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#i'm so fucking nervous like i can't study#i've been watching fucking youtube shorts#because i'm so nervous about starting to study#i can feel my heartttt#and tomorrow is already my best subject#it's just that tomorrow's papers have the most uncertainty#and also because once tomorrow starts the papers are all gonna come so fast#and i'm so nervous for the upcoming ones#esp econs...#ok#i'm really going to start studying now#6h 50/10 let's go#text#college tag
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finlays will see a terrible abusive dynamic in ninjago and be like 'is anyone gonna think abt that daily' and not wait for an answer
#and i try to show emotion but my eyes wont seem to wet. and id love to tell u stories but i cant remember how they went#llorumiiiiiiiiiii [doing cat puke retches on the floor] THEY MAKE ME SICK.#i feel i do have to day this every time i dont actually supportttt the ships or whatever. they r just so intersting to me#ninjago has really fucking boring canon relationships cus they dont ever address any of the Weirdness#jaya cld be sooooooo juicy. but alas its sooooo nothing#llorumi etc r not good not healthy BUT they r juicy. there are many different angles to attack it from and they r actually. IN the show#and not just my head#personally heartttt the interpretation of harumi being too likeeee. idk . trapped. to ever change or challenge her beliefs#idk im crazy tired rn but oooiiaaahhh#vexane is also very juicy to me as a genuinely loveless relationship but instead one built on like. purelyyyyy zane feeling he cant trust#anyone else.#vex is very good at manipulating situations and zane is in the ultimate situation.#it puts him completely at vexs mercy and he stays under his paw for. 40 years. god. ok#i think thats the timeline right. Okay. man#its easy to see how zane cld end up where he does in s11#btw both of those r not even necessarily a romantic reading but gragghhhhh so intersting#ninjago has some crazyyyyyy deep relationships if u can dig and strike gold#btw the best dynamic in the entire show is garmabros (NOT ROMANTIC OBVS.) it sweeepssss the entire cast easy
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Hi, I just saw that request are open so can you do a boyfriend headcanon with Jason Grace please?
ask and thou shall recieve ༉‧₊˚.
jason grace dating hcs! ✮⋆˙ pairing : jason grace x gn!reader warning(s) : none ♡ an : tysm for ur request <3! hope u enjoy thisss! also why the heck did it take me 20 mins to make that little pic collab bcs nothing was matching so i js went 'screw it' anyway, enjoy!
jason grace how i love you my sweet golden retriever boyfriend
im not even lying though
ive got a golden and she's very affectionate and he'd literally be the same
absolutely loves being around you 24/7, 365
ive seen some people say jason is like kinda tense, like he was raised to be a fighter, his guard is always up, and like he builds just a few walls to keep himself safe
but nahh best believe those walls are comin right down for you
he's only himself when he's with you !!
he literally feels so comfortable and trusts you with his life
definitely tells you EVERYTHING
not gonna lie i think jason is chismoso asf
( gossiper , nosy )
BUT LIKE secretively
like people think he doesnt care or isnt listening so they just gossip all care free when he's around cause they think he wont tell anybody
but in reality he's super invested
so like after a long day when your cuddled up in the zeus cabin he's not only telling you about his day but also updating you on the drama he's found out about
NOW I KNOW that may seem ooc, but im telling you, the walls are coming DOWN
jason literally adores it when you play with his hair
like it really just calms him down, especially after a rough day
bro just melts 🫠
i think jason is like in between with pda
yes of course he loves holding your hand and hugging you
but theres definitely a difference from when youre around people and when youre alone
dont know if that came out wrong
but he just feels more comfortable when its just you two
speaking of hand holding
he's literally a hand holding king
its literally just a habit at this point
i feel like he's a hands interlocked kinda guy
like hes just walks up to you, gives you a big ol smile ofc, and plop, slips his fingers in between yours. just like that. super casual about it.
OH MY GOD IF YOU WEAR GLASSES
he literally intentionally makes you bump glasses when youre kissing
dont know if that made sense i dont wear glasses
but he thinks its the funniest thing ever and laughs every time
lemme tell you somethin
literally even before you started dating
you haven't opened a single door while jason's around
even if youre like about to reach the door and he's a few feet away he'll literally sprint captain-america-on-your-left style to open the door for you
and then stands there looking stupid after you give him a kiss on his cheek
never fails to be left absolutely dumbfounded after you kiss him
which is probably why he isnt the biggest on pda
he knows he'll never be allowed to forget how stupid he looks
HE LOVES SLEEPOVERS
winkity wonkty
but actually he makes them so much fun
starts a pillow fight but loses
A SUCKER for karaoke
nah cause why do i think he'd be like "omg lets play spin the bottle" and youre just like "jason.. it's only me and you" and hes all like "your point??"
