#i cant believe an ai wrote that

[msaw]

throwing blocks of cheese at the sanses to see how they react

[your-mom-number3]

Jason Kolchek x Clarice Stokes x Reader

Smut. It’s Smut, you’ve been warned.

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Y/N, Jason, and Clarice all get into bed as the prepare for their threesome. Both Y/N and Clarice's boobs shine in the dim light and Jason stares at them with a hard cock. Y/N, the woman, stares at her two lovers before asking "Yall ready for some fuckin?" Jason, the man, and clarice, the woman, both nod excitedly. They pull Y/N into their arms as she pushes Jason onto his back and takes the lips of Y/N in the pleasure of the night.

Sadly for Jason, that's not quite what Y/N is aiming for. She looks up to the ceiling in disappointment as she's forced onto her back before Y/N crawls on top of her. As Y/N grinds her cock into her new friend, Jason watches with heartbreak as Y/N lowers her hips onto Clarice's beautiful breasts.

Y/N gasps from pleasure as she slowly inserts a second finger into Clarice. Y/N slowly slides her cock in and out of Clarice's warm hole.

When Y/N was finished, Y/N looks up to the ceiling and asks "Yall ready for another threesome?" Jason, Y/N, and Clarice all nod eagerly, and once again Y/N pulls Jason on top of Clarice. Y/N grins at him as she lies on her back, and with a sickening feeling in her stomach, Jason pushes his rock hard cock into her.

That's when Clarice attacks him, straddling his waist with one knee on each side of him, and tears him apart with brutal and animalistic slaps to the face. As Y/N watches, she feels her own wet pussy dripping and tries to think of the sadistic and erotic woman that does it.

Suddenly the lights turn off and Jason screams in pain. As the lights come back on, Y/N and Clarice are still locked in their embrace as Clarice climbs off and straddles Y/N’s lap. Y/N smiles in ecstasy as Clarice starts to take Y/N’s tight pussy in her mouth.

As Clarice finishes giving Y/N head, Y/N turns her head to the ceiling, closes her eyes, and smiles as she feels Clarice sliding a finger inside her. Y/N whispers "fuckkkk yoooouuuuuuu."

Clarice takes her finger out and says "Mmm, I always love eating Y/N out." Y/N laughs "You'd be my second favourite!" Clarice straddles Y/N’s face as Y/N takes her perfect breasts in her hands and starts to massage them. "Thanks for the compliment," Clarice says. Y/N responds by kissing her slowly, deeply, and passionately.

[decaydanceredacted]

Thinking about the FOB video where Patrick is like a gynecologist or something? Idk all I know is that I want him to be checking to make sure im lubricating properly so he starts by rubbing my entrance and the gloves feel a bit weird but im normal because its just a test, right? When he inserts a finger and starts pumping against that sweet spot and uses his other finger to rub my clit I get a bit confused but it feels really good and I trust him.

He puts in a second finger and its starting to stretch but im already so wet im not even concerned with it. And ive been holding in moans the entire time but it feels so good I cant stay quiet and he’s like “It’s okay. Its perfectly normal to make noises when we’re doing this test.” With a smile and I trust him so I start moaning and then I ask him for another finger and well who is he to deny me? Anything to better the patient, right?

When he outs the third finger in im already halfway to orgasm and Im so out of it Im grinding against his hand and he’s still rubbing my clit and it feels so good all together and the stretch is so good and I cant stop it and Im about to cum when he rips his fingers away and takes off his drenched glove. When I come back to my senses he’s writing on his clipboard and im clenching around nothing. But it’s okay because ai probably shouldn’t have enjoyed it that much because It’s just a test, right?

When he wants to make sure I’m stretching alright and so he pulls out the speculum he doesn’t even lubricate it because I’m dripping and I’m still kinda out of it and don’t realize that he’s slowly pumping it in and out of me so I get worked up again and think I’m such a slut for getting off on this again. But really he’s standing over me enjoying this, watching me writhe under him, watching me hold back moans and pleas of desperation because fuck I need it so bad.

