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i haven’t posted art on tumblr since middle school does anyone here like manga enjoltaire
#les miserables#les mis#arai les mis#enjoltaire#ExR#sorry#i cant believe i’m posting this in the year 2022#i have a disease#airisu.art
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yourusername happy birthday to my bestfriend @landonorris been there for me since day one ❤️ i’m proud of everything you do and will always be there for you — y/n
landonorris we were too cute
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yourusername shut up 😽
username3 soulmates.
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yourusername you made it! happy birthday to my best friend in the whole wide world, you truly brighten my day! here's to many more - y/n
(ps. you look so silly)
landonorris i was smiling up until the last part :(
yourusername you love me really mr norris 🙄
username3 next year i���ll beat lando to the likes because DAMN hes fast 💨
username2 nearly a year later and i still believe they are in love
maxfewtrell 🤮🤮🤮🤮
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yourusername happy birthday idiot i love you and i hope you have the best time out! sorry i couldn’t join you 😽
landonorris it’s okay my lovely
yourusername 🫶🏼🫶🏼
username3 he beat me to it again 😞
username1 🗣️ THEY ARE IN LOVE
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yourusername SHUT UP
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yourusername i love you ain’t that the worst thing you ever heard?
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yourusername
And isn't it just so pretty to think
All along there was some
Invisible string
Tying you to me?
landonorris 🧡
maxfewtrell this is cute
username3 FINALLY
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harrystyles My loves❤️
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harryfan6 AND TWINS.
ynfan3 😭😭literally
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yourinstagram MOM😊😊
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harrystyles Gorgeous ❤️
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ynfan3 YOURE SO MOMMY
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harrystyles You’re so perfect baby
harryfan1 i’m crying
ynfan1 he’s so in love with you
ynfan2 😭😭this is so wholesome
harrystyles Woah.
harryfan2 leaving him speechless
harryfan3 YOURE SO PRETTY IM
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harrysupdates FIRST LOOK AT HARRY’S OUTFIT FOR LA NIGHT 4! VIA TWITTER
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harryfan1 dilf forreal
harryfan2 HES SO A DILF
harryfan3 HES SO SHIRTLESS WE WON WE WON
harryfan4 THE NIPS ARE OUT
harryfan5 our threats to lambert worked!🤭
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harrysupdates HARRY SMILING AND POINTING TO Y/N AND THE TWINS TONIGHT!!😭😭😭
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ynfan1 MY HEARTT
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harryfan3 THE FACT THIS IS HAPPENING RN
ynfan2 the boys witnessing their father make history
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harryfan5 ima cry stop
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ynupdates Y/n was seen out at Harry’s show last night!
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ynfan1 she looks so young!!! ugh love her such a milf
ynfan2 HER SKIN 🤭🤭 SO CLEAR
ynfan3 she needa drop the skincare routine
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harryfan2 she experienced an amazing show
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yourinstagram Yummy
ynfan1 BRO😭
harryfan1 you’re so real for this yn
harryfan2 yummy indeed
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ynfan2 so so fine
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ynfan3 😭😭😭
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harrystyles 😅❤️
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harrystyles Always doing the impossible, i love you gorgeous
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harrysupdates SOME DIFFERENT VIEWS OF HARRY BEING CUTE AND ADORABLE TONIGHT!!! VIA TWITTER
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harryfan1 she’s been spotted by a fan on twitter
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harryfan5 hard to believe he really has kids of his own
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harryfan3 last night was so good
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🫵weekly wednesday tag 🫵
omg I (simple old me?) have been bestowed upon the honour of coming up with these questions??? i would like to thank the academy for this most sacred honour 😋
1. if you could switch bodies with anybody for only one hour who would it be and what would you do? I think I gotta say taylor swift OBVI. first off im gonna dropping ME! acoustic version. Then I’m gonna hope lover deluxe is already recorded, drop that. If not i will make sure to text Jack and tell him that we need to record it so that i get it either way 😼. Then I would find out the definite truth of what happened between her and Karlie Kloss. I’d wire myself (as in me- me) a few million dollars, pet the cats and then post something really random on her instagram story. Literally want to make the public go absolutely bananas trying to figure out why taylor posted a random twitter meme. I have a lot of faith to believe this could all happen in an hour but I would try. SO hard.
2. whats your most trivial / dumbest hot take?I don’t think we should still be discovering animals. like what do you mean in the year of our lord 2023 we are STILL finding animals?? no they should all be discovered and if they havent been then i think they should stay undiscovered.
3. if you had to teach a college course what would it be in? I feel like we’re all expecting me to say something Taylor related but honestly I could teach a masterclass on the psychology of Ryan Murphy. I hate that man and i have so much to say about him and his productions
4. season 12 of shameless is suddenly happen and youve been put in charge! what plot point(s) are you gonna make happen? I cant think of anything substantial to actually contribute but i want Carl Gallagher to have a fruity little vape. I also want to see him quit the force and flourish in a new job!
5. who would be your godly parent? (can be any mythology). I’m gonna go with greeks as a Percy Jackson stan. I asked my bsf who is an expert in greek mythology. She said: “you’re a Aphrodite child cuz you’re a hopeless romantic and you appreciate beauty. You’re very particular in how you’re viewed and how everything you produce is viewed (what you write, how your feed looks like, etc.)” - I’m gonna have to agree with her on Aphrodite
6. what’s something you love about yourself? I think i’m so very very funny
7. describe your day in 5 emojis: 😴👁️👩💻✈️☕️
8. what shameless character do you think you could beat in a fight? Realistically i think the ONLY person i could beat in a fight is Liam and honest to god im not even sure i could.
9. tell us 2 truths and a lie, we’ll try to guess the lie!
- I’m double jointed
- I sleep on the left side of the bed
- I’ve never had pumpkin pie
10. do you have a pet(s). if so how did they get their name? I do! my son (cat) is named Chidi after the good place!
11. show us a meme (or picture) that captures your essence
self explanatory.
12. whats your typical coffee / tea / beverage order? see i gotta have a special lil drinky drink everyday and i mean my little drinky drinks are free so i am likw 80% gingerbread chai at any given time. Alternatively, an iced chestnut praline latte w/ praline cold foam.
13. use a song to describe the last 5 years of your life?
2019- its nice to have a friend- taylor swift
2020- ribs - lorde
2021- nothing new - taylor swift
2022- first love / late spring- mitski OR orlando- leith ross
2023- true blue - boygenuis OR now that we don’t talk - taylor swift.
