat coded :))))

-wife/mom zen <3

-biig stretch

-oh.. iori.. 👀😳

-the kids out shopping <3 (i love slice of life bits reo my beloved ur so cute 🥺)

-changing up kanata again,, in the dramas he went to akyr for help and now he's going straight to throw hands with some guys

-hokusai intimidation check (i would also fail that check if i swung a metal pipe at someone and they blocked it with their arm)

-hokusai recognizing kanata (i cant believe they made allen be the one to not be able to tell)

-hmmm idk how to feel abt kanata not being the one to ask for help (instead the iori tells the kids to help) like kanata felt more desperate to find nayuta again in the dramas? hm.......

-youngest sibling mentality reo,, 🥺 hokusai headpat,,, so cuteee ueueue

-OW COZMEZ........ "YOU KNOW WHY" SDLIBSIFUS NOOOOOOO (THE LACK OF NAYUTA'S SHADOW WHEN THE TRAIN PASSES...)

-omg satsuki you cant just complain abt getting a new phone to someone who's broke

-"i wish i could speak cat" real

-"i would beg the police if i had to" dang yea he'd be desperate enough to talk to a cop, you know he's not lying when he said he'd do anything if his brothers went missing

-AAGHH THE FLASHBACKS ARE BACK..

-OMG BABY REO... TINY (op note/sidenote: he's so real for not necessarily hating his parents, but he doesn't want to see them either. my dad sucks but i was too young to comprehend what he did so i just never want to talk to him again, i dont have strong enough feelings abt him to "hate" him)

-love how akyr kids love their found family but they know the importance of holding onto the family you already have too

-satsuki holding himself back 😭

-kanata,,,,, we're gonna have to work on you attachment issues.... (whether you want to or not..)

-raimentei group bonding :))

-THE UNTOUCHED BOWL....

-OH CRAP WE JUST BAD BOYZ!!!!! THEY DIDNT SNUB ANYONE'S LINES THANK GOD

-yea the song fits their energy more but also call for familiez.....

pretty happy with the ep (<-akyr bias) but i would be lying if i said i wouldn't kill for more iori screentime

[m1d-45]

midas you are KILLING me /pos

oh my god he doesn’t dare to go near anything that has even the slightest trace of you, much less the real you. the idea of tainting you with his presence makes him feel sick.

but oh, how he longs for your divine light to shine on him like it used to. sometimes his self-imposed exile is almost too much to bear, and it takes everything in him not to prostrate himself before you and let every single thought and apology spill from his lips. then he remembers the fear in your eyes, the expression that haunts his every waking moment and seeps into his dreams. to have to see that expression again, all because he put aside your comfort for his own selfish reasons, would completely shatter whatever remained of his heart.

nobody sees much of the cavalry captain anymore. he spends most of the day locked up in his office, even when you leave mondstadt to visit other nations. he’s noticeably absent from taverns, and even his patrols are far away from other people. it definitely has more than a few people worried, the way kaeya’s isolating and neglecting himself, but how do you comfort someone who murdered a god?

(oh my god. klee wanting to cheer kaeya up, and being around the creator always cheers her up, so she decides to surprise him with a visit from you! surely that’ll make big brother kaeya feel better! ueueue (<- soung of crying))

also. kaeya in high heels. yeag. he’s a bad bitch he deserves to slay - teddy anon

teddy. teddy my fucking heart. TEDDY.

he’s always had this mentality of him being “lesser” than those around him, even if he covers it up with theatrics and flair. now, it’s only worse, and he cant decide if the fact that he still has his blessings is a sign of favor or simply you not being bothered, or not wanting to interact with him again.

on his patrols, he doesn’t wield the sword you gave him, instead preferring to strap on one of the standard-issue swords for the knights. he’s so used to yours, to not having to worry about such things when his weapon was tucked in the space between realities, that the first few times he gets hurt. he’s not used to the new weight or how much heavier on his feet he is, disoriented at how long it takes to finish off enemies. when they fall, he’s still expecting to be switched out, to be healed. the knights had taken him off of field missions after he was blessed with your light to properly allow him rest, but now… he’s not used to fighting without you. he has to think about strategy, about dodging, he can’t be reckless and know you’ll cover him because you’re not there.

