#i cant help but keep thinking that they want me dead. i know theyd be better off at least. maybe its because they said that before. this.

[mysimsyuri]

ok im just putting this here cuz its Technically lore for my self.ship au but it doesnt. revolve around my si. i just had a Very vivid image while high the other day and i need to get the lore Out of my head lest i explode and die

ok so listen to me listen hear me out cmere listennnn: sha.wn spe.ncer dysphoria.

ive Mentioned that i hc him as nb but i think he only realizes in canon like,, after the show maybe . HOWEVER videos prescence definitely changes a Lot including shawns gender >:]c

so in my au shawn tells jules he isnt psychic a Lot sooner so what happens in deez nups (thanks episode titles) goes Very differently ! mainly in that there isnt rlly,, a fight ?

like ok. the entire time shawn is a Bachelor hes at a Bachelors Party and hes a Guy and hes wearing a suit that feels like its choking him and his dad is having a talk with him about being a Spencer Man and not continuing the cycle. the entire day shawns been having this,,, feeling that Wont go away and all of this only serves to make him feel worse.

so he chugs the prosecco and comes back to jules, and just sits there kinda miserable while she talks. she notices theres smth not right w him and tries her best to pry it out of him, but he just. cant. she goes on abt how if he rlly doesnt wanna tell her he doesnt have to, but that she Does love him and he can always come to her for anything. things have been changing a lot recently, what with marlowe and lassie and rachael and gus, but she assures him that they all still love him, and that hell always be their boyfriend-

shawn breaks at that and as jules tries to figure out what she said that went wrong, shawn tells her that gus will want to dance w her, and he leaves the party early.

then in right turn or left for dead shawn kinda,, avoids jules.

(shawn knows by this point that shes trans. theyve known video for years and while vids made a couple jokes abt shawn being nonbinary (mostly spurred on by shawn saying out of pocket things abt gender) they never like,, made her feel like she had to be anything. shawn appreciates it but now she wishes shed asked for help because oh god,,, she wants to get to know herself better and actually feel comfortable in her own skin but she is Terrified that jules and lassie and gus are going to leave her. shes known gus her whole life and the change might be the straw that broke the camels back, lassie is. well. lassie, and jules... shawn wants to Marry jules, as much as That thought scares her. shes sure shes the one and the idea of her leaving Hurts.)

so shawns out here concussed, dysphoric as all hell, covered in blood, and preemptively heartbroken. havin a time!

they dream of a scenario where the night had gone differently, where theyd told jules and shed been incredibly supportive. the girl is dead, sure, but hey, shawn can be nonbinary!

jules, on the other hand, is trying to talk to shawn but they keep avoiding her and she doesnt know why. she thinks they might want to break up with her, which hurts like hell, but if thats what they want, who is she to stop them? if only theyd Tell her.

so after the case is solved and jules saves shawn, she all but Drags them home to actually talk.

jules just straight up tells them: shawn, if you want to break up with me, do it. its okay.

and shawn just,,, breaks down Sobbing. they tell her Everything, how scared they are of losing her and how Awful theyve been feeling and aaagh. they say that they go aaagh

but jules scoops them up in her arms and assures them she wont leave them,, she loves them sososo much gender and all :'] <3

aaaurgh they make me happy. i hate how seasons 7 did them (NOT THAT I HATED THE BREAKUP IT WAS SOOOO GOOD BUT LIKE. i hated how shawn acted afterward,, season 6 and onward has Not been it for characterizations at all i fucking hate it)

ok gush sesh over more lore: idk how the rest of the episodes breakup era would go considering theyre together in my au but erm,, w jules and videos help (she comes out to vid next whos like "i knew,, but im proud of you ily") shawn comes out to everyone else and tries out new pronouns and expressions and a teehee :]] theyre all so happy and trans and gay and its great

[starsambrosia]

So i stop flooding peoples dash im gonna just make this a group, the tag is #livechatter

Im rambling about my life because i feel like it

mean in all reality they have saved me from a lot of bad people and bad things i just i dunno if i can belive that every single person i meet is some kind of malicous creature or person with bad intentions...its been years and im outgoing i like people but ive had to cut off most people because the gods told me some shit about them that was scary or my divination read something was up

I just dont know but i dont want to risk it...

But like, how many demons can one person come across and how many just so happen to be bad news for me

3 confirmed and funny thing is one of them actually scarred me both physically and astrally /wild/ one was my childhood friend who had a crush on me and also decided to get into a pact with a demon for ...funzies... but i cant recall if she had the bloodline or not because the last one who was actually super chill was following a family tradition

so yeah when the gods say "hey psst beckys a demon" im gonna be like "well golly gee 3 out of 3 demons the gods told me about were demons i wonder if this person is in a pact with a demon

and typically /usually/ me and demons dont get along, they find my energy tasty ig. Like demons are fine they are but like they just want to eat me usually or theyr mad at me on sight :")

But in any case im gonna belive it, its just...really?? I know im a beacon but seriously? Every person i meet is some mischievous or negative entity. I get out here fae are more common but /everyone?/ really? I dunno man i cant just be running into every non human on the planet both online and irl or if theyr normal theyr just the most shit person you can be to an almost cartoonish extent.

/idk man/

But i stare at my pendulum the one i warded clensed banished shit on and used rituals to invoke a gods name and boom its just "yup this ones no good"

Like...OK??? THEN WHO IS??? And theyll set me up with people and it never goes well like it always falls through because the people i click with just arent good enough??? Or they just all want me dead?

Am i the problem? Like its me or its them and theyr gods like idk idk man im lost im so lost, how can nobody be ok how can so many people just want to hurt me on sight am i seriously that pathetic looking?? Or are they playing some kind of protective roll? Thats kind assuming a lot about them

What are the fucking odds theyd just be over protective

Im kinda whirlling right now because i think i figured it out, Apollo always expressed guilt over the whole imprisonment thing even though that was literally my fault for directly disobeying his very clear instructions for some guy, yeah thats an embaressment ill never live down

Im wondering if Apollo felt bad and now hes just being really harsh on anyone who comes near me, i only wonder this because he had been around for a really long time before he helped me escape my home/cult

But like ive asked others too

In the same pantheon

That was responsible for a lot of fucking trauma

Who like most of them have a reason to be harsh on people

I just wonder what would happen if i asked maybe Zeus instead of literally anyone else besides maybe some of the goddesses.

Oh godsssss i think ive just deadass been asking the wrong people because everyone else is bias and angry at people

Jesus christ i knew it was my fault if i had just thought about it for a second and got my head out of the ground i wouldve seen it

But still i could be wrong so i need to go ask Zeus with my pendulum and see whats going on before i go removing anything...im also wondering what other people have to say about this because im honestly so tired of shutting up about my weird ass life

Pendulum with Zeus:

Is the reason i keep getting a no on my friends because everyone else is bias and angry at people

Yes

Will you give me non bias direct answers if i contact you?

Yes

I get so specific with my questions because if it can only say yes no or maybe i want to narrow it down as much as possible, questions are phrased intuitively or auto written but some times intentional, more gently guided though.

So i figured it out by live journaling basically...nice, ok so this is weird...but when is it ever not hhh

Thats sweet honestly, if it weren't so suffocating...i cant belive this this has taken me literally 3 and a half years to figure out and i just had to talk to Lord Zeus??? Hhhhhhh oh my gods

Going to him more often now honestly

I wouldve never guessed that i think i think too lowly of myself if it took 3 and a half years to realize they care enough to be mad at people who caused me like, irreparable damadge hahaaaa

[conquestable]

2x8 - I THOUGHT YOU WERE STRONGER

(spoilers for all three complete seasons will come up at various times as i point out foreshadowing)

about 4.5k words below the cut, i looovvveeee that this seasons final note is allen urging nolan back into his hero duties, i love it, im EATING IT UP

hahaha whats going on… are they trying to test if nolan is strong enough to execute by making him fight a bunch of robots? what is this

those fucking dumbasses are shooting him and shooting him with their little guns and hes not even blinking, and they shoot him with a slightly bigger gun that knocks him down, and they DONT think hes just playing dead? the way he pops back up when they surround him is king shit

omg nolan

please i cant handle you like this, youre so… hes letting out his frustrations because he IS still frustrated even though hes resigned himself to suicide. he still has some fight left in him!!!

KREGG is the one eyed guys name, i can remember names i swear it

stop it, the blood dripping from the CEILING when kregg floats up to nolan is killing me

"you came all the way out here for me?" "you know i wouldnt miss this." "you flatter me…" i need to know why people ship them… as far as im concerned kregg is a pussy idk man he aint shown me his power yet and i dont think he deserves to touch nolan. (but i do think his physical violence against nolan is worthless and if he wants to hurt nolan in a REAL way he could molest him)

he says nolan passed inspection, so that IS what the robots were for

man and nolan looks so thoroughly disgusted by this guy, like hes not fit to grace nolans presence

i bet nolan was above kregg in the ranks and kregg is just throwing his power around now that he HAS some over nolan for once

omggg and marks blue has fully broken out now?

is it cuz hes gonna murder angstrom? MURDER THAT GUY MARK HE THREATENED YOUR FAMILY

two eps in a row some asshole was threatening to snap marks loved ones necks, hes really gotta get with the fucking program before someone gets hurt

angstrom: "is the mark grayson of this dimension a risk taker?" and mark backs off his fighting stance and slowly floats forward, ohhhh marky is not playing rn, hes big mad

"you know your identity is public in almost half the dimensions you exist in? so careless…" honestly though fuck that, hes INVINCIBLE, if he wants people to know who he is then they should know

and mark doesnt remember angstrom???? what happened to him remembering all his baddies like when he remembered titan?

"oh god. youre that guy!" lmfaoooooo me too mark i cant remember names either

oliver screaming and crying breaks my heart T-T but he remembers being a baby and he remembers mark saving him and he will never forget!!!!!! he knows that mark murdering that guy was what kept them safe

angstrom is just crazy dude, theres nothing else to say about his character. hes mad at mark for something he didnt even do, and hes mad about something happening to him that he was DIRECTLY HIMSELF TRYING TO MAKE HAPPEN. sure he knows other marks are evil, and his brains got all mixed up in the explosion, and maybe hes confused about this mark being a good guy, and maybe he cant remember which angstrom hes supposed to really be, but so what? mistakes happen. what if the maulers fucked up the process in the first place? they TOLD him theyd never done a thing like this before and that usually there would be no way to tell yourself apart from the others. pinning the blame on mark doesnt make any sense. HOWEVER mark DID fuck up that day by following cecils orders despite having zero intel on what was going on. he should have asked more questions first before fighting.

i cant help comparing this fight to the fight miles had with spot. miles adapted so quickly to spot throwing portals at him and managed to learn to work around it and still take the guy down. but mark just keeps barreling head first into angstroms portals like hes gonna get a different result this time hahahahaha. but mark isnt spiderman and he has to learn things the hard way.