Thank you friends thats all i got :)
I Tag: @deedala @darlingian @michellemisfit @mybrainismelted @too-schoolforcool @gallawitchxx @gardenerian @sam-loves-seb @thisdivorce @xninetiestrendx @scarcrosseduntouched @juliakayyy @y0itsbri @grumble-fish @grumpymickmilk @transmickey @surviving-maybe @metalheadmickey @heymrspatel @auds-and-evens @deathclassic @flamingbluepanda @crossmydna @sleepyfacetoughguy @vintagelacerosette @depressedstressedlemonzest @thepupperino @squidyyy23 @energievie 🫶🫶
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I cant- author how could you, I have to stop reading in between the chapters bc there’s just so much fluff mixed with steamy ness mixed with sadness mixed with wholesomeness. Every time I read a chapter I’m on a roller coaster and I don’t know how to handle everything sksjebrdisk. TEASE! They’re all teases and the fact that they all know what their doing like fr she’s not gonna make it to the end of the year, bet! No cause joon is literally jsut a big goof ball, menacing wolf my ass- deep inside he’s jsut a nerdy hunk of beef jerky. No ngl that hobi scene got me felling like DAMN, ouchie but also steamy oof oof oof. No like I felt that bite fr, him and jk fr. I thoguht jimin scent scene would be tamer and it was in a sense, but like you still feel the steamy ness when you read it like it’s so him soft and gentle manly omg your writing is jsut so good. Like all my friends are writers, I’m not really one but I showed them your fic and they were so impressed for realz, also many of them are all addicted to trouvallie and it’s characters now lol. Frankly I don’t understand all the work that goes into writing I don’t write that often unless it’s an assignment or smth but my friends love your writing, [they mainly read on ao3, not tumble tho so they don’t got accounts…. Yet ;)] Even tho I don’t understand what writers go thru, I truly apprêtâtes all the work you put into this series, you give us a heavy spicy chapter every month, I mean 20k is a lot so ty. Honestly personally believe you should have more likes. Also I know this is already really long, but I tend to smths forget their physical features, like eye color and stuff like I know Jin and joon have like amber ish and then jimin has yellow but do the rest have brown? I feel like yoongi had green but I may be mixing it up with another fic. Also, do their ages match this year or last year since you’ve been writing this since last year? Ok thanks that’s enough for now, have a good week!
FDSAFH This update was a bit of an emotional rollercoaster, huh!! I'm really excited that I was able to stir up all those emotions in you, though. You're sooo right they're ALL a bunch of teases, MC must be going THROUGH it, I mean seriously! 👹
Ugh Joonie... he really has that 'big bad wolf' vibe that masks a certain sweetness or innocence within him. Nerdy beef jerky that's SUCH a good way to describe him I'm crying!! And Hoseok PLS I just... needed his scenting scene to be as sexy as he is. As for Jimin, that's the exact vibe you described I was going for-- gentle, manly and steamy ahhh!! 🛐
Omg also... thank you so much for being so sweet about my writing! I'm blushing so hard 😭🥺... thank you for showing my story to your friends, that means so much to me, and please tell them thank you for their kind words as well for me! I'm planning on cross posting Trovaille on AO3 soon additionally, so I'll make sure to post an announcement for that if your friends are more comfortable reading on that platform! I love planning and writing these chapters every month, and making them nice and lengthy as well... as for likes, I'm very happy with my interactions at the moment! I have sweet, kind, and clever readers, and I believe that those who are meant to find Trouvaille always will. 🥰💓💜
So for physical features of each hybrid! I think it'll be helpful for me to list them here for you and anyone else who has forgotten or didn't catch it before! Their ages match up to their ages as of August 2022- so Jeongguk will be turning 25 in the next chapter, and so forth. Here are their eye/hair colors:
Seokjin: Sunset-like orange eyes, blue black curly/wavy hair
Yoongi: Green/gold hazel eyes, black hair
Hoseok: Cocoa brown eyes with caramel/gold flecks, red/brown mahogany wavy hair
Namjoon: Amber (like orangey, dark honey) eyes, silver grey hair
Jimin: Yellow (like butterscotch) eyes, honey blonde hair
Taehyung: Red (carmine) brown eyes, curly black hair
Jeongguk: Black eyes, mixed chestnut brown hair
I tried my best to give each of the boys similar colored eyes to what kind of hybrid they are-- for example, black jaguars typically have those copper-penny eyes, and elks have deep black eyes. To give them all a bit of distinction, as well! 💜
Hope you're doing well, love, and thank you for sending me this wonderful message! 💓🥰
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I posted 5,224 times in 2022
That's 5,224 more posts than 2021!
682 posts created (13%)
4,542 posts reblogged (87%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@gayfrogcoven
@imjustvibingyaknow
@daughter-of-night
@rosytickles
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I tagged 2,533 of my posts in 2022
#the owl house - 419 posts
#fave - 376 posts
#toh - 368 posts
#toh spoilers - 210 posts
#amphibia - 153 posts
#the owl house spoilers - 151 posts
#tangled the series - 148 posts
#koolio mc swaggers - 115 posts
#tts - 113 posts
#save - 95 posts
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Pride Ask Game
its time to introduce ourselves! Put in your name, pronouns, and labels, and tag at least three people you want to know better! 🌈
name: melon
pronouns: she/they/he
gender labels: genderfluid; bigender, transmasc, queer
attraction labels: bisexual, omni, sapphic, queer
relationship labels: ambiarmorous (you dont have to follow the same method of listing that i did btw)
tagging: @gayfrogcoven @queercoded-disney-villain @daughter-of-night @insaneillusionist @pieces0fconsciousness
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#4
yeah. you cant escape him
2,078 notes - Posted June 16, 2022
#3
“Join tumblr you’ll never be bored again” yeah well you lied. My mutuals haven’t posted in three minutes smh
2,801 notes - Posted April 12, 2022
#2
Dana Terrace.
Dana Terrace, who works so hard to make sure the LGBTQ+ community feels seen.
Dana Terrace, who fought, so long and hard, for what little she got to do with her show.
Dana Terrace, who tried to keep good faith even when it was hard as hell.
Dana Terrace, who had all of her plans sidetracked just when they were coming true.
Dana Terrace, who up until recently has been doing her own promotional art because Disney isn’t.
Dana Terrace, who does not just sit aside and let people dictate who is and isnt valid and worthy of representation.
Dana Terrace, who trooped though anyway. who is doing what she can. Who is standing up for what she believes in. Who is risking her job by telling the world that she believes in LGBTQ+ kids and adults when no one else will.
Dana, you’re my hero. I don’t think you realize how much this means to us. Or maybe you do; and that’s why you’re working so, so hard. I’m proud of you. You’re a superhero. You deserve to breathe, to let us help. You’re not doing this alone.
But you’ve carried us such a long way. Thank you.
Fans, let’s please do what we can! Dana’s charity auction is TOMORROW and im sorry im late, but lets get this going! Make this viral! Get Dana to see this! Get fans over there at 3 PM EST!!! You have no reason not to reblog this! Reposts are welcome! Get this to Twitter if you need to!
https://mobile.twitter.com/DanaTerrace/status/1502437623905746946
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My #1 post of 2022
Most of the tumblr trends are pretty self contained - I don’t go around telling everyone about horse plinko or referencing the live slug reaction too much, or saying “eeby deeby” or anything like that around non-tumblrinas. So why is it that I keep wanting to turn towards everyone I know and say “hey have you seen the 1973 Martin Scorsese film Goncharov yet”
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I posted 21,171 times in 2022
5,484 posts created (26%)
15,687 posts reblogged (74%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@polkadotmotmot
@dailytomlinson
@ladychlo
@holyshit
@himboniall
I tagged 14,789 of my posts in 2022
Only 30% of my posts had no tags
#grey - 3,313 posts
#pop punk!louis - 391 posts
#weird uncle - 168 posts
#gimme - 163 posts
#*palpatine voice* queue it - 126 posts
#tessa - 122 posts
#🤍 - 114 posts
#god me - 91 posts
#the maine - 88 posts
#remember - 84 posts
Longest Tag: 138 characters
#also some happy updates since i’ve been gone 💕: 1) i registered for graduation last week and it still hasn’t hit me that in dec i’ll have
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
i’m sorry but seeing that tiny pride flag in one of the boxes backstage regardless of who took it and knowing louis performs a song every night that resonates with his queer audience just makes me think about how much has changed since 2013. how unfathomable this would’ve been just two years ago actually. it’s really nice to take a step back and look at these things and notice the progression that’s been had in his image with something that has been isolated from him for so long. so so excited for him.
860 notes - Posted February 2, 2022
#4
all the pride flags made me incredibly emotional
932 notes - Posted February 2, 2022
#3
hiiiiiiii so i wanted to tell my closest friends before talking about it publicly but uh i won a radio contest yesterday. i’m meeting louis next week :( i’m eating lunch with louis next week :( it still doesn’t feel real, but i’ve been an emotional mess since i found out. i don’t know how to comprehend it honestly like!!!! i can’t believe it’s happening after all these years?? i’ve been thinking about 16 year old me and how much i gravitated towards him as i grew older. how much solace i found in him as i grew older. how out of touch the thought of meeting him even was back then and :( i really needed this news right now and i’m just really happy and grateful and yeah 🥺✨🕯 i cant even process it.
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#2
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My #1 post of 2022
i’ll write a more in-depth post later but:
written all over your face: a mixture between grunge-rock and pop-punk. the guitars were absolutely insane. such a fast heat. you guys are not ready for this song in particular. she’s the main character of this era 1000% pop punk princess
face the music: think early 2000s pop punk. very similar to written all over your face, but much more condensed. the bridge was phenomenal. a chanting “WHOA WHOA WHOA” that is definitely a crowd moment. we were racing around each other during that part. reminiscent of reliant k, cartel, jimmy eat world.
Saturday: A sadder track. it’s one of the best ballads he’s ever written. his vocals were incredible. the bridge of saturdays has such a soaring quality to it, and it builds to his high vocal moment.
all this time: very tame impala 2015 very fuzzy synths. very driving down the highway at night. it’s just a steady alt-club hit.
the departure of sound from walls when it comes to FITF is insane like i know he said it was different, but it truly feels like FITF is it’s own animal. it feels entirely louis. it just exudes such a punkier edge both in sound and in feel. this is his record
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#tumblr2022#year in review#my 2022 tumblr year in review#your tumblr year in review#false#i love how all of my top posts are just about louis DJDJDKFKF#also the pop punk!louis tag being my second most used tag yeah blessed
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I posted 15,553 times in 2022
That's 11,888 more posts than 2021!
581 posts created (4%)
14,972 posts reblogged (96%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@paddooo
@detectivehole
@scribbleboxfox
@napo-con-fritas
I tagged 3,256 of my posts in 2022
#faron speaks - 860 posts
#clown tag - 436 posts
#homestuck - 77 posts
#my art - 50 posts
#rvb - 49 posts
#self reblog - 46 posts
#ask response - 39 posts
#the moots - 37 posts
#ask game - 37 posts
#chaos tag - 32 posts
Longest Tag: 140 characters
#effing christ i do not want to see tiktok mains trying to sell product or revive the opposite of nuanced hot takes like they do on clock app
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
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#4
So I was thinking (as one does) and I just...
What if souyo were each others' romantic inverse? Like through how they love outwardly in platonic, familial and romantically compared to how they best receive or want to receive love
Yu, who never had even superficial friends, whose family abandonned him left right and center, and fears his ties are cut when he's no longer useful, feels like he's not worth anything inerently to those he holds dear.
Yosuke, who is essentially the back-up friend, who cant seem to get on the right foot with anybody, and up to this point hasnt been able to make anybody stay in touch, feels like he isnt going to be anybody's first choice, or their second, or even last.
But together, and for each other they give exactly what they need?
Sure, Yu may have fallen a little right at the start but their friendship and their relationship hold because he wakes up everyday and Chooses To Love Yosuke. Going out of his way to make sure he spends time with his best friend, that he notices when he needs a hand to hold. The way Yu loves everybody.
Yosuke has to of course go through his whole bit about learning to love himself enough to love outwardly and vice versa. But once he comes to terms with deserving friends (and also unlearning that homophobia/misogyny ofc) he finds that his friendship to lovers relationship with Yu is super easy. Because of course he can love his best friend in every way under the sun, he feels heart first and acts on it. There's no need to even think or choose. The same way Yosuke loves everyone
Does that make sense?
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God I hate being tired all the time how do I uninstall?
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This took hours! And I couldn’t even compress the GIF nicely so I had to give up
Look at that! It works with both lines and no lines! I’m so happy
50 notes - Posted July 18, 2022
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Shall I bless the internet of August 2022 with the Souyo Smoonches image I finished colouring on stream
I believe I shall
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Cant wait for this years Christmas event! ( Also I submitted some art for the new fnf update and what I’m calling now, Alterrune the game (based on that five heros fall in a land that inspired them post and Deltarune chapter 1&2)
Yeah. Believe it or not, the AtO Christmas Event 2022 will actually be something really cool:
The AtO gang will actually cross into the Pokémon Mystery Dungeon world. (They won't be turned into Pokemon, however.)
It'll be quite the event, so stay tuned for this year's Christmas event intro coming tommorow!
#altering the outcome#ask irl!alterrune#ask the ato cast#new ato event incoming!#altering the outcome: holiday special 2022
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33 posts created (2%)
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I tagged 1,229 of my posts in 2022
Only 16% of my posts had no tags
#laughs - 195 posts
#me - 171 posts
#st - 152 posts
#toh - 127 posts
#the sandman - 100 posts
#steddie - 66 posts
#txt - 60 posts
#vibes - 45 posts
#gender - 34 posts
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#even at the end when she went back cuz he said she was cruel i still feel like she’s just going along with what’ll keep him on their side
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#5
Imagine how dream would know all of hobs dreams and still fall in love with him. Pls and with how in love hob was and how he had probably not only had good dreams about dream but also nightmares about smth happening to him like imagine
69 notes - Posted November 25, 2022
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Maybe this is old news but I realized something
This is what hunter is wearing throughout Labyrinth Runners
And this is what hunter wore for flyer derby in Any Sport in a Storm
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71 notes - Posted August 20, 2022
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Cant believe I’m making goncharov fanart in 2022
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At this point goncharov is more real than ice adolescence
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I posted 81 times in 2022
60 posts created (74%)
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I tagged 78 of my posts in 2022
Only 4% of my posts had no tags
#soy luna - 14 posts
#siempre fui yo - 11 posts
#it was always me - 11 posts
#my random thoughts - 10 posts
#that 70s show - 6 posts
#lutteo - 6 posts
#sl fanfiction - 5 posts
#answered - 5 posts
#ask - 5 posts
#violetta - 4 posts
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#the list would probably be mostly of this one series where i've read almost every book except for a few stand alones and this one trilogy
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#5
I just came here to say I made an ao3 account. You will find my edited Soy Luna fics there but also fics for other fandoms.
I’ve already posted the first chapter of the first work I’m editing.
Here’s the link to my profile: https://archiveofourown.org/users/TheAcidQueen
9 notes - Posted February 2, 2022
#4
Every time I'm wondering if the spin-off can get any worse. Then I read more spoilers about the show and I just can't believe how bad things turn out.
9 notes - Posted May 14, 2022
#3
Every once in a while, I find myself going back to watching sl videos.
10 notes - Posted August 5, 2022
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I still cant believe that Simon was so intimidated by matteo in season 1 cause matteo was like 17 and Simon maybe 19/20 and i still wonder if gaston won the bet or not
To be honest, Matteo was always arguing with Simón from the beginning. He made it pretty clear he didn't like Simón.
I wouldn't say he was intimidated by Matteo but he definitely had a hard time not getting along with Matteo. Simón gets along with everyone and are nice to him and then this boy shows up and insults him, he's not used to it. Matteo was just acting like a jerk towards him and it was probably hard to deal with that, especially because Simón has no idea where Matteo's hostility towards him came from.
I'm pretty sure the bet was off once Gastón noticed Matteo was actually falling for Luna but if we're thinking of it as it still being on during the entire first season, Gastón would have won the bet because Matteo constantly asked her out before he actually fell for her and she continued to say no. They never had a real date in the first season, they would meet each other by coincidence and walk together, they studied together, they danced together but they weren't each other's date, they had talks but I never considered them dates.
I believe they only went on a date once they officially got together in the second half of season 2.
It's been a while since I watched the show but you can tell me if I'm wrong.
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I can't shake this idea of a fic where the events between s2 and s3 are explained. Because some characters get a complete overhaul in mindset without any explanation (*cough* Simon *cough*). Plus Gaston just leaves without a goodbye party and that just doesn't sit well with me. He deserved better.
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I posted 7,966 times in 2022
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411 posts created (5%)
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I tagged 6,156 of my posts in 2022
Only 23% of my posts had no tags
#0 - 2,231 posts
#eddie - 832 posts
#buck - 731 posts
#buddie - 724 posts
#marvel - 483 posts
#spn - 365 posts
#911 spoilers - 344 posts
#lincoln.txt - 298 posts
#fic - 229 posts
#fanart - 219 posts
Longest Tag: 140 characters
#i think the 118 should have a game night and doing that game where you have to mime the answer someone (probably buck) decides to do eddie
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#5
Accidentally By Mistake
Summary:
How do you accidentally kiss the person you’ve been thinking about for years and not even realise it?
“It was an accident,” Buck says, his words muffled by his hands.
“You kissed him accidentally?” Lucy says. “I can’t believe I missed it.”
Relationships: Buck/Eddie
A/N: Hi! this is my first 911 fic :) This one goes out to Saga, and all my friends who clapped and cheered for me when I said I’d written this <3
Wc: 1401 Read it on Ao3
Buck’s sitting on the couch, handing Chimney’s ass to him in Halo when he sees Eddie quickly approaching him from the corner of his eye. He ducks his character undercover, as Chim makes a break for one of the corridors.
“What’s up?” Buck asks when he can feel Eddie’s presence behind him. He may not have laid an eye on him yet, but tension is radiating off him.
“Chris is sick, I have to go pick him up.”
“Is he okay?” Buck tips his head back to look up at him. A small smile breaks through Eddie’s tight expression when their eyes meet. He pauses the game, earning a small huff from Chim.
“Yeah, he’ll be okay. Carla is fully booked today so I don’t know if I’ll be able to come back to finish the shift.” Eddie shifts like he’s contemplating leaving at that.
“Hey,” Buck reaches up and grabs a handful of Eddie’s LAFD button down to loosely hold him in place, “relax your jaw, drop your shoulders. Chris will be fine. And I’m sure Ravi won’t mind picking up the slack for half a shift.” He says with a half-smile. “I’ll drop by tonight. Text me if you need anything, okay?”
“Yeah, thanks, Buck.”
Eddie drops his hand to Buck’s shoulder before leaning down, Buck’s hand going to the side of Eddie’s face, fingers curling around the back of his head as he half successfully presses a kiss to Buck’s lips.
“See you later,” Eddie mumbles against him. Buck hums in agreement. “See ya guys,” Eddie calls with a wave before he disappears down the stairs.
It’s dead silent and Buck can feel all eyes on him.
Beside him, Chimney is looking at him slack-jawed and Hen and Ravi’s eyes are glued to him from the table.
“What?” Buck asks, looking between them like there was some joke he wasn’t in on or he’d just done something terribly wrong.
Hen hesitates. “Is that how you decided to tell us?”
Buck blinks.
No one clarifies, and the air feels tight enough to shatter.
Oh.
Eddie kissed him.
Oh.
He kissed Eddie.
“Did we miss something here?” Bobby walks from his office with Lucy close behind him, slowing as he approaches them, obviously feeling the tension.
“No,” Buck chokes out, his heart catching in his throat.
“Nope,” Hen says, dragging her eyes from Buck. Chim and Ravi hesitantly echo her.
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Thinking abt how eddie held bucks hand while he was trapped under the ladder truck
163 notes - Posted November 18, 2022
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Buck has his own toothbrush that lives permanently in the Diaz's bathroom
244 notes - Posted October 16, 2022
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I cant wait for this WIP to be updated! I wonder what will happen next! My brother in christ you're the author of this WIP
271 notes - Posted March 8, 2022
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Do you understand
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I posted 1,482 times in 2022
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I tagged 49 of my posts in 2022
#mine - 5 posts
#later - 2 posts
#its insensitive to everyone whos died by the black plague - 1 post
#for reblogging sk8 fan art like 273533 times in a row… sorry everyone - 1 post
#this also doubles as an apology post - 1 post
#instead of just me annoying you guys for reblogging 100 posts in a row 💀 - 1 post
#i hope this is how you guys view me - 1 post
#imagine what the 14th century serfs would think if they saw u making light of their illness 🙄 - 1 post
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#imagine what the 14th century serfs would think if they saw u making light of their illness 🙄
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
i like how my bio has “Listen to some music!” as if my music bot did not break many moons ago
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just following a bunch or ppl since i want my dash to be more active :) feel free to follow back (or not lol)
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Freeze! ✧ ─=≡Σ((( つ•̀ω•́)つ You’re under arrest for being so lovely. Copy this message to 10 other blogs that you think are beautiful and deserve it. Keep the game going and make others feel beautiful!! 💜 Nothing happens if you break the chain, it's just nice to know someone thinks you're great!!
aaa thank you!!! :}
0 notes - Posted May 13, 2022
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regblog heavy. however i love my tumblr mutuals with all my heart 😢
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i love reconsuming media i’ve already consumed several times over. i’m like gasping and going OMG??! and shit like i this isn’t the 4th time i’ve learned about this information
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#posted mainly for myself but the rest of you can look as well#tumblr2022#year in review#my 2022 tumblr year in review#your tumblr year in review#juno steel s3 vs rita ultrabots#its insensitive to everyone whos died by the black plague#for reblogging sk8 fan art like 273533 times in a row… sorry everyone#this also doubles as an apology post#i cant believe gay people are real
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70 posts created (13%)
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I tagged 112 of my posts in 2022
#sunday - 7 posts
#eurovison 2022 - 5 posts
#vent post - 4 posts
#fiha sunday - 4 posts
#twitter - 3 posts
#eurovision - 3 posts
#gay - 3 posts
#esc 2022 - 3 posts
#lgtbqia+ - 2 posts
#tumblr sexymen - 2 posts
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#i have to stop reblogging sans killed the queen memes but they're so funny
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Where tf do I find goblincore clothing?????
6 notes - Posted August 6, 2022
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current situation
As many people knows, currently there is a war in Ukraine. Even if I’m not Ukranian the situation hits hard for personal reasons.
I am European, I fear for my Ukranian friends, my family who lives in the nearby countries (they could be next), nuclear attacks,...). I literally had 2 days of constant anxiety (that lead to overthinking, stomach ache and general pain).
I thought about some things that can be done to help Ukraine:
- Donating to the Ukranian army
- Helping refugees (donating aliments, clothes)
- Keeping in touch with anyone who can be in a difficult situation, to help them scape if it’s necessary
- Comforting your Ukranian friends, family, or even someone who isn’t Ukranian, but is having a hard time (this can be really overwhelming and frightening to anybody)
- Protesting
7 notes - Posted February 25, 2022
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i cant believe the queen died on sans' coronation day as the ultimate tumblr sexymen
27 notes - Posted September 8, 2022
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repeat with me:
✨juries in eurovision are stupid✨
43 notes - Posted May 11, 2022
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I can see me in 20 years tellling my kids about that day the tumblr sexymen poll killed the queen and she reincarnated as Trisha Payta's baby...
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I’m going to casually scream into the void, for old time’s sake.
There has been a lot that has happened since I last journaled in here. I’ll try to do a quick summation over the past 5 years, to the best of my ability. Nobody fucking reads my posts, so this is mostly to have a place I can write about without worrying about it being lost because my computer crashed and so my hard drive has to be been wiped. I could post this on a google doc, but that feels weird for some reason. I guess I like the idea of potential comradely? I’m not entirely sure….
I remember being mostly active here during high school, so this is everything that happened since graduating.
Trigger warnings: mentions of Ab*se and R*pe
I had a singular close friend, and ruined that relationship because of mental health issues I didn’t understand.
Turns out I have ADHD and Autism, and I struggle with mood regulation. I won’t start anti depressants until a year or two later, which help stabilize my mood IMMENSELY. Starting them made a lot of my anger slip away. However, it won’t be until around 2020-ish that I even find out about emotional dysregualtion or executive dysfunction. I won’t be able to get an ADHD assessment until 2022
Ahhhh. I deeply regret the way I acted. I think about it a lot. I hope she’s doing well in life
I was…. Very lonely, and angry for a while.
The timeline for this part is very foggy…. I know I was extremely depressed. I resented my friends for being more successful than me, and I also felt trapped. I didn’t have a driver’s license, or a parent who helped me at all. Everyone else was supported, and had a future. I felt so…. Trapped
I know I stayed with my mom in a little room above someone’s garage….. and I some point I was homeless and staying at a friends place…. But I cant recall where that lies chronologically
my mom started dating someone and basically abandoned me for him. She dumped me off at her uncle’s and aunt’s place.
