#i can handle the noise!
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"Are you sure you want to turn up the volu-"
YES! I need to consume the music. I must become one with with the soundwaves. I am the music, and the music is me. My eardrums are a measly obstacle that prohibit me to simply inject the wiggly lines into my veins.
#Hearing loss?#Neverheardof them#I have autism#I need music to SURVIVE#music#Earbuds#jlab pro#Headphones#ghost bc#ghost band#lovejoy#autism#Audio#audio processing disorder#Metallica#Loud#Im not a pussy#i can handle the noise!#I actually am losing my hearing#But its all good :3
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As per usual, it’s DP crossover with (probably) DC, although you could probably adjust it for other fandoms
ANYWAYS
A little kid and his mother are trick or treating in another city, perhaps at some kind of event rather than knocking on doors, and the kid is dressed as Phantom. It’s very adorable, with his little ghost-shaped bucket and clearly homemade and already stained costume—listen, white only works if you can just fly over street grime or phase it out of your clothes—and his slightly I’ll fitting wig. The kid is SO happy to be out and about dressed as his favorite, and maybe even showed it off to Phantom back in Amity Park before his family left.
The hero, insert whoever you wish here, is probably in civvies and just enjoying the event. The kid, meanwhile, is so glad when people ask who he is so he can explain, and so- the hero gets to hear ALL ABOUT the local town hero who is probably pretty small time despite the kid’s clearly exaggerated stories. The hero certainly never heard of him, but the kid’s mom confirms that Phantom really was the town hero, despite some mixed reviews of the poor guy.
“Did you manage to show him your costume?” the hero asks.
“Yeah! We went down to the cemetery to leave flowers and I got to show him my costume.”
Wait. Cemetery? Maybe it was part of theme, because Phantom had to be named that for a reason, but… it sounded like…
The kid ignores the suddenly VERY still hero and instead turns to his mom. “Momma, do you think we should bring him candy? He doesn’t get to trick or treat like we do, and I can work super hard to get him a bunch!”
The kid’s mom just smiles. “We could, but maybe we should bring him something homemade. I bet he’d like something more filling, teen boys like him have a hollow leg.”
The kid wrinkles his nose. “Like Vernie with the pizza bagels?”
“Like your cousin, yes. We can make some cinnamon rolls and take them to his memorial, maybe bring some of the apples from your grandpa’s garden…”
The hero is pretty much forgotten as the two-part family wanders off, not quite intentionally forgetting the hero is there so much as the hero somewhat accidentally ended the conversation when they just froze and didn’t ask anything further.
Not that the hero didn’t want to. But they’d learn something very serious.
One—there was a small town hero they’d never heard of. Two—that hero was apparently a teen. Third—most pressingly, the teen hero was both beloved enough to have kids dressing up as him and dead enough to have a grave.
This… might require some phone calls.