always ends his night with cuddles
youre literally his personal teddy bear sorry not sorry
not gonna lie i don't think jason's a jewelry fella
but get this
matching converse
they dont even have to be converse they can literally be any shoes
i just like converse
you guys got them custom made and everything ouuuu
even though he doesn't seem like he'd be too big on jewelry i feel like he has a silver necklace with your initials on it
i want to wear his initial on his chain round my neck not because he owns me but cause he really knows me
he's always wearing it, whether its like under his shirt (CLOSER TO HIS HEARTTTT) or over it and shining proudly
definitely has a playlist just titled '(name)' with a heart and its just a bunch of love songs that remind him of you ♡
he's literally so in love and makes sure you know that multiple times a day
where can i get me a jason grace :(
#percy jackson#percy jackson x reader#pjo#heroes of olympus x reader#hoo x reader#pjo x reader#heroes of olympus#jason grace#jason grace x reader#whos the cute boy with the wide blue eyes? ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅
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and if they get me and the sun goes down into the ground and if they get me, take this spike to my heart and...and if they get me and the sun goes down and if they get me, take this spike and you put the spike in my heartttt ! and if the sun comes up will it tear the skin right off our bones? and then, as razor sharp white teeth rip out our necks, i saw you there someone get me to the doctor someone get me to a church where they can pump this venom gaping hole and you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat and if they come and get me.... what if... you put the spike in my heart? and if they get me and the sun goes down and if they get me, take this spike and can you take this spike? will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless night. time. sky.? can you take this spike? will it wash away this jet black feeling? ....and now the nightclub sets the stage for this they come in pairs she said, "we'll shoot back holy water like cheap whiskey, they're always there" someone get me to the doctor and someone call the nurse and someone buy me roses and someone burned the church we're hanging out with corpses and driving in this hearse and someone save my soul, tonight please save my soul! can you take this spike? will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless night. time. sky? can you take this spike? will it wash away this jet black, now? come on! and as these days watch over time and as these days watch over time and as these days watch over us, tonight and as these days watch over time and as these days watch over time and as these days watch over us, tonight. i'll never let them, i'll never let them, i'll never let them hurt you, not tonight, i'll never let them, i can't forget them i'll never let them hurt you, i promise. struck down. before. our prime before you got off the floor can you stake my heart? can you stake my heart? and these thoughts of endless night can you stake my heart? bring us back into the light can you stake my heart? and this venom from my heart and these thoughts of endless night can you stake my heart? bring us back into the light can you stake my heart? and this venom from my heart. can you stake me be-fore the sun... goes.. down....? (and as always, innocent like roller coasters, fatality is like ghosts in snow and you have no idea what you're up against because i've seen what they look like becoming perfect as if they were sterling silver chainsaws going cascading…)
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How tsundere can you beeeee
He wants mc to kiss him so badly hadhajsj
#ok i love suit saeran so much#i love ray too but gosh theres just something that i love with the interactions with suit saeran#and as a soft boy lover i dont mean im into those meanie scenes with him#but whenever he tries to deny his feelings or try to torture mc#or tries to prove himself#you can see how much he's suffering and how empty he feels and that DESTROYS me like#my heartttt#saeran i love you
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crying bc your take on how momgumi acts it probably the best and most accurate thing we'll ever see YOU WROTE HER SO CUTESY AND LIKE KNOWINGGG like she just felt like a mother that knows.. YKWIM??? and dont get me started on y/n being late THAT BROKE MY HEARTTTT i felt like the grinch getting his heart shrunk instead of bigger.