BOY HOWDEY were they are SUPER toxic, and casually made jokes about how they emotionally abused their kids. They were also chain smokers, and being around them was hard on my health. There was never any food in the house because they lost their apatite from smoking. I lived entirely on a singular lunabar a day :) They also didn’t drive (much) because they were both disabled and retired. This was a problem all on its own because I still didn’t have a license, and they couldn’t teach me. For context: They live in a trailer in the middle of boonfuck nowhere. There weren’t even any buses in that area.
They also talked about sex a lot, which made me uncomfortable because they’re grandparents??? And hearing your granddad talk about “getting fucked in the ass” as a joke is really weird. It could just be compounded since I was also sex repulsed, so it made me extremely uncomfortable.
My mom was visiting them, when suddenly the new dog my gruncle took in attacks me.
The dog was apparently an abused rescue that my Gruncle wanted to rehabilitate. The dog had already bitten him twice at this point…. I still can’t believe that it took a large ass Saint Bernard ripping chunks from my arm before my mom did anything…..
I dressed up as John Egbert at a Halloween dance, and made a friend
I have since lost contact with them, because I am too socially inept to send a message 😭 Anyways, she invited me to go to an anime convention at that time, which I accepted because I had absolutely no friends around me. At the convention, I met some other people that I became friends with! I hit it off with two of them particularly well. I’ve loss contact with both at this point, for different reasons. One of them started dating an emotionally abusive bigot, and started changing for the worse ….I think about them a lot
At some point, I saved up enough money and bought myself my own god damn driver’s ed
I will never not be bitter that I had to do this. Family did provide a car…. Which was because mother’s husband had a great uncle who died, and so they gave me his old car.
My friend asked for my help to move into Austin
My mom’s boyfriend reaction to this was to have his own kid move into the room I was staying in :)
Guess I live in Austin now
My friend let me co-sign, and we started dating…. This was the first person I ever dated seriously! And was it HELL. They turned out to be EMOTIONALLY ABUSIVE AF. On the bright side, I was able to deal with a lot of body dysphoria I have, and also my sex repulsion. I still hate the sound of kissing, and anything like it, but that turns out to be a weird ADHD thing so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ what can you do
Also learned what an Empath is from him!
I started working at CVS, which was right down the road from where I lived
If you are thinking about working there… don’t!
I was there for a year, I think?
When the lease was up, I had no friends and nowhere to go. I had to resort to Craigslist. Oh! And my credit card info got stolen! The paycheck I had just gotten the day before was GONE. All I had to eat was a couple of saltine crackers to last me for two weeks until my next paycheck
My mom gets married (June 9th, 2016 at least according to the photos on my phone)
This is the anxious man my mom abandoned me for, and he also basically forces her to drop me for him. Mmmm I foresee an unhappy marriage Spoilers: it is
….Chanthony
So, I found a place! And it was a hell all its own. He was/is a fucking NIGHtMARE to deal with. I’m pretty sure he has undiagnosed Autism, but he definitely has untreated depression and anxiety. To get a good idea of what he is like - when he was looking for a roommate, he wasn’t ACTUALLY looking for a roommate. He was looking for a manic pixie dream girl to fix him. He thought that would help, instead of actually taking medication.
Right off the bat, his apartment was infested with fleas. I diligently took care of it myself, and ended up investing a decent amount of money and a whole LOT of time. I had to shave my cat, Jada! He would go into these depressive states and wouldn’t clean…. Anything. The sink and counters would be overflowing with moldy pans and plates. There were soda cans everywhere, full of cigarettes. Absolute ton of laundry everywhere. The worst was actually his dog. His dog was greasy and PUNGENT. I fucking cleaned the SHIT out of that apartment, and even invested in an IQair purifier. That bitch EXPENSIVE, but BOY was it worth it! The smell was gone after a few days of it running. It also helped prevent my migraines from him smoking weed inside, despite him saying he wouldn’t. Asshole never even recognized my hard work. He insisted I did it for myself. Like, yeah, to a degree? But if it was for just me, I wouldn’t have deep cleaned and organized the whole apartment. I figured that a clean environment would help with his depression, if only a little. Ironically, I was trying to help him like he romanticized but he was to self sabotaging to see it
If it was just mess, I could deal with that no problem. I would help deep clean this semi-retired lady who would walk to my work. I also did this for a “friend” of mine (Tangent: That friend would FREQUENTLY bail on me while we were hanging out for Tinder dates. Then got pissy and avoided me for months when I stayed with a friend after I was in between places because my lease ended? ?? That still baffles me to this day) I’ve got depression, I get how it be sometimes. What bother’s me is his attitude. He would vacillate from putting me on a pedestal and go on about all that I do for him, to complaining about how I wasn’t doing enough.
He was very much a “Nice Guy” who thought that being someone’s friend meant that they were courting, and that by not dating I was leading him on. Things like going to the grocery store together were dates to him. He would give me things I didn’t even ask for, and expect shit from me afterwards. He even asked for Christmas gifts back after I moved out. He would manipulate what I said into his favor. He also kept making the ultimatum that if I didn’t date him, then “All this goes away” and we had to stop being friends. Which, considering that I am his roommate and he sleeps in the living room, it felt like blackmail!
Arguing with him was so frustrating. He would try to manipulate what I said into his favor, or made blanket statements to discount anything I said. He mocked my opinions, and disregarded my boundaries - which the arguments were usually about. His most common response for not stopping something after I say no, or more likely repeatedly saying no/stop, was because I was smiling…. Even though I worked retail, and I frequently smile when I am pissed because of this. He ignored my gender identity. He even used my it to try to make sexual advances? “Oh, you don’t believe in gender? That it’s fine if I come in there and change my clothes with you” Just because I recognize our gender biases based on our society, doesn’t mean that they’re no longer there. He made me so DEEPLY uncomfortable, that I would just crawl in through the window when I got home to avoid him. I have never hated going home as much as when I stayed with him. It wasn’t just me, either. Jada even tried running out the door when I came home once. She hid a lot while she was there. Unless I was around, then she would hide under the blanket, behind my legs.
It’s been 5 years, and he STILL stalks me on social media and harasses my mom to try to talk to me. I think he has messaged me on almost every platform at this point, including PINTEREST. FUCKING PINTEREST. He also will make new accounts just to message me, because I keep blocking him.
On the bright side, I got to see firsthand some of my own toxic traits reflected back at me. I have a feeling I acted a lot like Chanthony did towards my mom, and I can understand not wanting to sacrifice your own mental health for someone else. You are not a therapist, and no matter what you do, it won’t help. They have to recognize it, and want to change.
