#i cant afford therapy ok

[dirtytransmasc]

this video is so aegon coded, in my mind (I am the eldest child, I technically ruined my mom's life, but she tries so hard to love me, she DOES love me, but our relationship is so strained because of the way she's treated me due to her own pain. I think I'm a good enough reference on this)

like. him and alicent. with all their messiness. at the end of the day, that's HIS mommy, and no matter what, even when he feels like he hates her, she is beautiful and perfect and no one can say a bad thing about her because he loves her and she loves him and that makes everything ok at the end of the day.

sometimes he's mean to her, she's too rough, he feels like he hates her, she can barely look at him. but god forbid someone insult her in his presence, he will actually have a breakdown. that's his mommy and he loves her and forgives her and hopes she can forgive him and just wants her to be happy so they can all be happy.

like little kid aegon, he was always playing with her hair and her jewelry, telling her she was pretty. gently poking at her face, like toddlers do, when she was upset, trying to figure out what was wrong. he'd hug her clumsily and tell her it was alright. and he remembers that, he remembers wanting his mom to be happy and to know she was beautiful and that he was there (again, in the way a toddler does) and he stills wants that. he wants to be small and to make his mom smile and feel better. that's his job! he's supposed to protect her and make her happy!

I especially imagine this happens frequently cause of how her father and his father treat her, how the court treats her, how everyone treats her. they all so mean to her, even in ways that are quiet and seemingly mundane. he must hate it. hate the way they tear her apart with their words and their eyes. the way they subtly mock her. he must feel so angry but so helpless and conflicted.

and it all boils down to him becoming a sobbing, snotty, (in his case) drunken mess and I love that for him (I mean I feel really bad, this shit sucks, but you know what I mean)

[alright-gay-two]

Nothing in this world is designed for me to live in it

[ask-sprunkitown-citizens]

???: *creeeak* Oren: ...?

Raddy: Hey bud, heard you lost your headphones? How are you doing? Oren: Fine... how was therapy...? Raddy: Doctors, not therapist this time... uh... it was alright... Oren: No it wasn't, it never is, did they say stuff again? Raddy: they didn't say anything they haven't already said...

Oren: you need to find a new doctor... and therapist... Raddy: Maybe, but I can't afford it, and they do well enough... I at least can get my prescriptions from them... I can ignore words, I can't ignore illness though... Oren: ok... if you say so

Raddy: you should get some sleep Oren: you too... can you stay...? Raddy: nah dude, I'm sorry but I have stuff I need to do... I can visit tomorrow though... Oren: if you say so.. Raddy: why cant you stay in pinkis room? Oren: don't want to move, makes too much noise... Raddy: fair enough... well sleep well dude, see ya... Oren: yeah... see you dude...

*raddy leaves the room, leaving oren sitting there in his thoughts*

[princehobi]

OK GUYS IM FEELING PATHETIC ENOUGH AND I CANT AFFORD THERAPY, TUMBLR IS ALL I GOT RIGHT NOW SO

YESTERDAY WHILE I WAS USING TUMBLR I UPDATED A RANDOM POST AND I STARTED GETTING ERROR MESSAGES ON THE SCREEN, LIKE SOMETIMES WOULD HAPPEN BUT THEN I COULDNT REFRESH ANYTHING, MY BLOG LOOKS LIKE THIS FROM MY PHONE

AND WHEN I TRY AND LOG IN FROM A COMPUTER IT SAYS THE ACCOUNT IS TERMINATED

I DIDNT RECEIVED ANY EMAIL, I ALREADY SENT A BUNCH OF EMAILS TO SUPPORT AND I ONLY GET THE INSTANT REPLY THAT THEY WOULD LOOK INTO IT BUT ITS BEEN AROUND 15 HOURS BC THAT WAS LAST NIGHT AND SADLY I AM AN ADULT AND I HAD TO GO TO BED SO I CAN WAKE UP AND GO TO WORK (WHERE IM TYPING THIS FROM RN)

I am really panicking, I've had this account for about 10 years and I really need it back, I'm so sad, I feel stupid and helpless because I really don't know what else to do, reddit and web comments scare me because I really really want to get this back

If you help me I'm gonna .. idk I'll do anything I swear I'm just freaking upset and nervous and I am not joking, I know how this sounds but tumblr has saved me from the worst times of my life so many times, I know I can just make a new account but this one is so old and has a lot of me