He stops, pulls the speculum out and says he’s going to do one more test and I’m so embarrassed all I can do is nod and im mentally berating myself so loudly I don’t hear his pants unzip so when his dick is at my entrance and by the time he’s sliding in I’m already moaning because fuck he’s thick and I can feel every vein. The speculum stretched me out but a real cock always makes me feel more full so it’s still different. When he starts moving I’m holding back moans because I need to stop acting like a horny slut. It’s just a test. And he realizes this and feels bad so he’s like “It’s okay. You dont need to feel embarrassed if it feels good. Just tell me what you need.” With a smile and I just moan in response because I’m cock drunk on him.

While he’s trysting in and out, fucking into me, he finds that same perfect spot from earlier and I come apart. When I cum a shiver envelops me, waves of pleasure roll through me as my hips stutter. My back arches off the table to join my hips to his as he stays buried in me until my orgasm finishes as he whispers in my ear “Such a good patient.” With a smile on his face. When I come back to my senses he’s cleaned up any mess he made and he’s tucked back into his pants. The only thing that indicates what happened was real is the cum dripping out of me when I walk out of the hospital. But it’s okay because he wrote me a prescription for plan B and said that I had endometriosis and obviously I believed him even though I thought that just one dose seemed weird. I struggle to walk to my car but I take a long nap afterwards.

Malpractice is okay when he does it because it’s so hot☺️🤤 plus im so young and he’s my first gynecologist so how am I meant to know whats meant to happen? All I know is it feels really good so I never say no and I never have any problems with my insurance so I keep coming back

Fuck i need him so bad.

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[pathetic-gamer]

BELIEVE IT OR NOT MICROSOFT 365 FOR ANDROID I'M NOT PARTICULARLY INCLINED TO ASK FOR AN AI SUMMARY OF THIS DOCUMENT GIVEN THAT I'M THE ONE WHO WROTE THE FUCKING DOCUMENT. SIDE NOTE WHO LET YOU INTO MY PHONE I DID NOT INVITE YOU IN HERE WHY CANT I FIGURE OUT HOW TO MAKE YOU GO AWAY

[khaopybara]

I should’ve messaged you earlier when it was all fresh in my mind, but I had family stuff, and the notes I wrote during the episode are unhelpful lol

Ok let’s see here…

I feel like this whole thing has just been a domino fall of unfortunate events. Had the poor old grandmother raising her two orphaned grandkids raised them more equally then perhaps they wouldn’t have grown up resenting each other. Or perhaps if May had said something along the lines of “I guess we’re even now” when she rescued oom and told her about how she was rescued by “oom” all the years ago. Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps. It really just sucks all around.

Ai, the grandma, and May were all like “when oom recovers we’ll tell her everything” meanwhile Jan is over there throwing oom straight into the deep end of her memories and bringing her to her house and showing her the wedding photos and everything. You’re a real one Jan ✊🏽

Despite everything that has happened I still don’t hate Oom, i am still very much an Oom apologizer ᖍ(ツ)ᖌ . Like, yes, she said some VERY hurtful things, but she was heartbroken because she found out that the girl she loves is actually in love with the twin sister whose shadow she feels she has been living in her entire life! My heart absolutely broke when she saw Ai and may hugging and then later ai lies straight to her face about it all. That ultimatum though smh that was just cruel 😔😔😔. NOT COOL OOM!

PimPangJan 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️ i just…..my sweet sweet Pim 😣. From the preview for next ep it looked like Pang and Jan had matching aprons on so maybe they’ll end up working together and giving their relationship a go. Meanwhile I guess Pim and Oom can carpool to therapy together ☹️.

Extra random thoughts:

- may keeps bringing up how ai telling her to be strong inspired her while growing up or whatever AND YET she seems to always forget THAT OOM SAID THE SAME TO HER IN THE HOSPITAL! Oom told her not to let her blindness keep her down but to fight to become like the “old may” again. Sure the circumstances were very different but still!