I think I got a sublet after a Chanthony (Sept-??? 2017)
I was only there for a few months. It smelled like cat piss. I cleaned it, and the original tenant I was leasing under apologized and sent a care basket :)
I didn’t have a car during this time, so i had to take the bus…. Which is all well and good, except that the closest stop was over an hour walk away
I got a girlfriend! (Dec-ish 2017 to ???)
It was…. Interesting! It was nice while it lasted… There was an age gap. I think I was 22, and she was 19. It was only a few years, but I could feel the age difference. If that makes sense? She just seemed young. Not in the youthful sense, but in the “ah, you still have some mental development to do :| “ She had a lot of trauma that she didn’t get into, and was very cryptic about. She also had an emotionally abusive mom that she idolized, which is very unfortunate. For many reasons. One of the things she imitated was from her mom was quick to cut you off, or ignore you at the least, when she was upset.
She caused a lot of damage to me emotionally, because she was my only friend at the time and she just…. dumped me, and completely cut off contact. It wasn’t even that long until she asked to date again. Maybe a month or so? but it wasn’t the same. Abandonment is a big issue of mine, so I was pretty broken after all was said an done. I couldn’t even get closure the first time. I tried asking, and got berated by her on-and-off again friend.
I think about her sometimes… mostly out of curiosity. Both because she was a great opera singer, and because I hope she realizes how toxic her mom is and grows to be her own person instead of what her mom wants her to be
Another new place
My roommates and I didn’t really get along….. Specifically the homeowner, who lived in one of the rooms. She was HELLA privileged. The house she lived in was a gift from her family, and she worked maybe 5 hours a day. That, alone, isn’t why I didn’t like her. Sure, I was envious, but I’m not gonna dislike someone because of that. She just was ignorant about anyone outside of herself. It was obvious she wanted to live alone. She was so bothered by everything everyone did, and was so blind to her own mess. She would get upset that I wouldn’t sweep, despite me cleaning her messy ass kitchen when I would get home from work. I doesn’t help that I also just… can’t see dirt on the floor very, thanks astigmatism. Though, the times I did, it turned out to mostly be her own dog’s hair, so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Even so, I was struggling with taking care of myself at the time. I was suffering from SEVERE depression because I had been dumped, my godmother got diagnosed with cancer (and I got a vague message from her about giving up, and I thought she was going to kill herself, and freaked TF right on out), and I had lost my car. So cleaning the kitchen when I made meal prepped was the most I could do….
Even if that wasn’t the case, she was just hard me to be around. Very passive aggressive, and a lot anxiety.
On the bright side, this was the first time I could really decorate my own space. There were a lot of nice thrifstores around that I could get cheap decor. Despite everything, this was the first time I had ever felt “at home” in my space. I also got Tobi, my GIANT stuffed fox. I love him very much. I am so glad I got him ….sigh, I need to restuff him and throughly wash him. He’s gotten pretty grungy :(
Tangent: I never wanted to do physical harm to a pair of shoes as much as I did with hers. I wanted to burn her fucking crocks SO BAD. THEY WERE SO LOUD AS SHE CLOMPED UP THE STAIRS. She woke me up on more than one occasion, and I am not even a light sleeper
According to my phone, I got into my first major car accident on Feb 18th, 2018
I hydroplaned off an overpass onto another, DIFFERENT, overpass. Real GTA shit right there
???
At some point, I got a new car…..? It was a pain in the ass to get because I couldn’t get co-signer, even though I needed one because I don’t have credit . It was a ‘08 Toyota Prius that I named Eiffel. I also wrecked that car when a pickup took the front end off while I was turning on a protected left turn.
I think I moved back with my mom for a while? I remember I took some time off of work as well. God, I was so burnout…
My best friend of 10 years at the time said she was looking into moving out of her parents house into an apartment, so I went out on a limb and moved states
Fall or maybe winter of 2018? I know I was there over Christmas. I spent it dressed up as an elf at work! Just cause it made me happy. I also got cheap decorations, and decorated the place. I was there by myself, so I didn’t have to worry abut anyone else
Since there wasn’t a place ready, I stayed with my Alcoholic brother and his Narcissist, alcoholic Dad. The Dad hated me because I was my mom’s kid, and flat out told me that. He said my mom was a filthy whore, and went into EXPLICIT DETAIL about supposed things she had done. At some point, I told him to please stop, and he got irrationally irate about that, which escalated to him wanting to kick me out….. even though I was paying for cable, cooking their meals, and cleaning their house. He was also pissed that I wasn’t psychically looking for apartments, even though they are online. And even if I did look at them, I needed the input from the person who I was gonna room with.
I got the best car I could with all the savings I had, which was only $1,000. Because of that, I had to work a few months before I could afford a down payment on an apartment. I thing I had it for 2 months before the timing belt went out, and destroyed the engine.
Also, during this time, I had gotten r*ped by my brother while he was shitfaced one night. So, even if it wasn’t for his dad, I would still have left
I got a new car from a very kind coworker
And I am so glad they did, because I lived in that car, quite literally. I had a queen mattress topper already that I folded and used as a bed in the back seat, so it wasn’t actually half bad! If I were to do it again, there are a few things I woulda done a few things differently. One would be purchasing those window insulated covers for cars. I would still have stayed in the Walmart parking lot at night, but I should have parked on the LEFT side because apparently there is an OUTDOOR OUTLET over there that I didn’t discover until LATER. And, finally, I should have caved and got the $20 gym membership
Also, my friend decided to stay with her grandparents. I haven’t talked to her since, and I am still very bitter
This gets me to about the Spring of 2019, when I move into an actual place
I will get into this in part II cause I am kinda tired of talking……
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#mcu - 10 posts
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My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
Lumity kiss, Heartstopper renewed, Dan Howell tour, still reeling over OFMD, Lady Thor and Valkyrie in Thor: Love and Thunder, Viktor Hargreeves trans rep, a gaggle of mcyts with huge platforms came out, pride month is less than 2 weeks away
WE DIDN’T START THE FIRE
848 notes - Posted May 21, 2022
#4
Its an early Thursday morning. 6:00am, on the dot. I’m waking up at this hour because I’ve accidentally become slightly nocturnal again, and had fallen asleep at about 7pm the night before. No matter, I think as I chase away the last remnants of sleep. Time to check the news.