#dpxdc#danny phantom crossover#meanwhile Danny. sitting on a giant marble slab that has the most ridiculous gag gifts a ghost could ever ask for#he’s just like Oh Sweet Cinnamon Rolls!#he would try to convince people to bring him nasty burger but while val has MOSTLY gotten over her vindictive anger at Phantom DOES decide#that she’s gonna be petty and add cilantro to everything#because Danny has the cilantro soap gene#jokes on her he’ll still eat it#Danny likes his little memorial in the grave. it helps settle him sometimes. also he’s gotten to know the security guards for the cemetery#they’re fun. a bit morbid. they LIKE his jokes so you can stuff it JAZZ#MEANWHILE the hero. Whomstever they are but like 90% of you are thinking either batfam or Justice league#are having just. a TOUCH of a crisis#now they gotta figure out where the kid and his mom are from without either of them figuring out#dealer’s choice on what the GIW and why Amity Park isn’t on the radar#I’ll add my two cents bc when don’t I but I’m by and large not like… dictating this? anyways#I like making the GIW just a BIT more incompetent or just having some massive flaws as an organizational group#so they keep forgetting to tell people to not LEAVE and to keep quiet#average amity Parker if the GIW tried this anyways: aw that’s cute. anyways-#and if it’s dc I guess you need to figure out how the jl never found out. so#i mean there’s a LOT of heroes and cities in dc#and amity park is just lost to the noise or. bc Fenton bad luck#every time Danny tried to call. the jl had some insane disaster and or their systems were down#he eventually figured he might actually be cursed- jury’s still out on that -and he’s saving lives by just handling it himself#he can handle rhe metaphorical mega thunderstorms if it means he doesn’t accidentally summon a fucking tsunami to hit the planet ya know?#the kid and the mom have no idea that what they said was Odd#they are just so used to it. amity park already was using death puns and had an. interesting history and relation with death#even BEFORE there was a dead kid flying around in his white gogo boots
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suguru is the ceo of holding onto the train handle so you can hold his bicep instead btw
#he’s the best person to bring with you on a crowded train#he just has such a firm grip on the handle and stays so still and calm even if it’s a little cramped or if the train is shaky#and he makes sure to keep extra rigid so you can loop your arm around his :3 he’s your own personal handle.#why should you have to reach for anything when you have him to keep you steady?#<- his line of thinking#nothing but princess treatment for u i fear#ari noises ✩
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mother harvester ost
#harvester#warning this song has some really gross squelching noises#god harvester is such a trip#if you can handle extreme gore then i recommend checking it out because its an Experience#dont play it yourself! watch a longplay or something
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Idk what’s better, the picture itself, the quality, the penguin going *slurs* or Moxxie’s face. 😭
#helluva boss#Helluva boss short 2#How can I handle a show about HELL but I’m scared of the ticking noises of clocks. How.#This was genuinely just a funny short lmao
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feeling shattered, splintered rn
#The voices are quiet. It’s unnerving.#just another example of things you don’t realize you'll miss until they aren’t there anymore#well. I know they’re still here#they’re just being… oddly silent.#and it feels like a part of me is missing#the noise is always distracting but at least it feels like home#Because it reminds me im not alone#The silence is scary tbh.#don’t leave me here like this guys#i don’t think i can handle it for much longer
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lately i've been finding it so so hard to be positive and hopeful. and it's making me so bitter and hateful. i hate it but i dont know what to do about it
#idk it's just all too much to deal w#i have sm pains and physical discomforts. money issues. stress bc my avpd is making school very hard for me to finish#i have suicidal thoughts and really bad anxiety every single day. i've basically begged the mental health care system for help for 7 months#like i've kept contacting them and asking them but they havent done anything at all for me. i dont even get to see anyone and talk#i just dont know what to do or how to handle it#im so stressed abt the future. i have to finish school but then choose smth so i can go to school/get a degree & get a job#im holding my mom down and back and i need to find a way to kove out from her and support myself#i have no friends to meet or hangout with and destress with etc etc and im really feeling the lack of it#idk the list just goes on and on and on#nothing is working and idk how to fix it. but also i know that me and only me have to find a way bc there is no help#i struggle bc of my avpd and mental health but there is no treatment for me to get. they just dont wanna give me *any* help at all#im just so frustrated. and every day is the same. everyday is full of some physical pain anxiety stress worries suicidal thoughts etc etc#i cant break free idk how!!!! my life is so fkn boring and pathetic and miserable#i never get to relax bc all of a sudden last year i got extremely noise sensitive. and it's never quiet anywhere in this city#anyway yeah i could just keep going. and like now im feeling anxious bc my tooth is aching :((#it -everything- never stops or lets up or relents. and it makes me wanna die even more.#so... idk im just incapable of being hopeful abt anything and that's really killing me idk