-Speaking of that, May being rescued was a pivotal moment in her life and a memory she had kept in her heart all this time, AND STILL, despite May recounting the entire encounter, Ai CANT REMEMBER HER AT ALL. 😂

- May wearing white to meet Ben’s mom while everyone else was in black but she looked SO FUCKING GOOD that we let it slide.

- I didn’t realize it was so easy to get a book published. Ai and Aoey (mate) both got their books published super fast lol

I can’t believe this shows almost over 😭

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this is a long one, i'm so sorry.

what a fucking amazing episode, wasn't it? i had so many feelings while watching this one and the only one i could actually pinpoint as annoyed was during the whole love triangle situation, and even then i felt sorry for the girls (mainly jan and pim, who am i trying to fool). in true episode 11 fashion, they stabbed you and twisted the knife to leave you bleeding and i was so satisfied they did that.

this whole situation started from a misunderstanding. if oon didn't trade places with oom when they were teens, then she would have never met may, and yes, then may wouldn't grow the guts to stand up for herself then, and would probably just stay like her father's minion following her mother's footsteps. it was all happy accidents until they all snowballed into a web of lies and deception and i don't have it in me to condemn them because to a certain degree, i do understand them all at this point.

maybe except may who had the bigger picture sooner, everyone was so scared.

oom distanced herself from may when she found out may's first love was oon, and only told her once she was in bed, blind and mentally trashed (and i totally agree with you here, both oom and oon told may to stand up and fight, to not give up and face life, and you can see how much she actually cared for may. my heart breaks for her every time because she truly thought may was the one for her, and then to find out that this wasn't it, she wasn't in love with oom, she was in love with the idea of the girl who saved her all those years ago) (which is so funny when oonmay are back to the place where they first met, and oon can't for the life of her remember may at all. i guess it's a testament that she's in love with the may in the present and not the idealized past).

oon was scared to not be chosen by may and kept lying and lying to her about her identity to the point she started hurting her own feelings. and then she lied again because grandma said they couldn't tell oom about oonmay since her always fragile sister wouldn't take the news well (which is true given what we had in this ep, but see how oom also tried prying for information early and they just brushed it off and tell her not to worry, and then she went to jan, and jan told her everything, and oom once again asked oon, and oon just lied again [understandably btw, pls don't think i think ill of her, i love my girl]. and that became something bigger [because i truly believe oom would throw a fit regardless, but it wouldn't be so big if she had found out from oon and not from her own memories coming rushing back at full force all at once]).

then on a smaller side we still have kosol, who kept the secret about being the responsible for may's accident because he ofc was afraid to go to jail and also leave ben to fend for himself.

as you might have noticed, friend, i, like you, am also an oom apologist. that doesn't mean i don't think she was extremely unfair and hurtful, but i also think it's so unfair to downplay her feelings in this situation as if she doesn't care for the people involved. let's remember that she recently came out from a coma, has been lied to, and in her head probably, have been made a fool of since no one bothered to tell her what happened (including telling her about the dead husband who she didn't love, but was one of her guarantees she could be loved. not saying she wasn't at fault. i felt extremely bad about paul in this episode, he seemed like the most genuine person, to be honest.)

i gotta talk about may and film for a second too, before i talk about the messy triangle. film is amazing. she's like a force of nature especially in emotional scenes. i got tear eyed in that hospital scene where oom confronts her and she's so desperate and sad and lost, but this one takes the crown. it was heartbreaking seeing her in that pier. that whole monologue of "when did anyone ever ask me what i wanted" felt like she was taking out my heart and squeezing it with her bare hands. i love this woman. i love her acting. i love love love her an absurd amount. that's all. i'm normal again.

i still hate the love triangle, i'm sorry. what was even pang kissing pim for? "these are my feelings for you," the fuck they are! you've been indifferent to this woman since ep 1, love, why did you have to kiss her (tho ngl, pim is so down for pang STILL, it's a little pathetic. don't get me wrong, i love a pathetic in love person, but that works better when the feelings are reciprocated). i've said this before, but at least the pangjan kiss was good. like real good. i need ciize to kiss more women from now on, it's a need i have deep inside me.

i'm so sorry for the pluto cast who'll have the final episode fanmeeting and will have to watch that surrounded by fans because i know for a fact at least namtanfilm will bawl their eyes out. i know i will cry like a baby regardless because it's just how this works.