Alsoooo i hope you have a good day/night my lovely lovely sumaya... THE NEW CHAPTER LOWKEY SCARED ME I WASNT EXPECTING ONE. I got the notification and was lkke 'REALLY???' i always feel bad bc i see these ppl with like NOVELSSSS and i barely ever have anything to say😔😔 i guess its bc like.. im not very good with words tbh ANYWAYSS WTV have a great great great week😈😈😈
liar, liar masterlist here:
‘ur take on how momgumi acts is probably the best and most accurate thing we’ll ever see’ — AHHHHHHHHH 😫
you have no idea how much that means to me. like that scene wasn’t even gonna be added ‘cause i was STRUGGLING with it 😭 we have no canon source material about how megumi and his mum would have interacted had she lived, so i had to go off that one known line of here — “take care of megumi” — and run with the little parts of her personality that we got 😟
and to hear positive feedback from that? i’m over the moon rn, dancing in the clouds and drinking up the rain, you have no idea
y/n being late was the 0.2% of plot that i stirred into the chapter… ok maybe 5% of the chapter was plot, but i made it mainly filler so you wouldn’t use my inbox as a rage room against kai or kamo (gasp? their names both start with k? 😳)
I’M HAVING A FANTASTIC DAY NOW THAT I’VE GOT THIS MESSAGE <3
‘THE NEW CHAPTER LOWKEY SCARED ME CUZ I WASN’T EXPECTING ONE’ — yeah, it wasn’t meant to be out this early, but i’d received two beautiful pieces of art that morning and i was like ‘ykw, they deserve smth back’ and then spent the whole day rushing to poop ch.10 out 😗 I’M GLAD I DID THO! WE HAVE MORE INTERACTIONS AND EVEN MORE LOVELY PIECES OF ART <333
‘i barely ever have anything to say’ — GIRL YOU CHECK UP ON ME EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE WND THAT IS MORE THAN ENOUGH 😭🫶🏽 IT’S SO SWEET OF YOU BUT I PROMISE I CAN FEEL UR LOVE FOR LL THROUGH THE SCREEN, you don’t have to do anything more to try and prove (is that the word i’m looking for?) it to me :D
ty for dropping by! this was lovely to read, i appreciate ur support SO SO SO MUCH <3
#liar liar asks!#megumi x reader#megumi fushiguro x reader#fushiguro megumi x reader#megumi x you#fushiguro megumi x you#jjk#megumi x y/n#fushiguro megumi#jjk x reader#megumi fushiguro x y/n#megumi fushiguro x you#fushiguro x reader#fushiguro x y/n#fushiguro x you#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi x y/n#jjk x y/n#jjk x you#jjk megumi#jujutsu kaisen x you#jujutsu kaisen x y/n#jujutsu kaisen x reader
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My reactions to episode 7 of season 2 of Criminal Minds Evolution
The only thing I know about this episode is that it's fucked up
Spoilers below the cut!
(TW: loss of a child under the cut)
oh, acid showers. lovely.
oh god the hair melting off the scalp. no WONDER i got warnings for this episode
drowning in acid. Lovely!!!
oh this IS fucked up.
Garvez in the same room! Yay! Crumbs!
Have I mentioned I love JJ and Luke's friendship?
Penelope with all the pretty flowers on her dress!! she looks so good in this scene
Penelope is just straight-up STARING at Luke
TARA WITH THE SLICKED BACK HAIR SHE'S SO GORGEOUS I LOVE HER
Emily reading Tyler to shit over his handwriting? Iconic.
Look I kinda love Tyler. AS HIS OWN SEPARATE CHARACTER AWAY FROM PENELOPE. When he's with literally ANYONE else, he's great.
Tara i see those heart eyes for Emily
"Mr. Sensitive" help i SNORTED
Why is Rossi so against contacting Jill? Forbidding her?
Okay so my theory was correct. The victim at the beginning sexually assaulted the unsub's wife, and this baby is a product of that.
Look Tyler is adorable, okay? When he's interacting with the rest of the team, I love him.
"Just what Garcia told me" I wasn't under the impression that they talked much???? Especially about this kind of stuff.
They're just turning Tyler into their puppy and i'm here for it
Voit's Lawyer! finally!
He's really offering to END his lawyer's ex wife???
ooh that shot through all the car windows is cool
"I just want you to be you" please god tell me she's not saying "clearly you have a way of winning over/seducing older blonde women and i need you to do that"
"I don't wanna be that guy." Yes Tyler!! Growth!!
"just fuckin drive" emily i love you. I also love this friendship dynamic.
JJ: Maybe Penelope can help us find [the connection.] Luke: Penelope! Yes! Let's go see Penelope! I love Penelope! (he loves her it's canon)
LUKE SITTING ON THE DESK LUKE SITTING ON THE DESK
LUKE THE SMIRK??? THE HEART EYES??? oh my GOD
"It's why you and I are finally friends" DAMN FATALITY
"finally" with the smirk I LOVE THEM SO MUCH HOLY FUCK
I just know JJ is sitting there like "are y'all gonna stop flirting for two seconds"
THEIR SMILES OH MY GOD THEY'RE JUST SO THRILLED TO BE AROUND EACH OTHER THEY'RE SO IN LOVE.
"thanks frieeend" I LOVE THEM BY THAT DELIVERY WAS SO FUNNY. Also he touched her arm/back
The way they're calling each other "friend" is literally so flirty.
PLEASE tell me someone has done a gifset comparing "we thrive as frenemies" to "it's why you and I are finally friends."
Also the way that means she literally just called him TREASURE????
I just know that as Luke was saying "thanks frieeeend" he was thinking "thanks, friend, i love youuu"
THIRD HOTCH MENTION OF THE SEASON GODDAMN
Hotch, Morgan, and Reid all in the SAME SCENE damn
I love Jill already
Ooh, fiancé not fiancée
"I loved Jason" "He loved you back" I'M IN SHAMBLES ACTUALLY
Emily did you just say that David Rossi ISN'T dramatic???
Tyler and i are JUST as fucking confused
"The next generation of the BAU" really reminds me of how much younger than all of them he is which just makes me feel icky about Greencia all over again
Luke leading the profile delivery! Getting his moment! We love to see it!
Oh shit the doctor is spilling ALL the tea
I wonder if the baby is dead, a delusion
This is dark.
Wait, are the baby AND the mother dead??? Oh that would make sense for why the guy puked when he saw her. It was a skeleton
this really is a luke heavy ep and i am here for it
oh god yeah that's... fucked.
They need to start putting some god damn trigger warnings on this show
Luke looks genuinely SAD for this man.
They can give Voit a corded phone? this feels like a risk of some sort
A kill kit??? we didn't leave that behind last season??
"Do not, for any reason, open it." and ofc he opens it right away
JILL AND PENELOPE HUG MY HEARTTTT
Tara and Tyler friendship!
Oh Jilllll. I wanna hug her.
That scene with Jill walking around touching everything... oh my heart. Aisha Tyler you ate with that.
#criminal minds#criminal minds reboot#criminal minds evolution#cme spoilers#garvez#luke alvez#penelope garcia#jennifer jareau#tyler green#tara lewis#emily prentiss#temily#david rossi#jill gideon#jason gideon#aaron hotchner#derek morgan#spencer reid
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Just watched the Disventure Camp All Stars finale and it was so so good <3
I absolutely adored it, it gave me EVERYTHING I truly wanted out of this show. The finale I predicted and wanted for Riya happened. Now I hope the miniseries do well so we can get a Riya miniseries eventually! She needs an arc to wrap up!
AND ALEC AND FIORE <3 OHHHH MY HEARTTTT ITS HURTING!!! BUT IN A GOOD WAY!!!! ALEC AND FIORE!!!!! <3 <3 <3
AND seeing Riya's sister at the end has me curious. If I may make another prediction, I feel like her sister could be in the season 4 cast..... Guess we will see!
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(this is a lot of yapping sorry in advance babe)
dear zel,
i miss you rn so i'm writing this for you in english class and probably the class afterwards knowing me, (edit in printmaking period two, yes i am still writing this hehe)
i'm gonna be totally honest i'm literally writing my english assesment about you bc i was lost for inspiration and the promt fit soooo it's about our freindship hehe ily. i'm not totally sure if i'll submit this one for the final thing but writing about you makes me happy which is sappy as hell but i don't feel embarassed abt it bc you make me feel very safe to be embarrassingly sappy with you <3 i will send you the thing eventually even if i don't hand it in for marking but i don't think i'm allowed to post it cause it's school related so i'll send it on discord when i finish the first draft hehe <3 (i wrote 600 words about you in one hour that is lowkey scary)
also i'm going to yap about you nowww because i love youuuu mwah <3
i'm literally so glad we're friends, i'm not sure what our first interaction was but i think it was for your event?? and i am forever grateful for it i'm so glad we're friends you're literally one of my fav people i've met on this app i love you with my whole heartttt
one thing i loveee abt you is that i don't feel scared to spam your asks or tag you in one million things, idek what it is but you make me feel very safe to be sappy and clingy and i love that bc with most people i overthink whether i should send them things but with you i don't even hesitate bc ik you'll respond well and i love thatttt <3 you also match my enthusiasm and send lots of asks back and i love that sm <3
i literally adore talking to you bc you're such a sweet and kind person i'm lowkey in awe of it like how is one person so lovely you just light up the world ugh i love you sm, you're so fun to talk to and i just love you smmm (i hate timezones but six hours will not seperate us i love yapping with you too much)
alsooo just so you know, in my mind we're in a field of flowers together picking flowers and yapping while we eat pastries from a cute little bakery and drink like iced matcha or something that's my dream <333 i wish we could live closer bc i just know i'd love baking with you and stargazing and just dong cute little things whenever we wanted, just know that whenever i like your posts thats actually me mentally giving you a flower or two bc ily <3
also what i feel for you can be kind of wrapped up with a few songs so here: birds of a feather by billie, glue song by bea and clairo, the last one by maisie, feels like by gracie, and lots more but those are the songs that i can't listen to without thinking of you <3
ahhhhhh i'm still at school and stupid school wifi blocks tumblr AND discord (i've tried literally EVERY vpn i can it's so annoying ughhh) so i'll have to send this when i get home but just know i was thinking of you allllllll day at school and i miss you and i love you sm <3
okayyy this is written proof that i'm literally a proffessional yapper i've been adding to this on my notesapp throughout the day so i'm going to shut up now byeee i love you i'll send this when i get homeee <3
don't apologize oml
ALSO ARE YOU KIDDING ME IM GOING TO CRY LUCY THIS ACTUALLY MEANS SO MUCH TO ME you're not real
omg you wrote about us??? i would love love love to read it 🥹
you're right our first interaction literally was for my event which im so grateful for omg!!! cause we'd been moots for a while but i was very scared to interact w you but you engaged w my event and it made soooo happy
you're adorable and this right here made my whole day, i was feeling very sick in the morning and throughout the afternoon which HAS NOW DISAPPEARED SEEING ALL YOUR NOTIFS literally beaming w happiness rn
i love you so much, wayyy more than how much words can convey <333
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things in the first two eps that i will never recover from 🫡
the intro. word for word BAR FOR BAR
blackjack cameo iykyk 🤭
uncle rick cameo when they were in the headteacher's office 😭
the way grover was willing to have percy hate him just to keep percy safe.
THE MYTHOMAGIC CARDS
"i can grab some food from Di'Angelo's" LIKE HELLO????
grover and percy swapping their sandwich fillings - my heartttt
the entire mrs dodds scene
RIPTIDE.
percy and sally counting to three before running out the car - i love them your honour
SALLY WIPING HER TEARS I WANTED TO CRY
and just sally being the goddess amongst women she is honestly
dionysus convincing percy he was his dad js to get day drunk😭
"Son." "Dad? 😧😧"
"is there a god of disappointment?" - idk but im probably their child
"we burn what we'll miss the most" PERCY BURNING HIS BLUE SWEETS AND PRAYING TO SALLY 🙏🏽
"i think i've made some real friends" oh! yeah this is gonna hurttttttt i can feel it
if luke evil then why hot.
if clarisse bully then why hot.
the dryad and the council of cloven elders ughhh 😩
"like...like Jesus??" bro was convinced he was the next messiah
"grover why is there half a goat in your pants 🤨🤯"
gabe being a comedic relief instead of an abus*ve asshole?? like no dude im supposed to hate you😭
"losing at imaginary poker" - i giggled.
LOGICAL PLAYING WHEN QUEEN SALLY SHOWED UP
sally buying percy "welcome home" sweets - sobbing.
"there's something wrong with my brain." "i'm scared" - LORD I AM NOT YOUR STRONGEST SOLDIER
annabeth shamelessly admitting to stalking percy. what an icon
YOU DROOL WHEN YOU SLEEP ‼️
"not you sunshine" changed my brain chemistry
percy's silly little teenage boy montage - he fr started flossing pls 😭
clarisse being a female rage icon
luke playing the role SO WELL i be forgetting he's the villain so this just means the betrayal is going to hurt more hahaha xx (im not okay)
annabeth helping him up js to pathetically push him into water and the way SHE KNEEEWWWW ugh yes we love
"I AM SALLY JACKSON'S SON" - LIKE YES BABY YOU TELL EM ‼️
and finally percy being a confused and sarcastic lil shit for the entirety of the two episodes because walker is percy confirmed.
#star talks pjo 💙#🧇𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐬#so yeah pretty much everything from the first 2 eps 😭😭#this is my life#if y'all couldnt tell by now...#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson#annabeth chase#grover underwood
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HELLO
So I have finished both season 10 and just last night season 11 of ninjago!
Season ten I finished at like 1 am staying up late to watch it so that's why I forgor to post about it
So I'll do that first!
Season 10 was a 10/10!!!
Really liked garmadon's characterization. My favorite part was when a random ass guy explained the meaning of life to him. I liked seeing Faith again. I thought the Cole death fakeput was really well done. Specifically how it like, tied into multiple things going on with the story. This shows always been good at that. Like how the grief leads to garmadon character moments and also internal struggle for nya and sense Cole's actually fine now we have to parrelell threads of story to follow and wait to reconnect
SEASON 11
Holy SHIT
-I think I like the new rendering style, it makes the colors look brighter. No real opinion on the added hair texture but I enjoyed the added texture to clothes and stuff. There were some scenes where I was like 'animators having fun' and really that's what I think is most important :3
-Cole's dumbass soda hat my beloved
-loved the episode where they were just like: looking for problems. They are all such silly Billies. Borderline menaces on occasion
-also loved the episode with the paperboys and the news network. I've thought a lot about the citizens of ninjago city and these episodes finnally gave me a proper look into it. Was not dissapointdd!! I am delighted!!!
-jumping ahead here but pixel and Zane's reunion hug was SO fucking cute. My God. There little photo too!!!! My God there always adorable together but it still just ajgfiabduaks my heartttt. Tbh personally I see them as more of a qpr/soulmates kinda thing rather then a conventional romance. Like just, they love each other and that's all that matters <3
-GOD DAMMIT the ice emperor shit goes SO hard. Lots for the fanfics to explore here.
-I fucking LOVED how they had the hand on the scroll all frozen over and whenever he stood up from the throne there was ice breaking just my godddddd
-also I am sorry to admit I did at one point think to my self 'very Elsa core'
-I feel like there was a lot of things this season why I found myself thinking that there's three sides to every story. A lot of stuff where I felt like what we the audience were being shown wasn't quite the reality. I think the episode with the jailbreak proves this. Like with aspheera and wu. I'm sure there's something more there. That ashpeera's retelling of events would be different. Maybe king mamba was actually a huge asshole or smth. Idk. The point is there is something unknown there... CUE THE FANFICTION PLEASE.
-this leads into vex. I'm CERTAIN his story of leaving the formlings and when he came back to give evil speech went down VERY differently then what we were able to see. Not that Vex snt a fucking loser piece of work. He stalked a vulnerable individual and went 'I can manipulate this guy! '. Just that I thing things are a little more complicated then what we saw. Kinda like with nadakhan: still a fucking horrible person, but there was some characterization that showed them as A person. Rather then a stand in for a generic monster. I think that makes them scarier monsters actually
-speaking of monsters Krag was great. Love how Cole really just went 'Krag comes with us, Krag is friend now'
-I loved akita! Fun design!!!! She'd bite people for fun and she's real for that
-god dammit Zane's little goodbye video message was so fucking sad and sweet
-oh yeah the random ass 2d segments! I defiantly enjoyed them! They weren't perfect but who cares. I wonder like: how that happened tho???
-welp that's all from the top of my head.
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IM SO INSANEEE IM SO SO INSANE i just very recently finished doctor4ts latest video AND IM IN SO MUCH EMPTIONS. AND TOUGHTS. THOUGHTS TOO positive ones how am i supposed to cope with THIS. no minecraft lore has done this to me in like. IDEK as yes,. mister "not one of the people who cares about lore" RIDDLE ME THIS FUCKER. RIDDLE ME HOW YOU DESTROYED MY HEARTTTT (crying, sobbing, heaping mess on the floor) c!rat's greif so so palpaple i can FEEL ITT
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hiiiiiii, yesterday I was thinking of Allu choosing to stay at a hotel instead of at Olli's place because he doesn't want to see Olli being all lovey-dovey with his partner, doesn't want to have dinner with them even if it's just take-out, doesn't want to be there at all knowing that Olli will most likely spend some time at night with him, sitting on the couch and chatting about anything that crosses their minds, but then he'll go to bed with someone else to maybe spend the night in ways that Allu could only dream of
in his fantasies it's just Allu and Olli, he would be the one cooking because Olli's terrible at that, they would have a nice dinner by candlelight, then a glass of wine while sitting on the couch and maybe he would confess his feelings for Olli, who maybe feels the same way, maybe they kiss (slowly, like time doesn't exist while they're together), maybe they end the night sharing Olli's bed for something else than just sleep, and maybe he wakes up with Olli spooning him, their bodies naked and so close that leaving the bed is not an option anymore
but he knows that is never gonna happen, so staying at a hotel and maybe crying himself to sleep because he can't have Olli in the way he wants to is the best choice here 😭
(what if this also happened the week he went to Oulu after the tour was done? my heartttt 😭😭😭)
sorry for the angst, have a lovely weekend 💗💘💕💖💕
why are you doing this to me 😭😭😭😭
just to make it extra painful, can we throw in some mixed signals and general confusion, because there are times Aleksi could swear they're "having a moment" (maybe they shared several of those the last time he was in Oulu and has been losing his mind over them ever since, staying in his studio until stupid o'clock replaying those moments over and over again) or that Olli is low-key flirting with him (especially when Olli's a little tipsy) and he gets his hopes up even though he knows he shouldn't because Olli is with someone else and whatever Aleksi thinks they might have between them is nothing else but Olli just being his charming self and those "moments" they shared were most likely just Olli zoning out randomly while staring at Aleksi's lips for some reason and it means NOTHING that he caught Olli staring at his ass when he was trying on the BC sweatpants (Olli being Olli he didn't realise Aleksi could see him via the mirror)
and yeah, that's why he looked so blue and lonely in that mirror selfie 🥺 thanks for this I shall cry myself to sleep just like Aleksi in this horrible headcanon of yours I hate you (said with so much love it'll drown you <3)
#do NOT tempt me to write more olli/allu angst & pining you know i WILL do it and break ALL your hearts 😤#honestly this is just right up my alley and unless you're planning on writing this yourself i definitely will 😭#...once i get about 26482 work things done first 💀#seriously though lmk if you’d be cool with me stealing this plot? i promise i'll come up with a terribly bittersweet ending for it 🖤#answered asks#ollixallu#blind channel rpf#the BC sweatpants do bring out your butt btw. if you have one#catboyolli
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WHOA-
ALL RIGHT 💎!!!
THUNDER RAIN AND LIGHTNING ⚡ 🌩 ☔
DANGER ❗ WATER RISING... 💦 💦 🌊 🌊
CLAMOR, SIRENS WAILING 🚨 🚨 !!!