[a-substantial-trash-pile]

real downer mental health stuff below cut. sorry. it's been a real hard couple weeks and i need to get things out somewhere or i'll go crazy.

i just need to get my feelings written out because right now i feel like im going to explode and i can't afford therapy right now and i can't talk to any friends because i cant live with the guilt of burdening them with my problems. so this is the only way i can think of getting it out of me. but i still feel guilty even doing this so im turning reblogs off because i don't want anyone to feel like they need to provide words of comfort or anything like that. would turn off replies to this post too if i knew how to do it. i just need to get it Out.

a few weeks ago, my family had a discussion about putting our old dog down. he's deaf and blind and has dementia that's gotten much worse this year. and he isn't really "living" anymore. i'm not sure he even knows who i am anymore. and it hurts so so bad. i know it's time. but it hurts so fucking bad. i don't want to be the one to make the phone call and make the appointment and solidify the date i lose him forever, so i asked my dad if he could do it. my mom wanted to do it immediately but my dad said he would make the call after my mom's surgeries for her parkinsons that was happening this month. i know my dad doesn't want to put our dog down. the whole thing was brought up in the first place because my mom keeps bringing it up. and it makes her and my dad argue which is not what i fucking want right now. she tends to bring up the subject with my dad and i at the worst times, when im feeling especially terrible. she just had her last surgery yesterday so she brought it up again tonight. the way she brings it up has kind of really sucked for me. i was already feeling especially depressed because everything was just feeling so overwhelming today (stress from thinking about my dog and also hearing that my mom fell on her face and got hurt while i was at work). the past couple times my mom has brought up my dog with me, she's started it off by asking if i had been crying and then when i say that i was, she asks when we're putting our dog down. i don't know why she's doing it like this. i feel upset at her for doing it this way, but at the same time i feel bad for being upset at her because she has parkinson's and just had surgery. even though the surgery went well, i still feel guilty that i'm upset with her.

i couldn't give my mom a straight answer because again, i don't want to be the one to solidify the date, so i told her i'm waiting for dad to make the phone call. she said, "ok i'm going to tell dad." then i went downstairs and cried while she immediately went to tell my dad. i could hear my parents argue about it. it's not a subject my dad likes to acknowledge and my mom has been really pushy about it with him and me. i regret and feel guilty about asking my dad to make the call. i should have just sucked it up and said i would do it. i think i might have to be the one to do it. but it hurts so fucking bad.

whenever my mom talks about it with my dad, she always tries to pressure him by bringing up how sad it's making me. when she does that it feels like im being made into the main "reason" to put our dog down. that if we don't put him down as soon as possible, my mental health will keep spiraling. and yeah, im not doing great right now, but i don't want to keep hearing it brought up over and over like that. i don't want to feel like it's my fault. i know my dog needs to be put down. but i don't want to feel like it's because of me. does that make sense? is that selfish? is the amount of crying i've been doing not "normal" in this situation? it's not like i cry all day. i only do it at night and i try to hide it as best i can. i don't want my mom to see and tell me "this is why we need to put him down now." which she has done before. i don't know. it just hurts so bad.

i haven't been able to tell my mom about how she's been upsetting me. because she'll get upset about it if i do. and i feel bad for being upset in the first place. because i know in the end, these actions she's taking is because she's worried for me. she just. doesn't think things through all the time. she's always spoken before thinking. although im not sure if her parkinson's has made this habit worse. i can't remember if she's always been at this level or if this is something exacerbated by parkinson's. which makes me feel even more guilty about being upset at her. god. everything just feels fucked right now. so overwhelming. i wish i could see my therapist again, but i just can't afford that expense right now.

i've been having more nightmares. been having the stupid sleep paralysis shit. been having more frequent intrusive thoughts of driving off the bridge i go over on my commute or looking at my pills and wondering what would happen if i took everything in the bottle at once. i don't think i would ever actually act on these things, because i love my family too much to have them deal with that kind of hardship. it's just been exhausting for my brain. and some days the thoughts feel closer than others. but that's depression for you. been dealing with it for many years. this has just been one of those real bad times for it. if anyone is actually reading this, please dont worry. i know that's kind of dumb of me to say considering everything i wrote here. but really please don't worry. i just needed a place to put my thoughts and feel like i'm releasing them somehow. im still here. i've had these bad thoughts before and i'm still here. i will still be here. it'll get better. i just need to hold on again.

i just wish dogs lived longer.

[pallaspally]

Father, forgive me, for this is a very serious ask. (Please do not feel pressured to answer it, I do not want you to share anything you are uncomfortable talking about)

How and when did this whole 3D thing start for you? And what are the reasons you are still doing this to yourself?

Is ok, we can be serious. For me it started with my mother, mother jester was a horrible woman, would withhold føød as punishment and always comment on what you @te/were e@ting and how it was costing her money. If i @te less i was praised, that sort of thing. Started me off at a bad life and then after she died (ding dong the witch is dead) i got into a bad relationship because i was convinced abūse was love. They would control my money, my food, my friendships, everything, and if i stepped out of line it would be bad for me, i just thought thats what love was and i needed to be better, so i worked very hard. I got down to a scary we!ghṭ with them and i became "too much to handle" because my health declined fast, so they kicked me out. I am free now, i have a decent enough life and am learning how to be my own person, but i have never had a normal relationship with føød and its so hard to unlearn stuff..? Like every time i am faced with føød it is terrifying. I still hear their words when i look in the mirror. I just kinda hate myself, ya know? And i cant afford therapy anymore or anything like that so i kind of just went kapoot. I am working on it, but i dont think ill ever be normal tbh and ive come to terms with that. Kind of just aiming for alive lmao

[scaredofskeleons]

holy fuck au stuff finally hai guys!!

i hope you guys dont hear "redemption au" and think its gonna be all happy ending and silly and happy nah im gonna torment him first 😈 so many issues to project . . . SO MANY HE WOULD HAVE OK- also hope you guys know in my au he cant even afford therapy this is so evil im so evil mwahahahaha I HOPE YOU GUYS KNOW I AM . . WRITING STUFF WITH A FRIEND BUT ONLY SO I CAN MAKE COMIC PANELS WHICH I MAY MAKE RN . . . and it will not be a full comic only some scenes of the au teehee!!! maybe ill make a post that talks abt the au more... just know the daddy issues are out in the open with this one guys . . . ALSO KNOW AT SOME POINT BEANIES IS INVOLVED HE WILL BE GETTING A JOB LETS GOOO

[shameonmeeguiltypleasure]

Personal share: I just needed to vent this out to a void of some sort.

Nobody warns you about the 'literal' COST of Living you face once your born. I feel like my childhood was me being scammed into spending a bunch only to be later slapped in the face with the receipt and expected to pay it. "What?You can't pay it? Well let's make it a debt you owe me, now get to work bitch"

I'm sharing this here because honestly, I think if anyone I know and love in my real life were to hear me out they'd tell me what I already know "That's just Life".

With how sensitive i am right now, I'd break down into a sobbing mess and I can't afford that right now......

- Im on the verge of feeling numb again, like brittle and so ready to disappear.

-Im struggling to feel passion and feel stuck in an endless cycle of work, sleep, eat repeat.

- I feel empty and a constant thrum of nausea at everything I say, do or when I see my reflection.

-Ive tried buying my joy and short bursts of satisfaction but it always leaves my bank account empty and fades too quickly.

-I miss my parents, but I'm a adult now and they expect adult things from me. They don't have time for my mood swings because I'm "just too much"

-My sister is drained from work and I don't want to be an additional burden

-My best friend is preparing to fight for her new career and I don't even have my liscense to drive. (I have no idea why she still keeps me around when I'm so unambitious)

- My cousin has lost so much weight and im growing jealous of her confidence. (She's married and has 3kids!! I'm jealous that she's found someone she trusted to start a family with and I'm still a lonely sob)

-My brother is moving out to live with his long term gf and start his studies. (He has no loans thanks to my sis and I, Obvs doesn't respect or care for me as much as he does her. I deserve it honestly, but it still stings sometimes)

- I struggle to speak most days because I just don't think. I have anything worth saying. (But my job requires me to call ppl and I cant afford to lose this gig)

-I struggle to eat because I just can't find the balance between starving and overindulgence. (I love my body. But there are parts of me I feel I need to change because society or loved ones say I should)

-I struggle to socialise because I just don't share the same interest as those around me or my work colleagues. (Is this because I don't know who I am some days? Or because I just don't have the energy to be contradictory to somebody else's opinion?)

-Im constantly sick and feel guilty for taking days off and still getting sick leave pay. (My job caters to this!! It's in my contract so why can't my brain stop making everything feel like doomsday!?)

- I don't often make mistakes but when I do their huge and I feel immense shame and guilt everytime. I'd offer up my limb if it would make the bad feeling go away. (These are the moments I wish I could read minds, I just want to know what I'm doing wrong so I can fix it!? Is it actually ok or are you just saying that then talking shit bout me behind my back?)

Honestly..... I just don't think I value myself enough right now, I don't think Im seeing my worth and I desperately need to fix it before it becomes worse.

I've had this fight before and I won, I'm not doing it again.

I'm tired.

God am I tired.

Fuck.

If this doesn't ease up before my next one to one with my boss, I'll ask them to send me to therapy (work benefit is that'll be free)

[kasaneteto]

sorry i simply must complain for a moment

ive been complaining about my roommate too much on instagram so im doing it here instead 🖕 fuck you

MOTHERFUCKER CANNOT TAKE CARE OF HIMSELF!!!! tell me why this man is turning 26 NEXT WEEK and can’t remember to pay me back for the bills. won’t do any chores unless he’s asked to or HE has friends coming over. i literally feel like im living with a teenager.

i’ve recently realized just how much ive coddled him and made excuses for him because of his mental health struggles and the way his parents treated him his whole life. ive also realized that its entirely up to him to recognize that his mental health struggles & trauma are HIS problems to deal with and i shouldnt have to temper my expectations because of that. i can only tell him he needs therapy so many times before it’ll just go in one ear and out the other like every other thing i say to him. he is so incapable of any kind of self-reflection or self-awareness, has no concept of how his actions might affect others, can’t make any compromises without throwing a fucking tantrum about it. it’s exhausting. he requires so much attention and validation in order to be happy. being in the same room is like an invitation to talk to him. AND HE SAYS THE SAME SHIT. its like ive exhausted all dialogue options. he always makes the same stupid jokes that are just *goofy or purposefully obnoxious comment about what im doing* and i DONT have the energy to entertain that shit every day. but it RUINS his mood if you dont partake in his humor and then he just sulks. he cannot be serious. everything is jokey goofy fun time. when finn and i told him she’s trans & that we broke up his response was just to stare at us like a deer in headlights and go “oh. okay. sorry thats just a lot to process” which is like. just such a perfect prime example of how he cannot handle anything serious or heavy. when he got cheated on he was inconsolable and would not leave finn and i alone (and we wanted to help!!! we care about him!!!) he literally would follow us to our room and we would have to ask him for alone time!!!! he’s like a baby!!!! he’s so deadset on finding a new partner and i just wanna scream in his face NO RELATIONSHIP YOURE IN WILL EVER WORK IUT UNTIL YOU WORK ON YOURSELF AND UNPACK YOUR TRAUMA!!!!!!

he always uses money as an excuse like “ohhh i cant afford it” motherfucker. you can’t afford anything that isnt something you want. so you cant afford to pay me bills on time but you can afford a new monitor for cyber monday? you can’t afford therapy but you can afford to get a shitty fake christmas tree because THATS what’s important to you? he lives so fucking hedonistically and acts like he lives paycheck to paycheck when he makes 22 DOLLARS AN HOUR. MOTHERFUCKER YOU MAKE MORE THAN ME. YOU CAN FUCKING AFFORD IT YOU JUST DONT BUDGET OR SAVE AT ALL.

ok sorry i had to get that shit out because im so frustrated with him. i had a party the other night and he just sulked around until his friends came, hung out with them and only them the whole time, then continued to sulk and complain once they left. then sat around scrolling on his phone while my friends helped me clean everything up. my friends who actually are responsible and arent just in their own world with no consideration for others.

its not like he’s a bad person or even a bad friend because he truly isn’t. he’s just so emotionally immature and does not have the strength to look inward & realize that he is the source of most of his unhappiness in his life currently. its really hard to live around given the stage of my life im currently in.

i wish i could tell him all of this to be honest but hes so fucking sensitive. i HAVE tried to talk to him about a lot of these issues too (him needing to he asked to do chores, not paying me back etc) and its always the same thing. he gets better for a couple months but it quickly goes back to how it was before. im just like so done acting like his problems are mine. done asking him for favors. i hate that living with him has made me lose so much respect for him (he has no moral backbone) because like. i can see that he wants to be better. he just isnt strong enough to admit that hes the problem in his life right now. anyways. thanks for reading this if you did lol

[andywardhole]

on money...

What did you think you going to be doing when you turned 32? When you were a child how did you imagine your life? I had a doctor's visit recently, and I was asked which medications I take. I remember growing up looking at my mom's medications and thinking "so that's what old people do, huh?" When the nurse (????) asked "how do you spell Zepbound?" I realized, god damn - I am that old person now. I take probably 6-7 medications everyday. Some for hair, some for weight loss, some for depression. How did I end up here? During "Career Day" in 4th grade - I'll never forget I completely blacked out. I don't know what I want to do when I am old. I want to be a Power Ranger. I have not accepted my cringe yet, so I can't show up as Power Ranger. So I did the closest and queerest thing I could think of - "lawyer." You dress up all nice and bring a bag and say things like "your honor." OK QUEEN.. that was me. I loved the dramatics. I didn't know that lawyering was almost all paperwork. I didn't know that I would be 32 with nothing to my name. A squatting roommate, Klarna, receding hairline, a job that has told me "we aren't doing bonuses this year" a friend group that could explode at any moment. I don't know if this is the life that I was wanting when I was growing up. Maybe this is my fault because I didn't fully manifest things. During career day there were people who were hellbent that they would have a wife and be a doctor and live in a lakeside property in Tega Cay, SC. Holding space with all of my friends we are told "it's just the world against us" and then sometimes I talk to friends who have $60k in savings and saying stuff like "you know it's not all that bad." I wish growing up they would warn you about how important money is. You should put a lot away. I mean, a lot. I used to do therapy with regularity and it was interesting because 96% of my problems surrounded around money. Not being able to pay rent, not being able to go out, not being able to pay therapy. Yet, we pretended like my depression was just self-made. Self created - like in a vacuum. You can't tell your therapist "well I'm feeling really stressed this week because I don't know how I can pay you $150." More than a handful of times I didn't check my balance and my therapy sessions put me in the red. An ouroboros - fretting 7 days before your next therapy session with the whole intention of telling your therapist "this session is going to be about how I can't afford you." $130 well spent. Now I don't have therapy and I wonder if I am better or worse off because of it. There's a lot of conversation on Twitter (X if you're nasty) about - "is out the only way through?"

It seems like - maybe for right now it is. You know they say save up - spend money on experiences. How do you have experiences when you cant afford Con-Ed? Sometimes having a warm room is an experience. That's what we can afford. Hopefully there is a revolution soon and maybe DOGE will find something crazy with the military complex - I mean I know they're definitely sending $30 billion to Hamas for condoms - so why don't they just send me $800? (This is a joke... but haha what if they did..)

[spasticarkayl]

I run into this conundrum semi-frequently, and its something that always absolutely tears me to shreds.

I dont know who to turn to when Im having a big mental health drop over useless things. I have a handful of friends that im ok talking to about them, but they hear it so often or theyre so busy that i wont be able to get interaction that would help curb the bad brain.

I cant afford therapy and even when i could, both of my therapists sucked and essentially told me to get over it point blank.

Im just stuck in a rut and leaving me by myself always causes my fears and negativity to spiral until i exhaust myself so bad I sleep for 20+ hours for several days

[ari-the-rockstar]

"nobody is; yes, actually, people are. people can be spiritual empaths. they can pick up on energy and things people are feeling. it is a real thing. dont be ignorant."

alr love i genuinely had no idea this shit existed but cool ig

"low empathy is fine but when youre self absorbed its not; agaiiinnn baby have u ever heard of self control? have u ever heard of self awareness? ever heard of not doing shitty things because you KNOW theyre wrong?? its not that hard.

if you need excessive admiration to not want to kys then that is a you problem; yes, baby yes it is. i never told u its not. im saying that its not abusive and that im not abusive bc i need that lmao u completely ignored my point there."

the fact u need self control to be a decent human being tells me enough about you ☠️

someone who literally gets suicidal if all the attention is not on them is not really someone who anyone should strive to be around, esp if you have to actively control yourself to not be terrible

"and u cant, u cant rebrand it,,? you cant change the damn name to something that doesnt directly hurt npd? ur community cant even agree on the damn meaning of narc abuse its either "npds fault!!" or "narc is an adjective". the coiner has done alot of shit too. saying the term isnt real is very different from saying the abuse that u experienced isnt."