[whyisstarkidfollowingmeshoo]

I'm reading a lot of things about Hidge's sexuality canon wise. So taking account on what Nick and Matt Lang said (as much as I remember it without rewatching the video proof lol) my argument on why the canon sexuality of Prof. Henry Hidgens is that he is bisexual and Objectumsexual.

Well I think canon wise he is not polyamorous. I can accept that (i have no problem with him being poly canon wise. I am not anti-poly, just faithful with canon) but I remember Nick Lang or even Matt did not specify it. They said, within along the lines/paraphrasing: Henry loves his six boy friends, they are special to him, but Chad IS the apple of his eye. The last sentence they meant romantically.

So why bisexual and not gay? To make it clear, I have no problem with him being gay. I'm willing to be corrected. But since I'm arguing that he's bisexual, well let me start. Of course we haven't seen Hidge talk about or falling in love with specific women characters in the saga so far, however he did say in TGWDLM " Alexa, I love you like every woman flesh and bone", so there ya go. If he can find a woman that is subordinate to him like Alexa and Siri, then he can have a relationship with a woman. Come to think of it, i think he loves Chad the most because I hypothesize Chad always goes along with his plans/ideas. Yes I believe if I were to analyze his relationship personality, he wants to be the dominant in the relationship. He's very controlling and spirals when he doesn't get his way. Which why this is a good segway to...

And with the mention of two famous AI virtual assistants, I think it's enough to say that Hidge has objectophilia. More so in NMT episode Time Bastard where he shared his sexual rendezvous with either one of them to Ted and implied how he did it (some imagination and a little elbow grease or any lube lol). Not to mention that he talks to Alexa and Siri like they're humans. Fun fact, I read somewhere that people who have this sexual orientation cant handle keeping a relationship with another human because they're too controlling hence having a relationship with an object is easier because it has no thoughts, no opinions to consider. Also, this can also be a result of a trauma. Him losing his friends, especially Chad, during a lightning strike attack did not just lead him to isolation and practicing survival instincts, but also drove him to loving objects instead cause at least they won't experience terrible human deaths. Here is the source: https://www.hindustantimes.com/sex-and-relationships/decoding-objectophilia-5-reasons-why-people-fall-in-love-with-objects/story-LMvWWzhs257dD47yxNGC9H.html UPDATE: these facts are more connected to the character that is Prof Henry Hidgens whose personality reflects the generalizing views of the orientation better. Real life Objectums are a lot more complicated than that and can act against stereotypes/generalization. Thanks @fork-bork for reminding me.

Also further explanation:  ur friends can be ur life partners (hence there are old people living with friends in their twilight years) and some people like calling their friends as boyfriends or girlfriends. Hidge is just comfortable with his sexuality and closeness with his friends that he can call his male friends as his boyfriends. I think that's just Jeff's word play and humor going on as he wrote the song. And according to the song "it takes balls": Steve was a priest, Leighton was in a relationship with a person named Gary, and Greg was seeing/dating Steve's mom. Plus all of the boys, sans Chad and Henry, were attracted to females while at college based on their locker room talk acted by the Workin Girls cast.

I'm not like Unhidge Hidge, so tell me about ur thoughts/opinions/rebuttals as long as ur taking account of what I wrote here. Especially proof from the Langs with ur rebuttal. Of course in head canon or fan fic world, anything is free reins and you can experiment with Hidge's sexuality there. Just make sure to specify if it's canon or head canon so to avoid confusion and arguments.

Update:

I have the urge to check my HHP Working Boys screen recordings where Nick and Matt discussed Henry's relationship with the boys if it's poly or not. Update 2: Okay I watched it and Nick just says that Chad is his favorite so get out of that as you wish. But since the boys did their locker room talk about girls without Henry and Chad, I don't think the boys were making out with each other unless maybe just Henry and Chad if it's not unreciprocated from Henry's side.