IT'S SUCH A BAAAD SIGN 👎 ❌
SHADOWS OF DARK CREATURES 👿
STEEL CLOUDS FLOATING IN THE AIR 🌥 🌥
PEOPLE RUN FOR SHELTER 🏃 🏃
WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN TO US??
ALL THE STEPS WE TAKE, ALL THE MOVES WE MAKE,
ALLLLL THE PAIN AT STAKE 🩸🩸🩸🗡 🗡
I SEE THE CHAOS 💎 FOR EVERYONE 💥 !!!
WHO ARE WE? WHAT CAN WE DO???
YOU AND I ARE THE SAME IN THE WAY THAT
WE HAVE OUR OWN STYLES 💎 THAT WE WON'T CHANGE,
YOURS IS FILLED WITH EVIL AND MINE IS NOT
THERE IS NO WAY I CAN LOOOSE!!!!
CAN'T HOLD ON MUCH LONGER!!!
(BUT I WILL NEVER LET GO! 💎)
I KNOW IT'S A ONE WAYYY TRACKK
(TELL ME NOW HOW LONG THIS'LL LAST!! 💎)
I'M NOT GONNA THINK THIS WAY
(NOR WILL I COUNT ON OTHERS!!! 💎)
CLOSE MY EYESSS AND FEEL IT BURN 🔥 !!!
(NOW I SEE WHAT I'VE GOTTA DO!!!! 💎 )
💎💎💎 OPEN YOUR HEART💎ITS GONNA BE ALRIGHT💎💎💎
ANCIENT CITIES BLAZING 🔥 🔥 🔥 🌆
SHADOWS KEEP ATTACKING 👿
LITTLE CHILDREN CRYINGGG 😢
CONFUSION, HOPELESSS ANGERRR ❔ 💢 😡
I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT CAN BE,
BUT YOU DRIVE ME CRAZY
ALL YOUR CUNNING TRICKS MAKE ME SICK 🤮
YOU WON'T HAVE IT YOUR OWN WAYYYYY!!!!!
CAN'T HOLD ON MUCH LONGER....
(BUT I WILL NEVER LET GO!!!!!)
I KNOW IT'S A ONE WAY TRACK.....
(TELL ME NOW HOW LONG THIS'LL LAST!!!)
I'M NOT GONNA THINK THIS WAY......
(NOR WILL I COUNT ON OTHERS!!!)
CLOSE MY EYES AND FEEL IT BURNNN 🔥 🔥 🔥
(NOW I SEE WHAT I'VE GOTTA DO!!!!!)
OPEN YOUR HEART, AND YOU WILL SEEEEE
ALL RIGHT!!!
YEAH!!!!
IIIF IT WON'T STOPPP
THERE WILL BE NO FUTURE FOR US!!!!
ITS HEART'S TIED DOWN BY
ALL THE HATE, GOTTA SET IT FREE!!!!!
I KNOW IT'S A ONE WAY TRACKKK
(TELL ME NOW HOW LONG THIS'LL LAST!!!)
CLOSE MY EYES AND FEEL IT BURNNN 🔥 🔥 🔥
(NOW I SEE WHAT I'VE GOTTA DO!!!!!!)
GOTTA OPEN YOUR HEART, DUDE!!!
CAN'T HOLD ON MUCH LONGERRR
(BUT I WILL NEVER LET GO!!!!)
I KNOW IT'S A ONE WAYYY TRACKKK
(TELL ME NOW HOW LONG THIS'LL LAST!!!!!)
I'M NOT GONNA THINK THIS WAYYYY
(NOR WILL I COUNT ON OTHERS!!!!!)
CLOSE MY EYES AND FEEL IT BURNNNN 🔥 🔥 🔥
(NOW I SEE WHAT I'VE GOTTA DO!!!!!!!!)
OPEN YOUR HEART, IT'S GONNA BE ALRIIIGHT!!!!!!
YEAH!!
OPEN YOUR HEART!!!!
YEAH!!!!
OPEN YOUR HEARTTTT!!!!!!!
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the way you write darlin and quinn breaks my HEARTTTT, like in canon the relationship is obviously messed up but with the way you add to it in your fics is amazing, especially with how long they'd known eachother in your aus and how darlin still mourns quinn after he dies in one of your fics. in the tattoo au, have they still known eachother since darlin was a teenager? how old was quinn when they first met? sorry if the message is too much, your writing is just jaw dropping and I eat up allllllll ur fics every single time! darlin and quinn in my mind were in a happy and healthy relationship at one point, and it started going downhill. to me, darlin stayed with quinn for so long not only because of their love for him, but because of the idea that darlins parents abandoned them. sorry for the like literal essay lmao, thank you for sharing your beautiful writing. i am addicted to your work. have a great sunday domini 😊💓
Thank you, Anon!!