THE TALKING DINOSAURS ARE SO FUNNY BRO HELP

omg oliver doesnt exist in any other reality?? this is the only reality where nolan is redeemable TTT-TTT thats honestly the BIGGEST hint that this is the prime timeline, without oliver and without nolans redemption, mark would be doomed to fail

OMG SPIDERMAN AND DOC OC? ask and ye shall receive

mark: "are you trying to hurt this old man?" spiderman with his big nerd brain: "siiiggghhhh. look, i saw the portal, i know youre from another dimension. so trust me, im the good guy here." he knows 2+2=4 and he will explain his work to mark

hahahaha and angstrom just pacing around while he lets mark marinate in the cooker

angstrom cant even stick to a script, he keeps threatening debbie and oliver and then promising theyre safe and then threatening them again. he wants mark to just roll over and die, he SURE as hell isnt trying to kill mark. hes just letting him fly around between dimensions and not attacking.

maaaannnnn mark LITERALLY stepping down to stand on the ground with angstrom to try to reason with him, sometimes mark has his head on straight. i love the way this show plays with the grayson boys floating when theyre in a certain headspace and walking when theyre in another

mark: "you were trying to save me, do a good thing." angstrom: "TRYING TO SAVE YOU?" man listen to him, its the truth

man angstrom is so broken

wow mark killed that mans son right in front of him, go off ig mark

the only good ending to angstroms arc is him forgiving mark prime and teaming up with him to stop the viltrumites. being able to separate other realities from this one yk and recognizing that people are allowed to change when they want to, theyre allowed to subvert your expectations. even when youve seen a thing happen one way a thousand times before, that doesnt mean this time cant be different

why is this mark dressed like a little kid hahahaha

little kid mark killed angstroms girlfriend too? angstroms got some SHIT to work through

why does mark so frequently kill everyone around angstrom and leave angstrom alive?

is there more going on with their rivalry than weve gotten to see so far? i mean theres no REASON for mark to leave him alive every time unless they ARE rivals of some kind. maybe he just likes playing with angstrom. maybe this is why its so easy for him to convince some of them to join his team, cuz after he goes evil all the evil marks are like "sure buddy we can lend you an evil hand."

mark: "let them go and ill give you as many free shots as you want, i wont fight back." "but where would be the fun in that?" HELLO? ANGSTROM MY GUY YOU MAKE NO SENSE AT ALL. isnt your one and only goal to kill mark? why does it have to be fun? i thought you werent going to build your utopia with blood?

man and angsrom throwing that knife at debbie, and shes scared but shes clutching and protecting oliver so hard, i love you baby girl, keep your baby safe!!!

angstrom says mark is "just as stupid in every dimension" my guy… my man… what? literally, what? in every other dimension mark tortures you like a cat playing with a mouse and you cant manage to save a single one of your loved ones from his war path. this is the only one where he cares enough to sacrifice himself to save his family, what the fuck do you MEAN hes just as stupid in every dimension? im allowed to call him stupid but YOURE not.

hahaha omg the zombies going "meeeeeaaaat" instead of "brainnns" is so fucking funny

angstrom: "your son is more resilient than i anticipated" bro you havent even attacked him a single time

man and debbies so scared but shes learned enough to know she can fight back by now, angstroms a one trick pony with his portals, hes just a guy she can cut with a broken piece of glass

omg the evil timeline debbies go evil too? pop off ig hahahaha i cant even imagine an evil debbie, it doesnt excite me the same way it does when mark or nolan is evil

debbie always has the right shit to say, what a mommy UGH. she tells angstrom that she would never do such a thing and this timeline is hers and shes the one that raised mark to be different!!! tell him debbie, this timeline is the best one!!!!!

"you make it sound like this is the one world where mark is good and youre the one whos bad"

GET HIS ASS DEBBIE!!!!!!

omg THATS what makes him break her arm??? her calling him the bad guy???? sheeeeeesh

he says "im trying to save the world!!!" while hes snapping an innocent womans arm in half in front of her screaming child. take a look in the mirror my guy woof

hahahaha omg and mark is sitting in another dimension venting to a bunch of strangers around a campfire, hes the king of forcing other people to endure his emo shit

this little sequence of events is so charming actually… mark just trying to keep his shit together while being tossed around different realities until he ends up beating on a bunch of randoms in the desert and pleading for their forgiveness like "i told you i wasnt in the mood…" oh marky…

alright honey well the star of the show has arrived, take it out on the guy who caused all this to happen to you, murder that son of a bitch!!!!

bruh and debbies arm is DESTROYED but shes just fine in like two days

angstrom says he let mark float around the multiverse to "soften him up" lmfao he WAS letting him marinate, now its time to tenderize

"did you think anything less than killing you with my bare hands would satisfy me?" well you dont even seem to know what day it is, so how the fuck should mark know what you want?

"stop threatening my family!!! you have no idea what ive been through!!!" LET IT OUT MARKY, GIVE IT TO HIM REAL GOOD "ive been holding back!!!" LET LOOSE MARKY, YOU GOT THIS BABY

KILL HIM. KILL THAT GUY WITH YOUR BARE, NAKED FISTS

DONT LET HIM THREATEN YOUR FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

morty voice: well its not exactly an ALIVE amount of blood

ugghhhhhh

oh honey you just committed your first murder, its okay, its okay, he was a bad guy, ITS OKAY

and no one is around to validate his feelings, hes just gotta sit with that shit all by himself… im here for you baby, right on the other side of that fourth wall

"i thought you were stronger…" oh mark it doesnt matter… he was dangerous and he needed to be put down… he was strong enough to be a threat to humanity and you saved those peoples lives!!!!!

okay cecil, i will give you this ONE pass. you can help debbie this ONE time.

hahaha debbie wont give him the pass though, she just demands to know where mark is

"it was an accident… but he made me do it!" mark its okay baby… its okay that it wasnt an accident, he needed to die. he DID make you do it, you didnt have a choice!!!

dont look at me like that rn, dont, please dont look at me like that rn

"i lost control… i WANTED to kill him… what does that make me?" oh honey youre a VILTRUMITE!!!! embrace it!!!!! use your great powers to fulfil your great responsibilities!!!!

"i wanted to kill him but i didnt know if i could" its a leap of faith baby, its just a leap of faith, im here for you TTT-TTT

"i kinda won… hahahaha…."

god i love that kid

[thudding] [nolan grunting]

yeah THATS what i needed to see after witnessing marks first murder

kregg: "the council blah blah you must be whole and intact to be executed" didnt you just test him with those robots and decide he was ready? or did you forget?

"sir… please… ive looked up to you since i was a child… dont make me hurt you…"

man nolan is FAMOUS bro. hes got fanboys all over the place. its cute that they think they can hurt him

and all kregg did was make his mouth bleed a little, get a life kregg

nolan cracking his shoulders when he stands up like he was totally unbothered by that beating, hes so sexy i love him so much. hes really LETTING kregg think hes hot shit

HERE COMES ALLEN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

his pouty face is soooooo cute when hes letting little nerds get their licks in, he doesnt punch down

"geez" yeah buddy hahahaha

and the way he smiles when he sees nolan aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

and nolan looks like he thought hed never see a friendly face again, he really was gonna commit suicide here, but here comes his best buddy sparring partner ALLEN THE ALIEN!!!!

and allen goes "remember me!?" all excitedly and nolan is just like "…yes" baby how could he forget omggggg i love them i love them

and the way they keep turning back to look at each other despite the guards kicking them around and telling them to face front, I SHIP THEM SO HARDDDDDDDDDD

"im here for you man!!! im here for you!!!!" oh allen GET HIM!!! SAVE HIS SOUL!!!!! USE YOUR INCREDIBLE BEAUTIFUL MAGNIFICENT SOFT DOM POWERS ON HIM AND TEACH HIM HOW TO LOVE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!

meanwhile, mark in the void: "just keep ignoring that you killed someone…" NO MARK EMBRACE IT!!!! please embrace it, dont let conquest kill eve

man its so fucking crazy that eve from the future had to prompt mark into asking her out. they were already getting cozy and mark just wasnt gonna go for it? and eve NEVER gets over her obsession with him? crazy, thats crazy shit

mark: "i dont think i would have survived here" robot: "you did, but you wouldnt like what you had become." first of all, i dont believe this mark could go evil, even if he went crazy.

ugh eeevvvveeeee….. if hes not smart enough to ask you out on his own you dont need him… please baby girl you dont need a man to make you complete. its also a WILDLY inappropriate time to tell mark how you feel, the man is grappling with his ability to murder bad guys, he doesnt need this distraction rn.

"tell her SOMETHING so she can go on with her life" EVE BABY GIRL PLEASE… YOU CAN LET HIM GO WITHOUT HIS PERMISSION, YOU DONT NEED HIS PERMISSION UGGGHHHH

and robot takes off his helmet to reveal hes all grown up and eve calls him REX??? i forgot rudy took rexs name, that man is so sick and twisted hahahahaha

UGH and mark is trying to rush in to see his mom and little brother and cecil is immediately in his ear, i fucking hate cecil. but hes on his one free pass so as long as hes inviting mark to come see his family he can slide.

waaahhhhh debbie reassuring mark shes okay and asking him if he murdered angstrom TTT-TTT

comfort your little boy debbie let him know hes safe and he has a home TTT-TTT

cecil: "youre not your dad mark" okay cecil your free pass is over, mind your own business

and mark opening up and being vulnerable in front of cecil only gives cecil leverage to hold over marks head later like "well youre an out of control murderer and you need me to keep you in line" im gonna kill that guy

but mark takes all cecils empty words and tells him "but you werent there" and flies away from him. thats RIGHT mark, you dont need cecil, youre strong enough to make your own decisions

cut to monster girl making a sandwich and rudy asking if she needs help and shes like "you really cant keep your fingers to yourself can you" hahahahahahahaha

rudy: "im still learning to be a person" amanda: "well it shows" RIP HIS ASS APART HAHAHAHA

man he ALMOST had a good apology, until he brought up her transformations again. he really doesnt get it at all

he tells her that hes heard her fears around her curse and that fixing problems is who he is inside, and like YEAH thats nice and all but you STILL dont need to shove it down her throat dude. its okay to be skilled and talented and have confidence in your abilities, but if someone isnt ready for you help or doesnt want it period then LEAVE THEM ALONE.

shes so forgiving uggghhhh shes such an adult i love her. she takes his shitty apology and goes with it, accepting him for the fuck up he is and giving him another chance. she says "i get where youre coming from, but just TALK to me first, like a person not a broken gadget" oh baby girl youre so big and strong and sexy "and dont just talk about whats wrong with me, most days id rather talk about ANYTHING else" tell him!! guide him!! teach him how to treat you right!!!! man the women on this show do so much fucking emotional labour hahahaha shit

and shes ready to accept his help i guess so its a good conclusion

"so… you want me to talk about other stuff as well?" "YEAH you weirdo."

shes too good for him, shes soooooo cute

and she leaves him stuttering trying to ask her out again, ohhhhhh shes so good at putting boys in their place, strap him down amanda, show him how good it can feel to be human

fuck bro, and now we get the immortal and kate? has she always had a 0 on her chest or is this the first time its been on screen?

her excuses for doing what she did are kinda valid but also still so fucked. you cant just make everyone think you died and then pop back up and expect everything to be fine again. like gojo making yuuji pop out that wrapped present and surprise the other kids and theyre so stunned they cant speak, and make him wear around a funeral portrait to punish him

"i tried to run away… but i couldnt, because of you" ohhhh kate, he loves you too, even if he forgets you later

the mummy refusing to inhabit a female body is pussy shit. even chucky was able to enjoy embodying a female and accept his nonbinary child, you a PUSSY

mark remembering all his soft moments with his daddy, im gonna cry…

he only ever wanted to be like his dad and hes so lost now, he doesnt know up from down anymore. he killed a guy, but it was a bad guy, so does that make him more like his father or less?

"youll live to see this world crumble to dust and blow away! everything and everyone you know will be gone!! what will you have left in 500 years!?" "ill still have you dad…" OUUUGHGHH MY HEART STRINGS, ALL HE HAS LEFT RN IS THE ECHOES OF HIS DADDY, AND HE DOESNT KNOW WHATS REAL ANYMORE CUZ NOLAN FUCKED UP SO MUCH

hes levelling up, hes levelling up, look at him go!!!!!!!

BREAK FREE FROM YOUR CHAINS BABY BOY, ITS TIME TO GET FUCKING CRAZY. if youre gonna crash out you better break the backboard!!!!!!! hes about to go through a costume change too isnt he? fuckkkkk. hes way too important to ever let you slide on him again!!!!!! let me see you do your dance baby boy ougughhhh

but the music thats playing is some soft boy shit hahahaha okay marks still learning to do his dance. im hyping him up too hard, hes still got a lot to learn ig. im just so excited, i believe in him so much!!!!!

him seeing the flashbacks of blood on his hands, oh markkyyyyyyyy. your father raised you, but you are your own man!!!!!!!!!!

and the way he tries to approach amber and changes his mind… yeah babe let her live her life in peace, you CAN make good decisions!

debbie: "things are gonna be different now arent they? i was starting to feel like things were finally getting back to normal" oh debbie, mark is growing up. things change. he cant be your baby forever

mark telling debbie he wants to quit college is such a tough conversation. shes right that he should experience as much human life as possible and shouldnt give up, but hes ALSO right that he as bigger responsibilities to focus on right now. theres a war coming, and hes not going to be getting any homework done in between fighting off monsters like conquest

"the things i can do… i cant do it. its too much. i have to learn how to control myself." MARKY YOURE BECOMING A MAN RN IM SO PROUD OF YOU!!! youre so right that its important for you to learn to make your own decisions! your daddy cant do it for you, and neither can debbie or cecil or anyone else! sure they can try to help guide him, but his decisions are his and its time he took them into his own hands!!!

please baby do whats best for you, im so proud of you!!!!!!!!!!!

and debbie relents in her pushing for him to go to college bc she gets it. he can always make time for higher education later if he wants to, but right now? REAL shit is going down.

wow, left turn into him going to meet up with eve, i thought you had more important things to deal with rn mark? whatever its fine

the way she leans into him when theyre sitting together is crazyyyyy, shes so touch repulsed by everyone else but mark? nah she goes all in for that guy