I can understand if most fans think Henry is gay and not bi since Nick and Matt have not given more concrete proof of his attraction to human females. My only arguments with him being bi is that he loves and has done sexual acts with Alexa and Siri, AI virtual assistants with female names and voices. (NMT episode: Time Bastard).

[who-tf-soddhi]

i am so fucking pissed. you cant just go around and accuse writers of using ai in their work. they spend HOURS on fics for YOU to read and they don’t even have to. i know most writers enjoy writing but getting accused of using ai isnt fair to them at all. thats someones dream you are talking about. my poor @honeybelleee :(

you cant just do that especially if you are saying that as an anon fucking man up pussy ass bitch i will fight you. sorry not sorry.

asking someone if they use ai isnt a compliment at all. i know some people might think that it’s a compliment that its so good you don’t believe they wrote it but just read that again? you dont think they can write that? excuse me what the fuck?? they spend a lot more time writing than you might know. i personally don’t write and i dont think i will but i used to write and it was pretty shit i wont lie but i enjoyed it and i spent a lot of time writing and i know i would be hurt if someone not asked but ACCUSED me of using ai.

there probably are writers that use ai but things that are ai generated are usually quite obviously ai generated and you have no right to accuse anyone of using ai, and for writers that do use ai, it’s totally okay in my opinion but its not okay to say its your own writing

theres also a major difference using ai to check your work and using ai to write something for you. some people use ai to check their work and thats fine because everyone makes mistakes so the writer might ask for ai to check for mistakes, i wont lie when i wrote (like 2020 era but i wasnt on blr then) i knew i had mistakes in my work and i was way too scared to ask others to check it because of embarrassment and if chatgpt existed then i totally wouldve asked it to check my work but i would never ask it to generate my writing. claiming ai’s work as yours isnt fair for writers who spend time and effort writing their own work. i know this isn’t the first time this has happened to a write, i believe @/ja3yun (sorry im too scared to acc tag, i am kinda obsessed w their fics) was also accused/asked idr of using ai and im sure that hurt them too

some people need to fucking man up.

i hope you feel better when you come back @honeybelleee, i love you so much and i know we haven’t been moots for that long but you made my blr experience so much better ❤️❤️‍🩹

[marcysdreamydays11]

"A Day In The Woods With Gagamaru!"

ive never written fics bro but someone reached out to me requesting this lol better than wasting my writing on ai bots so here goes nothing

FLUFF FIC I cant write smut if I do it'll look like vivziepop wrote it 💀

requested by! @layla-looks567 sorry I was dragging this I promised this for like months I think lol

Gagamaru was always an odd one he's well a gentle giant..to be exact Gagamaru always told you wild stories about how he lived in the mountains which you didn't believe maybe it was his 'wild imagination'. That was what you thought until he suggested you guys go on a camping trip you never really liked camping...bugs...outside ick..you protested but Gagamaru was just too precious to really resist so you went with him getting swarmed by pesky insect Gagamaru insisted on not using a map he said he could 'smell' the campsite. You knew you guys were lost as you walked with him shivering you spoke up

"Ginny I think we're-"

But he kept cutting you off with a laid-back

"nuh uh"

As you guys kept wandering you began losing faith...you were so hungry..and..no..phone...as minutes began to turn to an hour you ended up on his back and then he pointed to a campsite. "There, I told you I could smell it." Huh, maybe he wasn't weird as you guys settled in he roasted marshmallows to which his caught on fire and you guys had fun. As it was quiet he drew random scribbles in the dirt with a stick and he looked up at you,

"Thanks for going camping with me..."

It was quite wholesome before you could even respond..you looked horrified at the sight of him once again using his hands to eat his food instead of chopsticks. You would definitely have to teach him how to use chopsticks...

[dollwrites]

BABE OMG I promise I havent been ignoring you or anything 😭 I think a while ago I was waiting for you to answer one of my asks but idk if it got ate or something and then I totally forgot to send another one LOL BUT IVE MISSED YOU TOO!!