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I just queued a post where I said this in the tags but I wanna say it again as a real post: shout out to the Neverafter production team for both a) including misophonia warnings in the trigger warnings list, and b) keeping the most common misophonia trigger sounds out of the actual episodes
I think everything they'd included a warning for so far has been SFX added in post, and only played for a few seconds. they've been things like fly buzzing and water sounds, things that can bother me (and perhaps did bother other people) but only if prolonged. there have been no prolonged gross mouth sounds, no squelching or chewing
and in a run of episodes with a recurring chewing gum joke!!! they literally faked chewing gum on camera, and the audio was minimized (if there was any sound at all; I don't remember) and the players' visual triggers cut short
(for context, I had to stop listening to one of my favorite actual play podcasts of all time years ago because the GM introduced an NPC who chewed gum. I usually only glance at the screen while watching Critical Role because there's often at least one player chewing something the whole game, and though you can't hear it sometimes the visual trigger is so hard to ignore)
I remember seeing Sam de Leve's name in the credits for ACoFaF, working as the set accessibility coordinator, and they're someone I know is aware of misophonia issues and takes care to limit potential triggers in their actual play work. they might've helped the production staff develop misophonia accommodations, or it could have been someone else, or maybe the team is just more aware of this issue now (I feel like misophonia awareness is at an all-time high)
not that there have been any particularly horrible misophonia triggers in the past (that I can remember), but. I just remember seeing misophonia listed as a potential trigger for the first episode, and being both excited to see it recognized, and nervous to have to need it, and then excited again when the sounds ended up being so minor. love having sound design work that doesn't actively punish me for wanting to watch their show
#I hope I don't go home and there actually is a major trigger sound in tonights episode tho!! lol#misophonia#dimension 20#di20#i'm curious if other misophoniacs have had a worse experience with this season?#i also know that i have my misophonia enough 'under control' (as much as it can be) that certain things that used to bother me dont#as long as they're not obnoxious about it. i can handle some trigger noises in moderation#but there have been multiple times this season where ive noted a warning and waited for it and been like#'wait... that was it?'#neverafter
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hello jade nation i just woke up with one sock on, my hair messy like a bird nest, my eyeliner smudged to my jawline, my dress is half on half off, and im also in my girlfriends bed 🤷♀️ what a night ! i wish i could remember it - oh wait ! i have 40 videos on my phone !!!!!!!! thank you drunk jade!!!!!
#its 10:30 am and i dont know where my gf went#im so tired#i woke up at like 9 and i was so confused i had to stare at my hands for about half an hour#thankfully i didnt drunk too much im not that hungover#i had so much fun last night if anyone cares#dare i say best birthday ever question mark#♡ . jade rambles#but like really rambles this time#they were onto something when they named it a headache#like yeah my head IS aching actually#noise complaint im coming for you talk it out im coming for you#eggy i read the first paragraph of ur angstober kiyoko fic and teared up immediately#idk if i can handle that it hits a little too close to home#will try to read it later.. maybe
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my nephew drew me and my cat. and shadow the hedgehog. and he wrote my name n all (he only recently learned how to write properly from what i've seen)
#i'm always in bed when they come over (bc. noise is hard to handle) so he drew me in bed ough..#my mom said he keeps asking abt me and what i like. and that now he's moving to a room of his own and he wants -#- to design it like mine. like he hung up pictures on the walls like my posters and stickers. and he asked for a dresser to put -#- his 'comic books' on bc he decided i like comics. ough 😭😭😭#i'm not sure how or why it happened but i'm like his favorite person in the world#i think bc i'm the only adult he knows who knows sonic characters ajdmglhlh#but generally ever since he was very little i talked to him like any person rather than how adults talk to kids usually#so i think that might be it too. like someone who is just chill with him and watches movies with him basically#anyway. i was deeply touched as you can see. put it in my room next to his favorite set of my legos
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Things *are* settling down. Good stuff! My floor is finally fixed. I found a new subrenter and so far we've arranged a lot for it and she already signed and paid. The apartment is coming together. <3
And... I'm realizing that Mae feels really close. It might be why I hated the exercise stuff that I've been obsessed with for years now... (I did end up going and it was really sad).
And... it might be why I just splurged and ordered a pair of running shoes, sports socks + cheap wired earbuds. Mae used to be super into running when I was just old enough that I was allowed to leave the house by myself in the city, which was around 11 years old. I went for runs in the nearby park - nothing fancy and I had no idea what I was doing. I just knew that it helped. And when I was mad or sad, I could run. Even if it was just for a little while and nowhere near 5k or whatever counted as "actual running" in my book.
So yeah. An experiment. I doubt that I'll stick with it, but it's good to have options and if I won't use the shoes for running I can still use them for hiking.
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Between Miorine and Suletta, which one gets drunk, asks if the other is single, and then cries when they say no?
Actually scratch that it’s obviously Miorine.
#g_witch#sulemio#suletta x miorine#gundam the witch from mercury#g witch#this now has me wracking my brain about what drunk Suletta would do.#Suletta probably has really high alcohol tolerance come to think of it#she toll and she fit#Miorine can handle two drinks at max#and even that’s being generous. you give her half a shot and she has to be carried back home that night.#Chuchu is actually more of a lightweight than Suletta but she handles being drunk better so you can’t tell.#Suletta is probably… she’s a sleepy drunk I think#she just kinda goes ‘ehhe…’ makes weird mouth noises#and then at some point she just buried herself in Miorine’s chest and doesn’t leave for the rest of the night.#Chuchu actually gets really heartfelt. she’s an ‘a luv you man yer me best mate’ kind of drunk#she will threaten to fight anyone for you but she won’t actually do it until she’s sober#Nika is the designated driver because she doesn’t drink
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In light of recent events...
maybe people writing Ateez smut need to not just keep warning 'minors DNI'
but now add:
'San DNI' to the list.
#ateez#san#choi san#this is joking#I'm not in that part of the fandom#but even I heard the noise in my corner#tinys did their best but now our man is loosed on this new world#God have mercy on his soul#I'm just glad the worse he's ever going to find on my blog#is someone lusting after his jackets#I don't know how writer tinys can handle it
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Dw if this is not allowed butttttt if i may ask flutters my eyelashes, which if your ocs has gone through the most emotional turmoil would you say? (No obligation ti answerrrr)
HAIIIII GOOPYYY WAVING AT YOU EXCITEDLY
Hmm I've gotta say Momo, which I'm sure was the expected answer! I'm gonna ramble juust a little bit :3 about why I think of her specifically over the rest of my characters, besides the fact that im momopilled 24/7! Momo suffers from veeryy black and white thinking. I guess you would call it her character arc... now that i think about it. She has to overcome that and confront that things are never that simple... which leads to a lot of emotional turmoil, of course!
#nova noise#asks#gooopy#my art#art of my ocs#oc tag#quote its like having a big storm of feelings inside that can be hard to handle endquote uhuhhh i bet. smiles#momo tenki
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*gripping the sink* part of community building is putting up with people who you don't get along with for the sake of the community
#one of our old choir members who used to piss me off by acting like he was better than everyone else is back now :))))#also i had to leave the room bc one of our tenors wouldn't stop making noises while other parts were singing#and i know it would be rude to tell him to stop but i can not handle it right now#i am to stressed to deal with this chorus rn#2pm in the morning
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I love not being able to even go to the next room over and bake my cake because my fucking father is blaring his stupid fuckjng tv so loud
#LITERALLY FEEL LIKE I CANNOT LEAVE MY TINY HALLWAY.#IT IS PAINFUL. I AM VERY EASILU OVERSTIMULATED BY SOUND.#like. 1 i dont wanna hear his far right talk show shit 2 the people are Loud and often Yell and talk over each other#3 the tv is UNGODLY loud to begin with. i can clearly understand it from across the goddamn hojse with the door closed#my mother ks like 'oh its vause he cant hesr the tv' OK?? HE HAS KNOWN THIS ID AN AISSUE FOR YEARS??#he refuses to do. like. literally anything. even though its now to the point of I Cannot Leabe My Room#and yes! k have noise cancelling headpjones on!#idek how im gonna handle getting dinner#or eating it. since its a Rule toneat at the table. which is rjght next tonthe tv#also i meed. Quiet. for cooking and baking#it uses a lot of my brain power i cannot afford tk spend on processing and filtering excess stimuli
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