So, the Quinn and Darlin relationship really just gives us a great chance to explore a bad relationship. Depending on the fic, I tend to slide it along a scale. In some of them, like Scars That Remind, Quinn is a villainous, predatory monster that thinks Darlin belongs to him. In Long Time No See, Darlin mourns him when he's dead even though he's a monster in that one too, but there Darlin was more canon in that they'd sort of been letting it go on and on because they didn't really believe they deserved to make him stop. When they finally did, they had guilt over it and they mourned the parts of him that they'd cared for.
I also like some where they were definitely friends for a while and Quinn cared in the way that he could, but ultimately he does things that aren't okay (at all!) and Darlin has to draw a line. Like in No Luck Left, where he totally murders and trances Darlin, but he still believes they're better off with him and happier that way. He's WRONG, but he believes that.
I'm putting the Tattoo AU Quinn essay below because it's dark and maybe not what you want for your hc of Quinn in the tattoo au? Up to you if you want to peek behind that curtain, my friend!! <3
The Tattoo AU is a no magic au and a lot different from canon in that Darlin didn't know any of the pack growing up. But they did pretty okay! They're rough and tumble, had plenty of hardships but got through it. For a handful of years there Darlin was doing well and happy. They were maybe nineteen when they first met Quinn, who was probably closer to thirty. He was charming and confident and they got along well. He made Darlin feel important and seen. They were inseparable and for a while it would have been great. But Tattoo AU Darlin isn't a pushover and Quinn likes to have everything his way, he likes to belittle and pick at people. Darlin argues. They fight. At first they fight and make up and it's part of their rhythm but the fights get bigger and the stretches between making up get longer.
Tattoo AU Darlin finally recognizes that pile of red flags and calls it. They dump him. He laughs and calls bullshit but they stand by it. He tries to argue, but they're done. A while later he comes back and tries to make up, but they're done. And Quinn snaps. There's no build up of physical altercations leading to that one horrific night, he just goes off like the violence was always there, it was just in his words and those sharp smiles, waiting.
Tattoo AU Quinn still thinks it was Darlin's fault for not letting him come back when he wanted to. If they hadn't tried to dump him, it wouldn't have happened--or so he tells himself, and them, and anyone else he can.
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MY HEARTTTT
“You’re actually asking stuff from me. Back when we first started this whole mentorship thing you would have rather jumped off a Quinjet than asked me for anything. I’m glad we’re past that, is all. That you’re comfortable enough to do that.”
“Oh, I didn’t - I don’t - want you to think I’m taking advantage or-”
“What’s wrong with taking some advantage of the fact that you have the actual Tony Stark?” Tony grins cockily, ruffling the kid’s hair.
“But it’s not about the things that you can offer me! If you lost everything tomorrow, I would still keep coming to you, because of you , because you ’re important to me!” Peter presses on, like it’s very important to him that Tony understands that, and Tony’s chest swells with warmth.
“I know, kiddo. Love you too.”
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Mr Stark Enough For You? (another field trip fic bcs we dont have enough) (7054 words) by Livinei Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Peter Parker & Tony Stark, May Parker (Spider-Man) & Peter Parker, Ned Leeds & Peter Parker Characters: Peter Parker, Tony Stark, May Parker (Spider-Man), Ned Leeds, Flash Thompson, and peter's whole class tbh, Pepper Potts Additional Tags: Tony Stark Acting as Peter Parker's Parental Figure, Father-Son Relationship, Bullying, Not Avengers: Infinity War Part 1 (Movie) Compliant, Precious Peter Parker, Field Trip, field trip to stark industries, Tony Stark Has A Heart, Found Family, a field trip fic in which pete isnt Panicky but not thrilled either, NOW WITH ADDED ENDING NOTES, just a little fun extra dialogue Summary: Peter isn’t worried because he thinks Tony won’t say yes, he’s worried because he’s sure Tony will. And he’s not sure how he feels about having his entire class waltzing around the place where he spends practically more time than in his own home, where he has his own room, and where he regularly eats Lucky Charms with one of the most influential men in the country, in his pajamas. Not that they’d ever know any of that. Tour groups don’t go to the living quarters of the Tower anyways, they hardly ever go past the 50th floor, Peter knows that. And it isn’t fair to his class if he doesn’t ask just because he…spends a lot of time there? Yeah, Peter sighs, he has to ask. He promised, anyways. IT'S A FIELD TRIP FIC, WE LOVE THOSE
#Marvel#MCU#marvel cinematic universe#Ironman#Tony stark#Peter parker#Pete and tony#Tony and peter#Pepper potts#Pepper stark#Ned Leeds#Spiderman#Amazing Spiderman#Ultimate Spiderman#Marvel Comics#anthony stark#I am Ironman#Avengers#avengers assemble#Captain America#Winter Soilder#Howard stark#Sharon Carter#The Hulk#Bruce Banner#janet van dyne#Hank Pym#Janet and Hank#The wasp#scott lang
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