#i cant follow the stream

[fragiledate]

i want other people to care about my OCs so bad but im so horrible at following art trends. i just really don't want to . i need to do it after its died down or else i simply cannot

[wil-fae]

twitch streamers tim and jason !! they came to me in a vision today and i just had to draw them

[brittie-frog]

Today was brilliant:

- Bagi giving up her day off to celebrate Em's 100 days

- their outfits - I imagine it's something that drunk Tina asked for in the admin chat about a little special outfit for her

- Bagi flying, the dragon wings and the comments from Tina about it

- the Hatsune Miku statue... crying

- museum!!! So much bagi/breakfast family and Demon Lore!!

- Tina finally getting on, also in a hanbok, and mentioning she hasn't been home and Bagi having a moment of realisation of what she'd left (reminiscent of when she remembered leaving the date ask when she day Tina)

- them lying about Em picking up the string first to make her feel better but she's already smart and also she has chat open so she definitely knows it's the book

- Pepito getting the ritual and Roier (Doied?) Wanting to do it too and instead coaxing Pepi to pick up the money because he only had 3 coins...

- the money shots in front of the atm with warp stones and diamonds - definitely the Pancake Mafia

- the lightning strikes and Tina leaving and Em still holding out on telling her but saying that if she just waits for Tina to talk she'll never - this is a detective she's definitely figured it out like she said

The only thing that could have made it better was if Tina was streaming so we could see the convos she had with Em when Bagi left and the panic on her face when Bagi just went to buy her the warp stone but understandable she was short on time so no real point

[deus-ex-mona]

i miss her…

[puppycatpawprint]

oh my god quackity is gonna change streaming forever i think. like all this for minecraft is fucking amazing but like if that translation tool is used elsewhere i think that dude just revolutionized streaming as a whole

[shiningstarlight101]

(Warning for a small rant)

Pirates smp is ending very soon!

Kinda sad to see it go, especially since I've barely had time to really watch it. I think that's kind of the unfortunate thing about mostly stream smps. If you want the full lore you have to watch tens upon tens of hours :')

I really *want* to like these smps and watch them but it feels sooo overwhelming to me? I really tried to keep up at the start but then I missed a few streams of the people I watched and I was immediately set back by hours

Not to say stream based smps are bad! But it's just hard to follow the lore at some point :')

[penguin--person]

played isat for the first time!!!:) i like it, its nice :]

[swampghouls]

IM GONNA SAY IT. admins need to listen more regarding the egg quests bc why have we been sayin since the beginning basically that the egg quests are unnecessarily complicated and just make it so. frustrating for the ccs and we STILL havent been listened to?????

[wiltking]

since i’ve been enjoying your streams, do you have any streamers to recommend?

hi hi there's a few!

out of the ones i currently watch i've been watching tolomeo for the longest. some might find him too abrasive or edgy but i like the atmosphere, i wouldn't have watched him for so long if i didn't. he plays random weird indie games off itch.io every sunday, and other non mainstream games on other days. he was one of the first people to play/stream f&h, which is how i experienced it. his wife auterbug recently started streaming oblivion and i really enjoyed those too!

ashleyroboto plays a lot of cute games and story games (found out about roots of pacha from her). i like her personality and the artsyness of her stream layout. sometimes her energy is a little too much for me but that's entirely a me problem.

gilticus is that russian trans girl that i mentioned before whose been remodeling an old van. while i don't always like her or her guests' humor it is necessary for me to see other trans russians out and living. and the van progression has been wild. (russian-speaking stream only)

Jadez is an 18+ booby vrchat vtuber. do with that what you will. i usually don't mesh with vtubers but shes funny and trans and i typically have her on in the background, podcast style. :)

i also watch jerma but you probably know him already. that's about it!

[werenotacoupleyesyouare]

IN TWO DAYS????????

[mbat]

it sucks when a youtuber who streams most of the time and then uploads cut down versions of their streams is like 'you couldve seen this whole thing had you actually been there btw. you should watch my streams actually' cause its like. not everyone can or wants to sit through live streams, especially ones that are either really long or theres so many people in the chat that youre basically just watching a video that you cant pause or skip forward or backwards on

like just upload the full vods and if people want to go to the streams they will, your advertising should just be you, you shouldnt need to be like 'you should feel bad or like you missed out because for any reason you missed the stream lol' like ? skill issue

cause the whole reason ive even checked out pretty much any live streamer was because i saw one of their vods and was like 'that seems fun, i would like to see more of these, and try to be there live if i can!' and like its not a 'im gonna miss out on everything if i dont see them live :[' thing yknow

ive mostly been referring to one youtuber this whole time that i used to watch cause i liked their videos but i unsubscribed mainly for this specific reason (because without fail theyd say this stuff in every video and it was beyond irritating) but i just know other people do it

also i know this probably comes out of left field but it also goes hand in hand with the 'only 20% of my viewers are subscribed!' thing (which that youtuber also did) and its like. bitch if i wanted to subscribe i would subscribe. they say 'you can always undo it later!' yeah or i could just not do it at all. shut up. that shit makes me want to subscribe even less. is it meant to be guilt trippy or something? 'look at the people who arent subscribing to me, it makes me sad :( please make my arbitrary number go up pleeassseee :(((('

im not gonna say this stuff feels manipulative because like, this is ultimately pretty unserious and is just annoying at most, but it rubs me the wrong way. like either youre good enough for people to want to see your streams or subscribe to you and you shouldnt need to worry about people not doing those things, or youre insecure despite already having THOUSANDS of people watching you and subscribing to you and your little arbitrary number not going up at breakneck pace is bothering you for some reason

i guess i cant say that people only do this for fun anymore since this, like everything, "has" to be monetized now, and i admit i dont know (or give a fuck) how that all works, but like. come on. just let the results speak for themselves and stop grating on the nerves of anyone watching because you cant just let your videos and streams be enough on their own

[digirainebow]

my anxiety has not been this bad in a minute, i wish i could figure out what was up

[ilonacho]

who would’ve thought the saw movies, which i thought were good as a kid, would be even better as an adult

[lakeraydia]

hey btw i wanna try and draw but i have like the worst art block known to man rn from not drawing at all for like 6 months (lie but you get the idea) does anyone have any requests for like. quick doodle/sketch type drawings i could do to snap myself out of it. i wont go crazy with it but ill draw em

[megacarapa]

theres this childrens song called zeko i potočić (the bunny and the little stream) thats about a stream that freezes over and is covered by snow over the winter and a little bunny that comes to where the stream is supposed to be and keeps looking for it but cant find it anywhere and gets so so so sad, heres an animation of it, anyway the important part is that after winter ends and spring comes the snow melts and the bunny finds his little stream again and all is well and happy. .... or is it ? today i randomly looked up the song again and everywhere i look the song just. ends w the bunny still sad and alone and spring never comes..... what? wheres the rest of it? it seems like. as far as i can tell the song actually does not have that happy ending and never did, even though i was so sure in my mind that it was real. did i.....? as a kid.... did i invent a happy ending? for this in my mind and then just convince myself for years that its actually part of the song? just because i did not want that bunny to be sad? i still dont......

[dykeogenes]

whats the point of leftist praxis if youre just going to be mean and cynical to everyone. literally if your politics aren’t grounded in Being Kind they are worthless to me. personally i dont want subsidized healthcare and fair wages because i read that theyre Correct in a book somewhere. i just think its a dick move to have a world where people cant afford to live. conservatism isnt Mean because it’s Bad, it’s Bad because it’s Mean.