STOP IT, AND HE HOLDS HER HAND RN? WHEN HE COULDNT EVEN HOLD AMBERS HAND WHEN AMBER ALMOST DIED FOR HIM? nah mark wtf. and hes going for the girl who always tells him hes right instead of challenging him to be better, im sure this will turn out well

bruh he does deserve it though. its what he has to go through to become what hes going to become!!! his "soft and painless" life is over and hes really starting to live now and make good choices and stand on his own. the way she coddles him and keeps him up on that pedestal kills me, there are so many other things she could say

DO I GET ANOTHER ALLEN POST CREDIT? please bless me with your cheese baby boy

nolan could totally ignore allen but he doesnt… thats his buddy… he says "im here, alien" and allen goes "oh come ON man, its allen. dont be like that." nolan is a tsundere and allen is here to deflower him

allen: "i heard about what you did… we are on the same side now" nolan: "no" DSFJGSDGF SHUT UP OLD MAN HAHAHAHAHA. you can say no as much as you want but allen wont stop, hes got those unmatched soft dom dubcon skills

the way nolan perks his little puppy dog ears up like "you saw mark!?" honey…

the way allen gasses nolan up for his stellar parenting skills goes crazy, allen hits nolans praise kink sooooo good

nolan: "leave mark out of this, it isnt his fight." oh is that what you think? is that why you abandoned him to fight all on his own? "let the boy have a moment of peace. let me pay for what i did." nolan you spectacular fuck up, are you fucking blind?

allen: "theyre gonna murder you bro" nolan: "yeah"

nolan: "im not a viltrumite anymore. i feel shame and regret for my actions." ugh let me kiss your stupid bloody mouth, youre so fucking stupid, i bet you didnt go to college either, like father like son

nolan: "i see other people suffering and it… upsets me… deeply…" thats right baby boy, open up for him, let him get that finger inside. its okay, its okay, tell him youre sorry for your mistakes and let him help you forgive yourself, thats it honey, youre doing soooo good

allen: "yeah and your people are doing the same shit on a thousand different planets right now, why dont you help me stop them?" nolan: "…………i deserve death" okay emo boy, sulk a little more then

hahahaha the way no one can put up with the grayson boys emo shit

but allen perks back up all excitedly when nolan goes "and yet…"

HE MISSES HIS WIFE, LETS GOOOOO!!!! YOU CAN WIN HER BACK IF YOU PROVE YOUR WORTH TO HER, PROVE YOUR WORTH NOLAN!!!!!!!!!!!! SAVE YOUR PRECIOUS HUMAN PLANET!!!!!!! AND ALL THE OTHER ONES WHILE YOURE AT IT!!!!!!!!!!!

2x7 < [2x8] > 3x1

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[lyfrasilly-edda]

if they wanted to keep things secret from the other universes, they should consider a little thing called subtlety. for instance, the gay vibes while drugged? dead giveaway. not something they could really control, though, so not oging to blame them there

cant imagine any version of myself lasting a day without shouting a relationship wiht lyf from the rooftops, though

but yeah. maybe someday eventually theyd forgive me. after how long, though? mine's bloody mortal still, and i cant help them properly with anything theyre trying. i think theyd sooner die, and i

its lyf. theyre going to hurt themself, and its goin to be bad. and if i cant help them? if all i can do is watch?

fuck, how am I supposed to do that?

Look, they really wanted the phone. Giving it to them was pretty much the only thing keeping them from wandering around the ship, besides the bubblewrap. They really don’t like staying in one place. Every time someone looked away for five seconds they’d vanish. If it took letting them ramble about horses and Marius on Tumblr to get them to stay in one place, so be it.

…I don’t know how to get your Lyf to forgive you. It took a lot of circumstance and time for ours to forgive Marius. And the mortality thing makes that more complicated, certainly. Just… If they pop up for you, maybe our Lyf could talk with them? Try and calm them down? Not sure if they’d be up for that, but it might work.

[sydneyshipsstuff]

answering both of the recent tag games in one since im lazy (so scroll for the questions below the bingo)

tagged by @professional-benaddict (sorry for responding so late lol) and because i dont have too many mutuals, tagging anyone who sees it & wants to do it!

I chose my baby Spider-Man/Peter Parkee, with a focus on the starker fandom!

1. How did you discover your fave?

spider-man movies -> video edits on insta/tiktok -> irondad fanfics on wattpad -> ao3 -> looking at starker in disgust -> becoming a part of the fandom

2. How long have you been a fan of your fave?

since homecoming! when it first came out but it took me a while to start interacting with the fandom

3. Do you write for your fave? (E.g. AU's, Drabbles, Fan Fics.)

sorta! i don't actively write, just kinda drabble sometimes and i mostly dont post that, plus helping others write, i do have drafts that have been in my docs for years though

4. Do you like what is canon about your fave?

i do but i feel bad for him! poor guy has nobody :((, but before endgame i was in love with canon.

5. Tell some of your headcanons of your fave.

•his spider abilities on top of the originals like purring, cant have peppermint, hibernates, etc

•his love of animals, always stopping on patrols to say hi to them or trying to keep the strays he finss

•being worthy of mjolnir and picking it up without knowing the significance

•that he worms his way into the hearts of everyone he meets

6. Do you draw for your fave? (E.g. Fan Art)

no i dont, but i love seeing others fan art obviously!

7. If your fave/s are portrayed by several actors, who are your fave portrayers?

basic, ik, but tommy.

8. Are you more into Books/ Comics/Films when it comes to your fave?

mostly the fanfics then anything, but the movies and comics are so entertaining.

9. Quote anything about what your fave has said.

this ones weird but when i went to new york i went out of my way to go to moma because of him mentioning it to tony

10. Quote your favourite line of your fave!

basic but the "When you can do the things that I can, but you don't, and then the bad things happen, they happen because of you." because even though its sad/semi unhealthy to put that pressure on yourself, i relate to it in a way and uphold myself to helping whenever i can.

11. Ever made a edit for/of your fave?

i dont think so? maybe photos but that would have been a while ago

12. Songs you associate with your fave?

anything to do w new york really

13. If your fave was real, do you think they'd like you?

i think so, if we meant in a natural way lolol, i try to be social and i think id be able to joke with him

14. Amongst your fave/s who do you think are you? (E.g. You have 5 faves, amongst the 5 of them you think of yourself as fave no.3)

skipping because i only am answering for the one

15. Do you know your fave origin story?

yes i doo, radioactive spider bite, yada yada, parents dead, yada yada, uncle shot, rip, grew up in queens & stayed there

16. In 1 word describe your fave’s aesthetic.

akward

17. Is/Are your fave/s famous on A03?

yes very much, but mostly for irondad

18. Ships that you like with your fave?

i do like irondad if thats even considered a ship, peter w tony, harley, steve, stephen, and bucky, either seperate or at the same time, and im open to other pairings too

19. Is/Are your fave/s well known?

yes very well

20. If your fave/s have a fandom, what do you think about the fandom?

i like them, idk if theyd like me now that ive gone to the dark side lol

21. Describe yourself using something your faves have said

oops kinda did this already for another question but, "I am Responsible. I…Oh crap. My backpack’s gone." I try to be responsible but i am very clumsy and forgetful lol, and i do a lot of stupid shit

22. If you would feed your fave/s something, what would it be?

as big of a meal as i could possibly make, very carby, probably pasta, get some meat on those bones and feed the super apetite

23. How do you see yourself in any of your fave/s?

i see the optimism/ akwardness in myseld as well, we are semi-close in age so i think that contributes to it

24. Ever taken a break from your fave/s?

sorta, it was very short and it was mostly in between going from irondad to starker as well as small breaks i took from everything lol

25. If your fave/s were to have a crossover, who and which character would they have a crossover with?

well they did have one with stephen and the other spidermen but i think it would be cool to see him really interacting w the women of marvel, aka kate, yelena or natasha (also rip), pepper, captain marvel, america chavez, etc.

[penisliker-moved]

im like *Gets mad at my parents*

[vaguely-yandere]

WAAAAAA i meant like you suould suggest an anon name for me bc i am so soooo terrible at coming up w names but i think it would be so cute if all ur anons were named “some adjective” darling!! just like the ones you mentioned!! hmm hmmm then, chami… i will be sunny darling!! bc people have told me im bright and smiley!! it would be saurrrrrr cute if all your anons named themselves some kind of darling too, ur anon following would be so cutely organized in that way!! idk if thats what you meant though </3 maybe were not on the same page at all and im just running my mouth again, as per usual!! anyways, regarding my super super hyper specific ideal yan type…

I LOVE SUBMISSIVE CLINGY YANS!! you know… kinda like the sensitive yan?? but not too shy, not to the point where they cant even speak to me. i mean. i like when theyre all cute and stuttering and blushy, but i wanna be able to tease them and mess around with them!! i want them to crave my attention and pout and beg and whine for it. i think its cute when theyre kinda like a puppy or kitty!! desperate and needy and cutie <33 its cute when theyre shy and soft spoken. its cute when theyre outspoken and outgoing. the common denominator here is that theyre obsessed with me and love me and want me to dote on them! awww they want me to hug then and ruffle their hair and compliment them… all of which i will gladly do!! my mindset is so healthy, i know! but as other anons have stated, we’re all normal here!! <333

and u know whats funny. im ace too but when it comes to sub yans my brain does the funny thinky and h0rny thoughts appear. subby yans swoon swoon!! i am okay i promise. also i swear im not stalking ur blog but you just so happen to be posting p frequently (as of rifht now) and i am eating it UP!! but ofc dont feel pressured to respond quickly or post a lot!! im just saying i appreciate u chami <33 LET ME KNOW IF IM ANNOYING then maybe i can be annoying darling instead LMFAOO (i hope not though </3)

waaaa sunny darling is so cute!!!! you know, i think you would do well with a subservient yandere! theyll do anything for you, just say the word and theyre So Normal about it! your hands get cold easily? they have an 'extra' pair of gloves. your hungry? they have extra cash! you wanna go shopping? its on them! someones annoying you? dont worry about them anymore. they just work so so hard to please you without thinking twice about you!

you tell them to jump and they dont ask how high, they just do it until you tell them to stop.

i like thinking theyre p rich, were neglected when they were a child, the stereotypical story. rich parents who never pay attention, blah blah blah and then they meet.. you... so bright, so loud, so talkative and so so sweet, they cant help but cling to you. somehow, by some miracle, they become friends with you and follow you around whereever you go. every gift you give them is put in a shrine they have that is. VERY hidden. and i just know they regularly have to have 'bathroom breaks' whenever you hug them tight or compliment their outfit or pay any extra attention and the poor thing just has to keep splashing water on their face to get the redness to go down! so cute!

aaa i just love sub yanderes, theyre just so... pathetic but in a good way! makes me feel safe! i just KNOW theyd do anything for you, darling <3 and if someone calls you annoying or is too rude to you, thats when their aggressive side shows up.

they corner them in some secluded area and bludgeon them to death. to a pulp. they didnt even have time to think about it, they didnt even question it for a second and afterwards, well, they feel kinda bad. not for the new dead person but because, well, they just know youll feel a bit scared now because of this 'random' murder and they dont want you feeling that way! but dont worry, theyll protect you!

and you need to stop worrying about bothering me, sunny darling! you need to take up space and be unapologetic about it! and i find stalking, intentional or not, very very sweet! <3 it doesnt bother me at all. spam liking or rebloging or anything really boosts by ego! i love it! im a touch of an attention whore lol and the entire reason why i started this blog was for ppl who have more 'dominant' (but not exclusively) personalities and wanted to see more subby yans! but i also enjoy a nice subby darling with a subby yandere, so cute! but what im saying is, i have zero issue standing up for myself or setting boundaries! so dw! <3

(P.S. to other askers, feel free to stake claim on a name! itll help me know who yall are and remember ur interests!)

[actualbird]

I like your analysis(es?) so much hh, and apparently my brainworm of the day is the NXX crew getting a flowering cactus called Karla, for some reason. It’s a therapy cactus XD. No other thoughts. - Book

thank you, Book!!! and also wait no get back here and tell me more

KARLA!!! KARLA!!! oh i love her already but please understand that i have so many questions and all those questions have accompanying THOUGHTS oh gosh okay let me just hm wordbarf both those things very messily, you know how i do things

what kind of flowering cactus?

there are so many, afterall.

given that vyn is into botany and gardening, i assume he would have a lot of opinions on this.

actually, ive met a lot of botany hobbyists in my life, and the snobbier ones among them actually HATE cacti (and succulents). theyd say stuff like "oh cacti are the in thing with the millenials these days, theyre the plant people get when they dont know anything about plants."