i am not going to water down the name of my abuse just to make u feel comfortable <3 that's your problem if you feel uncomfortable deal with it

borderline abuse absolutely exists btw. i completely support r/bpdlovedones. bc i know that i am not abusive and they aren't talking about me, that's why seeing "pwbpd are so bad" posts doesn't affect me bc ik that they are just ppl who are hurting and need a place to let it out. somehow pwNPD don't understand that though

"dont be angry there are communities for narc abuse victims but not npd; ok so. so u want me to recover... but you dont want there to be communities FOR me to recover. pls make this make sense.

if something isnt for you just scroll; ok. ok ill scroll through 10000000+ articles telling me im a monster only to reach one itty bitty teeny tiny 100 char article that doesnt help at all. we cant "just scroll" when we're trying to find resources for OUR DISORDER because people are demonizing us. itll take so long JUST TO FIND ONE. but its ok because u guys are healing then complaining about us not healing!!!!! yayyyy go u guys!!!!!!

if you arent abusive why do you feel bad; because being told that im a monster when im looking for RECOVERY RESOURCES sends me into a crash and tbh that doesnt feel good babbeeesss that really doesnt feel good!"

i am not saying i don't want communities for you to recover, i am saying that communities that just go on and on about "pwnpd are so amazing no matter what" are harmful. do you see the difference?

okay but u do realize that therapy exists for pwnpd right?? and if you can't afford it then you can search for resources on individual symptoms without attaching "npd," for example self-centeredness, you can focus on individual symptoms which together will reduce the overall effect of the disorder.

but you aren't a monster if you haven't abused people, it doesn't take much self-reflection to realize that you have not abused someone in the way that say a narc parent has...?

"bpd and npd are two cluster b disorders; but they. they dont share the same god damn symptoms they fall under the same umbrella. they are NOT the same disorder. u cant comment on something u dont have.

they dont actually try to recover; sorry not sorry but im not gonna recover bc some random internet stranger is trying to force me to. and again we CANT recover there are no RESOURCES AVAILABLE for us to even TRY. its just waah waah narc abuse waaah narc abuse!!! and that isnt great"

I NEVER SAID THEY SHARE THE SAME SYMPTOMS. second, i was literally abused by someone wnpd i think i can comment on it.

well you know what then this is enough. you don't even want to recover. there's no point even trying to talk to you bc you just want to sit in your hole and complain about being in it. and yes there ARE resources you just need to look a little harder!! i'm sorry that google's first page isn't enough for your 2 second attention span! maybe try digging a bit!!

"girl what; im not a girl<3

your whole blog is romanticizing; oh noooo 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 person wi-with bpd is joking about their traits !!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 person w-w-w-w-w-w-with npd is making coping jokes!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 o-o-o-oh no scary npd borderline monster isnt having panic attacks 🥺🥺 on their blog 🥺🥺🥺 every 30 seconds 🥺🥺🥺🥺 and is actually using humor to cope!!! wahahahahhahahwaahahhhh i cant handle people who cope differently than me 🥺🥺🥺🥺 you joking about your disorder means y-you cant have it!!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺"

girl is gender neutral in this context

bitch you just copy pasted your paragraph with no attention to what i said istg you are insufferable, tbh what else did i expect from someone wnpd

"if you wanna see recovery things then put in the work; ..what work. what work bb. scroll until i find that 100 char article u were talking about? no thanks lol i dont think i have to put in effort to try and fucking find safe communities for my disorder"

well then okay bye LMAO you're so entitled you think that you don't even have to put in effort? self fulfilling prophecy

there is no fucking way 💀💀💀

okay lets just !!! ignore ALLLL of my other symptoms because im not abusive i dont have npd sorry guys npd diagnosis cancelled i dont have it anymore sorry guys because this one person on the internet said so

[angelmichelangelo]

moon knight: *is just a fun little show based on a comic*

me: “hmm true but it also is a gateway for me to confront my undiagnosed autism as well as making me reflect on the abusive relationships i had as a child….. free therapy? perhaps??”

[tauruz]

hi yall I hope you're all right!! once again I am asking for help, i need help paying my bills (gas and light) for this month and also my depresion meds.  So pretty please reblog and donate if you’re able to,  everything is appreciated. Thank you so much, i hope y’all are having a nice february

p*ypal: marianahfw

[girlfriendjihyo]

kpop stans on tiktok will say something that’s totally fucked up with their whole chest and then everyone will agree bc they think it’s a good/safe opinion

[plushievash]

👁_👁 au where i dont feel guilty abt the nap i took earlier