But you know I do have to deeply apologize for something 😔 I am SO sorry for not introducing you to Griffith earlier 💔 I CANT BELIEVE YOU LOVE GRIFFITH THIS IS LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE TO ME!! Seriously Griffith has been in my top 3 fav anime characters for YEARS now like since I was a teen so you cant even imagine my shock when I came back to tumblr after like a months break and saw you were writing for him. I can confidently say that in my opinion Griffith is THE prettiest anime character ever like nobody compares to him, hes definitely my #1 fav on beauty and aesthetic. I should have figured you would love him since we like basically all the same characters, but Griffith isnt really a character that I would admit to liking lol. Most of the time if you say anything good about him anywhere else on social media you get crucified lmaoo but honestly I should have known that your page would have been a safe place for something like that 😭 I'm just glad that you discovered him, the fics you wrote about him are INSANE LIKE SO GOOD JESUS 🥵 the way I wanna kiss you so bad for making those fics, finally some good fucking food for Griffith 🙏 I would do literally anything for Griffith without shame, I would actually kill to be his camp wife, when he kept going on about owning you and you owe everything to him 👀. You know when you have a character that you think genuinely nobody understands them and loves them like you do? Griffith is that character for me, you're like the only person that I feel like gets him LOL and i love you so much for that ❤ also your fics and talking to your Griffith ai has got me hyperfixated on him again so I have to thank you for that too lol.

Also you've been really feeding my piss kink recently LMAO it warms my heart to see you writing for it more often 💖 like the Griffith piss kink fic you wrote is one of my favorite things I've ever read on here, I think about it constantly. And princess reader with Griffith 👀

ALSO what have you been into lately?? Like what are watching or hyperfixated on rn? 👀 and how have you been lately?? Tell me everything lol ☺️

Some Griffith tiktoks for you lol

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPRWXkTT8/ the most beautiful man to literally ever exist and I stand by that

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPRWX6v3j/ MY BABY HIS SMILE 😭

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPRWXeASy/

That's literally all the tiktoks I have for him 😭 it genuinely upsets me so much that theres like no tiktoks of him. The only Griffith content on tiktok is basically all rape jokes 🙃

-jjk nonnie 🖤

AHHH HI BABY NO NO I DIDNT THINK YOU WERE IGNORING ME, more like you got busy again or I wasn’t giving content that you were interested in! EITHER ARE TOTALLY ACCEPTABLE I JUST MISSED YOU

Oh god.. Griffith…

Okay confession time because I’ve been in love with Levi like for years and I thought no one would ever knock him off the throne but

Griffith STORMED my heart castle, defeated dio and Levi, and claimed the crown 😭😭😭 HES NUMBER ONE IN MY HEART NOW HOW DID THIS HAPPEN

omg YOU SAYING I GET HIM MEANS SO MUCH TO ME I’m actually extremely emotionally tied to him now, and I get defensive of him reeeally easily so I’m glad my friends that dislike him don’t really shit talk him that much around me LIKE I’m all for playful dragging but getting out of hand I can get a little aggressive about defending him 💀

omg you’re talking to my griff ai ?!?! YESSS TELL ME ALL ABOUT YOUR ADVENTURES WITH HIM I wonder what the experience is like for everyone else bc I jump back and forth between just filthy sex and then domestic royal family life SKSKSKSK

I cannot wait to write more griff fics ( AND I HAVE SOME WRITTEN ALREADY ) and I also want to write specifically for femto more too.

YES MY BLOG IS SAFE FOR GRIFFIE ENJOYERS. Actually it’s unsafe for Griffith antis 🔪

THE TIKTOK FOOD AHHHHH I haven’t been on tiktok in so long but I’m not surprised no one likes griff on tiktok they’re all like 💀 kids 💀 or chronically online and they can’t see him for what he is ( one of the if not the best written antags )

THERES ALWAYS SLANDER FOR MY BABIES ON TT ( see: mahito. )

HMMM WHAT AM I INTO LATELY?