WOULD VYN BE LIKE THAT, LMAO????? he seems like the type to at least THINK IT.

but also deep down i assume vyn is like "a plant is a plant is a plant" bc among the sweeter botany hobbyists ive met, theyve got this notion that "as long as you help it grow strong through the challenges, u did a good job" WHICH....MAKES ME THINK....VYN THINGS....vyn is not going to admit it, he will never admit it, but hm. what a strange plant. shaped to protect itself yet in need of care all the same.....

ANYWAY if anybody is getting a premeditated-bought cactus for the HXX HQ, you bet that vyn will, one way or another, have some kind of say in what the cactus will be. if it isnt premeditated-bought, he'll definitely have many things to say about the cactus' future care

or does the cactus just kind of appear there? is it brought into the NXX HQ in the dead of the night like jesus in the manger? if that's the case, who brought it?

i think it would be artem. or, well, i think it would be FUNNIEST/PATHETIC-EST if it was artem.

let's just say that a non-NXX and non-MC person decides eyyy, artem, got u a gift, it's a cactus! haha, get it! bc ur a prickly unapproachable dude! and artem is like ".........." BUT LIKE IT'S RUDE NOT TO ACCEPT A GIFT EVEN WITH THE BACKHANDED CRITICISM OF HIS GENERAL STATE OF BEING

so he takes the cactus and like leaves it at NXX HQ because if he brings it to his apartment hes going to get vaguely annoyed by the cactus and what it supposedly represents and he'd want to set it on fire

(sidenote: cacti do not burn well, by the way, ive set some on fire for cacti funerals and sigh, you have to put gasoline on them for a good burn)

anyway he brings the cactus there, leaves it vaguely hoping that the air conditioning will like, kill it (cacti live in the desert, right? so cold...bad?) and then somebody else will go "where the fuck did this dead cactus come from, can we throw it away" and then artem can throw it away (ALONG WITH THE REST OF HIS EMOTIONS. artem...GET HELP....)

but that doesnt happen because get fucked, artem wing

who names it Karla?

naming a plant most often comes from somebody who has gotten VERY ATTACHED TO THAT PLANT. i first thought hmmm maybe it's luke, but then i remembered that luke has this HILARIOUS tendency of making comments about eating MANY ORGANISMS HE COMES ACROSS (ssr shape of you, he threatens to cook and eat goose, chara story ep 1, hes very happy at eating the cooked crabs for their crab crimes, sr aquarium date forgot the name, hes like let's eat seafood SURROUNDED BY HAPPY ALIVE FISH, luke....what the fuck?) so maybe it's not luke and that leaves...

marius von hagen getting attached to a cactus and naming it is SO FUNNY TO ME but also makes me soft. hes the first one who sees the cactus in HQ and is like "who the fuck left this here?" //big data lab googling what it is. "well good thing it's fine with cold temps wouldve died if not, you cant just leave a thing in a place...with no warning....with no help...thats tough....huh, thats tough, isnt it, cactus?"

am i saying that marius von hagen gets attached to the cactus because it vaguely reminds him of his own life story of being pushed into very stressful circumstances and essentially left to fend for himself? yeah. yeah. because im deranged

"the cactus' name is karla," marius says at the next meeting, spraying the cactus with a mist bottle. "be nice to her or else im biting you."

who declares it a "therapy cactus"? aka who realizes that literally EVERYBODY else on the team is, one way or another, projecting themselves and/or their desires onto the PLANT???

luke. luke does. luke has the habit of dissociating and spiraling at any given moment when he encounters anything even ADJACENTLY related to what hes going through (again, sr aquarium date, luke u were just looking at the jellyfish, WHY R U GETTING DEPRESSED PHILOSOPHICAL OVER LIFESPANS???? SIR, GET HELP.....), so like lol he can clock that shit in from a mile away because hes the worst offender of that too

he doesnt bring it up of course. i mean, im sure he thinks about it because it's just the right kind of shithead move to pull just in case the others try to push him around again but mc gets mad at him when he goes agent scary at the rest of the boys so okaaayyyy he'll retaliate against getting dunked on in a more...civil way. so he doesnt bring it up. he also doesnt bring it up because...

well, if it makes them happy, then it makes him happy. thats all that matters to him

"keep making them all happy, yeah?" luke absentmindedly says to the cactus one day. "i heard you guys can live for a hundred years."

the cactus, of course, does not reply.

mc gets very into taking care of karla. pls expect many conversations where the boys are talking about the "cactus" (theyre talking about themselves) and mc is just like "okay im 90% sure this is a metaphor, you guys aint slick, but i like this cactus very much and thats true whether it's a metaphor or not."

all the boys: //PLEADING EMOJI WITH HEARTS

thanks for making me go insane over a cactus, Book. it's 8am here.

[spacedlexi]

am curious what are your top violentine hcs

ok i wasnt really sure how to answer this since idek what headcanons people out there have? so i'll just list things i personally think about. if this doesnt satisfy your question feel free to ask me my feelings on specific hcs

read more cuz i cant just keep things short and simple

- love that thing mary kenny said about how violet likes to be the big spoon unless shes had a nightmare or has trouble sleeping. i bet clem being the little spoon makes her feel safe when she sleeps in a way she hasnt felt in nearly a decade of sleeping out on the road where she could die at any moment. i wonder if there was ever an incident tho where clem could feel vi against her back in her sleep and woke up ready to fight someone, cuz in the early days of living at the school im sure she'd still be getting over her immediate fight or flight reaction to everything

- related to the last one i think once aj gets old enough clem would move into violets room (and tenn would move into ajs room. every night is a sleepover (yes tenn is alive in my hcs 😔 and no one is maimed))

- i know clem is technically The Leader now, but vi was doing a good job before clem took over, and since her relationship with clem helped her get over herself a bit and now she outright cares for the school group (instead of caring but pretending she doesnt to avoid getting hurt from loss again 🥺), i think theyd definitely lead together. clem is still #1 but violet is like her right hand/second in command. if the group splits up for whatever reason (hunting/scouting/investigating passing groups) then they each take leadership of each group (unless they feel like going fishing together 🥺). they definitely makes plans together. up in the office. sometimes they share the chair (its a huge chair have you looked at that thing)

- again since tenn is alive in my hcs i love the idea of clem+aj/vi+tenn one little family within one big family. if tenn and aj are like playing or drawing vi and clem are watching like a couple of doting parents 🥺💕

- they stole that horse from the raiders so sometimes they go on little rides together around the school, checking defenses. but also just to get some time together alone

- vi gets help from the others to help jury-rig a pully system on the bell tower so clem can get up there again. they make so many intricate home alone style traps i think they could do it. i think clem would cry shdfks. and it would mean that much more to her that everyone helped make it

- violet became very confident in her relationship with clem throughout the last 2 eps so i think they wouldnt shy away from being cute in front of everyone lmao especially as the years go by

- after a number of years together i think theyd like to make things more "permanent". the only signifier of their relationship is the pin vi gives to clem (which is so cute on its own god i love that pin ("so you never forget that night" "i never will" SHUT UP THEYRE SO CUTE)). i thought maybe violet would whittle like a pair of wooden rings but thinking about it more i think they would just make new pins for each other. the pins are kind of their thing. clem would still keep wearing the og star pin, but she'd also get a violet flower pin, and violet would get a clementine pin 🍊💜

- related to the last one, louis would catch violet making her pin for clem and turn it into a whole big thing. because its boring living in the apocalypse and he wants to make this fun. clem would be on board with it and violet would agree if thats what clem wants. so theyd have a little "wedding" with the school kids attending. tenn and aj collect flowers and you know omar would make some big, extra fancy meal.

- idk if this counts but do you ever think about how during the last ep violet gets forcibly split from clem+aj and has to go back to the school by herself, and hours go by and clem and aj havent made it back yet... and how violet probably went back out there to desperately look for them, thinking they were dead and blaming herself for just leaving them there... she mustve been so devastated and scared and angry. i bet she was the first to see aj pushing that wheelbarrow back to the school and just started crying and sobbing if she wasnt already. SORRY TO END THIS ON A SAD ONE but i think about this 😭 ....................

- related to the last one i bet violet spent so much time next to clems bed just hoping and praying that she would wake up. her and aj were probably there as much as they could be. and maybe would even take turns watching over her before she finally woke up. i bet all the other kids would come in to check on her too. they all love clem so much 🥺 you love to see it. its what she deserves. i bet rosie would be under her bed too like she was when aj was putting up the collectibles at the end

ok thats all the ones i can think of atm

[peninkwrites]

the dead don't dream - ch 25 of ?

Tommy does some reading and writing. Quackity and Tubbo don't talk politics.

(CW: blood and horror and mild self harm)

crossposted to ao3

Ch 1

Ch 24

Ch 26

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The Good

-I’m eating again.  I tried carrots again the other day wasnt sick.

-People want to protect me.  They all awnt to try. and the stasis chambers in the basement make me feel better.  A lot of people offered to have one set up.  Sapnap, Puffy, Sam, Techno, Phil, Tubbo, Ranboo, Bad, Ant, Quackity, Eret.  Just about evryone.  It’s setup so i can press 1 button they all come.  Feels weird cause Dream was gonna keep me using one adn now this keeps me safe.

I think i spend too much time down there though.  Im scared he’ll get me before i can get help so i needto stay near htem.  Im scared to go outside alone.  It’s good i can get help but it also means im stuck here.  I cant leave TUbbo’s house if i want help

“That’s not the good, Tommy…” Tommy mutters, staring gloomily at the page.  It’s true, though.  He’s forced into an awful choice– does he want to be safe, or does he want to be free?  Right now even feeling safe is a struggle.  Maybe he should try looking at the bad stuff for a bit.

The Bad

-im having nightmares again.  Theyr abt Wilbur agian.  But not like before.  It’s bad ina differnt way.

Wil keeps on beggng me to save him.  When it’s just limbo thats bad but osmetimes it’s Dream and thats worse

Tommy doesn’t want to write about that, like pulling those thoughts out of his head will make them more real.  He turns back to the good.

-Eret gave me sunglasses again but I was scared I was gonna lose them agian so i said no.  But when Sam came to help set up the stais chambers he brought be goggles.  Theyre easier to not lose becus I can jst keep them around my neck when I dont need them. Which is most of the time. I don’t really go outside much.

-Ponk also gave me a cane.  I don’t like that it helps.  It doesnt hurt s much and i can walk further.  I havnt fallen yet since i got it but might be because im eating again too.  I wanto walk like normal. Ponk thinks im right that my leg won’tg et beter because there’s nothing to heal. The nerves r damaged.

That’s drifting into the bad again.  Why is it so jumbled up all the time?

-they let me move wilbur closer. I mean i didnt move him im not strong enugh but tubbo helped.  He woudltn let me keep him in the house but he didnt bury him.  He’s in the side of the cliff in a bunker tubbo has.  Hes in glass so i can see him and know hes still there, hes there becaus

No.  No, the why of it is bad.  So he should put that on the bad list, right?  He wants things to be simple.  There’s the good and there’s the bad and if the good list is longer than the bad it means he’s getting better.  Why is this so hard?

The whole reason Tommy starting doing this was because he can’t fucking think straight.  First it was just the decisions that made him clam up, so he started using a book to weigh his options.  Now he’s just trying to piece together whatever his life is now.  He doesn’t want to think about it, about the journaling, as something he has in common with Dream, even though he’d have to admit that had something to do with it.  It comes from himself first and foremost, not Dream.  He’s always liked making plans and lists.  Just because it was in the midst of rereading that awful book that he thought of it is irrelevant.  Tommy hesitates, before turning back to the bad list.

-we put wilbur here so i can check and make sure hes still there. To make sure Dream didnt get him.  I feel more sure because if Dream finds him he’ll have found me too. I have to check thouhg.  After the nightmares

-in the nigtmares i dont save wil.  Sometines i lose him. Sometimes i go back to dream because of him.

-adn it’s not better when im awake. Im thinking about how bad it would have been if theyd showed up even a few minutes later.   I think abou it alot.  and I start pulling on my hair if i think about what was gona happen if they haddnt showed up at all. Or i endup scratching the floor. Whatever makes it stop. It scares tubbo. My nails were bleeding one time when he came back.

He tries not to leave me. but he’s helping sSapnap with looking for Dream or Quackity with L’Manberg.  When hes not here it’s Ranboo a lot but sometimes he forgets and shows up late. He always shows up thouh.

That’s good.  That deserves to go on the good list.  Tommy goes back a page.

-Tubbo tries not to leave me.  Ranboo always shows up even if he forgets and is late sometimes.

-people keep checking on me. Sam comes by and says he wants to make sure the stasis chamber is right but i know it’s just because hes woried.  He brought me pumpkin pie. I havent tried eating it because im worried i won’t be able to.  Ponk comes too.  But they have a better reason.  They check how sick i am still.

Sometimes i say things and it scares people.  Last time sam and ponk came over I told Sam I wanted to be like him. I thougt that was a nice thing to say.  But he got all worried becus i said it all weird.  Which is fair it was weird.  Said I wish I could self destruct and take Dream down with me if he comes fucking near me again.  Didnt mean to assume anyhting.  I dont know if it even works like that.  Sam dint get mad though.  Just asked if he could hug me.  He didnt hug me very tight thugh. Theyre all still scared of breaking me.

-my hair is short agian.  It’s much bette.r  Tubbo cut it.  I got a littl scared becaus of the shears, but Tubbo was really nice about it.  I didnt cry just then but i thought i was goign to.  Not bad tears though i dont think.  It was just different.  Gentle stuff doesn’t feel normal.  The hugs are a little less scary becuase Wilbur hugged me, but Tubo brushed knots out of my hair.  He was so careufl but it wasnt because he felt bad for me.  I coud tell it was different.  It was kindof like it fixed something.  Something i thought broke inme a long time ago.  I guess it ddint feel fixed. More like it s still broken but Tubbo took care of me anyway.

Tommy pauses.  He looks up at the bubbling pools of water around him.  It’s a careful design.  If he were to close one trap door, they all would.  Tommy had pointed out Dream could use it to summon them one at a time and kill them easily, so Sam made sure it couldn’t be done one by one.  It made sense, but sometimes Tommy almost wanted to use it to just bring Tubbo to him.  He should talk about the bad more.  Tubbo and Ranboo offer to listen.

He doesn’t want to talk about it.  They already don’t look at him the same, he doesn’t want it to get worse.   It’s not like there’s much worse for it to get.  Tommy flips back to the bad page.

-if they hadn’t showed up right then Dream was goign to cut his name into my skin.  It probly would have made a scar.  I dont want to think about what else he was ginna do to me.

There he goes again.  Tommy’s right hand holds a quill, his left drags against the stone floor, the pain shuddering up his arm.  He should stop doing that.  He doesn’t know why it’s so hard to stop.  He’s eating again– why can’t the rest of it get easier too?

“Tommy!  I’m back!” Tubbo’s voice echoes from up the ladder.  Tubbo always announces himself.  Tommy still flinches, holding his hand close to his chest, like he’s scared he’ll get in trouble for dragging his nails across the floor.  He knows if anything Tubbo would just look at him, that worried gaze with a bit of rage too, but not rage towards him.

“I’m here too!” Quackity’s voice follows.

Tommy should probably go upstairs and talk to them.  Tommy gathers his two books, tucking them both away in his inventory.  They’re both equally unassuming.  The only difference is one has his blood on the pages.

“You were down there when I left,” Tubbo almost sounds disappointed when Tommy climbs up through the trap door.

“I came back up and got food,” Tommy mutters.  “Hey, Big Q.”

“Hey, Tommy!  How’s… how’s it going?” Quackity’s cheerfulness seems a bit forced.  Same as everyone who’s come by to visit.  Their efforts to treat him like normal always ring hollow.

“Oh.  You know.  Just… working on getting Wilbur,” Tommy isn’t sure if he’s lying or not.  He hadn’t opened Dream’s journal all day.  It comes and goes.  Sometimes he can’t pull himself away from the thing, and other times he almost wants to burn it.

Something in Quackity’s expression changes for a moment, before his usual grin returns too fast for Tommy to try and guess what look Quackity had given him.  Quackity just pushes on.  “Right.  Tubbo over here has been helping me take over!  It’s gonna be weird– y’know?  A L’Manberg cabinet without either of you.”

“We’ll still be around, Big Q,” Tubbo shrugs.  “Just got… bigger things on my mind as of late.”

“Yeah, me, right?” Tommy scoffs.

“It’s not all about you, bossman,” Tubbo teases.  “Right now I’ve got important plans.”

“Do you?”

“Yep.  Gonna make rabbit stew to go with the pie Sam brought us,” Tubbo nods knowingly.

“Oh, right.  Very important,” Tommy rolls his eyes.  “Here I am, trying to solve death, but you’ve got some soup.”

Tubbo half nods, and his smile doesn’t fade, but he doesn’t quip back to that one.

“Is that what all that’s about, Tommy?” Quackity can’t stop himself from asking.

“What?” Tommy looks puzzled.

“Like, what you’re looking for, the stuff to get Wilbur back, d’you really think you can figure out something like that?” Quackity sounds skeptical, but he also knows what it’s like to see someone obsessed with a project to get through grief.  The only thing that got Tubbo to move on was, well, Tommy.  So Quackity continues without reservation.  “Like, aren’t you sorta worried you’re looking for something that might not even be there?”

The look Tubbo gives him is murderous.

Tommy doesn’t get angry; somehow that’s worse.  He frowns, lost in thought for a moment, staring at the ground.  “I know he can be brought back.  I’ve seen it.  I’ve lived it and shit, so.”  Tommy looks up at the two of them, something helpless and certain behind eyes still too grey.  He shrugs, but somehow he’s smiling, even if it isn’t a happy smile.  “So how can I leave him?”

The silence which follows is painful, almost unbearable.  “I’m sorry, Tommy, that wasn’t– that wasn’t fair of me, man.  I’m sorry,” Quackity fumbles for a reply.

“Nah, don’t worry about it, Big Q,” Tommy waves him off.  “Wil was the only thing keeping me together all those months– besides Dream, of course.  And– And Dream was bad,” Tommy says this like somehow despite everything he’s still trying to convince himself.

Tubbo and Quackity have no idea what to say to that.

“I’m back!” Ranboo knocks before he enters, his arrival cutting the tension like a knife.

Tommy still jumps.

Ranboo looks to each of them carefully, thinking.  Tommy needs to get out more.  Tubbo looks an inch away from snapping.  “Shoot.  I forgot– you wanted me to bring back firewood,” Ranboo sighs.  “Tommy, d’you want to come help me?”

Tommy stares at him.  “...Right.  I’d be great at that.  Lifting heavy logs, want me to swing an axe too?” He says dryly.

“Oh, well, if you don’t think you can do it…” Ranboo shrugs, turning back toward the door.

“Hold on, hold on!  I didn’t say that,” Tommy pouts.  “Give me a fuckin’ second to get my coat and shit…”  Tommy does so, and after a moment’s hesitation, grabs the cane from beside the door.  Trekking through snow tends to hurt worse.  His body aches now when he gets cold.

Ranboo and Tommy leave and a tense silence follows.  Tubbo returns to his kitchen, getting out ingredients loudly.  Finally, the tension breaks.  “You shouldn’t have said that shit, Big Q,” Tubbo is sharp, slamming a cutting board on his counter with too much ferocity.

“What, like you aren’t thinking it?  That he’s gonna obsess over Wilbur instead of getting better?” Quackity shoots back.  Tubbo has no reply.  There’s a moment of pause.  For once Quackity doesn’t want to be right.  He sighs.  “So, how is he?  All things considered,” Quackity nods towards the front door, where Ranboo and Tommy had just disappeared.

Tubbo frowns, focused on the cutting board in front of him.  “Better, I think.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah,” a pause, Tubbo chopping vegetables methodically.  There’s an edge to his voice; that always seems to happen when he talks about Tommy now.  “Not better enough.”

Quackity nods grimly.  “Yeah.  I mean, that makes sense.”

“Does it?” Tubbo’s voice grows high and sharp.  “He doesn’t leave that fucking basement and he doesn’t stop looking at that fucking book.  I– I dunno if taking him out here into the snow was a good idea, but I thought at least here he’d be safe, but he’s– He acts like he’s still a fucking prisoner! And I’m supposed to be the one making things better.”

“Come on,” Quackity shifts uncomfortably.  “You can’t mean that, he’s just– He’s nervous, understandably, right–?”

Tubbo stops his chopping, his shaky hands too close to drawing blood.  He turns to face Quackity sharply, a storm still brewing behind his eyes.  There’s always too much stirring under the surface with Tubbo, and it always breaks free with little warning.  “You wanna know what he said to me the other day, Big Q?”

Quackity stares, dread growing louder in the back of his head, but how can he not ask?  “What?”

“S-So, I come home, and he hasn’t moved from that fucking basement, so I– I ask him!” Tubbo gestures aggressively towards the snowy windows.  “I asked him if he’d gone outside that day, or if he’d gotten something to eat– or– or something– and h-he gives me this look, this surprised fucking look, and goes ‘oh, I forgot you’d let me leave.’  Let him?!  Fucking let him?!” Tubbo laughs and it sounds almost like a threat.  Tubbo wants to hurt something, but his ideal target is currently fucking MIA.  “Does that sound like nerves?!  Or does that sound like someone who doesn’t– who can’t–” Tubbo takes a shaky breath.  He needs to stop shouting before Tommy hears him.   “H-He always expects doors to be locked, okay?  And that’s–”  Tubbo’s voice is shaking from more than anger now.  “That’s not better, Big Q.”

Quackity seems to come to some decision, nodding resolutely.  “You don’t have to help me with L’Manberg stuff anymore, Tubbo.  I’ve got it.  Sapnap is still working his ass off trying to find Dream.  You should be here, with him.  I know you want to be.  The rest of us… we’ll cope without you, okay?”

Tubbo scoffs.  “Huh.  I’m glad you think I can help him, Big Q.  But I dunno how Tommy is going to get better when the very man he’s having nightmares about is still out there.”

“We’ll get him,” Quackity sounds utterly sure.  “However long it takes, we’re hunting that man down and we’re tearing him apart.”

“Well, don’t be too hasty, Tommy wants him back alive,” Tubbo shivers.  “For Wilbur’s sake.”  He glances in the direction of the bunker.  “The nightmares are still bad.  I’m not as worried about him freaking out and getting himself hurt, but it’s not gone away.  I know he still has them.  I hear him getting up and going to the bunker.”

“Yeah,” Quackity follows his gaze, unable to hide his disgust.  “It’s fucking weird how much he visits that body.  We should’ve buried it.”

Tubbo, for all his own irritation, gets defensive.  “It’s not like he’s hugging it.  He’s just checking to make sure it’s there.  It comforts him.  What were we supposed to do, just say no?  ‘Sorry, Tommy, you’ll just have to trust that he’s still there every time you have a nightmare’?  He’d probably end up running halfway across the server in the middle of the night, alone, and that’s not an option.  Nah, what’s really weird is Wilbur being the one who protected him apparently.  Where did that come from?  Tommy was learning to live without him before all this bullshit happened, after how he screwed us over, we all were…”

Quackity seems to find this part more reasonable than the corpse in the walls.  “Hey, they were foxhole buddies.  You remember what that was like, back in Manberg.  We had to put up with the same shit, some of the same shit, anyway,” Quackity pauses for a moment.  He fleetingly has the thought he should ask Tommy about Schlatt.  If he’d seen Wilbur, then… No.  Not something worth pursuing.  He refuses to let it be.  “And I fucked up then, too.  But I mean, look at us now.  I was an asshole, and now I’m your Vice President!” Quackity grins, nudging him teasingly.

“Not my VP anymore, Quackity,” Tubbo smiles cheekily.  “You were a bit of an asshole.”

“Hey!  I got better!” Quackity pretends to pout.  The moment calms.  “But, yeah, you heard him.  If Wilbur was all he had to hold onto… It makes sense.  Him wanting him back.”

Tubbo hums a noncommittal reply.  Wilbur just feels like one more thing Tubbo needs to protect Tommy from.

~

“Wake up.”

There’s a white mask above him.  Tommy can’t move.  It’s the familiar pain of being paralyzed.

“It’s time to come home, Tommy.  You’ve had your fun.  Now it’s time for you to come back,” Dream ruffles his hair and there’s nothing Tommy can do to stop him.

“No– No, fuck you!  S-Stay away from me!”  Tommy cannot move, but he can scream.

No one comes.  Not Tubbo, not Ranboo, not anyone.  He doesn’t know where he is.  It’s dark.  It’s not Limbo, though, because Dream is here.

Dream shakes his head, tutting him.  “Would you look at that.  You’ve been away for, what, a few weeks and already you’ve lost your manners!  I worked so hard to teach you those.  I can teach you again, you know.”

Tommy is sitting up.  He can’t remember moving.  Dream crouches down so they’re eye to eye, or eye to mask, rather.

“I have someone who’s gonna help me with that, you know.  Someone I think you really miss,” Dream’s voice rings with mocking pity.

“I’m gonna kill you– I’ll f-fucking kill you again, you bitch, don’t fucking touch him–” Tommy knows he sounds terrified.

“Tommy, please!  Tommy– make him stop!  P-Please do whatever he says just make him stop!” Wilbur is screaming, screaming like he’s close by.  Tommy can’t see him.

“Wil?!  Wil– if you can hear me–”

“Tommy, it hurts!  Please, Tommy!  Don’t leave me alone with him!” Wilbur is crying.  Tommy always gets scared when his brother cries.

(This is wrong.  It’s all wrong. Wilbur would never tell Tommy to give himself up.)

“Hear that, Tommy?” Dream whispers too close.  “He wants you to come home too.  You miss him, don’t you?”

(This is a nightmare.  This isn’t real.  So why does it still hurt?)

“Oh, I see.  You don’t care,” Dream continues, scolding and cruel.  “You should tell that to his face, you know.  You should tell him you don’t care.”

Tommy wants to scream, but he can’t make a sound as his brother’s bloody face is dragged from the darkness.  Wilbur is coughing up blood, it’s dripping from his eyes, so much blood pouring out from inside of him, a flood, the blood fresh and hot and its metallic scent far too real.  He’s reaching towards him, desperate, clawing hands, and then Wilbur is on the ground.  He cannot remain standing as blood pours from his ears, from his mouth, from his eyes, beading up from his very pores until he is nothing but red.  Tommy still cannot move.  Even as Wilbur writhes on the ground like a man possessed, and despite the blood in his mouth, Tommy can still hear him screaming–

Tommy doesn’t scream when he wakes up.  Instead he feels like he’s choking.  He’s tangled in the blankets, struggling to get free.

Finally he hits the cold wooden floor, gasping for breath, finally getting his bearings on reality.

He is in Tubbo’s home.  He’s safe.  Safe-ish.

That one was bad.  Not the worst, but as far as nightmares go, far from easy.  Ponk has offered potions to help Tommy sleep.  He hasn’t accepted them.  He’s scared he won’t be able to wake up when he needs to.  It doesn’t make his nightmares any more bearable.

It takes a few more minutes for Tommy’s racing heart to slow.  He stands, looking towards Tubbo’s bed on the other side of the room.  He hasn’t stirred.  Good.  Tommy treads carefully, an act he is well practiced in, and puts on his boots.  He grabs the cane from beside the wall, and after a moment of hesitation, he grabs a book he keeps tucked carefully under his mattress.

The cold air clears his head, and despite having a destination in mind, he stops to just look up.  He still hasn’t gotten used to seeing the stars again.  He could keep watching them.  Just to be sure they were going to stay there.

No, he won’t be able to rest until he sees this through.

Tommy goes to the bunker under the hill.  His left hand has his cane, which he leans more heavily on going down the steps.  The bunker has two floors, Tommy can see into the lower one through the gaps in the floor.  He looks down just to be sure he’s alone.  Wilbur is to the right, laid gently in a gap cut into the wall just for him, a sheet of glass keeping him from the rest of the room and rot.  He looks like he could be sleeping now.  He's covered by the same L'Manberg flag they had buried Tommy with.  Except for his face.  Tommy had needed to be able to see his face.

Tommy stares at him for a moment, right hand pressed to the already smudged glass.  “Hey, Wil,” he says it softly, a familiar greeting.  He sighs.  “You’re still here…”

He wishes that relief were enough.  It’s not.  Tommy doubts he’ll be able to sleep again tonight.  Tommy slowly leans against the wall beside Wilbur’s tomb, sliding to the ground.  He reaches for his book.  It’s the one with blood on its pages.

Tommy opens it.  He feels sick; not for the gore and violence lovingly described on its pages– although, that kind of horror is no stranger to him– but by just a few lines, a simple side note without flourish or fanaticism, not of any particular note to someone else, but to Tommy they’re so cruel it almost hurts.

“I’ve gotten distracted.  I started running out of copies.  Had to leave Tommy in lockup for a while to make more.  It’s stupid.  He got to rest while I did the dirty work.  Maybe I’ll teach him.  Enough that he can do most of it.  Not like he’ll ever have the opportunity to use it.”

Maybe I’ll teach him.

Maybe I’ll teach him.

Maybe I’ll teach him.

Tommy had never imagined there would be a moment where he regretted the timing of his rescue.  And yet, here he is.  He can’t help but think: how much longer he would he have had to suffer?  How much longer would he have had to put off rescue?  How many days, how many deaths, how much pain, had been between Tommy and learning how to save his brother?

[plusultrachaos]

Ok ok saw your pinned post and yay we have the same ships from what I can see but also I really wanna hear how you think Erasermic accidentally finding out about Shinso (I hc him as their son) dating Denki. Hc or drabble I guess whatever you want I just wanna hear your thoughts on it 😊

hc it is

so starting off

at first, shinsou was not wanting kaminari to meet his dads. its not because hes embarrassed by them or wants to keep kami a secret from them.

its bc aizawa has a tendency to overdo the shovel talk (shinsou walked in on it once when it was just a friend.) meaning that he threatens them with prison and potentially death if they so much as touch shinsou. (the friend wasnt a friend after that. aizawa was happy.)

yamada... yamada is a Dad™️ and hes not even funny about it. he just kind of sees an opportunity for a pun and will literally just go nuts. its terrible

he loves his dads for these... unique attributes, but he knows his boyfriend and he knows that kami will go absolutely bonkers about it.

shin hasnt told kami anything about his dads, just tjat he has them.

kami is patient about meeting shins mysterious dads, but when shin is finally like "get dressed nocely" he does what is expected and goes nuts.

at furst that is.

i hc kami as perpetually anxiety ridden. along with adhd, so hes like conscientious about the things that he is doing, but hes also like gotta zoom. and so like hes excited and zoom about meeting, but by the time that wears off, he is panicking.

he calls The Squad™️ in for help and together they get a nice but casual look on kami and send him kn his way.

(some how baku knows about shins dads being who they are (probbaly bc hes not fucking blind and can see shit) and so he leaves kamis room with a harsh "hes screwed")

shin meets kami in the lounge of the dorms and when they start to leave, kami is just Stream Of Consciousness™️ literally just spouting off anything and everything in his mind out of pure anxiety.

shin stops in front of the teachers dorms and kami is top tier confused. he doesnt know why theyd be there and just like stares at his boyfriend for a few seconds before it like finally clicks and its just like

"OH OH SHIT IM FUCKING SCREWED IM DEAD. AIZAWA IS GOING TO KILL ME. IM ABSOLUTELY DEAD."

shinsou has to like hold him back from running out bc his dads are waitinf and its taken them long enough.

(side note:i hc them to like have a really sweet calming technique for when kami is like super overwhelmed and like panicked. shinsou just like cups kamis face in his hands and puts their faces close and just breaths with kami. its not instant, but it does the job.)

he does that and kaminari is just like calm but still amped up and he runs a hand through his hair and its instant static. poof. and it like defuses any worries either of them were having and they are laughing.

they take each others hands and walk in and get to the yamada-aizawa labeled door and wait.

aizawa opens the door, looks st them and shuts it again.

shinsous just like "dad."

the door opens and this time its yamada.

"pop, tell dad to stop. if he threatens denks, im leaving."

yamada just laughs and lets them in with a "good luck with that, child."

kaminari is very nervous. he stares at the pro heroes until suddenly yamada makes a pun out of nowhere and hes laughing.

hes instantly yamadas favorite little listener.

"now why cant i get you to laugh at my jokes like that."

"theyre not funny zashi." -aizawa

shinsou eventually excuses himself for the bathroom and on his way back to the table he slows down to hear his dad giving kami the shovel talk.

he doesnt go out to kamis rescue because he hears in response.

"i understand your concern, Aizawa-sensei. you have nothing to worry about though. i really really really like your son and if i do anything to hurt Hitoshi, i will be turning myself in and i dont think i will trust myself."

shinsou melts and goes out there. he knows that kami wasnt intimidated away and that makes him like him even more.

(after shinkami leave, yamada turns to aizawa and goes "we liked him?" "absolutely despised him" [in the most lovingly sarcastic way possible] yamada starts planning the wedding.)

[darkelite020]

Bad Batch thoughts & predictions Ep 7

Continuing these written reactions/predictions somewhere cause itd be fun I think to see what actually ends up happening and remembering what I thought at the time so im dumping it here, youre welcome. (Feel free to discuss if you want) if you want to keep up with it im gonna be tagging these as #jay rambles about bb

- Ruby? Did I forget? Who/what is Ruby? -- Oh ok. Interesting bounty I suppose. - Wrecker and Omega have a completing mission tradition? That is SO cute. - Hooded person is here >>  -- I’m still holding out on my rex or ahsoka predicition because I think it would make sense for the sisters to call them since theyre friends with ahsoka and obviously she knows about clones and Rex is/was with her last we saw him... but the hooded persons eyes definitely aren’t ahsokas so I think it’s rex and if it is Im gonna be so happy - “Thats not her ugly side?” FFF Tech you bastard I love you - I SEE THE WHITE AND BLUE ARMORED ARM IM GONNA SCREAM - I’M SCREAMING -- REX I MISSED YOU SO MUCH I’M SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU AGAIN AHHHHH --- I KIND OF POKED FUN AT MYSELF THIS WEEK REBLOGGING A MEME OF A GRANDMA SAYING ‘REX WILL BE IN THE NEXT EPISODE’ AND SOME YOUNGER PERSON EXCORTING THEM AND SAYING SOMETHING LIKE ‘OK GRANDMA LETS GET YOU INSIDE’ OR SOME SHIT BUT **VIOLENTLY POINTING AT THE SCREEN** MY LOVE IS HERE - Cid shut the fuck up he is a KING how dare you - Oh no. Oh god. “thats a long story.” Is he going to talk to him about his pov with 66 and about the ship and Jesse AND FIVES OH FUCK -- So it skipped to Rex talking about the end of the war but we didn’t hear really the story itself, and I really hope thats not all we get when it comes to him talking about the people he and at least echo knew. Like if he talked about Fives learning about the chips and not being listened to and that resulted in 66 because of the chips where activated and made them betray the jedi but we get no reaction from Echo I’m going to be pretty disappointed honestly. Like I get the bad batch not really knowing the squad so they have excuses but Echo did, and I really hope they don’t do the thing “Oh well Echo was caught by droids so now he doesn’t care about them anymore” because... that sucks. Like honestly Echo wasn’t even super crazy about seeing Rex either tbh (I get that Echo feels like he doesn’t fit in with regs and thats all fine and dandy) but it kinda feels like he doesn’t give a shit about what he’s gone through with other people. ---Rambling and getting off topic now because I have some shit between Echo and Fives: but if thats the case like we all know it fucked up Fives when he thought Echo was dead so if Echo isn’t the same way about Fives I guess thats just like... depressing and it sucks because everyone sees them as “that duo”. Again we really don’t know what Rex said exactly so its possible it didnt get brought up but if it did...  - Wrecker picking up Rex is so cute but you can see the fucking worry in Rex’s eyes for being picked up by him cause Wrecker would throw him and agjsdb I love it. - Omega straight up being like “youre old” while looking at Rex’s face PFFT no filter kid. - REX KNOWS ABOUT WRECKER -- Good I’m very happy Rex is calling them out on this inhibitor chip shit. ‘Oh crosshair was just an exception’ should definitely not be an excuse. - Oh alright so the glimpse in the trailer was a junkyard and not the same thing. Same kind of ship but not where the graveyard is. Honestly thats kind of a relief. - OH SHIT I WAS TALKING ABOUT FIVES NOW THEY ARE BRINGING HIM UP IM GONNA CRY ABOUT FIVES ALL OVER AGAIN -- wait.... now I don’t know if they know or not about him. - The scenery in this show is really pretty im just gonna go ahead and give some appreciation. - Oh no Wrecker! Pull up the rope!!!!!! He can climb but you can also pull him!!!! -- Thank god. - Omega talking about if something goes wrong? It’s not like theyre all gonna die at the same exact time.... like theyre only gonna do the surgery one at a time so... Omega what are you imagining sis? Like if one person turns? It’s still kind of unlikely that they could defeat the other very talented people in the room. - OH SHIT TECH YELL FOR HELP - HEY THIS HURTS MY FEELINGS DAVE HEY HEY -- LIKE YEAH THEY CANT POSSIBLY KILL THEM ALL CAUSE THE SHOW NEEDS TO GO ON BUT HEY --- Lowkey predicting they could all turn by the end of the show season cause like if they dont beat wrecker and cant use the medical bay then they are fucked. Also especially think this is gonna happen because one of the directors literally said the second half of season 1 is gonna get emotional and holy shit can you imagine. ---- WHAT IF THEY DO AND ITS JUST OMEGA AND REX TEAMING UP TO SAVE THEM HOLY SHIT AND ITD GIVE EVEN MORE OF A MEANING TO THE WORDS “THE BAD BATCH” - Holy shit this fight Wrecker grabbed ECHO BY HIS FUCKING FACE - Ok I was seriously wondering about Omega’s concerns but now HOLY SHIT CAUSE THATS ALL I CAN SAY LIKE THEYRE NOT DEAD BUT OH MY GOD I DIDN’T THINK ITD GO DOWN LIKE THIS - THANK YOU REX OUR HERO - I know we’re all having a moment after Wrecker but can you guys like team up to move him off the table and get your own done like even if its a bit risky cause we don’t need a repeat of what just happened like yeah theres not enough time in the episode for it but still - The *immediate* little head pat “Hey kid” ;-;

- Ok I’m glad theyre getting them out - THE GENTLE REASSURING TOUCHES IN THIS EPISODE *deep breath* ARE GIVING ME SERATONIN  - Wreckers apology ;-; THIS IS SO FUCKING SAD AND CUTE - Rex is leaving already? :( Be safe you funky little space soldier. - Not really surprised the empire is gonna know they were there cause it was only a matter of time but if theyre smart theyd get off planet and back to Cid before the empire gets there to see whats up.  -- Im sure they’ll realize they removed their chips though, I wonder if crosshair will show up (he probably will) but if he does rather its gonna be a fight there between the empire and bb maybe the bb can win and save crosshair or they have to retreat and something else goes on idk. - Would love if Crosshair was saved because he really got the short end of the stick and is being called “the bad batch” but like he’s not even really there with them for the show so far... also you can tell subtly that he doesn’t like being alone which is fucking sad :tm: because all his friends are gone and it hurts even more now because wrecker was talking about how he didn’t want to do things and he was trying not to hurt them and stuff in his apology and you know damn well Crosshair is the same way about his friends he’s probably just a lot less expressive about it.  -- Honestly even bad batch aside can you imagine how terrible all of the clones feel like all the regs over all knowing theyre the downfall of the jedi and thinking that they were trying to resist it too. Like they know whats happening and deep inside theyre themselves but they cant do shit about it. That fucking hurts me.  This is a longer post but this episode was a roller coaster for my emotions.

[heyjude19-writing]

Im the list anon again and boy do I have more for you but this time I also have some questions as well if your time allows and you are willing to answer of course. First with the other things I loved:

1) the fact that Ron warmed up to Draco so quickly! I genuinely think thats so much in character. Ron is not a distrustful person and as a middle child as they come is very easygoing and would for sure make stupid jokes at Draco

2) The patronus. My god the Patronus. I seriously put the phone down and made a small slow clap during that chapter. At first I was like hmmmm *insert unsure kombucha girl face* because almost all fanfics have him with a dragon patronus and leave it at that (and lets be honest at this point my expectations of you were quite high dont blame me blame your bloody brilliant writing) but then, and I dont know if you did this on purpose or not (I have a feeling you did) but the fact that the dragon was the same (pale white) wounded but still feral dragon that Hermione FREEED (!) from a bank (£££) dungeon, malnourished and used for its nature, surrounded by darkness, wealth and misery!! And it was Hermione who broke its chains!!!!! Is just *chefs fucking kiss* slow clap*

3) the way you describe sex scenes are so natural! Ive never read a fanfic or book that doesnt make me gag a little bit (I am not a fan of smut at all but ill go with it because of a good story) until I read yours. Its so simple but yet intricate and you make the entire act so intriguing and normal and intimate. Bravo.

4) I LOVE SASHA. I love that Theo fell for her head over heels and the way you portrayd her reminded me of a friend of mine who works as a sous-chef in London so I always pictured her when reading it!

5) Dracos inner voice is ON POINT. Like I genuinely think you shoud own the rights to that character now.

6) Ill say it again. I love Ginny. You should also own the rights to her character too.

7) my interest for Quiddich (even when reading the books/wathcing the movies) was on par, if not lower than Hermiones. You managed to get me interested in that too so yes another slow clap to you

7.1) Also such a clever career for Draco!! Made si much sense!

Now to some questions

A) What was the deal with Malfoy referring to Ginny as Weasly and refusing to aknowledge her Potter surname. And why did everyone kept correcting him? It was hilarious granted but I wanted to know whether the reason you included this time and time again had to do wih something deeper? Or was this included as just a funny recurring joke?

B) Why did you choose for Draco to have a “fantasy” to produce a patronus and not for example for him to have had to do that after theyd exchanged “i love yous”. Very interesting angle and i liked that it was sort of a loophole to all the ‘death eaters cant have patronuses’ but quite curious on the thought process

C) Why did you opt for Draco to remove his mark? Do you think that stands as reward for him more or for Hermione? Very smart solution by the way

D) if you have the time- Could you please elaborate a tad more on what the soul-bonding means? Why was it so taboo? At furst hand it seems like a very romantic/amazing thing to do with your partner right?

Lastly- Do you ever itch to make a second part to this? And in the most acceptable case that you dont, I always wondered what you had in mind for them in the future- because of the soul bonding thing, you mentioned that the generational curses will be erased, which means I guess that the Malfoys can have more than one child now, and girls as well. (I cannot believe im asking for this as I am the one to avoid any pregnancy fanfics but) do you imagine them with children and if yes, how many? How do they integrate muggle devices(I know youd agree wit me that Hermione would definitively bring some muggle stuff over!) and which devices would Draco really secretly like?

Pleasewriteasecondpartwhereyouelaborateyourthoughtsonthisthankyou.

Ok rant done. :D

List anon! You’re back with another amazing ask. I’ll do my best!

1.) I like to think Ron matured a lot post-war (not enough to stop making terrible jokes, though.)

2.) Regarding your beautiful analysis of my specific dragon breed for Draco’s patronus: How many points would you like for your Hogwarts house of choice? I will add that according to Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them, the Ironbelly’s scales are normally a metallic grey. I will also add that I subscribe more to book canon than movie canon. In the book version of events of the Gringotts escape, Harry breaks the chains and Hermione (with eventual help once the boys catch on) destroys the ceiling so it can have a way out. The partially blind dragon does the rest of the work on its own.

3.) Thank you, that’s very flattering.

4.) Does your friend also get you into fancy restaurants and can they make salted caramel bread pudding???

5.) Thank you, it was one of my favorite aspects of writing this story.

6.) Thank you, she’s so fun to write and flesh out from her book portrayal.

7.) Haha, I felt so validated by that line of dialogue in Cursed Child when Draco tells Harry he wanted to play quidditch professionally, but wasn’t good enough.

Now to some answers:

A.) It’s definitely a recurring joke. It’s up to the reader to interpret Draco’s actions here: is he doing it to be a massive troll? Or is he genuinely not retaining the information of her married name because he considers this fact so unimportant that he does not bother to keep it in his brain? Troll, snob, or both, you can decide!

B.) I’ll address the second part of this first, because it was not intended as a loophole. I 1000% do not understand the “death eaters can’t have patronuses” thing. It makes absolutely no sense. Snape has a Patronus. But beyond that… Umbridge has a Patronus (a cat). If we’re letting that woman have a Patronus, then yeah, I think Draco can cast one. As for the vision that Draco used to conjure it… up to you whether that’s a fantasy or a glimpse of a certain ritual actually working. Draco’s thoughts on the matter: “An image of such striking tangibility that he might have already lived it, or perhaps experienced time in such a way that he lived it now.”

C.) I wanted Draco to have a choice, obviously a recurring theme for him in RN. For my characterization of him, that symbol on his arm causes him nothing but shame and self-loathing (see the end of chapter 36 during his heart-to-heart with Hermione). He’d already exercised almost every known avenue to rid himself of it before Hermione entered his life (he lists these in chapter 44). Hermione already loved him (and has told him so) by the time she’s figured out how to remove it: “I love the man you are today and I will love that man tomorrow, bare forearm or not. I simply wanted you, for once, to have the choice. It’s your body.”

D.) Ooh anon, you are tempting me here. I really hate to be coy, but you might see some future writing on this very topic.

I can at least answer the taboo part: I think soul magic in general (horcruxes, the use of unicorn blood) is quite taboo in the HP universe. As no one knows what happens after death (not even ghosts, Nearly Headless Nick says as much when Harry asks him point-blank in OoTP) I think most magical folk would think the intense ritual (blending magical cores) an unnecessary thing anyway. As Draco explains in chapter 48, since no one actually knows the effects or if it works, it’s considered a bit over-the-top since it’s probably futile anyway. It is also not a Vow with a death component; Narcissa is obviously alive in this story even though Lucius is already dead. I wrote the generational curse protection theory in as a dig at Cursed Child for the way they handled Astoria’s character.

The idea of it I think is romantic, but I will stress it is very dependent upon the intent of the two participants. To quote Draco in chapter 48 again: “To twine one’s soul to another showed a willingness to not only physically tether one’s self during your time here on earth, but to commit to a blending of your magical cores, putting faith in your magic to recognize its bonded counterpart in another life. Should other lives even exist.”

If you re-read Draco’s experience during the bonding ceremony in chapter 51 (starting from this bit: “The cognizance of his own powers never felt sharper, more familiar, but suddenly another power pulsed within to join with his.”) you might find it bears a resemblance to the trajectory of their relationship.

Lastly- I’ve left Draco and Hermione to their wedded bliss. I’ve got nothing planned for them beyond where they are in the final lines of chapter 51. I don’t have that itch to write more into their future because it would feel forced. Draco laid out his two envisioned futures with Hermione in chapter 48 when they discuss having or not having children. They are happy and content in the life they chose together. That’s all I ever wanted for them.

You will see more from this story though. I have an entire series of one-shots and outtakes from the published Remain Nameless timeline that I’ll start posting soon.

Thank you so much list anon! These were fun to answer!

[cryptidprimalslayer]

eh i just wanted to write abit about Ney’s Coerthas doings. 

Being a floater is fucking great. i do what i want and go where i please. only obligation is to myself. i usually stay in Dravania cause it’s better then the snow sometimes. but i still need the frigid touch to soothe the fire in me. i set out for tailfeather to get some cloth i need for cleaning my rapier, i had to take it off my arm so i’m one armed. i’ll just have to use my claymore for if I’m attacked. i get to the settlement and find out there’s no cloth i use only this really coarse kind that will surely scratch up my blade, and it’s super expensive as well. i look made of gil to you? fine i guess i’ll have to cross into Coerthas after all, i aint dealing with the Gnath. Let’s hope there’s no overzealous Temple Knight looking to take down a heretic. Honestly can i not help a dragon without being marked for death? this is complete bullshit. They are like family to me, and you always protect family. i had to come all the way to Falcon’s Nest to see if i could get some damn cloth. i was only waylaid by a few Knights but a horde of Her heretics, that woman needs to stop honestly. i don’t give two shits about that damn city i only care about living in this tundra. i was going about my business with a merchant when i was approached and talked to by a Knight. well this can’t be good.

it wasn’t good. i’m actually surprised you didn’t kill me where i stood. i’m being extradited to Ishgard for some trial shit. i managed to shake my captors in central Coerthas then went off to Providence Point to think of how to get back to Dravania. i took a seat on the cliff overlooking that city and leaned against one of the weird rock formations. i’ll need to lay low for awhile, possibly indefinitely, while they are sure to sniff around the Western lands. idly throwing rocks while strategizing i came across an unusual stick with leaves on it. it looks really unassuming and i almost chucked it like the rest of the rocks. Something gave me pause though, i swear i’ve seen this design somewhere before. but where? i pocketed it and reached over my shoulder for the hilt when i heard footsteps approaching. of course someone can see me around these rocks, my ears are like a mile high. when the footsteps got closer i realized the sounded light, this isn’t an adult behind me. a stretch of silence later i emerged from behind the rocks to see an Elezen child staring back up at me. she looked super young and also a bit frightened so i knelt to get eye to eye. “Hey little girl what are you doing up here.” no response, she must be shy. An idea struck me so i pulled out the odd stick. She recognized it and looked relieved to see it. “I take it this is yours then? May i ask what it is?” i hand it over and again got no response. “Where are your parents?” why do i keep asking questions when i know she won’t answer them? i kept fruitlessly asking her things until two sets of footsteps approached. Instinctively shoving the girl behind me i raised to my feet and waited for them to arrive. it was two men, an Au Ra and a Hyur, and by the looks of it are both Dark Knights. Does Ishgard employ this trade? They were both looking down at the girl by my legs so i glanced at her as well. “Do you know these men?”

“Yes so give her back.” i shot a glare at them since i didn’t see who spoke and pushed the child further behind me. 

“I don’t remember asking you a goddamn thing!” they didn’t appreciate me holding the child from them but until i am convinced she is safe with them, she aint going nowhere. the girl tugged on my pants so i looked down and she nodded at me that she did know these two. “Are you absolutely positive?” they didnt like coach her into staying with them? is she safe? She again nods so i pushed her forward and watched her run for the Auri. even though i was abrasive towards them the Hyur still thanked me for holding her so i bowed in response. i didn’t see any reason to try to make further conversation so i returned to sitting on the cliff and planning. i think i heard them leave but i didn’t check cause my involvement was done. 

wasn’t the last time i’d be seeing them though. i bumped into them several more times evading the Knights after my heretic ass. the child even saved me a time or two with that odd stick. so it’s a conjury weapon, gotcha. i can do a bit of healing as a red mage but it’s not as potent as white magic. after that i didn’t see them for awhile so i prayed Oschon would keep them safe on their travels. i still needed to get back to Dravania to lie low. 

i couldn’t run forever i knew that but i didnt dream theyd be specifically looking for heretics tryna cross into the Shroud. it’s out of your jurisdiction isn’t this up to the Shroud officials for if you can clap me in irons? this time the extradition was thorough and i was hauled to Ishgard.  what kind of trial am i to be put on? just because i saved a dragon and killed some of your men that were deaf to reason doesn’t mean i’m plotting your downfall. and i told them that. my shouting attracted a few ears and some looks, then i heard someone call out and antagonize the Knights holding me. i recognize that voice. that’s the Dark Knight with that little girl. why are you fighting them when it’s pretty obvious they throw death sentences to anyone who so much as breathes wrong. this is tyranny. Straight tyranny. they carted us off to some building and it appeared like this might be an actual court session. now why would you do this when i already said the aforementioned deaf to reason? i’m sorry what...... you said a trial by combat? sounds barbaric to me. we were called heretics so nothing new, then when told to step forward and claim our right to this combat i learned the man’s name was Fray. interesting name but i cant judge when mine sounds weird as well. whoa hey hang on now we weren’t accused by no men in white why are they stepping up to fight us? i looked over at this Fray but helmets suck for reading emotions. why did i expect them to play fairly? Where’s the Knights that hauled me here? lemme fight them. he drew his giant sword and stood ready so i sighed inwardly and got myself into stance as well. after this i never wanna see this fucking city again. 

i haven’t felt that close to death since childhood. it was very uncomfortable. they sent us out and i didn’t need a formal invitation to hightail it the fuck out. i cleared the so called Gates of Judgement, friendly name, and only then did i have to take a knee. gods above my body is heavy as shit suddenly. i held my side and my hand came away bloody. oh well that explains a few things. 

Fray

i was making my way back to our little camp when i came across that Viera, Ney, using his claymore as a walking stick trailing blood. quickly catching up to the hobbling man i sat him down to patch that up. “Now what in Fury’s name made you think to just keep walking instead of healing yourself? do you want a pack of wolves on you?” he grumbled at me to shut up and watched me tend to him. “Guess i owe you another one. i would’ve died if not for you at my back. where you headed? least i could do is make sure you get back home without these wounds reopening.” 

“Dravania.” You live in the dragon’s land? no wonder they think he’s a heretic. “I live wherever i wanna live for your information.” he’s a rather snappy man. there’s no doubt in my mind this impale wound was meant for me. even the angle it was spells fatal but somehow he’s still alive. escorting this man home truly is the least i can do. I should be dead. i don’t know why that’s weighing so heavily. “I’m feeling it too Fray....... a dance with death isn’t to be brushed off so easily.” He stood and puts his sword away. “and you don’t owe me shit. i took this wound so you could see that little girl grow up. no one should have to raise themselves.” Speaking from experience are we? it was silent as we made our way across the highlands and into Dravania. i dropped him at a place called Tailfeather with him insisting he could make the rest of the way, so i turned and went on my way. What a character, i wish him well. 

[jackedspicer]

my worst mistake ever was giving shnitzel a crush on rhubarb because once i started shipping them i was toast

under the readmore are silly tidbits and scenarios taken straight from some of my instagram stories. it’s a bit of fun

“canon” stuff

September 27:

“lordy there are some bits and pieces about rhu and shnitzel i havent talked about yet...

for one thing. i draw them together a disproportionate amount bc in my brain they dont have THAT much screentime. itd be a sorta thing where rhubarb is in whichever episode for reasons and if shnitzel happens to be in the same room then we see the gag where he gets all stiff and DUMB [id previously talked about how he had a crush on her so bad that he locks up and gets real stupid. think of mr gar from ok ko. it’s like That.]

except there’s one episode where it’s brought to the table called Shnitzel’s Crush or some corny shit and it’s 11 minutes of the other characters mercilessly embarrassing him

also he literally never says a word about it to her. the whole time. hes silent. he just likes to give her a hand and help her with errands here and there. like carrying the heavy stuff for her stand n whatnot. she thinks hes this big sweet fella so she gives him presents sometimes

and we know hes supposed to be this big stoic guy but we already know hes a SOFTIE so you can obviously see him being secretly sweet on this nice mom lady”

November 16

“i keep thinking about a Funny Moment where mung calls rhubarb over to the catering company because shes ‘just GOT to see something’

the camera is on shnitzel who is just mopping when the door swings open and the bell rings

rhubarb walks past and says hi to him real quick and a couple beats after shes gone he just

shatters like glass

and then it just cuts to whats happening”

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“i feel like i need to go into detail about the glass shattering

he maintains a straight face the whole time.. completely unremarkable

and after a few moments, in a fraction of a second his whole personhood CRACKS across with a glass shattering sound effect.. pieces dont fall or anything, it would be as if a window cracked all over because of something loud

his face doesnt even change hes just there all fucked up until the next shot”

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“more than anything i am about gags where he cant function around her... over time they just get more nonsensical and painful.. i already said the shattering one but i also have one where a boulder just drops from under his apron and cracks the ground like he shat himself

the comedy of his suffering is integral to the experience”

October 5

“shnitzel will do all kinds of stupid shit just because rhubarb asked him to. there is literally no limit he just bites his tongue and does it all cause he’s not disappointing her. it’s all harmless stuff but if anybody else asked he’d be like... No

like as for the beach episode thing i posted, she asks him to bring water buckets for their sand castles, and even though part of him just kind of wants to just do the sand castle, he buckles down and brings those damn buckets! and he cant work up the NERVE to sit next to her and build a sand castle anyway so he accepts it. also chowder is there and there are too many things that could go wrong. this is his life”

November 16

“i want you to know tht rhubarb drives shnitzel to work so he doesn’t have to take the bus [this becoming routine would actually be later on but the following bit is what’s in the visible window of canon]

so the first time she gives him a ride is when he agrees to help her carry some heavy stuff for her business

and he goes up to this kind of oldish snail car and shes like ‘ahh sorry about all the bluenanas.. theyre for a bluenana bread i havent baked yet you can just put those in the back seat’ because the car is literally full of bluenanas

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and it’s this really awkward drive because there are bluenanas EVERYWHERE and the stack of things hes holding is blocking his vision and hes almost dead silent all while shes making momversation

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i forgot to mention that was AFTER theyd stopped at her house to get the things

she baked him cinnamini rolls as a thank you but she didnt know he was allergic so he sneezes so hard her roof caves in so they have to call his cousin beef stroganoff [a chowder oc i made ironically] and his son banzo [short for garbanzo] over to fix it [this was a reference to a post on here about a landlord’s son bonzo coming over to fix op’s roof with a blowtorch].. he ends up taking the cinnamini rolls as payment

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well okay it’s not the first sneeze that caves the roof in, first he sneezes and shes like ‘oh no! im so sorry let me get you a tissue!!!’ n when she comes back theres MORE snot so she leaves again and comes back with a BATH TOWEL and THEN he caves the roof in”

November 5

[i was talking about how rhubarb’s dream was to have her own bakery before i led up to this bit]

“and in the scenario that takes place 20 years in the future, theyre married as id said before, except mung daal is telling chowder ‘because you never grew up, shnitzel got fed up and left the catering company!’

and then we see him happily married and co-running a bakery with rhubarb. as if that’s a bad thing

‘you fucked up, chowder. you ruined a perfectly good shnitzel is what you did. look at him. he’s got dignity.”

November 9

[this next bit can be attached to the previous thing i said. it’s an ongoing Thing but it’s only seen when theyre like obviously married onscreen]

whenever rhubarb calls shnitzel by a little cutesy nickname he gets all bashful.. he cant take it bro

this burly 7 foot man gets called ‘pumpkin pie’ and absolutely melts”

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*this was all the stuff i had so far on various stories that take place “onscreen” since i figured i’d get caught up and start posting all the junk i had lying around. i have other tidbits too that take place between the sorta goofy window of canon and the 20-year timeskip, which i might get into on another post. thanks for reading xoxo i love u

[fabulous-fan-fables]

[A Fiddle in Anniera Liveblog, chapters 1-4]

Spoilers for The Wingfeather Saga, A Fiddle in Anniera, link here, and general content warnings for things already present in the story. Also slight mention of MCD (that autocorrected to McDonald’s) and a lot of capslock and misspellings, maybe some swears?? Idk.

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Chapter 1: Nightmare

Oh no i forgot it starts out with Fiddleford all lonely and panicking :< don’t worry it gonna be ok lil hobo

NO FIDDLEFORD U AREN’T A BOTHER!!!! Evreyobe loves u ok you arent a orblem by existingdaf

OMG SLEEPOVER I FORGOT HOW SOFT THIS WAS HJHJHJHHJgdhjfhjshfjhg

Hjhjhjh nest with birb arthatm,,, haha nest haha birbdj

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Chapter 2: Food

Oh noo fiddleford :< ik you were a hobo but they have food and stuff now for you no need to go hunrgysg

Pretty short chapter but i like it a lot nevertheslss also bro i love the fiddle and artham friendship theyre such good buddies and they both helping each other heal :<

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Chapter 3: Clothes

Bro why is fiddle always so sad and frightened :< ppl love u ok youre safe and taken care of now :<

I like the thought of fiddle just wearing one of mabels sweaters like,, over his overalls. Since that sound like something he’d do, you know? Or, OR overalls over the sweater, so its like an undershirt (under sweater)

Nia is mom friend confirmed tho. Well. she is mom. So it makes sense

Bro tall fiddle is canon he just has horrible posture. I hc nia as being super tall (n elegant, like the queen she is) so fiddle being the same height as her with not acting like a rat boy is canon dude

Artham: *knitting socks for his friend*

Aurendelle: my husband is such a dork omg <3

Bro i want more of this artham and aurendelle stuff sign me the he ck up

Anway back to fid man he hes more sweaters but actually soft ones not made out of 3 inch diameter yarn made right off a rams back. Idk i just think mablels sweaters are super uncomfortable. Aethestic, yes, but comfortable, no

HE PUT IT ON OVER HIS OVERALLS I CALLED IT HJHJHJHJKHJHGHgjug

fiddl e literally had christmas early huh good for him

And he just called it christmas bruh what am i doing witha all tehs wacky predicatiosn

Family,,, family hug :> found family is the hecing best omgfg i love this

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Chapter 4: Snuggles

Ok this one im reading for the first time and hjhjhh im excited i liket athat ttiel i want ssdfnugglesessdfs

Aw its a leeli chapter! Leeli reminds me of my lil blonde headed crazy lil sister (leah, incidentally) and so i keep imaging leeli as her. Anyway leeli just being a hugger is great and aww artham still has some trauma to work through :/ but he hgot his friends and family :> he got thsi :>

“Dont worry janner and kal wont jump out and spook you” bro has the bois done that befoer thats so mean omfg-- or it might just be fiddle’s trauma talking and his ornate fear of,,, just general fear and restlesnness i gues

FLOWERCROWN OMFG THATS SO CUTE???? Leelie gave him flowercorwn omgh i may draw that thats aadornale,,, also i like the little janner/sara note lmao theyd be a cute couple.. You knwo, if janner wasnt dead :/ jkjkjk

Leeli and fiddle form the first band of anniera and just jam out. Idk who sings. Arhtam? Yeah. artham. He my comfor t charate. He sings. Or screeches. Still got that bird dna thing hgoijn gon.

Noooo back to the fiddle anhgst i love u buddy ok no ones out to hurt u and ppl care about and appreciate u now :< and him talking about being unworthy of the new stuff they give him,,, no, u worthy!!!! Omfg my heart :<

Fiddle: *has a panic attack*

Fiddle: wow aint i a fool?

Leeli: why would u think that, bro-

LEELI TALKING ABOUT PEET OMFG MY HEART NOOO AUTHRO U CANT DO THSI---

Snuggles :> aka leelie holds him while fiddle cries omfg this is so sad--

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Anyways read wingfeather saga and a fiddle in anniera by @mozart-the-meerkitten they good I swear