Its there, at the top of the Twitter trending tab, that I see it:
BREAKING: Buckingham Palace says Queen Elizabeth II is under medical supervision because doctors are "concerned for Her Majesty’s health."
Many of the Royal Family are at her side. The people of the United Kingdom are preparing for the worst. I feel adrenaline coursing through my veins.
Tumblr, I think in a moment of hysteria. I must go to Tumblr. They must be in a state of euphoria over the news.
I head over to Tumblr.
I check the trending page, expecting “Queen Elizabeth” or “down with the monarchy” or something of the sort to be at the #1 spot on the tab.
Surely, at the very least, “crab rave”
Right?
...
I stare blankly at my screen. I am in a state of shock. Too stunned to speak, some may say.
How? I beseech. How is this trending over the Queen of England’s health scare? The one that may very well cause of the end of the British monarchy as we know it?!
But I’ve been on this Hellsite longer than I’ve been able to formulate intelligent thoughts. I know they wouldn’t trend Undertale this high for no reason. And if its a new Deltarune update, well, I certainly can’t complain. I am a fan of the franchise, after all.
So I check the Undertale tag.
“AND WITH THAT, SANS UNDERTALE HAS OFFICIALLY BEEN CROWNED ULTIMATE TUMBLR SEXYMAN”
As the Sisters Moirai would have it, I had peacefully slept through a war. A war of ultimate consequence, that would decide the fate of two illustrious*, two remarkably renown communities, nay, kingdoms, over who could win perhaps the greatest, most dangerous prize. A prize which has spilt endless miles of bloodshed in its pursuit, which has devastated entire lands, decimated people in both mind and body until they were completely and utterly unrecognizable.
The prize, the title, of who was to be... the Ultimate Tumblr Sexyman.
The contenders: Sans the Skeleton of the hit RPG “Undertale” and Reigen Arataka from the popular shonen anime “Mob Psycho 100”
As it was transcribed, the battle had met many close encounters, but in the end, Sans the Skeleton would come to win the crown and claim victory over Reigen by a total of 420 votes (i shit you not it was 420 votes exactly i cannot believe you assholes managed to get it by 420 votes yall are actual meme trash and i am both disgusted and awe inspired by your cursed efforts)
Though I was unable to experience the spectacle myself, I had bore direct witness to the fallout. The internet now had an abundance of Super Smash-like fan content of Sans and Reigen engaged in combat, and there was an apparent brief rise in S̵͖̫̿̌ạ̸̛̎̚n̶͔͈͗͂̄s̷͉̚m̴͌͋͜͝a̴̻͚̺͛͆ē̶̤̔͗d̶̛̖̰͒͊a̷͙̜͙̾͗. Toby Fox himself has gotten involved by using Twitter to publish fanfiction. That was perhaps the hardest for me to accept.
Thus, it was on September 7 of the year 2022 that the battle of Sans vs Reigen had occurred and concluded. From what I had heard, it was a legendary event that would be seared into the minds of every Tumblrina, and forever remembered throughout the tales of human history.
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I took more psychic damage waking up to all of this than I did the day my father ended up in hospice after having a stroke on a school day so thanks for that and have a good one
* “well known, respected, and admired for past achievements”; yes I knew some of you would struggle with this one
851 notes - Posted September 8, 2022
#3
Me, who hasn’t watched Miraculous a day in my life, seeing Adrienette become canon after 5,420,069 years of the show teasing it:
2,989 notes - Posted December 12, 2022
#2
Come get your badge lovelies~
9,074 notes - Posted September 8, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
So to recap (July 2022 edition) we got:
- 4th of July shooting in Highland Park + a shooting in Chicago
- anyone with a uterus has less rights than an assault rifle in the U.S.; right-wing Scotus can get hit by a plane
- Edit: Native Americans have been added to the list of people with less right than an assault rifle in the U.S.
- a third of the British Parliament resigning from various government positions cause of how much everyone hates Boris Johnson
- Edit: Boris Johnson has now resigned cause of how much everyone hates Boris Johnson
- Shinzo Abe, former Prime Minister of Japan, got shot while giving a speech
- Edit: *Former Former Prime Minister... he got Lincoln’d
- a far-right French politician accidentally pinned the assassination of Shinzo Abe on popular video game designer Hideo Kojima, which a major Greek news outlet relayed, only furthering the idea that Kojima did it
- the war in Ukraine is still going on
- the state of Canada can be summarized by this image: https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/862558639735046146/995130724791365652/unkown.png
- Hunter Biden got trending on twitter for the hundredth time and nobody gives a shit seriously who gives a shit conservatives get him trending for literally breathing why is this still happening-
- Edit: ... Users of the well known “incel” website 4chan supposedly hacked the iPhone of U.S. President Joe Biden’s son Hunter Biden and allegedly exposed the both of them as pedophiles, among many other things. Sweet shitting Christ almighty, if this is true, I have been proven incorrect in possibly the most cursed way imaginable, and it is a testament to my willpower and spite that I have not fallen in alcoholism from this news piece alone
- Baymax is a Leftist
- the U.S. House Select Committee began holding live public hearings for the January 6 insurrection and no one noticed
- Kazuki Takahashi, the creator of the popular anime and playing card game Yu-Gi-Oh!, passed away (R.I.P., may he finally be free to kick Shinzo Abe’s ass without consequence in that great dueling arena in the sky...)
- the Argentinian economic minister has resigned (an announcement that was made not through any official news outlets, but via a Tweet) following an inflation crisis that is crippling the country, but all you’ll find on Twitter is people excited about the new futbol jersey for the next World Cup (no one is surprised by this)
- Elon Musk backed out of his deal to purchase Twitter for $44 billion; it was believed he didn’t know the meaning of the term “pulling out” so this was quite the surprise
- Edit: Twitter is now suing Elon Musk for not buying Twitter
- the President of Sri Lanka (not to be confused with the Prime Minister, because they apparently have both) pulled a Ted Cruz and has fled the country after citizens stormed the presidential palace in a mass riot following the announcing of the country being officially bankrupt (which the Prime Minister, not to be confused with the President, totally didn’t cause via corruption in office). The citizens involved in the protest then stormed the house of the PM, and took a swim in his pool promptly before sacking and burning the place, thus proving the month of July is truly a Hot Girl Summer
Edit: Both the PM and President of Sri Lanka have agreed to resign their positions; that is two world leader resignations and one former world leader assassination in one week; I now have the sudden urge to drink myself into 2040
12,179 notes - Posted July 7, 2022
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