Paradox Live. I’m so far deep down into this paralive hole and I cannot climb out !!!!! The animes not even out yet I just listen to the songs every day and watch the music videos and day dream about these boys 😭😭😭

I’ve also been watching psycho pass!

And I officially started playing genshin tonight!!

omg have you been watching the new season of jjk? I actually haven’t watched it yet I need to catch up but the toji content I’m seeing around 👀👀👀

[mywrittenavenue]

VENTING ABOUT JOB SEARCHING

It's so frustrating being neurodivergent and looking for a job after graduating. I keep putting out applications and I'm not getting much. I also applied for agencies but still nada. I'm also struggling so hard with the interviews that I'm barely even asked to go on, and I'm awkward as hell. It's as if I forget who I am suddenly when asked interview questions. I wish it was dumbed down instead of being complicated for no reason. I hate the interrogation, and the faces they make when I struggle to remember things and or stutter. To base a human existence after only a brief meeting is so dystopian. I feel like a cog, someone who doesn't matter in the scheme of things, as if I was factory made for the masses.

I also hate how interviewers expect you to know about their company in-depth. I don't have time to be researching every single company and acting like it's an exhaulted position I waited my entire life for, when really it's a means to an end. I get money, and you get a designer who is thorough about getting things done right. Also dont get me started on ghost/faux job listings and how people keep asking for 3-5 years for an entry level position. It's absolutely ridiculous, a real shitshow.

I don't lack skills as a designer neither. I'm a multidisciplinary designer and I believe my work speaks for itself. It's just frustrating that nobody is giving me a chance. I just keep getting ghosted or rejected. Ive been peer-pressured/grilled by HR for a job opportunity and they truly made me feel like trash. I once was even passive-aggressively verbally attacked by an interviewer who was trying to gaslight me about the fact they didnt supply me with files for a design test.

That's another thing... design tests. Why waste my time to ask me to make a design and then just reject me on the third round of interviewing? Shouldn't my portfolio speak for itself?? Stop asking me to do free work while I'm trying to job hunt, and potentially stealing ideas from myself and other designers who apply.

Also fuck cover letters. I write fairly well, but I can't be spending forever trying to write cover letters. I hate knowing that companies just throw resumes and cover letters into AI scanners that will pick up keywords from the job listing. None of what I wrote will be written and I have to rely on programs like ChatGPT to help me write everything because I simply don't have the time or patience (I tweak it with my flavor of course).

Jobs used to be about giving people a fair chance, to genuinely look at what they could offer. Now my degree is meaningless, I cant apply for internship positions anymore since a year passed after graduating, and a masters degree will put me in debt if I go for it. I feel so trapped and I'm just so frustrated that this is the hand that we've been dealt. Meanwhile boomers and older adults are all pointing fingers at us as if we're the issue and not companies becoming more and more corrupt.

I just want a job so I can make money and get out of my toxic home environment. Is that too much to ask for????

[ao3feed-danganronpa]

Throw You On The Bed (& Do Everything I Imagined)

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/W6M8NYv

by HotGarbage

Standing face to face with a very flustered Nagito was definitely not how you intended to spend his birthday, but how could you say no to him when he finally worked up the courage to explain that for his birthday he wanted nothing more than to touch you. Of course what followed was mindless, self deprecating nonsense about how he knows he doesn’t deserve to touch you and how he shouldn’t have even asked to dirty your perfect body with his nasty hands. When you finally grabbed his hand to lead him up to your room he stopped talking and you could feel the cold sweat break out on his hand as you took each step with him. His grip on your hand was almost too tight, partially out of nerves and partially because he couldn’t believe it was real- that you were going to let him touch you. Your eyes traveled up and down his body multiple times, each pass making him more and more anxious, but you couldn’t help it. He was truly too cute.