and klee….

klee who was kept out of the hunt, naturally, who wasn’t told of kaeya’s crimes other than a “he made a mistake” from albedo.

she’s made mistakes before! and she’s starting to miss him, it’s been so long since she’s seen him… she knows just what to do!

with a bit of convincing, albedo agrees to get kaeya to a lunch at good hunter later in the week. he’s worried for him too, and an hour or two of lost work can’t really set him behind all that much, considering his prior habits.

with that set, klee goes off to find you. with a bit of help from amber, she finds you talking with diluc outside of the angel’s share, ciders in hand.

you greet her with a smile and correct her hat, and klee doesn’t think twice before asking you,

“do you wanna go to lunch later with me and kaeya?”

diluc freezes, glass half-way to his lips. you don’t see it, but amber’s smile falters.

they know klee is likely trying to do good, unaware of what kaeya had done, but they do know.

you smile. “i’d love to! where are we going?”

amber and diluc share a glance.

“your grace…”

“kaeya has been rather busy as of late, not even showing up to the tavern.” it was only half a lie. kaeya wasn’t busy at all—in fact, he heard the knights talk about how he’d taken on their work in an effort to keep busy and be useful. “i’m sure he appreciates your efforts, klee, but-“

“i haven’t seen him all week! brother albedo is always saying about how you need to take breaks, right? and he hasn’t! and he’s been in a bad mood, not even talking to klee!” diluc’s face sours. “besides! talking to you-“ she turns to you with a grin “-always makes me feel better!”

“it sounds like a good idea to me,” you say. “and i’ve been wanting to see him for a while now. i know the knights are busy-“ they’re not. “-but still, klee is right. breaks need to be taken.”

klee beams, and diluc hopes you grant his brother some grace.

[mondaymelon]

RAHHHHHH HIHIHIIIIII MELONNN <33

"i had a good dream that i thought was going to be very silly but then the ending was sad and i woke up and was like WAIT NO IT CANT END LIKE THAT . so i reworked the plot in my head and tried to go back to sleep to continue and fix the dream but wegh it didnt work... SOBS."

STOP WAIT I DO THAT A LOT TOO LIKE its like oh no i dont like this scene BOOM rewind! noooo the story cant end like that TRY AGAIN! ueueueueue thats so sad why didnt it work ueueue sobes with you also. FICTIONAL CHARS APPEARING IN YOUR DREAMS IS SO REAL HELP i rmb once i watched a fan animatic of xiao playing the kazoo n that night i dreamt that he was playing a saxophone which sounded like a kazoo n i was throwing confetti n paper money at him,, i hope he appears in your dreams soon i think it will be a very interesting dream hehe.

ALSO. AKABANE KARMA??? HELLO?????? when is it my turn smh. ...vox... akuma.... his cooking streams were the death of me omfg AND WHAT. HYUNJIN AND BEOMGYU??? WHAT. 😀 that was a very interesting dream CRYING they THREW CEREAL AT YOU ?? i.. i won't ask any further. mhm.

THE HEADBOPPING WITH LIGHTS OFF IS SO REAL HAHAHKJDHFKS but for me it's more like my brother walking in on me aggressively bopping to music and walks straight out :'D fun times!

japanese is a nightmare i tell you. i am quite effectively illiterate in japanese sobs n falls to the ground HAHAHSKLJFHLDSJK why. why does 怪我 and 怪我 mean different things WHY. (one is 'blame me' and one is 'injury') why is 娘 mother and daughter at the same time. why. 日本語話とても難しです。*weary noises* but duolingo is actually p good for building vocab i think !! YIPPEE!!

ok yes questions. im a kaeya [BEEEEEEP] i meant kaeya main. LOL i cant think of other fictional chars atm so i will just say!! fav genshin chars!! kaeya beidou ayato kazuha fischl furina kirara collei childe && uhm uhm i forgot the rest OMG YEAH 呵呵以后不想让任何人知道我们在谈什么就可以用华语🤭 RAHHHH i recently became absolutely obsessed with modern family i think its really funny && animes! uhhhhhh spyxfam! campfire cooking! senko-san! the genius prince! my next life as a villainess! parallel world pharmacy! and i forgot the rest! HAHAHAHA ooh ooh okok adding on!! what are the top 3 items on your bucket list for 2024?

giggles loudly back at you HAHAHKJSKJF i get loads of bye-lingual moments though,, (forgot the word for tissue in all 4 languages but somehow knew it was spelt taschentuch in german) & yeahh i switch a lot w my brothers esp when we wanna say stuff we don't want people understanding (read: parents) && normally it's mandarin with parents + english sometimes!! yippee!!

NAH CAUSE THeRE WERE. TWO KARMAS. SOBBING. DONT ASK ME WHY BUT HE HAD A CLONE AND THEY WERE BOTH ROMANCING (?) ME?? idk. that dream was a blur and i dont remember it anymore UGHSDJK

the vox. the vox one. i remember. so vividly. i was a vtuber and we were playing minecraft and i did something super cool and funny and the next day there were clips about me and i sobbed wtih joy and then i woke up in my hotel and laid there for a solid half hour questioning if that was real and knowing it wasnt but praying it was. sobs.

wAI WAIA RYUU ARE YOU. ARE YOU A KPOP FAN. STARES AT YOU. SHAKES YOUR SHOULDERS VIOLENTLY if you are. fave groups and biases pretty please. i am in love with skz + txt + enhypen. E E E EE. E E JFSDODJkldlkjlajs biases are hyunjin (big surprise) n miho, txt bias is beomgyu (another crazy, wild, surprise!!) and honestly i cant choose with enhypen but im sorta leaning towards ni-ki rn... e e e e

dont be shy ryuu. whats the redacted. :) aaa for me fave characters... wai have i already said this idc uhm uhm xiao + kaveh + gorou + dori + nahida + venti + furina + fischl + oh so many more. ik some people dislike dori but she just wants the mula and honestly girl same LMAO

ooo spy x family is the silliest!! (have you seen buddy daddies).. for me im watching several things at once rn but its the apothecary diaries, the eminence in the shadow, and migi n dali !! these are all still airing rn so im having a silly time

uhhodkoadsfd tbf i dont really have a bucket list... if we're talking abt small goals ig its just to get good grades cause of my asian parents, to improve my art, and to finally bring my smau out of its stalemate cause i havent touched it in months and i feel bad abt it... sjdflkd

help when i talk with my brother about things we dont want our parents to hear we cant speak in mandarin cause they know it so we just replace the first letter of every word with b except for some few select examples

like. "brek babing bot bis bere" is shrek's bathing spot is here and dont even ask me why i wouldnt be able to tell you LMAO

and "b-b-b-b-b-beer" is like how are you or soemthing along those lines. my brain fries every time we attempt to speak in bod (dont ask why we named it that either i cant tell you too my brain is empty) and WOADOJFOS SAME HERE !!! uhalkdf hmm more questions... do you read any manhwa / manhua and if so which. because i NEED MORE MANHWA READERS IN MY FEED PLE. A S E

[toranekooo]

not me unfollowing u by accident while trying to hit the ask button um. congrats on running this blog for 3 yrs straight!! i've loved talking to u even tho i was only around for like a year-ish </3 ur super super cool && ur edits r sososo pretty and i love seeing them :D dont pressure urself tho!! take it easy nd take breaks <33

i am feeling very very normal about shinonome ena so i'd like to spend all 10 coins on her ^^ tysm!!!!!!!! <33333

- @enananhearts

HELP I GOT CONFUSED WHEN U SUDDENLY FBED . i thought it was bc tumbly was being homophobic again. ANYWAY thank u for all the compliments!! even i cant believe ive been running this for 3 yrs </3 ueueue anyway loves u (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ here r ur rolls!! congrats on being normal abt ena shinonome

YOU ROLLED: 7 COINS — GIF MOODBOARD / 3 COINS — ICON SET

[darkbluekies]

☁️ i managed to sleep for 12 hours straight!! 😌 dropping by to say that your recent edmund work IS SO GOOD!! I GOT GOOSEBUMPS FROM READING IT. now i cant help but wonder what happens if he somehow find out about our intentions or survive 🤔 btw your ocs are so tall my god 😭 im part of the 5 foot nothing crew and i just know ill feel so tiny beside them ueueue... </3 (<— is secretly thinking of more ideas on how to use this height difference)

omg, i'm so happy for you! I hope you'll be able to catch even more this coming night.

skjshfwhejf thank you so much :((( i was trying to bring out my inner assasin. If Edmund survived, you'd probably spend a whole lot of time in the dungeon or in bed with your hands tied so you won't try to grab another knife.

sameeee, i'm 153 cm and I think that's 5'0, so i made the charcters tall enough to be indimidating and predatory (at least for me). Their heights are pretty normal in my country, maybe a little bit over average, but most people are tall here.

I MADE THEM TALL SO WHEN YOU HUG THEM, YOU CAN HIDE IN THEIR CHESTS AND SHOUDLERS AND NECKS

[i-will-bite-your-face]

Hi, so I recently stumbled upon your fic “the king is dead” on ao3, and I feel I have a vague memory of seeing art of it. But I can’t find anything about this au on your blog. And I was wondering if you were willing to share any about the story?

OH MY GOD. man i haven't thought abt that fic in a while!! I started it on october 25 holy shit ...

okokok so i am planning on continuing this eventually so i cant give too much info but this is the basic idea. Yes this is how all my fic planning docs look...very messy.....(under a read more bc it might get long loll)

 Paul Bigge (29) (fun fact Bigge literally means “Big and Strong'') is a blacksmith living in a small plague ridden town near the castle where his nation’s royal family lives. 

He lives by himself other than his 5yr old son Kayne, or Kay for short (which is based off of AK,, A nickname for the Fun Dead kid).. 

His wife Irene died from the plague that basically turns the infected into a zombie… yep im that uncreative… 

Kay is selectively mute due to the trauma from his mother trying to kill him, haha fun! He does speak a bit but he and Paul normally talk to each other with sign language. 

Kay has vitiligo, and a lot of the other kids in the village taunt him for the vitiligo saying his mom must have infected him as well or call him moldy :(. 

Paul is fairly well off being one of the only (and the best) black smith in the town and he has a pretty good reputation so he eventually gets hired by the royal family. 

To the village, the royal family is thriving and benevolent to them, the eldest prince (he’s like 28), Prince Patryck (ueueue see where i'm going with this…?) shows his face to the village every so often to keep morel up and help settle disputes.

Paul was charged to make a suit of armor for the prince, something for his inevitable coronation to be king. The two spend a lot of time together and become fast… ehe friends. (wink wink)

And that's where i left off in the fic! I did draw some stuff for it but i cant find it sorry!!

heres a link for anyone who wants to check it out btw! :D

[garoujo]

what’s your “type” when it comes to women? cuz we all know what your type is when it comes to men 🤣🤣🤣🤣 white/blonde hair and sleepy!!

[elytrafemme]

UEUEUE I unfollowed you by mistake anyway

💰 and 🏅? :D

AHAH I SAW THAT I WAS LIKE...... omg areus......... im such a big fan cant believe we're mutuals for the FIRS TTIME now jDFHKJS

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"What’s one trope you wouldn’t write, except for money?"

HELP okay i think like... missing scene fics. which is SUPER broad but heres the thing my memory sucks so so so bad that i cant like write any canotical shit 70% of the time. so missing scene stuff nah i cannot do that. so like probabaly that

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"What is the fic you’re most proud of?"

okay like. cough syrup but if we're talking like ever, there was a fic in my old fandom i wrote for like a monthly writing challenge or smth? i just did a few days or whatever but it was this really elaborate fic about an unconventional marriage proposal but i thought it was kinda sick LOL

[garoujo]

i luv ur writinggggg

tokyorev fics by u are so good like omg u write for kisaki i luv him hehe and hanma he’s the good vibes i’m nee to ur blog but it’s so good ur so good

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aaaaa fank u sm nonnie!!! ૮꒰ྀི つ˘ `⸝⸝ ꒱ྀིა yes yes yes i’m such a kisaki luvrrrrr i love writing him!!! maybe it’s my loyalty to shuji ueueue i cant help but like him <3 i love them both actually!!! this is so sweet ur so sweet!!! ^_^