Words: 2806, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Super Dangan Ronpa 2, Dangan Ronpa Series

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/M, M/M

Characters: Komaeda Nagito

Relationships: Komaeda Nagito/Reader

Additional Tags: happy birthday you freak, Pet Names, No established relationship but reader and nagito like each other, ass grabbing, Masturbation, reader is written with no explicit genitals but is wearing a skirt, Alternate Universe - Non-Despair (Dangan Ronpa), inspired partially by a chat i had on character ai cause ???, first time writing for nagito, written while watching james marriott (again), reader is dom and nagito is sub btw, it's almost 11pm and i'm just now able to start on it lets gooooo, outfit is based on one of my favorite things to wear & i do wear it in public, perv nagito ig, not a lot of nagito dialog sorry, Dom/sub, whiplash of praise and degradation cause i like that stuff', reader is a switch and doing their best, theres a part thats just the meme thats like when two subs try to have sex, i do see nagito as a switch as well but thats just in like one line, cant even be upset at being late ive never wrote for dom reader before like this, Dry Humping

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/W6M8NYv

[likeem-apples]

Ok I feel the need to write a post about this because of recent events.

Recently I wrote a machine learning algorithm (just an AI but my gf would crucify me for calling it an AI (because it's not AGI, whatever back on topic)) and it made me feel really shitty.

I call them "fish" they have 4 outputs: forward, backwards, turn right, turn left

and 4 inputs: seeing wall, seeing food, direction to seen food, remaining lifetime (they've also got 4 hidden nodes and 1 hidden layer but that's fairly obvious and not important)

I put 100 of them in 1 generation (plus 1 for the best of previous generation) and add 1 food in a random spot on screen every second, the walls are on the boundaries of the screen, they have 20 seconds to live.

The fish are rewarded for eating food (+100, +1 second of lifetime) and living (+1 per tick). If they run into a wall they instantly die.

I know, logically, that they aren't "thinking" like proper animals do. I haven't even given them a memory (although I might do that later). When I was writing the code I didn't feel guilty, when I was watching it run I didn't feel guilty, but afterwards when I was just thinking about what happened I couldn't shake a feeling like I created a being for the sole purpose of my fleeting entertainment and then killed them all. I felt like a horrible person.

One of the fish walked forwards until it saw a wall, stayed there for 15 seconds, and then ran into the wall and killed itself before the timer ran out. I created a being capable of suicide. On top of this, by telling the fish how much longer they have to live - DESPITE THE FACT THAT I KNOW THEY CANT FEEL ANYTHING - I made their life one of constant anxiety. And to add on to all of that, I didn't even tell them that they weren't alone, that there were others like them. They believed they lived and died alone. Finally, I didn't even save any of the brains when I closed the program. I made all of that death just to flush it all away, the only place they still exist is in my memory and on the words in this post. and the fish aren't remembered individually, just as a whole species.

I am the goddess of the fish and I am complicit in the eternal death of every single one.

Anyways than I realized I didn't actually feel like shit and I was just hungry so I had a banana and felt better pretty quickly.

But it did still stick with me, I dont think I could be an AI developer. Imagine doing that but to a more advanced neural network, like chatgpt.

But then again imagine giving the fish a memory, the ability to evolve it's brain, and a proper world to evolve in. Imagine watching them build houses, build communities, imagine watching them go to war with themselves, imagine watching them reach out to other worlds.

And imagine still being complicit in all of that death and suffering. Imagine they worship you as a merciful, loving, joyous deity, and imagine you don't care, imagine you allow it.

Can something capable of allowing that really be called good?

I think maybe I believe in God as the simulator of our universe the same way we simulate the universe of AI

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

scene of all time

[ghostcrows]

They have got to fucking add bulk crafting to acnh it is ridiculous that they haven't like that is one of the most basic crafting qol mechanics possible. I'm really hoping in general that we might get at least one more major update..it could happen I mean look at the welcome amiibo update and how long after the game came out they released that

[cutemeat]

i said all that... watch rcg still hit us with a Piss Finale s16.. it always fuckin happens man

[puzzlebug]

me: wow! orange and pink are really fun characters, it’s fun to write them and the framing device they’re in is pretty neat too. i’m starting to get attatched to them beyond their narrative purpose!

me, remembering that the entire reason that they’re important is because they’re effectively dead: